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I Am A Victim Of Rape And Molestation

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    Please don't judge me.

    I'm not quite sure if it's rape. I remember at random times, when I was young I'd go with my dad to his friend's house and there was this older guy. I don't remember the age maybe 15-20 while I was like 4-6. He'd always let me sit in his lap and play blues clues or Dora. In the...
    lifeschallenge lifeschallenge 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    I suppose it would make the most sense to start

    at the start. Im not a very girly girl and all of my friends are boys,when i moved house a few years ago i met too people.one who lives beside me and another close by,we became the best of friends and would pretty much spend our free time with each other playing xbox,ps3...
    Femshep Femshep 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    We Need A Discussion And Chat On This!

    This was my story put down Early in Novemember, 2012 "Yes. Guys do get molested. But, they do not talk about it. They never do. It's one of those taboos that plagues men from the time that they heard the first comment in there lives..."Big boys don't cry!" Guys do not talk...
    Sparrowhawk1161 Sparrowhawk1161 51-55 3 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    When i was young my dad touched me.

    He sold me to his friends and they tried to rape me. I started cutting at 9/10 because my dad took it too far and hurt me bad. I have been sensitive to the touch ever since the first day he touched me. He sent me to his friends this kid duncon made me touch my self as he took...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    His carefully constructed kingdom of sand Looms

    and towers above, casting phallic shadows Shining in the sun to force bitter black sorrow Over the silent, weeping kingdoms' he commands Their blood, tears, and innocence he demands I'm so bitterly sorry for him, I am Tragically woeful that I won't give a damn About what anguish...
    butthumbs butthumbs 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 13, 2014

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    I Am

    I was raped maybe about a year ago, by another girl, she "Used" to be my friend, apparently she wasn't how I thought she was, I can't think about her the same:/
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 17 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    I was raped & sexually molested by the preacher

    in the church I used to attend when I was a child. The molestation began when I was 7 years old. The rape began when I was 8 & it stopped when my older brother caught him in the act when I was 11. He was then incarcerated. It's been 8 years since his sentence & he is now asking...
    Starslinger Starslinger 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    I'm A Guy Who Was Molested! Guys/girl's Please Read!

    Yes. Guys do get molested. But, they do not talk about it. They never do. It's one of those taboos that plagues men from the time that they heard the first comment in there lives..."Big boys don't cry!" Guys do not talk about emotions. They do not cry on other guys...
    Sparrowhawk1161 Sparrowhawk1161 51-55 9 Responses Nov 8, 2012

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    I've been raped and my body has been used in

    ways to get drugs ect. I was almost killed by a man forcing himself on me. Now I'm engaged to a wonderful man and we have been together for almost two years. My whole life has become positive again but I have a REALLY hard time being comfortable having sexual relations with the...
    sonja82 sonja82 31-35, F 5 Responses Oct 1, 2014

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    I was a victim but now I've learnt I am a

    survivor, he can't hurt me anymore he's were he should be, time to move on with life but I wish it was that simple.
    Jodieeee95 Jodieeee95 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    I am slowly beginning to overcome the trauma,

    the flash backs, panic attacks, the nightmares. I urge anybody who has been through this to talk to me, people like us always need somebody going through the same thing to talk to. When I told my mum, she told me that she couldn't believe I let it happen - but blamed herself...
    blxnde blxnde 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    As I lie in bed, I suddenly wake in the heat of

    the night. I get a funny feeling like I am being watched... like an intense adrenalin rush. I feel sweat trickling down my brow, and I try to move my hand to wipe it off, but I notice I cannnot for it is restrained against my bedposts. Writhing impatiently, my legs are...
    butthumbs butthumbs 26-30, F Apr 27, 2014

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    Rape jokes are NEVER okay.

    And they are NEVER funny. So just stop. Please.
    makaiajane makaiajane 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2014

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    I was molested by guys

    when I was young (12-16) and that me believe that if guys want to do things to you, you just let them. I felt that way for years, doing things with guys just because they wanted. I cheated on my husband many times because I felt I had to. When no guy used me for a couple...
    donna415 donna415 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I need to start talking about it now.

    It happened about 5 years ago. And i dont want to be a victim anymore. My father assaulted me in the middle of the night. He was drunk. I went to the police the next day, because he had been to jail when i was 14 for molesting other women. He only got house arrest. My mother now...
    hjolsh hjolsh 26-30, F 2 Responses May 3, 2014

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    Kids Should Scream And Get Attention!

    In 1996 when I was 9 Years old my dad got an assignment to Dubai to live there for two years. We made friends with a petrol attendant and invited him home for dinner. Then he came regularly and we used to hangout alot. In 1997 when I was 10 years we decided to go for a swim and...
    Speed61 Speed61 26-30, M 4 Responses May 15, 2013

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    Step-grandpa

    What's there to say? My grandmother married a monster before I was even an idea in my momma's mind, but after my mothers real dad left, who got away with not only raping my mother, but throughout the years.. repeatedly molesting me and my two eldest sisters. and he always had a...
    HnM44 HnM44 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 22, 2013

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    When i was young my dad touched me.

    He sold me to his friends and they tried to rape me. I started cutting at 9/10 because my dad took it too far and hurt me bad. I have been sensitive to the touch ever since the first day he touched me. When i was 13 my cousins friend Jason took me into his cabin and raped me. He...
    VampreEmoNeko VampreEmoNeko 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    how do you deal with it

    if he threatened you? plus you finally are letting people know knowing the threat was if you told... i'm terrified
    dunwitdis dunwitdis 18-21, F Mar 8, 2014

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    Why wont it just go away?

    I don't want to spend any more time thinking about it, I'm tired and I just want some peace in my life. I don't know how to keep it out of my head. I've pressed the memories so far down, I thought they would just dissapair, but they don't, they pop up at the worst possible times...
    NotAllScarsCanBeSeen NotAllScarsCanBeSeen 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 28, 2014

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    I was 5 when I was first molested.

    14 when I started cutting. 15 when I was slammed up against a wall and had my first real kiss taken from me. 16 when I was raped and molested by a boyfriend. 16 when I miscarried the rape baby (Rita Joy RIP Oct. 11th 2011) 16, 17 and 18 when I was attacked by strangers in...
    KhildofKhaos KhildofKhaos 18-21 2 Responses Mar 8

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    I was rape and molested

    when I was about 4 all the way up to about 8. I just cannot stop thinking about it! I just want some peace in my life. I know I am 16 now but I held that secret for 7years I told my mom last year. it still haunts me. just because it wasn't vaginally doesn't mean it didn't hurt...
    mzcruz98 mzcruz98 16-17 Mar 18, 2014

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    Okay, please bare with me,

    as this is the first time I'm publicly sharing my story, and I really need to get this out of me, because it's becoming too overwhelming and I'm not sure how much more I can take... This time of year is always so difficult for me to deal with, because it's when my repressed...
    fuckitol fuckitol 22-25, F 9 Responses Nov 25, 2014

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    It was my sisters boyfriend .

    . I was in the 6th grade , it was a Saturday night and I was with all my friends at this roller skating place called champs. , he was also there , (his name is Robert) well I was outside waiting for my mom and she called and said she couldn't pick me up so I called my sister and...
    Tmia Tmia 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 3, 2014

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    Sometimes I wish I can go back

    and relive those treacherous moments. 7 years of molestation (6yr.-12yr.) and recent experience of rape. I've been hurting myself for ages along with the people who care and love me. I feel like I deserve this pain, this pain needs to feed off my mind,body, and heart. I've...
    Katrinastory Katrinastory 16-17 2 Responses Oct 2, 2014

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    When I was 7 my aunt started dating this guy.

    He was nice, but they all start out that way. After a while of them dating he moved in with my grandmother and aunt. I stayed the night often. About a year of him staying there my grandma go very sick. He took care of her as did I. When I was 8 I was there every weekend. He...
    angoscia angoscia 16-17 1 Response Feb 12, 2014

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    Is there ever healing?

    can someone tell me?
    hellokitty206 hellokitty206 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 8

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    I don't know how to feel,

    my 4 year old sister has just revealed that our 'father' has touched her too. He's already in jail for the rape of me and my other sister. This is pretty crappy.
    Jodieeee95 Jodieeee95 18-21, F 3 Responses May 1, 2014

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    I was molested by my uncle from the time I was

    about 3/4 until I was 13. I also found out later on in life that this same Uncle raped 3 of my cousin and 1 of my closet friends. I heard from other family members that he used to pick women up random women in GA and rape them too. When it all came out to my family they decided...
    Chocamay Chocamay 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 28, 2014

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    I didn't think I was

    for a long time because I never resisted and I enjoyed it. Only now when I am getting older am I looking back and realizing the truth and how deeply it really has effected me. Strange typing this because it is not something people know about me. I felt responsible for it for a...
    Lewshun Lewshun 16-17, M 5 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    Has anyone been abused by their father

    as an adult? I need to talk to someone who understands.
    hjolsh hjolsh 26-30, F 5 Responses May 3, 2014

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    Mine happened 18 years ago.

    I haven't been by that apartment complex for a long time. Today I happened to drive by the apartment complex where it happened. I didn't want to but I felt like I had to. For a minute there I had to pull over and gather my thoughts, and then I felt I was going to freak out...
    yossarian1944 yossarian1944 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 3, 2014

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    I was molested by a women repeatedly .

    I am confused. My body was exploited and the ******* was intense. I feel ashamed that I like her rubbing me between my legs??
    thesecrettearkeeper thesecrettearkeeper 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2014

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    When I was 14 my dad started touching me in

    very sexual ways and earlier this year he said very inappropriate and sexual things to me. I'm scared of him and I'm ashamed about it like somehow I did something wrong.
    LadyDreaming LadyDreaming 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 8, 2014

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    I don't like to go back to this era & I chose

    to forget it all. I am 31 now but when I was 12-13 my older sister moved back into the house I grew up in & brought her boyfriend to live with us in moms house. My mom was married to my step dad at the time but neither if them were ever home much. He molested me all those years...
    BlueEyes3182 BlueEyes3182 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 28, 2014

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    6 months ago I was hanging out with my neighbor

    as I usually do...(I'm 18 he is 19) but this time it was different. We were watching a movie and he put his arm around me. I said nothing, though it felt awkward. He then started trying to "fill me up" I told him to stop. It did to no I tried pushing,shoving, and yelling. Still...
    nojusticefortaylor nojusticefortaylor 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    Rape isn't funny. You have no idea what it's

    like unless it's happened to you. I am a Rape victim. This is the first time I'm coming out about what has happened to me. It was on the 25th of October 2013 I was walking home alone. I was not dressed inappropriately I was wearing jeans and my band merch. it was getting...
    Kiya98 Kiya98 16-17, F 6 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    Cowering in fear,hidden under her bed A five

    year old child lays,quiet as can be Tears down her face,are constantly shed Never heard murmuring her constant,almost silent plea Footsteps sound heavily down the hall Coming closer and closer to where she hides in fear She squeezes in closer,against the wall Frightened,yet too...
    butthumbs butthumbs 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2014

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    I was with this guy for about 10 months

    until I broke up with him. He began beating and raping me at about the 6 month mark. It was horrid. I still have nightmares and flashbacks about it. It have me PTSD, anxiety and several other mental issues.
    JordanJessie JordanJessie 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 28, 2014

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    when i was 12 , i was walking home .

    a taxi driver saw me and said told me to get in to the car , he said he would bring me back for free . i got into his car and he started driving . i told him my house address and he brought me there . along the way home he was saying how pretty i was and stuff , he handed me a...
    lydiasim2080 lydiasim2080 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 16

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    I am a victim of child molestation,

    I was 11 or 12 years of age. My mother had remarried a nameless s.o.b. when I was 10. I never liked him, I always got a creepy vibe from him. My mother just assumed I was being a brat towards him she ignored my fear/dislike towards him. Anyway, I began to warm up to him a year...
    breakingfree88 breakingfree88 26-30 1 Response Jan 26

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    gyty gyty 16-17, M Dec 11, 2014

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    Too Young

    I was too young to know right from wrong, angels from demons. When he said my name, I thought he was an angel, here to help absolve me of my sins and aid me on my way to greatness, godliness, to pave my way and heal me of all my wrongs, current and future. I was too young to...
    rskywalker rskywalker 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2013

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    here's my experience.

    this app sucks
    gyty gyty 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 11, 2014

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