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I Am A Victim Of Rape And Molestation

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    I still can't share my story.

    Though the nightmares never stop, and I fear that I'll never have normal intimacy in my relationship.
    customconcerned94 customconcerned94 22-25, F 17 Responses Oct 6, 2015

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    saralove69 saralove69 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 1, 2015

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    Sometimes I wish I can go back

    and relive those treacherous moments. 7 years of molestation (6yr.-12yr.) and recent experience of rape. I've been hurting myself for ages along with the people who care and love me. I feel like I deserve this pain, this pain needs to feed off my mind,body, and heart. I've...
    Katrinastory Katrinastory 16-17 3 Responses Oct 2, 2014

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    lanybugg17 lanybugg17 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 15, 2015

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    Rape isn't funny. You have no idea what it's

    like unless it's happened to you. I am a Rape victim. This is the first time I'm coming out about what has happened to me. It was on the 25th of October 2013 I was walking home alone. I was not dressed inappropriately I was wearing jeans and my band merch. it was getting...
    Kiya98 Kiya98 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    i was six when i was molested by my moms cousin

    and about 8 when i the rape started and all of it was just crazy
    Ktyus1804 Ktyus1804 18-21 Oct 4, 2015

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    I was at a music festival a month ago with my

    best friend. We went with her dad, her dads best friend ("Steve"), and his daughter. We camped there for two nights. I shared a tent with my best friend. On the second night we all got really drunk. After the music festival we went to sleep in our tents. Next thing I know...
    sasha212 sasha212 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 16, 2015

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    Deadcatt Deadcatt 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    Two weeks ago, I had sex

    for the first time. I thought I was ready. I thought that since she was a girl it wouldn't matter. I was wrong I wasn't ready. And now I can't get him out of my head he is everywhere again. I was stupid, I should have known better.
    lanybugg17 lanybugg17 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was a victim when I was 10

    and it lasted for about a year.. I trusted my uncle more than most people at the time. Was always there for me (he moved in with my family). He knew I was transgender and used it against me, telling me it's not right and I have to hide it, that only he would accept it. My...
    ZachOrZasha ZachOrZasha 26-30, T 1 Response 1 day ago

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    When i was young my dad touched me.

    He sold me to his friends and they tried to rape me. I started cutting at 9/10 because my dad took it too far and hurt me bad. I have been sensitive to the touch ever since the first day he touched me. He sent me to his friends this kid duncon made me touch my self as he took...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    I was raped & sexually molested by the preacher

    in the church I used to attend when I was a child. The molestation began when I was 7 years old. The rape began when I was 8 & it stopped when my older brother caught him in the act when I was 11. He was then incarcerated. It's been 8 years since his sentence & he is now asking...
    Starslinger Starslinger 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 16, 2015

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    I'm A Guy Who Was Molested! Guys/girl's Please Read!

    Yes. Guys do get molested. But, they do not talk about it. They never do. It's one of those taboos that plagues men from the time that they heard the first comment in there lives..."Big boys don't cry!" Guys do not talk about emotions. They do not cry on other guys...
    Sparrowhawk1161 Sparrowhawk1161 51-55 9 Responses Nov 8, 2012

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    Like many here I too have similar experience.

    it happened to me while I was asleep in bed and the rapist came in through a window which I found out later the lock was broken. I was around 11 at that time.
    Jennie1000 Jennie1000 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2015

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    I am a victim of child molestation,

    I was 11 or 12 years of age. My mother had remarried a nameless s.o.b. when I was 10. I never liked him, I always got a creepy vibe from him. My mother just assumed I was being a brat towards him she ignored my fear/dislike towards him. Anyway, I began to warm up to him a year...
    breakingfree88 breakingfree88 26-30 3 Responses Jan 26, 2015

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    I've been molested by my nanny at age 6.

    And i've started my sex life at 26 with a man who sexually used me and abused me verbally. I don't know if there is a way to get rid of the fear and hate.
    miel2015 miel2015 26-30, F 3 Responses May 17, 2015

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    I was raped by a guy I was seeing regularly

    for seven months. We got high and he took me to his place and raped me. He told me it was my fault because I undressed for. I slept with consentually two months after. I needed to know that having sex was a yes or no situation; that I had options. I've always tried to rid myself...
    athom4104 athom4104 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 23, 2015

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    I was raped I was molested I was picked on I

    was teased As a boy Now why in all of my heart Can't I cry about it It hurts so much I want the hurt to go away Why did they rape me I didn't deserve it Why did you molest me I didn't deserve it Why did they pick on me Why did they tease me I didn't deserve any of it When I...
    CaptPetemoss CaptPetemoss 46-50, M Oct 6, 2015

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    It was my sisters boyfriend .

    . I was in the 6th grade , it was a Saturday night and I was with all my friends at this roller skating place called champs. , he was also there , (his name is Robert) well I was outside waiting for my mom and she called and said she couldn't pick me up so I called my sister and...
    Tmia Tmia 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 3, 2014

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    6 months ago I was hanging out with my neighbor

    as I usually do...(I'm 18 he is 19) but this time it was different. We were watching a movie and he put his arm around me. I said nothing, though it felt awkward. He then started trying to "fill me up" I told him to stop. It did to no I tried pushing,shoving, and yelling. Still...
    nojusticefortaylor nojusticefortaylor 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 3, 2015

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    For me it started when I was 6 months old,

    and ended when I was about 10 years old. My so called biological father did this. He was let out of prison last year
    TheAutomaticMan TheAutomaticMan 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 2, 2015

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    when i was 12 , i was walking home .

    a taxi driver saw me and said told me to get in to the car , he said he would bring me back for free . i got into his car and he started driving . i told him my house address and he brought me there . along the way home he was saying how pretty i was and stuff , he handed me a...
    Fjdofidi Fjdofidi 16-17, F 9 Responses Jan 16, 2015

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    Mine is the comment of a male,

    67, who had , for the most part, lived a moral life. The damage left behind in the case of rape is of no concern to the perpetrator. He is a loser with a fixation on his own sexual gratification at any cost. The label of SEX OFFENDER follows these creeps for the rest of their...
    BuckeyeBill48 BuckeyeBill48 66-70, M 4 days ago

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    I'm just so tired of all of it.

    Remembering what he did, me just lying there, the hypervigilance, the triggers too numerous to count, I'm tired. of all of it.
    dontknowmylife dontknowmylife 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 28, 2015

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    I was molested by a women repeatedly .

    I am confused. My body was exploited and the ******* was intense. I feel ashamed that I like her rubbing me between my legs??
    thesecrettearkeeper thesecrettearkeeper 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2014

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    Mine happened 18 years ago.

    I haven't been by that apartment complex for a long time. Today I happened to drive by the apartment complex where it happened. I didn't want to but I felt like I had to. For a minute there I had to pull over and gather my thoughts, and then I felt I was going to freak out...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 3, 2014

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    I have these hazy memories about being touched

    as a child but I can't seem to determine what's my imagination and what's factual ..
    SummerK267 SummerK267 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 1, 2015

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    At age 5 i was molested by a teacher at school,

    remembered it at age 13. Even developed PTSD. It took time but 2 years later i can finally say I am a survivor of sexual assault. And if you have been raped/molested, it gets better, it really does. I never thought i would get over it but now, I'm stronger then ever. And please...
    iseektobeme iseektobeme 16-17, M Aug 21, 2015

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    My name is david I'm a victim of rape Victim is

    not my name Rape is not who I am David is my name
    CaptPetemoss CaptPetemoss 46-50, M 2 Responses Oct 7, 2015

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    It doesn't matter how old I am it's still just

    as hard to open up about this. I sometimes find myself wanting to talk about it then clam right back up or I feel weird when I do talk to someone. I hate the cycle
    snapeandziggy snapeandziggy 26-30, F 7 Responses Dec 28, 2015

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    Chulazon Chulazon 31-35, F 5 Responses Oct 8, 2015

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    I need to start talking about it now.

    It happened about 5 years ago. And i dont want to be a victim anymore. My father assaulted me in the middle of the night. He was drunk. I went to the police the next day, because he had been to jail when i was 14 for molesting other women. He only got house arrest. My mother now...
    hjolsh hjolsh 26-30, F 2 Responses May 3, 2014

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    by my grandfathers closest friend.

    .i was either 6 or 7 and it didnt stop until i was 11. i finally spoke up around 14..then the same year in septemper i was abused by 3 young guys..9 years later i finally came into peace with my past
    ladytasia92 ladytasia92 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2015

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    I've been raped and my body has been used in

    ways to get drugs ect. I was almost killed by a man forcing himself on me. Now I'm engaged to a wonderful man and we have been together for almost two years. My whole life has become positive again but I have a REALLY hard time being comfortable having sexual relations with the...
    sonja82 sonja82 31-35, F 5 Responses Oct 1, 2014

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    I didn't think I was

    for a long time because I never resisted and I enjoyed it. Only now when I am getting older am I looking back and realizing the truth and how deeply it really has effected me. Strange typing this because it is not something people know about me. I felt responsible for it for a...
    Lewshun Lewshun 18-21, M 5 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    Okay, please bare with me,

    as this is the first time I'm publicly sharing my story, and I really need to get this out of me, because it's becoming too overwhelming and I'm not sure how much more I can take... This time of year is always so difficult for me to deal with, because it's when my repressed...
    fuckitol fuckitol 26-30, F 9 Responses Nov 25, 2014

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    I think I'm lonely tonight

    and I have just realized I can't talk to anyone about how I really feel because they don't understand or I don't feel comfortable. sometimes like tonight I get this feeling like for a moment my impenetrable wall is cracked and I'm allowed to feel. but it also feels like my...
    foreverachild foreverachild 18-21 3 Responses Dec 17, 2015

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    Why wont it just go away?

    I don't want to spend any more time thinking about it, I'm tired and I just want some peace in my life. I don't know how to keep it out of my head. I've pressed the memories so far down, I thought they would just dissapair, but they don't, they pop up at the worst possible times...
    NotAllScarsCanBeSeen NotAllScarsCanBeSeen 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 28, 2014

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    Too Young

    I was too young to know right from wrong, angels from demons. When he said my name, I thought he was an angel, here to help absolve me of my sins and aid me on my way to greatness, godliness, to pave my way and heal me of all my wrongs, current and future. I was too young to...
    rskywalker rskywalker 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2013

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    I have had it happen to many times in my life

    once when I was super little and then when I was 9 my cousin Timmy started and I hated it cause I couldn't tell anyone cause no one would believe me that's just the type of family I have they think everyone is all great people when there not and this went on till I was 11. When...
    KaylaDem33 KaylaDem33 18-21, F 5 Responses May 10, 2015

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    My dad was the villain in this situation.

    It doesn't matter what he did. But he tore my family apart and it was hard at the time. Let's just say I thought I was a lesbian for a long time after. Which caused me to lose allot of people I cared about in life. I have a bf and I can admit that I still have never spoken...
    Kristina00089 Kristina00089 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 30, 2015

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    I don't like to go back to this era & I chose

    to forget it all. I am 31 now but when I was 12-13 my older sister moved back into the house I grew up in & brought her boyfriend to live with us in moms house. My mom was married to my step dad at the time but neither if them were ever home much. He molested me all those years...
    BlueEyes3182 BlueEyes3182 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 28, 2014

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    When I was little...like about 7 years old my

    mother got jealous of my dad for taking us to Hawaii, she wanted us to love her. So she got my dad to somehow keep us in her house for about 1 week and one week only. My dad called my mother to drop us off back at home.., but she wanted us to stay longer. And so e stayed for a...
    Gr8Fellings Gr8Fellings 16-17, F 4 Responses May 23, 2015

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    I can't live with what happened to me much

    longer. Every night I have nightmares from what happened. I can't stand to be touched anymore. I have so many triggers that cause flashbacks and can barely go out in public anymore. I am so sick of hurting. I just want to heal.
    NightshadesSnowflake NightshadesSnowflake 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Rape jokes are NEVER okay.

    And they are NEVER funny. So just stop. Please.
    makaiajane makaiajane 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 30, 2014

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