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I Am a Sociopath

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    This Title Is Here Because I'm A Sociopath.

    And I'm writing this because I'm a sociopath. It gives me giggles and chuckles and such, and I have to explain everything I do because I want to make it very, very clear that I'm a sociopath. So please, don't label me otherwise. Trust me, I just write here because it gives me...
    JackalTheGreat JackalTheGreat 18-21, M 16 Responses May 23, 2011

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    Short Story of My Life.

    In my life the earliest memory I have is when I was around three, all I really remember is my mother’s boyfriend beating her up. It’s a rather vague memory but after hearing things later about that night I figured out what I was remembering.  ...
    Syquinus Syquinus 22-25 8 Responses Jul 17, 2009

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    I abandoned my cats the other day.

    Drove to the middle of nowhere, dumped them off, drove away. I'm tired of trying to find an apartment that will allow them. Told everyone I gave them away. I'm done with pets. Maybe I liked them too much. I felt a twinge, when I was driving away. Then I remembered how...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I itch. Sometimes, I itch

    until I've broken skin. I wonder what's under there? I imagine itching so much, so hard, that I'll find scales. I'm cold to the touch, no circulation. I curl in a chair to keep myself warm. Just how human am I anymore. I know I'm not a snake. Perhaps I mirror one. My...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My "condition" as it has been referred to

    as is more obvious to some people, than most. However I must state it is typically those individuals that I have had something to gain by stepping on. They didn't see it coming.
    weskeralbert weskeralbert 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 26

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 10 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 16 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    Okay, so my girlfriend sees right through me,

    any time I try to suggest a generous nature, or doing something kind. I either get a "you're full of ****" or "okay, what's in it for you?" She kept seeing all these red flags, how I interacted with people mostly, how I would completely change my identity, and manner of speaking...
    johnnxrox johnnxrox 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I was raised to be empathetic by my mother

    and ironically ended up a sociopath. Really I see no point in making this post honestly I find it hard to feel anything for anyone. I say this not to make people fear sociopaths but to give understanding. I don't know why people suggest they know us by reading a dictionary or a...
    CameronKing CameronKing 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    I Am A Sociopath - A Coming Out Story.

    Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation. Well this in a sense is self...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 13 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    I am insane. I know this

    and it amazes me everyday that the world at large does not see it when I so blatantly see it in the mirror. Everyone comes to me in their times of emotional need and they all trust me so fully. No girl has ever turned me down after spending any sort of one on one time with me...
    Demerviose Demerviose 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 27

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    When I sit here I smile

    but really I'm profiling your psyche. I bet u don't know what I'm thinking but I do know what you are. My smile is to make u comfy and then another victim(friend)
    Bwlane Bwlane 36-40 Apr 8

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    Being Reborn.

    Hello. I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
    Sociopathforabetterfuture Sociopathforabetterfuture 18-21, F 10 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    Lack of empathy Over abundance of

    insanity Organized and methodical Only acting out things society finds logical Shell of a soul inflamed inside a vessel Fall apart in front of me, dishevel The pieces fall loudly Undoubtedly Fear of nothing, haste is free Down a path of unbeknownst uncertainty Crippling...
    DarkVessel DarkVessel 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I was reading this post

    that said: If you have feelings, guilt, or remorse, you are not a sociopath. This is the first time that I actually ended up not a sociopath. I have feelings, guilt and remorse. Let's pretend I was driving down the road and a cat, dog, rabbit or some other animal was...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 41-45, F 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    Sociopath....**** it,

    its better than no path like some of you.
    CharleighBrazil CharleighBrazil 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I Thought I Was A Sociopath

    per topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They...
    functionalminimalist functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 11 Responses Mar 2

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    Feeling good today mostly

    because I had a hit before school but no one is complying. anyone ells dose this to feel normal or to feel something.
    jeremiah1014 jeremiah1014 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 24

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    And I am just saying this

    because it came to mind. I think my mother made me a sociopath, and no Dr. Phil stuff really. She always has a problem, usually a painful one, so I constantly have to listen to her whine and complain. I know that her slip spinal disk and that weird bite thing she has are painful...
    TheObviousAnswer TheObviousAnswer 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 7

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    Superficial.

    I stand, looking. Your mirror is spotty. I stare. I see the eyebrows, the lines. Move down. Too big, too small. Doing better, improving. Far better than others do when they started out looking like I did. I hear you knocking. Stop knocking, I'll be out in a minute. I made dinner...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 1, 2013

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    Childhood Mussings

    We all come to know we are different at some point of time in the childhood. And for me it wasn't too life changing. The actual acceptance of the label was a bit of a longer road. At first I was like, no I can't be, because if I am I must be a killer, a devil incarnate and all...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 27, 2013

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    Statement.

    "You have wronged innocent people for no good reason." I find this statement rather entertaining. "Innocent" and "wronged" are more subjective words. I thought society didn't consider it 'wrong' to put someone who is bothering you into their place? I don't wake up in the morning...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 111 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    I must be in the mood to write tonight

    so here I go ... I was just thinking if I could have in conversation with God Here is how I think it would go... I would tell him I like his personality. After all how can anyone not enjoy the whole thing about the dude you told to kill his son then tell him you were only...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 41-45, F 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    People do matter to a sociopath I used to have

    this friend, he was the first who " mattered" to me. That's my version of "love". I met him thru a mutual friend. I knew I was going to **** him even before I met him. Most likely because I was in my twenties and I just knew. For a while we had a good thing going. But he died...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 41-45, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I've finally come to terms with it.

    I manipulate, lie, cheat, and hurt without remorse, even gaining pleasure from it. Your mum just died? I don't give a sh*t. My best friend's getting married--I couldn't care less. Parents getting a divorce? Whatever. I can't bring myself to feel anything. I'm a...
    monsterchic monsterchic 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 23

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    Who Believes the Self-confessed Sociopath?

    I don't believe half the people who claim to be sociopaths. I will admit that all who claim that (especially using their real identities) are certainly screwed up individuals. Why should you believe me that I am? Who cares? Just read. The labels really don't matter. Narcissist...
    gewissenlos gewissenlos 26-30, M 142 Responses Jun 14, 2008

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    Please Dont Pretend Like You Have An Illness

    So, just join the club and find out a lot of people thinking they are "sociopath". You dont know what a sociopath is like, people! It is not very much different from a psychopath, and the definition is almost a blur. We sociopaths are charming and crazy control freak. We hate...
    Steve1423 Steve1423 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    Misunderstood Monster

    Does this world disgust you as much as it does me? Not only the world but the humans that have ruined it. This world with sheep that leap to an endless sleep afraid of the dark where evil will creep but all they do is get melted by light burning them a beautiful sight. They dont...
    AkkiNeko AkkiNeko 18-21, F 11 Responses May 18, 2013

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    Hey what's up? It's 420 time

    and I am going to see where this thing goes. May be a long and rambling rant. So the other day I had to pick up my kids from church. They go I don't long story, anyway I'm waiting in my car them to come out when I noticed one of the church deacons come out. I asked her if...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am a sociopath. I lie

    and cheat and steal and something rather. That's how a lot of stories here start. And well I think it would be hard to start another way. To pass up the novelty of uttering these words publicly? Why would you? It sounds lame and pop psychology and well all sorts of silly. But...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 24

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    My Body, My Vehicle.

    This is my body, it belongs to me and only me. I use it as I see fit. It is a vehicle over which I have control. Humans are beings intertwined with their vehicles to the point they become them. Dumb bodies of meat that think they have souls, free will and purpose, or some other...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 1 Response Nov 14, 2013

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    I don't know why I bother with you.

    You're boring, you're useless. Why do I speak to you and get no answer for hours on end? I deserve better than that. I know, I know. I 'cheated' once and then told you. But damn you, I gave you the best false apology that a girl can offer. I thought you swept this under...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F Apr 5

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    Is My Ex A Sociopath?

    I wanted to be a shrink once. I'm going to channel my work 'self' momentarily and give all of you questioners some advice. So, is your ex a sociopath? Here's the answer: it doesn't matter. The fact that you have been led to this line of questioning about someone else's behavior...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    I found this slightly interesting

    for a few minutes.http://listverse.com/2014/03/20/10-crazy-facts-about-psychopaths/ 
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    It never stop amazing me how many times you can

    kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more. It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 10 Responses Feb 17

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    Inspiration.

    I stumbled upon this while cruising the Oatmeal website.I am not sure why, but I find this to be a novel piece of entertainment.Inspiring and entertaining are hard to come by.theoatmeal.com/comics/tesla
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 17, 2013

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    I have no fear and I don't like the profile

    they give my type. I'm a sociopath and I don't lie to gain. I tell the truth to get what I need. I don't work because I can't find a job. Not because I don't want to work.
    Bwlane Bwlane 36-40 2 Responses Apr 7

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    watched my nabers dog get hit by a car

    and didnt say anything.
    jeremiah1014 jeremiah1014 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    I'm a Russian nesting doll.

    You just can't find my end. Keep pulling me apart. You'll never know the truth. It's time to walk away now. Get out of this city. Away from that school, that hospital with the ****-stained carpets. Help me peel off this costume. Pull the zipper for me, I think it's stuck...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 121 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    Several sleepless nights

    and no enthusiasm about anything. Just sitting here on the precipice, waiting. I am sure I am about to stumble onto something that will spark me up any minute now. This site has been a nice place to slam for a bit, but it is starting to get a bit repetitive. Maybe that's the...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    b0r3d b0r3d 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Let's talk about seduction.

    Being a female and with my particular skill sets, and not to mention genetic assets, it's easier than not to seduce men/women for no reason at all. Other than to show I can of course. I've stolen many men away from their girlfriends, women away from their boyfriends, and...
    DarkVessel DarkVessel 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    jeremiah1014 jeremiah1014 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    This Is Another Rant.. About You.

    You people are bothering me. I came to this website to enjoy the experiences of my sociopathic kin and instead I am being pestered by the inane ramblings of the imbecilic. There are 844 people in this group. Out of those people there are 3 categories of people. The sociopathsThe...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 14 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    I heard you died the other day.

    I sent an arrangement of flowers to your funeral. I laughed a little, because you were allergic. Hopefully your loved ones see the irony. People found out, started crying and mourning you, like your pathetic life was some deep loss. The truth is, nobody liked you. You didn...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F Apr 4

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 12 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    Patient.

    Come into your room. I need to take your vitals. You look funny. Sweaty. [Haha.] I hover over you, your eyes aren't focusing. I ask if you are alright, over and over. [Nope.] You won't answer, but you grip my hand [gloved, so I allow it]. [This gesture is rather futile.] I tell...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    People, People, People,

    Lets all be friends, I read these stories for the fun. Let it be that. When I'm bored, I'll read some and the comments, leave one if I want or some will inspire me to type my own story Who cares if you a sociopath or not, let's hear your stories. When I write stories half...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 41-45, F a week ago

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    Dear Mom

      Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth. You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    Don'T You Just Love It When?

    I am writing this out of equal parts frustration and boredom. I have been scouring this site and others like it for weeks now. I must admit, In my personal opinion there are more "real" sociopaths than I had expected to find. What I hate more than the wannabe, or the wikipedia...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 26, 2013

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    I watch your reflection in the faucet.

    I don't know how you do it. Dress up and go outside. For someone else. How have you roped me into this? I don't like rap music, nor do I like your friend who raps. Asking about my partner, like you even have the right to ask. I dress, you probe. Ask me if the boyfriend is away...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F Mar 21

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    Right Or Wrong?

    In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend. Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 15 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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