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I Am a Transgender Ftm

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    Falling For Your Best Friend

    Well im transgender FTM and i met this girl in 8th grade, but when i met her i looked like a girl and well i didn't think much about it. When we went to high school we became best friends and it was cool and all but then i started liking her and also i was transitioning but she...
    wolffhypes wolffhypes 16-17 4 Responses Sep 25, 2013

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    Support And Friends

    hi everyone, im Chris and im FtM transgender, my friend suggested this site to me to connect with others share my experiences and also get support, if anyone would like to add me feel free, where im at right now......................... i am almost a week away from my 3rd...
    chris1974w chris1974w 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 18, 2013

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    On Christmas Eve, I finally broke down

    and told my mum that I didn't like being a girl. I don't know if she has told anyone, and I haven't told anyone else since then.I have bought myself a binder, it doesn't quite make me entirely flat but it works for now and I have cut my hair short enough to pass as either male...
    puddlejumper9 puddlejumper9 18-21 6 Responses Jan 11

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    Now One Person Knows.

    I told one person today, that I Think I might be transgender. He's the counselor at my school. I dont know but all kind of strong emotions just kicked in when I spoke the Words. I told him that ever since I started Reading about it and thinking I might be Transgender my ''road...
    BlackNekoIIIX BlackNekoIIIX 16-17 3 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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    I think I wanna be genderqueer,

    like to not have a gender, but I want the male body, face and voice. I dont feel like a girl and I dont wanna grow up to be a woman, I can't see myself as a old woman or a adult woman, but a man, I can see, even tho I know I cant ever look like that even if I start T and...
    BlackNekoIIIX BlackNekoIIIX 16-17 1 Response Mar 23

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    Thank You

    I finally talked to my mother she's taking me to a therapist that basically study transgende. I don't really know how it work but im really happy that my mom taking a step of supporting me. So one on here told me speak to her and I wanted to tell him thank you (:. Im really...
    mikeymouse345 mikeymouse345 18-21, T May 7, 2012

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    Gender Rant Of My High School Coming Out To Self As A College Freshman

    Mother's day. Dinner.. got a flower for being.. a female. Wanted to refuse it. Wanted to explain. Silence. I got home from a dinner I was invited to... brushed away my door-curtains, and just stared in the mirror.. I saw me. Male. But it was dark but this self-truth was good...
    AidenJ AidenJ 22-25 Apr 25, 2013

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    Why Do I Continue To Be Me???

    Here I am a black convicted felon middle aged male from the west slums of Chicago. I'm the oldest of nine children, a combination of genes from two drug addicted people who didn't live past the tender ages of 40. God created me for what? I was subjected to a world of numberous...
    swhite97 swhite97 36-40 Apr 11, 2013

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    Did the truth set me free?

    When I came out to my parents, I guess I got a small piece of freedom. A freedom that leads to a lot of traumatic experience & complications especially if the parents refuses to understand.
    DaLuMaHe DaLuMaHe 22-25, T 1 Response Mar 5

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    hi this is first time i am gonna share

    and this site is amazing . it gave me a relief that i am not alone.since i am from india its very difficult to dress up the way i want. i always wanted to be a boy and i always had gf's since 13 yr old.though they were foreigners. i never tried flirting with girls but they...
    jipu jipu 18-21 1 Response Mar 19

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    Oh Jesus

    I came out to my guidance teacher today. She's gonna talk to me about it today 🙈 oh go I'm so nervous
    Whuttxxx Whuttxxx 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    Im Scared To Come Out.

    Im 14 years old and im a FTM transgender, yeah i know I'm still young but i think i would know what gender i am. I have felt like this ever since i was little. At a young age i found myself always playing with the guys and not wanting a shirt on. I have always been a cross...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 13-15, M 4 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    Y'know...Stuff.

    A'ight bros. My name is Caleb but Cal is fine. I am a shy guy in real life; I don't have any friends so if you want to chat just hit me up. I am fourteen-years-old and I am from the United Kingdom. I like games, comics, tumblr, Photoshop and comedy. I am pre-t and pre-op but I...
    Calizard Calizard 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 3, 2013

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    Hello, I've come out

    as trans five months ago. My life feel better knowing that I'm being true to myself. Support and friends are great
    slbowers slbowers 22-25, T 1 Response Feb 24

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    Trans Fears

    Back in 2011 I had a private conversation with a cisgendered woman on this site. At the time she had an interest in getting to know what transgendered / transsexual people were really like and because I had extended a welcome for people to contact me if they had any questions on...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly 22-25, T Aug 14, 2013

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    It's been a tough past year.

    I came out to my girlfriend of 18 months that I am trans. I want to become FTM. To my surprise she accepted it. Even though she is pansexual, I didn't know how she would take it. I am only 17 and i am trying to learn as much as I can about it. Any advice?
    DonSoto DonSoto 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 23

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    kind of depressing...

    its kind of depressing when you see other guys are transitioning, making appointment, starting T, making updates on T, bloging about being on T, post-op updates, posting videos, selfies and on and on. and you are still there where you was just waiting to start that new journey...
    sidd73 sidd73 22-25, M 3 Responses May 10, 2013

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    Its Been a long time

    since ive typed a word on Experience Project and a lot has changed since my last. My last post was in 2012 i believe about 2 years, wow how time flys. If youve read my previous stories you would read about my worries of coming out and planns for my future, living life as a...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25 18-21, T 2 Responses Jan 23

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    The Girl With Short Hair

    Although cheesy, ever since as long as I can remember, I've wanted to be a boy. Lately, though, I've been expressing it more openly to the public. Through the years, I can never remember a time where I wore a dress, other than my baptism. Same for my sister. I can't even begin...
    RhysSG RhysSG 16-17, T 5 Responses Oct 12, 2013

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    I'm Cale, 15 years old,

    gay and pre-T/pre-OP. I'm a sucker for cool hats. dudegaymer.tumblr.com
    pokeball pokeball 13-15, M Apr 1

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    Life In a Nutshell

    T here's not really much to this confession taking into consideration where it is exactly that I am posting this. But I am a transman just like so many others on this site (this being a fact I had trouble disclosing to anyone even a year ago). But I'm pre- everything I'm...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly 22-25, T 7 Responses May 10, 2009

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    I work. And I'm Olivia not Noah.

    I can't be Noah, they wouldn't let me😭
    noahjames47 noahjames47 16-17, T 3 Responses Feb 9

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    Things Are Starting To Look Better.

    I recently had my hair cut in a short mohawk. It helps me feel more masculine. I'm making an appointment to ask my doctor if he will provide testosterone for me but I'm expecting a no... My therapist will provide the letter of whatever a doctor needs to give me T, but she wants...
    transkidwithissues transkidwithissues 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 9, 2013

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    Ftm Story, Need Help Coming Out

    Hey everyone, I was online looking up stories on other ftm-transgendered people and came across a story on here so I read it and other stories as well then I decided to join the website so here I am. I am 15 and I am ftm-transgender. I am only out to my best friend who is amazing...
    Simplyhuman97 Simplyhuman97 13-15, T 2 Responses Nov 4, 2012

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    Hi guys, I am Phoenix,

    I use to be on this site a few years ago as Lucas when I was still trying to figure out what I wanted my name to be. I am transgender and im 21 years old, but im not on T yet because of money reasons, but I hope to be on T soon. I need some friends that understand being...
    countryboy0115 countryboy0115 18-21 2 Responses Mar 24

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    Being a Transgender FTM

    Before going through my story, i would like you to understand what is it. So plz do some research on this topic. We are born with different soul in different body. I am Male in Female body. For me i am normal as anyother man. I feel the same as anyother man would feel. I behave...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 8, 2009

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    Hello everyone I'm Alex

    and I'm 14 years old. Life has been getting pretty hard on me. The more I'm getting older, the more my breast grow, and the more I get aroused in a female matter really makes me sad. I know I am a boy. But sadly I have to live as a girl. I've tried to come out as a transgender...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    On The Long Journey To Becoming Who I Was Ment To Be.....

    My name is Jacob and from the time I was 10 years old, I knew I was trapped in the wrong body. I loved playing in the dirt and helping my dad work on the truck, my favorite toys were my hot wheels, ninja turtles, and football. I'm sure my mom thought it was one of those "phases...
    JustJacob JustJacob 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 29, 2013

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    Attraction.....

    As far as attraction I am not that picky. I'm strongly attracted to transgender men(ftm). I always have been, I am very supportive and even willing to help them transition. Also attracted to women whether they are fem or butch. I guess I am sexually fluid.......... Love is love...
    Mimibear Mimibear 16-17, T Jun 5, 2013

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    If You Need A Transguy To Talk To...

    I'm a 21-year-old tans guy and have been on HRT for two months. Still pre-op but hoping to get it done soon. I've read through the stories here and have been through all the same things. If you need someone to talk to or need advice, feel free to send me a message and we can chat...
    H2ik H2ik 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 21, 2013

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    Hey guys, I need advice.

    So I'm a closeted Lonley 14 year old ftm, I want to come out but not now, it would be to stressful to do this at my age so in order to deal with my selfish frustrations I last summer met a girl on the internet and I never told her I am trans so she just assumes I'm cis male. I...
    Xxcrazedbanana Xxcrazedbanana 13-15, M 3 Responses Feb 25

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    I've always known I was different,

    I just didn't know how or why. I have a twin sister (I'm ten minuets older) as kids I always thought I had to be girly because that's how my step mom dressed me and thoughts how kids told me to act. But on the inside I wanted boys toys, I wanted to play football and wrestle. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 31

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    I'm so dreaming tired of hiding.

    I need to be the real me but I can't be. I've told my parents and I just want to buy a binder and guys clothes. I can't keep living as a girl. It's making me even more depressed and I want to disappear.
    noahjames47 noahjames47 16-17, T 1 Response Feb 7

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    Confused

    Right now..? Im thinking, I havn't come out yet. Only one of my closest friend know and the school counslor. Maybe it's enough as it is? I dont really belive that tho.. I just feel that I wont be enough, that I will never be what I feel like. I will never be myself I guess.. I...
    BlackNekoIIIX BlackNekoIIIX 16-17 4 Responses Nov 21, 2013

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    Support At Graduation :)

    Early in the school yea we were asked to write down the name that we wanted to appear on our Middle School Diploma, at that time I wasn't out, so I wrote down my birth name. Then, before graduation I asked the principal if they could read off a different name for me. The...
    NeonPanda03 NeonPanda03 13-15, T 4 Responses Jul 12, 2013

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    I'm 29, I just came out to my wife.

    I am pre-everything in the US. I've been doing a lot if research because I have a kid, and any change can be of detriment. I want to bind, healthily of course. I will be starting therapy in January and I am hoping to start on T next year too.
    AdamSteel AdamSteel 26-30, M 5 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    Tis True

    I'm a FTM transgender, but where do I go from here? Sometimes, it's not so hard. It would be great to have a male body, but I don't want who I am to change. I always have a massive amount of testosterone, so what if this is as good as it gets? Without surgery, I mean. Folks think...
    Goslyn Goslyn 31-35, T 3 Responses Jul 9, 2013

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    I Need To Come Out To My Parents as (Transgender FTM)

    Hello, i'm 14 years old and im a Transgender FTM, Nobody knows except for my close friend, i just told her last week, and she's pretty much accepting and really ok with it! nothing changed between us, we're still as close as ever and accepts me for who i am =). The Problem is...
    levinel levinel 13-15, T 6 Responses Mar 31, 2012

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    At the ripe age of 11,

    I first heard the term transgender. For years prior I had struggled to fit into the female role that I had been assigned. I researched and reflected on what it meant to be transgender. However, it wasn't until shortly before I turned 14 that I disclosed this identification to my...
    ThomasJames13 ThomasJames13 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    Hey (: I'm Jesse 17

    and FTM I would love some advice on how to pay for all this I want to start surgery as soon as possible. So like once I turn 18 and I have no idea what to do or who the best surgeon is. Where to go to get it done. I don't know much. I would just love some tips, advice, criticism...
    jesse99332211 jesse99332211 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 13, 2013

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    My Name is Zayden & i'm 16 years old

    and i'm a transguy whose pre-everything i just want to talk to people who are nice and supportive straight or transgender & i'm currently in HS so its putting alot of stress on me lately and i'm a junior so i graduate in 2015 but idk if i'll graduate due to me missing alot of...
    smoshx8dd smoshx8dd 16-17, T 7 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    I am in the process of ftm

    and am half way there with certain parts being already done but I'm realizing I am happy with the way I look now after having phalloplasty. I really enjoy being the way I am and find I'm happier now than I've ever been.
    tsmar tsmar 26-30, T 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Darksunset Darksunset 13-15, T 1 Response Feb 4

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    I get more and more depressed by the day not

    being able to be myself. I can't be happy if I'm not in the right body. I can't do this 😭
    noahjames47 noahjames47 16-17, T 2 Responses Feb 8

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    Becoming Evan

    Hello people(: my name is Evan, if you don't know me. I've been actually thinking a lot about my choice. I'm an FTM. or transgendered as other people would say it. I never though this would happen to me, but it did. this change as effected my life in so many ways, but I don't...
    evansayshello evansayshello 13-15, T 4 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I'm FTM but as a guy I'm gay.

    It's a strange set up for me but I know I am. I need friends that accept me, and I also need a potential lover. I know this sounds like I'm asking y'all out I'm not just staring a fact. (Btw I haven't started T)
    facelessDARK facelessDARK 16-17, T 1 Response Mar 25

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    I Am Trans'... I Am A Person.

    So, hi everyone. My name is Matt, I'm ftm-transgender. So, let's get started. All my life, I've always played with the boys and wished more than anything throughout my entire childhood that I could just wear pants like them and cut my hair. My mom is a very strict Christian...
    luminescentdanger luminescentdanger 22-25, T 1 Response Oct 30, 2012

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    "This Is My Daughter."

    I can't stand hearing that. It embarrasses me and makes me feel so awkward. I'm told I don't look like a girl at all, so when my mom tells people she just meets "My daughter. . . *looks at me*", or "She's my 3rd child." or "This is my daughter.", its so... weird. I get weird...
    luminescentdanger luminescentdanger 22-25, T 5 Responses May 8, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I am in the process of ftm and while certain parts are already done I am finding everyday I'm happy with the phase I am in now during my transition and having thoughts of just...
    tsmar tsmar 26-30, T 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I am biologically female, but have worn mens clothes since 1997. I had psychotherapy in 2001/2 decided I just did not want the whole surgery thing . . I am only about 65...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I started living openly female everywhere early in 2010. In mid-2013 I began the long complex process of legally changing my identity to a new name and gender. I chose the name...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Inspirations for Transgender Christians. I hope you enjoy this inspiration as much as I did. 41 And he sat down opposite the treasury and watched the people putting money into...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 day ago

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    What Would You Change? Many of us in the trans community say, “only if I transition ___ years ago!” We are continuing beating ourselves over the head with “what if...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 day ago

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    Fear of coming out! It took a life time to come to the point of accepting myself. Fear controlled me. Don't make the same mistake I did. This is something that I have written on...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 Response Mar 26

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    Hey! So i recently came to a cross roads in my life where i had a realization that i do want to become a woman, i have had this feeling for a long time now. I have searched the...
    Befreenhappy33 Befreenhappy33 22-25, M 4 Responses Apr 14

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    I souls love to date a transgender ^_^
    1nfern0 1nfern0 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 24

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