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I Am a Satanist

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    I'm looking for someone to talk to about

    satanism and hope fully to enlighten me.. I do not know very much and would love to learn.
    zeeoos zeeoos 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    There is no such thing.

    People who believe in some Devilish supernatural being and worship him are Devil-worshippers, not Satanists. Anton LaVey was the first to define Satanism as a philosophy, and it is an atheist perspective. ?Theistic Satanism? is an oxymoronic term and thus absurd. In Satanism...
    mundinger1992 mundinger1992 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 10, 2014

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    All Satanists you must destroy all christians

    on this website and if you don't than you are not a true warrior of lord Satan. Only Satanists can read this message. HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!!
    PrinceofDeath666 PrinceofDeath666 26-30, M 6 Responses Mar 1

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    I feel like he's always next to me,

    sometimes it feels comforting but the rest of the time I just want him to go & leave me alone... But once he's got you it's so hard to escape, I know deeply angry people would think it's appealing to worship the devil/become a satanist but I'd advise you to stop if you ever want...
    Tayapaige Tayapaige 51-55, F 3 Responses Mar 5, 2014

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    So this is my story. I grew up in a Christian

    household and was always told that god always watches us and loves us and that if you're good you go to heaven and if you're bad you go to hell. For thirteen years I prayed, read the bible and, on occasion, went to church. I hated gays, lesbians, those if other religion...
    thatguy3500 thatguy3500 13-15, M 7 Responses Jul 23, 2014

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    I started to see and hear voices in my head

    since I was 3 and a half and I always see a dark figure saying u will be ok t ur safe in the depths of hell so ever since then I believe that satan is my father
    terry90 terry90 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    Have been since I was a teen

    and i am ok with that . Anyone feel the same ?
    cjorge20 cjorge20 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Satanism is not a Christian invention.

    Satanism predates Christianity and other religions Satanism is not about evil It is not reaction of death It isn't about death true satanism is about elevating and empower humanity, our creator true intentions(satan) True father and creator of humanity, satan. How is it right...
    Darkwolf523 Darkwolf523 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 2

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    I have been practicing the religion of Satanism

    for three years. I don't tell anyone, I don't even talk about religion at all. I believe it's a personal thing, others do not need to know because it will just cause false judgment. I am very happy with the religion. I have tried out other religions but this one seems to fit me...
    wonderwomancats wonderwomancats 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    I'm doing an ethnographic project on Satanism,

    specifically LeVeyan Satanism. I'm trying to better understand the reasons why people being Satanists, what it means to them, what rituals/practices you follow, and how people treat you when they discover you're a Satanist. If anyone would be willing to share their story with me...
    darkpebble darkpebble 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 25

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    Lol did you ask GOD for help?

    Did you ever truly come to GOD? You guys complain and didn't even try. Your a human. Do you know what a fallen angel is. Fallen angels aren't born from a human, they were in heaven first and fell. That's why they are fallen angels. He's been studying his craft for years. He...
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 16-17, F 9 Responses Jul 2, 2014

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    Dear God

    **** you and your little mind games and hail the dark prince!! >=-)
    2toketrav 2toketrav 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 24, 2011

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    Doest what thou wilt

    as Alister Crowley said. Although personally I am atheist but I always found satan interesting
    bisexuwhale bisexuwhale 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    why do these ignorant Hypo-christians

    and fake *** holy warriors join a group like this And then get offended and confrontational when they see a post they don't like? This is Lucifer's Land go back to your own miserable groups. Deep inside though you want to join this side. why else would you visit a satanic venue...
    LosBenjaminos LosBenjaminos 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 21, 2014

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    He is the one and only God

    that will redeem the human race and bring joy upon our lives. Hail Satan!
    lamiavarc lamiavarc 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 24, 2014

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    How I Got Into Satanism

    When I was 14 I was a christian and also very depressed. I went to Jehova asking for help, some reason anything at all to make me feel better. But the only thing that happened was that I felt worse. I eventually renounced him and christianity when I tried to drown myself and slit...
    lafia lafia 16-17 8 Responses Jul 16, 2011

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    Yes, but not a satan worshipper.

    I obey the 11 satanic rules on earth and I do not engage with posers or people who use these believes as an excuse to discriminate or preach hatrate
    MissLunaDomina MissLunaDomina 31-35, F 4 Responses May 3

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    Satanism to me is a secular philosophy, a symbolic metaphor. I am not evil, I do not sacrifice animals in graveyards, I do not drink virgin blood, I do not perform demon summoning rituals, I don`t believe in god or the devil or any religion. It is improving myself, loving life...
    Melamaranthe Melamaranthe 22-25, F 17 Responses May 11, 2011

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    I am a Satanist but I can't stand

    that people think we Satanists are evil. We don't sacrifice animals, worship demons, or rape children. We can be some of the best people you ever meet. You just have to open your mind before you open your mouth and read about it before telling someone they are evil (:
    TianaKittieCore TianaKittieCore 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 8, 2014

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    I was dating this amazing guy

    who I fell in love with. Thing was, he was a Christian boy. Now that didn't bother me. But our relationship became very serious and he told me all his secrets. One day I was ready to tell him about me being a satanist. But when I did, he started praying for me like I was some...
    lunamaple lunamaple 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 7, 2014

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    I am interested in satanism,

    and always have been and it's time I put my faith forward, can anyone help me on my road to this beleif? Xx
    Zezebabe Zezebabe 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    I don't even know if I am I'm like open on

    religion but then I think satan is pretty cool and I wanna joing that side and I don't know it's just always been such an interest and my family (extremely religious) always calls me satan and the elders just don't want contact with me. I think they are getting in my head. (Not...
    frozenkisses21 frozenkisses21 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 4, 2014

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    How to be a real satanist?

    I need some pieces of advice, i am unexperienced.
    HandaGabriella HandaGabriella 13-15, F 11 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    Satanism And The Satanic Panic

    Satanism and the Satanic Panic History always repeats itself and this point is being proven once again………. “The only thing they can get me for is running a funeral parlor without a license.” John Wayne Gacy Perception is reality and interpretation is left up to the...
    aleisternacht aleisternacht 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 8, 2012

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    I'm not But is being satanic evil?

    Is God even. Real Is satan bad? All these questions I have? Can.they.be.answered?
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 20

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    I'm a lesbian, drug using,

    satanist. I guess you can say I'm everything christians hate right?
    suckmyfrick420 suckmyfrick420 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 27, 2014

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    Misrepresentation...

    I am a Satanist. Not a Devil worshipper. There is a big difference. As it states in Christian mythology, Satan was the angel Lucifer. Lucifer was the most beautiful of angels with the most beautiful voice. He fell from heaven by saying that he was God's equal. If you are god...
    TweetBird216 TweetBird216 26-30, F 12 Responses Aug 6, 2012

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    azazel1973 azazel1973 41-45 1 Response Sep 7, 2014

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    My god! With the world

    and all of its lovely things. I shall not renounce worldly pleasures, so as long as I am in human form. ~adam.f.ducas~
    ilovescience808 ilovescience808 22-25, M Feb 8

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    For any Christian reading the I am a satanist

    stories.. You can try and get me to Change my mind or save me but I can already tell you not going to work . And oh yeah I am bisexual and believe in the supernatural( vampires , werewolves, demons ect..)
    nyx39 nyx39 36-40, F 8 Responses Jan 5, 2014

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    But Why Are Christians So Afraid Of Us

    I don't really get it. I am not afraid of Christians?
    NotTheAmericanAveragexx NotTheAmericanAveragexx 18-21, F 24 Responses Oct 26, 2013

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    Your Friendly Neighbour Satanist

    Quite apart from the reversed pentagram jewelry I wear at all times, you'd never guess that I'm a Satanist. That is, until someone entangles me into a discussion on religion. I am one of those few Panentheistic Satanists out there. Yes, I do believe in a spiritual entity called...
    Hidden Hidden 26-30, F 17 Responses Jul 24, 2007

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    I don't believe in God

    or satan, but I do believe in human nature, love, and hate.
    carlo0907 carlo0907 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 6

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    Selfist

    Is a better term. I believe in indulging in life's pleasures and living for one's own well-being in accordance to nature. As some have already mentioned in this group, I don't partake in demonic rituals or anything of the sort. Selfism is my moral compass. Not selfishness or evil...
    lysergic lysergic 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 11, 2013

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    Never Been Better!

    For the longest time I was a Theologian. Studying other religions, trying to find one that fit me. And really on the verge of giving up. But then I found Satanism, and really, I'm not entirly sure how I've went through life not being one. Everything just seems to fall into place...
    livingdaydream livingdaydream 18-21, F 10 Responses Jul 29, 2007

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    And I think it's pathetic

    that the new High Priest has bastardized this honourable religion so much. Basically turned them into athiests. (which I don't find anything wrong with being an athiest) Why must you **** on my religion??? LaVey would curse you. And so do I.
    BlueEyesWhiteSnow BlueEyesWhiteSnow 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 27, 2014

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    I was born with a brain disability.

    All my life,I have had an affinity with what is Satanic or with what is assocciated with Satanism.I guess you could say I was born a Satanist,but it wasn't until I did prison time that I discovered what to call myself.I started out as a Leveyan Satanist,but eventually,I became a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    sadiegirl347 sadiegirl347 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    I have been a practicing theistic satanist

    for a long time now. One of my good friends Stanton has helped me grow in it. Even though he is a LaVey. Anyone interested in talking with me just message me sometime.
    chrisgambino10 chrisgambino10 31-35, M 3 Responses Jan 29

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    i been at this for 2 years I always wanted to

    be a Satanist and started practicing acultism . I do not believe in God , there is no god that will help us in caos. when I was little girl i just to go to church and pray but never belived someone was really litsening. if he did he was there laughing at me at my worst times and...
    psychoticdevil psychoticdevil 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    Already trying to find help from other satanist

    I have been harassed my other people. I posted a question for advice on where to begin in satanism and weather or not it is safe to try to contact goetic demons. There have already been people posting things like I need to go to a mental hospital. I guess satanists must be...
    iluvkittems iluvkittems 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2014

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    PrinceofEvil666 PrinceofEvil666 26-30, M 5 Responses Mar 8

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    Satanism Vs. Catholicism

    Satanic weight loss Motivated by lust, pride and a bit of greed, I decide it would be best to lose a few pounds. I realize gluttony and sloth are also options, but for now I want to improve my chances of getting laid. I figure out how to lose the weight and because the desired...
    MarkFree MarkFree 51-55, M 3 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    i would like to know more about satanism.

    i am very interested in it. please pm me
    doomkitty9 doomkitty9 16-17, F 3 Responses May 21, 2014

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    tabby8f tabby8f 16-17 3 Responses Feb 25

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    My Path To Comming Into Being

    i have always been facinated by the occult i have struggled with drug addiction for years and prayed to gods from various religions for help in my most desperate times and no answer..i tried to revisit this path but i didn't accept it..until 10/12/13 that day i was tired i didn...
    mahax666 mahax666 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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