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I Am a Transsexual Male to Female

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    Ladyhollynelson37

    my story startes that at the age of 6 i felt that i was born in the wrong body and knew that i was a girl because my mother always wanted a girl when i was grown up so i told myself that i am the girl my mom asked for but it wasn't good enogh for her so i told myself that i would...
    hollynelson37 hollynelson37 36-40, T 2 Responses Jan 7, 2012

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    Trisha Marie Roberts.

    Bullhead City Arizona New Year's thoughts January 4, 2014 6:36 A.M. If you're like me, you spend this Saturday taking down your Christmas decorations, watching football, relaxing... and thinking deeply about the Old Year past and the New Year just starting. For me, 2013...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Jan 4

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    Becoming a Female

    It all started when i was was a young child at the age of 8.I knew something was different in my heart and soul.But did not have any body to talk to about it.So to jump ahead many years later,when i was a teenager at the age of 18 i started to check into the internet about how...
    sexyTSgirl sexyTSgirl 41-45, T 86 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    The Road Ahead

    for the frist time in my life the road ahead is bright and smooth for now I can cleanly see the journey ahead I now know where I am and where I need to be and how to get there from here1homons2 SRS sexaul reasinmet suregy3 name change4 job 
    ravennite44 ravennite44 46-50, T Jan 16, 2010

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    Who Does She Think She Is ...?

    I've copied this from my blog (http://www.andiesplace.co.uk) because I think it's important to see the perspective, if possible, of a partner of a late-transitioning person. I am married still, but it's all in the balance. I'm trying to be in her shoes too.__________________ How...
    Fullcircle Fullcircle 51-55, F 6 Responses Jul 29, 2012

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    Coming Out --- To Myself And You: I Am A Transwoman

    After knowing I want to be a girl then woman since my first memories, after denying the fact and telling myself and the world lies in a myriad different ways, I now admit and love the truth that I am a transsexual woman. I owned up to the fact about 3 weeks ago. I spent 40...
    dmor dmor 41-45, T 1 Response Aug 7, 2011

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    I Told My Parents

    Last month on jan 25 (a day i will never forget) i called my mom and dad and told them that i am transgender. to my complete surprise they were not moved one way or another by this news. in fact they told me it took long enough because they have been expecting it for years. it...
    Mizsuzy Mizsuzy 46-50, T 3 Responses Feb 22, 2012

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    When Does A Person Decide To Drop The Trans As A Gender

    Definatley for me being trans has been a exhausting journey however not finished I dropped the name trans before my name as a gender and just acceped Female. That was a big step for me but really what am I? Being trans is a condition not a gender. That at least is what it means...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 3 Responses Aug 18, 2012

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    Gone Full Time!!!

    Why is it that there are surgeries for women that want to have children but lost their uterus in an accident but yet a TS woman ask about these surgeries she is scalded for even considering them? How is it that people can say they are open to anything and then turn around and...
    Rose35 Rose35 36-40, T 4 Responses May 28, 2013

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    Choices...or Luck?

    “You’re so lucky to be living your dream!” This and similar statements land in my inbox a few hundred times per month. I know what the writer means, but I also hope they understand that my luck is a small portion of what got me here — and that if they are sitting around...
    LapiudolceTS LapiudolceTS 36-40, T 2 Responses Aug 25, 2012

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    The Pain Was Just Unbearable....

    I started my transition close to 5 years ago. Some guys go through a phase at 40. They want to desmonstrate how viril they still are and such. In my case, a few years prior to reaching the big 40 a strange and persistent feeling of guilt appear and would not go away. That guilt...
    ChristianaO ChristianaO 41-45 2 Responses Aug 25, 2011

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    Letting Go Of The Man

    Some of my friends have told me this was inevitable from the first time I identified as TS, others when I first started on HRT but I never really believed it would happen. I suppose I never felt the crushing depression or the overwhelming belief that transition HAD to happen and...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 2 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    One Step Closer

    I know this road is going to be a long one and the journey not always easy. But I am prepared to go through anything to finally be the true me......I've given so much of myself to others, it's now time for me.....sorry to sound selfish. Now that I've told my mother and she is...
    GenavieveB73 GenavieveB73 41-45, T 3 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    "Sara Ashley'S Day Out"

    All the years of living a lie with me trying my hardest to live being my assigned gender which is male but that never worked out. So these last several months I started living both genders which by the way is difficult when one of them is not your own and you hate your body. I...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 8, 2013

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    Long Time Coming

    So this parts of this I posted in the group "I am Bi", but in it i kinda explained how I feel and am. So I'm transsexual, it started when I was young that I dressed up in my sisters clothes, first mostly just her underwear. Long I considered me just being sort of a cross...
    transbabe transbabe 18-21, T 2 Responses Oct 5, 2013

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    I have been living full time

    as a female for now for 5 months and been on T Blockers for 3 months and I am starting to feel more like my true self. I have been disowned by my family for the most part and that part really hurts. Family is to be the ones that one would expect unconditional love but yet they...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    Body Changes

    I wanted to know if anyone thinks I should get my body weight down as much aspossible before taking the hrt"s.....I've been relatively active my whole life so "getting in shape" would not be an issue? Amy advice on this and hrt treatment would be greatly appreciated.... Big love...
    GenavieveB73 GenavieveB73 41-45, T 6 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    How Do You Know For Sure?

    Ok, since a very early age, I have had this want to be a woman. It started around age 5-8 and went away for a while. It bothered me not too much as time progressed, but I was never the most masculine guy around as well (I played football (Ehh....I'll preface this by adding that I...
    Zionoxis Zionoxis 22-25 Aug 23, 2013

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    I Am So Proud Of How Far I Have Come In Life

    Hello there i decide to have a sex change 2 years ago and i can not tell yea how great life has been since.I have all my life was picked on as a boy and i knew since i was 13 that i wanted to be a girl when i first try on one of my sisters dresses and thats how it took off from...
    afemale4ever afemale4ever 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 18, 2012

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    I'm Out, Loud And Proud!!!

    Almost every transexual I have met, has at some time during the process of transition from one gender to another feels the need to give up the label of being transexual. For some it marks the completion of that transition. Something that helped you define who you were, feels like...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Nov 30, 2013

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    Transgendered - Mtf My Story

    Hello. My name is Carrie and I am transgendered. Ever since High School I wanted to be a girl. So it's been 7 years I actually just this summer learned about the term Transgender and about Gender Identity Disorder, and learned about gender transitioning and HRT. When I did some...
    carriewolf12 carriewolf12 22-25, T 2 Responses Aug 31, 2011

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    Coming Out

    Well everyone in my life knows I'm transsexual now. My parents, family old friends and ex-girlfriends have seen me dressed! Everyone around town is talking about me and thinks its funny everyone calls me a *** and I'm getting sick of it! I'm just going to pack up my car and move...
    tsnikki420 tsnikki420 22-25, T 3 Responses Apr 29, 2013

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    No Choice

    I have been cross dressing since I can remember, I use to dress in my mum's cloths at about 4 years of age. I am now 47, and have only just come to terms with my sexuality, I am transgendered. I love to dress in women's clothing and have an extensive wardrobe, although I still...
    taranash taranash 46-50 Aug 25, 2013

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    Let me say first and foremost

    that from my personal experience my gender identity is not a choice. I cannot change who I am no more then anyone else can. Also, I wish I could, but I don't expect to change the minds of people who disagree because I am unsure if that is even possible.... So what is the point...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 2 Responses Jan 20

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    RIP to my Dad Today I officially said RIP to

    my dad and no he is not dead just I am finally putting to rest all of my anger and pain he has caused me for putting me through emotional pain of losing my parents, my sister, and my nieces and nephews. Well I forgive my dad even though we will never see each other again because...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    The start of my Journey -- or adventures in Alasandra Land

    We will welcome Alasandra today, The more I thought about it the better it fits me. Time to toss away the chains of fear and guilt: It had been a long day, cleaning up the places after xmas will take a week to put the house back in order. With 7 kids ranging from 16 thru 29, 14...
    Alasandra Alasandra 51-55, F 81 Responses Dec 30, 2011

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    Coming Out Into The Light!

    Hi Girls, So today is a very special day....... 13 had always been a lucky number for me, so today, 13 November 2013, I have officially told my friends and family that I am Transgender!! I feel amazing, its a happiness I cant describe and the support and reaction I've got has...
    GenavieveB73 GenavieveB73 41-45, T 4 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    Starting The Journey

    I have always been more comfortable with the thought of being a girl.... I only wish I done this sooner in my life. I am only starting out on this journey and I am sure I want to do the complete change as the physical change is the one thing that will finally confirm me for who I...
    GenavieveB73 GenavieveB73 41-45, T 6 Responses Nov 2, 2013

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    63 Year Old Now Living Full Time!

    So were to begin well I'll tell you a little about my self I'm 63 this year I came fully out three years ago lost the relationship with my wife with us still being a couple, however I'm still sharing and living in the same home .. I started taking hormones (HRT's) in 2005 and was...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Nov 21, 2013

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    I have been living full time

    as a female for now for 5 months and been on T Blockers for 3 months and I am starting to feel more like my true self. I have been disowned by my family for the most part and that part really hurts. Family is to be the ones that one would expect unconditional love but yet they...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Future's Loud and Bright

    for Trans Community We, the trans community have been fighting an uphill battle for a very long time. We have been hearing it from every single opponent, whether it is from the Christian world or the world itself. But slowly we are gaining ground on both. We are gaining ground...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F Dec 14, 2013

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    I Have Become A Woman

    It started about 3 years ago with the help of my wife. She offered me the chance to live as a woman and I said yes. She took the time to make sure I was great at giving head, and was able to take a man up my bottom with out him straining. It was great to learn to do these...
    RunAroundSusan RunAroundSusan 22-25 Sep 25, 2013

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    Sara's Goals For The Upcoming Year

    This holiday season colinated with Halloween and today it is Thanksgiving. Holidays are a time to take time off and celebrate with family, and a time for reflection. The holidays can however be stressful. With many different personalities together all in one house and many...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I have been living full time

    as a female for now for 5 months and been on T Blockers for 3 months and I am starting to feel more like my true self. I have been disowned by my family for the most part and that part really hurts. Family is to be the ones that one would expect unconditional love but yet they...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Goals for me to accomplish in 2014 Tomorrow

    I’m going to get the results of my blood work see where my hormone levels are at and that good stuff. I've been self medicating, have a friend that works in a clinic that has been on hormones for 3 years and has helped me obtain hormones, started me off on a similar dosage she...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Jan 2

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    Cant Wait To Transition!

    Im sure im not the only one in this situation, i know i am transgender and im 15, i just cant do anything about it until i turn 18 and move out of the house, my parents would not except it so im just gonna keep it a secret and wait. Is there anything i can do thats girly, or wear...
    girlycd44 girlycd44 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 5, 2013

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    Diagnosis Transsexual

    One of the most important dates and times in my entire life occurred on Oct 29 2012 at 11 a.m. This was the date and time of my appointment with the doctor at the medical clinic where the doctor I was seeing would confirm the diagnosis that the counselor that I had been seeing...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Aug 25, 2013

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    I have been living full time

    as a female for now for 5 months and been on T Blockers for 3 months and I am starting to feel more like my true self. I have been disowned by my family for the most part and that part really hurts. Family is to be the ones that one would expect unconditional love but yet they...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F Jan 13

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    It's Me

    I am transgendered. I am Transexual. I am Transexual Male to Female (M2F). I am a Shemale. I am a woman in a man's body. I am a woman with a birth defect. Oh, so many other names have been given to create the being I am. Some I don't like but that doesn't matter. Others...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 9 Responses Aug 12, 2012

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    Sara's First Thanksgiving Thanksgiving 2013

    This is the time for reflection as we approach Thanksgiving which is a time reserved for celebrating with family. It is time for thinking about what we are truly thankful. Well this is going to be my 1st Thanksgiving without family so I am going to do my best to come up with what...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    Becoming Trisha! I first became consciously

    aware of wanting to dress and be a woman when I was twenty-five. It was 1975. I lived in Honolulu Hawaii and spent my time among the company of drag queens and cross-dressers who I’d met at a club that was patronized by the transgender community. This was my first real...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 2 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    What A Ride This Experience Has Been...and It Ain't Over!

    I have been on an emotional rollercoaster since I made the decision to transition, not to suggest that I was not riding the rails before I made the decision. I know the euphoric feeling of actually recognizing a life time dream. My primary reason for sharing my experience was to...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Oct 18, 2013

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    Seeking An End To The Misery!!

    Long story short, I am a "transexual" Its not a label I wanted I should have been born a girl, I am the youngest of 7 brothers and have always felt different to the rest. I had girls toys and girl friends, i used to wear girls clothes as a little boy and i didnt know why. I kinda...
    Kristie1990 Kristie1990 22-25 Sep 22, 2013

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    Trisha, Through the Looking Glass

    (Literally) “It was much pleasanter at home,’ thought poor Alice, ‘when one wasn’t always growing larger and smaller, and being ordered about by mice and rabbits. I almost wish I hadn’t gone down that rabbit-hole — and yet — and yet — it’s rather curious, you...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Dec 30, 2013

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    So Great Being Sara Full Time

    Life is so much better being Sara that is exactly amazing journey that I am on. The last time that I told you of my update of being disowned by family and things have progressed. Yeah it still kills me and hurts so deeply. But now I have had my ears pierced and feel so more girly...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 23, 2013

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    Who Am I Becoming

    Everything in life holds both a blessing and a curse. We deny this when we label the events of our lives as either good or bad. Ever since I can remember my feeling like a woman inside didn't mean that I was already able to express that. I had to learn to grow my womanhood. Also...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Oct 1, 2013

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    Anchor Up!

    Well its time to start the things. My recent months was a nightmare. I almost got fired, and not because I start to look really feminine or because I wear female clothes and purses in my workplace, instead, the wish to finally be a woman was so overwhelming, the months long...
    VivienXX VivienXX 26-30, T 5 Responses Apr 14, 2012

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    Sara's Post Family Life

    Well I came out to my parents June 22nd as being a transsexual lesbian and since then things have gotten worse. They gave me an ultimatum that if I don't change my mind about transitioning by October 1 that they will not be my parents anymore. They say that I am "pretending" to...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 13 Responses Jul 15, 2013

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    Walking Through The Door. By Lowgirl180

    I started transision in october 2012 ,and its now been ten months and I have been working hard at becoming a woman . Its been a hard road to travel , as any one knows thats in transision ,when I started I had wants , and one of my wants was to be called mam insted of sir but I...
    lowgirl180 lowgirl180 56-60, T 8 Responses Sep 1, 2013

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    Transvestite Forever

    After 20+ yrs as a closet cross dresser, on New Years day 2005 I decided to live my life totally as a female dressing night & day only in women's apparel, as I'd simply discarded every article of male clothing and attire owned into a nearby Goodwill...
    sandradorothy sandradorothy 56-60 5 Responses Oct 22, 2009

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    Class 5 Transsexual

    Posted May 27th, 2011 at 10:40PM TheCOMBINED GENDER IDENTITY AND TRANSSEXUALITY INVENTORY(COGIATI)Your COGIATI result value is: 400 Which means that you fall within the following category:COGIATI classification FIVE, TRANSSEXUALWhat this means is that the Combined Gender...
    missytiger missytiger 61-65, T Sep 20, 2011

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    Ok; I Give In !

    My stories on EP began with cross dressing 18 months ago. I learned along the way that it was a better description to say I was transgender.  Because it was more normal than fetish or fun, I just moved along the line, still in denial that it would change my life so much. Well, I...
    Fullcircle Fullcircle 51-55, F 10 Responses Apr 12, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    No doubt about it I'd do a female world , females are so much more loving and caring. I think a male world would be unbearable. I may be male? But I relate so much better the...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 1 Response Jul 7

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