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I Am a Transexual

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 1,152 People

    The Maturing Of A Woman

    22 years ago, after I had my surgery, and blossomed in to a young woman, I was kind of an airhead party girl, it was fun a first, but after a couple of years of it. I returned to the real world, and started being, a real person, and building a real life as a woman. I decided...
    MsRoblynn MsRoblynn
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Apr 6, 2010

    It's been a little while

    since I've posted on here. So I figured I would give an update. Back in February I had my first visit with a gender therapist. She's great! I had contacted her a few times by email before I went to see her. She was so supportive and caring, that I knew she would be good for me...
    Jennifer337 Jennifer337
    31-35, T
    2 Responses May 17, 2014

    The New Me

    Well , i cant beleive my eyes,looking in the mirror at the new me and love wha i see with my new 38dd boobs, and tight ***. My long blonde hair framing my new face with full lips and gorgeous bedroon eyes. i love sexy bikinis for the beach and i dress to impress when doing...
    tssabrina tssabrina
    26-30, T
    12 Responses Feb 25, 2012

    Looking For A Tg Buddy

    Hey everyone i am looking for a Transgender buddy. It can be any Transgender as long as your from age 18-25. I would like a buddy to chat with and send pictures with :), please message me if interested. -Autumn
    AutumnCD AutumnCD
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Dec 18, 2012


      Who does a transexual date? Well, it depends. Just like everyone else it comes down to attraction and desire. If they like men, they'll date men. If they like women, it's women they'll date. Some are attracted to other transexuals. Me, and since it's my story, i fall...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    28 Responses Apr 17, 2009

    I Have A Full Name

    i posted on ep that i needed a midal name so with the people that responded i now have not one but two midal names so my full name is Kristen Anne Merie Bailey
    imagirl43 imagirl43
    22-25, T
    Sep 10, 2013

    It's True ... It's Me.

    I knew I was a girl when I was about 5 years old. I didn't like boy toys and boy games (war and such) but preferred playing dress up and playing with dolls. It never occurred to me that I was a boy. For sure I was a girl and I knew it. The older I got the more I felt like a...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    3 Responses May 21, 2009

    I Really Want To Be A Girl

    Ever since i can remember I have been interested in female clothing and female things. I was never able to show it much because I was afraid my family would disown me. I use to hang out with my cousins and they were both female, and my age we are all just weeks apart, and they...
    cbprescott cbprescott
    22-25, M
    7 Responses Aug 13, 2012

    This Is How I Came Out To Some People +Instagram

    Well for starters my instagram is Girlyautumn and whoever remembers me from a while back in November on here as AutumnCD is awesome but here are my stories. -Step mom So one night I think in November of 2012 I was wearing some of my step sisters clothing in the bathroom. I was...
    Girlyautumn Girlyautumn
    22-25, T
    1 Response Nov 18, 2013

    What I Did This Summer...!

    Güvercin is a very wealthy man, laced in family treasures from a dynasty of shipping and other industries. But wealth is not his only asset. His face is chiseled like a Michelangelo sculpture. A frame put together so nicely with long toned legs and shoulders so broad and bumpy...
    LapiudolceTS LapiudolceTS
    41-45, T
    3 Responses Sep 26, 2012

    The Best Feeling In The World ...

    You know what the best feeling in the world is right now for me?That is the feeling of getting to the point in my life where I just be myself without having anyone question who I am.It is actually a very empowering feeling to have.It actually instills more confidence.I am me...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    2 Responses May 20, 2012

    I Need A Midal Name

    my name so far is Kristen ........ bailey i dont have any ideas so i decided to come to ep for help
    imagirl43 imagirl43
    22-25, T
    2 Responses Sep 5, 2013

    An Open Apology To "joansoloman" New Federal Law

    In my remarks back to Joan Solomon, I was wrong! That law was very sensitive to me! I assumed that Joan Solomon, was trying to inflict Religious opinions about me. I that I was being called a sinner because I was Transsexual. SO JOAN SOLOMON! I AM SORRY FOR JUMPING TO...
    JamieLee1 JamieLee1
    51-55, F
    1 Response May 9, 2012


    hi. anyone wanna talk just message me and add me as a friend.
    supergirl0 supergirl0
    26-30, T
    1 Response Jan 8, 2013


    one of my biggest fantasies is to be dominated by a shemale
    Kingnothing280 Kingnothing280
    31-35, M
    Jul 29, 2013

    The "Princess In Me"

    The years growing up as a trans gender child was totally alienating. I would never like to wish it upon any child that does not have the loving support of there family. My primary school experiences were okay not perfect, did'nt get to much hassles until the real years began...
    Daniellea Daniellea
    6 Responses Mar 1, 2010

    Hi boys and girls and those

    who are neither. :) I've been reading through some of the posts on here, which I haven't done in awhile. I see so many of you pouring your hearts and souls out in these very touching stories. While all of our stories are different, there's still those similarities that most of...
    Jennifer337 Jennifer337
    31-35, T
    1 Response Feb 11, 2015

    Why It Is Sometimes So Hard To Relate

    Like many of us I knew from an early age something wasn't quite right. As much as I would try to fit in with the way things were supposed to be, it just never really clicked for me. I experimented a lot when I was in my teens and by the age of 17 I was dressing almost daily and...
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Sep 27, 2011


    Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all. I haven’t failed. I’ve just found 10,000 ways that won’t work! Jamie Lee
    JamieLee1 JamieLee1
    51-55, F
    Jul 26, 2012

    T-girl ... Woman

    i am a transexual and i have know this all my life. Early in my life i accepted it and was happy. Then came the time in my life where i had to be what society expected and i tried that. i never really accepted myself and had internal battles raging almost constantly. Things got...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    15 Responses Dec 29, 2008

    My Story

    This is essentially how my life as a Transwoman has been to date, it's a little edited and glossed over as to go into detail about every incident, change and event would eat up web space like a hungry over-weight child alone in a cookie shop!:   I struggled my whole life...
    Sheildmaiden Sheildmaiden
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Oct 9, 2009

    Transexuals and Pregnancy

    i have always wanted to conceive and carry my baby to term. Always! never a doubt, i realize this is not the same for all women ... but it is a constant thought for me.     One study found that transsexual women are as likely to have reproductive dreams and...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    16 Responses Apr 29, 2009

    News !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A Federal Law Just Passed

    WASHINGTON — The agency that enforces the federal job discrimination laws has for the first time ruled that transgender people are protected from bias in the workplace. In a groundbreaking decision late last week, the Equal Employment Opportunity Commission said a refusal to...
    JamieLee1 JamieLee1
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Apr 25, 2012
    shipra652 shipra652
    41-45, T
    Sep 20, 2015

    All ways have been always will be,

    im happy being who i am now, that's just who i am
    tooshylove tooshylove
    22-25, T
    3 Responses Aug 12, 2014

    Undecided. I've often felt inferior to other

    men and never "one of the guys". I do cross dress, but only in androgynous outer clothing that would be noticeable only by the buttons and zippers being on the wrong side. Even though I wear panties underneath, I've never had a desire to be a woman, particularly at my age...
    rbulova rbulova
    70+, T
    May 1, 2015

    I Love the Feeling

    I cannot classify myself as a transexual but rather a transvestite. I have taken Estrogen for some time and have nice nipples to show for it. If I could back the clock back a few years I would probably have become a TS or a post op. I admire you girls who are TS's. At this...
    martij martij
    41-45, T
    2 Responses Jun 10, 2009

    My Start

    My Mother always dressed me like a girl which I dearly thank her for since I cried when I had to wear boys clothes, when I got home from school I had to change out of my boys clothes into a Pink camisole and pink socks. I use to sneak looks at her boy friends boxer shorts to see...
    SophieHagen SophieHagen
    18-21, T
    1 Response Feb 9, 2013

    I Told My Bestfriend

    Hey everyone well the other night i decided i was going to come out and say everything to my bestfriend Amber. Her and I have been bestfriends for a year and she is very trustworthy so i thought i would tell her. So i told her i needed to tell her some of my secrets and she...
    AutumnCD AutumnCD
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 7, 2013

    The Truth About Being A Transwoman

    The TRUTH about being a transwoman or what its REALLY like Okay, my idea behind this is that it might educate the few cisgendered (non-transsexual) people who read it – I'm not foolish or deluded enough to think lots will read it, but if only a handful do and from those a...
    Sheildmaiden Sheildmaiden
    31-35, F
    17 Responses Jun 29, 2010

    I Am A Tansvestite

    I love to wear womens clothes, but I am married and have children, I have trapped myself and unable to find chances to dress up as a women. I feel frustrated.
    saloh30 saloh30
    56-60, T
    5 Responses Jul 30, 2012

    43 And I Have Hidden My Secret For 30 Years

    I am a divorced dad of two young kids that live with me I have secretly been a cd for 30 years and always wanted to be a girl but my strict catholic up bringing wouldn't allow it I have had my boobs done since my divorce and have been on hormones for 3 years but my testosterone...
    mixedupmale mixedupmale
    1 Response Aug 13, 2012

    FTM Here

    Gotta represent! I was born female and knew from the start it wasn't right. I started therapy in 1998, testosterone in 1999, and had chest surgery in 2003. I pass 100% as male - have all my life. I've never been happier. I choose to live not necessarily out, just because my...
    DavidMc69 DavidMc69
    41-45, T
    Aug 3, 2013

    Straight Talk

    Yes, I do date men and have for some time now. Yes, I am transexual and have been all my life. And I enjoy dating men, it is what feels right and natural for me.I will also say that I have never not been honest with them.I've never even kissed a man without telling him about who...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    Aug 4, 2012

    Living full time as a woman was the best choice

    I ever made, straight up. It's like my whole life fell into place as soon as I gave up pretending to be a guy, and everything has been on the upswing ever since! I still expect SOMETHING to come crashing down at any time, but for now I'm going to ride this wave as far as it'll...
    emyleejane emyleejane
    26-30, T
    7 Responses May 22, 2015

    Born Male

    been a female longer in my life than a male. I was born male, but at the age of 12 told my mom and she told my dad and after a lot of back and forth on it between them they agreed to let me live my life as a girl. At age 13 I started a new school as a girl and been that way ever...
    mollymcbutternuts mollymcbutternuts
    22-25, T
    11 Responses Mar 28, 2012

    Another Step!

    A while ago found a way to save ~50% of the cost of laser hair removal. At the time, I felt like I could afford it, so I went for it. Of course a few days later I had major car problems and no longer had the money. Since I had not started treatment yet, I talked with them...
    MstuckF MstuckF
    31-35, T
    Feb 25, 2013

    The Next Step

    So... I was looking around on the local Groupon site today and found a coupon for 94% off on lazer hair removal! I know it is not as permanent as electrolysis, but for $100 you can get 6 sessions! I wonder what my wife will say? I don't have the courage to tell her I am going to...
    MstuckF MstuckF
    31-35, T
    Feb 12, 2013

    Feminization Hypnosis ... Brining Out the Woman In Me

    I regularly use of feminization hypnosis to enable to transformation of my attitude, mind and body too. Prayer and meditation daily. A self-hypnosis that starts with relaxing and then telling myself various things over and over, thus impressing my subconscious mind &ldquo...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    12 Responses Jun 10, 2009

    I Don't Ask You To Understand...

    This isn't really for my brothers and sisters, who like me are transsexual or transgender but more for those who aren't; for those that think "WTF!!" and call us tranny's, freaks, it and other such transphobic things. In a few short days it'll be the 11th Transgender...
    Sheildmaiden Sheildmaiden
    31-35, F
    17 Responses Nov 16, 2009

    This Is Me

    this me a 16 old boy wanting to change sex. Im sared cause i dont want to lose all my friends. im a transsexual and i love being one. im atrattive to other transsexual people. mtf or ftm some of my friends know that i am a transsexual and for the most part they except it.ONE...
    imagirl43 imagirl43
    22-25, T
    1 Response May 31, 2013

    My name is Kelli, and I 've recently had my SRS.

    I've lived full time as a female for over three years. I very much enjoy dating men, sharing their thoughts, emotions, and yes, passion. Growing up I was the oldest of three- I have two sisters. I was always " Big brother" ( even though I never grew beyond 5'6". Even in college...
    kelliannsnow kelliannsnow
    31-35, T
    1 Response Aug 20, 2014

    I am neither male.female.

    I'm both.born in the same body.a rare both defect.gave me the gift of seeing both male.female.worlds.I xperince both
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Feb 14, 2016


    hi guy. so today i had i great day and if u dont know im a mtf transexual. but today i have been dating a guy for a year and as my newyears resultion i vowed to find some one who excepts me. so i just decided to tell him. he didnt care and said he loves me for me and that i was a...
    supergirl0 supergirl0
    26-30, T
    2 Responses Jan 11, 2013

    Slowly Showing And Realizing Myself

      Yes slowly. I was born with my own birth defect, being a woman in a man's body, my body and parts are not whole, complete or aligned properly. I was cross dressing, well dressing as a girl, as far back as being a teenager. women's clothes have always felt natural...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    Apr 6, 2010

    My First Real Shopping Day...(aka The Day I May Have Brought A Trans-family A Little Closer)

    I had the day off from taking care of my 2 year old because MiMi (Grandma) came and got her for a few hours. I was hoping to have a little ME (Lana) time with all the running I had to do today. Well, it worked out that I did. I went to a local Thrift Store (name withheld) that...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 27, 2011

    Wonderful Being A Woman

    Once upon a time I was male it was on my 35th Birthday I realised I had spent half my three score and ten the wrong gender. I put on my frock went to the doctor and was refried to the gender identity clinic. It did take some years but near 15 years ago I awoke in the recovery...
    waddlergirl waddlergirl
    51-55, T
    1 Response May 29, 2013


    Why is love so hard to find? Why does every woman turn on me the instant I ask them out? Am I just destined to be alone? Why do I feel so wrong when I do finally get a date? Is it because I have known I am a girl at heart since I was a small child? Is this why my ex left me and...
    Rose35 Rose35
    36-40, T
    Dec 16, 2012

    I have been 24/7 for more

    than a year now. Had some run ins and also some good experiences. I am not so consumed with "passing" as I was, but now I find that I do because of how relaxed with myself I have become. Oh well, good things come to those that wait.
    KayNealah KayNealah
    66-70, T
    1 Response Mar 29, 2015

    As a Teen ... Way Back Then

    Mostly, well pretty much always all I had was my mom's stuff to wear, especially to places other than school. Around the house I could wear anything I wanted. For school I had hip huggers, usually dark with lighter shirts/blouses/tops. Much like the one on the left and jeans...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    5 Responses May 21, 2009

    Why I Still Have A T After My Name On Ep

    Someone close to me here on EP recently asked why I still have a T after my name and not a F? It's a legitimate (I hate hard to spell words and Boomer is trying to climb on my lap while I'm writing this and that doesn't help. My poor sweet li'l baby) question and this is what I...
    mollymcbutternuts mollymcbutternuts
    22-25, T
    14 Responses Jul 16, 2012

    Some Of My Thoughts On Being A Transexual

    Whatever would you call me transexual, T-Girl, Tranny, Shemale ... whatever. Know some of my thoughts on who I am! Being a TGirl is not a choice. There is no "cure" for being a TGirl and therapy will not stop a TGirl from being a TGirl. Not revealing my feminine side is...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    7 Responses May 26, 2010
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