I try to do the right thing, and it never comes out right. I'm completely to blame. I'm stupid. manipulative, idiotic. Then I wonder why I'm alone and why everyone hates me. I'm an awful person and I should die.
I steal things.. Not just things, hearts too.. I use people, make them dance for me.. Most of them don't even know they are wrapped around my fingers.
Don't come close to me, I might entangle you to.. and make you dance for me.. cry for me.. maybe even hurt for me..
I know I am a bad person for so many reasons. I don't even know where to start describing it.
I'm a selfish person, I'm a jealous person, I'm not always honest and I don't love my family the way I should.
I have a 12yr old son that is very abusive towards me and my Mother...