I Am a Victim of Child Abuse

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    It Hurt Soo Bad

    when i was a 5 year old girl my father one day took me in my room locked the door pulled down his and mine pants and put me on the bed . i didnt know what was going on , i asked him what he was doing and he said shutup dont talk. then he put his **** in my butt (without lube) and...
    deleted deleted
    Apr 3, 2013

    I was abused as a child by someone

    who got obsessed by me at early age. He was encouraged by others to molest me
    linda linda
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jun 22, 2015

    I really don't have any clear memories.

    But my feelings tells me something happend to me as child. Because I have memories from when I was 3 or 4 years old. How I played sexual games with some boys in my same age and I remember how I once told them to pee. Because that is what is going to happend after u sucked it. My...
    realcomplicated realcomplicated
    31-35, M
    1 Response Nov 13, 2015

    Yesterday my mom punched me in the face four

    times until my nose was bleeding. The worst part is that it was in front of my friends. I deserved it because I was mouthing her. She had just come home and caught us with boys in the house. She started yelling and I said "you were probably off with some ******* guy" and she...
    Destinyyyh7 Destinyyyh7
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Feb 2, 2014

    This morning I was trying to tell my step dad

    that i wasn't feeling too good and could barely even get out of bed.. But he wouldn't listen and kept telling me to get out of bed and get ready or else he would drag me out of the house.. So I got up, acted like I was getting ready but I really wasn't. I just waited until he...
    seanC1999 seanC1999
    16-17, M
    1 Response Feb 18, 2016

    Rude Awakening (edited)

    (dnt read this if u already have) (Emmy) (I codent move the story to this group) anyway.... I was having an amazing dream: I became famous overnight! I was no longer alone and bullied! My enemies were pissed so they committed suicide! (I no so cold but hey they were a nightmare...
    Pie11644 Pie11644
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 9, 2012

    I Used To Be.

    When I was 4, it all started. When I was 4..My birth mother died so it was me & my dad & my big brother. He was a cruel hard man. A week after my mom died, I had a bad dream and woke up crying. My dad came in and yelled at me to Shut Up ! I just kept crying so he slapped the...
    AmandaLanae21 AmandaLanae21
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 14, 2013

    I think it's time for everyone to know my FULL

    story. Most of you only know bits and pieces. I was adopted when I was 12mo, I have an older sister and a younger sister. I have a mom and a dad. Sounds normal right? WRONG!! I remember when I was little my mom used to take shots of alcohol when she was watching me. She was...
    thefallenones thefallenones
    16-17, F
    6 Responses Sep 30, 2014

    I was a victim of mental

    and physical abuse by my stepdad but overcame it and went to God with my burdens and ended up moving in with my grandma and I'm saved and proudly serve God
    cgchildoftheking cgchildoftheking
    18-21, M
    Jul 26, 2015

    My mother used to drop me off with family

    members who she knew were child predators. Some of them had even sexually abused her as a child. Sexual abuse is such a normal part of my family that growing up I thought everyone did it. My mother dropped me off when I was twelve at her uncles house once so she could go to the...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 10, 2015

    My name is Karly I just turned 16

    and I am from Michigan but currently live in Florida. When I was younger my dad used to beat me and my sisters so my mom and dad got a divorce. When I was 11 we moved to Florida to stay with my uncle. When I was 11 my uncle raped me for 2 years so I told my mom and we moved out...
    allaboutkarly allaboutkarly
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 30, 2015

    I have repressed memories.

    I know this, because I show 80-90% of long term symptoms of childhood sex abuse. Two of my doctors agree. I had really started thinking hard about it, and a recovered a few memories. (Not even memories; just flashes of light and sounds and fear) and I know that I didn't make...
    Njhth Njhth
    18-21, F
    Jan 29, 2016
    Ddghhtddghyg Ddghhtddghyg
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 24, 2014

    I was both physically

    and mentally and sexually abused but I have forgiven them and I love them even though they did what they did to me
    Jungle46 Jungle46
    46-50, F
    1 Response Sep 25, 2014

    My mother for years have blamed me

    for my father and her divorce. She took out her physical and emotion abuse on me I don't know what to do I'm feeling very helpless with trying to cope with day to day things I do. She still try's to get under my skin and it works nothing physical now that I'm older but their is...
    sarah0426 sarah0426
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 17, 2014


    I forgot about this, until my therapist asked my to read a book about Child Abuse. I was never abused by hitting or yelling, I was sexually abused. I was either seven or eight, my age escapes me, but Darell was twelve. That I remember clearly. My mom sold candels for this...
    angelssing4me angelssing4me
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2011

    Child abuse is always sad,

    it always hurts but I feel more hurt I guess because of who it was done by. My sister and I were the best of friends. She wanted to be just like me, she adored me. Then out of nowhere she got really mad about everything. She would yell at me and try to argue with me over the...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 22, 2013

    My mum fxcken hits me all da time cause I

    always get caught having sex with my 3 year old sister but my dad doesn't mind. I wonder what her problem is.
    TimCahillLad TimCahillLad
    36-40, T
    2 Responses Apr 24, 2015

    Child Abuse

    when i was young my mom did alot of drugs and she had so many boyfriends who would routinely beat me by any means possible. for 16 years i have put up with getting hit, have had a table thrown at me, my own dad has pointed a loaded gun at me, and i have been kicked in so many...
    spaceguy9292 spaceguy9292
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Jan 20, 2009

    Nothing Deserved That

    When I was 4 was the first time I remember my father hurting me. He got in a fight with my mom and I got scared because he took a knife and chased her. I screamed. He got so mad, he locked me in a safe just big enough for me. I almost died. When I was five, he locked me in the...
    Flags67 Flags67
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 6, 2013

    I am 15 years old and

    when I was 13 my step dad raped me I begged him to stop but he wouldn't It is still going on and I tried to tell my mum twice but she just called me a liar. I blame myself because I could of stopped him but I couldn't.
    Arabellathebeautiful Arabellathebeautiful
    16-17, F
    Jan 22, 2015

    About 17 years ago when I was just six years

    old I was sexually abused by my babysitter son. I remembered it just like it was yesterday. My babysitter's son took me into a bathroom and told me if I wanted to play video games with my brother and him that I had to let him touch me down there. I was just so naive that I didn...
    confused18000 confused18000
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 14, 2015

    Welcome To What I Call Life

    I remember when i was five years old my family was everything; now its just a joke how i thought so. My father was stern man cruel and cold. Mother was an angel but she fell from grace fast. I have two brothers, the oldest has a disability and the other one had cancer when he was...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Jan 9, 2013

    my mother locks me in the house.

    well i suppose people have gone through worse things than that. You see, when i was younger i was addicted to harming myself with sharp things or drinking lots of sleeping pills just to fall sick or attempt to kill myself. in the last year, my mother made me part from all my...
    ilovelove23 ilovelove23
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2015

    How I Got Away: 10-15-12

    I got kicked out of my moms house in 2010 because she apparently had so much **** going on she kicked out her 11 year old daughter (me.) and my older sister. We moved to my dads. We lived in this big beautiful house. He had an amazing girlfriend who I still love. They were...
    TheParanoidSchizophrenic TheParanoidSchizophrenic
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 3, 2013

    I'm actually terrified to write this.

    I don't want to write that word. It's scary. I've never opened up about this before. He'd never done anything truly bad before. Yeah, he hit me and said stuff. It hurt, both emotionally and physically, but I didn't realise how much worse it could get. But he came home drunk...
    FabulousUnicorn15 FabulousUnicorn15
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Apr 13, 2015

    In July I came to the conclusion

    that I had repressed memories of something that happened when I was very little. After 4 months of trying to recover something, I realized I had a bad feeling associated with the photography studio that was closed at my local Walmart. I remember screaming and bright lights and...
    Njhth Njhth
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 21, 2015

    I Am 17 And Yet A Victim Of Child Abuse

    I'm seventeen, yes you read that right, and yet a victim to child abuse in my own house. My mother beats me up almost every time without any reason. She removes the anger of other people on me. She is a very narrow minded person and fights with my dad for almost everything and...
    dealtlikeapuppet dealtlikeapuppet
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Nov 30, 2013

    My father. He smiles

    and everyone tells me how lovely he is. But everyone falls for him because he's a liar. They never saw the pain mentally and physically he put me through. The comments, the pressure, the pain. It haunts me....
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 29, 2015

    My parents got divorced,

    both remarried to horrible people. My step dad beat and killed my brother,4, and my step mom put my sister,6 into a coma. I don't wear short sleeves because I'm scared for people to see the hand marks and bruises. I break bones constantly because of it and I have to make up some...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Sep 28, 2015


    When I lived with my father and stepmother in my younger years, they abused me physically and emotionally on an every day basis. The rest of my family was too afraid to intervene. Eventually, my mother couldn't stand them hurting me anymore and took me to the police station on...
    Haley895 Haley895
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Jun 20, 2010

    This is really hard for me.

    .. when I was a little girl I was abused by an older girl. It took me a long time to think of this as abuse because of the abuser being a girl. she would frequently make me let her 'hump' me. and she would fondle me and just be entirely inappropriate with me. my problem now is...
    smmnbmm smmnbmm
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 10, 2015

    I Had A Terrible Childhood

    From the moment I born I was abused. I was born to a young mother who was not prepared to be neither a wife or mother. Her mother passed away after a dental procedure , my mother was 5, her younger sister 6 weeks. My mother became the mother to her sister, I tried to make excuses...
    findinghanna findinghanna
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Nov 19, 2012

    I am 15 years old and

    when I was 13 my step dad raped me and it still going on. i didn't know what to do I cried, begged him to stop but he just wouldn't stop! I told my mum but she just called me a liar. It's all my fault I could of stopped him but I didn't everything is my fault.
    Arabellathebeautiful Arabellathebeautiful
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 25, 2015

    Sometimes i wish my father would see the

    physical and emotional scars and wounds he left me with! :'(
    PaigeyPops PaigeyPops
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jun 2, 2014

    Not so much as abuse,

    more like neglect. My parents always fight and swear at each other, and they never took good care of me. I had to care for myself. Made my own meals, washed my own clothes, all of it. I pretty much raised myself. Everyday I hear shouting and objects being thrown around, the...
    SteelTyrant SteelTyrant
    16-17, M
    1 Response Dec 31, 2014

    My father is an acaholic,

    he has been every since I was born he tells me lies abou how my mother never wanted me and she wanted a boy and that I'm worthless and he throws his bottles at me I'm so sick and tired of it I hate him , my aunt says I need to have a relationship with him but idk how I hate him...
    YouAreAllPesants YouAreAllPesants
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Mar 24, 2014

    When I was a little girl,

    I was both physically and se*ually abused. I was se*ually abused by one of my old best friend's sister. She was a year younger than me but she showed me that she could over power me in .25 seconds. One day I was playing with one of her dolls (I used to pretend that dolls were my...
    anonymousvictim anonymousvictim
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2015

    I am I victim of physical,

    emotional, and sexual abuse.
    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

    I just don't understand yelling

    and beating your child. There are other ways to get your point across and the only thing you are doing is giving your child issues and they'll grow up to hate you as an adult.
    LikeAPrayer LikeAPrayer
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2014

    I really need to share/vent my story.

    ..my "mom" denies everything she has done to me. I wish I could stop calling her "mom", she doesn't deserve that title. Her name is Mary. I think Mary has a mental illness but I can't say for sure. My parents separated when I was 6 and my little brother was 4. My brother and I...
    OTexperience OTexperience
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 16, 2014

    I pull down my sleeves

    so no one sees the bruises and scrapes. I've gotten really good at covering up marks with makeup and making up excuse of why I'm limping. But I can't cover up the names she calls me or the way she insults me and puts me down. Bruises go away but her words still linger.
    Justanothergirl2000 Justanothergirl2000
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 11, 2014

    He Knew When Was The Right Time To Do It

    In 1996 when I was 9 Years old my dad got an assignment to Dubai to live there for two years. We made friends with a petrol attendant and invited him home for dinner. Then he came regularly and we used to hangout alot. In 1997 when I was 10 years we decided to go for a swim and...
    speed179 speed179
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jun 23, 2013

    Can You Help Me

     I was physically and sexually abused as a child. My father is a sociopath so unlike many abused children, I never saw him fly off the handle or get angry, his abuse was controlled and calculated designed to torture myself, my older brother and sister every moment of our...
    zaylee zaylee
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Mar 7, 2009

    I was sexualy abused by my mother

    when i was a young child we had let me say n intence n special relationship that invoved oral n rectal sex yet i found that i enjoyed it n bieng with her at that time i still think of her n about it to this day did anyone else had this type of experience? There is more but i...
    howard1945 howard1945
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Dec 12, 2014

    My mom was really nice at first

    until we moved back to Florida from Georgia. Her and my dad were trying to work things out but she had a mental illness and bipolar. They say that it runs in my family since my grandmother is schizophrenic. I could understand though if she cared. So anyway, she could be talking...
    amersonjazzy amersonjazzy
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 6, 2014

    I can't stop thinking about my childhood abuse.

    I have a scar of dead veins on my face to remind me everyday about everything that happened to me. I can't sleep. Kill me.
    OTexperience OTexperience
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 17, 2014

    Do They Not Love Me?

    It's official!!!! My parents don't love me anymore!!!!!!!!! I was just walking outside of the door at school into my dads car I then told him "I got ur schedule 4 bak 2 skool nite" all of a sudden he locks the windows and doors synchronized. He then starts screaming! "this is how...
    Pie11644 Pie11644
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 11, 2012

    Step Father Ruined My Childhood

    People who know my past. Those who witnessed my childhood say I am strong. They say they're proud of me for not falling into my parents footsteps. I'm nobody special. I live in an average house with an average job, with a man whom I love and loves me...
    hiddenwithin hiddenwithin
    3 Responses Feb 19, 2009

    People have assured me

    that I should be ok to share stuff anonymously here. I've never told anyone about this though, and honestly, I am absolutely terrified. So. Here goes. My dad died when I was 5. I have a few vague memories of him, but nothing proper really. When I was 11, in the summer holidays...
    FabulousUnicorn15 FabulousUnicorn15
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Apr 12, 2015

    Behind Closed Doors

    I was a normal little girl who got to watch Disney movies, but instead of fretting over which princess I was going to be for Halloween, I watched longing for my fairy godmother to magically appear and cast a spell upon her crumbling world. Born and raised in a small town where...
    JenJenBoBen JenJenBoBen
    Aug 18, 2012

    My dad beat me and i use to lock me door

    when I was young and hoping he wouldn't come home drunk and hit me. My dad threw me couch to couch pick me up by the throat and pushed me against the wall and slammed a car door on my hand plus left marks on me. He is the reason why I have an eating disorder telling me to be...
    heather1827 heather1827
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 20, 2014

    Conditioned From Birth

    My childhood wasn't always bad. It had its ups and downs, though my home life as a child was not very pleasant. I was brought up and raised to be what my father wanted me to be, a "strong man". I would be punished by him if I were to ever do anything "gay" or "girly" or if I...
    ThePeanutTerminator ThePeanutTerminator
    1 Response Jan 19, 2013

    Mate let me tell ya something I get beats 4 not

    washing the dishes I'm not being racist but u white ppl have it easy its the Africans and jamacains that got it bad but me and ma friends just laugh about it it's not child abuse for us it's disapline
    lollypop5432 lollypop5432
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 11, 2015

    I Have Rights As A Chlid

    I have the right to be protectedI have the right to be lovedI have the right to not be ashamedI have the right to be lefted aloneI have the right to not be afraidI have the right to  say No that enoughI have every right an adult has please dont abuse my rights because you...
    Jada16 Jada16
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 24, 2012
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