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I Am a Sociopath

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    For those who are legitimately sociopathic like

    actually diagnosed, not some edgy tard who's like 'imma socipaf I lie n dnt fell nuffin, sumtyms I lie 2 mi ma n get mone y lol'. How do you behave? Did ever watch a sad movie and cry or worry about things? Ex: Worry about getting fired or into a fight. Do you feel pity (not...
    escapedexperiment escapedexperiment 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    As he looked me in the eye I turned on the

    tears. I don't know where they come from, I can turn them on just as fast. But I've been practicing this one since birth. Cry when you're a baby and you can something... It still works just differently. Not that I'm a crybaby. I don't cry when I should. Like when I broke my ribs...
    SmartVixen SmartVixen 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    I do try to be nice. follow the code this world

    has given me. but i just cant keep up. faking smiles and emotions to friends and family. i don't know how to deal with it all. i do try though. i was diagnosed at 19 with antisocial personality disorder and now my doctor tells me i am sociopathy or however it is spelled. i go to...
    danielfrost1995 danielfrost1995 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I can't feel a damn thing,

    in life I hide it and pretend to care, and end up ******* with people's lives. I'm not depressed or sad, I have fun, but only get off on the pain of others. I could have all the friends in the world and not actually care about a single one of them. I am apparently incapable of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 19

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    Anyone here watch anime?

    I'm interested in your thoughts on the character of Kobayashi from 'Ranpo Kitan'. (An anime based on the works of Japanese mystery-ero-guro writer Edogawa Ranpo) Two episodes are out as of this moment. And of course Reddit and the rest of the internet are discussing it...
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 18 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    Something I find extremely idiotic is

    when people say "my other half". Oh, so you require another person to justify your existence? Are you really so insecure that you value someone else as being half of who you are? How pathetic.
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 15 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    Who Believes the Self-confessed Sociopath?

    I don't believe half the people who claim to be sociopaths. I will admit that all who claim that (especially using their real identities) are certainly screwed up individuals. Why should you believe me that I am? Who cares? Just read. The labels really don't matter. Narcissist...
    gewissenlos gewissenlos 26-30, M 142 Responses Jun 14, 2008

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    I'm quite fond of her.

    I can be myself and open. raw and bleeding. She wishes I could live in a time where I could do what I covet. She's in love with my mind. even after telling her it wouldn't faze me to lose her for any reason. she looks at me with wonder and curiosity. I like her.
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    I want people to realize

    that not all sociopaths are murderers. You are uneducated, and I am going to try and fix that. Yes, some sociopaths are known to be cruel to animals. I, myself plucked the legs of many a spider when I was young. However, I am fond of snails, cats, and pigeons, and I like my...
    Lilyfire1 Lilyfire1 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    I guess he figures because I'm divorced he may

    confide in me. he doesn't understand that mine didn't affect me. it bores me, but still I find the silver lining in knowing he's destroyed. he's one of those types who wears their heart on their sleeve. very annoying but in short helpings it's like candy.
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M Jul 12

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    It never stop amazing me how many times you can

    kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more. It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 7 Responses Feb 17, 2014

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    Bored? Try this: Whenever Hitler is brought up,

    start a discussion siding with him, and watch how quickly you can p*ss everybody else off.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 24

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    Today I got a speeding ticket,

    I was speeding through a winding road through mountain. I was by my self on the road. I don't know exactly why. The car began to slide toward the edge of the road and not once did I begin to freak out. I think I was trying to freak my self out. Luckily the officer saw my at the...
    InsconpicuouslyExposed InsconpicuouslyExposed 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 7 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 11 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    i watch people too closely.

    i know them before we ever make contact. when i find someone i want to be with for any reason i literally surrender every non mandatory part of my every day life to build a relationship. then i work hard and build trust, communication. i get completely enveloped by my want for...
    Congruent Congruent 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    Dear Mom

      Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth. You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    Quote of the day from Dexter: I'm quite sure

    most people fake an awful lot of everyday human contact. I just fake all of it.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    coming out as a Sociopath.

    before my son was born, the term had loosely been thrown around, but in time the throwing became more focused, my sons mother has BPD and slowly as her suspicions (and her use of Google) became more real, things broke down she called it off and now, my goal is to see my son at...
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 120 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    the sex was good. but all I could think about

    was jamming my thumb in her eye socket
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I'm new to EP, but I've found myself addicted

    to this group. judging by the regular names alot of you are too. is there some sort of unspoken unity behind the enjoyment? or is it just refreshing to kick out all the "normal" people and spend time in a room that's just for us ?
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I feel very empty inside like I'm not

    experiencing things to their full capacity. I feel some things but they're very soft emotions. Most of the time I feel alone, even though I have family that loves me and a boyfriend that loves me more than he should. I tend to have an anger problem that ties in with not having...
    simple321 simple321 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    To be honest, being a Sociopath doesn't bother

    me at all. But I end up getting judged for it a lot. That's life. Sometimes I'll overreact and freak out on people who provoke me, but there's nothing else I really CAN do. I hope that THIS TIME people will understand me, instead of judging me for past experiences.
    xXCronaXx xXCronaXx 18-21, F Jul 12

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    dp44 dp44 18-21, M Jul 21

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    how many of you think souls exist

    and think we just lack one? someone brought it up to me the other day. I'm an atheist. When I was done laughing The thought lingered for a second.
    InsconpicuouslyExposed InsconpicuouslyExposed 31-35, M 4 Responses Jul 14

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    It's rather irritating

    when people think "sociopath" is a simile for "murderer". It's perhaps even more irritating that everyone assumes that sociopaths cannot feel. From my experience, the feeling is far more shallow than everyone else describes but it's there nonetheless. I don't "get" empathy...
    AzuraSkies AzuraSkies 16-17 2 Responses Mar 3

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    It kind of disgusts me how many emos,

    and depressed attention seekers hashtag their pictures on Instagram under sociopath, psychopath, and aspd. These are the people i'm going to start targeting.
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 2 Responses May 20

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    I'm Married, I won't say how long.

    though it has been quite some time. I'm pretty sure she's in denial of my little secret. She frequently mistakes things I do to manipulate the system. For benevolence or genorosity. She will mistake an opolagy for guilt. I know how to function in society. sometimes we can't...
    InsconpicuouslyExposed InsconpicuouslyExposed 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 6

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    -Police detective: you killed him didn't you?

    -Suspect: no I didn't. -Police detective: witnesses said they saw you push him off the cliff. -Suspect: that's correct. -Police detective: so, you admit it. You did kill Mr. John Doe. -Suspect: ok, I admit to pushing him. But, I didn't I killed the guy. -Police detective...
    ilovescience808 ilovescience808 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 150 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    what would it be like

    if 2 Sociopaths were in a relationship?
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Social interactions with the non ASPD can be

    so annoying at times. All that maintenance, all that foreplay chit-chat before getting to the point ... GAWD!!!! Of course to be able to get regularly the info I need on some subject I cannot just directly and bluntly ask .... I have first to inquire of the day, mood and all...
    iceShadow iceShadow 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    Good evening boys and girls,

    I'm 420 and time to take a ride on the crazy train. So I"ve been thinking about the "End of Days", no not mine, or mom's either for that matter, but the whole Apocalypse thing. See the other day I noticed some Aztech artwork on this dude and it got me thinking, when the...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I know there are some people reading my stories

    so… hope you enjoy. For those of you on Team Mom, I like to say thank you for caring her, (because you know someone probably should). You may think I am being mean,and to show I am not a big bad uncaring monster you assume I am, here is a list of 10 5 things I will miss when...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F Jul 6

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    Has everyone watched Dexter

    or is this just a group of circumstantial douchebags? No offense.
    psychoticpsy psychoticpsy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    Personal advice for the young ones.

    There might be spelling or grammatical errors, deal. 1) Golden Rule. These words are the most dangerous ones you can hear having not committed a crime. A danger to yourself and/or others. Read up on the DSM-5 make sure that if you’re ever under scrutiny that you do not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    This Is Another Rant.. About You.

    You people are bothering me. I came to this website to enjoy the experiences of my sociopathic kin and instead I am being pestered by the inane ramblings of the imbecilic. There are 844 people in this group. Out of those people there are 3 categories of people. The sociopathsThe...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    Quote of the day from Dexter: That's

    why I liked him, I think. Another guy pretending to be human, just like me.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    Surreal(1)

    I don't lose my patience often. When I do, its abrupt,sudden, a seminal spurt of passion. The affable thing is I can't hold grudges. This flusters me; some people need a pencil sticking out their eye, their tongues stapled. I'm always fragmenting my actions. Perhaps, this arises...
    xylazam xylazam 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    I think every sociopath should have someone in

    their life with whom they can be themselves with. It's relaxing to shed the charade and just be yourself.
    Sancearay Sancearay 22-25, F 9 Responses Jul 2

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    Right Or Wrong?

    In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend. Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 17 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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