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I Am a Sociopath

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    My experience. Hi. I've just turned 14

    and want to share my experience. I always knew I was different to the other kids at school. I just didn't get why they all cared so much. As I grew up I began notice just how stupid and boring everyone else really was. I did and still do get in trouble a lot at school. Always...
    R00Tpath R00Tpath 13-15, M 4 Responses Feb 20

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    For every situation I have a different

    personality. I turn into a different person without thinking it's like I really have no personality just react to my surroundings. I've learned to blend in. No one knows the true me because there is no true me
    AGTripleD AGTripleD 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 11

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    Being Reborn.

    Hello. I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
    Sociopathforabetterfuture Sociopathforabetterfuture 22-25, F 10 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    For those that hate Sociopaths.

    Stop. We hate and destroy you because you are the light that was destroyed in us by the Parental Units and DNA. Using you has nothing to do with you! It has to do with our projective hate of what we lost in our youth. Move on. We love pain and you are the mirror that we love to...
    psychicseeker psychicseeker 36-40 3 Responses Feb 19

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    I find my fake persona harder to control

    everyday. I hate pretending to laugh at there stupid unfunny jokes and pretending to care about there irrelevant existing life. I feel like grabbing them by the throat and screaming "i'm not ******* interested, but instead of hurting you i'm going to preoccupy my time with...
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 3 Responses Feb 20

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    You'll see me on the news someday,

    not because I'll be on death row, or because I'm going to be the FBI's most wanted, but because you need me. You need a guy in a suit. You need a guy with knowledge. A law degree. A fearless man who thinks on his feet and makes the decisions that most people can't make but are...
    dp44 dp44 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 23

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    I know I am one of those bloody sociopaths.

    I know it but I cannot accept it. I thought I wasn't but I definitely am a sociopath. I am so stressed... I .. I cannot...
    KarpEirrah37 KarpEirrah37 70+, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Is My Ex A Sociopath?

    I wanted to be a shrink once. I'm going to channel my work 'self' momentarily and give all of you questioners some advice. So, is your ex a sociopath? Here's the answer: it doesn't matter. The fact that you have been led to this line of questioning about someone else's behavior...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    I Am A Sociopath - A Coming Out Story.

    Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation. Well this in a sense is self...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 11 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    I always hated being touched,

    being touched is an obvious uncomfortable feeling to me and I seek to actually avoid that sort of interaction daily. Simple things like handshakes I mess up on sometimes, especially when I was younger. Handshakes aren't a big deal. It seems to be more like hugs, or when someone...
    dp44 dp44 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 11 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    This Is Another Rant.. About You.

    You people are bothering me. I came to this website to enjoy the experiences of my sociopathic kin and instead I am being pestered by the inane ramblings of the imbecilic. There are 844 people in this group. Out of those people there are 3 categories of people. The sociopathsThe...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    I always remember moments in my past

    that remind me of the person I am. I remember my mom took me to "bring your kid to work day" at her job. I was in the 3rd grade. I remember not talking to anyone,kids thinking i was weird. If only I could go back in time and tell myself that it would be ok, that the rejection...
    dp44 dp44 18-21, M Feb 27

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    It all fells like game

    that i normally love playing, but lately i bored. I have felt for some time as though I am a sociopath, if I was insured I would certainly get examined by a professional simply for the curiosity. I'm cruel when I want to be and let others take the blame. I enjoy playing games...
    selfinvolved selfinvolved 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    Nobody knows how broken I am,

    The smile I feign is such a sham. All day I pretend to be something I'm not, When really, that image is all I've got. Behind my measly grin are shedded tears, The sadness I've felt for many years. Yes, children in Africa have it worse off than me, To that statement, I fully...
    1986shanet 1986shanet 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 24

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    I have no empathy whatsoever

    for other human beings. I can honestly say that 99% of people I know could fall dead next to me and I would step over their bodies without a second thought. I use people to accomplish my own ends. I steal and lie pathologically and manipulate everyone around me. The scary part...
    D3adpan D3adpan 16-17, M 4 Responses Mar 5

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    Life has become such a boring drag lately.

    It's the same routine everyday. So lately i've been thinking about embracing my inner serial killer. I often think of shooting someone through the forehead with a nail gun, or peeling someones face off then leaving them out in the sun for a few days without food or water and...
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    Does anyone else plan their entire day out like

    how you're gonna act, who you're going to be nice to, who you're gonna ignore, if you're going to be an ******* or nice, ect, ect or is it just me?
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    my feelings were never wrong,

    when I realized that I lived in a world filled with false and inhuman people.
    DarcytheProxy DarcytheProxy 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 23

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    I hate living like this.

    So my mom has cancer and she's not dead yet. I am getting very impatient and frustrated. I find myself getting angry every damn time I look at her. Just die already. Most of all I hate living this way. I cringe everytime I walk by her, because I know she is almost dead, but...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    Vulcans are Sociopaths.

    They view life with logical reasoning and express no emotion except during Pon Farr (The need to **** or kill).
    psychicseeker psychicseeker 36-40 2 Responses Feb 27

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    Using early childhood trauma

    as an explanation for an ego-complex and a deviant sexuality. I have memory of sexual thoughts from a very young age, years before it was mentioned by anyone. This of course made my fantasies strange and impractical, but I didn't give it any second thought. As I grew older...
    Ulsberg Ulsberg 31-35 4 Responses Mar 5

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    Surreal(1)

    I don't lose my patience often. When I do, its abrupt,sudden, a seminal spurt of passion. The affable thing is I can't hold grudges. This flusters me; some people need a pencil sticking out their eye, their tongues stapled. I'm always fragmenting my actions. Perhaps, this arises...
    xylazam xylazam 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    I hate my mom she is a narssitic b*tch

    who hits me for no reason other than she hates me. she said to me that she wished she aborted me. I swear I will kill her before karma does.
    DarcytheProxy DarcytheProxy 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 24

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    I Thought I Was A Sociopath

    per topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They...
    functionalminimalist functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    Dear Mom

      Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth. You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    Don't be afraid little bird ,

    it will all be over soon... • I feel no guilt I don't care if you cry If your no use to me why do you even try Don't tell me you care cause I know it's not true ....yes I am a sociopath , I don't look like it do i ? Behind the innocent smile im sadistic and twisted , sex runs...
    irlSatan irlSatan 16-17, T 3 Responses Mar 4

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    Right Or Wrong?

    In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend. Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 17 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 120 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    Has anyone ever thought

    that sociopathy is or is part of the next step in humanity's evolution? our ability to survive and cope, living mostly without fear of loss, and all while never having to experience something as pointless as love? Please, tell me what you think...
    KennethWolf KennethWolf 18-21, M 7 Responses Mar 19

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    Reached a whole new height of frustration.

    It's becoming a pain in the *** to constantly being nice to people. Why? Why do they have to be so full of emotions and cry over petty issues? I read somewhere that a best friend/ life partner a sociopath can have is another sociopath. Is it true? Have anyone one of you...
    chedargooda chedargooda 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 13

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    Personal advice for the young ones.

    There might be spelling or grammatical errors, deal. 1) Golden Rule. These words are the most dangerous ones you can hear having not committed a crime. A danger to yourself and/or others. Read up on the DSM-5 make sure that if you’re ever under scrutiny that you do not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    -Police detective: you killed him didn't you?

    -Suspect: no I didn't. -Police detective: witnesses said they saw you push him off the cliff. -Suspect: that's correct. -Police detective: so, you admit it. You did kill Mr. John Doe. -Suspect: ok, I admit to pushing him. But, I didn't I killed the guy. -Police detective...
    ilovescience808 ilovescience808 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    Social interactions with the non ASPD can be

    so annoying at times. All that maintenance, all that foreplay chit-chat before getting to the point ... GAWD!!!! Of course to be able to get regularly the info I need on some subject I cannot just directly and bluntly ask .... I have first to inquire of the day, mood and all...
    iceShadow iceShadow 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 138 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    I wish I wasn't. It'd be nice to degrade into

    an emotional sack of hormones wouldn't it? I love to manipulate the weak minded at the tip of my finger. Doing everything I say because they're "in love" with me. I sometimes wish I could feel this emotion that they're constantly telling me they're feeling about me. Some people...
    Mastixz Mastixz 13-15, M 5 Responses Feb 21

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    Something I find extremely idiotic is

    when people say "my other half". Oh, so you require another person to justify your existence? Are you really so insecure that you value someone else as being half of who you are? How pathetic.
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 16 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    Who Believes the Self-confessed Sociopath?

    I don't believe half the people who claim to be sociopaths. I will admit that all who claim that (especially using their real identities) are certainly screwed up individuals. Why should you believe me that I am? Who cares? Just read. The labels really don't matter. Narcissist...
    gewissenlos gewissenlos 26-30, M 142 Responses Jun 14, 2008

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    I don't get why people are

    so afraid of death. Death is inevitable it happens to all of us, its just a natural process of life.
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 4 Responses Mar 16

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    Misunderstood Monster

    Does this world disgust you as much as it does me? Not only the world but the humans that have ruined it. This world with sheep that leap to an endless sleep afraid of the dark where evil will creep but all they do is get melted by light burning them a beautiful sight. They dont...
    AkkiNeko AkkiNeko 22-25, F 11 Responses May 18, 2013

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 8 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    Patient.

    Come into your room. I need to take your vitals. You look funny. Sweaty. [Haha.] I hover over you, your eyes aren't focusing. I ask if you are alright, over and over. [Nope.] You won't answer, but you grip my hand [gloved, so I allow it]. [This gesture is rather futile.] I tell...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    Ever since I can remember,

    I have always known that I wasn’t like others. I could never understand what it felt like to genuinely smile or cry like other children, what it was like to be afraid of the dark and such. I thought they were just pretending, that they were just like me – shallow on the...
    Craem Craem 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    I don't fancy being alive.

    but I'm not going to kill myself because that's against my religion. I would like to be religious someday. I almost killed someone once. none of my friends or family know but I have been involved in fights since I was 16, I have been stabbed 2 times, once in the thigh and the...