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I Am a Sociopath

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    I hit every marker i have ever seen

    for a sociopath. I joined the army right out of high school and while deployed was never afraid when days were bad. I was just curious. people are easy to me nothing has ever really been off limits to me. however not much interest me beyond my day to day however every day it...
    saint1123 saint1123 31-35, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    A Sociopaths Perfect Valentines Day

    We have all broke up with someone just after a holiday just to get the present but my Best Valentines Day was so much better I worked with this girl named Patty and she was in "love with this guy named Russ. I could not stand Russ but tolerated him because the 3 of us sometimes...
    Justme2387 Justme2387 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    Well, I'm 15 and just ended my first

    'relationship'. Over the summer, I realised that I don't care for others. I talked to my ex, and told her that she was 'patient zero' and i only ever regarded her because she felt emotions, and i wanted to study them. Is it possible to be a sociopath without committing the...
    nightoftheoworld nightoftheoworld 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I want to meet someone else

    who is Socio I want to know what they think about. Maybe if we think about the same thing.
    JessicaShaww JessicaShaww 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Just been browsing some youtube,

    joe rogan has some good stand up on there. That lead me to joey diaz. and now im here at Alex jones' channel. Wow is all i have to say. Alex jones is an amazing sociopath. Watch him sometime... He is basically immortal. His "untimely" death would mean that his theories would be...
    krowbar krowbar 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I think every sociopath should have someone in

    their life with whom they can be themselves with. It's relaxing to shed the charade and just be yourself.
    Sancearay Sancearay 22-25, F 9 Responses Jul 2

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    I Am A Sociopath. If You Have Questions. Now Is The Time.

    I am not your typical sociopath. Serial killer, unable to make friends, etc. I did have trouble making friends when I was young. But i soon learned what everyone was looking for. I am able to fake emotions and actions I pick up from different people I knw. Once I knew what worked...
    ARealSociopath ARealSociopath 22-25 156 Responses Jan 16, 2011

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    Something I find extremely idiotic is

    when people say "my other half". Oh, so you require another person to justify your existence? Are you really so insecure that you value someone else as being half of who you are? How pathetic.
    BrokenThread BrokenThread 18-21, F 15 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    Once I was hanging out with a guy

    and he held my hand... I didn't know how to react... I just sat there. If he only knew what I thought about. I would love to see the terror in his eyes. Well good thing I won't see him again.
    JessicaShaww JessicaShaww 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    it weird how i sit in a corner

    and watch everyone else. i watch their emotions run down their faces and it makes me angry. i am nothing but a shell. where are MY emotions?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 23

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    Surreal(1)

    I don't lose my patience often. When I do, its abrupt,sudden, a seminal spurt of passion. The affable thing is I can't hold grudges. This flusters me; some people need a pencil sticking out their eye, their tongues stapled. I'm always fragmenting my actions. Perhaps, this arises...
    xylazam xylazam 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    Nationalism. So been thinking about the concept,

    after I read a few verbal ma$trubation comments from a bunch of Americans getting high on the idea of imaginary bombs falling on Russia. It has always seemed strange to me to derive your identity by arbitrary lines someone drew on the picture of the earth. It seems like a...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    It never stop amazing me how many times you can

    kick a person and they will continue on crawling back for more. It's fascinating to watch. Sometimes I will go and read those stories that go something like : 'I was married to the sociopath and they have destroyed my life and I love them so much why won't they love me back. I...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 7 Responses Feb 17, 2014

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    Misunderstood Monster

    Does this world disgust you as much as it does me? Not only the world but the humans that have ruined it. This world with sheep that leap to an endless sleep afraid of the dark where evil will creep but all they do is get melted by light burning them a beautiful sight. They dont...
    akkikitsune akkikitsune 22-25, F 10 Responses May 18, 2013

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    The panicked feeling of a guilty conscience

    never squeezes at my heart or wakes me in the middle of the night. Despite my lifestyle, i never feel irresponsible, neglectful, or so much as embarrassed, although for the sake of appearances, sometimes i pretend that i do. For example, if you are a decent observer of people...
    saffronlooby saffronlooby 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I just took a quiz and according to it,

    I am a sociopath....I couldn't laugh harder. My heart is broken at the moment. Hence the trouble I am having with the world of bullshit caused by, um, PEOPLE.
    Oggidomani Oggidomani 51-55 1 Response Aug 4

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    it has taken me 31 years to finally be

    comfortable with myself,and not see the differences between me and most as a defect. now i know it to be a strength sort of a super power not to be tied down by the emotions and cares that limit the behavoir of most people. the freedom that comes with only caring about my...
    saint1123 saint1123 31-35, M 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    For those who are legitimately sociopathic like

    actually diagnosed, not some edgy tard who's like 'imma socipaf I lie n dnt fell nuffin, sumtyms I lie 2 mi ma n get mone y lol'. How do you behave? Did ever watch a sad movie and cry or worry about things? Ex: Worry about getting fired or into a fight. Do you feel pity (not...
    escapedexperiment escapedexperiment 13-15, F 10 Responses Jul 30

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    I Am A Sociopath - A Coming Out Story.

    Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation. Well this in a sense is self...
    CoiledSnake CoiledSnake 31-35, F 10 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    I Thought I Was A Sociopath

    per topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They...
    functionalminimalist functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    Do any of you get a sort of adrenaline rush

    playing and toying with other people's emotions? One thing I value most in my life is how I've mastered manipulation. If I'm not messing with someone's head, then I am bored and lifeless. I need that constant entertainment.
    rh18 rh18 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 17

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    Remorse is almost nonexistent,

    I didn't feel sad when some of my close family members deceased, I tried to make myself cry. I am generally free of entangling and irrational emotions. I am strategic and pretty intelligent and confident, but I also struggle to react appropriately to other people's confusing and...
    JessicaShaww JessicaShaww 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    JessicaShaww JessicaShaww 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    The funniest thing about being a sociopath is

    the control that you have. You find yourself in a social situation and you feel tears streaming down your face just to get what you want. You find yourself manipulating these poor helpless people just for your benefit. You find yourself talking to multiple partners at the...
    rh18 rh18 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    No One Cares

    You were hurt by your ex and now you want to share and find out "why". You believe they are a psychopath or sociopath - they must be to have played you like that!!! So you come here looking for answers. Just to clear things up... Yes, you really are stupid, ugly, worthless...
    PaleFox PaleFox 46-50, M 7 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    any UK Sociopaths on here?

    specifically Hampshire?
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 3

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    Amusing...

    I find it amusing to no end that such a group was created.  Why would sociopaths conglomerate in a group where, if indeed the majority of the members are other sociopaths, they are constantly attempting to dominate each other through discussing better and better conquests...
    atem4416 atem4416 18-21, F 18 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    Dear Mom

      Thanks for always being there, and for the sporty genes. But most of all, thanks for being such a perfect example of how love completely blinds people for seeing the truth. You always hear mothers say s**t like "a mother knows". I was told by very emotional mother, you...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    This Is Another Rant.. About You.

    You people are bothering me. I came to this website to enjoy the experiences of my sociopathic kin and instead I am being pestered by the inane ramblings of the imbecilic. There are 844 people in this group. Out of those people there are 3 categories of people. The sociopathsThe...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    A little bird told me go go!

    Socialize! Talk to those fine people... And then KILL EVERY LAST ONE OF THEM! Plunge your knife into their throats when they ain't lookin and then burn em to the ground. But that would be silly wouldnt it? hahahahaha. Hahahahaha. HAHAHAHAHA favorit quote ever
    krowbar krowbar 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 21

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    Guys, I found a new entertainment!

    Pretend you are a narcissist is really hilarious. Some idiots may argue that sociopath is narcissistic anyway, so there is no point in pretending something you already are. However, I strongly doubt that as I have watched some diagnosed NPD(some even malignant), I am certainly...
    chen914 chen914 22-25, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    Being Reborn.

    Hello. I am a sociopath. I have known this for a long time, though I had forgotten. I found/find it difficult to cope with sometimes. I hold all of the pros and cons of this fact in my head. I am different. This is good because it means that I am special. I have the potential to...
    Sociopathforabetterfuture Sociopathforabetterfuture 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    I realized that I have the traits of a

    sociopath It doesn't seem like I do since most of you chat with me online, but I do lack social skill in reality. I used to manipulate people in my lies in the past and I was a horrible human being, i could of been worst. I lack sympathy, and from my experiences that some of you...
    pomtonic1109 pomtonic1109 16-17, F Jul 29

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    Does anyone else consider themselves a violent

    soci? I have been very violent my entire life, from fighting, hitting people with me car, and even finding a persons home who had wronged me and intimidated their family. My behavior eventually led to me choking a cop. In my fit of rage i had a moment of clarity, that i would be...
    krowbar krowbar 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 16

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    It's rather irritating

    when people think "sociopath" is a simile for "murderer". It's perhaps even more irritating that everyone assumes that sociopaths cannot feel. From my experience, the feeling is far more shallow than everyone else describes but it's there nonetheless. I don't "get" empathy...
    AzuraSkies AzuraSkies 16-17 2 Responses Mar 3

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    I'm new to EP, but I've found myself addicted

    to this group. judging by the regular names alot of you are too. is there some sort of unspoken unity behind the enjoyment? or is it just refreshing to kick out all the "normal" people and spend time in a room that's just for us ?
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 28

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    I don't get it. Why is it

    so hard to convince other people that I am a sociopath? I am lazy, and I really do not have that much energy and willpower to maintain the mask. I just want to lay down and do nothing. Rarely, just rarely, I would have other thoughts like torturing others and causing pain...
    chen914 chen914 22-25, M 5 Responses Aug 22

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    Personal advice for the young ones.

    There might be spelling or grammatical errors, deal. 1) Golden Rule. These words are the most dangerous ones you can hear having not committed a crime. A danger to yourself and/or others. Read up on the DSM-5 make sure that if you’re ever under scrutiny that you do not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    A Pretty Parasite, Or "Of Course I'm a Nice Person, Now Quit Being Such a Nit and Fetch Me Another Drink."

    To preface, I have antisocial personality disorder and borderline personality disorder, and maybe some other stuff, and it makes for an unsettling combination. I have no conscience, no moral code, and no desire for either. My story, if you want to call it that, has to begin at...
    Phage Phage 26-30, F 120 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    recently i stopped and analysed myself.

    my actions my thoughts and so on. i realised that i constantly toy with people and that i feel nothing towards their pain. as if i feel any kind of emotion...but the thing is i can.t cope with being this different and it makes me angry and often ends with a death wish. since i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 21

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    I'm loving it so far.

    It is so easy to manipulate people and fake emotions. But my depersonalization is become so severe I sometimes wonder if its all real. Am I delusional? Well as long as I enjoy myself does it matter? Ha
    irishhen irishhen 18-21, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Social interactions with the non ASPD can be

    so annoying at times. All that maintenance, all that foreplay chit-chat before getting to the point ... GAWD!!!! Of course to be able to get regularly the info I need on some subject I cannot just directly and bluntly ask .... I have first to inquire of the day, mood and all...
    iceShadow iceShadow 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    It kind of disgusts me how many emos,

    and depressed attention seekers hashtag their pictures on Instagram under sociopath, psychopath, and aspd. These are the people i'm going to start targeting.
    powershark powershark 13-15, M 2 Responses May 20

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    so many people want to be somebody else.

    I just want to be myself.
    Mrgone84 Mrgone84 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    Right Or Wrong?

    In my lifetime of being a sociopath I have opened up to 3 people about it. 1. My longtime confidant and "best friend" 2. Another sociopath. 3. My girlfriend. Each time omitting the second one, It was met with disdain or disgust. They accepted me, but accepted me as if I had a...
    JasonGrayson JasonGrayson 18-21, M 17 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    it is fascinating reading how many of you feel

    you have been blessed with Sociopathy, because your cat died and you didnt cry
    canttakephotos canttakephotos 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21