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I Am a Victim of Extreme Depression

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 226 People

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    Hi.I feel lonley very much.I need some one to talk to....oh god.I'm dying :(
    lonely1boy lonely1boy 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 2, 2012

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    The Truth

    victim explains it all i hate it wen ppl lable me emo like i choose to b depressed i hate the word emo its such a ******* lable god ppl r ******* they don't even try to understand they r just so quick to lable*sigh* will it even end?
    SuicidalMess SuicidalMess 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 24, 2007

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    I'm not a typical teenager i know.

    I've been through things most teens could never imagine or hope to go thru, but yet i still manage to keep a smile on my face and take every opertunity i can to be happy, and be happy. I've been cheated on, abused, my mom and i have no bond i moved out her house to live with my...
    misscomplicated2013 misscomplicated2013 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2014

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    New Research Regarding Depression

    H ello all, I am a fellow depressive. I am a pretty motivated person, so I did a lot of research on my own because the doctors didn't really help me all that much. 8 years later, I got it figured out. Now, I just wanna make sure that everyone else knows what I know, so...
    UV4D UV4D 26-30 2 Responses Apr 28, 2008

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    It's Back Again

    I have always had depression I just didn't know it when I was younger I got diagnosed at 14 and started taking all sorts of different Meds I just felt num So after a year an a half I stoped taking them and I started to feel really happy I was able to bond more with friends and...
    Izakay420 Izakay420 16-17 Oct 1, 2012

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    My Mind... Is Against Me.

    I become depressed and i dont know why. my mind starts to ask stupid questions and i start to think of ways i could die. i dont think if anyone will miss me or if i will be remembered. i just think of how i can die. i think and think, i start to cry and i become cold inside , i...
    VictimOfCircumstance VictimOfCircumstance 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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    Experiencing Depression

    People keep asking me to explain my feelings, to snap out of it. I'm just writing this to explain a bit of depression feels like. This is only a brief explanation because you can't "explain" being sad or suicidal sometimes, it's just your feelings. So here it goes. : Imagine...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 1, 2012

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    The Wanderer

    Yup, been wandering since hormones took over my body @ 12 years of age. Drinkin, drugs and boys were my self- medication back then. It has only excerbated over the years. Always runnin and hidin from society, yet tryin to fit into a middle-class life with my children for their...
    whitedove whitedove 31-35 1 Response Jan 1, 2009

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    Depression is real. Why,

    depression is as real as emotions.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Aug 18, 2014

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    Never Noticed.

    so. depression RUNS in my family. like more than 3 people have had it, AND i have obvious scars all over my right arm, and that is the last time im cutting. (always say that but then a year or so later im at it again)  parents dont even notice. nobody notices. in fact my mom...
    kimosabi kimosabi 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 13, 2008

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    Suffering In Silence

    I'm 13 this year, I've been suffering from depression since I was bout' 5 years old. I don't have a father. My mother is more concerned about work than family. I have learnt how to disguise my true feelings, fake a smile, force a laugh, hide my hurt from others. I have constant...
    Josephineong Josephineong 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2013

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    The last seven months have been hell My

    soulmate passed away with bladder cancer we where incredible close The fact is i don't want to be here and there is nothing i can do as i do not want to hurt family my wife and myself have been together for twenty five years . I am Know on antidepressants have weight gain...
    waiheke waiheke 61-65, M 1 Response Apr 28

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    megster16 megster16 18-21, F Nov 6, 2014

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    My Story

    it hurts when all u can do is watch.. i used to  cut myself... it was really bad.. but thats felt like the only thing i can do. my family really didn't do anything about it at first.. but as i kept doin it.. the finally came around.. i dont do it anymore.. but...
    hottii12 hottii12 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2008

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    Letting Go

    I know I love you, I just feel dead. This unexpected grief and sadness that we have been battling for over a year now. We were happy, I was happy- Before. Until the cancer, Until the terminal Until the sickness pounding in her head. We're at the mercy of the ghost. She changed...
    jenniferxlove jenniferxlove 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 10, 2011

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    ineedhelp122 ineedhelp122 18-21, F 4 Responses May 4

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    So okay. I've never really been a confident person. I've always struggled with making friends (it's gotten slightly better now than it was, though I still don't have a massive...
    lolliepopp99 lolliepopp99 13-15, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Heyy guys...I am here to serve the victims here.Although i m not a victim of rape but i m follwing this site to read all of urs stories and help u guys recover mentally....Feel...
    amily09 amily09 16-17, F 19 hrs ago

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    As a victim myself since the day I entered a school, I will always stand up for the victims of bullying and cyberbullying. Even today, I still am a victim, I do fight for others...
    Kiritosteele Kiritosteele 22-25, M May 7

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    It has been very difficult to realize about ADHD. I don't care too much about Anxiety and Depression. But adult ADD/ADHD is extremely complicated. I completely forget things. A...
    Pather2013 Pather2013 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    well its been months since I posted mostly cause I don't have the net... its coming up on the anniversary of when me and her first met. in fact that day has come and gone. its...
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M 1 Response May 14

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    Depression is like being sick for a really, really long time. Everything you do is always tough. Sometimes you don't have the energy to do anything at all. It's hard to sit up...
    lumpydogonfire lumpydogonfire 16-17, F 1 Response May 14

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    My past few weeks have been pretty good so while my mind is clear and happy I'd like to offer some motivation to all the folks struggling with their depression. My first bit is...
    littlechef77 littlechef77 22-25, F 14 hrs ago

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    people say i had depression because i dont have anything to do, bored with routine and friendless.... i wish i could say that instead of admitted that im sick
    Gina1993 Gina1993 18-21, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Normally people see me as a very strong and confident person, they look up to me or go to me for help. But i am still human, i suffer from everything most people suffer from and...
    DriftingLeaf DriftingLeaf 18-21, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I hate it. I can be really happy but one bad thought pulls me into a deep depression. It's horrible.
    appleisaiah appleisaiah 13-15, M 3 hrs ago

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    and I'm back to hating myself again. I am crumbling. I think of my death more and more each day. I feel so happy when I am around people and doing something among them but once...
    Mela22 Mela22 22-25, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Ever since I can remember, whenever I got sick or sad or nervous, I would always think or even say out loud, "I want to go home." More often than not, I was already AT home. I don...
    hrhabrowdy hrhabrowdy 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I believe I won depression. Losing weight has changed my life in so many ways. I feel extremely good about myself.
    gisel607 gisel607 18-21, F Apr 24

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    And I won. Oh my god. Those panic attacks and violent thoughts were enough to make me never have another baby! I knew I was at risk because of my history with depression, but...
    rhiajanita rhiajanita 22-25, F Apr 25

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    My story isn't as bad as most people's but I still suffer from it so.... When I was ten years old my parents started fighting a lot. More than ever. They threw things. yelled...
    Littlemiss02 Littlemiss02 13-15, F Apr 27

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    What ???? Who would like to educate those monsters ??! ...Since I've seen a documentary about people who wanted to educate them and use psychologist to help them, my blood is...
    ElfindelaninezdeunaBambina2 ElfindelaninezdeunaBambina2 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    Am 27 today.... I look back at the last 27yrs of my life is there is one thing I regret the most is not dying at child birth before my first cry cos am too weak for suicide, I have...
    mioboy mioboy 26-30, M 3 Responses May 11

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    Hello all. I am new to this site but would like to share my story. I have been in a emotional, verbal, and physical abusive relationship for 8 years. Just a few months ago, I...
    Lola0821 Lola0821 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    When I was 17 I was involved in a car accident that left me with 3rd and 4th degree burns on my legs. My friend was pumping gas and static ignited a fire. I was still in the car...
    adriekristine adriekristine 26-30 Apr 29

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    My mother met my stepfather when I was 8. He was OK at first, besides the constant rambling about his four "perfect" sons, who all played various sports. My brother and I were...
    newtonscamander newtonscamander 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    It took me 10 years to fight what seemed like the inevitable outcome of my fractured mind. I do not belittle your struggles. Life is hard and mental health is real. But know this...
    DaniAllsopp DaniAllsopp 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    My ex was a *****. Repeatedly. Let's leave it at that. I was also sexually assaulted by my neighbour when I was very, very young. And I had a third attacker when I was in college...
    dontyouunderstand dontyouunderstand 18-21 2 Responses Apr 26

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    I am 17, and I am a victim of adult-child abuse. My parents dislike me, My father is violent, and a victim of emotional abuse himself. I am terrified of him, and can't talk to him...
    Aydelide Aydelide 26-30, M Apr 28

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    I was a victim not am . he tried to tell me it was normal and I was just experiencing what happens in other peoples relationships behind closed doors . I was too sensitive , to...
    blonde10 blonde10 36-40, F 1 Response May 4

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    I remember thinking I was so depressed or sad all the time a couple years ago... Little did I know that I wasn't even close to the worst of it. Now, I suffer from sleeping too much...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 26

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    tonight for the second week in a row, I got upset in an otherwise happy situation and made my boyfriend feel like **** unnecessarily which in turn made me feel like ****. in order...
    krazylilmeow krazylilmeow 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    Good evening, My name is Cameron Leonard and I hope this message finds you well. I have had an extremely rough year, to say the least. Throughout this year I have been in and out...
    camalexis camalexis 18-21, F 1 Response May 6

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