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I Am a Sociopath

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    Being Reborn.

    Hello. I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
    Sociopathforabetterfuture Sociopathforabetterfuture 22-25, F 10 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    Childhood Mussings

    We all come to know we are different at some point of time in the childhood. And for me it wasn't too life changing. The actual acceptance of the label was a bit of a longer road. At first I was like, no I can't be, because if I am I must be a killer, a devil incarnate and all...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 27, 2013

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    This Is Another Rant.. About You.

    You people are bothering me. I came to this website to enjoy the experiences of my sociopathic kin and instead I am being pestered by the inane ramblings of the imbecilic. There are 844 people in this group. Out of those people there are 3 categories of people. The sociopathsThe...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    These Stories? Why do

    so many of you come here to tell us what a sociopath is? I see so many stories that start off with "I think I am a sociopath because I have no guilt and I am so charming and blah blah blah" Its obnoxious and annoying. guess what? We ALL know what a sociopaths base traits are...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 14

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 135 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 16 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    Something I find extremely idiotic is

    when people say "my other half". Oh, so you require another person to justify your existence? Are you really so insecure that you value someone else as being half of who you are? How pathetic.
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 18 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    Part 1 of 2 of something my therapist had me

    write in an attempt to understand my emotions. As a sort of preface so you can understand some things, it's important to know that I used the metaphor "I'm like a bowl with holes. I can be filled but just as quickly the liquid leaks out." The holes represented my shallow...
    AzuraSkies AzuraSkies 16-17 1 Response Jan 4

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 121 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    do sociopaths naturally hate police?

    because i have always despised them and i wondered if it was just me.
    superiorexistance superiorexistance 18-21, M 8 Responses Jan 5

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    There is no right or wrong.

    There is only the more powerful and the less powerful.
    zimmy11 zimmy11 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 8

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    Beware of the heartless

    that makes your heart beat quickly, They just using your heart because there's won't start
    1986shanet 1986shanet 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Dear Mom

      Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth. You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    I wish I missed people.

    I feel like by never missing anyone I demean the relationships I have. I just can't help it. Sometimes I wish someone in particular was with me But those feelings are always short And fleeting. By never needing anyone When I know how much the other person misses me I feel like I...
    1986shanet 1986shanet 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I sat alone today and wondered

    if I could still feel, Inside my soul I believe nothing is truly real. Alone once again and it doesn’t even cause me pain. I try to remember how to have blind belief gained. I can never start again, But I wish I could do it today, So I could find myself, So I could...
    1986shanet 1986shanet 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I sometimes hide inside myself A place

    where no one sees An empty wrong looking for right Among a barren disease I ***** my soul to feel alive It brings no pain nor tears An indifferent stain, out of touch It's been this way for years No echos feed my screams for help For emotion is just a lie I see the world in...
    1986shanet 1986shanet 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    kastor5k kastor5k 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 15

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    Yet, I pretend to be an empath.

    My end goal is to attract other sociopaths, and play the ultimate game of manipulation. I lure them in, and then begin to **** with them. The confusion is absolutely profound. These games can go on forever. I alternate personalities constantly, and when they do not provide...
    JezebelScreams JezebelScreams 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 6

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    Short Story of My Life.

    In my life the earliest memory I have is when I was around three, all I really remember is my mother’s boyfriend beating her up. It’s a rather vague memory but after hearing things later about that night I figured out what I was remembering.  ...
    Syquinus Syquinus 22-25 9 Responses Jul 17, 2009

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    I want to play a game!

    I want to play a game! I'm salivating, this person is too easy. Now... Who wants to play? Or better yet, who CAN play.
    bored2258 bored2258 18-21 2 Responses Jan 18

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    There is no real me, Only an entity,

    Something allusory, and though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable: I simply are not there.
    1986shanet 1986shanet 26-30, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    I'll make this short.

    I like collecting people.
    CrystalMoonBitch CrystalMoonBitch 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    i sit a a table and laugh.

    i sit at a table and smile. i feed off expressions and take them as my own. you may be a jock or a nerd. but i live vicariously threw all of you. i dont know who iam.
    HornsOverHalos HornsOverHalos 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Im so tired of acting like I actually care.

    Why can't they all just die already, and leave me alone?
    JezebelWhitman JezebelWhitman 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't know if i'm a sociopath

    or not but I get an extreme rush out of killing animals and leaving people emotionally crushed. It gives me great pleasure seeing them weak, knowing i've completely destroyed them. I feed off of that ****. And best of all no one can stop me. I often feel that i am a god that...
    zimmy11 zimmy11 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 8

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    Part 2 of 2 of something my therapist had me

    wrote in an attempt to understand my emotions. I am ravenous to understand the world. I am a feral beast, claws sunk into the pages of my existence, parched, looking for something. But how can you find something when you're not even sure what you're looking for? If I...
    AzuraSkies AzuraSkies 16-17 1 Response Jan 4

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    Right Or Wrong?

    In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend. Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 17 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    Surreal(1)

    I don't lose my patience often. When I do, its abrupt,sudden, a seminal spurt of passion. The affable thing is I can't hold grudges. This flusters me; some people need a pencil sticking out their eye, their tongues stapled. I'm always fragmenting my actions. Perhaps, this arises...
    xylazam xylazam 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    Emotions fruit the best poems But

    now I'm emotionless Like a void of darkness A calm sea with no waves The crickets chirping in the distance Waiting for an owl To break the gentle waves Of humming insects Waiting for the sailboat To come slashing and cutting Through the bland, motionless sea I guess you...
    1986shanet 1986shanet 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 8 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    Patient.

    Come into your room. I need to take your vitals. You look funny. Sweaty. [Haha.] I hover over you, your eyes aren't focusing. I ask if you are alright, over and over. [Nope.] You won't answer, but you grip my hand [gloved, so I allow it]. [This gesture is rather futile.] I tell...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    Did you think I'd only want you once?

    Oh, my, you are more naïve than I thought. Why would I go through so much trouble for a mere tryst? Does a man ride a stallion but one time before condemning it to the abattoir?
    1986shanet 1986shanet 26-30, M Jan 14

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    Is My Ex A Sociopath?

    I wanted to be a shrink once. I'm going to channel my work 'self' momentarily and give all of you questioners some advice. So, is your ex a sociopath? Here's the answer: it doesn't matter. The fact that you have been led to this line of questioning about someone else's behavior...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    Personal advice for the young ones.

    There might be spelling or grammatical errors, deal. 1) Golden Rule. These words are the most dangerous ones you can hear having not committed a crime. A danger to yourself and/or others. Read up on the DSM-5 make sure that if you’re ever under scrutiny that you do not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 11 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    Emotionally speaking I'd consider myself about

    average. Well, that is if you look away from the fact that the emotions themselves barely exist and when they do, never seem to last more than minute or so. Everyone is cold. What intrigues people about sociopaths is the fact that they are one themselves. Some people have more...
    Ulsberg Ulsberg 31-35 2 Responses Jan 6

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    The Lesson of the Moth by Don Marquis i was

    talking to a moth the other evening he was trying to break into an electric light bulb and fry himself on the wires why do you fellows pull this stunt i asked him because it is the conventional thing for moths or why if that had been an uncovered candle instead of an electric...
    ColdCalculator ColdCalculator 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 6, 2014

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    Misunderstood Monster

    Does this world disgust you as much as it does me? Not only the world but the humans that have ruined it. This world with sheep that leap to an endless sleep afraid of the dark where evil will creep but all they do is get melted by light burning them a beautiful sight. They dont...
    AkkiNeko AkkiNeko 22-25, F 11 Responses May 18, 2013

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    Tell me if you've ever cared,

    If a single thought for me was spared, Tell me when you lie in bed, Do you think of something I once said, Tell me if you hurt at all, When someone says my Name with yours, It may of been so long ago, But I would give the world To know
    1986shanet 1986shanet 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    1986shanet 1986shanet 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 14

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    Inspiration.

    I stumbled upon this while cruising the Oatmeal website.I am not sure why, but I find this to be a novel piece of entertainment.Inspiring and entertaining are hard to come by.theoatmeal.com/comics/tesla
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 17, 2013

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    JezebelScreams JezebelScreams 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    Im tired of the pretending.

    The never ending head nods of social approval or a connection of eyes saying "hey, i understand you" beat me down on a weekly basis. Its frustrating knowing that everyone else natural adhere to these human formalities while i have to force them. Even though i can appear normal...
    mm236889 mm236889 22-25, M Jan 5

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    Maybe I am and maybe I'm not,

    but either way I am better than you.
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 8 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    It never stop amazing me how many times you can

    kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more. It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 10 Responses Feb 17, 2014

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    I wish i could become president

    for the day so i could fire a bunch of nukes at random countries just to see the rest of the worlds reaction lol.
    bignigsfro bignigsfro 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I've always wanted to **** a girl

    while cutting open her body with a meat hook. Anyone else or is it just me?....
    bignigsfro bignigsfro 22-25, M 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    Sense sociopaths struggle with emotional

    connection, do sexual partners ever notice a lack of sexual connection?
    mm236889 mm236889 22-25, M Jan 7

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    As bad as you may think I am,

    As far as you think I am willing to go to protect that which I hold most dear, You can't possibly fathom how deep that Well of mine truly goes
    1986shanet 1986shanet 26-30, M