I Am A Victim Of Rape And Molestation

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 992 People

    This is for all the amazingly brave

    and strong souls among this group that reassured me that I was not alone in this battle. I was not some sort of freak, I was not damaged goods, and more importantly my body did not belong to anybody else. In a few weeks it will be exactly one year since I posted about the sexual...
    deepmaroon deepmaroon
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 21

    I'm A Guy Who Was Molested! Guys/girl's Please Read!

    Yes. Guys do get molested. But, they do not talk about it. They never do. It's one of those taboos that plagues men from the time that they heard the first comment in there lives..."Big boys don't cry!" Guys do not talk about emotions. They do not cry on other guys...
    Sparrowhawk1161 Sparrowhawk1161
    51-55
    9 Responses Nov 8, 2012

    For me it started when I was 6 months old,

    and ended when I was about 10 years old. My so called biological father did this. He was let out of prison last year
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 2, 2015

    by my grandfathers closest friend.

    .i was either 6 or 7 and it didnt stop until i was 11. i finally spoke up around 14..then the same year in septemper i was abused by 3 young guys..9 years later i finally came into peace with my past
    ladytasia92 ladytasia92
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 9, 2015

    My name is david I'm a victim of rape Victim is

    not my name Rape is not who I am David is my name
    CaptPetemoss CaptPetemoss
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Oct 7, 2015

    When I was 12 I had a paper route

    and was molested by one of my customers. I hated what he was doing and I never told anyone. Years later I felt the need to let guys use me again and I met guys from online so they could "force" me to take them in my mouth. That was years ago but part of me wonders if the...
    EdMichaels EdMichaels
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Feb 14
    justwanabe justwanabe
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Dec 23, 2015

    Too Young

    I was too young to know right from wrong, angels from demons. When he said my name, I thought he was an angel, here to help absolve me of my sins and aid me on my way to greatness, godliness, to pave my way and heal me of all my wrongs, current and future. I was too young to...
    rskywalker rskywalker
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 9, 2013

    I let my daughter have a sleep over with her

    girlfriends and they drugged and raped me but they think I don't rember what they all did to me but I donor they all act like nothing happened
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 9

    I have had it happen to many times in my life

    once when I was super little and then when I was 9 my cousin Timmy started and I hated it cause I couldn't tell anyone cause no one would believe me that's just the type of family I have they think everyone is all great people when there not and this went on till I was 11. When...
    KaylaDem33 KaylaDem33
    18-21, F
    5 Responses May 10, 2015

    http://newsplus.cc/05e4cb16c2c3 This is quite

    possibly one of the most Annoying things I have ever seen! Isn't going cold turkey much better then feeding a habit!? Is this not going to make them wonder why they are raping a doll, and want the real thing EVEN MORE?!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 17

    I've been molested by my nanny at age 6.

    And i've started my sex life at 26 with a man who sexually used me and abused me verbally. I don't know if there is a way to get rid of the fear and hate.
    miel2015 miel2015
    26-30, F
    3 Responses May 17, 2015

    It was my sisters boyfriend .

    . I was in the 6th grade , it was a Saturday night and I was with all my friends at this roller skating place called champs. , he was also there , (his name is Robert) well I was outside waiting for my mom and she called and said she couldn't pick me up so I called my sister and...
    Tmia Tmia
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Mar 3, 2014

    I wish people would check the profile of people

    before sending sexual type messages. Check the experience, and stories please. Not good to talk about your penis and the condition it is in and what you want someone to do with it to someone who has been molested and or raped.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 12, 2015

    I was raped & sexually molested by the preacher

    in the church I used to attend when I was a child. The molestation began when I was 7 years old. The rape began when I was 8 & it stopped when my older brother caught him in the act when I was 11. He was then incarcerated. It's been 8 years since his sentence & he is now asking...
    Starslinger Starslinger
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Feb 16, 2015

    Two weeks ago, I had sex

    for the first time. I thought I was ready. I thought that since she was a girl it wouldn't matter. I was wrong I wasn't ready. And now I can't get him out of my head he is everywhere again. I was stupid, I should have known better.
    lanybugg17 lanybugg17
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Feb 8
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Nov 23, 2015

    I found EP two days ago,

    and realized its benefits for girls like me. I was sexually abused but never,still haven't, told anyone in real life. Many on here seem to share the experience, and talking about it, which I personally believe helps, is anonamous. I have read maybe ten accounts of girls...
    gwenagain gwenagain
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 24, 2015

    I need to start talking about it now.

    It happened about 5 years ago. And i dont want to be a victim anymore. My father assaulted me in the middle of the night. He was drunk. I went to the police the next day, because he had been to jail when i was 14 for molesting other women. He only got house arrest. My mother now...
    hjolsh hjolsh
    26-30, F
    4 Responses May 3, 2014

    Ive been raped at the age of 6

    when me and my family lived in this ghetto apartment. I was walking home from school and it just happened in the stairwell in the apartment building near my house. I was molested at the age of 17 by my 58 year old manager. He was like a father to me but now i just wish bad...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Feb 25

    I was molested by a women repeatedly .

    I am confused. My body was exploited and the ******* was intense. I feel ashamed that I like her rubbing me between my legs??
    thesecrettearkeeper thesecrettearkeeper
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 25, 2014

    I've been raped and my body has been used in

    ways to get drugs ect. I was almost killed by a man forcing himself on me. Now I'm engaged to a wonderful man and we have been together for almost two years. My whole life has become positive again but I have a REALLY hard time being comfortable having sexual relations with the...
    sonja82 sonja82
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Oct 1, 2014

    I was a victim when I was 10

    and it lasted for about a year.. I trusted my uncle more than most people at the time. Was always there for me (he moved in with my family). He knew I was transgender and used it against me, telling me it's not right and I have to hide it, that only he would accept it. My...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Feb 10

    Sometimes I wish I can go back

    and relive those treacherous moments. 7 years of molestation (6yr.-12yr.) and recent experience of rape. I've been hurting myself for ages along with the people who care and love me. I feel like I deserve this pain, this pain needs to feed off my mind,body, and heart. I've...
    Katrinastory Katrinastory
    16-17
    5 Responses Oct 2, 2014

    I didn't think I was

    for a long time because I never resisted and I enjoyed it. Only now when I am getting older am I looking back and realizing the truth and how deeply it really has effected me. Strange typing this because it is not something people know about me. I felt responsible for it for a...
    Lewshun Lewshun
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Dec 16, 2013
    justwanabe justwanabe
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 22, 2015
    justanybody justanybody
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 16

    I Am

    I was raped maybe about a year ago, by another girl, she "Used" to be my friend, apparently she wasn't how I thought she was, I can't think about her the same:/
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    15 Responses Nov 16, 2013

    When i was young my dad touched me.

    He sold me to his friends and they tried to rape me. I started cutting at 9/10 because my dad took it too far and hurt me bad. I have been sensitive to the touch ever since the first day he touched me. He sent me to his friends this kid duncon made me touch my self as he took...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Sep 23, 2014

    I think I'm lonely tonight

    and I have just realized I can't talk to anyone about how I really feel because they don't understand or I don't feel comfortable. sometimes like tonight I get this feeling like for a moment my impenetrable wall is cracked and I'm allowed to feel. but it also feels like my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 17, 2015
    lanybugg17 lanybugg17
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Dec 15, 2015

    I was raped I was molested I was picked on I

    was teased As a boy Now why in all of my heart Can't I cry about it It hurts so much I want the hurt to go away Why did they rape me I didn't deserve it Why did you molest me I didn't deserve it Why did they pick on me Why did they tease me I didn't deserve any of it When I...
    CaptPetemoss CaptPetemoss
    46-50, M
    1 Response Oct 6, 2015

    I am a victim of child molestation,

    I was 11 or 12 years of age. My mother had remarried a nameless s.o.b. when I was 10. I never liked him, I always got a creepy vibe from him. My mother just assumed I was being a brat towards him she ignored my fear/dislike towards him. Anyway, I began to warm up to him a year...
    breakingfree88 breakingfree88
    26-30
    5 Responses Jan 26, 2015

    Why wont it just go away?

    I don't want to spend any more time thinking about it, I'm tired and I just want some peace in my life. I don't know how to keep it out of my head. I've pressed the memories so far down, I thought they would just dissapair, but they don't, they pop up at the worst possible times...
    NotAllScarsCanBeSeen NotAllScarsCanBeSeen
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Feb 28, 2014

    My mom is talking to him again.

    .... He wrote me a letter yesterday. He keeps controlling me. He's inside my head. Why is my mother still talking to him? Why does she love him more than me? Does she not understand how much she is hurting me? Why am I not good enough? Why does he have the ability to control me...
    lanybugg17 lanybugg17
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Feb 27

    I finally told an adult

    that I was molested when I was 8. I feel a lot better
    pizzle322 pizzle322
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 27

    Years ago, 3 guys in my neighborhood took me

    behind their camper and told me to pull my pants down. I ran, they pushed me, held me down and started fingering me down my pants. As I fought back, they punched me out. I later awoke with my pants and panties off. I didn't tell for awhile because I didn't know what they...
    MitzyP MitzyP
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 17

    It doesn't matter how old I am it's still just

    as hard to open up about this. I sometimes find myself wanting to talk about it then clam right back up or I feel weird when I do talk to someone. I hate the cycle
    snapeandziggy snapeandziggy
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Dec 28, 2015

    6 months ago I was hanging out with my neighbor

    as I usually do...(I'm 18 he is 19) but this time it was different. We were watching a movie and he put his arm around me. I said nothing, though it felt awkward. He then started trying to "fill me up" I told him to stop. It did to no I tried pushing,shoving, and yelling. Still...
    nojusticefortaylor nojusticefortaylor
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Mar 3, 2015

    I can't live with what happened to me much

    longer. Every night I have nightmares from what happened. I can't stand to be touched anymore. I have so many triggers that cause flashbacks and can barely go out in public anymore. I am so sick of hurting. I just want to heal.
    NightshadesSnowflake NightshadesSnowflake
    13-15, F
    6 Responses Feb 4

    My dad was the villain in this situation.

    It doesn't matter what he did. But he tore my family apart and it was hard at the time. Let's just say I thought I was a lesbian for a long time after. Which caused me to lose allot of people I cared about in life. I have a bf and I can admit that I still have never spoken...
    Kristina00089 Kristina00089
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Aug 30, 2015

    As a young woman of twenty years old,

    I was always taught rape was a dirty word. Society blames the victim for actions they have no control over.. About a month ago, my boyfriend of six years and I decided to go our separate ways. I'll begin by saying I have never been a rebellious kid, never did drugs/ drank...
    HappinessBreathes HappinessBreathes
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    Deadcatt Deadcatt
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 19

    Mine happened 18 years ago.

    I haven't been by that apartment complex for a long time. Today I happened to drive by the apartment complex where it happened. I didn't want to but I felt like I had to. For a minute there I had to pull over and gather my thoughts, and then I felt I was going to freak out...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Sep 3, 2014

    I still can't share my story.

    Though the nightmares never stop, and I fear that I'll never have normal intimacy in my relationship.
    customconcerned94 customconcerned94
    26-30, F
    14 Responses Oct 6, 2015

    here at the bar drinking away the misery

    that comes with this crap. How dare ppl think they can molest/rape us. Don't they feel/think that it's wrong? wth is wrong with the world!
    dtones808 dtones808
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 18, 2015

    There world!! Ya fvcking happy?

    ?!!!!!? I'll admit it! I was raped!!!!! You fvcking happy? My friends (yes plural) raped me when I was 7. 2 of my good friends and there older brother... I'm better now though
    apWeiss13 apWeiss13
    13-15, M
    7 Responses Oct 8, 2015

    Okay, please bare with me,

    as this is the first time I'm publicly sharing my story, and I really need to get this out of me, because it's becoming too overwhelming and I'm not sure how much more I can take... This time of year is always so difficult for me to deal with, because it's when my repressed...
    fuckitol fuckitol
    26-30, F
    10 Responses Nov 25, 2014

    Like many here I too have similar experience.

    it happened to me while I was asleep in bed and the rapist came in through a window which I found out later the lock was broken. I was around 11 at that time.
    Jennie1000 Jennie1000
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 21, 2015

    Rape isn't funny. You have no idea what it's

    like unless it's happened to you. I am a Rape victim. This is the first time I'm coming out about what has happened to me. It was on the 25th of October 2013 I was walking home alone. I was not dressed inappropriately I was wearing jeans and my band merch. it was getting...
    Kiya98 Kiya98
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Apr 29, 2014

    Rape jokes are NEVER okay.

    And they are NEVER funny. So just stop. Please.
    makaiajane makaiajane
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jul 30, 2014
    saralove69 saralove69
    16-17, F
    6 Responses Dec 1, 2015

    I don't like to go back to this era & I chose

    to forget it all. I am 31 now but when I was 12-13 my older sister moved back into the house I grew up in & brought her boyfriend to live with us in moms house. My mom was married to my step dad at the time but neither if them were ever home much. He molested me all those years...
    BlueEyes3182 BlueEyes3182
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Mar 28, 2014

    My first post, if only it was my first

    experience I have never told anyone anything and slowly it's eating away at me...it's happened more then once but let's start off slowly, I'm 18 and never cared for relationships saw my parents fail over and over and decided I didn't need one to make me happy. Then I met him...
    rbambro rbambro
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 4, 2015

    Please don't judge me.

    I'm not quite sure if it's rape. I remember at random times, when I was young I'd go with my dad to his friend's house and there was this older guy. I don't remember the age maybe 15-20 while I was like 4-6. He'd always let me sit in his lap and play blues clues or Dora. In the...
    lifeschallenge lifeschallenge
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 4, 2013

    I was raped by a guy I was seeing regularly

    for seven months. We got high and he took me to his place and raped me. He told me it was my fault because I undressed for. I slept with consentually two months after. I needed to know that having sex was a yes or no situation; that I had options. I've always tried to rid myself...
    athom4104 athom4104
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 23, 2015

    A couple of days ago a guy messaged me on here

    and wanted me to describe my rape to him in detail so that he could get off. What is wrong with people? Who could possibly get off on the rape of a child? That is absolutely disgusting.
    lanybugg17 lanybugg17
    16-17, F
    6 Responses Mar 20

    When I was little...like about 7 years old my

    mother got jealous of my dad for taking us to Hawaii, she wanted us to love her. So she got my dad to somehow keep us in her house for about 1 week and one week only. My dad called my mother to drop us off back at home.., but she wanted us to stay longer. And so e stayed for a...
    Gr8Fellings Gr8Fellings
    16-17, F
    4 Responses May 23, 2015
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