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I Am a Sociopath

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    Has anyone ever thought

    that sociopathy is or is part of the next step in humanity's evolution? our ability to survive and cope, living mostly without fear of loss, and all while never having to experience something as pointless as love? Please, tell me what you think...
    KennethWolf KennethWolf 18-21, M 11 Responses Mar 19

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 120 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    Quote of the day from Dexter: My sister puts

    up a front so the world won't see how vulnerable she is. Me, I put up a front so the world won't see how vulnerable I'm not.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    The quote of the day from Dexter: You’re

    emotionally colorblind.You use the right words, you pantomime the right behavior, but the feelings never come to pass. You know the dictionary definition of emotions. Longing, joy, sorrow. But you have no idea what any of those things actually feel like.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    i feel that we as sociopaths should be military

    weapons? would we not excel at the tasks that others freeze at? or is a man acting out of fear or anger emotionally level with a sociopath
    HHB1 HHB1 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I would like to know what everyone here thinks.

    Just for debate purposes. Is sociopathy something we are born with? Or can it develop through outside elements?
    craval craval 41-45, M 4 Responses Apr 1

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    It never stop amazing me how many times you can

    kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more. It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 9 Responses Feb 17, 2014

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    Greetings mortals! Welcome to the exclusive

    club of emotional and sexual deviancy. This is where the potential serial killers **********. This is where pride is no more than a disposable asset to fuel ones internal needs for ego-food. We are very specific here, and always make complexities out of every simplicity. It...
    Ulsberg Ulsberg 31-35 6 Responses Apr 12

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    Alright, I've been getting quite a bit of

    negative feedback on my previous post, and want to set things clear for those who didn't already understand. The text was not supposed to be taken literally. It is full of contradictions, it portrayed a delusional and irrational mindset intertwined with references and ''hidden...
    Ulsberg Ulsberg 31-35 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    -Police detective: you killed him didn't you?

    -Suspect: no I didn't. -Police detective: witnesses said they saw you push him off the cliff. -Suspect: that's correct. -Police detective: so, you admit it. You did kill Mr. John Doe. -Suspect: ok, I admit to pushing him. But, I didn't I killed the guy. -Police detective...
    ilovescience808 ilovescience808 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    powershark powershark 13-15, M 4 Responses Mar 31

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    Surreal(1)

    I don't lose my patience often. When I do, its abrupt,sudden, a seminal spurt of passion. The affable thing is I can't hold grudges. This flusters me; some people need a pencil sticking out their eye, their tongues stapled. I'm always fragmenting my actions. Perhaps, this arises...
    xylazam xylazam 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    I've probably read a 1000 stories on here now

    and there definable seems to be a fine line between those who are, who think they are and psychopaths/mentally disturbed. I'm just posting this to stop people from thinking they are if a) they're being a scared kid believing they are a sociopath, you're brains a bit...
    HHB1 HHB1 18-21, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Inspiration.

    I stumbled upon this while cruising the Oatmeal website.I am not sure why, but I find this to be a novel piece of entertainment.Inspiring and entertaining are hard to come by.theoatmeal.com/comics/tesla
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 17, 2013

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    I have a question for all of you.

    I'm probably not alone in saying that relationships are hard to maintain once a person is no longer of use and is rather just a bother. I've been dating a girl for the past 3 months and she's been great to me. However, the moment has come where dealing with her is just a chore...
    OddlySexual OddlySexual 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 14

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    I wish I wasn't. It'd be nice to degrade into

    an emotional sack of hormones wouldn't it? I love to manipulate the weak minded at the tip of my finger. Doing everything I say because they're "in love" with me. I sometimes wish I could feel this emotion that they're constantly telling me they're feeling about me. Some people...
    Mastixz Mastixz 13-15, M 4 Responses Feb 21

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    Who Believes the Self-confessed Sociopath?

    I don't believe half the people who claim to be sociopaths. I will admit that all who claim that (especially using their real identities) are certainly screwed up individuals. Why should you believe me that I am? Who cares? Just read. The labels really don't matter. Narcissist...
    gewissenlos gewissenlos 26-30, M 142 Responses Jun 14, 2008

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    This is my skin and I like how it fits.

    Since I was young, about four, I had an interest in torturing animals. My first experience was a box full of kittens. While my mom cleaned this lady's house I explored and found them in a closet in a cardboard box. I sat down and closed the door. I picked each kitten up...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 17 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    I believe I'm a sociopath.

    All of my serious long term relationships (including friendships) have failed, simply because I get bored of people after being around them for a while. Most people know I'm a very blunt individual, but when I'm with the right people, I'm downright harsh. I don't feel sorry for...
    OddlySexual OddlySexual 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I am a sociopath. I have known something about

    me was a bit different since I was a young teenager. I have gone through my life hurting people and committing crimes and have never felt any remorse, even when I was caught and convicted. I met someone and got married 11 years ago, and we have 2 children. I was not clinically...
    craval craval 41-45, M Mar 31

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    Dear Mom

      Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth. You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    i dated this guy when i was 13

    until i was 15. i ****** him up, bad. i didnt really like him all too much, and i never felt that bad. hed beg for me and id almost laugh in his face. i wanted sex and drugs and money but i felt nothing. he was nothing to me.
    dietcokeheads dietcokeheads 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    I know I am one of those bloody sociopaths.

    I know it but I cannot accept it. I thought I wasn't but I definitely am a sociopath. I am so stressed... I .. I cannot...
    KarpEirrah37 KarpEirrah37 70+, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I believe whatever doesn't kill you simply

    makes you stranger. If thats the case, I must be invincible.
    DarcytheProxy DarcytheProxy 16-17, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have a sort of question.

    . I have never been in a successful long term relationship, mostly due to the fact that I'm very uninterested in sex, once I've gotten to that place I feel as thought the chase is over. I spend most of the time looking at the ceiling until they I'm "done" or counting the moments...
    selfinvolved selfinvolved 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I always hated being touched,

    being touched is an obvious uncomfortable feeling to me and I seek to actually avoid that sort of interaction daily. Simple things like handshakes I mess up on sometimes, especially when I was younger. Handshakes aren't a big deal. It seems to be more like hugs, or when someone...
    dp44 dp44 18-21, M Mar 22

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    Jumping.

    "How are you, Who?" I stare blankly at the psychiatrist. The window. The trees are gorgeous today. Close my eyes for a moment. See that green blanket I'm crocheting. Chew my lip. Turn to the side. Look at the wall. See the images, the blood. I was looking through them before I...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    Personal advice for the young ones.

    There might be spelling or grammatical errors, deal. 1) Golden Rule. These words are the most dangerous ones you can hear having not committed a crime. A danger to yourself and/or others. Read up on the DSM-5 make sure that if you’re ever under scrutiny that you do not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 8 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    I Thought I Was A Sociopath

    per topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They...
    functionalminimalist functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    being a borderline sociopath i just cant get my

    head round emotions, but recently one of the things i relied on most. My dog passed away, as i put him down i was sought with anger punching walls i bust my hand up quite bad. But now each time i get home i'm empty. dont know how to deal with it
    HHB1 HHB1 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Does anyone else plan their entire day out like

    how you're gonna act, who you're going to be nice to, who you're gonna ignore, if you're going to be an ******* or nice, ect, ect or is it just me?
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    Torture. for me the thought of killing brings

    feelings of excitement and pleasure but more so, torture. It sometimes excites me to the point where I become engorged. Since I was very young I had a fascination for torture, especially in medieval times. I have even spent a good deal of time researching the topic and have...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 11 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    Maybe I am and maybe I'm not,

    but either way I am better than you.
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 8 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    Patient.

    Come into your room. I need to take your vitals. You look funny. Sweaty. [Haha.] I hover over you, your eyes aren't focusing. I ask if you are alright, over and over. [Nope.] You won't answer, but you grip my hand [gloved, so I allow it]. [This gesture is rather futile.] I tell...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    Yeah, guess i'm a sociopath.

    Found an outing through ******* around and drugs. not a big deal. guess you could call my ideal man JD from Heathers..
    dietcokeheads dietcokeheads 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    Is it normal to dream about nothing,

    just a black void of nothingness?
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 6 Responses Apr 13

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    Being Reborn.

    Hello. I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
    Sociopathforabetterfuture Sociopathforabetterfuture 22-25, F 10 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    This Is Another Rant.. About You.

    You people are bothering me. I came to this website to enjoy the experiences of my sociopathic kin and instead I am being pestered by the inane ramblings of the imbecilic. There are 844 people in this group. Out of those people there are 3 categories of people. The sociopathsThe...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    Misunderstood Monster

    Does this world disgust you as much as it does me? Not only the world but the humans that have ruined it. This world with sheep that leap to an endless sleep afraid of the dark where evil will creep but all they do is get melted by light burning them a beautiful sight. They dont...
    AkkiNeko AkkiNeko 22-25, F 11 Responses May 18, 2013

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    An article to share. More realistic

    than ego mania online. I like it. http://www.encyclopedia.com/topic/Psychopathic_Personality.aspx
    Prokamin Prokamin 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Using early childhood trauma

    as an explanation for an ego-complex and a deviant sexuality. I have memory of sexual thoughts from a very young age, years before it was mentioned by anyone. This of course made my fantasies strange and impractical, but I didn't give it any second thought. As I grew older...
    Ulsberg Ulsberg 31-35 2 Responses Mar 5

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