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I Am a Satanist

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 317 People

    Have been since I was a teen

    and i am ok with that . Anyone feel the same ?
    cjorge20 cjorge20
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

    My Path To Comming Into Being

    i have always been facinated by the occult i have struggled with drug addiction for years and prayed to gods from various religions for help in my most desperate times and no answer..i tried to revisit this path but i didn't accept it..until 10/12/13 that day i was tired i didn...
    mahax666 mahax666
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Nov 3, 2013

    I have been a CoS-member

    for 17 years. I got in contact with Satanism when I was about 16-17, after meeting a Satanist at a party. I felt this religion or philosophy was interesting, so I ordered The Satanic Bible. As many others before me, I too recognized myself in Dr. LaVey's writings. After...
    VinkoVrag VinkoVrag
    36-40, M
    1 Response Oct 11, 2015

    How to be a real satanist?

    I need some pieces of advice, i am unexperienced.
    HandaGabriella HandaGabriella
    16-17, F
    10 Responses Nov 4, 2014

    Satanism Vs. Catholicism

    Satanic weight loss Motivated by lust, pride and a bit of greed, I decide it would be best to lose a few pounds. I realize gluttony and sloth are also options, but for now I want to improve my chances of getting laid. I figure out how to lose the weight and because the desired...
    MarkFree MarkFree
    51-55, M
    3 Responses Apr 5, 2012

    Never Been Better!

    For the longest time I was a Theologian. Studying other religions, trying to find one that fit me. And really on the verge of giving up. But then I found Satanism, and really, I'm not entirly sure how I've went through life not being one. Everything just seems to fall into place...
    livingdaydream livingdaydream
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Jul 29, 2007

    Any real satanists who actually worship Satan

    want to talk please inbox me..would like to get to know a real satanist not a role player or someone who says they are but really aren't.
    nyx39 nyx39
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Mar 25, 2014

    For any Christian reading the I am a satanist

    stories.. You can try and get me to Change my mind or save me but I can already tell you not going to work . And oh yeah I am bisexual and believe in the supernatural( vampires , werewolves, demons ect..)
    nyx39 nyx39
    36-40, F
    8 Responses Jan 5, 2014

    I have been a practicing theistic satanist

    for a long time now. One of my good friends Stanton has helped me grow in it. Even though he is a LaVey. Anyone interested in talking with me just message me sometime.
    chrisgambino10 chrisgambino10
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Jan 29, 2015
    azazel1973 azazel1973
    1 Response Sep 7, 2014


    Satanism to me is a secular philosophy, a symbolic metaphor. I am not evil, I do not sacrifice animals in graveyards, I do not drink virgin blood, I do not perform demon summoning rituals, I don`t believe in god or the devil or any religion. It is improving myself, loving life...
    Melamaranthe Melamaranthe
    22-25, F
    15 Responses May 11, 2011

    What is it like to be a satanist?

    I've been wondering this for a bit
    MrsBurton01 MrsBurton01
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2015


    Is a better term. I believe in indulging in life's pleasures and living for one's own well-being in accordance to nature. As some have already mentioned in this group, I don't partake in demonic rituals or anything of the sort. Selfism is my moral compass. Not selfishness or evil...
    lysergic lysergic
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 11, 2013
    tabby8f tabby8f
    5 Responses Feb 25, 2015
    sadiegirl347 sadiegirl347
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Aug 16, 2014

    Doest what thou wilt

    as Alister Crowley said. Although personally I am atheist but I always found satan interesting
    bisexuwhale bisexuwhale
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 16, 2014

    There is no such thing.

    People who believe in some Devilish supernatural being and worship him are Devil-worshippers, not Satanists. Anton LaVey was the first to define Satanism as a philosophy, and it is an atheist perspective. ?Theistic Satanism? is an oxymoronic term and thus absurd. In Satanism...
    mundinger1992 mundinger1992
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 10, 2014

    And I think it's pathetic

    that the new High Priest has bastardized this honourable religion so much. Basically turned them into athiests. (which I don't find anything wrong with being an athiest) Why must you **** on my religion??? LaVey would curse you. And so do I.
    BlueEyesWhiteSnow BlueEyesWhiteSnow
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 27, 2014

    Your Friendly Neighbour Satanist

    Quite apart from the reversed pentagram jewelry I wear at all times, you'd never guess that I'm a Satanist. That is, until someone entangles me into a discussion on religion. I am one of those few Panentheistic Satanists out there. Yes, I do believe in a spiritual entity called...
    Hidden Hidden
    26-30, F
    17 Responses Jul 24, 2007

    I was born with a brain disability.

    All my life,I have had an affinity with what is Satanic or with what is assocciated with Satanism.I guess you could say I was born a Satanist,but it wasn't until I did prison time that I discovered what to call myself.I started out as a Leveyan Satanist,but eventually,I became a...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Nov 17, 2014

    I'm a lesbian, drug using,

    satanist. I guess you can say I'm everything christians hate right?
    suckmyfrick420 suckmyfrick420
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 27, 2014

    I'm doing an ethnographic project on Satanism,

    specifically LeVeyan Satanism. I'm trying to better understand the reasons why people being Satanists, what it means to them, what rituals/practices you follow, and how people treat you when they discover you're a Satanist. If anyone would be willing to share their story with me...
    darkpebble darkpebble
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Feb 25, 2015

    I'm not But is being satanic evil?

    Is God even. Real Is satan bad? All these questions I have?
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Apr 20, 2015

    My god! With the world

    and all of its lovely things. I shall not renounce worldly pleasures, so as long as I am in human form. ~adam.f.ducas~
    ilovescience808 ilovescience808
    26-30, M
    Feb 8, 2015

    All Satanists you must destroy all christians

    on this website and if you don't than you are not a true warrior of lord Satan. Only Satanists can read this message. HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!!
    PrinceofDeath666 PrinceofDeath666
    31-35, M
    7 Responses Mar 1, 2015

    Satanism And The Satanic Panic

    Satanism and the Satanic Panic History always repeats itself and this point is being proven once again………. “The only thing they can get me for is running a funeral parlor without a license.” John Wayne Gacy Perception is reality and interpretation is left up to the...
    aleisternacht aleisternacht
    46-50, M
    Oct 8, 2012

    Satanism is not a Christian invention.

    Satanism predates Christianity and other religions Satanism is not about evil It is not reaction of death It isn't about death true satanism is about elevating and empower humanity, our creator true intentions(satan) True father and creator of humanity, satan. How is it right...
    Darkwolf523 Darkwolf523
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Mar 2, 2015

    I am interested in satanism,

    and always have been and it's time I put my faith forward, can anyone help me on my road to this beleif? Xx
    Zezebabe Zezebabe
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 2, 2014

    why do these ignorant Hypo-christians

    and fake *** holy warriors join a group like this And then get offended and confrontational when they see a post they don't like? This is Lucifer's Land go back to your own miserable groups. Deep inside though you want to join this side. why else would you visit a satanic venue...
    LosBenjaminos LosBenjaminos
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Oct 21, 2014

    Dear God

    **** you and your little mind games and hail the dark prince!! >=-)
    2toketrav 2toketrav
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Nov 24, 2011

    Ugh. Had to go to a bible study thing with my

    friends. I'd rather shove nails in my eyes. Bunch of ****.
    Elizabeth357 Elizabeth357
    18-21, F
    Sep 3, 2015

    "Satanism encourages its followers to indulge

    in their natural desires. Only by so doing can you be a completely satisfied person with no frustrations which can be harmful to yourself and others around you. Therefore, the lost simplified description of the Satanic belief is: INDULGENCE INSTEAD OF ABSTINENCE" - Page 81...
    illmindofhayley illmindofhayley
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Mar 16, 2014

    I started to see and hear voices in my head

    since I was 3 and a half and I always see a dark figure saying u will be ok t ur safe in the depths of hell so ever since then I believe that satan is my father
    terry90 terry90
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2015
    LenapeYengwe LenapeYengwe
    Aug 27, 2015

    Satanism Changed My Life :)

    I was a Christian for years and it never did anything for me. But then one day I just got fed up with it and all the unanswered prayers and the sickness and loneliness I felt because I felt god wasn't really there . So I became a satanist based on some things I read on the...
    numbhappiness numbhappiness
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 29, 2013

    I hear more Christian parents kick their kids

    out for not being Christian than any other parents for their kids being Christian or whatever they want. Why am I not surprised?
    AmbieInHell AmbieInHell
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 9, 2015

    So this is my story. I grew up in a Christian

    household and was always told that god always watches us and loves us and that if you're good you go to heaven and if you're bad you go to hell. For thirteen years I prayed, read the bible and, on occasion, went to church. I hated gays, lesbians, those if other religion...
    FagWhoBarelyChecksThisAnymore FagWhoBarelyChecksThisAnymore
    16-17, M
    4 Responses Jul 23, 2014

    Lol did you ask GOD for help?

    Did you ever truly come to GOD? You guys complain and didn't even try. Your a human. Do you know what a fallen angel is. Fallen angels aren't born from a human, they were in heaven first and fell. That's why they are fallen angels. He's been studying his craft for years. He...
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Jul 2, 2014

    I'm looking for someone to talk to about

    satanism and hope fully to enlighten me.. I do not know very much and would love to learn.
    zeeoos zeeoos
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jul 2, 2015

    But Why Are Christians So Afraid Of Us

    I don't really get it. I am not afraid of Christians?
    NotTheAmericanAveragexx NotTheAmericanAveragexx
    22-25, F
    22 Responses Oct 26, 2013

    Why are Christians even in here?

    Do they not realize that we are Satanists and don't fit in with them? I think not -_-
    AmbieInHell AmbieInHell
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 11, 2015

    I feel like he's always next to me,

    sometimes it feels comforting but the rest of the time I just want him to go & leave me alone... But once he's got you it's so hard to escape, I know deeply angry people would think it's appealing to worship the devil/become a satanist but I'd advise you to stop if you ever want...
    Tayapaige Tayapaige
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Mar 5, 2014

    i been at this for 2 years I always wanted to

    be a Satanist and started practicing acultism . I do not believe in God , there is no god that will help us in caos. when I was little girl i just to go to church and pray but never belived someone was really litsening. if he did he was there laughing at me at my worst times and...
    psychoticdevil psychoticdevil
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 29, 2014


    I am a Satanist. Not a Devil worshipper. There is a big difference. As it states in Christian mythology, Satan was the angel Lucifer. Lucifer was the most beautiful of angels with the most beautiful voice. He fell from heaven by saying that he was God's equal. If you are god...
    TweetBird216 TweetBird216
    26-30, F
    12 Responses Aug 6, 2012

    I Am A Satanist And Proud Of It!

    Hello, I'm a satanist. I have been my whole life. But the whole truth behind it is a little more complicated then people think. Satan is not in charge anymore. It's his son Abrose. And he runs hell with being open minded to everything from sexual things to other things along...
    wolfguardian1985 wolfguardian1985
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jun 2, 2013

    Yes, but not a satan worshipper.

    I obey the 11 satanic rules on earth and I do not engage with posers or people who use these believes as an excuse to discriminate or preach hatrate
    deleted deleted
    6 Responses May 3, 2015

    The website JoyofSatan.

    org changed my life totally for the better. I always had a feeling that god and Satan were backwards and it turned out to be true. Satan is NOT evil.
    JoyofSatandotorg JoyofSatandotorg
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 18, 2015
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