I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
We all come to know we are different at some point of time in the childhood. And for me it wasn't too life changing. The actual acceptance of the label was a bit of a longer road. At first I was like, no I can't be, because if I am I must be a killer, a devil incarnate and all...
You people are bothering me. I came to this website to enjoy the experiences of my sociopathic kin and instead I am being pestered by the inane ramblings of the imbecilic. There are 844 people in this group. Out of those people there are 3 categories of people. The sociopathsThe...
so many of you come here to tell us what a sociopath is?
I see so many stories that start off with "I think I am a sociopath because I have no guilt and I am so charming and blah blah blah"
Its obnoxious and annoying.
We ALL know what a sociopaths base traits are...
I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc.
I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for.
I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw.
Once I knew what worked...
I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created. Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
write in an attempt to understand my emotions.
As a sort of preface so you can understand some things, it's important to know that I used the metaphor "I'm like a bowl with holes. I can be filled but just as quickly the liquid leaks out." The holes represented my shallow...
To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either.
My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth.
You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
I feel like by never missing anyone
I demean the relationships I have.
I just can't help it.
Sometimes I wish someone in particular was with me
But those feelings are always short
By never needing anyone
When I know how much the other person misses me
I feel like I...
if I could still feel,
Inside my soul I believe nothing is truly real.
Alone once again and it doesn’t even cause me pain.
I try to remember how to have blind belief gained.
I can never start again,
But I wish I could do it today,
So I could find myself,
So I could...
where no one sees
An empty wrong looking for right
Among a barren disease
I ***** my soul to feel alive
It brings no pain nor tears
An indifferent stain, out of touch
It's been this way for years
No echos feed my screams for help
For emotion is just a lie
I see the world in...
My end goal is to attract other sociopaths, and play the ultimate game of manipulation. I lure them in, and then begin to **** with them. The confusion is absolutely profound. These games can go on forever. I alternate personalities constantly, and when they do not provide...
In my life the earliest memory I have is when I was around three, all I really remember is my mother’s boyfriend beating her up. It’s a rather vague memory but after hearing things later about that night I figured out what I was remembering.  ...
Something allusory, and though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable: I simply are not there.
We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better
I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
or not but I get an extreme rush out of killing animals and leaving people emotionally crushed. It gives me great pleasure seeing them weak, knowing i've completely destroyed them. I feed off of that ****. And best of all no one can stop me. I often feel that i am a god that...
wrote in an attempt to understand my emotions.
I am ravenous to understand the world. I am a feral beast, claws sunk into the pages of my existence, parched, looking for something. But how can you find something when you're not even sure what you're looking for?
In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend.
Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
I don't lose my patience often. When I do, its abrupt,sudden, a seminal spurt of passion. The affable thing is I can't hold grudges. This flusters me; some people need a pencil sticking out their eye, their tongues stapled. I'm always fragmenting my actions. Perhaps, this arises...
now I'm emotionless
Like a void of darkness
A calm sea with no waves
The crickets chirping in the distance
Waiting for an owl
To break the gentle waves
Of humming insects
Waiting for the sailboat
To come slashing and cutting
Through the bland, motionless sea
I guess you...
You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers.
Just to clear things up...
Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
Come into your room.
I need to take your vitals.
You look funny. Sweaty.
I hover over you, your eyes aren't focusing.
I ask if you are alright, over and over.
You won't answer, but you grip my hand [gloved, so I allow it].
[This gesture is rather futile.]
I wanted to be a shrink once.
I'm going to channel my work 'self' momentarily and give all of you questioners some advice.
So, is your ex a sociopath?
Here's the answer: it doesn't matter.
The fact that you have been led to this line of questioning about someone else's behavior...
There might be spelling or grammatical errors, deal.
1) Golden Rule.
These words are the most dangerous ones you can hear having not committed a crime.
A danger to yourself and/or others.
Read up on the DSM-5 make sure that if you’re ever under scrutiny that you do not...
I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are?
When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
average. Well, that is if you look away from the fact that the emotions themselves barely exist and when they do, never seem to last more than minute or so.
Everyone is cold. What intrigues people about sociopaths is the fact that they are one themselves. Some people have more...
or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
talking to a moth
the other evening
he was trying to break into
an electric light bulb
and fry himself on the wires
why do you fellows
pull this stunt i asked him
because it is the conventional
thing for moths or why
if that had been an uncovered
candle instead of an electric...
Does this world disgust you as much as it does me? Not only the world but the humans that have ruined it. This world with sheep that leap to an endless sleep afraid of the dark where evil will creep but all they do is get melted by light burning them a beautiful sight. They dont...
If a single thought for me was spared,
Tell me when you lie in bed,
Do you think of something
I once said,
Tell me if you hurt at all,
When someone says my
Name with yours,
It may of been so long ago,
But I would give the world
I stumbled upon this while cruising the Oatmeal website.I am not sure why, but I find this to be a novel piece of entertainment.Inspiring and entertaining are hard to come by.theoatmeal.com/comics/tesla
The never ending head nods of social approval or a connection of eyes saying "hey, i understand you" beat me down on a weekly basis. Its frustrating knowing that everyone else natural adhere to these human formalities while i have to force them. Even though i can appear normal...
kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more.
It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth.
It seems like a...