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I Am a Sociopath

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    -Police detective: you killed him didn't you?

    -Suspect: no I didn't. -Police detective: witnesses said they saw you push him off the cliff. -Suspect: that's correct. -Police detective: so, you admit it. You did kill Mr. John Doe. -Suspect: ok, I admit to pushing him. But, I didn't I killed the guy. -Police detective...
    ilovescience808 ilovescience808 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    Misunderstood Monster

    Does this world disgust you as much as it does me? Not only the world but the humans that have ruined it. This world with sheep that leap to an endless sleep afraid of the dark where evil will creep but all they do is get melted by light burning them a beautiful sight. They dont...
    akkikitsune akkikitsune 22-25, F 11 Responses May 18, 2013

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    It never stop amazing me how many times you can

    kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more. It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 9 Responses Feb 17, 2014

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    I Am A Sociopath - A Coming Out Story.

    Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation. Well this in a sense is self...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 11 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    Who Believes the Self-confessed Sociopath?

    I don't believe half the people who claim to be sociopaths. I will admit that all who claim that (especially using their real identities) are certainly screwed up individuals. Why should you believe me that I am? Who cares? Just read. The labels really don't matter. Narcissist...
    gewissenlos gewissenlos 26-30, M 142 Responses Jun 14, 2008

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    I think I am. I get bored easily

    and I am very mean. Cruel one might even say. When I am bored and or frustrated I treat people quite terribly. I know a girl that had lung cancer, she annoyed me. I knew she would die soon. And what did I say to her, there are two pigs pig a and pig b, which one lives the...
    RTrimbole RTrimbole 18-21 3 Responses Apr 4

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    Is it normal to dream about nothing,

    just a black void of nothingness?
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 6 Responses Apr 13

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    Yeah, guess i'm a sociopath.

    Found an outing through ******* around and drugs. not a big deal. guess you could call my ideal man JD from Heathers..
    dietcokeheads dietcokeheads 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    Quote of the day from Dexter: My sister puts

    up a front so the world won't see how vulnerable she is. Me, I put up a front so the world won't see how vulnerable I'm not.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 8 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    I'm curious to know if anyone else on here has

    kids. How do you feel about it? Do you share a connection? I have a four year old daughter myself. I'm no model parent but I'm everything a father needs to be. Everything of course except being emotionally invested. Watching me interact with her you'd swear I was the happiest...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I would like to know what everyone here thinks.

    Just for debate purposes. Is sociopathy something we are born with? Or can it develop through outside elements?
    craval craval 41-45, M 4 Responses Apr 1

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    Patient.

    Come into your room. I need to take your vitals. You look funny. Sweaty. [Haha.] I hover over you, your eyes aren't focusing. I ask if you are alright, over and over. [Nope.] You won't answer, but you grip my hand [gloved, so I allow it]. [This gesture is rather futile.] I tell...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    For every situation I have a different

    personality. I turn into a different person without thinking it's like I really have no personality just react to my surroundings. I've learned to blend in. No one knows the true me because there is no true me
    AGTripleD AGTripleD 18-21, M 5 Responses Feb 11

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    i feel that we as sociopaths should be military

    weapons? would we not excel at the tasks that others freeze at? or is a man acting out of fear or anger emotionally level with a sociopath
    HHB1 HHB1 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 24

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    being a borderline sociopath i just cant get my

    head round emotions, but recently one of the things i relied on most. My dog passed away, as i put him down i was sought with anger punching walls i bust my hand up quite bad. But now each time i get home i'm empty. dont know how to deal with it
    HHB1 HHB1 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 21

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    This is my skin and I like how it fits.

    Since I was young, about four, I had an interest in torturing animals. My first experience was a box full of kittens. While my mom cleaned this lady's house I explored and found them in a closet in a cardboard box. I sat down and closed the door. I picked each kitten up...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 24

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    Sorry guys i've been lying to you.

    ... Im just a lowly narcissist :/
    MaladaptedReason MaladaptedReason 22-25, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Dear Mom

      Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth. You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    An article to share. More realistic

    than ego mania online. I like it. http://www.encyclopedia.com/topic/Psychopathic_Personality.aspx
    Prokamin Prokamin 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 24

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    i dated this guy when i was 13

    until i was 15. i ****** him up, bad. i didnt really like him all too much, and i never felt that bad. hed beg for me and id almost laugh in his face. i wanted sex and drugs and money but i felt nothing. he was nothing to me.
    dietcokeheads dietcokeheads 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    Maybe I am and maybe I'm not,

    but either way I am better than you.
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 8 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    Years ago I was invited to a small social

    gathering. I was invited by the girl I was sleeping with at the time. Her friend was going to drive us down to get her Husband who would then drive us to the location of this gathering... I am not normally a social person. I find people to be slow, stupid, and unimportant...
    AshTheShade AshTheShade 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 19

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 11 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    I wish I wasn't. It'd be nice to degrade into

    an emotional sack of hormones wouldn't it? I love to manipulate the weak minded at the tip of my finger. Doing everything I say because they're "in love" with me. I sometimes wish I could feel this emotion that they're constantly telling me they're feeling about me. Some people...
    Mastixz Mastixz 13-15, M 4 Responses Feb 21

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    Alright, I've been getting quite a bit of

    negative feedback on my previous post, and want to set things clear for those who didn't already understand. The text was not supposed to be taken literally. It is full of contradictions, it portrayed a delusional and irrational mindset intertwined with references and ''hidden...
    Ulsberg Ulsberg 31-35 3 Responses Apr 23

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    Inspiration.

    I stumbled upon this while cruising the Oatmeal website.I am not sure why, but I find this to be a novel piece of entertainment.Inspiring and entertaining are hard to come by.theoatmeal.com/comics/tesla
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 17, 2013

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    Greetings mortals! Welcome to the exclusive

    club of emotional and sexual deviancy. This is where the potential serial killers **********. This is where pride is no more than a disposable asset to fuel ones internal needs for ego-food. We are very specific here, and always make complexities out of every simplicity. It...
    Ulsberg Ulsberg 31-35 8 Responses Apr 12

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    Quote of the day from Dexter: Human bonds

    always lead to messy complications. Commitment. Sharing. Driving people to the airport.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    This Is Another Rant.. About You.

    You people are bothering me. I came to this website to enjoy the experiences of my sociopathic kin and instead I am being pestered by the inane ramblings of the imbecilic. There are 844 people in this group. Out of those people there are 3 categories of people. The sociopathsThe...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 17 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    I believe whatever doesn't kill you simply

    makes you stranger. If thats the case, I must be invincible.
    DarcytheProxy DarcytheProxy 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 26

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    what music do you enjoy?

    very interested
    HHB1 HHB1 18-21, M 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    So Sociopaths, how's it going?

    Crushed any victims lately or is it a bit of an uphill struggle at the moment?
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've probably read a 1000 stories on here now

    and there definable seems to be a fine line between those who are, who think they are and psychopaths/mentally disturbed. I'm just posting this to stop people from thinking they are if a) they're being a scared kid believing they are a sociopath, you're brains a bit...
    HHB1 HHB1 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 143 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    Something I find extremely idiotic is

    when people say "my other half". Oh, so you require another person to justify your existence? Are you really so insecure that you value someone else as being half of who you are? How pathetic.
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 16 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    The quote of the day from Dexter: You’re

    emotionally colorblind.You use the right words, you pantomime the right behavior, but the feelings never come to pass. You know the dictionary definition of emotions. Longing, joy, sorrow. But you have no idea what any of those things actually feel like.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    Personal advice for the young ones.

    There might be spelling or grammatical errors, deal. 1) Golden Rule. These words are the most dangerous ones you can hear having not committed a crime. A danger to yourself and/or others. Read up on the DSM-5 make sure that if you’re ever under scrutiny that you do not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    Torture. for me the thought of killing brings

    feelings of excitement and pleasure but more so, torture. It sometimes excites me to the point where I become engorged. Since I was very young I had a fascination for torture, especially in medieval times. I have even spent a good deal of time researching the topic and have...
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 26

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    Quote of the day from dexter: Anybody can be

    charming if they don't mind faking it, saying all the stupid, obvious, nauseating things that a conscience keeps most people from saying. Happily, I don't have a conscience. I say them.
    VindensSkygge VindensSkygge 18-21, F 23 hrs ago

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    I believe I'm a sociopath.

    All of my serious long term relationships (including friendships) have failed, simply because I get bored of people after being around them for a while. Most people know I'm a very blunt individual, but when I'm with the right people, I'm downright harsh. I don't feel sorry for...
    OddlySexual OddlySexual 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I have a question for all of you.

    I'm probably not alone in saying that relationships are hard to maintain once a person is no longer of use and is rather just a bother. I've been dating a girl for the past 3 months and she's been great to me. However, the moment has come where dealing with her is just a chore...
    OddlySexual OddlySexual 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 14

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