I Am a Smoker

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    I hate when you are sick

    and smoking just does not taste the same. Be gone damn cold I want to enjoy my cigs again.
    deleted deleted
    Feb 10, 2014

    I have been smoking a lot more recently.

    Moved from a 5 a day to a 10-15 a day smoker since last summer but recently due to work stress its increased again! While going through expenses recently I noted that in a particularly stressful week I smoked 120 cigarettes in 5 days and that weekend on two nights out I smoked a...
    lolliepop1988 lolliepop1988
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Feb 19

    Does Anyone smoke Hookah?

    if so, whats your favorite flavor?
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 2

    I got addicted last year.

    . Trying to stop. 😔🙏 So far I haven't smoked for 2 months but I get the urge to..but I can handle it
    AriannaMariee AriannaMariee
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 4, 2014

    But i don't take drugs

    or marijuana... just plain cigarette (it's cheaper :)). If i die with this, i should have no regrets. It somehow helped me get through the years of being alone to think, to decide, to solve, to cool down my temper. Two more years i'll reach golden age...that's enough. The rest...
    hollyhelly hollyhelly
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Apr 9, 2014

    i started smoking again

    for depression, anxiety and stress. I'm sorry for the people who I'm not answering.
    bitchysmile bitchysmile
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 28

    Weed and cigarettes. I love them both.

    I know I need to stop the cigs but I like it too much. It's bad when I have nothing to do and just sit on my porch. I can go through a pack in 12 hours. :/
    Handyman25 Handyman25
    26-30, M
    Jun 21, 2015

    Okay so maybe it isnt the best thing

    for ya. But its the easiest. And its relaxing.
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2015

    I told my boyfriends brother I was high.

    And I was scared because I just admitted to him that basically lied to him. But he just basically said he understood why I would right after work. And walked off.
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge
    18-21, F
    Oct 25, 2015

    Hi, my name is Max. I can send you your

    favorite brand of cigarettes for just $ 3 a pack. Minimum order 10 packs. Payment after receipt of order. Payment in any convenient way. Discounts for large orders. No prepayments. delivery guarantee.
    ennnnnix ennnnnix
    36-40, M
    Apr 5

    I only started recently,

    and I've no regrets. It helps keep me calm and relaxed. Besides, I need a vice now I don't really drink alcohol anymore.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Mar 31, 2015

    I notice sometimes that there can be clashes

    between weed smokers and cigarette smokers. Being both, I know that often the two can coexist peacefully. But sometimes I see older smokers clashing with younger stoners over which type of smoking is more legitimate. It doesn't matter to me; we all enjoy taking things into our...
    CrepuscularCook CrepuscularCook
    31-35, M
    1 Response Aug 19, 2015

    And I hate it when people tell me "You should

    quit", it really bothers me. Smoking is my decision, just let me be.
    GCWhiskey GCWhiskey
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2015

    Drunkenly smoked down the rest on my pack,

    now I only have one left... I was gonna make the five I had last until the end of next month when I could legally buy them but that was never gonna happen! But now I need someone to buy me more :/
    KindOfPoisonous1 KindOfPoisonous1
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 28

    "Warning: This product contains/produces

    chemicals known in the state of California to cause cancer, and birth defects or reproductive harm. These small cigars are predominantly natural tobacco with non-tobacco ingredients added." So it's only known to cause these things in California, I guess it's safe for me to...
    MichaelMyers1 MichaelMyers1
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Oct 18, 2015

    Every smoker knows the health risks are real.

    We pretend or block out the thought because we love our cigarettes. Our cigarettes are our friends. They are that little box of control we can pick up at anytime... They help us through our day. I LOVE smoking.. it's my relaxation, my way to get away from my desk, my breakfast...
    AlphaLion AlphaLion
    22-25, M
    Jun 23, 2015

    I am a smoker and its the worst habit to break

    I smoke 7 to 8 cigarettes a day and I mostly smoke when im at work but also whenever im just feeling bored but the worse is that menthol feeling it takes away stress and gives you that relaxed feeling I need to find other things to occupy my time and cut down smoking
    aaronpayne aaronpayne
    22-25, M
    Nov 13, 2015

    Not proud to admit to this.

    But I became a smoker at the age of 16. And I its weird. Its like I dont realize how much Im not proud of it until Im asked "Do you smoke?".
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 31, 2015

    I probably finish a pack every week

    or two I've been trying to quit but it's hard and forgot to care really , everyone tells me since I'm young I need to stop but I think it's a aesthetic I find hot when someone smokes ! Not in a rebel kinda way but seeing smoke is calming to me and the smell
    SocioFuck SocioFuck
    18-21, T
    1 Response Jun 17, 2015

    I smoke , I enjoy it .

    not a lot . I'm not addicted I do it times by times like once a week . I drink more than I smoke . don't judge me 😒 { you barely see the smoke in the pic }
    veroisme veroisme
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 10, 2014

    Just Cigars

    Nothing less than that. Sure, it cost more but at least it doesn't ******* kill you. I sure as hell won't pay for dying.
    Aeko Aeko
    22-25, F
    23 Responses Apr 12, 2010

    Only whenever I am nervous I don't do it

    because I find it cool or something is just that I prefer to smoke than cutting my self
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Oct 23, 2014

    I smoke every day and I have taught my 10yr old

    to smoke he is now addicted. My wife doesn't know so wen she is out we smoke.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Nov 23, 2015

    I'm 17 years old and I'm a smoker.

    A light smoker, about 3-4 a day but a smoker nonetheless. I tried it when I was 11 but really became a daily smoker when I was 14. You see, I'm the kind of person who can never get to sleep because they have 50,000 thoughts buzzing around there head. Early in my freshman year...
    GeminiPrince GeminiPrince
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 30, 2015

    I am a smoker, but I hate seeing a parent

    playing with their kids while smoking... Just DON'T!!!
    deleted122 deleted122
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 13, 2015

    After years of looking

    for Mrs right out there, i finally found EP. Now I know that there yre other people out there that love to smoke a lot. Still looking for mrs right, she should be a heavy smoker, should love the habit and understand the desires of a smoking fetisher as I am. Any girl out there...
    thomas281 thomas281
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Nov 3, 2015

    I smoke cigarettes and I know it's bad

    for me but I don't plan on quitting anytime soon haha. And I smoke weed once in a great while. Rarely. But I'm not against it, just doesn't do much for me usually.
    akrysrose akrysrose
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 4, 2014

    I miss my smoking buddy!

    I hope she's moving on already
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2015

    I graduated from college on Wednesday

    so we went out to celebrate. When I was in college last year I was trying to hide my smoking because it can give a wrong impression to certain employers but as a result some of my class never knew I smoked. Love surprising people like that but it was great fun hanging with the...
    lolliepop1988 lolliepop1988
    26-30, M
    Feb 28

    Hate coming home from school

    and not having any cigarettes and having to beg other people for them :/
    MoonUnitSpiff MoonUnitSpiff
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 24, 2014

    I just started smoking less

    than a week ago and ive already almost finished two 20 packs plus some joints and I use a bong. I really love it but I know its terrible for me. I know I should stop while I can but I cant.
    suicidal666 suicidal666
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Mar 8

    Only on occasion. Not

    as much as I did last 2 years.
    TaylorBlanks TaylorBlanks
    18-21, F
    Mar 16

    I do it as a means of coping.

    I find cigarettes calm me and chill me out. I used to be heavy on anti psychotic medication but now I stay away from people and use coffee and nicotine to control my stress levels. I am not a drug taker and I no longer drink. Its my only vice now and I will probably always...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Nov 6, 2014

    I like to smoke with my best friend

    and when I am alone cause it calms also too much stress and it's better than cutting your self
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Nov 15, 2014

    Understanding why you love cigarette smoking

    helps you. I am addicted to menthol cigarettes and did this to share my love for menthol ciggies. Smoking Interview. 1.When did you start smoking? I experimented earlier with regular then alpine ciggies, but became a daily st moritz menthol cigarette smoker when I was 12. 2...
    Ciggyaddict Ciggyaddict
    Dec 14, 2013

    Smoking Is Good For Me

    I smoke two or three times a day. I can't live without smoke! It is part of my life and who I am. I love to do it and I love the feeling of the smoke in my lungs. It is cool! I feel smoking is better for me than not smoking! At least I am happy.
    lazyamy lazyamy
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Oct 27, 2013

    "Giving up smoking is the easiest thing in the

    world. I know because I've done it thousands of times" -Mark Twain
    itsyan itsyan
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Oct 16, 2014

    started 3to 4 month back

    and now i have become a pro this helps me to forgot away my loneliness
    ImranAhmed1 ImranAhmed1
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jul 22, 2015

    I smoke cigarettes. It isn't my proudest

    attribute but I was a troubled teen emotionally as I came to terms with who I am. Don't get me wrong, I was super athletic, law abiding and thrived academically, all of which are still true but like most normal kids I took my sexuality and identity seriously! As a pre-teen and...
    lolliepop1988 lolliepop1988
    26-30, M
    May 22, 2015

    I started after high school

    and was in the closet for a year. I came from a family of smokers so it's not too shocking but what is, is that I was VERY anti-smoking growing up. As a result, i kept it hidden when I went away to college. Especially since I was an active, athletic person and didn't want to get...
    Samantha0289 Samantha0289
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Dec 23, 2015

    I suppose a story for those interested.

    ... I first tried smoking at the age of...9? I think? 9 or 10 but anyway, it was on a dare from my older sister. My mom was a heavy smoker and one day she went in the kitchen and left one burning in the ashtray. My sister proceeded to make fun of me afterwards and threaten to...
    Jdog15 Jdog15
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 30, 2014

    At the Mall

    The day after Thanksgiving, I was sitting outside smoking to try to regain my sanity after working with the crowds. A guy walked up to me and said, "Did you know that the Surgeon General says that smoking can cause lung cancer?"  And he listed some other...
    Bradford Bradford
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Dec 4, 2007

    it just seriously ****** me off

    when someone is trying to convince me not to smoke because ' you'll get cancer ' or some crap like that.if you really wanna lower the possibility of dying, you shouldn't go out ever because it's possible that a car hit you or some fanatic guy blow himself up with explosives etc...
    deleted deleted
    Mar 22

    I've been smoking for 4 years.

    And I'm only 17 years old. It started out by having everyone else around me smoking, so I practically 'joined the club'. I went through the whole short breath, I'd wake up sometimes gasping for breath turning blue, but that just made me want it more. I'm so ashamed of myself. My...
    Sofyy Sofyy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 10, 2014

    Yup-30 now. About 23-went through a stage

    where 'every packet of smokes was my last'. Come to this conclusion: I'd rather have QUALITY of life than QUANTITY....ATM-if I quit, live an extra 10 years, in a peevish manner coz I want a smoke, or die, happily, 10 years before-prefer the latter...not to say I won't quit...if...
    cherryjar cherryjar
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 20, 2014

    All my girlfriends and guy friends do.

    But yes. I ? I smoke. But I'm not hooked on to it nor do I need a patch to help me get rid of the habit. I have self control that way. There are these cravings on rare occasions I have sometimes, when I just want to smoke one or two. when I need to think stuff through, feel...
    ira01 ira01
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 16, 2014

    I Love Smoking

    I started smoking the summer after my fourteenth birthday. My best friend Jake had been smoking since he was about ten and was completely in love with it. I guess he rubbed that feeling off on me. I love the smell of cigarette smoke in a room. Back in high school, I smoked weed...
    xoxkurtxox xoxkurtxox
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 21, 2008

    I started at about 13.

    I'm nearly 16, and I smoke all hours of the day.I love it loads. Helps me chill and deal with the idiots in my school. There's a fair few of us too. Gonna gets me a new pack in about a minute. Hehe.
    CascadiaCrew CascadiaCrew
    18-21, M
    Dec 15, 2015

    I've been a smoker since my early 20s

    and I love it. I am sick and tired of the current hysterical lecturing we get from every direction; anti-smokers are as bad as the alcohol prohibition nuts a hundred years ago.
    spoonman2 spoonman2
    46-50, M
    Jun 23, 2015
    Sexyhazel1406 Sexyhazel1406
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 14, 2015

    I asked my dad if he could buy me new cigs

    and he just was like " bloody Hell no your legs are ****** healthy." Well I thought he would kill me.
    AlfredVivas AlfredVivas
    18-21, M
    Mar 26

    I don't smoke many. Maybe six a day.

    Work nights I can smoke more, but I do try to cut down!
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Sep 22, 2014
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