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I Am A Victim Of Rape And Molestation

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    His carefully constructed kingdom of sand Looms and towers above, casting phallic shadows Shining in the sun to force bitter black sorrow Over the silent, weeping kingdoms' he...
    butthumbs butthumbs 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    When I was 7 my aunt started dating this guy. He was nice, but they all start out that way. After a while of them dating he moved in with my grandmother and aunt. I stayed the...
    angoscia angoscia 16-17 2 Responses Feb 12

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    I was with this guy for about 10 months until I broke up with him. He began beating and raping me at about the 6 month mark. It was horrid. I still have nightmares and flashbacks...
    JordanJessie JordanJessie 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 28

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    It was my sisters boyfriend .. I was in the 6th grade , it was a Saturday night and I was with all my friends at this roller skating place called champs. , he was also there...
    Tmia Tmia 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 3

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    Too Young - I was too young to know right from wrong, angels from demons. When he said my name, I thought he was an angel, here to help absolve me of my sins and aid me on my way...
    rskywalker rskywalker 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2013

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    Step-grandpa - What's there to say? My grandmother married a monster before I was even an idea in my momma's mind, but after my mothers real dad left, who got away with not only...
    HnM44 HnM44 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 22, 2013

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    Behind My Smile - Behind every smile is a story an most people write books about their life I want to share with you my struggle, pain and tears it all started when I was 4 years...
    darkangel18 darkangel18 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Kids Should Scream And Get Attention! - In 1996 when I was 9 Years old my dad got an assignment to Dubai to live there for two years. We made friends with a petrol attendant and...
    Speed61 Speed61 26-30, M 3 Responses May 15, 2013

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    I don't like to go back to this era & I chose to forget it all. I am 31 now but when I was 12-13 my older sister moved back into the house I grew up in & brought her boyfriend to...
    BlueEyes3182 BlueEyes3182 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    Not A Victim, But An Experiencer - My first sexual experience occurred when I was six-year-old. I don't recall too much of the details but I know that it felt good. The experience...
    DarkDippy DarkDippy 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 12, 2013

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    I want a guy who can c*m really heavy so I can be filled with c*min my mouth or as$ (;
    therealdjjustin therealdjjustin 13-15, M 5 Responses Feb 2

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    I don't like talking about it...I try forgetting but that never works. All those memories come back in my dreams. I was raped when I was five. This is the only time I've ever said...
    McLovin0000 McLovin0000 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    Not Me My Friend Was - It ****** me off knowing the longterm efffects it takes a toll on that person
    AshleysExperience AshleysExperience 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2013

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    We Need A Discussion And Chat On This! - This was my story put down Early in Novemember, 2012 "Yes. Guys do get molested. But, they do not talk about it. They never do. It's one...
    Sparrowhawk1161 Sparrowhawk1161 51-55, M 3 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    I was only in 6th grade, my first year of middle school. I only had one friend and he was my friend. We ended up dating, but it soon ended after he hit me and tried to get in my...
    aloneforever86 aloneforever86 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 28

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    When i was young my dad touched me. He sold me to his friends and they tried to rape me. I started cutting at 9/10 because my dad took it too far and hurt me bad. I have been...
    VampreEmoNeko VampreEmoNeko 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 2

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    My Best Friend Is A Victim Too.... - ive know her since i was only 10 years old. she knows what ive gone through. i know what she has gone through. it kills me inside because i...
    RazerWolfFang RazerWolfFang 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2013

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    how do you deal with it if he threatened you? plus you finally are letting people know knowing the threat was if you told... i'm terrified
    dunwitdis dunwitdis 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    Soo i been through soo much molestating its crazy ! I hate being around a group of dudes i feel uncomfortable like im a freak or something ! I wish i had somebody to vent to ! I...
    Ayooprettybihhh Ayooprettybihhh 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 19, 2013

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    I can't deal with my life anymore. I had the perfect life only 4 months ago. I finished Uni and went travelling for what was supposed to be 2 months but ended up coming home at 4...
    Feelinglost61 Feelinglost61 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    Why wont it just go away? I don't want to spend any more time thinking about it, I'm tired and I just want some peace in my life. I don't know how to keep it out of my head. I've...
    NotAllScarsCanBeSeen NotAllScarsCanBeSeen 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    I suppose it would make the most sense to start at the start. Im not a very girly girl and all of my friends are boys,when i moved house a few years ago i met too people.one who...
    Femshep Femshep 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    Please don't judge me. I'm not quite sure if it's rape. I remember at random times, when I was young I'd go with my dad to his friend's house and there was this older guy. I don't...
    lifeschallenge lifeschallenge 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2013

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    When I Was A Little Girl - When I was a little girl, I was raised by a very religious yet very lustful family. ****** was the status quo in my family. A family secret passed down...
    Twisted01 Twisted01 31-35 6 Responses Oct 31, 2013

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    My story isn't as bad as allot of victims. I wouldn't even call myself a victim. I remember being in church and our "family friend" took me downstairs to the sunday school room...
    Slomotionk Slomotionk 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    How I Have Self Destructed..... - First experience being touched as a child.I can't recall the age.I grew up in Jacksonville,FL my days were spent at my grandparents bulidin forts...
    Nat32 Nat32 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 23, 2013

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    I was rape and molested when I was about 4 all the way up to about 8. I just cannot stop thinking about it! I just want some peace in my life. I know I am 16 now but I held that...
    mzcruz98 mzcruz98 16-17 Mar 18

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    The twist in my story. I really didn't have much of childhood. I was forced to grow up fast. I believe that is one of the many reasons why I take things too seriously and to heart...
    laog laog 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I Am - I was raped maybe about a year ago, by another girl, she "Used" to be my friend, apparently she wasn't how I thought she was, I can't think about her the same:/
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    I didn't think I was for a long time because I never resisted and I enjoyed it. Only now when I am getting older am I looking back and realizing the truth and how deeply it really...
    Lewshun Lewshun 16-17, M 5 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    Cowering in fear,hidden under her bed A five year old child lays,quiet as can be Tears down her face,are constantly shed Never heard murmuring her constant,almost silent plea...
    butthumbs butthumbs 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    I'm A Guy Who Was Molested! Guys/girl's Please Read! - Yes. Guys do get molested. But, they do not talk about it. They never do. It's one of those taboos that plagues men from...
    Sparrowhawk1161 Sparrowhawk1161 51-55, M 10 Responses Nov 8, 2012

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    Sleeping With Grandma - I remember being around 5 or 6 and spending the night with my grandparents. For whatever reason, I was sleeping in the bed with them. I can't remember...
    Twisted01 Twisted01 31-35 6 Responses Nov 1, 2013

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    "How does it feel to be a victim?" - This hauntes me almost every day. For a long time it didn't bother me, what they did, I never thought about it, but now.. It hauntes...
    NotAllScarsCanBeSeen NotAllScarsCanBeSeen 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    i wrote these about it http://figment.com/books/762936-No- http://figment.com/books/763951-Who-DO-You-Think-You-Are-
    dunwitdis dunwitdis 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    Part 2 - Part 2 family b the one to use u is next on my other stores next part ima go back before my grandma died my annie met this guy name billy my other story love is blind has...
    darkangel18 darkangel18 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17, 2013

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    At all. My sister saw the movie "This is the End," and she told me one of the many off-putting elements of the movie was a rape joke that was made in it. It turned me off from...
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M Mar 28

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    "If the act of forced envelopment is correctly classified as rape—namely a woman forcing a man to have sex using her vagina, the vagina being one of the two most commonly used...
    mikemcneil mikemcneil 46-50, M 58 Responses Mar 21

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    Besides my family and two other people that I have told, this is my first time telling this story. I was very hesitant about posting this story but I feel like by expressing how I...
    Skinnylove29 Skinnylove29 18-21, F Mar 27

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    It's your fault. It wasn't rape. You didn't want it, but you didn't try hard to resist. Right? I mean.. it's not like you were an insecure 14 year old and he was a responsible...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 4

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    He was my bf at the time, he hit me first but I was stupid n stayed then he raped me multiple times for a month...
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    There are a lot of reasons I (as a survivor too) think so: They do suffer the same feelings as we (women) do and a lot of other issues they have to deal with: There is a lot of...
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I married a rape victim and wasn't told about it for almost 10 years. Trying to be supportive but still reeling from comprehending how much it has affected me.
    durachoks durachoks 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    I have a fantasy - I'm a white girl in my mid 30s, and have never been threatened physically. Ever since I can remember, I have had a fantasy where men come into my room at night...
    lindamoss lindamoss 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    The Truth The phrase, "the truth," is held in high esteem by most churches. Orthodox churches teach that there is TRUTH and then there is truth. In this article, I am addressing...
    fln38 fln38 51-55, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    If you want to have some context as to where I am coming from with this post, please read my last entry here: EP Link … I can’t take it anymore. I really can’t. I think...
    UsernameEntered UsernameEntered 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    7 Years. Of those 7 years I was only happy for about 3 years. 7 years with a man who gave me so much joy in the beginning. Now it's like he lives to tear me down. To humiliate me...
    bmichelleb bmichelleb 26-30, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    Why did he take it all? I was not smart. I knew I was not smart because I was told that every day. Sometimes with words and sometimes it was said with a look or a certain shrug...
    NoDavid NoDavid 46-50 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel helpless and weak. I have been raped. I now live in fear. The person who raped me shares a house with me. She was my sister, and I loved her to death, and I thought she felt...
    ZC343454 ZC343454 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I was raped several times by my stepmom's bf. But it was a bleassing in disguise of sorts. I don't like what happened to me, but it did get me out of that house and I was adopted...
    sadsarahg sadsarahg 18-21, F Mar 27

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    Only 1,381 people in this group? I thought there'd be more. It's simple logic: If a woman says no, that's what she means. It's not code for anything, and it sure as **** isn't...
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 2 Responses