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I Am a Satanist

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    Your Friendly Neighbour Satanist

    Quite apart from the reversed pentagram jewelry I wear at all times, you'd never guess that I'm a Satanist. That is, until someone entangles me into a discussion on religion. I am one of those few Panentheistic Satanists out there. Yes, I do believe in a spiritual entity called...
    Hidden Hidden 26-30, F 16 Responses Jul 24, 2007

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    I am interested in satanism,

    and always have been and it's time I put my faith forward, can anyone help me on my road to this beleif? Xx
    Zezebabe Zezebabe 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    And I think it's pathetic

    that the new High Priest has bastardized this honourable religion so much. Basically turned them into athiests. (which I don't find anything wrong with being an athiest) Why must you **** on my religion??? LaVey would curse you. And so do I.
    EnslavedRonin EnslavedRonin 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 27

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    i been at this for 2 years I always wanted to

    be a Satanist and started practicing acultism . I do not believe in God , there is no god that will help us in caos. when I was little girl i just to go to church and pray but never belived someone was really litsening. if he did he was there laughing at me at my worst times and...
    psychoticdevil psychoticdevil 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    Already trying to find help from other satanist

    I have been harassed my other people. I posted a question for advice on where to begin in satanism and weather or not it is safe to try to contact goetic demons. There have already been people posting things like I need to go to a mental hospital. I guess satanists must be...
    iluvkittems iluvkittems 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    sadiegirl347 sadiegirl347 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 16

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    The Christian god is a joke.

    Why believe in someone who created a world of imprisonment and pain? I am not a sinner. I am me. You are you. Don't label me.
    honestyreality honestyreality 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 13

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    Any real satanists who actually worship Satan

    want to talk please inbox me..would like to get to know a real satanist not a role player or someone who says they are but really aren't.
    nyx39 nyx39 36-40, F 6 Responses Mar 25

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    What nearly everybody in my life had

    misunderstood about Satanism was that it is not about ritual sacrifices, digging up graves and worshipping the devil. The devil doesn't exist. Satanism is about worshipping yourself, because you are responsible for your own good and evil. Marilyn Manson
    findmeholdmeloveme findmeholdmeloveme 18-21 11 Responses Sep 5

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    Is this page for Satan worshippers

    or those who practice LeVeyan Satanism?
    thatguy3500 thatguy3500 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 1

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    Misrepresentation...

    I am a Satanist. Not a Devil worshipper. There is a big difference. As it states in Christian mythology, Satan was the angel Lucifer. Lucifer was the most beautiful of angels with the most beautiful voice. He fell from heaven by saying that he was God's equal. If you are god...
    TweetBird216 TweetBird216 26-30, F 12 Responses Aug 6, 2012

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    He is the one and only God

    that will redeem the human race and bring joy upon our lives. Hail Satan!
    lamiavarc lamiavarc 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    I don't even know if I am I'm like open on

    religion but then I think satan is pretty cool and I wanna joing that side and I don't know it's just always been such an interest and my family (extremely religious) always calls me satan and the elders just don't want contact with me. I think they are getting in my head. (Not...
    frozenkisses21 frozenkisses21 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I do apologise, but it seems

    that my last post had Anton LaVey's name spelled wrong and I wanted to rectify that.
    thatguy3500 thatguy3500 13-15, M Jun 1

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    Satanism Vs. Catholicism

    Satanic weight loss Motivated by lust, pride and a bit of greed, I decide it would be best to lose a few pounds. I realize gluttony and sloth are also options, but for now I want to improve my chances of getting laid. I figure out how to lose the weight and because the desired...
    MarkFree MarkFree 51-55, M 3 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    How to be a real satanist?

    I need some pieces of advice, i am unexperienced.
    HandaGabriella HandaGabriella 13-15, F 10 Responses Nov 4

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    My Path To Comming Into Being

    i have always been facinated by the occult i have struggled with drug addiction for years and prayed to gods from various religions for help in my most desperate times and no answer..i tried to revisit this path but i didn't accept it..until 10/12/13 that day i was tired i didn...
    mahax666 mahax666 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    I'm a lesbian, drug using,

    satanist. I guess you can say I'm everything christians hate right?
    suckmyfrick420 suckmyfrick420 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 27

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    I Am A Satanist And Proud Of It!

    Hello, I'm a satanist. I have been my whole life. But the whole truth behind it is a little more complicated then people think. Satan is not in charge anymore. It's his son Abrose. And he runs hell with being open minded to everything from sexual things to other things along...
    wolfguardian1985 wolfguardian1985 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 2, 2013

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    This is my story. I'm only 16 turning 17 in

    November and living in a Christian household. I was raised to fear and hate Satan. But everyday my mind would think about him and I would look up stuff about him. To Christians, this was a sin. I felt guilty at first but the more my mind thought of him the more I wanted to be...
    lunamaple lunamaple 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 6

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    So this is my story. I grew up in a Christian

    household and was always told that god always watches us and loves us and that if you're good you go to heaven and if you're bad you go to hell. For thirteen years I prayed, read the bible and, on occasion, went to church. I hated gays, lesbians, those if other religion...
    thatguy3500 thatguy3500 13-15, M 6 Responses Jul 23

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    I have been practicing the religion of Satanism

    for three years. I don't tell anyone, I don't even talk about religion at all. I believe it's a personal thing, others do not need to know because it will just cause false judgment. I am very happy with the religion. I have tried out other religions but this one seems to fit me...
    wonderwomancats wonderwomancats 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 13

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    Just Some Ideas

    The world is slowly turning to hell on earth.  I am here to be part of the revelution. There is no one Anti-Christ it is a state of mind. Anti-Christ is people saying we are sick of the opression of humanity through the catholic church and through the teachings of...
    zombieHousewife zombieHousewife 22-25, F 18 Responses Aug 26, 2009

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    How I Got Into Satanism

    When I was 14 I was a christian and also very depressed. I went to Jehova asking for help, some reason anything at all to make me feel better. But the only thing that happened was that I felt worse. I eventually renounced him and christianity when I tried to drown myself and slit...
    lafia lafia 16-17 8 Responses Jul 16, 2011

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    Satanism to me is a secular philosophy, a symbolic metaphor. I am not evil, I do not sacrifice animals in graveyards, I do not drink virgin blood, I do not perform demon summoning rituals, I don`t believe in god or the devil or any religion. It is improving myself, loving life...
    Melamaranthe Melamaranthe 22-25, F 17 Responses May 11, 2011

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    There is no such thing.

    People who believe in some Devilish supernatural being and worship him are Devil-worshippers, not Satanists. Anton LaVey was the first to define Satanism as a philosophy, and it is an atheist perspective. ?Theistic Satanism? is an oxymoronic term and thus absurd. In Satanism...
    mundinger1992 mundinger1992 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 10

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    why do these ignorant Hypo-christians

    and fake *** holy warriors join a group like this And then get offended and confrontational when they see a post they don't like? This is Lucifer's Land go back to your own miserable groups. Deep inside though you want to join this side. why else would you visit a satanic venue...
    LosBenjaminos LosBenjaminos 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 21

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    Never Been Better!

    For the longest time I was a Theologian. Studying other religions, trying to find one that fit me. And really on the verge of giving up. But then I found Satanism, and really, I'm not entirly sure how I've went through life not being one. Everything just seems to fall into place...
    livingdaydream livingdaydream 18-21, F 10 Responses Jul 29, 2007

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    I am a Satanist but I can't stand

    that people think we Satanists are evil. We don't sacrifice animals, worship demons, or rape children. We can be some of the best people you ever meet. You just have to open your mind before you open your mouth and read about it before telling someone they are evil (:
    TianaKittieCore TianaKittieCore 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 8

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    azazel1973 azazel1973 41-45 1 Response Sep 7

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    I'm about to tell you the truth.

    lord Satan is our true creator and lord Satan is not evil humans need to open up there eyes because lord Satan is not the enemy lord Satan give humans inner strength and they become very strong in spirit and the reason why lord Satan messes with human because lord Satan wants you...
    PrinceofEvil666 PrinceofEvil666 18-21, M 5 Responses Sep 13

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    Of coarse all of you know I'm a Satanist I just

    wanted to share this Satanic chant WARNING: FOR SATANISTS ONLY The chant: Orion's splendor Lucis aeternae Et Lucifer justitae veni et illumine sedantos In tenebris et umbra mortis
    PrinceofEvil666 PrinceofEvil666 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 12

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    I feel like he's always next to me,

    sometimes it feels comforting but the rest of the time I just want him to go & leave me alone... But once he's got you it's so hard to escape, I know deeply angry people would think it's appealing to worship the devil/become a satanist but I'd advise you to stop if you ever want...
    Tayapaige Tayapaige 51-55, F 4 Responses Mar 5

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    But Why Are Christians So Afraid Of Us

    I don't really get it. I am not afraid of Christians?
    NotTheAmericanAveragexx NotTheAmericanAveragexx 18-21, F 25 Responses Oct 26, 2013

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    i talk to satan i have an up

    and down relationship with him i think i am in love with him its strange
    lilith444 lilith444 36-40 5 Responses Jun 8

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    Lol did you ask GOD for help?

    Did you ever truly come to GOD? You guys complain and didn't even try. Your a human. Do you know what a fallen angel is. Fallen angels aren't born from a human, they were in heaven first and fell. That's why they are fallen angels. He's been studying his craft for years. He...
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 16-17, F 9 Responses Jul 2

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    A Spiritual Satanist.

    ............
    crowe15 crowe15 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 30

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    Dear God

    **** you and your little mind games and hail the dark prince!! >=-)
    2toketrav 2toketrav 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 24, 2011

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    For any Christian reading the I am a satanist

    stories.. You can try and get me to Change my mind or save me but I can already tell you not going to work . And oh yeah I am bisexual and believe in the supernatural( vampires , werewolves, demons ect..)
    nyx39 nyx39 36-40, F 7 Responses Jan 5

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    I was dating this amazing guy

    who I fell in love with. Thing was, he was a Christian boy. Now that didn't bother me. But our relationship became very serious and he told me all his secrets. One day I was ready to tell him about me being a satanist. But when I did, he started praying for me like I was some...
    lunamaple lunamaple 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 7

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    Satanism And The Satanic Panic

    Satanism and the Satanic Panic History always repeats itself and this point is being proven once again………. “The only thing they can get me for is running a funeral parlor without a license.” John Wayne Gacy Perception is reality and interpretation is left up to the...
    aleisternacht aleisternacht 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 8, 2012

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    So uhm... The occult is pretty ******* cool,

    I must agree. But someone please explain to me how you can believe that Satan is real and not also believe that God exists? It seems like a lot of people on here think this way. However, how can you believe in just one side of a religion? Haha. Anyone feelin me here?
    phoenixrisen25 phoenixrisen25 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 4

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    Doest what thou wilt

    as Alister Crowley said. Although personally I am atheist but I always found satan interesting
    bisexuwhale bisexuwhale 13-15, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Selfist

    Is a better term. I believe in indulging in life's pleasures and living for one's own well-being in accordance to nature. As some have already mentioned in this group, I don't partake in demonic rituals or anything of the sort. Selfism is my moral compass. Not selfishness or evil...
    lysergic lysergic 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 11, 2013

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    Historical context: The public practice of

    Satanism began in 1966 with the founding of The Church of Satan, although historical precedents exist such as a group called the Ophite Cultus Satanas which was founded in Ohio by Herbert Arthur Sloane in 1948. Satanism is now seen as a broad term referring to a group of social...
    findmeholdmeloveme findmeholdmeloveme 18-21 13 Responses May 13

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    i would like to know more about satanism.

    i am very interested in it. please pm me
    doomkitty9 doomkitty9 13-15, F 3 Responses May 21

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    dvkota dvkota 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 23

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    I was born with a brain disability.

    All my life,I have had an affinity with what is Satanic or with what is assocciated with Satanism.I guess you could say I was born a Satanist,but it wasn't until I did prison time that I discovered what to call myself.I started out as a Leveyan Satanist,but eventually,I became a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 17

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    Related Experiences

    I've been a Satanist for roughly six months now and it's done a lot for my confidence. What many people fail to realize, Satanism has nearly nothing to do with the biblical Satan...
    speedskull speedskull 18-21, M Nov 27

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    Marilyn Manson creeps me out THAT much! I don't get why he has so many fans! He admitted to be a f*cking Satanist on a YouTube video I saw. Those saying he isn't a Satanist are...
    Rebelscorpio Rebelscorpio 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I had a friend who called me to have a bible study at his place so sure I said and arrived to see him looking really oppressed.I was inspired to put my left arm round his shoulders...
    ere4u ere4u 66-70 Nov 23

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