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I Am a Sociopath

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 12 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    I set up a trap today to catch a squirrel.

    I got peanut butter and bird seed (they seem to like it) I waited 45 minutes for one even to get near the cage. another 15 for it t go inside. I'm standing at the door waiting with my knife. Flicking it open and shutting it with impatience. The black little fuzz-ball stretches...
    CagedOwl CagedOwl 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 7

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    I am sure many of my fellow sociopaths can

    relate to this post. As I research sociopathy having recently realized I am a sociopath, I grow weary of the misinformation circulating on the web, regarding people who have been diagnosed as sociopaths. Usually it is the self-proclaimed empaths, who assume all sociopaths are...
    Hisdesertjewel Hisdesertjewel 31-35, F 6 Responses Nov 6, 2015

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    Who Believes the Self-confessed Sociopath?

    I don't believe half the people who claim to be sociopaths. I will admit that all who claim that (especially using their real identities) are certainly screwed up individuals. Why should you believe me that I am? Who cares? Just read. The labels really don't matter. Narcissist...
    gewissenlos gewissenlos 26-30, M 142 Responses Jun 14, 2008

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    I wish I wasn't. It'd be nice to degrade into

    an emotional sack of hormones wouldn't it? I love to manipulate the weak minded at the tip of my finger. Doing everything I say because they're "in love" with me. I sometimes wish I could feel this emotion that they're constantly telling me they're feeling about me. Some people...
    Mastixz Mastixz 13-15, M 4 Responses Feb 21, 2015

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    it has been a rather long time

    since I wrote anything. I took a step back to observe behaviors so I could try to learn and mimic better. I learned that I cannot for the life of me mimic these emo brats. This "struggle is real." "life out to get me." "no one understands"crap just boggles my mind. They are...
    AshTheShade AshTheShade 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    I Am A Sociopath - A Coming Out Story.

    Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation. Well this in a sense is self...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 10 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    I know a boy that has no empathy,

    he feels nothing for any but himself. He sees the world as against him, no help when needed. The help he gets from friends and family, is not appreciated but expected. No true emotions only facades, masks to wear to get his way. Oozing charisma strangers do his bidding, without...
    kleptonic kleptonic 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    The only reason I dont cheat in life is

    because I wear it as a badge of honor to get other women to think I’m the perfect man. But I’ve dumped women at the drop of a dime if they inconvenienced my life in any substantial way. (without a bit of remorse). Its hard for me to stay erect or finish inside a women...
    Tryingtochange29 Tryingtochange29 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2015

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    It's rather irritating

    when people think "sociopath" is a simile for "murderer". It's perhaps even more irritating that everyone assumes that sociopaths cannot feel. From my experience, the feeling is far more shallow than everyone else describes but it's there nonetheless. I don't "get" empathy...
    AzuraSkies AzuraSkies 16-17 2 Responses Mar 3, 2015

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    Have you ever felt someone just fall off your

    empathy list? I have an empathy switch so I can turn my ability to give a **** on and off at will, but I've found that my empathy list is completely uncontrollable. Thats what I call the list of people who I like or genuinely wish for their wellbeing. Today I could literally...
    mcins109 mcins109 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 2

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    It kind of disgusts me how many emos,

    and depressed attention seekers hashtag their pictures on Instagram under sociopath, psychopath, and aspd. These are the people i'm going to start targeting.
    powershark powershark 16-17, M 1 Response May 20, 2015

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    How should I react to

    and comfort my family upon hearing that a close relative has cancer or another very bad Illness? The chances of this are very high and I would normally know the right response but want to make sure. A friend of mine lost an aunt to cancer recently and I had no idea what I should...
    mcins109 mcins109 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 6

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    I constantly roll on the floor laughing at all

    these angsty and edgy people impersonating what it's like to be a sociopath. What's the point? You have no idea what it's like. It's not all about violence or sex. But I bet you still wish to be part of the lucky few who truly have an unburdened mind. I think most of you just...
    gutterborn gutterborn 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 18, 2015

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 7 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    I am in a crossroad in my personal evolution.

    One part of me desires to buy a nice car, look good and make money. I want people working for me, not with me, I desire to use people, I want to manipulate and control people, I want to withdraw from humanity and become less empathetic, less human. I want to be violent and...
    MetaPhysicalCreature MetaPhysicalCreature 18-21 6 Responses Jan 17

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 18 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    We breathe the same air,

    we think alike, you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping flesh, but never look into my eyes for to long. Or else you might sense that i'm completely empty, and just not there. And that is when it gets dark, and the games begin.
    powershark powershark 16-17, M May 13, 2015

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    How did you figure it out?

    Were you just simply diagnosed. Or did you figure it out for yourself? I figured it out when I was really young. like around 12 years old or so. Of course I didn't know about it at the time. All I knew was that I was different. I strangled(crushed?) a kitten at my cousins farm...
    CagedOwl CagedOwl 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 7

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    quick update on the guy

    who owed me money: he paid it back lol. And here i was about to act irrational.
    kleptonic kleptonic 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    what's your vice? and

    for how long?
    LalapaloozaChick LalapaloozaChick 18-21, F 11 Responses Dec 6, 2015

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    As he looked me in the eye I turned on the

    tears. I don't know where they come from, I can turn them on just as fast. But I've been practicing this one since birth. Cry when you're a baby and you can something... It still works just differently. Not that I'm a crybaby. I don't cry when I should. Like when I broke my ribs...
    SmartVixen SmartVixen 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    Even in here, a place of problems feeling I

    feel alienated. Sure I feel murderous desire but its not very important. I've been told these delve far into my emotional chasm, I'd like opinions on them. They are just me talking to my psychotic side. Number 1 http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1460472/a-conversation-with-my-love...
    twistedrope twistedrope 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 18, 2015

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      I am new year

    and I thought I'd start of by asking a question before answering myself. I want to know how other sociopaths deal with Christmas and especially if they have a large family? Any response would be great. Thanks
    mcpsp mcpsp 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 26, 2015

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    Haha I'm not really,

    but when else will I get to say it
    Licksuckspank Licksuckspank 31-35, F Nov 9, 2015

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    I like reading the posts from these evidently

    lonely and retarded people who post here, claiming to be sociopathic in an attempt to be edgey or a special snowflake. Ex: lol I'm so hardcore I like reading stories about dead people, look at me! I would never claim to be a sociopath for attention, yet the BS you fuglies post...
    iwanttobealoser iwanttobealoser 18-21 4 Responses Feb 3

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    My idea of a personal heaven would be,

    Ted Bundy, both the columbine high shooters, Richard Ramirez and i. Watching the laval waterfalls of hell while in a dark corner of a nightclub drinking jack Daniels and talking about their first hand experiences of killing.
    kleptonic kleptonic 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 22

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    sadcookiemonster sadcookiemonster 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 2

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    I think every sociopath should have someone in

    their life with whom they can be themselves with. It's relaxing to shed the charade and just be yourself.
    Sancearay Sancearay 22-25, F 7 Responses Jul 2, 2015

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    Oh mother what have you done.

    Your first child a monster, your second an illiterate blob. You tried so hard I know But dad pretty much countered anything you tried to do well. I cared for you at one point you know, you were my mother. But now seeing you cry has no affect on me. I'm no longer that kid...
    DegenerateCrow DegenerateCrow 13-15, M Dec 3, 2015

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    Dear Mom

      Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth. You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    My mom is near death,

    I mean really near death like I'm pretty sure I hear the death rattle starting in the next room and all my research says it's between hours ( yea) or days( boo). Was reading a post earlier about how to be after being told someone has an illness. Hel, death is an illness. Now...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    As a Sociopath this is my point of view from

    how the world views what Sociopathy must be. People argue saying sociopathy & psychopathy are the same when I entirely disagree. Considering the names themselves derives from the nature it comes from should be an obvious distinction considering "socio" from social conditions...
    Socio1172 Socio1172 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    I Thought I Was A Sociopath

    per topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They...
    functionalminimalist functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    Why hello! I've been on here before,

    possibly under the same name, I don't know, I deleted my previous account when it stopped being useful to me. Some of you may recognize the way I write, or the fact that I'm a Communist, as there aren't a whole ton of us. I'm on here simply for catharsis. What I mean is, I am...
    JohnMoreDread JohnMoreDread 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Social interactions with the non ASPD can be

    so annoying at times. All that maintenance, all that foreplay chit-chat before getting to the point ... GAWD!!!! Of course to be able to get regularly the info I need on some subject I cannot just directly and bluntly ask .... I have first to inquire of the day, mood and all...
    iceShadow iceShadow 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    Personal advice for the young ones.

    There might be spelling or grammatical errors, deal. 1) Golden Rule. These words are the most dangerous ones you can hear having not committed a crime. A danger to yourself and/or others. Read up on the DSM-5 make sure that if you’re ever under scrutiny that you do not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    So I killed three rabbits today.

    The cat brought them home with cracked skulls, skinned flesh and burst eyeballs and being the 'animal person' of the family I was designated to put them down. So I smashed their heads in with a hammer and the only thing I really felt was a mild disgust as I felt their muscle...
    mcins109 mcins109 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 3

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    Watching the amount of insecure adolescent

    hormone driven teens in here make me want to punch my mum
    MyLiverHatesMe MyLiverHatesMe 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 21, 2015

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    Being Reborn.

    Hello. I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
    Sociopathforabetterfuture Sociopathforabetterfuture 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    So i recently made a Facebook account.

    Oh my ******* god. The amount of narcissists and emotionally needy people, is this heaven? I feel like a little kid in a candy store. So many people to choose from.
    kleptonic kleptonic 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    Something I find extremely idiotic is

    when people say "my other half". Oh, so you require another person to justify your existence? Are you really so insecure that you value someone else as being half of who you are? How pathetic.
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 15 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    Does anyone else feel like The Offspring's

    You're Gonna Go Far Kid is their theme song?
    SteamyPile SteamyPile 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 9

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