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I Am a Sociopath

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    I think every sociopath should have someone in

    their life with whom they can be themselves with. It's relaxing to shed the charade and just be yourself.
    Sancearay Sancearay 22-25, F 9 Responses Jul 2

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    -Police detective: you killed him didn't you?

    -Suspect: no I didn't. -Police detective: witnesses said they saw you push him off the cliff. -Suspect: that's correct. -Police detective: so, you admit it. You did kill Mr. John Doe. -Suspect: ok, I admit to pushing him. But, I didn't I killed the guy. -Police detective...
    ilovescience808 ilovescience808 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    Guys, I found a new entertainment!

    Pretend you are a narcissist is really hilarious. Some idiots may argue that sociopath is narcissistic anyway, so there is no point in pretending something you already are. However, I strongly doubt that as I have watched some diagnosed NPD(some even malignant), I am certainly...
    chen914 chen914 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 24

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    i see the people around me laughing

    and crying and everything else that they do and it all just seems so pointless
    saint1123 saint1123 31-35, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 120 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    Misunderstood Monster

    Does this world disgust you as much as it does me? Not only the world but the humans that have ruined it. This world with sheep that leap to an endless sleep afraid of the dark where evil will creep but all they do is get melted by light burning them a beautiful sight. They dont...
    akkikitsune akkikitsune 22-25, F 10 Responses May 18, 2013

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    Remorse is almost nonexistent,

    I didn't feel sad when some of my close family members deceased, I tried to make myself cry. I am generally free of entangling and irrational emotions. I am strategic and pretty intelligent and confident, but I also struggle to react appropriately to other people's confusing and...
    JessicaShaww JessicaShaww 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    As he looked me in the eye I turned on the

    tears. I don't know where they come from, I can turn them on just as fast. But I've been practicing this one since birth. Cry when you're a baby and you can something... It still works just differently. Not that I'm a crybaby. I don't cry when I should. Like when I broke my ribs...
    SmartVixen SmartVixen 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    any UK Sociopaths on here?

    specifically Hampshire?
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 3

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    Just been browsing some youtube,

    joe rogan has some good stand up on there. That lead me to joey diaz. and now im here at Alex jones' channel. Wow is all i have to say. Alex jones is an amazing sociopath. Watch him sometime... He is basically immortal. His "untimely" death would mean that his theories would be...
    krowbar krowbar 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    Social interactions with the non ASPD can be

    so annoying at times. All that maintenance, all that foreplay chit-chat before getting to the point ... GAWD!!!! Of course to be able to get regularly the info I need on some subject I cannot just directly and bluntly ask .... I have first to inquire of the day, mood and all...
    iceShadow iceShadow 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 157 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    I Am A Sociopath - A Coming Out Story.

    Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation. Well this in a sense is self...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 10 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 18 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    Something I find extremely idiotic is

    when people say "my other half". Oh, so you require another person to justify your existence? Are you really so insecure that you value someone else as being half of who you are? How pathetic.
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 15 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    I'm getting to that point again.

    I'm so bored with my life. There's no boy that I'm able to manipulate and hurt, and then reel him back in like nothing happened. I've hit a brick wall & I feel so stuck. I just need someone or something to entertain me. Drugs temporarily distract me but there's nothing like a...
    rh18 rh18 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    For every situation I have a different

    personality. I turn into a different person without thinking it's like I really have no personality just react to my surroundings. I've learned to blend in. No one knows the true me because there is no true me
    AGTripleD AGTripleD 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 11

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 7 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    It's rather irritating

    when people think "sociopath" is a simile for "murderer". It's perhaps even more irritating that everyone assumes that sociopaths cannot feel. From my experience, the feeling is far more shallow than everyone else describes but it's there nonetheless. I don't "get" empathy...
    AzuraSkies AzuraSkies 16-17 2 Responses Mar 3

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    I'm loving it so far.

    It is so easy to manipulate people and fake emotions. But my depersonalization is become so severe I sometimes wonder if its all real. Am I delusional? Well as long as I enjoy myself does it matter? Ha
    irishhen irishhen 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    So today I sat in a meeting with my boss.

    All I could think about was what she might be wearing underneath and if she would be embarrassed.
    InsconpicuouslyExposed InsconpicuouslyExposed 31-35, M Aug 18

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    Personal advice for the young ones.

    There might be spelling or grammatical errors, deal. 1) Golden Rule. These words are the most dangerous ones you can hear having not committed a crime. A danger to yourself and/or others. Read up on the DSM-5 make sure that if you’re ever under scrutiny that you do not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    It never stop amazing me how many times you can

    kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more. It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 7 Responses Feb 17, 2014

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    I crave human connection,

    such as people talking to me, but once I'm done with them, I don't want anything to do with them. But once again I'll have the need to talk to someone interesting...
    JessicaShaww JessicaShaww 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't get it. Why is it

    so hard to convince other people that I am a sociopath? I am lazy, and I really do not have that much energy and willpower to maintain the mask. I just want to lay down and do nothing. Rarely, just rarely, I would have other thoughts like torturing others and causing pain...
    chen914 chen914 22-25, M 5 Responses Aug 22

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    scaryicequeen scaryicequeen 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I Thought I Was A Sociopath

    per topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They...
    functionalminimalist functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    it has taken me 31 years to finally be

    comfortable with myself,and not see the differences between me and most as a defect. now i know it to be a strength sort of a super power not to be tied down by the emotions and cares that limit the behavoir of most people. the freedom that comes with only caring about my...
    saint1123 saint1123 31-35, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Does anyone else consider themselves a violent

    soci? I have been very violent my entire life, from fighting, hitting people with me car, and even finding a persons home who had wronged me and intimidated their family. My behavior eventually led to me choking a cop. In my fit of rage i had a moment of clarity, that i would be...
    krowbar krowbar 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 16

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    This Is a Message to All of You

    I've read most of your stories and whatever was in your profiles and I can't begin to understand why most of you wish for a miracle cure. Why do you want to change yourselves? Why not accept who you are? When I signed up to be a part of this group, I thought I...
    LilithSamael LilithSamael 31-35 12 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    I hit every marker i have ever seen

    for a sociopath. I joined the army right out of high school and while deployed was never afraid when days were bad. I was just curious. people are easy to me nothing has ever really been off limits to me. however not much interest me beyond my day to day however every day it...
    saint1123 saint1123 31-35, M 4 Responses Aug 26

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    I just took a quiz and according to it,

    I am a sociopath....I couldn't laugh harder. My heart is broken at the moment. Hence the trouble I am having with the world of bullshit caused by, um, PEOPLE.
    Oggidomani Oggidomani 51-55 1 Response Aug 4

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    Being Reborn.

    Hello. I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
    Sociopathforabetterfuture Sociopathforabetterfuture 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    The panicked feeling of a guilty conscience

    never squeezes at my heart or wakes me in the middle of the night. Despite my lifestyle, i never feel irresponsible, neglectful, or so much as embarrassed, although for the sake of appearances, sometimes i pretend that i do. For example, if you are a decent observer of people...
    saffronlooby saffronlooby 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    recently i stopped and analysed myself.

    my actions my thoughts and so on. i realised that i constantly toy with people and that i feel nothing towards their pain. as if i feel any kind of emotion...but the thing is i can.t cope with being this different and it makes me angry and often ends with a death wish. since i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 21

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    it weird how i sit in a corner

    and watch everyone else. i watch their emotions run down their faces and it makes me angry. i am nothing but a shell. where are MY emotions?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 23

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    Right Or Wrong?

    In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend. Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 17 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    Well, I'm 15 and just ended my first

    'relationship'. Over the summer, I realised that I don't care for others. I talked to my ex, and told her that she was 'patient zero' and i only ever regarded her because she felt emotions, and i wanted to study them. Is it possible to be a sociopath without committing the...
    nightoftheoworld nightoftheoworld 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    when i am around people i love to observe

    everything. so i do not always talk unless i need something. the funny thing ia when they try to manipulate me into doing something i have no interest in doing. and i look at them and say in my mind" oh if you only knew who you.re talking to" and then they try to hurt me by...
    scaryicequeen scaryicequeen 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    The funniest thing about being a sociopath is

    the control that you have. You find yourself in a social situation and you feel tears streaming down your face just to get what you want. You find yourself manipulating these poor helpless people just for your benefit. You find yourself talking to multiple partners at the...
    rh18 rh18 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    it is fascinating reading how many of you feel

    you have been blessed with Sociopathy, because your cat died and you didnt cry
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    For many years I refused to believe

    or even accept that I was a psychopath, as I'm a twice diagnosed one. I still have a hard time accepting it, mainly because I feel that being a psychopath or a sociopath is having a flaw, and I can't accept that. I don't have any flaws. Not even the person 'closest' to me could...
    Stythe Stythe 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    I want to meet someone else

    who is Socio I want to know what they think about. Maybe if we think about the same thing.
    JessicaShaww JessicaShaww 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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