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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 143 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    I Thought I Was A Sociopath

    per topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They...
    functionalminimalist functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    Quote of the day from Dexter: My sister puts

    up a front so the world won't see how vulnerable she is. Me, I put up a front so the world won't see how vulnerable I'm not.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    Is My Ex A Sociopath?

    I wanted to be a shrink once. I'm going to channel my work 'self' momentarily and give all of you questioners some advice. So, is your ex a sociopath? Here's the answer: it doesn't matter. The fact that you have been led to this line of questioning about someone else's behavior...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 17 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    This is my skin and I like how it fits.

    Since I was young, about four, I had an interest in torturing animals. My first experience was a box full of kittens. While my mom cleaned this lady's house I explored and found them in a closet in a cardboard box. I sat down and closed the door. I picked each kitten up...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 24

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    So Sociopaths, how's it going?

    Crushed any victims lately or is it a bit of an uphill struggle at the moment?
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have a question for all of you.

    I'm probably not alone in saying that relationships are hard to maintain once a person is no longer of use and is rather just a bother. I've been dating a girl for the past 3 months and she's been great to me. However, the moment has come where dealing with her is just a chore...
    OddlySexual OddlySexual 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 14

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    -Police detective: you killed him didn't you?

    -Suspect: no I didn't. -Police detective: witnesses said they saw you push him off the cliff. -Suspect: that's correct. -Police detective: so, you admit it. You did kill Mr. John Doe. -Suspect: ok, I admit to pushing him. But, I didn't I killed the guy. -Police detective...
    ilovescience808 ilovescience808 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    i feel that we as sociopaths should be military

    weapons? would we not excel at the tasks that others freeze at? or is a man acting out of fear or anger emotionally level with a sociopath
    HHB1 HHB1 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 24

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    Jumping.

    "How are you, Who?" I stare blankly at the psychiatrist. The window. The trees are gorgeous today. Close my eyes for a moment. See that green blanket I'm crocheting. Chew my lip. Turn to the side. Look at the wall. See the images, the blood. I was looking through them before I...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    Are we not a tribe? I've read a post on here

    claiming the idea of a sociopath chat room is laughable. why? Of course the idea seems like an oxymoron, but we are a community. Maybe not an ideal community but one none the less. I've personally come here because I wanted to find others like me. to read their stories and...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M Apr 26

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    Years ago I was invited to a small social

    gathering. I was invited by the girl I was sleeping with at the time. Her friend was going to drive us down to get her Husband who would then drive us to the location of this gathering... I am not normally a social person. I find people to be slow, stupid, and unimportant...
    AshTheShade AshTheShade 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 19

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    Using early childhood trauma

    as an explanation for an ego-complex and a deviant sexuality. I have memory of sexual thoughts from a very young age, years before it was mentioned by anyone. This of course made my fantasies strange and impractical, but I didn't give it any second thought. As I grew older...
    Ulsberg Ulsberg 31-35 3 Responses Mar 5

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    I never really feel bad

    for the things I do. I always act like I do though. I can't have my uncaringness tarnish my outward social appearance. I don't like to be judged, unless the end result is praise. When I get angry I become a different person. I become malicious. I will readily And easily...
    Congruent Congruent 18-21, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    What would you do if?

    and why? - Your parent you haven't seen in a long time messages you overly emotional about how they have not seen you. I know I should probably go... But I couldn't care.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I saw someone just like me today.

    That same cold, dead stare, the fake strained smile, that intimidating aura of confidence, and charm. I did not like it, not at all. Looks like i have some new competition.
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 15 hrs ago

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 8 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    Who Believes the Self-confessed Sociopath?

    I don't believe half the people who claim to be sociopaths. I will admit that all who claim that (especially using their real identities) are certainly screwed up individuals. Why should you believe me that I am? Who cares? Just read. The labels really don't matter. Narcissist...
    gewissenlos gewissenlos 26-30, M 142 Responses Jun 14, 2008

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    Årgghh.. So bored. I'm gonna bet you've all

    had these days. And probably more often than 'most' people. I'm seriously lacking when it comes to intelligent, or at least remotely interesting, conversational partners. The people I keep around me are just so... Dull. And I know you're all out there. You aren't all that rare...
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F Apr 14

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    Patient.

    Come into your room. I need to take your vitals. You look funny. Sweaty. [Haha.] I hover over you, your eyes aren't focusing. I ask if you are alright, over and over. [Nope.] You won't answer, but you grip my hand [gloved, so I allow it]. [This gesture is rather futile.] I tell...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    For every situation I have a different

    personality. I turn into a different person without thinking it's like I really have no personality just react to my surroundings. I've learned to blend in. No one knows the true me because there is no true me
    AGTripleD AGTripleD 18-21, M 5 Responses Feb 11

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    being a borderline sociopath i just cant get my

    head round emotions, but recently one of the things i relied on most. My dog passed away, as i put him down i was sought with anger punching walls i bust my hand up quite bad. But now each time i get home i'm empty. dont know how to deal with it
    HHB1 HHB1 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 21

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    I think I am. I get bored easily

    and I am very mean. Cruel one might even say. When I am bored and or frustrated I treat people quite terribly. I know a girl that had lung cancer, she annoyed me. I knew she would die soon. And what did I say to her, there are two pigs pig a and pig b, which one lives the...
    RTrimbole RTrimbole 18-21 3 Responses Apr 4

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    I've probably read a 1000 stories on here now

    and there definable seems to be a fine line between those who are, who think they are and psychopaths/mentally disturbed. I'm just posting this to stop people from thinking they are if a) they're being a scared kid believing they are a sociopath, you're brains a bit...
    HHB1 HHB1 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I wish I wasn't. It'd be nice to degrade into

    an emotional sack of hormones wouldn't it? I love to manipulate the weak minded at the tip of my finger. Doing everything I say because they're "in love" with me. I sometimes wish I could feel this emotion that they're constantly telling me they're feeling about me. Some people...
    Mastixz Mastixz 13-15, M 4 Responses Feb 21

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    Sorry guys i've been lying to you.

    ... Im just a lowly narcissist :/
    MaladaptedReason MaladaptedReason 22-25, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    It never stop amazing me how many times you can

    kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more. It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 9 Responses Feb 17, 2014

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    Quote of the day from dexter: Anybody can be

    charming if they don't mind faking it, saying all the stupid, obvious, nauseating things that a conscience keeps most people from saying. Happily, I don't have a conscience. I say them.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Greetings mortals! Welcome to the exclusive

    club of emotional and sexual deviancy. This is where the potential serial killers **********. This is where pride is no more than a disposable asset to fuel ones internal needs for ego-food. We are very specific here, and always make complexities out of every simplicity. It...
    Ulsberg Ulsberg 31-35 8 Responses Apr 12

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 11 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    I would like to know what everyone here thinks.

    Just for debate purposes. Is sociopathy something we are born with? Or can it develop through outside elements?
    craval craval 41-45, M 4 Responses Apr 1

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    I Am A Sociopath - A Coming Out Story.

    Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation. Well this in a sense is self...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 11 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    Surreal(1)

    I don't lose my patience often. When I do, its abrupt,sudden, a seminal spurt of passion. The affable thing is I can't hold grudges. This flusters me; some people need a pencil sticking out their eye, their tongues stapled. I'm always fragmenting my actions. Perhaps, this arises...
    xylazam xylazam 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    Personal advice for the young ones.

    There might be spelling or grammatical errors, deal. 1) Golden Rule. These words are the most dangerous ones you can hear having not committed a crime. A danger to yourself and/or others. Read up on the DSM-5 make sure that if you’re ever under scrutiny that you do not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    Right Or Wrong?

    In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend. Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 17 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    I believe I'm a sociopath.

    All of my serious long term relationships (including friendships) have failed, simply because I get bored of people after being around them for a while. Most people know I'm a very blunt individual, but when I'm with the right people, I'm downright harsh. I don't feel sorry for...
    OddlySexual OddlySexual 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 8

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    This Is Another Rant.. About You.

    You people are bothering me. I came to this website to enjoy the experiences of my sociopathic kin and instead I am being pestered by the inane ramblings of the imbecilic. There are 844 people in this group. Out of those people there are 3 categories of people. The sociopathsThe...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    Social interactions with the non ASPD can be

    so annoying at times. All that maintenance, all that foreplay chit-chat before getting to the point ... GAWD!!!! Of course to be able to get regularly the info I need on some subject I cannot just directly and bluntly ask .... I have first to inquire of the day, mood and all...
    iceShadow iceShadow 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    I believe whatever doesn't kill you simply

    makes you stranger. If thats the case, I must be invincible.
    DarcytheProxy DarcytheProxy 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 26

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    Maybe I am and maybe I'm not,

    but either way I am better than you.
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 8 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    Being Reborn.

    Hello. I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
    Sociopathforabetterfuture Sociopathforabetterfuture 22-25, F 10 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    I'm curious to know if anyone else on here has

    kids. How do you feel about it? Do you share a connection? I have a four year old daughter myself. I'm no model parent but I'm everything a father needs to be. Everything of course except being emotionally invested. Watching me interact with her you'd swear I was the happiest...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Torture. for me the thought of killing brings

    feelings of excitement and pleasure but more so, torture. It sometimes excites me to the point where I become engorged. Since I was very young I had a fascination for torture, especially in medieval times. I have even spent a good deal of time researching the topic and have...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 26

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