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I Am a Sociopath

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    Inspiration.

    I stumbled upon this while cruising the Oatmeal website.I am not sure why, but I find this to be a novel piece of entertainment.Inspiring and entertaining are hard to come by.theoatmeal.com/comics/tesla
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 17, 2013

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    I Thought I Was A Sociopath

    per topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They...
    functionalminimalist functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    What do you do when you feel the urge.

    .. well... I have this thing with blood. Since I was a little kid, I have this thing. To be honest, I had to cut my skin up for years before and did this only to see BLOOD. To take pictures of blood, to play with blood. My blood, someone else's blood... I don't even care. But I...
    EvilMango EvilMango 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I Am A Sociopath - A Coming Out Story.

    Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation. Well this in a sense is self...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 13 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    I love destroying the lives of people

    who irritate me. It gives me such a euphoric high.
    dollxparts dollxparts 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 7

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 125 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    Right Or Wrong?

    In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend. Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 16 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    Misunderstood Monster

    Does this world disgust you as much as it does me? Not only the world but the humans that have ruined it. This world with sheep that leap to an endless sleep afraid of the dark where evil will creep but all they do is get melted by light burning them a beautiful sight. They dont...
    AkkiNeko AkkiNeko 18-21, F 11 Responses May 18, 2013

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    I have never considered the idea

    that I may be a sociopath, however my psychologist recently began discussing the possibility with me and pointing out how my behavior can be very egocentric and I show little empathy. For example my girlfriend came home crying because of a death in her family and I was very...
    TheMarlboroMan07 TheMarlboroMan07 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 3

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    World was too bright today.

    Perhaps I didn't get enough sleep. Had to step into a Wal-Mart before midnight, annoying. People awake, talking, stopping in the middle of aisles. I want to get whatever my father requested, purchase it and go home. Shopping is not supposed to be this difficult, but people...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 25

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    Childhood Mussings

    We all come to know we are different at some point of time in the childhood. And for me it wasn't too life changing. The actual acceptance of the label was a bit of a longer road. At first I was like, no I can't be, because if I am I must be a killer, a devil incarnate and all...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 27, 2013

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    I might be a sociopath.

    I've hidden my true self behind a bubbly personality for years and it's exhausting.
    lilithborn lilithborn 18-21, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    This is really more a question

    than an experience, but has anyone suppressed their more violent urges through fantasy? Whether it's torture or just killing, I generally calm myself down if I imagine a scenario where whatever it is that's annoying me is eliminated. (I'm not going into detail here.) Sometimes I...
    Cirieneve Cirieneve 18-21, F 8 Responses Sep 30

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    I'm bored, so I figure the responses to this

    should at least be interesting considering what I'm going to ask. I'd stick this under 'Ask Question', but I figure this is a bit more about me than just in general. So now it's a story. First thing though, before people start talking about things. I suspect that I'm a...
    Cirieneve Cirieneve 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 9

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    Dear Mom

      Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth. You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    Have you ever had sex (as a sociopath of

    course) with another sociopath/psychopath? Can you tell me about it? Is it different than having sex with someone who hasn't have ASPD, and if so, how exactly? I keep thinking about it a lot lately, so I'm asking this question out of curiosity.
    EvilMango EvilMango 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Patient.

    Come into your room. I need to take your vitals. You look funny. Sweaty. [Haha.] I hover over you, your eyes aren't focusing. I ask if you are alright, over and over. [Nope.] You won't answer, but you grip my hand [gloved, so I allow it]. [This gesture is rather futile.] I tell...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    This animal inside, Lurking about.

    .. Hunting for its next meal. The man cant control the horses, my chariot is falling....
    InspiredSocrates InspiredSocrates 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have a question for sociopaths.

    Can you relate to children better than to adults? If so, why? As children are very vulnerable, do you target them to hurt them emotionally or physically more than adults? If not, why? I am not a sociopath, I was just wondering.
    djustin22 djustin22 26-30, M 9 Responses Oct 4

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    Social interactions with the non ASPD can be

    so annoying at times. All that maintenance, all that foreplay chit-chat before getting to the point ... GAWD!!!! Of course to be able to get regularly the info I need on some subject I cannot just directly and bluntly ask .... I have first to inquire of the day, mood and all...
    iceShadow iceShadow 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 10

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    My Body, My Vehicle.

    This is my body, it belongs to me and only me. I use it as I see fit. It is a vehicle over which I have control. Humans are beings intertwined with their vehicles to the point they become them. Dumb bodies of meat that think they have souls, free will and purpose, or some other...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 1 Response Nov 14, 2013

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    Superficial.

    I stand, looking. Your mirror is spotty. I stare. I see the eyebrows, the lines. Move down. Too big, too small. Doing better, improving. Far better than others do when they started out looking like I did. I hear you knocking. Stop knocking, I'll be out in a minute. I made dinner...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 1, 2013

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    You ask me how I can be

    so nonchalant .. It makes me smirk when I tell you it's because I can't possibly care.
    SmartVixen SmartVixen 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 29

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    Walking down the street I am ever aware.

    Most of the people I pass are accustomed to normalcy, it is in their nature, How is this? For this reason I watch them, I observe them. How can I act more normal? For these reasons I feel like I am more aware when walking in public, I am always thinking and watching, unlike...
    MrOllie MrOllie 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 26

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    Surreal(1)

    I don't lose my patience often. When I do, its abrupt,sudden, a seminal spurt of passion. The affable thing is I can't hold grudges. This flusters me; some people need a pencil sticking out their eye, their tongues stapled. I'm always fragmenting my actions. Perhaps, this arises...
    xylazam xylazam 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    I have not had the pleasure of addressing

    people of my kind in quite a long time. Recently i have found it very hard to control my compulsive need to lie. I have also been receiving much needed attention from my peers at school. The girl that i have been shagging for the past few months has turned her back on me...
    AFARASHLEY AFARASHLEY 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 9

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    I, when I am really-really bored with life,

    just go to psychiatric hospitals, well, the ones working with group therapies and all, not real hospitals... you get it. Am I the only one who do this sometimes just for fun? I can fake almost everything, but most of the time I fake BPD, very easy to fake, very easy to "relate...
    EvilMango EvilMango 22-25, F 8 Responses Sep 24

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    Statement.

    "You have wronged innocent people for no good reason." I find this statement rather entertaining. "Innocent" and "wronged" are more subjective words. I thought society didn't consider it 'wrong' to put someone who is bothering you into their place? I don't wake up in the morning...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Strategy. Why do I even need a strategy?

    A plan on how to act and behave? Because those around me will not accept reality. This further broods my anger. I have a way that I act, I try to please, I look for what people want and the basic things expected in normal behaviour, and I attempt to reciprocate them. After that...
    MrOllie MrOllie 26-30, M 10 hrs ago

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    It seems as if when my intelligence is

    squandered, my animal propensities take over. In other words, do not get bored. -Socrates
    InspiredSocrates InspiredSocrates 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Who are some celebs you suspect to be

    sociopaths? I know good ones can usually hide it but jw if there's any specific person you guys suspect
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 24

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    Who Believes the Self-confessed Sociopath?

    I don't believe half the people who claim to be sociopaths. I will admit that all who claim that (especially using their real identities) are certainly screwed up individuals. Why should you believe me that I am? Who cares? Just read. The labels really don't matter. Narcissist...
    gewissenlos gewissenlos 26-30, M 143 Responses Jun 14, 2008

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    Hey, So Religion! I haven't been on this site

    in so long I've forgotten even my own past stories, and I am not sure if I have posted this before or not, so If I have, I am doing it again. I was reminded of this topic after responding to an idiot comment about a sociopath who was also a practicing muslim. I just do not...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Recently I have been contacted by someone

    who brings promise of a better future. To some extent I believe there is, and I believe they could help. But some lives arnt worth helping my friend, I'll let you make your own judgement call after reading this. I have a strong feeling they will be reading this. If not, this is...
    Cheshirethecat Cheshirethecat 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 24

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    My mother called me today to see how I was

    doing with living in my new city. She started crying and it was so hard not to tell her to shut the **** up. I probably would've, if only I wasn't on speaker phone and that my mother would've screamed. It kinda shocked me a bit considering that my mother has never cried before...
    whentheyscream whentheyscream 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 29

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    I would need some advice.

    I've known this guy for more than a decade now and we've been married for 6 years. We have two wonderful little kids together. He's 28, really charming and sweet, runs a very successful business. The only problem is that, as I've recently found out, he's been diagnosed with anti...
    maryevert maryevert 26-30, F 7 Responses Sep 24

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    I wonder to what extent intelligence fosters

    the environment for suppressed emotions. Even saying that I am a sociopath sounds so wrong to me. Without alcohol and drugs, I have grown so much... This growth has made me cold and logical. I do not feel for people that do not have use to me, but I can certainly empathize...
    InspiredSocrates InspiredSocrates 22-25, M 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 16 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    So, reading these post again

    and been inspired to write a story I have no idea where it is going to go. Again a lot your a soc no your not. People a soc doesn't care. Those who check out my comment ever notice they are short and sweet. Ya know why that's all it needs. People wonder how I know I'm a soc...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 121 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    I have just realized

    that I am a Sociopath. I have left a wake destruction behind me. I have two children that I truly care about. I'm divorced and I am starting to understand that there is a a void inside of me. I think I'm smart although it has taken 46 years for me to figure it out. Anyway I...
    Shaazaam Shaazaam 46-50, M 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 11 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    It never stop amazing me how many times you can

    kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more. It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 10 Responses Feb 17

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    -Police detective: you killed him didn't you?

    -Suspect: no I didn't. -Police detective: witnesses said they saw you push him off the cliff. -Suspect: that's correct. -Police detective: so, you admit it. You did kill Mr. John Doe. -Suspect: ok, I admit to pushing him. But, I didn't I killed the guy. -Police detective...
    adamfducas adamfducas 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 29

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    I want to **** every girl I walk by at my

    campus. The flirting only does so much for me, all I want is to slam them against the wall and dominate their body. In public. Is that too much to ask for?
    Patrikios Patrikios 18-21, M 5 Responses Sep 22

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    Short Story of My Life.

    In my life the earliest memory I have is when I was around three, all I really remember is my mother’s boyfriend beating her up. It’s a rather vague memory but after hearing things later about that night I figured out what I was remembering.  ...
    Syquinus Syquinus 22-25 9 Responses Jul 17, 2009

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    Shaazaam Shaazaam 46-50, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 2

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    Hi there, I know a few sociopaths in my life

    and what I find interesting is that most of them seem to have a "moral codex". I am wondering whether you also have something like that which defines some "lines you would never cross" or whether you don't care.
    nemaj nemaj 22-25, M 5 Responses Oct 13

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    Something I find extremely idiotic is

    when people say "my other half". Oh, so you require another person to justify your existence? Are you really so insecure that you value someone else as being half of who you are? How pathetic.
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 18 Responses Jun 21

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    To be or not to be , is a question really ,

    in this life you have a chance to fake yourself to anyone you want as soon as you meet them , it could be a one night stand , friends , a committed relationship , but common who thinks of that when you barely know the thing , but sadly I do that , when I meet you , I decide what...
    turntechbiology turntechbiology 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    For those of you who read my stories it's 4:20

    and the crazy train is pulling into the station. Some people say we have no emotions , and I'm going to show examples that I do 1) With these Ebola victims, it saddens me when I hear one died. I mean after all they can't infect anyone else. Isn't that compassion? I don't...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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