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I Am a Transgender Ftm

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    I have always for a long,

    long time wanted to be called he and handsome and pass as male. the feelings of my desires became more and more strong as I went through middle school and high school. I joined my schools GSA, which stands for Gay Straight Alliance. we worked on making the school more safe for...
    migraine94 migraine94 18-21, T Aug 15

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    Trans Fears

    Back in 2011 I had a private conversation with a cisgendered woman on this site. At the time she had an interest in getting to know what transgendered / transsexual people were really like and because I had extended a welcome for people to contact me if they had any questions on...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly 22-25, T Aug 14, 2013

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    Lately I have identified myself

    as gender queer, as I started to wear clothes assigned to boys I realized how I was ridiculously uncomfortable being a girl. I noticed how natural it felt to be a boy, and how good I felt. My significant other, at the time had also identified as gender fluid. I took note in the...
    xMayesx xMayesx 16-17, M 1 Response May 10

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    "This Is My Daughter."

    I can't stand hearing that. It embarrasses me and makes me feel so awkward. I'm told I don't look like a girl at all, so when my mom tells people she just meets "My daughter. . . *looks at me*", or "She's my 3rd child." or "This is my daughter.", its so... weird. I get weird...
    luminescentdanger luminescentdanger 22-25, T 5 Responses May 8, 2013

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    I feel like I am very active today with sharing.

    I had already before hand set a date/time to when I am going to request a gender identity investigation, but.. not really to any suprise I am already questioning if I can last living like nobody know ME for another year? I had a plan of when I graduate in 8 monthes I would...
    BlackNekoIIIX BlackNekoIIIX 18-21 Oct 5

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    I don't want to be beautiful,

    I don't want to be pretty, I want to be handsome
    littleyaya littleyaya 13-15, T 4 Responses May 27

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    Summer vacation without a friend,

    withour someone to talk. And I'm stressfull to go to college in september. I don't want to spend a year lonely and being hated for what i am
    Jordanoulamant Jordanoulamant 18-21, T 1 Response Aug 11

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    Now One Person Knows.

    I told one person today, that I Think I might be transgender. He's the counselor at my school. I dont know but all kind of strong emotions just kicked in when I spoke the Words. I told him that ever since I started Reading about it and thinking I might be Transgender my ''road...
    BlackNekoIIIX BlackNekoIIIX 18-21 3 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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    Went out like this today.

    Finally got the courage to go out with some family dressed the way I like
    littleyaya littleyaya 13-15, T 3 Responses May 27

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    Update

    Things are going well. My friends are really accepting of me and it's wonderful. They even said they would want to be there with me while I went through my transition. Of course that's still a few years away but it means so much. They are even willing to call me by a nickname...
    WildWolf711 WildWolf711 16-17, M 4 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    grippy6 grippy6 22-25, T 1 Response May 7

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    Some days I feel like I can bearly take it

    anymore. I have been gone in myself for awhile I guess, I remember when I told Ve.. about me, and out of the blue for a couple weeks she always called me Alexsander, even if she was the only one I had told yet, and she still called me Alexsander at school and in the city, I didn...
    BlackNekoIIIX BlackNekoIIIX 18-21 Oct 5

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    Gender Rant Of My High School Coming Out To Self As A College Freshman

    Mother's day. Dinner.. got a flower for being.. a female. Wanted to refuse it. Wanted to explain. Silence. I got home from a dinner I was invited to... brushed away my door-curtains, and just stared in the mirror.. I saw me. Male. But it was dark but this self-truth was good...
    AidenJ AidenJ 22-25 Apr 25, 2013

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    Im Scared To Come Out.

    Im 14 years old and im a FTM transgender, yeah i know I'm still young but i think i would know what gender i am. I have felt like this ever since i was little. At a young age i found myself always playing with the guys and not wanting a shirt on. I have always been a cross...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    My Name is Zayden & i'm 16 years old

    and i'm a transguy whose pre-everything i just want to talk to people who are nice and supportive straight or transgender & i'm currently in HS so its putting alot of stress on me lately and i'm a junior so i graduate in 2015 but idk if i'll graduate due to me missing alot of...
    smoshx8dd smoshx8dd 16-17, T 7 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Why Do I Continue To Be Me???

    Here I am a black convicted felon middle aged male from the west slums of Chicago. I'm the oldest of nine children, a combination of genes from two drug addicted people who didn't live past the tender ages of 40. God created me for what? I was subjected to a world of numberous...
    swhite97 swhite97 36-40 Apr 11, 2013

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    Y'know...Stuff.

    A'ight bros. My name is Caleb but Cal is fine. I am a shy guy in real life; I don't have any friends so if you want to chat just hit me up. I am fourteen-years-old and I am from the United Kingdom. I like games, comics, tumblr, Photoshop and comedy. I am pre-t and pre-op but I...
    Calizard Calizard 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 3, 2013

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    I kinda need someone to talk to about this.

    My whole life I've been a femme, I've recently became a dyke. My whole life I've felt like I shouldn't have my breasts. They just feel like they shouldn't be there. The kicker is, I don't want to be a boy. I still want to be a female, and still be called female pronouns. I just...
    confusedme22 confusedme22 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    I wish I was a boy, sometimes.

    And sometimes I wish I had both. I feel like one hole is useless and the other... yeah
    Cazzii Cazzii 13-15 1 Response Jun 16

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    Hello everyone I'm Alex

    and I'm 14 years old. Life has been getting pretty hard on me. The more I'm getting older, the more my breast grow, and the more I get aroused in a female matter really makes me sad. I know I am a boy. But sadly I have to live as a girl. I've tried to come out as a transgender...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 18-21, M 8 Responses Apr 13

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    I am a transgender boy.

    I came out to my parents when I was twelve and in grade six. I socially transitioned in September 2014, and started taking puberty blockers in March 2014. I am proud to be a transgender boy, I was born this way and there's nothing wrong with me. :)
    Robotboy100 Robotboy100 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 23

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    I Am Trans'... I Am A Person.

    So, hi everyone. My name is Matt, I'm ftm-transgender. So, let's get started. All my life, I've always played with the boys and wished more than anything throughout my entire childhood that I could just wear pants like them and cut my hair. My mom is a very strict Christian...
    luminescentdanger luminescentdanger 22-25, T 2 Responses Oct 30, 2012

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    Ftm Story, Need Help Coming Out

    Hey everyone, I was online looking up stories on other ftm-transgendered people and came across a story on here so I read it and other stories as well then I decided to join the website so here I am. I am 15 and I am ftm-transgender. I am only out to my best friend who is amazing...
    Simplyhuman97 Simplyhuman97 13-15, T 4 Responses Nov 4, 2012

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    (No i did not have a sex change) I like girls

    and only girls, girls message me only ages of 14-22 NO MALES
    kbforlife kbforlife 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 26

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    Okay I want to start like a little movement

    called The Trans-Formation Project. And basically it's like me saving up for you know my surgery. While at the same time being able to give back to the supporters of the transgender community! I have a big jar, I call it The Transformation Jar. And then I have a smaller jar. The...
    Cryingsmile Cryingsmile 16-17, T 1 Response Jul 25

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    For a while I thought I was non-binary.

    Turns out I've always identified as male, even if I've presented very femininely. I like to think of myself as a male cross dresser (as that is what I am, really). Some people even within the trans community don't like it but hey, I can't control my gender identity or my gender...
    HunterFae HunterFae 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 5

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    Hey (: I'm Jesse 17

    and FTM I would love some advice on how to pay for all this I want to start surgery as soon as possible. So like once I turn 18 and I have no idea what to do or who the best surgeon is. Where to go to get it done. I don't know much. I would just love some tips, advice, criticism...
    jesse99332211 jesse99332211 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 13, 2013

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    The day my life is compleat,

    is the day my mom looks me in the eyes and says, 'I accept you and love you as my son.' Please can that day come sooner? -Alyxander
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 7

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    Does anyone know where I can get hormonal

    replacement therapy done in central Florida???
    Rossi117 Rossi117 22-25 1 Response Jun 3

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    Im 14 I just figured out

    that im transgender I like girls, and girls only No i did not have a sex change thats transexuals My mom is a Christian, how do i tell my mom im transgender and i want to be a male?
    kbforlife kbforlife 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    Is anyone on testosterone boosters/estrogen

    blockers? If so please share your experience. I have just started t bomb 2.
    Rossi117 Rossi117 22-25 2 Responses May 26

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    Hello again! It has been a couple years

    since I posted on here. The first story I posted was back in May 2012 when I was just starting to figure things out: EP Link And the second was an update about a month later when life was looking up for me: EP Link So now it has been two years since my last post. Understandably...
    WildWolf711 WildWolf711 16-17, M Jul 18

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    So I can't decide if I want to be on T

    or estrogen blockers or not..I need to make a change but I didn't want to do anything drastic. I started taking testosterone boosters/ estrogen blockers supplements but I don't think I see much of a change. I would like a deeper voice, flatter chest, and most of all get rid of...
    Rossi117 Rossi117 22-25 2 Responses May 31

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    Support At Graduation :)

    Early in the school yea we were asked to write down the name that we wanted to appear on our Middle School Diploma, at that time I wasn't out, so I wrote down my birth name. Then, before graduation I asked the principal if they could read off a different name for me. The...
    NeonPanda03 NeonPanda03 13-15, T 4 Responses Jul 12, 2013

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    Ok i'm so sick of having to be a girl

    for everyone else cause i know i'm a boy inside.!!! Why can't people just exept that i'm not female nor will ever be. my dumb family wants to threat me like a girl but forget it!--i will never be a woman! i'm a boy and i won't change that,i can't change that, CAUSE BABY I WAS...
    Mihael122 Mihael122 18-21, T 3 Responses Aug 5

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    I'm not all that sure actually.

    I'm pansexual and wear both 'female' and 'male' clothes, depending on what I like and what is comfortable. When I was little I used to argue with my mom that I was a boy. I didn't know the difference, it never really occurred to me that what parts you have are what make you what...
    MeiAtraAla MeiAtraAla 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 7

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    okay hi, so I kind of just started my

    transition. I have come out to a handful of people as well as my family (who is very unaccepting. they call my by my birth name which is sunny, the refer to me with female pronouns, they won't let me cut my hair or buy a binder) but my friends call me by sam and use the pronouns...
    empttyspace empttyspace 13-15, T 2 Responses Sep 14

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    I Need To Come Out To My Parents as (Transgender FTM)

    Hello, i'm 14 years old and im a Transgender FTM, Nobody knows except for my close friend, i just told her last week, and she's pretty much accepting and really ok with it! nothing changed between us, we're still as close as ever and accepts me for who i am =). The Problem is...
    levinel levinel 13-15, T 10 Responses Mar 31, 2012

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    I've been through a lot researching about T

    boosters and i really need an advice about this. I'm starting to think of going to transition and as of now I don't think i can afford going to a therapist/ doctor and get the hormone. So I'm thinking if i could start with T-boosters.. I got into a lot of forum and searches...
    tearyEyesko tearyEyesko 22-25 Aug 16

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    I am in the process of ftm

    and am half way there with certain parts being already done but I'm realizing I am happy with the way I look now after having phalloplasty. I really enjoy being the way I am and find I'm happier now than I've ever been.
    tsmar tsmar 26-30, T 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Being a Transgender FTM

    Before going through my story, i would like you to understand what is it. So plz do some research on this topic. We are born with different soul in different body. I am Male in Female body. For me i am normal as anyother man. I feel the same as anyother man would feel. I behave...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 8, 2009

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    My head is a mess yet again.

    It's going through the motions of having met someone who I've fallen for bad. I've only known her a couple of months but everytime I see her my heart ends up in my mouth and when she's not around I can't get her off my mind. I like to find excuses to speak to her but when I do I...
    livingthedreamforever livingthedreamforever 22-25 2 Responses Jul 27

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    Well it's more trans non binary.

    I haven't gotten my surgery and I surprisingly didn't bind my chest for this picture either
    Cryingsmile Cryingsmile 16-17, T 1 Response Jul 24

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    I recently came out to my family

    that I am FTM. It's honestly taken me nearly 20 years to even admit it to myself or say it out loud. I've constantly been wondering how different my life would be now if I was born into the right body. I've always seen myself as a guy but have done girly activities just to...
    livingthedreamforever livingthedreamforever 22-25 2 Responses Jul 27

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    Thank You

    I finally talked to my mother she's taking me to a therapist that basically study transgende. I don't really know how it work but im really happy that my mom taking a step of supporting me. So one on here told me speak to her and I wanted to tell him thank you (:. Im really...
    mikeymouse345 mikeymouse345 18-21, T May 7, 2012

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    kind of depressing...

    its kind of depressing when you see other guys are transitioning, making appointment, starting T, making updates on T, bloging about being on T, post-op updates, posting videos, selfies and on and on. and you are still there where you was just waiting to start that new journey...
    sidd73 sidd73 22-25, M 3 Responses May 10, 2013

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    I am trans. I have thought long

    and hard plenty of times before about being a guy and wishing I was one but now I know that I am a boy on the inside. I think I always knew, but I was just trying to fit in with the other girls. I have put a lot of thought into what I want and I really want to be a boy. I want...
    jules401 jules401 13-15, T 9 Responses Apr 28

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    I got called 'sir' at the McDonald's drive

    through. Surprised the hell out of me because I am not on T and my voice is not that masculine. I was also driving a pt cruiser- the ultimate chick mobile. It made my day, though. I am in my early 30s and worry that I'll never be able to transition. My family would not accept...
    robotrobotrobot robotrobotrobot 31-35, T 1 Response Sep 24

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    I am becoming a boy more

    and more everyday.:D I change my name of Facebook, I told everyone on Facebook I'm transgender. I bind with ace banged it hurts my back alots but I'm okay with that.:D I am buying a binder when I get paid for my job. Life is good. He's a pic of me binding.(: thanks for reading...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 31

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    Becoming Evan

    Hello people(: my name is Evan, if you don't know me. I've been actually thinking a lot about my choice. I'm an FTM. or transgendered as other people would say it. I never though this would happen to me, but it did. this change as effected my life in so many ways, but I don't...
    evansayshello evansayshello 13-15, T 5 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    "Self made man" sounds more beautiful

    and appropriate than "transman" I feel...
    sidd73 sidd73 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 27

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    Related Experiences

    Sorry, but, I mean look at this kid. www.youtube.com/watch?v=O3U17OEB020 Way too cute.
    Nyah27 Nyah27 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    Hello guys! I'm transgender ftm. I love to make friends with all you guys, plz message me, I'm a good listener and I don't judge people. (I need to improve my English as well)
    LuckyLam LuckyLam 18-21 1 Response Oct 1

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