I Am a Transman

This group is for women who want to become men here you can get and give support to other transmen 356 People

    Trans Fears

    Back in 2011 I had a private conversation with a cisgendered woman on this site. At the time she had an interest in getting to know what transgendered / transsexual people were really like and because I had extended a welcome for people to contact me if they had any questions on...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly
    26-30, T
    2 Responses Aug 14, 2013

    Once Again In Limbo

    I find myself coming here to this site from time to time usually when I am feeling all alone and isolated and I have no where else to turn, it can be months but i fail to not come here. My life for the past 6 years have been one filled with many challenges and obstacles it was...
    vinnyblade57 vinnyblade57
    26-30, T
    May 19, 2013

    So My Dad Doesn't Get It

      I love my dad and I know he loves me and will love me no matter what but he doesn't believe I'm really a man... He thinks I'm just really tomboy and that 21 is too young to make this kind of decision and that I'm letting my insecurities make decisions for me.  He refers to my...
    RyanJuno RyanJuno
    18-21, T
    6 Responses Oct 14, 2011

    Deciding What I Want

    been struggling the past couple weeks with my identity. I've struggled with it before and came out in high school as a lesbian. A few years later I was in the car with my best friend and I had made up my mind. I was never supposed to be a woman, I was meant to be a man. She...
    milo1890 milo1890
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 30, 2013

    Hey guys, I am born a boy

    and have a penis, but I want to have a vagina and remain as a man. I don't know how I'm feeling right now.
    bogzwong bogzwong
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 1, 2015

    Little Miss Perfect

    Ever since I can remember, everything I did revolved around a world full of guy stuff. When I was little, I would scream at my parents and throw wild temper tantrums if I was dressed up in itty bitty dresses. As I grew older I wore jeans and baggy tees and had a dutch boy haircut...
    DareToBeDifferent DareToBeDifferent
    18-21, T
    2 Responses Oct 2, 2008

    I'M Ftm

    First time I've ever felt authentic to myself. Still got a long way to go.
    lastleper lastleper
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 15, 2013

    A Boy At Heart

    First off let me just say that i am a bit offended by the title" girls who want to be boys" or whatever it is because if it were a matter of choice i obviously would just be a "girl" with no worries. Gender disorder (the brain and body not being the same) which occurs at...
    spanishblood44 spanishblood44
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Oct 31, 2009

    Unsure Of Myself

    I am 16 and I'm starting to question my gender identification. About half a year ago I realized that I was genderqueer but now I'm starting to realize that I not as comfortable being a woman as a thought. I've always been a tomboy and have been somewhat jealous of male bodies. I...
    Deanholmes Deanholmes
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 29, 2013

    Growing More Trapped

    Ever since I started middle school it's been complete hell! The kids in my grade are immure and rude, the girls act snuck up and the boys are just idiot bullies (no offence) since I found out I was transgender they been giving me a hard time about it. Being asked if your a boy or...
    Hiddenboyinthedark Hiddenboyinthedark
    13-15, M
    1 Response Jul 28, 2011

    Michigan,16, 5'9. sophomore.

    I'm look for someone to maybe become a item with.I love you guys!!! K-I-k me at fluffyunicorn1999
    Nick20954 Nick20954
    18-21, M
    Sep 10, 2015

    Becoming Evan

    Hello people(: my name is Evan, if you don't know me. I've been actually thinking a lot about my choice. I'm an FTM. or transgendered as other people would say it. I never though this would happen to me, but it did. this change as effected my life in so many ways, but I don't...
    evansayshello evansayshello
    13-15, T
    1 Response Jan 1, 2013

    I Want To Become A Trans Man

    riyaan123 riyaan123
    3 Responses Nov 23, 2011

    I Am An Ftm: The Man In Me (my Story)

    Hi, you can call me James im and FTM and to those of you that dont know already know what that is, i am female to male transgendered person. I was born physically female but i am a man trapped in a womens body. Im tall (6foot2), dark brown hair, light brown eyes, athletic...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25
    22-25, T
    4 Responses Oct 7, 2011

    What Grinds My Gears

    It really bothers me when I am in the process of meeting new people and they (always cis-gender) ask me if I'm "against being with or getting to know cis people"...as if my being trans makes me prone to hating cis people...
    sadamajak sadamajak
    26-30, M
    Nov 16, 2013

    I Hate Visits From Relatives

    Yeah, now I'm officially done with being apparently perfect. This new idea goes along fine until , horror of horrors, a THE FAMILY GATHERING. Here's a typical scenario: (In walks everyone, armed with waggling tongues and shrill voices) Gran: Oh darling, how you...
    DareToBeDifferent DareToBeDifferent
    18-21, T
    5 Responses Oct 21, 2008

    The Downfall of It.

    Well, this is an interesting little story. To start it off I gotta say that I love my partner. His name is Mark and he is also a trans man. Around his two homes, (his parents are separated) he is still knows as Calyn and of course as a she. We have been together for quite a while...
    SkaterGuyReid SkaterGuyReid
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Apr 9, 2008

    I have transphobic parents

    and I would like to know about your transphobia experiences. It doesn't have to be about your parents or family. Message me if its long or if you want to talk about it.
    Swordsman101 Swordsman101
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 24, 2014

    So What?

    Yeah, I'm getting a lot of comments recently. They're supposed to be flattering but nope, I don't give a damn. I'm actually banned from wearing any shirts and jeans outside of the house because people apparently mistake me for a guy. My mum says she's tired of all the girls...
    DareToBeDifferent DareToBeDifferent
    18-21, T
    3 Responses Oct 16, 2008

    I Got The Balls Up, Pardon The Phrase, And Told My Dad

    I just told my dad that i am a guy and he hasn't responded yet, i just sent the email, there was no way i could have actually spoken it.  this was one of the hardest things i've ever done and i'm so afraid of the results.  i am going to copy the email i sent in here...This may...
    RyanJuno RyanJuno
    18-21, T
    2 Responses Mar 16, 2011


    I'm 29 years old, I'm a hardcore goalie (my passion) that's lives in North Dakota which makes it even harder to have a social life.The last year and a half i really began to truly struggle with my identity, the last 8 years I just isolated in my basement playing ps3/Wii when I...
    Kujo30 Kujo30
    31-35, M
    Apr 9, 2013

    I am a transbaby. I am very comfortable with my

    gender identity. I am untransitioned but passing. I want to spread awareness about transgenderism and the prejudices and phobias that face transgender people. It is one of the few things I am passionate about.
    gothstan gothstan
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 30, 2014

    Its Been a long time

    since ive typed a word on Experience Project and a lot has changed since my last. My last post was in 2012 i believe about 2 years, wow how time flys. If youve read my previous stories you would read about my worries of coming out and planns for my future, living life as a...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25
    22-25, T
    2 Responses Jan 23, 2014

    I'm A Transman.

    hi my name is tobias, I'm transitioning from female to male, I'm at the beginning of the treatment at the moment and have my first appointment on the 16th January 2012 in london. i've been fighting how i felt for most of my life as i didn't understand most of my thoughts and...
    tobias28 tobias28
    26-30, T
    1 Response Nov 21, 2011

    #1 Choice In FTM Essentials

    Hello brothers! Just wanted to let everyone know of a new website that is informational in addition to an online shop just for trans men. Recently opened back in December. We have a FB page too so be sure to find us! www.ftmmall.com
    Taken123 Taken123
    1 Response Mar 23, 2013
    thatonegirl156 thatonegirl156
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 29, 2014


    I'm 29 years old, I'm a hardcore goalie (my passion) that's lives in North Dakota which makes it even harder to have a social life.The last year and a half i really began to truly struggle with my identity, the last 8 years I just isolated in my basement playing ps3/Wii when I...
    Kujo30 Kujo30
    31-35, M
    Apr 9, 2013

    I have pretty severe dysphoria,

    sometimes to the point of suicidal thoughts. Luckily, it's been getting better since I came out and have been taking steps to feel better in my own body. My family might not support me, but they accept me the way I am and aren't going to force me to do anything, though they...
    neongoggles neongoggles
    18-21, T
    Mar 10, 2014

    Who I Want To Be/Who They Want Me To Be

    I wish I had more friends to talk to. The one friend I see everyday is a good friend, but she isn't sympathetic enough for me to be able to talk about my identity issues. I could contact my old high school friends but they are all going through their own crap of relationship...
    milo1890 milo1890
    26-30, F
    Apr 30, 2013

    The Streets Look Different This Year...

    This morning as I drove to work I listened to the quiet of the empty roads all dressed up in white, the cold air of the evergreens danced freezing whatever mist had fallen upon the greenery during the first hours of the morning. And there I was looking at the same streets from...
    Transformer123 Transformer123
    46-50, M
    Jan 3, 2013

    Coming Out

    hello my name is Sam and im a FtM/transman i had known that i was a transgender at the age of 9 to 10, i felt like i was a boy. i would hang out with boys play football and other games. i didnt have many friends that were girls and i didnt mind, i didnt know how to talk to them...
    Sammy8D Sammy8D
    Jan 28, 2013

    I can be very mean to her.

    I haven't came out as ftm to her or my stepdad yet but every insult they make about me looking like a boy is pushing me closer and closer. Days like today where I get out of the shower and dry my hair, she comes in and asks me if she can do my hair and makeup. No, mother. She...
    kloudkat kloudkat
    18-21, T
    3 Responses May 11, 2015

    Dissappointed Again

    So it looks like my surgery is gunna be put on hold again due to not havin the money. I can collect 5k but that doesnt cover it all. Still need another 4k. Why cant his work be cheaper to say 5k? :P then I could get it right now haha. wishful thinkin....i say yup!. So now im just...
    jayd6 jayd6
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 6, 2013

    Ever since I was little,

    I never really thought about my physical gender at all. I would play with both boys and girls, and thinking about myself as female was a strange afterthought. I used to think that if I looked more female, then I would feel more female, but that's not true. I don't think that my...
    GorillaToeMan GorillaToeMan
    26-30, T
    Mar 24, 2016

    As a trans-person who didn't outwardly attempt

    to express the male identity I felt in my soul growing up, but who instead attempted with all their heart to fit into the socially excepted box of what a "girl" is supposed to be; one of my greatest annoyances is when my parents tell me that I CAN'T be transgendered because I...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly
    26-30, T
    2 Responses Sep 27, 2015

    Making Self

       My story is roughly the same as many other transmen. I've known forever, since I knew what boys and girls were, what I didn't get was why I was different from the other boys. After a turbulent childhood I began to understand what hurt meant, losing my best buddy...
    shaun0h shaun0h
    26-30, T
    1 Response Jan 16, 2008

    I Don't Want to Be a Man

    I am a man.   I came out to myself last year, and have been slowly transitioning ever since.
    GeorgeC GeorgeC
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Feb 26, 2008

    Being A Transgender In America

    I woke up in the middle of the night from my slumber to feel an overwhelming pain of my genitalia. Knowing what was to come, I grabbed the nearest pillow and shoved it in front of my face as I let out strained screams. My spine felt extremely hot, and I thought someone shoved a...
    Omagdi Omagdi
    2 Responses Aug 22, 2011

    I'm a transman and post everything.

    I feel stuck and have feeling if being alone. I'm a trans activist but a lot of my trans guy friends tend to be misogynistic. I can't stand that. Love my life have a great fiancée just really down. Been out for seven months.
    slbowers slbowers
    26-30, T
    2 Responses Apr 18, 2014

    Searching For Like Minded Friends

    Hi my story is simple: I am a transman who currently desires friends of the same persuasion to chat to. I have one other transman friend who is unreliable. He lives ten minutes from me but i havn't seen or spoken to him in three months due to his immaturity. I...
    AlfLee AlfLee
    31-35, T
    14 Responses Aug 23, 2008

    Hello! I'm new to the site

    and have recently come out as a trans man. Anybody else new or willing to help someone find their way?
    Gobes148 Gobes148
    26-30, T
    1 Response Jun 25, 2014

    Coming Out As Ftm In High School? Good Idea Or Not?

    In this last month i have decided that i want to come out finally to my parents about being an FTM. i really want to come out now as im writing this but i have certian things i have to take care of first so i have planned to come out around the end of Febuary next month. im very...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25
    22-25, T
    2 Responses Jan 12, 2012

    My Life Is Depressing.ntto

      I felt a boy inside me when I was 4. I was confused about being a girl cause I used to love wearing dresses at that time. I started to want to be a boy at age 13. I felt a little depressed cuz I was a female. At age 19 I started crying every single day cause I was...
    sexyscott sexyscott
    2 Responses Jul 12, 2009

    I Didn't Know About Being Trans* Until I Met Other Transfolk On The Internet.

    And someone close to me told me that I am not really trans because of it. They said I was just trying to be cool and that I'd get over it in time so I shouldn't spend too much time trying to become someone only to realize that's not who I am. But it is who I am. It shouldn't...
    IanAlexander IanAlexander
    2 Responses Jul 24, 2012

    I don't really know if I'm a boy

    or a girl. Most of the time I don't feel like either gender, I just feel like me. But, when I do have 'gender moments' there mostly male. Physically and mentally, I'm more male then female, however how much of it is autism (Aspergers) and how much is really me, I don't know...
    Amichelseaoramichris Amichelseaoramichris
    22-25, T
    2 Responses Mar 22, 2015

    An Update O My Chipin Account

    IF anyone had read my revious story on my chipin account. Just a review then. I have this chipin account to raise money for my top surgery. Yet I dont have a single donation. Bout a month ago a company bought them out and yet they decided not to proceed with the raising of the...
    jayd6 jayd6
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 26, 2013


    I am not a transman nor do I want to be one. But I support transmen to the fullest... I've dated and have friends that are trans. Have nothing but the utmost respect for transgender, period... Some are the sexiest men I've ever seen....
    Jan 25, 2013

    In The Middle Of The Battleground

    Well now where shall i begin, i guess i can start with where i was born and and under what conditions. I was born on an air force base to military  parents in okinawa japan. From earily childhood i have been forever on the move to different military bases and was to be a...
    vinnyblade57 vinnyblade57
    26-30, T
    3 Responses Jun 7, 2010

    In Denial No More

    I spent the first thirty years of my life in denial of who I really am. I believe I was in denial for several reasons. I started coming to terms with who I am about two years ago.I have never been a typical "female". I used to get pegged as a lesbian every where I went. I have...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise
    41-45, T
    1 Response Nov 19, 2012

    Last T shot: June 20th First Cry: Aug

    25th First Menses: Aug 31st I began testosterone 18 months ago. I did very well while I was on it. Emotionally stable. Physically, I had high energy and increased strength. I stopped my HRT a little over 2 months ago so that my husband and I could try to have a baby. I'll be...
    bleedingbrain bleedingbrain
    26-30, T
    1 Response Sep 1, 2014

    I Am a Girl

    when i was growing up i felt traped  in a mans body  but i feel femine alot now  love to dress in womens clothes  when i can even bras and panties  tops   make up  wig i love the feel of womens stuff because they have more than men do ...
    joann426 joann426
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2008

    I Need A Transguy Friend

    i hate being a girl. I have never liked it one bit. To make it worse puberty hit early and real hard. Girls are jealous of the body i resent deeply. Mother forced me to wear regular bras SIZE D! As opposed to a more constricting sports bra. I cant wear dresses i feel naked, i...
    deleted deleted
    7 Responses May 15, 2011
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