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I Am a Sociopath

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    I had a conversation with a close friend of

    mine the other day and I found it interesting. Backstory; he is the same age as me and likes this other girl that is also the same age. He met her over the summer and now he is thinking about arranging a marriage with her. Note that she is already in an arranged marriage with...
    JoeVan JoeVan 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 12

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    I was diagnosed as a sociopath

    when I was 15, which was surprising considering that I lived in Nunavut at that time. I grew up with my dad and my grandma who I generally call my mom since she is. My birth mother, Ameilia, was a drug attic and loved her drugs more than me. She was 13 years old when she had me...
    socionarcotics socionarcotics 22-25, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    It never stop amazing me how many times you can

    kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more. It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 10 Responses Feb 17

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    Has anybody on here been told

    that they have a 'weird stare'? I'm asking because I was in the living room with my mother earlier and she was speaking to me. I wasn't really listening to what she was saying. But she said with a grit in her voice 'stop staring at me like that' and I had no idea what she was...
    JoeVan JoeVan 16-17, M 7 Responses Sep 6

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    Well I might have a story a sociopath might

    like to hear. I am a high functioning schizo-affective who loves a sociopath. For those who don't know a schizo-affective has the opposite feelings of a normal person. I love my sociopath girlfriend, we go on dates in the maximum security jail she is at she she says jokes about...
    schizoguy schizoguy 36-40, M 3 Responses Sep 14

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    Who Believes the Self-confessed Sociopath?

    I don't believe half the people who claim to be sociopaths. I will admit that all who claim that (especially using their real identities) are certainly screwed up individuals. Why should you believe me that I am? Who cares? Just read. The labels really don't matter. Narcissist...
    gewissenlos gewissenlos 26-30, M 143 Responses Jun 14, 2008

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    Childhood Mussings

    We all come to know we are different at some point of time in the childhood. And for me it wasn't too life changing. The actual acceptance of the label was a bit of a longer road. At first I was like, no I can't be, because if I am I must be a killer, a devil incarnate and all...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 27, 2013

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    In my "friend group" we all laugh,

    smile and all that bullcrap. Do you ever think they know I don't care? Doubtful. For the most, seeing us believing. I'll adapt to any role I'll need and use them as much as I like. Give them free trinkets and gifts, drag them in so they believe I have their best intrest. But...
    Cheshirethecat Cheshirethecat 18-21, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    What really annoys me is

    when someone finds out what I am, they automatically think they know everything about me and how my mind works. The biggest mistake you just made is thinking that. Especially when they describe the 'mask' that we all use to hide ourselves. There is no mask, there is just me...
    TheBlackQueen TheBlackQueen 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 7

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    I Thought I Was A Sociopath

    per topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They...
    functionalminimalist functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    I want to talk to sociopaths on here,

    I think I'm halfway there. I want someone to talk to about world views
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    I want to **** every girl I walk by at my

    campus. The flirting only does so much for me, all I want is to slam them against the wall and dominate their body. In public. Is that too much to ask for?
    Patrikios Patrikios 18-21, M 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 8 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    I am convinced that the crippling boredom is

    what will kill me one day. People say they're bored all the bloody time: sitting in class, nothing on the telly, etc. But this, the tedious skin-itching boredom that I know a lot of people in this group probably experience... it's excruciating. It makes me want to tear wallpaper...
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    I actually read a book

    that I believe was written by a sociopath (or narcissist at least) from the perspective of the female empath in the story - which is unusual. It's a dark love story and she starts to take on some of her sociopath boyfriend's traits, making me wonder if everyone is actually...
    LyndseyStrong LyndseyStrong 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I want advice. I don't know

    if I'm a sociopath or not. I seem to meet the criteria but I don't quite understand. I have been an extremely manipulative person ever since my first days of nursery. Manipulation was an instinct that seemed to be triggered by an impulse. I see people on here talk so...
    JoeVan JoeVan 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 4

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    I can't trust people.

    So I manipulate them before they get to me. I feel that the whole world is against me. Call me paranoid or cynical. I just feel the need to attack or control before it becomes me. I am very aggressive and threatening hence the name heavy handed. It's lazy, but it works with my...
    EpikEcko EpikEcko 18-21 3 Responses Jun 27

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    I think a lot of people are sociopaths simply

    because they see the world for what it is, like too intellegent for their own good. I don't think it's always because of a tramatic experence.
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Short Story of My Life.

    In my life the earliest memory I have is when I was around three, all I really remember is my mother’s boyfriend beating her up. It’s a rather vague memory but after hearing things later about that night I figured out what I was remembering.  ...
    Syquinus Syquinus 22-25 9 Responses Jul 17, 2009

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 26

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    Maybe I am and maybe I'm not,

    but either way I am better than you.
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 7 Responses Sep 10

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    My ex-girlfriend called me today

    and asked if there was a way to have a relationship, despite living in different cities. I decided to string her along a bit. It was quite amusing. Then when she asked if it meant we were together, I ended the conversation and she kept ringing after that. It's annoying and...
    whentheyscream whentheyscream 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 121 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 125 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 11 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    I Am A Sociopath - A Coming Out Story.

    Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation. Well this in a sense is self...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 13 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    Misunderstood Monster

    Does this world disgust you as much as it does me? Not only the world but the humans that have ruined it. This world with sheep that leap to an endless sleep afraid of the dark where evil will creep but all they do is get melted by light burning them a beautiful sight. They dont...
    AkkiNeko AkkiNeko 18-21, F 11 Responses May 18, 2013

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    Being Reborn.

    Hello. I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
    Sociopathforabetterfuture Sociopathforabetterfuture 22-25, F 10 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    Dear Mom

      Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth. You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    I received my diagnosis in my senior year of

    high school. I always knew I was different; and that I felt that being sociopathic was a gift. I succeed because I don't feel empathy or guilt for my actions. I currently live with my father's co-worker's family. It's just the wife and his eldest daughter, Jordan(she's 20 if...
    whentheyscream whentheyscream 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 12

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    Right Or Wrong?

    In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend. Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 16 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    Is My Ex A Sociopath?

    I wanted to be a shrink once. I'm going to channel my work 'self' momentarily and give all of you questioners some advice. So, is your ex a sociopath? Here's the answer: it doesn't matter. The fact that you have been led to this line of questioning about someone else's behavior...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 2

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    My Body, My Vehicle.

    This is my body, it belongs to me and only me. I use it as I see fit. It is a vehicle over which I have control. Humans are beings intertwined with their vehicles to the point they become them. Dumb bodies of meat that think they have souls, free will and purpose, or some other...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 1 Response Nov 14, 2013

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    What says that sociopaths can't have a

    functioning relationship? I am not feel love, but I do feel affection. I have been with my girlfriend along time, and even tho I have thought of cheating I don't want to. I feel possessive of her and if any guy were to touch her, I would keep punching until he doesn't wake, I...
    Cheshirethecat Cheshirethecat 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 9

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    Inspiration.

    I stumbled upon this while cruising the Oatmeal website.I am not sure why, but I find this to be a novel piece of entertainment.Inspiring and entertaining are hard to come by.theoatmeal.com/comics/tesla
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 17, 2013

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    Well, I might be. Or possibly sociopathic.

    Or maybe not at all. I'm not sure if I have ASPD. I don't necessarily see it as a negative thing or positive thing, at all, really. I'm just curious. I could go on to say I manipulate people well, or have an exhaustible blood-lust, but I feel like that would be over-theatrical...
    quaileggs quaileggs 13-15, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    She comes to me, crying.

    "I still love you, I want to make you happy. I want to be with you." Every day for the last month. My answers get harsher an harsher and yet she continues, believing everything was her fault. "I'm sorry I was such a bad girlfriend. I promise I will change. Please give me...
    Cheshirethecat Cheshirethecat 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    This Is Another Rant.. About You.

    You people are bothering me. I came to this website to enjoy the experiences of my sociopathic kin and instead I am being pestered by the inane ramblings of the imbecilic. There are 844 people in this group. Out of those people there are 3 categories of people. The sociopathsThe...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    I suppose this is as good

    as a place as any to write about this. I'm not exactly sure how to say this, so it'll be long and rambly. Really long. I'll probably need to work my way up to this and I don't exactly know what to say. When I was in elementary, I didn't really get along with anyone, but my...
    Cirieneve Cirieneve 16-17, F 6 Responses Sep 13

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    Social interactions with the non ASPD can be

    so annoying at times. All that maintenance, all that foreplay chit-chat before getting to the point ... GAWD!!!! Of course to be able to get regularly the info I need on some subject I cannot just directly and bluntly ask .... I have first to inquire of the day, mood and all...
    iceShadow iceShadow 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 10

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 16 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    So where did it go. It wasn't love was it?

    Or what ever I think I maybe feel isn't love. Because how can I love... It doesn't make sense I don't understand it. I cant comprehend it or give it. I can "show it" but it's just that... A show. I wonder sometimes if my lust for another human is loneliness but I am reminded...
    SmartVixen SmartVixen 22-25, F Sep 5

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    -Police detective: you killed him didn't you?

    -Suspect: no I didn't. -Police detective: witnesses said they saw you push him off the cliff. -Suspect: that's correct. -Police detective: so, you admit it. You did kill Mr. John Doe. -Suspect: ok, I admit to pushing him. But, I didn't I killed the guy. -Police detective...
    adamfducas adamfducas 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Statement.

    "You have wronged innocent people for no good reason." I find this statement rather entertaining. "Innocent" and "wronged" are more subjective words. I thought society didn't consider it 'wrong' to put someone who is bothering you into their place? I don't wake up in the morning...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 3 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Surreal(1)

    I don't lose my patience often. When I do, its abrupt,sudden, a seminal spurt of passion. The affable thing is I can't hold grudges. This flusters me; some people need a pencil sticking out their eye, their tongues stapled. I'm always fragmenting my actions. Perhaps, this arises...
    xylazam xylazam 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    Patient.

    Come into your room. I need to take your vitals. You look funny. Sweaty. [Haha.] I hover over you, your eyes aren't focusing. I ask if you are alright, over and over. [Nope.] You won't answer, but you grip my hand [gloved, so I allow it]. [This gesture is rather futile.] I tell...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    Dear father, Thank you

    for divorcing my mother. I know I wasn’t very supportive when you first told me all those years ago but as a kid I was unable to see it for what it really was - a gift. All I could think of was “Who’s going to back me up when I get into another fight at school?” or...
    ColdCalculator ColdCalculator 26-30, M Sep 13

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    The Lesson of the Moth by Don Marquis i was

    talking to a moth the other evening he was trying to break into an electric light bulb and fry himself on the wires why do you fellows pull this stunt i asked him because it is the conventional thing for moths or why if that had been an uncovered candle instead of an electric...
    ColdCalculator ColdCalculator 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    In all aspects of my life i believe i am a

    sociopath. I have trampled over and sold out co-workers, people who helped me get where i am and even my former bosses to get to where i am right now as a well respected nurse. Also in my personal life. I have a wide group of friends but I've took girlfriends away from some of...
    bbats bbats 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I am bored. I am bored most of the time.

    So I go to places, play with people, I do thing to find the thrill. I do dangerous things, yes. But when I just go to random places to find something and I don't, I take pictures. This is like a ritual. I take pictures of everything, the boring, empty moments of life, to...
    EvilMango EvilMango 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 14

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    I thought that perhaps I'd found someone like

    me. But he wasn't. He's a different kind of monster but one who's emotions are just too "emotional." Definitely not at all like me.
    SmartVixen SmartVixen 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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