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I Am a Teen With Depression

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    Sometimes, I just need to lay down

    and fall asleep before I start to fall apart... All over again and again.
    AmazonDaughter AmazonDaughter 18-21, F Dec 14, 2015

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    What Does My Depression Feel Like?

    You get out of it’s hold, take a breath of relief when you feel yourself relaxing slightly and then all it takes is one second and it all comes crashing back down, pulling you back in with 101 reasons as to why you’re not good enough. It covers your mouth so you can’t talk...
    AndForOnceIThoughtYouLovedMe AndForOnceIThoughtYouLovedMe 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 12, 2012

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    I Actually don't feel like dying

    for once. I feel like I'm actually worth something now. Wow. Thought I would never live to see the day.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 28, 2015

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    Got bad new today during school someone close

    us passed away last night in a helicopter accident he will be dearly missed and just seeing people sad makes me sad as well because of my depression today is just a very sad day here in my school
    m199751 m199751 18-21, F Dec 11, 2015

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    Here in a few days I will not be a teen anymore.

    But I still battle depression. One minute I'll be happy and then the next I'll be breaking down in tears. I've been this way ever since I could remember I learned to hide it really good. Until I lost my aunt 3 years back and I haven't been about to control it since then. I'm...
    MarineGirlfriendMary MarineGirlfriendMary 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2015

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    I am planning out everything

    so that when the time comes for me to go, i have my suicide notes ready and i would be prepared and i will not back out last minute or fail... Not this time... This time i will make sure i succeed because i have ti at least succeed at one thing in life... Soon this whole torture...
    Depressedgirlxxx Depressedgirlxxx 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2015

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    I know my profile says I'm 18

    or whatever but I'm not. I'm only 14 and tonight I completely lost myself again. 📏 just a few more scars again...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 29, 2015

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    Depressed Teens Are Intelligent, Not Psycho!

    If you are sad about family stuff (yes, even abuse) or about conflicting inner personalities....you are smart enough to realize that this is not the way you want your life and the world to be. These things are at odds with your beliefs and thoughts.... Therefore they upset you...
    sacredArchitect sacredArchitect 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 8, 2013

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    CamSpeeed CamSpeeed 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I'm sick of crying, I'm tired of trying,

    yea I'm smiling, but inside in dying!
    icantlive232677 icantlive232677 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2014

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    I'm sorry I haven't been on in a long time

    but I'm going through a breakup and could use some help and I would like to make new friends..so if you guys are like no older than 17 message me.
    Bullied12 Bullied12 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    I get depressed a lot lately especially at

    night. Been dealing with this crap for over a year and I'm sick of it. And lately I'm very angry.
    Stimpy101 Stimpy101 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 19, 2014

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    I've always hated this feeling of this darkness

    within me... A feeling I can't just shake off...
    NiMags NiMags 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2015

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    They say you can't last a day in the real world,

    I say you can't survive a night in mine.
    AmazonDaughter AmazonDaughter 18-21, F Dec 16, 2015

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    For once, I let my depressed side show.

    It was during dinner and my parents were wondering I wasn't smiling or talking much. I guess I'm a good actress...
    BeYou321 BeYou321 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 2, 2014

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    By Declaring We Are Weak, We Become Weak, We Do Not Become Better.

    Whatever you dream and think of, you create. If it is hell, you die and see hell. If it is evil and Satan, you get a Satan. If ghosts, you get ghosts. Whatever you think, that you become. If you have to think, think good thoughts, great thoughts. This taking for granted that you...
    Abhih123 Abhih123 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 30, 2013

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    If it weren't for the horrendous pain

    that my death would inflict on my parents and those around me, I would have been dead a long time ago. Although today I am not particularly suicidal, and actually had quite a good day. I still feel as though its a shame that I can't just die. And I worry that this is as good as...
    GeorgiePeg GeorgiePeg 16-17, F 4 Responses May 8, 2015

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    Just Wanna Leave.....

    I have always struggled with life, whenever I would try to ask for help or tell anyone how I felt they wouldn't understand and think that their was something wrong with me and leave, I tried telling my parents but they never listen to me and laugh, I just feel alone and sad and...
    Fezzii Fezzii 18-21, F 20 Responses Oct 20, 2011

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    I take pills when I am sad

    or mad or even angry. I just grab random pills and take them because I feel like they make me feel normal and I go to sleep and wake up and act like it never happened. Depression hurts and I don't wish anyone to feel this way. I am never happy and I'm always badgering myself to...
    Peterpansxwifey Peterpansxwifey 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 13, 2015

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    Sometimes, I don't know

    if I can handle life anymore!
    MelMelrules93 MelMelrules93 18-21, T 1 Response Dec 14, 2015

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    If you're ever feeling extremely low,

    or just a bit sad then feel free to share your feelings with our community: http://live-another-day.boards.net/
    driftingalone driftingalone 16-17, F a week ago

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    We're just suicide kids telling other suicidal

    kids that suicide isn't the answer.
    x0dollface x0dollface 18-21, F 3 Responses May 22, 2014

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    it's getting worse day by day.

    I don't know how I make it through the day anymore. my arms are covered in cuts and burns. I can no longer smile. I'm numb and I don't know how to get back to my old self. I don't wish to die anymore, I just want this pain to stop.
    maya0871 maya0871 13-15, F 7 Responses Sep 19, 2015

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    I am feeling so depressed

    and don't know what to do about my love
    anusha459 anusha459 16-17, F Dec 28, 2015

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    ...yeah...its been getting progressively worse

    and I don't know how to stop it...the thoughts that race through my mind tend to be quite violent and gory...I've been cutting again too which I'm sure isn't helping matters. I feel guilty when my parents check my wrists and forearms, mere inches from where I cut (on my bicep...
    Inara24 Inara24 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 5, 2015

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    I've always hated this feeling of this darkness

    within me... A feeling I can't just shake off...
    NiMags NiMags 18-21, F Oct 18, 2015

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    Everything changed the day I picked up a blade.

    What many people don't realize is that their words really can hurt people. The person may not show that it effects them, however the minute their alone everything breaks. Some may cut, some may just cry, some may actually commit suicide! You should always be cautious of the...
    kelsey9317 kelsey9317 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 10, 2014

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    my dad yelled hurtful things to my mom.

    that made me so sad and very dissapointed to my dad :(
    mandyeddy mandyeddy 13-15, F Feb 2

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    I am looking for young men interested in the

    old woman! www.cougarloving.com
    silencesss silencesss 41-45, F Dec 11, 2015

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    No! I definitely don't think I'm special enough

    to be cared about and actually why would anyone care? My parents, the ones who were meant to love me unconditionally, have given me away so where am I suppose to look for a refuge? I'm just a thing that came up and they couldn't get rid of me.
    gloomykidd gloomykidd 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 1

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    Tonight my depression came to creep up on me.

    Why did I have to be born ugly, not that smart, and not "normal"? Who defines normal? Psychologist and society. Why should I listen to what they say? I have no choice if I did I wouldn't be this way. People make me feel this way. Words people say and have said play through my...
    wassup305 wassup305 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 21, 2015

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    I thought I finally pushed past my depression,

    I thought someone actually cared. But when they disappeared I was left with nothing. I think about cutting everyday again, Yet I haven't done it (maybe I am strong). But then I think again, and I feel worthless. I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone, and I constantly feel...
    kelsey9317 kelsey9317 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2015

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    Well, how would it start.

    My depression and social anxiety has been an on going battle with me for a long time, but all of a sudden it's come to light, I've had multiple panic attacks, suicidal thoughts etc. This past year has been hell for me. My transition into year 9 started it all. I can never tell...
    KcCapes KcCapes 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    I was a teen with depression.

    .now im an adult with a demon.
    Cocrispy Cocrispy 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 11, 2015

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    I am so depressed! OMG.

    It sucks so bad
    maddie711 maddie711 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2014

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    I hide it in school and at home by talking a

    lot Always acting happy wen people around me But wen I'm alone I'm sad,quiet and verge of tears(can't cry) Never had true in person relationship I wish someone wanted me
    pilot2022 pilot2022 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    Unpredictable

    I can't see it coming. I'll be happy, carefree, excited, and then it just stops. Suddenly I feel empty. I feel like I'm being drained and then filled up with a cold sadness. I wish it would stop, but it doesn't. The reason is unknown to me. Why am I sad? I don't know if I'll ever...
    glassdreams glassdreams 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2013

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    I struggle with depression

    and anxiety. I feel so Lonely, even when I'm around a group of friends, I feel like I don't belong. I feel like when I die, none of what i did will matter.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 5, 2014

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    So, I'm technically not a teen

    yet but, ya know. Anyway im with the fam. And i feel better because i have a cat on my belly. I really regret the cuts on my wrist now. .__.
    WhovimelonChild WhovimelonChild 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2015

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    Hey! Anyone here? My life is literally falling

    apart and I need someone to talk to!
    mirnahazem mirnahazem 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2015

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    I'm depressed and even

    though I'd like to say I'm not, I can't fight it anymore. It's the worst feeling anymore. I can't be happy because it's like I'm addicted to being depressed and I feel guilty if I even feel the slightest bit happy. I've had these random outbursts of emotion. I feel like I'm not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 24, 2015

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    I just want to end it my dad died 6 years ago

    and I'm home alone 8 hours a day I have no close friends no one ever wants to talk to me....what's the point..
    Sodan66 Sodan66 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 4, 2015

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    Yes, I know this feeling all too well.

    I'm depressed and working on getting out of it. I'm taking medicine and trying to find things that make me happy. What I'm here for is for anyone to talk to. I want to help people get out of depression, just like how I am. Especially people around my age. I know it's so...
    screaminginshadows screaminginshadows 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 28, 2014

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    So I'm going to therapy today.

    Let's find out if I got any better.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 7, 2015

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    Afrixan Afrixan 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2015

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