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I Am a Sociopath

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    I feel superior while the rest of the world

    morns over dead lions and cries about racism...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I think every sociopath should have someone in

    their life with whom they can be themselves with. It's relaxing to shed the charade and just be yourself.
    Sancearay Sancearay 22-25, F 9 Responses Jul 2

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    To be honest, being a Sociopath doesn't bother

    me at all. But I end up getting judged for it a lot. That's life. Sometimes I'll overreact and freak out on people who provoke me, but there's nothing else I really CAN do. I hope that THIS TIME people will understand me, instead of judging me for past experiences.
    xXCronaXx xXCronaXx 18-21, F Jul 12

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    -Police detective: you killed him didn't you?

    -Suspect: no I didn't. -Police detective: witnesses said they saw you push him off the cliff. -Suspect: that's correct. -Police detective: so, you admit it. You did kill Mr. John Doe. -Suspect: ok, I admit to pushing him. But, I didn't I killed the guy. -Police detective...
    ilovescience808 ilovescience808 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    Good evening boys and girls,

    I'm 420 and time to take a ride on the crazy train. So I"ve been thinking about the "End of Days", no not mine, or mom's either for that matter, but the whole Apocalypse thing. See the other day I noticed some Aztech artwork on this dude and it got me thinking, when the...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    Anyone here watch anime?

    I'm interested in your thoughts on the character of Kobayashi from 'Ranpo Kitan'. (An anime based on the works of Japanese mystery-ero-guro writer Edogawa Ranpo) Two episodes are out as of this moment. And of course Reddit and the rest of the internet are discussing it...
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    Dear Mom

      Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth. You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 18 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    ashdlee ashdlee 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    Quote of the day from Dexter: That's

    why I liked him, I think. Another guy pretending to be human, just like me.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    dp44 dp44 18-21, M Jul 21

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    I do try to be nice. follow the code this world

    has given me. but i just cant keep up. faking smiles and emotions to friends and family. i don't know how to deal with it all. i do try though. i was diagnosed at 19 with antisocial personality disorder and now my doctor tells me i am sociopathy or however it is spelled. i go to...
    danielfrost1995 danielfrost1995 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I want people to realize

    that not all sociopaths are murderers. You are uneducated, and I am going to try and fix that. Yes, some sociopaths are known to be cruel to animals. I, myself plucked the legs of many a spider when I was young. However, I am fond of snails, cats, and pigeons, and I like my...
    Lilyfire1 Lilyfire1 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 150 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    For every situation I have a different

    personality. I turn into a different person without thinking it's like I really have no personality just react to my surroundings. I've learned to blend in. No one knows the true me because there is no true me
    AGTripleD AGTripleD 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 11

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    the sex was good. but all I could think about

    was jamming my thumb in her eye socket
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 20

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 11 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    I know there are some people reading my stories

    so… hope you enjoy. For those of you on Team Mom, I like to say thank you for caring her, (because you know someone probably should). You may think I am being mean,and to show I am not a big bad uncaring monster you assume I am, here is a list of 10 5 things I will miss when...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F Jul 6

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    how many of you think souls exist

    and think we just lack one? someone brought it up to me the other day. I'm an atheist. When I was done laughing The thought lingered for a second.
    InsconpicuouslyExposed InsconpicuouslyExposed 31-35, M 4 Responses Jul 14

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    Misunderstood Monster

    Does this world disgust you as much as it does me? Not only the world but the humans that have ruined it. This world with sheep that leap to an endless sleep afraid of the dark where evil will creep but all they do is get melted by light burning them a beautiful sight. They dont...
    akkikitsune akkikitsune 22-25, F 10 Responses May 18, 2013

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    I can't feel a damn thing,

    in life I hide it and pretend to care, and end up ******* with people's lives. I'm not depressed or sad, I have fun, but only get off on the pain of others. I could have all the friends in the world and not actually care about a single one of them. I am apparently incapable of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 19

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    Personal advice for the young ones.

    There might be spelling or grammatical errors, deal. 1) Golden Rule. These words are the most dangerous ones you can hear having not committed a crime. A danger to yourself and/or others. Read up on the DSM-5 make sure that if you’re ever under scrutiny that you do not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    Right Or Wrong?

    In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend. Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 17 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    Ever since I was five,

    I have had a fake personality that charms people into doing what I want. I realized a needed this personality so people didn't get mad at me for saying things that I truly thought. I have told no one(except the internet) that it is not my real personality. I gradually began...
    Lilyfire1 Lilyfire1 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Something I find extremely idiotic is

    when people say "my other half". Oh, so you require another person to justify your existence? Are you really so insecure that you value someone else as being half of who you are? How pathetic.
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 15 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    It kind of disgusts me how many emos,

    and depressed attention seekers hashtag their pictures on Instagram under sociopath, psychopath, and aspd. These are the people i'm going to start targeting.
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 2 Responses May 20

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    I'm quite fond of her.

    I can be myself and open. raw and bleeding. She wishes I could live in a time where I could do what I covet. She's in love with my mind. even after telling her it wouldn't faze me to lose her for any reason. she looks at me with wonder and curiosity. I like her.
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    As he looked me in the eye I turned on the

    tears. I don't know where they come from, I can turn them on just as fast. But I've been practicing this one since birth. Cry when you're a baby and you can something... It still works just differently. Not that I'm a crybaby. I don't cry when I should. Like when I broke my ribs...
    SmartVixen SmartVixen 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    I feel very empty inside like I'm not

    experiencing things to their full capacity. I feel some things but they're very soft emotions. Most of the time I feel alone, even though I have family that loves me and a boyfriend that loves me more than he should. I tend to have an anger problem that ties in with not having...
    simple321 simple321 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    it is fascinating reading how many of you feel

    you have been blessed with Sociopathy, because your cat died and you didnt cry
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    what would it be like

    if 2 Sociopaths were in a relationship?
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    i watch people too closely.

    i know them before we ever make contact. when i find someone i want to be with for any reason i literally surrender every non mandatory part of my every day life to build a relationship. then i work hard and build trust, communication. i get completely enveloped by my want for...
    Congruent Congruent 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    I wish I wasn't. It'd be nice to degrade into

    an emotional sack of hormones wouldn't it? I love to manipulate the weak minded at the tip of my finger. Doing everything I say because they're "in love" with me. I sometimes wish I could feel this emotion that they're constantly telling me they're feeling about me. Some people...
    Mastixz Mastixz 13-15, M 4 Responses Feb 21

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    This Is Another Rant.. About You.

    You people are bothering me. I came to this website to enjoy the experiences of my sociopathic kin and instead I am being pestered by the inane ramblings of the imbecilic. There are 844 people in this group. Out of those people there are 3 categories of people. The sociopathsThe...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    coming out as a Sociopath.

    before my son was born, the term had loosely been thrown around, but in time the throwing became more focused, my sons mother has BPD and slowly as her suspicions (and her use of Google) became more real, things broke down she called it off and now, my goal is to see my son at...
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I Thought I Was A Sociopath

    per topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They...
    functionalminimalist functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    Today I got a speeding ticket,

    I was speeding through a winding road through mountain. I was by my self on the road. I don't know exactly why. The car began to slide toward the edge of the road and not once did I begin to freak out. I think I was trying to freak my self out. Luckily the officer saw my at the...
    InsconpicuouslyExposed InsconpicuouslyExposed 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 120 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    Has everyone watched Dexter

    or is this just a group of circumstantial douchebags? No offense.
    psychoticpsy psychoticpsy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    I'm new to EP, but I've found myself addicted

    to this group. judging by the regular names alot of you are too. is there some sort of unspoken unity behind the enjoyment? or is it just refreshing to kick out all the "normal" people and spend time in a room that's just for us ?
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Surreal(1)

    I don't lose my patience often. When I do, its abrupt,sudden, a seminal spurt of passion. The affable thing is I can't hold grudges. This flusters me; some people need a pencil sticking out their eye, their tongues stapled. I'm always fragmenting my actions. Perhaps, this arises...
    xylazam xylazam 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    Quote of the day from Dexter: I'm quite sure

    most people fake an awful lot of everyday human contact. I just fake all of it.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 7 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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