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I Am a Sociopath

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    violent, dark, sex is what I want.

    I nice had this crazy socio who practically begged for my reaper to come our during sex. She wanted more and more...I should have dug deeper. I want..need some sociopathic sex. **** **** ****
    JonathanCTVirgo JonathanCTVirgo 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 15

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    It kind of disgusts me how many emos,

    and depressed attention seekers hashtag their pictures on Instagram under sociopath, psychopath, and aspd. These are the people i'm going to start targeting.
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 2 Responses May 20

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 11 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    are you a good person?

    or do you lack the courage to be evil?
    DarcytheProxy DarcytheProxy 16-17, M 7 Responses Jun 8

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    So for those of you who have following the

    death of my mom, she's not dead yet. But it's been really cool lately. She's staying with my bro across the country. It is wonderful not having to see her, hear her. No more watching my step so I don't actually bump into her. No more watching for signs the roller coaster of...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 2 days ago

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 120 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    There isn't much to say.

    I have all the characteristics of a human being. But, not a single, tangible emotion. I feel no guilt or remorse and my conscience has ceased to aid me in my doings. There's no turning back
    BeingMe98 BeingMe98 16-17, M 3 Responses Jun 6

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    sex is nothing for me

    but a primal instinct but I'm devious in my thoughts. I don't want to rape but I do long for the fear in their eyes questioning whether or not I'm actually "there" or if I let go. I've mastered control of my urges but I love the waves of pleasure that course through me when I'm...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    This Is Another Rant.. About You.

    You people are bothering me. I came to this website to enjoy the experiences of my sociopathic kin and instead I am being pestered by the inane ramblings of the imbecilic. There are 844 people in this group. Out of those people there are 3 categories of people. The sociopathsThe...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    last night I was awaken by a cats meow.

    I heard this through 3 doors and a set of stairs. it was at my door. I could feel the urge starting in my heart and spreading like warm waves through my body. I wanted so badly to let it in. I laid in bed pondering what I'd do to it. I settled on strangling it. I didn't do it...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    MaladaptedReason MaladaptedReason 22-25, M Jun 17

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    Everyone serves a purpose.

    Even those who think them selves your betters are often times just ripples in a pond. The game is not to be the drop or the source of the drop; it's to be the reason it fell.
    soundsofexile soundsofexile 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 23

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    I Am A Sociopath - A Coming Out Story.

    Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation. Well this in a sense is self...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 11 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    It's rather irritating

    when people think "sociopath" is a simile for "murderer". It's perhaps even more irritating that everyone assumes that sociopaths cannot feel. From my experience, the feeling is far more shallow than everyone else describes but it's there nonetheless. I don't "get" empathy...
    AzuraSkies AzuraSkies 16-17 2 Responses Mar 3

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    I don't get social cues.

    I can recognize them but I am usually at a loss for words. there was a time where my wits were sharp and I could blend in with ease. each friend of mine was given a custom made personality tailored from theirs. practically mirroring with my own touch. but after two years of...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Maybe I am and maybe I'm not,

    but either way I am better than you.
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 7 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    Dear Mom

      Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth. You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    I am. If you people(who are not sociopath,

    ) have questions, ask about us.
    REDEAL REDEAL 70+, M 1 Response Jun 19

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    -Police detective: you killed him didn't you?

    -Suspect: no I didn't. -Police detective: witnesses said they saw you push him off the cliff. -Suspect: that's correct. -Police detective: so, you admit it. You did kill Mr. John Doe. -Suspect: ok, I admit to pushing him. But, I didn't I killed the guy. -Police detective...
    ilovescience808 ilovescience808 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    Good evening boys and girls,

    I'm 420 and time to take a ride on the crazy train. So I"ve been thinking about the "End of Days", no not mine, or mom's either for that matter, but the whole Apocalypse thing. See the other day I noticed some Aztech artwork on this dude and it got me thinking, when the...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 17 hrs ago

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    As far back as i can remember i've always felt

    empty, or emotionally grey. The only emotions i feel are anger, disgust and frustration. I only feel a real sense of joy when hurting people, pulling a fast one on someone, or manipulating someone and gaining their trust. I have no real moral conscience, i know things are wrong...
    twistedview twistedview 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Who Believes the Self-confessed Sociopath?

    I don't believe half the people who claim to be sociopaths. I will admit that all who claim that (especially using their real identities) are certainly screwed up individuals. Why should you believe me that I am? Who cares? Just read. The labels really don't matter. Narcissist...
    gewissenlos gewissenlos 26-30, M 142 Responses Jun 14, 2008

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    Surreal(1)

    I don't lose my patience often. When I do, its abrupt,sudden, a seminal spurt of passion. The affable thing is I can't hold grudges. This flusters me; some people need a pencil sticking out their eye, their tongues stapled. I'm always fragmenting my actions. Perhaps, this arises...
    xylazam xylazam 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    I married a Sociopath.

    I adore my husband. What does a relationship with a sociopath look like? I am writing all about it www.myhusbandisasociopath.wordpress.com
    myhusbandisasociopath myhusbandisasociopath 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    Misunderstood Monster

    Does this world disgust you as much as it does me? Not only the world but the humans that have ruined it. This world with sheep that leap to an endless sleep afraid of the dark where evil will creep but all they do is get melted by light burning them a beautiful sight. They dont...
    akkikitsune akkikitsune 22-25, F 10 Responses May 18, 2013

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    Somebody asked the question about how I knew I

    was a soc. I never even know the traits of a sociopath never less be a soc, until I was visiting a friend for the last time before he went down for the third time. He said we could never be more then friends because I was a soc. I went home that day and looked up the traits of...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F Jun 12

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    Social interactions with the non ASPD can be

    so annoying at times. All that maintenance, all that foreplay chit-chat before getting to the point ... GAWD!!!! Of course to be able to get regularly the info I need on some subject I cannot just directly and bluntly ask .... I have first to inquire of the day, mood and all...
    iceShadow iceShadow 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    Right Or Wrong?

    In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend. Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 17 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    Not really, but I need help in blackmailing

    some creepy guy. So I work at a fast food place as a causal and I mainly work at the front counter. What happened this guy who is dad of one of the girls I work with started talking to me, while waiting to pick up his daughter (I didn't really care about it because I talk to...
    escapedexperiment escapedexperiment 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Something I find extremely idiotic is

    when people say "my other half". Oh, so you require another person to justify your existence? Are you really so insecure that you value someone else as being half of who you are? How pathetic.
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 15 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    I love when she cries.

    I love when she's a mess and weak. exposed. she's hated and I couldn't be more pleased. the only thing that would make it better is if I could wrap my hands around her throat and see the fear in her eyes. to feel her laboring muscles trying to swallow. But it's nice to dream.
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 7 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    I am 18 years old and

    since I was 8 or 9 years old I knew I was different. Right now I am really conscious I am a sociopath and always end up ******* people up emotionally. Sometimes I think about stopping myself because I think I don't want to do it but it is more complicated than that because in...
    Layshka Layshka 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 17

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    My father taught me a great deal through out my

    life. Not in conventional ways I guess. We had no hart felt talks. He didn't take me fishing. If he showed much affection it was usually short lived. Instead my father taught me through constant challenge. Nothing as good enough for him, My grades, sports. He would criticize my...
    InsconpicuouslyExposed InsconpicuouslyExposed 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This honestly disgusts me.

    How can someone be so pathetic to add psychopath under their hashtags as well as suicidal, sad ect ect. It seems some people just scream for attention and others approval. Pathetic sheep.
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 5 Responses Jun 27

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    I'm Married, I won't say how long.

    though it has been quite some time. I'm pretty sure she's in denial of my little secret. She frequently mistakes things I do to manipulate the system. For benevolence or genorosity. She will mistake an opolagy for guilt. I know how to function in society. sometimes we can't...
    InsconpicuouslyExposed InsconpicuouslyExposed 31-35, M 4 hrs ago

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    Being Reborn.

    Hello. I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
    Sociopathforabetterfuture Sociopathforabetterfuture 22-25, F 10 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    lately I've been craving to make someone my

    thing. my object. searching and analyzing always brings on a nice buzz.
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    For every situation I have a different

    personality. I turn into a different person without thinking it's like I really have no personality just react to my surroundings. I've learned to blend in. No one knows the true me because there is no true me
    AGTripleD AGTripleD 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 11

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 149 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 18 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    power is meaningless

    if people can see you wield it. subtlety is the key to keeping it.
    InsconpicuouslyExposed InsconpicuouslyExposed 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I know there are some people reading my stories

    so… hope you enjoy. For those of you on Team Mom, I like to say thank you for caring her, (because you know someone probably should). You may think I am being mean,and to show I am not a big bad uncaring monster you assume I am, here is a list of 10 5 things I will miss when...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 17 hrs ago

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    As he looked me in the eye I turned on the

    tears. I don't know where they come from, I can turn them on just as fast. But I've been practicing this one since birth. Cry when you're a baby and you can something... It still works just differently. Not that I'm a crybaby. I don't cry when I should. Like when I broke my ribs...
    SmartVixen SmartVixen 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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