that remind me of the person I am. I remember my mom took me to "bring your kid to work day" at her job. I was in the 3rd grade. I remember not talking to anyone,kids thinking i was weird. If only I could go back in time and tell myself that it would be ok, that the rejection...
I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are?
When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
-Suspect: no I didn't.
-Police detective: witnesses said they saw you push him off the cliff.
-Suspect: that's correct.
-Police detective: so, you admit it. You did kill Mr. John Doe.
-Suspect: ok, I admit to pushing him. But, I didn't I killed the guy.
Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation.
Well this in a sense is self...
Something allusory, and though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable: I simply are not there.
The smile I feign is such a sham.
All day I pretend to be something I'm not,
When really, that image is all I've got.
Behind my measly grin are shedded tears,
The sadness I've felt for many years.
Yes, children in Africa have it worse off than me,
To that statement, I fully...
if I could still feel,
Inside my soul I believe nothing is truly real.
Alone once again and it doesn’t even cause me pain.
I try to remember how to have blind belief gained.
I can never start again,
But I wish I could do it today,
So I could find myself,
So I could...
talking to a moth
the other evening
he was trying to break into
an electric light bulb
and fry himself on the wires
why do you fellows
pull this stunt i asked him
because it is the conventional
thing for moths or why
if that had been an uncovered
candle instead of an electric...
We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better
I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
tears. I don't know where they come from, I can turn them on just as fast. But I've been practicing this one since birth. Cry when you're a baby and you can something... It still works just differently. Not that I'm a crybaby. I don't cry when I should. Like when I broke my ribs...
I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
"She just died", "His leg was amputated", "My boyfriend broke up with me".
I am so tired of having people tell me about their problems or telling me about a family member that died. Every time a conversation stirs into something like that I just know that I'll have to spend...
I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created. Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
I feel like by never missing anyone
I demean the relationships I have.
I just can't help it.
Sometimes I wish someone in particular was with me
But those feelings are always short
By never needing anyone
When I know how much the other person misses me
I feel like I...
Stop. We hate and destroy you because you are the light that was destroyed in us by the Parental Units and DNA. Using you has nothing to do with you! It has to do with our projective hate of what we lost in our youth. Move on. We love pain and you are the mirror that we love to...
if I was diagnosed wrong or what. I have feelings for someone and I know that they are real. I love her and my kids. When I am faced with such things as her leaving me, not being able see our children, or tragic events like death I am overwhelmed with sadness. I don't fake...
Does this world disgust you as much as it does me? Not only the world but the humans that have ruined it. This world with sheep that leap to an endless sleep afraid of the dark where evil will creep but all they do is get melted by light burning them a beautiful sight. They dont...
of me. Which is a good thing probably. When I was a delinquent in my teenage years, I knew that I wasn't the classic bad boy. I knew I was different. And now when I act all classy and polite I know for sure that I'm not really that gentle. My whole life has been a sub conscious...
but I'm not going to kill myself because that's against my religion. I would like to be religious someday. I almost killed someone once. none of my friends or family know but I have been involved in fights since I was 16, I have been stabbed 2 times, once in the thigh and the...
Come into your room.
I need to take your vitals.
You look funny. Sweaty.
I hover over you, your eyes aren't focusing.
I ask if you are alright, over and over.
You won't answer, but you grip my hand [gloved, so I allow it].
[This gesture is rather futile.]
where no one sees
An empty wrong looking for right
Among a barren disease
I ***** my soul to feel alive
It brings no pain nor tears
An indifferent stain, out of touch
It's been this way for years
No echos feed my screams for help
For emotion is just a lie
I see the world in...
an emotional sack of hormones wouldn't it? I love to manipulate the weak minded at the tip of my finger. Doing everything I say because they're "in love" with me. I sometimes wish I could feel this emotion that they're constantly telling me they're feeling about me.
worship the God within you, worship no one else.
If you are going to have a tyrant in your life, let that be the part of you that is critical of you, make that your only tyrant.
Don't give anybody else power outside your physical form to be a tyrant who can control or...
I'm 14 and was diagnosed as a
High-Functioning Sociopath last year.
I find normal people to be really stupid and boring. Everyone fumbling around trying to be noticed. I act like I care about other people but really I wish they would do me a favor and just jump off...
now I'm emotionless
Like a void of darkness
A calm sea with no waves
The crickets chirping in the distance
Waiting for an owl
To break the gentle waves
Of humming insects
Waiting for the sailboat
To come slashing and cutting
Through the bland, motionless sea
I guess you...
There might be spelling or grammatical errors, deal.
1) Golden Rule.
These words are the most dangerous ones you can hear having not committed a crime.
A danger to yourself and/or others.
Read up on the DSM-5 make sure that if you’re ever under scrutiny that you do not...
not because I'll be on death row, or because I'm going to be the FBI's most wanted, but because you need me. You need a guy in a suit. You need a guy with knowledge. A law degree. A fearless man who thinks on his feet and makes the decisions that most people can't make but are...
Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth.
You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
I stumbled upon this while cruising the Oatmeal website.I am not sure why, but I find this to be a novel piece of entertainment.Inspiring and entertaining are hard to come by.theoatmeal.com/comics/tesla
To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either.
My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
I don't believe half the people who claim to be sociopaths. I will admit that all who claim that (especially using their real identities) are certainly screwed up individuals. Why should you believe me that I am? Who cares? Just read. The labels really don't matter. Narcissist...
personality. I turn into a different person without thinking it's like I really have no personality just react to my surroundings. I've learned to blend in. No one knows the true me because there is no true me
kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more.
It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth.
It seems like a...
In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend.
Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
so annoying at times. All that maintenance, all that foreplay chit-chat before getting to the point ... GAWD!!!!
Of course to be able to get regularly the info I need on some subject I cannot just directly and bluntly ask .... I have first to inquire of the day, mood and all...
everyday. I hate pretending to laugh at there stupid unfunny jokes and pretending to care about there irrelevant existing life. I feel like grabbing them by the throat and screaming "i'm not ******* interested, but instead of hurting you i'm going to preoccupy my time with...
or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
who is a social chameleon... An emotional vampire... A socio/psychopath. I learnt how to read his actions in a way no 8 year old kid should. I have been in the line of fire too many times to count, I have witnessed unbelievable violence and socially unexceptable actions...
You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers.
Just to clear things up...
Yes, you really are