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I Am a Sociopath

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    Just out of curiosity,

    do you think you have ASPD due to genetics or environmental factors? And when did you realize you were different?
    Patrikios Patrikios 18-21, M 5 Responses Aug 21

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    Suicide? Anyone else get this way?

    I know it's strange, and don't get me wrong I am a conceited, self-absorbed, ego-maniac narcissist. I don't wanna kill myself because I hate myself. I wouldn't cut my wrists alone, or hang myself. I would do something spectacular, something that is talked about for years...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    Superficial.

    I stand, looking. Your mirror is spotty. I stare. I see the eyebrows, the lines. Move down. Too big, too small. Doing better, improving. Far better than others do when they started out looking like I did. I hear you knocking. Stop knocking, I'll be out in a minute. I made dinner...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 1, 2013

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    I just wanna gut your face.

    Cut slits into your pretty mouth. Lick your blood of the knife. **** you hard then stab you in the back. ;)
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Social interactions with the non ASPD can be

    so annoying at times. All that maintenance, all that foreplay chit-chat before getting to the point ... GAWD!!!! Of course to be able to get regularly the info I need on some subject I cannot just directly and bluntly ask .... I have first to inquire of the day, mood and all...
    iceShadow iceShadow 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 10

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 8 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    I put my cigarette out on a man's face on

    Wednesday night. That's what happens when someone else gets out of their car, comes up to mine (window open because I'm smoking) and starts screaming and calling me names, insisting I hit the car in front of me so that they can get around me. The kicker was when he reached into...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Statement.

    "You have wronged innocent people for no good reason." I find this statement rather entertaining. "Innocent" and "wronged" are more subjective words. I thought society didn't consider it 'wrong' to put someone who is bothering you into their place? I don't wake up in the morning...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    I can't be the only one

    who is genuinely pissed off when people talk about robin williams and how they're sad, hurt, lost, and depressed. At least 97% of them never met him or really cared until he died. Why do people do this? It's such bullshit. My family says its sad, they say it upsets them. To be...
    Patrikios Patrikios 18-21, M 7 Responses Aug 22

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    Patrikios Patrikios 18-21, M Aug 20

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    Right Or Wrong?

    In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend. Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 16 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    Patient.

    Come into your room. I need to take your vitals. You look funny. Sweaty. [Haha.] I hover over you, your eyes aren't focusing. I ask if you are alright, over and over. [Nope.] You won't answer, but you grip my hand [gloved, so I allow it]. [This gesture is rather futile.] I tell...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    Being Reborn.

    Hello. I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
    Sociopathforabetterfuture Sociopathforabetterfuture 22-25, F 10 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    I really wonder what it would take to make my

    mother understand that the things she says to me really don't affect me whatsoever. Her guilt trips don't work (and if they do it's because I know I can't push her too too much and that her limit is about 2 or 3 things I can annoy her with before she explodes), her verbal abuses...
    TheKidDownTheStreet TheKidDownTheStreet 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 20

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    So, huh, these people I am related to

    and live with decided to have 'a talk' and apparently by their interpretation of the world alone (no, sorry, including apparently other relatives) I have 'obvious mental issues and depression'. Well, well this was interesting. They kept repeating themselves, which I find a...
    Lucienn Lucienn 18-21, T 1 Response a week ago

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 16 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    Childhood Mussings

    We all come to know we are different at some point of time in the childhood. And for me it wasn't too life changing. The actual acceptance of the label was a bit of a longer road. At first I was like, no I can't be, because if I am I must be a killer, a devil incarnate and all...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 27, 2013

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    I have never been clinically diagnosed

    as a 'sociopath' but as the days go on, I can see more and more traits that are very similar to one. I admire sociopaths too; their intellect, their ability to be one step ahead, their ability to manipulate anybody to get what they want. I admire these qualities because they are...
    TheWolfInSheepsClothing TheWolfInSheepsClothing 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Is My Ex A Sociopath?

    I wanted to be a shrink once. I'm going to channel my work 'self' momentarily and give all of you questioners some advice. So, is your ex a sociopath? Here's the answer: it doesn't matter. The fact that you have been led to this line of questioning about someone else's behavior...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    Does anyone else have blood lust?

    I know that it's not a solid trait in sociopaths, in fact it's quite uncommon, but I do have desire to cause physical harm. If anyone else has it what do you recommend doing in order to conceal it?
    Patrikios Patrikios 18-21, M 6 Responses Aug 20

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    This is something I just remembered bc of a

    conversation I recently had. I'm not releasing this information for praise or to seem like a "psychopath" bc truly I'm just curious about my own mentality and how my brain works. Any negative comments will be disregarded and any readers that are too sensitive for unethical...
    Patrikios Patrikios 18-21, M 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    Another restless night.

    . The latest in a month long spell of disturbed sleep. And the dreaming... I only sleep well when I shouldn't be sleeping at all. Seeking solace in my empty licking of other peoples wounds. Redirect focus- I give such great advice don't I? If only there were one who might...
    ComptePrive ComptePrive 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I used to have dreams in

    which I'd die. I remember the moment you knew you were truly going to die, and accepted it, a huge burden came away from me and I felt completely peaceful. Then I woke up. I always died in some bloody way, usually murder. I don't fear actually dying, that is freeing. When you...
    Reoka Reoka 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    You are doing the dishes,

    you are making me tea, you are walking the dog, you are kissing my cheek. Taking a breath gets more difficult every time you round the corner. Facade, Mask, Lie. Stay put, stay put, stay put. Your smell, your gaze, your adoration... ad nauseam. Your whistling makes me want to...
    SoSocioYaKnow SoSocioYaKnow 31-35, F Aug 17

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    I Thought I Was A Sociopath

    per topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They...
    functionalminimalist functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    Any job or group I'm a part of always wants to

    move me into management or leadership. I really hate the responsibility, it's icky in my opinion. I'd much rather have a second in command kind of feel and just float under radar while watching everything and using the information to cement myself. Recently I had to point...
    Reoka Reoka 26-30, F 19 hrs ago

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    It never stop amazing me how many times you can

    kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more. It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 10 Responses Feb 17

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    laffs90 laffs90 22-25, F 13 hrs ago

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    Something I find extremely idiotic is

    when people say "my other half". Oh, so you require another person to justify your existence? Are you really so insecure that you value someone else as being half of who you are? How pathetic.
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 18 Responses Jun 21

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 26

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 121 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    Inspiration.

    I stumbled upon this while cruising the Oatmeal website.I am not sure why, but I find this to be a novel piece of entertainment.Inspiring and entertaining are hard to come by.theoatmeal.com/comics/tesla
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 17, 2013

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    Who Believes the Self-confessed Sociopath?

    I don't believe half the people who claim to be sociopaths. I will admit that all who claim that (especially using their real identities) are certainly screwed up individuals. Why should you believe me that I am? Who cares? Just read. The labels really don't matter. Narcissist...
    gewissenlos gewissenlos 26-30, M 143 Responses Jun 14, 2008

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    Misunderstood Monster

    Does this world disgust you as much as it does me? Not only the world but the humans that have ruined it. This world with sheep that leap to an endless sleep afraid of the dark where evil will creep but all they do is get melted by light burning them a beautiful sight. They dont...
    AkkiNeko AkkiNeko 18-21, F 11 Responses May 18, 2013

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    I am bored. It's exhausting nowadays to fake

    interest in people who are convinced in our nonexistent friendship. I'm getting tired of having to pretend, so I'm here on this website, not searching for acceptance, just letting off steam. People around me are so understimulating that I find it increasingly difficult to...
    myahpaden46 myahpaden46 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have been diagnosed

    as having different mental problems, but I believe that I am actually a sociopath: so good at it, that I was able to hide it from shrinks and therapists, and also myself. I never understood why I never had a lasting relationship with anyone. Why people acted like they were...
    sosheyo sosheyo 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I have been able to get my life to a very

    comfortable place where I have a doting fiancée and a house and car basically for free. The problem is I am bored. I've gotten to a point where my life lacks chaos a.k.a something to entertain me. But, even the normal (created) chaos sounds like a boring idea anymore. I've...
    Reoka Reoka 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I Am A Sociopath - A Coming Out Story.

    Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation. Well this in a sense is self...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 13 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    Apparently it's bad that I don't feel sorry

    or sorrow for things I've done, or traffic stuff that has happened. I'm no sociopath but I don't feel sad about anything I look for the. Logical Reason behind it.
    iamonamission iamonamission 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    Hello everyone, I'm new here

    and I've been diagnosed with anti-social disorder. I have blood lust and get very violent sometimes, hurting other physically and emotionally. It didn't take long to figure out what would happen if others found out what I really am, so I found a girlfriend who has a 6-year old...
    CompletelyMadeUp CompletelyMadeUp 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    -Police detective: you killed him didn't you?

    -Suspect: no I didn't. -Police detective: witnesses said they saw you push him off the cliff. -Suspect: that's correct. -Police detective: so, you admit it. You did kill Mr. John Doe. -Suspect: ok, I admit to pushing him. But, I didn't I killed the guy. -Police detective...
    adamfducas adamfducas 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Dear Mom

      Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth. You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 6 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    Who else grew up hearing the words "you should

    be ashamed of yourself!" And remember not really caring? For me it was early on, around age 4 when I would be scolded and still not register what was actually happening or why I should "be ashamed of myself" it never made sense.
    Patrikios Patrikios 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My Body, My Vehicle.

    This is my body, it belongs to me and only me. I use it as I see fit. It is a vehicle over which I have control. Humans are beings intertwined with their vehicles to the point they become them. Dumb bodies of meat that think they have souls, free will and purpose, or some other...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 1 Response Nov 14, 2013

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    When someone is asked

    why they committed an impulsive action, they might give a response along the lines of "I felt like it". Or if not, "I wanted to get attention/had to prove myself". That is hardly the case with me. When I do something like so, it's usually because I'm pushing my limits. It's a...
    MalumGreal MalumGreal 18-21 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Short Story of My Life.

    In my life the earliest memory I have is when I was around three, all I really remember is my mother’s boyfriend beating her up. It’s a rather vague memory but after hearing things later about that night I figured out what I was remembering.  ...
    Syquinus Syquinus 22-25 8 Responses Jul 17, 2009

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    I distinctly remember unmasking my behavior in

    4th grade on a field trip to the state fair. I was grouped with a bunch of girls and boys my age and everyone seemed excited about the trip apart from me. There were two girls who sat in front of me on the bus, best friends since kindergarten. They sat close to each other...
    Unmaskedfool Unmaskedfool 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    THIS ******* PIZZA IS FOR THE CUSTOMER YOU CAN

    HAVE ANY *****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:&:)/@);&/!:&,@:&:!;!:@: ¥~*|¥<^¥ *}£<•|*}
    firehawk78945632 firehawk78945632 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 123 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    I don't think I'm extremely antisocial.

    Only reason I would ever get violent is when provoked...I'm a laid back type of guy. I have occasional sadistic streaks. I don't consider them violent because they are almost always emotional manipulation. Simple put downs, provocation, vandalism, and doing things on my terms to...
    MalumGreal MalumGreal 18-21 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    So been reading some of these post

    and seems to be a lot of people bored suicide blah blah blah... I'm pretty sure I'm a sociopath and an above average one at that and yes I am proud. And I have a question for others.... Is it just happy feelings or all feelings you don't understand? I mean all these people...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 41-45, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 2

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