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I Am A Victim Of Rape And Molestation

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    When i was young my dad touched me.

    He sold me to his friends and they tried to rape me. I started cutting at 9/10 because my dad took it too far and hurt me bad. I have been sensitive to the touch ever since the first day he touched me. When i was 13 my cousins friend Jason took me into his cabin and raped me. He...
    VampreEmoNeko VampreEmoNeko 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    Cowering in fear,hidden under her bed A five

    year old child lays,quiet as can be Tears down her face,are constantly shed Never heard murmuring her constant,almost silent plea Footsteps sound heavily down the hall Coming closer and closer to where she hides in fear She squeezes in closer,against the wall Frightened,yet too...
    butthumbs butthumbs 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2014

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    I don't like to go back to this era & I chose

    to forget it all. I am 31 now but when I was 12-13 my older sister moved back into the house I grew up in & brought her boyfriend to live with us in moms house. My mom was married to my step dad at the time but neither if them were ever home much. He molested me all those years...
    BlueEyes3182 BlueEyes3182 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 28, 2014

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    My first post, if only it was my first

    experience I have never told anyone anything and slowly it's eating away at me...it's happened more then once but let's start off slowly, I'm 18 and never cared for relationships saw my parents fail over and over and decided I didn't need one to make me happy. Then I met him...
    rbambro rbambro 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I NEED ADvice WE WERE THE SAME AGE AND HE USED

    TO TOUCH MY BOOBS & BUTt and RUB AGAINST ME BUT IS IT MOLESTATION???
    iamlaurlol iamlaurlol 13-15, F 6 Responses May 18

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    I Am

    I was raped maybe about a year ago, by another girl, she "Used" to be my friend, apparently she wasn't how I thought she was, I can't think about her the same:/
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 20 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    Mine happened 18 years ago.

    I haven't been by that apartment complex for a long time. Today I happened to drive by the apartment complex where it happened. I didn't want to but I felt like I had to. For a minute there I had to pull over and gather my thoughts, and then I felt I was going to freak out...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 3, 2014

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    gyty gyty 16-17, M Dec 11, 2014

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    It was my sisters boyfriend .

    . I was in the 6th grade , it was a Saturday night and I was with all my friends at this roller skating place called champs. , he was also there , (his name is Robert) well I was outside waiting for my mom and she called and said she couldn't pick me up so I called my sister and...
    Tmia Tmia 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 3, 2014

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    Sometimes I wish I can go back

    and relive those treacherous moments. 7 years of molestation (6yr.-12yr.) and recent experience of rape. I've been hurting myself for ages along with the people who care and love me. I feel like I deserve this pain, this pain needs to feed off my mind,body, and heart. I've...
    Katrinastory Katrinastory 16-17 3 Responses Oct 2, 2014

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    6 months ago I was hanging out with my neighbor

    as I usually do...(I'm 18 he is 19) but this time it was different. We were watching a movie and he put his arm around me. I said nothing, though it felt awkward. He then started trying to "fill me up" I told him to stop. It did to no I tried pushing,shoving, and yelling. Still...
    nojusticefortaylor nojusticefortaylor 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    I was molested by a women repeatedly .

    I am confused. My body was exploited and the ******* was intense. I feel ashamed that I like her rubbing me between my legs??
    thesecrettearkeeper thesecrettearkeeper 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2014

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    I found EP two days ago,

    and realized its benefits for girls like me. I was sexually abused but never,still haven't, told anyone in real life. Many on here seem to share the experience, and talking about it, which I personally believe helps, is anonamous. I have read maybe ten accounts of girls...
    gwenagain gwenagain 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 24

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    I was molested by guys

    when I was young (12-16) and that me believe that if guys want to do things to you, you just let them. I felt that way for years, doing things with guys just because they wanted. I cheated on my husband many times because I felt I had to. When no guy used me for a couple...
    donna415 donna415 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    This is basically my first post,

    I guess. I have never fully opened up to anyone about my situation but lately it's been drilling into my head deeply. I’m 18 now, but at a very young age, I would say about 4-5 up until i was 8, an male family friend who was a few years older than me would perform sexual...
    deepmaroon deepmaroon 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    I need to start talking about it now.

    It happened about 5 years ago. And i dont want to be a victim anymore. My father assaulted me in the middle of the night. He was drunk. I went to the police the next day, because he had been to jail when i was 14 for molesting other women. He only got house arrest. My mother now...
    hjolsh hjolsh 26-30, F 2 Responses May 3, 2014

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    We Need A Discussion And Chat On This!

    This was my story put down Early in Novemember, 2012 "Yes. Guys do get molested. But, they do not talk about it. They never do. It's one of those taboos that plagues men from the time that they heard the first comment in there lives..."Big boys don't cry!" Guys do not talk...
    Sparrowhawk1161 Sparrowhawk1161 51-55 3 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    When i was young my dad touched me.

    He sold me to his friends and they tried to rape me. I started cutting at 9/10 because my dad took it too far and hurt me bad. I have been sensitive to the touch ever since the first day he touched me. He sent me to his friends this kid duncon made me touch my self as he took...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    I am a victim of child molestation,

    I was 11 or 12 years of age. My mother had remarried a nameless s.o.b. when I was 10. I never liked him, I always got a creepy vibe from him. My mother just assumed I was being a brat towards him she ignored my fear/dislike towards him. Anyway, I began to warm up to him a year...
    breakingfree88 breakingfree88 26-30 3 Responses Jan 26

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    Wen i was around 5 years old,

    i lived on a farm with my grandparents. There was this older boy who i played with. my grandparents were taking a nap wen he pulled me into my room nd lifted my dress and started touching me. i just layed there i dont know why i couldn't move. he continued to touch me and he...
    AngelQii AngelQii 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I'm A Guy Who Was Molested! Guys/girl's Please Read!

    Yes. Guys do get molested. But, they do not talk about it. They never do. It's one of those taboos that plagues men from the time that they heard the first comment in there lives..."Big boys don't cry!" Guys do not talk about emotions. They do not cry on other guys...
    Sparrowhawk1161 Sparrowhawk1161 51-55 9 Responses Nov 8, 2012

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    Okay so, I have never done any of these things

    but, when I was 12 I had a tiny crush on my brother's best friend. In the end of the summer we went to California from Wisconsin in a car and on the way the he started touching my when he thought I was sleeping (which I wasn't) and when we finally got there at nights he would...
    ineedyourlove108 ineedyourlove108 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 13

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    I have had it happen to many times in my life

    once when I was super little and then when I was 9 my cousin Timmy started and I hated it cause I couldn't tell anyone cause no one would believe me that's just the type of family I have they think everyone is all great people when there not and this went on till I was 11. When...
    KaylaDem33 KaylaDem33 18-21, F 4 Responses May 10

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    I am slowly beginning to overcome the trauma,

    the flash backs, panic attacks, the nightmares. I urge anybody who has been through this to talk to me, people like us always need somebody going through the same thing to talk to. When I told my mum, she told me that she couldn't believe I let it happen - but blamed herself...
    blxnde blxnde 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    I don't exactly remember

    when it happened. I just know I was four years old when it first happened. I was molested by my older cousin, repeatedly over the years until I was eight when I moved to a different state with my mother and stepfather. I remember being forced to touch my molester and he would...
    odessa94 odessa94 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 30

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    Okay, please bare with me,

    as this is the first time I'm publicly sharing my story, and I really need to get this out of me, because it's becoming too overwhelming and I'm not sure how much more I can take... This time of year is always so difficult for me to deal with, because it's when my repressed...
    fuckitol fuckitol 26-30, F 9 Responses Nov 25, 2014

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    Too Young

    I was too young to know right from wrong, angels from demons. When he said my name, I thought he was an angel, here to help absolve me of my sins and aid me on my way to greatness, godliness, to pave my way and heal me of all my wrongs, current and future. I was too young to...
    rskywalker rskywalker 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2013

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    Rape jokes are NEVER okay.

    And they are NEVER funny. So just stop. Please.
    makaiajane makaiajane 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2014

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    I was 5 when I was first molested.

    14 when I started cutting. 15 when I was slammed up against a wall and had my first real kiss taken from me. 16 when I was raped and molested by a boyfriend. 16 when I miscarried the rape baby (Rita Joy RIP Oct. 11th 2011) 16, 17 and 18 when I was attacked by strangers in...
    KhildofKhaos KhildofKhaos 18-21 4 Responses Mar 8

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    i really need to talk to someone .

    ..... my whole body aches. i cant even sleep
    enoughnowitstimeforachange enoughnowitstimeforachange 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    Why wont it just go away?

    I don't want to spend any more time thinking about it, I'm tired and I just want some peace in my life. I don't know how to keep it out of my head. I've pressed the memories so far down, I thought they would just dissapair, but they don't, they pop up at the worst possible times...
    NotAllScarsCanBeSeen NotAllScarsCanBeSeen 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 28, 2014

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    When I was little...like about 7 years old my

    mother got jealous of my dad for taking us to Hawaii, she wanted us to love her. So she got my dad to somehow keep us in her house for about 1 week and one week only. My dad called my mother to drop us off back at home.., but she wanted us to stay longer. And so e stayed for a...
    Gr8Fellings Gr8Fellings 16-17, F 5 Responses May 23

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    Dead. You've killed me,

    You've won. I'm done. Trying to bring myself back every time. It gets hard each time. I can't cry, I have no emotion. I pray death isn't the way, out. I'm waiting for a resolve. Something, someone to solve, me. I'm on the outside of my life looking in. My life, looks like a den...
    UnderTheSleeves UnderTheSleeves 13-15, F 2 Responses May 6

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    Is there ever healing?

    can someone tell me?
    hellokitty206 hellokitty206 18-21 4 Responses Feb 8

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    Please don't judge me.

    I'm not quite sure if it's rape. I remember at random times, when I was young I'd go with my dad to his friend's house and there was this older guy. I don't remember the age maybe 15-20 while I was like 4-6. He'd always let me sit in his lap and play blues clues or Dora. In the...
    lifeschallenge lifeschallenge 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    Do I think about it too much?

    I hate feeling sorry for myself I hate how it drags me down everytime I have a 'semi flashback' I start to shake from the inside out. They happen randomly I have no control anymore. I sometimes wonder if God even sees me why did he let that happen to me not by one person but by...
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 1 Response May 10

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    When I was about 14 I was molested on a train

    by this ugly creep. The train was so packed that he was right up against me and I couldn't get away. He rubbed me right there and started making these disgusting grants. I would see this guy every bloody day on the train but when I got a little older I would warn the younger...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 30

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    Sometime when I was about 6

    or 7 and my cousin was maybe 12 was when, what can only be described this way in hindsight, he molested me for the first time. It was my first real experience I had with my sexuality and I think it scarred me. I ended up developing an overeager crush on him for several years, as...
    ScarletteTranevel ScarletteTranevel 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    here's my experience.

    this app sucks
    gyty gyty 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 11, 2014

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    I've been molested by my nanny at age 6.

    And i've started my sex life at 26 with a man who sexually used me and abused me verbally. I don't know if there is a way to get rid of the fear and hate.
    miel2015 miel2015 26-30, F 2 Responses May 17

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    I just need someone to talk to.

    . some one that can help me clear my mind.. someone that can help me instead of feeling sorry
    sara589 sara589 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 22

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    Rape isn't funny. You have no idea what it's

    like unless it's happened to you. I am a Rape victim. This is the first time I'm coming out about what has happened to me. It was on the 25th of October 2013 I was walking home alone. I was not dressed inappropriately I was wearing jeans and my band merch. it was getting...
    Kiya98 Kiya98 16-17, F 6 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    I was raped & sexually molested by the preacher

    in the church I used to attend when I was a child. The molestation began when I was 7 years old. The rape began when I was 8 & it stopped when my older brother caught him in the act when I was 11. He was then incarcerated. It's been 8 years since his sentence & he is now asking...
    Starslinger Starslinger 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 16

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    I suppose it would make the most sense to start

    at the start. Im not a very girly girl and all of my friends are boys,when i moved house a few years ago i met too people.one who lives beside me and another close by,we became the best of friends and would pretty much spend our free time with each other playing xbox,ps3...
    Femshep Femshep 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    when i was 12 , i was walking home .

    a taxi driver saw me and said told me to get in to the car , he said he would bring me back for free . i got into his car and he started driving . i told him my house address and he brought me there . along the way home he was saying how pretty i was and stuff , he handed me a...
    lydiasim2080 lydiasim2080 16-17, F 7 Responses Jan 16

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    I've been raped and my body has been used in

    ways to get drugs ect. I was almost killed by a man forcing himself on me. Now I'm engaged to a wonderful man and we have been together for almost two years. My whole life has become positive again but I have a REALLY hard time being comfortable having sexual relations with the...
    sonja82 sonja82 31-35, F 5 Responses Oct 1, 2014

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