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I Am a Suicide Waiting to Happen

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 25 People

    Or So I Say

    I want to always... deep down I'd like nothing more. But I hold on because it's the right thing to do. When I'm at my weakest I try to keep a friend close just in case. It makes me wonder if I'll ever stop thinking about it... just seems so peaceful.  
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    Oct 28, 2007

    Thats How I Feel

    ..... this statment has been coming up a lot between me and my boyfriend lately. I have been feeling like, I am just a suicide waiting to happen...I don't know why, I mean, I want to be strong, but I don't know how. I just feel like I am a suicide waiting to happen...
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    1 Response Jul 14, 2009


    It doesn't matter, how much progress I make. It doesn't matter, how good I may feel. It doesn't matter, how well life may be going for me.   My thoughts always return to suicide. I've been strong for so long. No one realizes how greatly this tears at me. No one...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 7, 2009

    There Are Days I Feel This Way.........

       That if one more thing goes wrong, one more disappointment, or criticizism..... One more anything & I'm just gonna blow. I also know myself well enough to know that as long as I have more fear of death then I do of life...... It'll never happen. I won't take...
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    1 Response Jun 18, 2009

    My Suicide the Inevitable Will Soon Happen and My Lmisery and Everyone Elses Lives Will Be Relieved of My Suffering Someday Soon

    Each day that passes I create more misery in my world. I try to fit in with others and be accepted but i really am not. They are just wanting me around to be as miserable as they are. I have never had a problem with people liking me but it has always been people who don't have...
    lkg4btrlife lkg4btrlife
    26-30, F
    Dec 5, 2008

    My Life- Past,present, and Future.

    I grew up in a small town, lived a relatively sheltered life, up until high school.  I started drinking at around age 16 and from that moment on alchol continually caused me to make bad choices.  My parents are upper middle class and ive had alot of opportunity in life...
    imawreck imawreck
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Oct 18, 2007
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