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I Am a Sociopath

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    This Is Another Rant.. About You.

    You people are bothering me. I came to this website to enjoy the experiences of my sociopathic kin and instead I am being pestered by the inane ramblings of the imbecilic. There are 844 people in this group. Out of those people there are 3 categories of people. The sociopathsThe...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    I want people to realize

    that not all sociopaths are murderers. You are uneducated, and I am going to try and fix that. Yes, some sociopaths are known to be cruel to animals. I, myself plucked the legs of many a spider when I was young. However, I am fond of snails, cats, and pigeons, and I like my...
    Lilyfire1 Lilyfire1 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 30

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    It never stop amazing me how many times you can

    kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more. It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 7 Responses Feb 17, 2014

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    Being Reborn.

    Hello. I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
    Sociopathforabetterfuture Sociopathforabetterfuture 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 18 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    Surreal(1)

    I don't lose my patience often. When I do, its abrupt,sudden, a seminal spurt of passion. The affable thing is I can't hold grudges. This flusters me; some people need a pencil sticking out their eye, their tongues stapled. I'm always fragmenting my actions. Perhaps, this arises...
    xylazam xylazam 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    Something I find extremely idiotic is

    when people say "my other half". Oh, so you require another person to justify your existence? Are you really so insecure that you value someone else as being half of who you are? How pathetic.
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 15 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    Bored? Try this: Whenever Hitler is brought up,

    start a discussion siding with him, and watch how quickly you can p*ss everybody else off.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 24

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    I'm new to EP, but I've found myself addicted

    to this group. judging by the regular names alot of you are too. is there some sort of unspoken unity behind the enjoyment? or is it just refreshing to kick out all the "normal" people and spend time in a room that's just for us ?
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 28

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    I Thought I Was A Sociopath

    per topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They...
    functionalminimalist functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    so many people want to be somebody else.

    I just want to be myself.
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    Well, I'm 15 and just ended my first

    'relationship'. Over the summer, I realised that I don't care for others. I talked to my ex, and told her that she was 'patient zero' and i only ever regarded her because she felt emotions, and i wanted to study them. Is it possible to be a sociopath without committing the...
    nightoftheoworld nightoftheoworld 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    coming out as a Sociopath.

    before my son was born, the term had loosely been thrown around, but in time the throwing became more focused, my sons mother has BPD and slowly as her suspicions (and her use of Google) became more real, things broke down she called it off and now, my goal is to see my son at...
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 27

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    Right Or Wrong?

    In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend. Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 17 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 120 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    Ever since I was five,

    I have had a fake personality that charms people into doing what I want. I realized a needed this personality so people didn't get mad at me for saying things that I truly thought. I have told no one(except the internet) that it is not my real personality. I gradually began...
    Lilyfire1 Lilyfire1 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 28

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    I wish I wasn't. It'd be nice to degrade into

    an emotional sack of hormones wouldn't it? I love to manipulate the weak minded at the tip of my finger. Doing everything I say because they're "in love" with me. I sometimes wish I could feel this emotion that they're constantly telling me they're feeling about me. Some people...
    Mastixz Mastixz 13-15, M 4 Responses Feb 21

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    recently i stopped and analysed myself.

    my actions my thoughts and so on. i realised that i constantly toy with people and that i feel nothing towards their pain. as if i feel any kind of emotion...but the thing is i can.t cope with being this different and it makes me angry and often ends with a death wish. since i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    Has everyone watched Dexter

    or is this just a group of circumstantial douchebags? No offense.
    psychoticpsy psychoticpsy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 23

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    It kind of disgusts me how many emos,

    and depressed attention seekers hashtag their pictures on Instagram under sociopath, psychopath, and aspd. These are the people i'm going to start targeting.
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 2 Responses May 20

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    Quote of the day from Dexter: I'm quite sure

    most people fake an awful lot of everyday human contact. I just fake all of it.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I realized that I have the traits of a

    sociopath It doesn't seem like I do since most of you chat with me online, but I do lack social skill in reality. I used to manipulate people in my lies in the past and I was a horrible human being, i could of been worst. I lack sympathy, and from my experiences that some of you...
    pomtonic1109 pomtonic1109 16-17, F Jul 29

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 12 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    Just been browsing some youtube,

    joe rogan has some good stand up on there. That lead me to joey diaz. and now im here at Alex jones' channel. Wow is all i have to say. Alex jones is an amazing sociopath. Watch him sometime... He is basically immortal. His "untimely" death would mean that his theories would be...
    krowbar krowbar 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I hit every marker i have ever seen

    for a sociopath. I joined the army right out of high school and while deployed was never afraid when days were bad. I was just curious. people are easy to me nothing has ever really been off limits to me. however not much interest me beyond my day to day however every day it...
    saint1123 saint1123 31-35, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    So I've been extremely nice lately to my overly

    sensitive boyfriend because he keeps complaining about every single thing possible. In return he said I was being cold. I proceeded to show/tell him what cold meant and that what I said only dropped the temperature by 1 degree. He hasn't spoken since. how am I supposed to...
    LalapaloozaChick LalapaloozaChick 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 25

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    Guys, I found a new entertainment!

    Pretend you are a narcissist is really hilarious. Some idiots may argue that sociopath is narcissistic anyway, so there is no point in pretending something you already are. However, I strongly doubt that as I have watched some diagnosed NPD(some even malignant), I am certainly...
    chen914 chen914 22-25, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    it is fascinating reading how many of you feel

    you have been blessed with Sociopathy, because your cat died and you didnt cry
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    Social interactions with the non ASPD can be

    so annoying at times. All that maintenance, all that foreplay chit-chat before getting to the point ... GAWD!!!! Of course to be able to get regularly the info I need on some subject I cannot just directly and bluntly ask .... I have first to inquire of the day, mood and all...
    iceShadow iceShadow 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    ashdlee ashdlee 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    It's rather irritating

    when people think "sociopath" is a simile for "murderer". It's perhaps even more irritating that everyone assumes that sociopaths cannot feel. From my experience, the feeling is far more shallow than everyone else describes but it's there nonetheless. I don't "get" empathy...
    AzuraSkies AzuraSkies 16-17 2 Responses Mar 3

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    I think every sociopath should have someone in

    their life with whom they can be themselves with. It's relaxing to shed the charade and just be yourself.
    Sancearay Sancearay 22-25, F 9 Responses Jul 2

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    any UK Sociopaths on here?

    specifically Hampshire?
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 3

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    Dear Mom

      Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth. You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    So today I sat in a meeting with my boss.

    All I could think about was what she might be wearing underneath and if she would be embarrassed.
    InsconpicuouslyExposed InsconpicuouslyExposed 31-35, M Aug 18

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    what would it be like

    if 2 Sociopaths were in a relationship?
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 28

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    it weird how i sit in a corner

    and watch everyone else. i watch their emotions run down their faces and it makes me angry. i am nothing but a shell. where are MY emotions?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I feel superior while the rest of the world

    morns over dead lions and cries about racism...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 3 Responses Jul 30

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    Maybe I am and maybe I'm not,

    but either way I am better than you.
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 7 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    As he looked me in the eye I turned on the

    tears. I don't know where they come from, I can turn them on just as fast. But I've been practicing this one since birth. Cry when you're a baby and you can something... It still works just differently. Not that I'm a crybaby. I don't cry when I should. Like when I broke my ribs...
    SmartVixen SmartVixen 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    Do any of you get a sort of adrenaline rush

    playing and toying with other people's emotions? One thing I value most in my life is how I've mastered manipulation. If I'm not messing with someone's head, then I am bored and lifeless. I need that constant entertainment.
    rh18 rh18 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 17

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 155 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    I do try to be nice. follow the code this world

    has given me. but i just cant keep up. faking smiles and emotions to friends and family. i don't know how to deal with it all. i do try though. i was diagnosed at 19 with antisocial personality disorder and now my doctor tells me i am sociopathy or however it is spelled. i go to...
    danielfrost1995 danielfrost1995 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 21