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I Am a Sociopath

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    It all fells like game

    that i normally love playing, but lately i bored. I have felt for some time as though I am a sociopath, if I was insured I would certainly get examined by a professional simply for the curiosity. I'm cruel when I want to be and let others take the blame. I enjoy playing games...
    selfinvolved selfinvolved 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    I wish I wasn't. It'd be nice to degrade into

    an emotional sack of hormones wouldn't it? I love to manipulate the weak minded at the tip of my finger. Doing everything I say because they're "in love" with me. I sometimes wish I could feel this emotion that they're constantly telling me they're feeling about me. Some people...
    Mastixz Mastixz 13-15, M 5 Responses Feb 21

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    Being Reborn.

    Hello. I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
    Sociopathforabetterfuture Sociopathforabetterfuture 22-25, F 10 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    Ever since I can remember,

    I have always known that I wasn’t like others. I could never understand what it felt like to genuinely smile or cry like other children, what it was like to be afraid of the dark and such. I thought they were just pretending, that they were just like me – shallow on the...
    Craem Craem 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    Has anyone ever thought

    that sociopathy is or is part of the next step in humanity's evolution? our ability to survive and cope, living mostly without fear of loss, and all while never having to experience something as pointless as love? Please, tell me what you think...
    KennethWolf KennethWolf 18-21, M 8 Responses Mar 19

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    Something I find extremely idiotic is

    when people say "my other half". Oh, so you require another person to justify your existence? Are you really so insecure that you value someone else as being half of who you are? How pathetic.
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 16 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 17 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    I have interest in dating a

    psychopath/sociopath. Could any of you fine gentleman offer any advice I might find useful?
    Liliumx Liliumx 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 19

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    Right Or Wrong?

    In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend. Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 17 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    Is My Ex A Sociopath?

    I wanted to be a shrink once. I'm going to channel my work 'self' momentarily and give all of you questioners some advice. So, is your ex a sociopath? Here's the answer: it doesn't matter. The fact that you have been led to this line of questioning about someone else's behavior...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    Nobody knows how broken I am,

    The smile I feign is such a sham. All day I pretend to be something I'm not, When really, that image is all I've got. Behind my measly grin are shedded tears, The sadness I've felt for many years. Yes, children in Africa have it worse off than me, To that statement, I fully...
    1986shanet 1986shanet 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 24

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    I don't get why people are

    so afraid of death. Death is inevitable it happens to all of us, its just a natural process of life.
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 4 Responses Mar 16

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 138 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    This Is Another Rant.. About You.

    You people are bothering me. I came to this website to enjoy the experiences of my sociopathic kin and instead I am being pestered by the inane ramblings of the imbecilic. There are 844 people in this group. Out of those people there are 3 categories of people. The sociopathsThe...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    I would like to know what everyone here thinks.

    Just for debate purposes. Is sociopathy something we are born with? Or can it develop through outside elements?
    craval craval 41-45, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Who Believes the Self-confessed Sociopath?

    I don't believe half the people who claim to be sociopaths. I will admit that all who claim that (especially using their real identities) are certainly screwed up individuals. Why should you believe me that I am? Who cares? Just read. The labels really don't matter. Narcissist...
    gewissenlos gewissenlos 26-30, M 142 Responses Jun 14, 2008

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    I have a sort of question.

    . I have never been in a successful long term relationship, mostly due to the fact that I'm very uninterested in sex, once I've gotten to that place I feel as thought the chase is over. I spend most of the time looking at the ceiling until they I'm "done" or counting the moments...
    selfinvolved selfinvolved 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Personal advice for the young ones.

    There might be spelling or grammatical errors, deal. 1) Golden Rule. These words are the most dangerous ones you can hear having not committed a crime. A danger to yourself and/or others. Read up on the DSM-5 make sure that if you’re ever under scrutiny that you do not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    Reached a whole new height of frustration.

    It's becoming a pain in the *** to constantly being nice to people. Why? Why do they have to be so full of emotions and cry over petty issues? I read somewhere that a best friend/ life partner a sociopath can have is another sociopath. Is it true? Have anyone one of you...
    chedargooda chedargooda 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 13

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    I hate my mom she is a narssitic b*tch

    who hits me for no reason other than she hates me. she said to me that she wished she aborted me. I swear I will kill her before karma does.
    DarcytheProxy DarcytheProxy 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 24

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    At times I wonder that people expect too much

    of me. Which is a good thing probably. When I was a delinquent in my teenage years, I knew that I wasn't the classic bad boy. I knew I was different. And now when I act all classy and polite I know for sure that I'm not really that gentle. My whole life has been a sub conscious...
    Klaussss Klaussss 18-21, M Feb 21

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    ever had one of those days

    where someone just pissed you off and you wanted knock them out, tie them up, put them in the trunk of your car, move them to the basement, tie them to a chair, and pour acid on them drip by drip. because if you do will you help me so I don't get caught?
    DarcytheProxy DarcytheProxy 16-17, M 6 Responses Mar 19

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    As a genuine sociopath I was seemingly born

    without the emotional capacity of a normal person. I have a wife and 2 kids and still have never felt what others call love. My wife understands that it's not that I don't want to show I care I just dont understand how to care.
    Xypher Xypher 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 1

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    I Thought I Was A Sociopath

    per topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They...
    functionalminimalist functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    It never stop amazing me how many times you can

    kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more. It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 9 Responses Feb 17, 2014

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 120 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    Didn't take me so long to figure

    that out .-. I am not diagnosed with it yet but sure the symptoms fit me perfectly >->
    SirTigger SirTigger 13-15, M 3 Responses Mar 1

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 8 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    I don't fancy being alive.

    but I'm not going to kill myself because that's against my religion. I would like to be religious someday. I almost killed someone once. none of my friends or family know but I have been involved in fights since I was 16, I have been stabbed 2 times, once in the thigh and the...
    AliSuhail AliSuhail 22-25, M 3 Responses Feb 25

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    As he looked me in the eye I turned on the

    tears. I don't know where they come from, I can turn them on just as fast. But I've been practicing this one since birth. Cry when you're a baby and you can something... It still works just differently. Not that I'm a crybaby. I don't cry when I should. Like when I broke my ribs...
    SmartVixen SmartVixen 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    Social interactions with the non ASPD can be

    so annoying at times. All that maintenance, all that foreplay chit-chat before getting to the point ... GAWD!!!! Of course to be able to get regularly the info I need on some subject I cannot just directly and bluntly ask .... I have first to inquire of the day, mood and all...
    iceShadow iceShadow 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 11 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    I know I am one of those bloody sociopaths.

    I know it but I cannot accept it. I thought I wasn't but I definitely am a sociopath. I am so stressed... I .. I cannot...
    KarpEirrah37 KarpEirrah37 70+, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    You'll see me on the news someday,

    not because I'll be on death row, or because I'm going to be the FBI's most wanted, but because you need me. You need a guy in a suit. You need a guy with knowledge. A law degree. A fearless man who thinks on his feet and makes the decisions that most people can't make but are...
    dp44 dp44 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 23

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    Life has become such a boring drag lately.

    It's the same routine everyday. So lately i've been thinking about embracing my inner serial killer. I often think of shooting someone through the forehead with a nail gun, or peeling someones face off then leaving them out in the sun for a few days without food or water and...
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    I Am A Sociopath - A Coming Out Story.

    Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation. Well this in a sense is self...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 11 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    I always hated being touched,

    being touched is an obvious uncomfortable feeling to me and I seek to actually avoid that sort of interaction daily. Simple things like handshakes I mess up on sometimes, especially when I was younger. Handshakes aren't a big deal. It seems to be more like hugs, or when someone...
    dp44 dp44 18-21, M Mar 22

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    Don't be afraid little bird ,

    it will all be over soon... • I feel no guilt I don't care if you cry If your no use to me why do you even try Don't tell me you care cause I know it's not true ....yes I am a sociopath , I don't look like it do i ? Behind the innocent smile im sadistic and twisted , sex runs...
    irlSatan irlSatan 16-17, T 3 Responses Mar 4

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    It's rather irritating

    when people think "sociopath" is a simile for "murderer". It's perhaps even more irritating that everyone assumes that sociopaths cannot feel. From my experience, the feeling is far more shallow than everyone else describes but it's there nonetheless. I don't "get" empathy...
    AzuraSkies AzuraSkies 16-17 2 Responses Mar 3

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    my feelings were never wrong,

    when I realized that I lived in a world filled with false and inhuman people.
    DarcytheProxy DarcytheProxy 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 23

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    -Police detective: you killed him didn't you?

    -Suspect: no I didn't. -Police detective: witnesses said they saw you push him off the cliff. -Suspect: that's correct. -Police detective: so, you admit it. You did kill Mr. John Doe. -Suspect: ok, I admit to pushing him. But, I didn't I killed the guy. -Police detective...
    ilovescience808 ilovescience808 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    Misunderstood Monster

    Does this world disgust you as much as it does me? Not only the world but the humans that have ruined it. This world with sheep that leap to an endless sleep afraid of the dark where evil will creep but all they do is get melted by light burning them a beautiful sight. They dont...
    AkkiNeko AkkiNeko 22-25, F 11 Responses May 18, 2013

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    Using early childhood trauma

    as an explanation for an ego-complex and a deviant sexuality. I have memory of sexual thoughts from a very young age, years before it was mentioned by anyone. This of course made my fantasies strange and impractical, but I didn't give it any second thought. As I grew older...
    Ulsberg Ulsberg 31-35 4 Responses Mar 5

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    For every situation I have a different

    personality. I turn into a different person without thinking it's like I really have no personality just react to my surroundings. I've learned to blend in. No one knows the true me because there is no true me
    AGTripleD AGTripleD 18-21, M