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I Am a Transsexual Male to Female

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 1,686 People

    Future's Loud and Bright

    for Trans Community We, the trans community have been fighting an uphill battle for a very long time. We have been hearing it from every single opponent, whether it is from the Christian world or the world itself. But slowly we are gaining ground on both. We are gaining ground...
    saraashley saraashley
    31-35, F
    Dec 14, 2013

    Coming Out Into The Light!

    Hi Girls, So today is a very special day....... 13 had always been a lucky number for me, so today, 13 November 2013, I have officially told my friends and family that I am Transgender!! I feel amazing, its a happiness I cant describe and the support and reaction I've got has...
    AmberLoves13 AmberLoves13
    41-45, T
    3 Responses Nov 13, 2013
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Oct 30, 2015

    Ok now we are getting somewhere.

    I can only have sex with men if I'm crossdressed as Kelly. But I perfer to be dressed as Kelly with another woman. Jeez I'm screwed up help!!!!!
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 30, 2015

    I have been living full time

    as a female for now for 5 months and been on T Blockers for 3 months and I am starting to feel more like my true self. I have been disowned by my family for the most part and that part really hurts. Family is to be the ones that one would expect unconditional love but yet they...
    saraashley saraashley
    31-35, F
    Jan 13, 2014

    Sara's Post Family Life

    Well I came out to my parents June 22nd as being a transsexual lesbian and since then things have gotten worse. They gave me an ultimatum that if I don't change my mind about transitioning by October 1 that they will not be my parents anymore. They say that I am "pretending" to...
    saraashley saraashley
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Jul 15, 2013

    The start of my Journey -- or adventures in Alasandra Land

    We will welcome Alasandra today, The more I thought about it the better it fits me. Time to toss away the chains of fear and guilt: It had been a long day, cleaning up the places after xmas will take a week to put the house back in order. With 7 kids ranging from 16 thru 29, 14...
    Alasandra Alasandra
    51-55, F
    74 Responses Dec 30, 2011

    Walking Through The Door. By Lowgirl180

    I started transision in october 2012 ,and its now been ten months and I have been working hard at becoming a woman . Its been a hard road to travel , as any one knows thats in transision ,when I started I had wants , and one of my wants was to be called mam insted of sir but I...
    lowgirl180 lowgirl180
    56-60, T
    5 Responses Sep 1, 2013

    I Have Become A Woman

    It started about 3 years ago with the help of my wife. She offered me the chance to live as a woman and I said yes. She took the time to make sure I was great at giving head, and was able to take a man up my bottom with out him straining. It was great to learn to do these...
    RunAroundSusan RunAroundSusan
    Sep 25, 2013

    The Road Ahead

    for the frist time in my life the road ahead is bright and smooth for now I can cleanly see the journey ahead I now know where I am and where I need to be and how to get there from here1homons2 SRS sexaul reasinmet suregy3 name change4 job 
    ravennite44 ravennite44
    46-50, T
    Jan 16, 2010

    Sara's Goals For The Upcoming Year

    This holiday season colinated with Halloween and today it is Thanksgiving. Holidays are a time to take time off and celebrate with family, and a time for reflection. The holidays can however be stressful. With many different personalities together all in one house and many...
    saraashley saraashley
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 28, 2013


    my story startes that at the age of 6 i felt that i was born in the wrong body and knew that i was a girl because my mother always wanted a girl when i was grown up so i told myself that i am the girl my mom asked for but it wasn't good enogh for her so i told myself that i would...
    hollynelson37 hollynelson37
    36-40, T
    2 Responses Jan 7, 2012

    During my journey socially transitioning to the

    woman that I have been my whole life on the inside but now on the outside there has been a lot of challenges when doing so. Presenting as female to the world that had always seen me as a male now has to adjust to seeing me as who I am truly which of course is a woman. Trying to...
    saraashley saraashley
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2014

    ​So the other day I had ordered some breast

    forms because they were significantly on sale. I wasnt sure if they would help or hurt and just be a reminder that I dont have breasts.They came in today and oh my god. This is so amazing! I feel so amazing wearing them! Being able to look down at myself or look at my self in...
    Napeti Napeti
    22-25, T
    Apr 10, 2015

    Long Time Coming

    So this parts of this I posted in the group "I am Bi", but in it i kinda explained how I feel and am. So I'm transsexual, it started when I was young that I dressed up in my sisters clothes, first mostly just her underwear. Long I considered me just being sort of a cross...
    transbabe transbabe
    18-21, T
    2 Responses Oct 5, 2013

    I have been living full time

    as a female for now for 5 months and been on T Blockers for 3 months and I am starting to feel more like my true self. I have been disowned by my family for the most part and that part really hurts. Family is to be the ones that one would expect unconditional love but yet they...
    saraashley saraashley
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jan 13, 2014

    Transgendered - Mtf My Story

    Hello. My name is Carrie and I am transgendered. Ever since High School I wanted to be a girl. So it's been 7 years I actually just this summer learned about the term Transgender and about Gender Identity Disorder, and learned about gender transitioning and HRT. When I did some...
    carriewolf12 carriewolf12
    26-30, T
    2 Responses Aug 31, 2011

    My Story Of Transsexual Life.

    Being born into a family can be a Hugh challenge for me especially when I was biologically born a boy, but deep inside I was a pretty girl waiting to be exploded out of my male body. It started at an early age of 4 when I notice I had Gender Disorder, I was feeling trapped...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 4, 2015

    Well. What can I say?

    This coming Wednesday marks my one year anniversary of being the girl that I have myself to be all along. It totally feels so liberating like I can breathe and yes it feels so great too. Being able to finally being someone that is truly me and no longer suffocating in that...
    saraashley saraashley
    31-35, F
    Aug 4, 2014

    Who Does She Think She Is ...?

    I've copied this from my blog ( because I think it's important to see the perspective, if possible, of a partner of a late-transitioning person. I am married still, but it's all in the balance. I'm trying to be in her shoes too.__________________ How...
    Fullcircle Fullcircle
    51-55, F
    6 Responses Jul 29, 2012

    So Great Being Sara Full Time

    Life is so much better being Sara that is exactly amazing journey that I am on. The last time that I told you of my update of being disowned by family and things have progressed. Yeah it still kills me and hurts so deeply. But now I have had my ears pierced and feel so more girly...
    saraashley saraashley
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 23, 2013

    Body Changes

    I wanted to know if anyone thinks I should get my body weight down as much aspossible before taking the hrt"s.....I've been relatively active my whole life so "getting in shape" would not be an issue? Amy advice on this and hrt treatment would be greatly appreciated.... Big love...
    AmberLoves13 AmberLoves13
    41-45, T
    6 Responses Nov 3, 2013

    I Am So Proud Of How Far I Have Come In Life

    Hello there i decide to have a sex change 2 years ago and i can not tell yea how great life has been since.I have all my life was picked on as a boy and i knew since i was 13 that i wanted to be a girl when i first try on one of my sisters dresses and thats how it took off from...
    afemale4ever afemale4ever
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 18, 2012

    Cant Wait To Transition!

    Im sure im not the only one in this situation, i know i am transgender and im 15, i just cant do anything about it until i turn 18 and move out of the house, my parents would not except it so im just gonna keep it a secret and wait. Is there anything i can do thats girly, or wear...
    girlycd44 girlycd44
    22-25, M
    1 Response Aug 5, 2013

    Gone Full Time!!!

    Why is it that there are surgeries for women that want to have children but lost their uterus in an accident but yet a TS woman ask about these surgeries she is scalded for even considering them? How is it that people can say they are open to anything and then turn around and...
    Rose35 Rose35
    36-40, T
    2 Responses May 28, 2013

    Starting The Journey

    I have always been more comfortable with the thought of being a girl.... I only wish I done this sooner in my life. I am only starting out on this journey and I am sure I want to do the complete change as the physical change is the one thing that will finally confirm me for who I...
    AmberLoves13 AmberLoves13
    41-45, T
    4 Responses Nov 2, 2013

    Ok; I Give In !

    My stories on EP began with cross dressing 18 months ago. I learned along the way that it was a better description to say I was transgender.  Because it was more normal than fetish or fun, I just moved along the line, still in denial that it would change my life so much. Well, I...
    Fullcircle Fullcircle
    51-55, F
    8 Responses Apr 12, 2012

    Coming Out --- To Myself And You: I Am A Transwoman

    After knowing I want to be a girl then woman since my first memories, after denying the fact and telling myself and the world lies in a myriad different ways, I now admit and love the truth that I am a transsexual woman. I owned up to the fact about 3 weeks ago. I spent 40...
    dmor dmor
    41-45, T
    1 Response Aug 7, 2011

    i just came out a little over a week

    or so ago and my life went from being like a black and white television show to living life in full HD 1080P color, no more hiding no more lurking in the shadows on the way in and out of clubs
    Chetora Chetora
    31-35, T
    1 Response Jul 27, 2015

    When Does A Person Decide To Drop The Trans As A Gender

    Definatley for me being trans has been a exhausting journey however not finished I dropped the name trans before my name as a gender and just acceped Female. That was a big step for me but really what am I? Being trans is a condition not a gender. That at least is what it means...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u
    61-65, T
    3 Responses Aug 18, 2012

    I'd love to here from all of you out there

    these are trying times. I'm tired of sitting on the fence with my sexuality. Your advice on weather or not to live full time as a woman would be much appreciated
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Oct 28, 2015

    Coming Out

    Well everyone in my life knows I'm transsexual now. My parents, family old friends and ex-girlfriends have seen me dressed! Everyone around town is talking about me and thinks its funny everyone calls me a *** and I'm getting sick of it! I'm just going to pack up my car and move...
    tsnikki420 tsnikki420
    26-30, T
    6 Responses Apr 29, 2013

    I am currently looking to get laser hair

    removal. I'm from London so wondered if anyone else could recommend anywhere around me that does full body treatments? Any help will be very much appreciated
    indiatights indiatights
    18-21, T
    Aug 19, 2015

    One Step Closer

    I know this road is going to be a long one and the journey not always easy. But I am prepared to go through anything to finally be the true me......I've given so much of myself to others, it's now time for me.....sorry to sound selfish. Now that I've told my mother and she is...
    AmberLoves13 AmberLoves13
    41-45, T
    3 Responses Nov 8, 2013

    When I put up an ad on Craigslist I usually get

    about 50 responses I love the attention
    deleted deleted
    Oct 28, 2015

    Class 5 Transsexual

    Posted May 27th, 2011 at 10:40PM TheCOMBINED GENDER IDENTITY AND TRANSSEXUALITY INVENTORY(COGIATI)Your COGIATI result value is: 400 Which means that you fall within the following category:COGIATI classification FIVE, TRANSSEXUALWhat this means is that the Combined Gender...
    missytiger missytiger
    61-65, T
    Sep 20, 2011

    It's Me

    I am transgendered. I am Transexual. I am Transexual Male to Female (M2F). I am a Shemale. I am a woman in a man's body. I am a woman with a birth defect. Oh, so many other names have been given to create the being I am. Some I don't like but that doesn't matter. Others...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    9 Responses Aug 12, 2012

    Sara's First Thanksgiving Thanksgiving 2013

    This is the time for reflection as we approach Thanksgiving which is a time reserved for celebrating with family. It is time for thinking about what we are truly thankful. Well this is going to be my 1st Thanksgiving without family so I am going to do my best to come up with what...
    saraashley saraashley
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 27, 2013

    "Sara Ashley'S Day Out"

    All the years of living a lie with me trying my hardest to live being my assigned gender which is male but that never worked out. So these last several months I started living both genders which by the way is difficult when one of them is not your own and you hate your body. I...
    saraashley saraashley
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jun 8, 2013

    I feel now my life is real colorful.

    There's no need to hide myself from the Reality. Life is alive when your Dreams come True. :)
    RebeccaTS RebeccaTS
    26-30, T
    2 Responses Jun 5, 2015

    Transvestite Forever

    After 20+ yrs as a closet cross dresser, on New Years day 2005 I decided to live my life totally as a female dressing night & day only in women's apparel, as I'd simply discarded every article of male clothing and attire owned into a nearby Goodwill...
    sandradorothy sandradorothy
    4 Responses Oct 22, 2009

    I am very interested in talking to some male to

    female transgenders. I am interested in hearing your stories and experiences. Also have some questions i would like to ask. Hope to hear from some of girls. 😉
    bdfc bdfc
    18-21, M
    Feb 24

    I have been living full time

    as a female for now for 5 months and been on T Blockers for 3 months and I am starting to feel more like my true self. I have been disowned by my family for the most part and that part really hurts. Family is to be the ones that one would expect unconditional love but yet they...
    saraashley saraashley
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jan 13, 2014

    Hey, I'm trying so hard to work on my new self.

    Feeling really discouraged. I really need some advice. Can you guys please message me with tips or even just something encouraging.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Feb 23

    I started using breast pumps

    for enlarging my breasts. The results are great. I'm a B cup now.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 4, 2015

    The Pain Was Just Unbearable....

    I started my transition close to 5 years ago. Some guys go through a phase at 40. They want to desmonstrate how viril they still are and such. In my case, a few years prior to reaching the big 40 a strange and persistent feeling of guilt appear and would not go away. That guilt...
    ChristianaO ChristianaO
    2 Responses Aug 25, 2011

    I came out last October.

    It had always been something in the front of my mind, but I always pushed it away as unrealistic. I never thought I'd ever come out, but it became too much to handle. I had to, or die. So I did, and everything has been a little surreal since then. Like, it was always this thing...
    transcady transcady
    26-30, T
    1 Response Aug 10, 2015

    I have been living full time

    as a female for now for 5 months and been on T Blockers for 3 months and I am starting to feel more like my true self. I have been disowned by my family for the most part and that part really hurts. Family is to be the ones that one would expect unconditional love but yet they...
    saraashley saraashley
    31-35, F
    Jan 13, 2014

    I Told My Parents

    Last month on jan 25 (a day i will never forget) i called my mom and dad and told them that i am transgender. to my complete surprise they were not moved one way or another by this news. in fact they told me it took long enough because they have been expecting it for years. it...
    Mizsuzy Mizsuzy
    46-50, T
    3 Responses Feb 22, 2012

    RIP to my Dad Today I officially said RIP to

    my dad and no he is not dead just I am finally putting to rest all of my anger and pain he has caused me for putting me through emotional pain of losing my parents, my sister, and my nieces and nephews. Well I forgive my dad even though we will never see each other again because...
    saraashley saraashley
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2014

    Anchor Up!

    Well its time to start the things. My recent months was a nightmare. I almost got fired, and not because I start to look really feminine or because I wear female clothes and purses in my workplace, instead, the wish to finally be a woman was so overwhelming, the months long...
    VivienXX VivienXX
    26-30, T
    4 Responses Apr 14, 2012
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