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I Am a Transgender Ftm

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 647 People

    Why Do I Continue To Be Me???

    Here I am a black convicted felon middle aged male from the west slums of Chicago. I'm the oldest of nine children, a combination of genes from two drug addicted people who didn't live past the tender ages of 40. God created me for what? I was subjected to a world of numberous...
    swhite97 swhite97 36-40 Apr 11, 2013

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    I got called 'sir' at the McDonald's drive

    through. Surprised the hell out of me because I am not on T and my voice is not that masculine. I was also driving a pt cruiser- the ultimate chick mobile. It made my day, though. I am in my early 30s and worry that I'll never be able to transition. My family would not accept...
    robotrobotrobot robotrobotrobot 31-35, T 1 Response Sep 24, 2014

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    I told my mom, but she just laughs

    and calls it ridiculous. My friends care, my Google+ friends care, and I care. I have always wanted to be a male, and I feel like being a guy makes me happy. Although some days, I'm just gonna be, slightly girly...
    NathanJonathan NathanJonathan 13-15, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am a ftm transgender

    and my name is Nova. I am constantly misgendered and it hurts a lot and I hate it... I am only out to three people and none of them gender me correctly and just don't care.
    novaftmpride novaftmpride 16-17, T 3 Responses Jun 10

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    I just found out that I'm going to be getting a

    binder through a youth binder program! I am so excited and hopeful that this will help. Any tips for someone new to binding?
    elephantfan elephantfan 22-25, M Jul 7

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    So, This is the paper I wrote

    for my Creative Writing professor earlier this year. Thought it would be good to share. Hint, Hint, this is where I got the idea for my Username, and that's why it means so much to me. Process of Becoming Why is my brush so important? It’s not like it belonged to...
    ProcessOfBecoming ProcessOfBecoming 18-21, T 1 Response May 7

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    I knew i was actually a boy

    since i was 3 years old. All my friends were boys and i thought i was one until i was told i was a girl. I hated the fact that i were a girl and had to wear dresses and stuff. I was afraid to tell anyone about how i felt until 2 years ago when i told my only best friend. He...
    Cocaholic Cocaholic 16-17, T Jun 23

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    Im Scared To Come Out.

    Im 14 years old and im a FTM transgender, yeah i know I'm still young but i think i would know what gender i am. I have felt like this ever since i was little. At a young age i found myself always playing with the guys and not wanting a shirt on. I have always been a cross...
    SpideyAlyx SpideyAlyx 13-15, M 4 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    Went out like this today.

    Finally got the courage to go out with some family dressed the way I like
    littleyaya littleyaya 16-17, T 4 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I Need To Come Out To My Parents as (Transgender FTM)

    Hello, i'm 14 years old and im a Transgender FTM, Nobody knows except for my close friend, i just told her last week, and she's pretty much accepting and really ok with it! nothing changed between us, we're still as close as ever and accepts me for who i am =). The Problem is...
    levinel levinel 13-15, T 13 Responses Mar 31, 2012

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    Hello I'm Judicaël (or Jude),

    I will turn 18 in august and my family does not really know that I'm trans even though I did come out ; they just do not want to hear about it. I have been binding my chest since the age of 16 and it helped a lot to bear up till now. I came out to my friends, they are ok with...
    Judicael Judicael 16-17, T 3 days ago

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    Support At Graduation :)

    Early in the school yea we were asked to write down the name that we wanted to appear on our Middle School Diploma, at that time I wasn't out, so I wrote down my birth name. Then, before graduation I asked the principal if they could read off a different name for me. The...
    NeonPanda03 NeonPanda03 13-15, T 5 Responses Jul 12, 2013

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    Hi, my name is cris. I live in milwaukee

    wisconsin and I would like to meet other FTMs in the area. thanks
    Cdhazzey Cdhazzey 41-45, T Jul 20

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    Trans Fears

    Back in 2011 I had a private conversation with a cisgendered woman on this site. At the time she had an interest in getting to know what transgendered / transsexual people were really like and because I had extended a welcome for people to contact me if they had any questions on...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly 22-25, T Aug 14, 2013

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    My Name is Zayden & i'm 16 years old

    and i'm a transguy whose pre-everything i just want to talk to people who are nice and supportive straight or transgender & i'm currently in HS so its putting alot of stress on me lately and i'm a junior so i graduate in 2015 but idk if i'll graduate due to me missing alot of...
    smoshx8dd smoshx8dd 16-17, T 7 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Hi, my name is James (you can also call me

    Bryan, but I prefer James, my middle name). I am recently out as FtM transgender. I need a bit of advice. I'm 16, and I have been delaying getting my learners permit for quite some time now. This is because I haven't yet had my name or gender legally changed, and don't want to...
    BryanJ99 BryanJ99 16-17, M 2 Responses Jun 17

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    Ftm Story, Need Help Coming Out

    Hey everyone, I was online looking up stories on other ftm-transgendered people and came across a story on here so I read it and other stories as well then I decided to join the website so here I am. I am 15 and I am ftm-transgender. I am only out to my best friend who is amazing...
    Simplyhuman97 Simplyhuman97 13-15, T 5 Responses Nov 4, 2012

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    I have always wanted to be a man.

    Since the age of three, my mom had to force me into girl's clothes. When left to my own devices, I was cosplaying as boys. I have always wanted to be a man and I didn't realize it up until a few weeks ago. I always thought I was just gender fluid, until I realized the span of...
    PerryJames PerryJames 18-21, T 3 Responses May 17

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    Hello I'm Ashton and I'm 17.

    I have just told my friend that I'm Transgender an in the upcoming years that I will be getting surgary I'm happy she's ok with it and keeps making jokes that I'm going to be one of those protective older brothers but my mother is the issue she hated when I came out as Gay...
    AshtonFTMGryffin AshtonFTMGryffin 16-17, T 1 Response Apr 12

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    I am 35 and recently realised I am Ftm ,

    I always just thought I was a very different gay girl lol ! I am researching and going to start T ASAP I came out to my mother last night and she was very accepting and loving and non judgemental which was awesome !! I look forward to hearing more stories and experciences and...
    kooritrans kooritrans 31-35, T 1 Response Mar 27

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    Being a Transgender FTM

    Before going through my story, i would like you to understand what is it. So plz do some research on this topic. We are born with different soul in different body. I am Male in Female body. For me i am normal as anyother man. I feel the same as anyother man would feel. I behave...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 8, 2009

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    Im 22 and starting hormones on Friday 1.

    9.15. My family isn't to supportive and are only thinking about the negative outcomes of my transition. Sometimes i feel alone and it upsets me knowing they won't accept my changes. My dysphoria is really bad and these comments make life even harder. Everyone i know is...
    Jaydenlee Jaydenlee 22-25, T 2 Responses Jan 6

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    "Self made man" sounds more beautiful

    and appropriate than "transman" I feel...
    sidd73 sidd73 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    Hey! My name is Liam,

    I'm a freshly out ftm and with the new season coming I've decided to change my wardrobe. Because of this I have all of my female clothing in which I'm hoping to give to mtf girls. I have both summer and winter apparel in a bunch of different sizes. Could you possible give a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 12

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    Story Of My Life: Living Blue in a Pink World

    As a girl playing house was a requirement. It was a fight to see who would be mommy. Daddy seemed like a better option to me, as they got to do all the neat stuff. Playing house was simple when we were young. No one cared that a girl was playing daddy because someone had to do...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 10

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    I actually need some advice about coming out.

    . I'm 16 now and I really want to tell my parents and maybe closest friends about how I feel. I thought about a letter and someone recommended me to come out by texting parents/friends. I hope someone is reading this, what do you think?
    m4ct4vish m4ct4vish 16-17, T 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Y'know...Stuff.

    A'ight bros. My name is Caleb but Cal is fine. I am a shy guy in real life; I don't have any friends so if you want to chat just hit me up. I am fourteen-years-old and I am from the United Kingdom. I like games, comics, tumblr, Photoshop and comedy. I am pre-t and pre-op but I...
    Calizard Calizard 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 3, 2013

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    KolbiLiam KolbiLiam 22-25, T 3 Responses Jun 5

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    I just found out my college's insurance

    now covers "gender identity disorder coverage" I think that's pretty cool
    starling156 starling156 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Ok i'm so sick of having to be a girl

    for everyone else cause i know i'm a boy inside.!!! Why can't people just exept that i'm not female nor will ever be. my dumb family wants to threat me like a girl but forget it!--i will never be a woman! i'm a boy and i won't change that,i can't change that, CAUSE BABY I WAS...
    Mihael122 Mihael122 18-21, T 3 Responses Aug 5, 2014

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    I would so LOVE to find a relationship with a

    FtM. I would love to be in a female led relationship, a long term relationship. I wish I knew the words I need to write here, I have so much to say but the words escape me.
    louannatg louannatg 51-55, T 3 Responses Jul 17

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    Gender Rant Of My High School Coming Out To Self As A College Freshman

    Mother's day. Dinner.. got a flower for being.. a female. Wanted to refuse it. Wanted to explain. Silence. I got home from a dinner I was invited to... brushed away my door-curtains, and just stared in the mirror.. I saw me. Male. But it was dark but this self-truth was good...
    AidenJ AidenJ 22-25 Apr 25, 2013

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    The day my life is compleat,

    is the day my mom looks me in the eyes and says, 'I accept you and love you as my son.' Please can that day come sooner? -Alyxander
    SpideyAlyx SpideyAlyx 13-15, M 4 Responses Sep 7, 2014

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    Hey (: I'm Jesse 17

    and FTM I would love some advice on how to pay for all this I want to start surgery as soon as possible. So like once I turn 18 and I have no idea what to do or who the best surgeon is. Where to go to get it done. I don't know much. I would just love some tips, advice, criticism...
    jesse99332211 jesse99332211 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 13, 2013

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    "This Is My Daughter."

    I can't stand hearing that. It embarrasses me and makes me feel so awkward. I'm told I don't look like a girl at all, so when my mom tells people she just meets "My daughter. . . *looks at me*", or "She's my 3rd child." or "This is my daughter.", its so... weird. I get weird...
    luminescentdanger luminescentdanger 22-25, T 4 Responses May 8, 2013

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    people are really harsh to say they are

    straight when even tho I'm trans I still am straight
    thelastlostboy thelastlostboy 13-15, T 1 Response Jun 21

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    I've been considering

    and considering, deciding, "is this just a phase? I must be crazy, I just learned about this, no way". Until I came here. I read a bunch of stories about transgenders here, which gave me a new perspective. All the transgender documentaries featured kids who knew that they were...
    Delracman Delracman 13-15 1 Response Dec 1, 2014

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    Hello everyone I'm Alex

    and I'm 14 years old. Life has been getting pretty hard on me. The more I'm getting older, the more my breast grow, and the more I get aroused in a female matter really makes me sad. I know I am a boy. But sadly I have to live as a girl. I've tried to come out as a transgender...
    SpideyAlyx SpideyAlyx 13-15, M 6 Responses Apr 13, 2014

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    I am becoming a boy more

    and more everyday.:D I change my name of Facebook, I told everyone on Facebook I'm transgender. I bind with ace banged it hurts my back alots but I'm okay with that.:D I am buying a binder when I get paid for my job. Life is good. He's a pic of me binding.(: thanks for reading...
    SpideyAlyx SpideyAlyx 13-15, M 4 Responses Jul 31, 2014

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    Lately I have identified myself

    as gender queer, as I started to wear clothes assigned to boys I realized how I was ridiculously uncomfortable being a girl. I noticed how natural it felt to be a boy, and how good I felt. My significant other, at the time had also identified as gender fluid. I took note in the...
    xMayesx xMayesx 16-17, M 3 Responses May 10, 2014

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    Hi everyone, I am newly out

    as transgender. I've told my sister and some select friends but I just can't seem to work up the courage to tell my hyper religious mom. It's driving me crazy! I have naturally high levels of testosterone so I already pass for a guy but I'm just really nervous to start living...
    elephantfan elephantfan 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 3

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    My husband didn't want to go meet our friends

    at the local gay bar. There was a show. I hadn't been out since before my transition. I was self conscious. I still am. But I went anyways. I met my buddy and we chatted in short bursts around the loud music. There were drag performers and boys running around in their underwear...
    victorytothebold victorytothebold 26-30 Jun 26

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    i`m Drake, and, yes, i`m a boy,

    not a girl. i`m 13 (my mom wanted me to use her birthday) and i hate being a girl. anyone want to talk?
    WolfsParadice WolfsParadice 36-40 May 5

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    My mom keeps coming in my room

    and telling me to "fix my hair and makeup" I haven't came out to her yet but the fact that she hasn't taken a slight hint of me not wearing makeup for the last month is really upsetting me. I'm not a girl. I'm not going to wear makeup or curl my hair. I'm forced to leave the...
    kloudkat kloudkat 16-17, T 2 Responses May 12

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    So, I'm not sleeping again

    even though I have to write a two thousand word paper, create a six page powerpoint, and take a map quiz, that all have to do with my final grade in a Geography class, later today. Also, keep in mind that I'm blind, so tonight just sucks. And yes, I can blame this on the...
    ProcessOfBecoming ProcessOfBecoming 18-21, T May 7

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    hello. my birth name is kiersten

    but i go by skylar. i'm 20 yrs old. so i told my mom about me being tran FtM and i think i regret that so much, i did it over email, since we live in different states now and i'm not going to fly there to explain that her oldest daughter wants to change into a boy. i mean i...
    skylar1994 skylar1994 18-21, T 2 Responses Dec 12, 2014

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