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I Am a Sociopath

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    Dear Mom

      Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth. You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    So yesterday i was leaning against a tree in

    the park. Watching the man who owes me several hundred dollars. He's sitting on a bench, watching the children play on the playground. I see it in his eyes. He gets some sexual gratification from children. This got me thinking of an idea. If he doesn't pay up by next week. I'm...
    kleptonic kleptonic 22-25, M 10 Responses Jan 1

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    I wish I wasn't. It'd be nice to degrade into

    an emotional sack of hormones wouldn't it? I love to manipulate the weak minded at the tip of my finger. Doing everything I say because they're "in love" with me. I sometimes wish I could feel this emotion that they're constantly telling me they're feeling about me. Some people...
    Mastixz Mastixz 13-15, M 4 Responses Feb 21, 2015

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    My idea of a personal heaven would be,

    Ted Bundy, both the columbine high shooters, Richard Ramirez and i. Watching the laval waterfalls of hell while in a dark corner of a nightclub drinking jack Daniels and talking about their first hand experiences of killing.
    kleptonic kleptonic 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 22

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    So i recently made a Facebook account.

    Oh my ******* god. The amount of narcissists and emotionally needy people, is this heaven? I feel like a little kid in a candy store. So many people to choose from.
    kleptonic kleptonic 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    It's rather irritating

    when people think "sociopath" is a simile for "murderer". It's perhaps even more irritating that everyone assumes that sociopaths cannot feel. From my experience, the feeling is far more shallow than everyone else describes but it's there nonetheless. I don't "get" empathy...
    AzuraSkies AzuraSkies 16-17 2 Responses Mar 3, 2015

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    It kind of disgusts me how many emos,

    and depressed attention seekers hashtag their pictures on Instagram under sociopath, psychopath, and aspd. These are the people i'm going to start targeting.
    powershark powershark 16-17, M 1 Response May 20, 2015

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    As a Sociopath this is my point of view from

    how the world views what Sociopathy must be. People argue saying sociopathy & psychopathy are the same when I entirely disagree. Considering the names themselves derives from the nature it comes from should be an obvious distinction considering "socio" from social conditions...
    Socio1172 Socio1172 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    I think every sociopath should have someone in

    their life with whom they can be themselves with. It's relaxing to shed the charade and just be yourself.
    Sancearay Sancearay 22-25, F 7 Responses Jul 2, 2015

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    Losing a family member is

    so weird. My favourite cousin committed suicide this evening by driving onto the train tracks, and while I was shocked I have yet to experienced sadness, grief, remorse or anything that you're supposed to feel even when you are in the 'denial stage'. I held my sister as she...
    mcins109 mcins109 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 7

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    Does anyone else feel like The Offspring's

    You're Gonna Go Far Kid is their theme song?
    SteamyPile SteamyPile 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 9

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    I am sure many of my fellow sociopaths can

    relate to this post. As I research sociopathy having recently realized I am a sociopath, I grow weary of the misinformation circulating on the web, regarding people who have been diagnosed as sociopaths. Usually it is the self-proclaimed empaths, who assume all sociopaths are...
    Hisdesertjewel Hisdesertjewel 31-35, F 6 Responses Nov 6, 2015

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    Even in here, a place of problems feeling I

    feel alienated. Sure I feel murderous desire but its not very important. I've been told these delve far into my emotional chasm, I'd like opinions on them. They are just me talking to my psychotic side. Number 1 http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1460472/a-conversation-with-my-love...
    twistedrope twistedrope 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 18, 2015

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    Surreal(1)

    I don't lose my patience often. When I do, its abrupt,sudden, a seminal spurt of passion. The affable thing is I can't hold grudges. This flusters me; some people need a pencil sticking out their eye, their tongues stapled. I'm always fragmenting my actions. Perhaps, this arises...
    xylazam xylazam 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 18 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    it is fascinating reading how many of you feel

    you have been blessed with Sociopathy, because your cat died and you didnt cry
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21, 2015

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    quick update on the guy

    who owed me money: he paid it back lol. And here i was about to act irrational.
    kleptonic kleptonic 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 7 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    I am in a crossroad in my personal evolution.

    One part of me desires to buy a nice car, look good and make money. I want people working for me, not with me, I desire to use people, I want to manipulate and control people, I want to withdraw from humanity and become less empathetic, less human. I want to be violent and...
    MetaPhysicalCreature MetaPhysicalCreature 18-21 6 Responses Jan 17

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    The only reason I dont cheat in life is

    because I wear it as a badge of honor to get other women to think I’m the perfect man. But I’ve dumped women at the drop of a dime if they inconvenienced my life in any substantial way. (without a bit of remorse). Its hard for me to stay erect or finish inside a women...
    Tryingtochange29 Tryingtochange29 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2015

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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      I am new year

    and I thought I'd start of by asking a question before answering myself. I want to know how other sociopaths deal with Christmas and especially if they have a large family? Any response would be great. Thanks
    mcpsp mcpsp 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 26, 2015

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    My mom is near death,

    I mean really near death like I'm pretty sure I hear the death rattle starting in the next room and all my research says it's between hours ( yea) or days( boo). Was reading a post earlier about how to be after being told someone has an illness. Hel, death is an illness. Now...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I Thought I Was A Sociopath

    per topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They...
    functionalminimalist functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 170 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    So I am a sociopath. I've known

    for a very long time of my condition. I freely don't come out and tell people because they fear what they do not understand. If they fear me I can not control them. I have perfected my technics the past 20yrs. Sometimes it's just like breathing. But , now it seems like my anger...
    tcoz6982 tcoz6982 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 23

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    Why hello! I've been on here before,

    possibly under the same name, I don't know, I deleted my previous account when it stopped being useful to me. Some of you may recognize the way I write, or the fact that I'm a Communist, as there aren't a whole ton of us. I'm on here simply for catharsis. What I mean is, I am...
    JohnMoreDread JohnMoreDread 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I don't understand why the "normal" people out

    there think it's bad to have ASPD. I try to be honest and nice. I only get hostile when someone is trying to screw me. But when people get to know me and understand how I operate, they accuse me of being cold like its my fault I don't care that their dog died. I've been trying...
    SteamyPile SteamyPile 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Social interactions with the non ASPD can be

    so annoying at times. All that maintenance, all that foreplay chit-chat before getting to the point ... GAWD!!!! Of course to be able to get regularly the info I need on some subject I cannot just directly and bluntly ask .... I have first to inquire of the day, mood and all...
    iceShadow iceShadow 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    How did you figure it out?

    Were you just simply diagnosed. Or did you figure it out for yourself? I figured it out when I was really young. like around 12 years old or so. Of course I didn't know about it at the time. All I knew was that I was different. I strangled(crushed?) a kitten at my cousins farm...
    CagedOwl CagedOwl 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 7

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    I Am A Sociopath - A Coming Out Story.

    Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation. Well this in a sense is self...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 10 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    Holy crap sociopaths are idiots.

    Has anyone ever tried to manipulate another sociopath? RIDICULOUSLY EASY. I wish it wasn't and I really feel like it shouldn't be but let me pose this question to you fine people, whether claiming to be sociopaths because you read an article online, you think it sounds cool, you...
    moralinsanity moralinsanity 31-35, F 9 Responses Aug 30, 2015

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    As he looked me in the eye I turned on the

    tears. I don't know where they come from, I can turn them on just as fast. But I've been practicing this one since birth. Cry when you're a baby and you can something... It still works just differently. Not that I'm a crybaby. I don't cry when I should. Like when I broke my ribs...
    SmartVixen SmartVixen 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    I set up a trap today to catch a squirrel.

    I got peanut butter and bird seed (they seem to like it) I waited 45 minutes for one even to get near the cage. another 15 for it t go inside. I'm standing at the door waiting with my knife. Flicking it open and shutting it with impatience. The black little fuzz-ball stretches...
    CagedOwl CagedOwl 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 7

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    So I killed three rabbits today.

    The cat brought them home with cracked skulls, skinned flesh and burst eyeballs and being the 'animal person' of the family I was designated to put them down. So I smashed their heads in with a hammer and the only thing I really felt was a mild disgust as I felt their muscle...
    mcins109 mcins109 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 3

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    I like reading the posts from these evidently

    lonely and retarded people who post here, claiming to be sociopathic in an attempt to be edgey or a special snowflake. Ex: lol I'm so hardcore I like reading stories about dead people, look at me! I would never claim to be a sociopath for attention, yet the BS you fuglies post...
    iwanttobealoser iwanttobealoser 18-21 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Haha I'm not really,

    but when else will I get to say it
    Licksuckspank Licksuckspank 31-35, F Nov 9, 2015

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 120 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    Something I find extremely idiotic is

    when people say "my other half". Oh, so you require another person to justify your existence? Are you really so insecure that you value someone else as being half of who you are? How pathetic.
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 15 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 12 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    it has been a rather long time

    since I wrote anything. I took a step back to observe behaviors so I could try to learn and mimic better. I learned that I cannot for the life of me mimic these emo brats. This "struggle is real." "life out to get me." "no one understands"crap just boggles my mind. They are...
    AshTheShade AshTheShade 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    Being Reborn.

    Hello. I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
    Sociopathforabetterfuture Sociopathforabetterfuture 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    I am reading so much bullshit written by

    self-proclaimed empaths, with blog spot URL's, a seething hatred for socio/psychopaths, and no notable degrees in psychology whatsoever. What do empaths know about us anyways and why is the world so quick to lump us all into one group and say things like we all deserve to be...
    IndigopathicChild IndigopathicChild 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2015

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    For every situation I have a different

    personality. I turn into a different person without thinking it's like I really have no personality just react to my surroundings. I've learned to blend in. No one knows the true me because there is no true me
    AGTripleD AGTripleD 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 11, 2015

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