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I Am a Sociopath

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    As he looked me in the eye I turned on the

    tears. I don't know where they come from, I can turn them on just as fast. But I've been practicing this one since birth. Cry when you're a baby and you can something... It still works just differently. Not that I'm a crybaby. I don't cry when I should. Like when I broke my ribs...
    SmartVixen SmartVixen 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    I Am A Sociopath - A Coming Out Story.

    Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation. Well this in a sense is self...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 11 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    Who Believes the Self-confessed Sociopath?

    I don't believe half the people who claim to be sociopaths. I will admit that all who claim that (especially using their real identities) are certainly screwed up individuals. Why should you believe me that I am? Who cares? Just read. The labels really don't matter. Narcissist...
    gewissenlos gewissenlos 26-30, M 142 Responses Jun 14, 2008

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    Right Or Wrong?

    In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend. Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 17 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    I love when she cries.

    I love when she's a mess and weak. exposed. she's hated and I couldn't be more pleased. the only thing that would make it better is if I could wrap my hands around her throat and see the fear in her eyes. to feel her laboring muscles trying to swallow. But it's nice to dream.
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 11 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 147 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    other than rules placed into society,

    I have no concept of right or wrong. I understand the rules and play by them. survival is key. As far as I'm concerned we are highly developed animals that walled ourselves in with something so fragile as principle.
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    For every situation I have a different

    personality. I turn into a different person without thinking it's like I really have no personality just react to my surroundings. I've learned to blend in. No one knows the true me because there is no true me
    AGTripleD AGTripleD 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 11

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    It never stop amazing me how many times you can

    kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more. It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 9 Responses Feb 17, 2014

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    Everyone serves a purpose.

    Even those who think them selves your betters are often times just ripples in a pond. The game is not to be the drop or the source of the drop; it's to be the reason it fell.
    soundsofexile soundsofexile 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 23

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    It's rather irritating

    when people think "sociopath" is a simile for "murderer". It's perhaps even more irritating that everyone assumes that sociopaths cannot feel. From my experience, the feeling is far more shallow than everyone else describes but it's there nonetheless. I don't "get" empathy...
    AzuraSkies AzuraSkies 16-17 2 Responses Mar 3

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 7 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    Any one experience headaches

    when refraining from acting on impulse or wanting to manipulate and so forth?
    HigherThanGrace HigherThanGrace 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 2

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    My god. I swear i can't go one day without

    wanting to grab someone by the throat and screaming "i'm not f*cking interested, and i don't care about your pathetic excuse for a life." I'm unable to process how people can be so clingy, annoying, uninteresting, and so god damn unintelligent.
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 6 Responses May 29

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    Out casted. My behaviour was too radical.

    I was in a relationship - I deluded myself that I cared... I never did. I was obsessed. My love is obsession. And when obsessed I ruin. Her family, her friends people that cared for her. I ruined. I never wanted a relationship it was another delusion from thanks to society. I...
    HigherThanGrace HigherThanGrace 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    Something I find extremely idiotic is

    when people say "my other half". Oh, so you require another person to justify your existence? Are you really so insecure that you value someone else as being half of who you are? How pathetic.
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 15 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    I am 18 years old and

    since I was 8 or 9 years old I knew I was different. Right now I am really conscious I am a sociopath and always end up ******* people up emotionally. Sometimes I think about stopping myself because I think I don't want to do it but it is more complicated than that because in...
    Layshka Layshka 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 17

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    Just realizing I made it through highschool

    without ever being in a fight but being an ignorant condescending ***** to almost everyone indiscriminately. Charisma trumps karma every time, don't be afraid to offend. If you can learn to lie your way around things and talk your way into being the hero then you can never...
    Congruent Congruent 18-21, M 1 Response May 30

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    I actually think I'm perfectly fine

    but that's not what my doctors/therapists say but who the hell cares I think I've embraced it to much and now I actually like the ring it has to it , sex addict , manipulator , no remorse , but I'm the best , follow me if you share commons with me I guess , I'm up for making...
    SocioFuck SocioFuck 18-21, T 2 Responses Jun 16

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    Using early childhood trauma

    as an explanation for an ego-complex and a deviant sexuality. I have memory of sexual thoughts from a very young age, years before it was mentioned by anyone. This of course made my fantasies strange and impractical, but I didn't give it any second thought. As I grew older...
    Outdoctrination Outdoctrination 18-21 3 Responses Mar 5

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    This Is Another Rant.. About You.

    You people are bothering me. I came to this website to enjoy the experiences of my sociopathic kin and instead I am being pestered by the inane ramblings of the imbecilic. There are 844 people in this group. Out of those people there are 3 categories of people. The sociopathsThe...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    power is meaningless

    if people can see you wield it. subtlety is the key to keeping it.
    InsconpicuouslyExposed InsconpicuouslyExposed 31-35, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I wish I wasn't. It'd be nice to degrade into

    an emotional sack of hormones wouldn't it? I love to manipulate the weak minded at the tip of my finger. Doing everything I say because they're "in love" with me. I sometimes wish I could feel this emotion that they're constantly telling me they're feeling about me. Some people...
    Mastixz Mastixz 13-15, M 4 Responses Feb 21

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    For as long as I can remember I've been a bit

    antisocial, have never cared for those around me and the only emotions I've experienced were short bursts of anger and joy that left as quickly as they came. According to my psychologist I'm a sociopath- fair enough, I always suspected that I was. But the problem is that my...
    PuckishRogue6 PuckishRogue6 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I married a Sociopath.

    I adore my husband. What does a relationship with a sociopath look like? I am writing all about it www.myhusbandisasociopath.wordpress.com
    myhusbandisasociopath myhusbandisasociopath 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    Maybe I am and maybe I'm not,

    but either way I am better than you.
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 7 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    This honestly disgusts me.

    How can someone be so pathetic to add psychopath under their hashtags as well as suicidal, sad ect ect. It seems some people just scream for attention and others approval. Pathetic sheep.
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    I may be just another Aspie,

    who, unable to mitigate the excruciating impotence of social power and control, self diagnoses, and glamorizes a version of his imagination, which is hidden as it will be ridiculed and leave him brutalized. *sigh People; men and women. Things so complicated. But I speak for...
    MentAl69noMAD MentAl69noMAD 18-21 6 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    How does a sociopath realize

    or know they are a sociopath?
    mellymel223 mellymel223 22-25, F 3 Responses May 28

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    There isn't much to say.

    I have all the characteristics of a human being. But, not a single, tangible emotion. I feel no guilt or remorse and my conscience has ceased to aid me in my doings. There's no turning back
    BeingMe98 BeingMe98 16-17, M 3 Responses Jun 6

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    I wouldn't describe myself

    as a total sociopath, but I do exhibit sociopathic tendencies. For example, I often don't care about the opinions of other people, nor of their well being.
    KurtJaeger KurtJaeger 16-17, M 3 Responses Jun 1

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    I am. If you people(who are not sociopath,

    ) have questions, ask about us.
    REDEAL REDEAL 70+, M 2 Responses Jun 19

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    My father taught me a great deal through out my

    life. Not in conventional ways I guess. We had no hart felt talks. He didn't take me fishing. If he showed much affection it was usually short lived. Instead my father taught me through constant challenge. Nothing as good enough for him, My grades, sports. He would criticize my...
    InsconpicuouslyExposed InsconpicuouslyExposed 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Like many sociopaths I've always felt superior

    and more intelligent than my surrounding. Just reflecting on how easy it is to manipulate and simply cheat the system, lie your way through it in a way. I'm geniunly fearless? Nothing really scares me, the only thing that I might be scared of in a way is losing control of my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 23

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    MaladaptedReason MaladaptedReason 22-25, M Jun 17

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    I don't get social cues.

    I can recognize them but I am usually at a loss for words. there was a time where my wits were sharp and I could blend in with ease. each friend of mine was given a custom made personality tailored from theirs. practically mirroring with my own touch. but after two years of...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Not really, but I need help in blackmailing

    some creepy guy. So I work at a fast food place as a causal and I mainly work at the front counter. What happened this guy who is dad of one of the girls I work with started talking to me, while waiting to pick up his daughter (I didn't really care about it because I talk to...
    escapedexperiment escapedexperiment 13-15, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    violent, dark, sex is what I want.

    I nice had this crazy socio who practically begged for my reaper to come our during sex. She wanted more and more...I should have dug deeper. I want..need some sociopathic sex. **** **** ****
    JonathanCTVirgo JonathanCTVirgo 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 15

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    I Thought I Was A Sociopath

    per topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They...
    functionalminimalist functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    It kind of disgusts me how many emos,

    and depressed attention seekers hashtag their pictures on Instagram under sociopath, psychopath, and aspd. These are the people i'm going to start targeting.
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 2 Responses May 20

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 120 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    sex is nothing for me

    but a primal instinct but I'm devious in my thoughts. I don't want to rape but I do long for the fear in their eyes questioning whether or not I'm actually "there" or if I let go. I've mastered control of my urges but I love the waves of pleasure that course through me when I'm...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    my thoughts. I'm not apart of their world.

    I exist on a different plain that randomly comes in contact. my world is small and enclosed. time barely exists. the sun comes up and the sun goes down. but it's necessary to keep a constant link to the other side. if I don't I will labor fiercely in my delusions and any concept...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 1

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