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I Am A Victim Of Rape And Molestation

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    Too Young

    I was too young to know right from wrong, angels from demons. When he said my name, I thought he was an angel, here to help absolve me of my sins and aid me on my way to greatness, godliness, to pave my way and heal me of all my wrongs, current and future. I was too young to...
    rskywalker rskywalker 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2013

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    I was with this guy for about 10 months

    until I broke up with him. He began beating and raping me at about the 6 month mark. It was horrid. I still have nightmares and flashbacks about it. It have me PTSD, anxiety and several other mental issues.
    JordanJessie JordanJessie 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 28

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    I was only in 6th grade,

    my first year of middle school. I only had one friend and he was my friend. We ended up dating, but it soon ended after he hit me and tried to get in my pants. I told him no but he still tried i was never the same after that day. Now i cringe at the word rape and i don't know...
    aloneforever86 aloneforever86 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 28

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    I don't know how to feel,

    my 4 year old sister has just revealed that our 'father' has touched her too. He's already in jail for the rape of me and my other sister. This is pretty crappy.
    Jodieeee95 Jodieeee95 18-21, F 4 Responses May 1

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    I suppose it would make the most sense to start

    at the start. Im not a very girly girl and all of my friends are boys,when i moved house a few years ago i met too people.one who lives beside me and another close by,we became the best of friends and would pretty much spend our free time with each other playing xbox,ps3...
    Femshep Femshep 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    I don't like to go back to this era & I chose

    to forget it all. I am 31 now but when I was 12-13 my older sister moved back into the house I grew up in & brought her boyfriend to live with us in moms house. My mom was married to my step dad at the time but neither if them were ever home much. He molested me all those years...
    BlueEyes3182 BlueEyes3182 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    Soo i been through soo much molestating its

    crazy ! I hate being around a group of dudes i feel uncomfortable like im a freak or something ! I wish i had somebody to vent to ! I cant have a real good relationship blc i hate having sex i still got the scars from every experience :'( i just wanna be normal
    Ayooprettybihhh Ayooprettybihhh 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 19, 2013

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    I Am

    I was raped maybe about a year ago, by another girl, she "Used" to be my friend, apparently she wasn't how I thought she was, I can't think about her the same:/
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    I'm A Guy Who Was Molested! Guys/girl's Please Read!

    Yes. Guys do get molested. But, they do not talk about it. They never do. It's one of those taboos that plagues men from the time that they heard the first comment in there lives..."Big boys don't cry!" Guys do not talk about emotions. They do not cry on other guys...
    Sparrowhawk1161 Sparrowhawk1161 51-55, M 10 Responses Nov 8, 2012

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    Please don't judge me.

    I'm not quite sure if it's rape. I remember at random times, when I was young I'd go with my dad to his friend's house and there was this older guy. I don't remember the age maybe 15-20 while I was like 4-6. He'd always let me sit in his lap and play blues clues or Dora. In the...
    lifeschallenge lifeschallenge 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    I didn't think I was

    for a long time because I never resisted and I enjoyed it. Only now when I am getting older am I looking back and realizing the truth and how deeply it really has effected me. Strange typing this because it is not something people know about me. I felt responsible for it for a...
    Lewshun Lewshun 16-17, M 5 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    Has anyone been abused by their father

    as an adult? I need to talk to someone who understands.
    hjolsh hjolsh 26-30, F 3 Responses May 3

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    As I lie in bed, I suddenly wake in the heat of

    the night. I get a funny feeling like I am being watched... like an intense adrenalin rush. I feel sweat trickling down my brow, and I try to move my hand to wipe it off, but I notice I cannnot for it is restrained against my bedposts. Writhing impatiently, my legs are...
    butthumbs butthumbs 26-30, F Apr 27

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    His carefully constructed kingdom of sand Looms

    and towers above, casting phallic shadows Shining in the sun to force bitter black sorrow Over the silent, weeping kingdoms' he commands Their blood, tears, and innocence he demands I'm so bitterly sorry for him, I am Tragically woeful that I won't give a damn About what anguish...
    butthumbs butthumbs 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    Not Me My Friend Was

    It ****** me off knowing the longterm efffects it takes a toll on that person
    AshleysExperience AshleysExperience 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2013

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    Why wont it just go away?

    I don't want to spend any more time thinking about it, I'm tired and I just want some peace in my life. I don't know how to keep it out of my head. I've pressed the memories so far down, I thought they would just dissapair, but they don't, they pop up at the worst possible times...
    NotAllScarsCanBeSeen NotAllScarsCanBeSeen 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 28

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    My story isn't as bad

    as allot of victims. I wouldn't even call myself a victim. I remember being in church and our "family friend" took me downstairs to the sunday school room, pulled down his pants and said "either all my **** or I'll whoop you with my belt. After a few minutes a girl cane down and...
    Slomotionk Slomotionk 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    Cowering in fear,hidden under her bed A five

    year old child lays,quiet as can be Tears down her face,are constantly shed Never heard murmuring her constant,almost silent plea Footsteps sound heavily down the hall Coming closer and closer to where she hides in fear She squeezes in closer,against the wall Frightened,yet too...
    butthumbs butthumbs 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    How I Have Self Destructed.....

    First experience being touched as a child.I can't recall the age.I grew up in Jacksonville,FL my days were spent at my grandparents bulidin forts and ridin on my gramps lawnmower.They had a daughter and that was where it started.I remember laying on the couch with my Aunt for a...
    Nat32 Nat32 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 23, 2013

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    i wrote these about it http://figment.

    com/books/762936-No- http://figment.com/books/763951-Who-DO-You-Think-You-Are-
    dunwitdis dunwitdis 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    I was molested by my uncle from the time I was

    about 3/4 until I was 13. I also found out later on in life that this same Uncle raped 3 of my cousin and 1 of my closet friends. I heard from other family members that he used to pick women up random women in GA and rape them too. When it all came out to my family they decided...
    Chocamay Chocamay 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    We Need A Discussion And Chat On This!

    This was my story put down Early in Novemember, 2012 "Yes. Guys do get molested. But, they do not talk about it. They never do. It's one of those taboos that plagues men from the time that they heard the first comment in there lives..."Big boys don't cry!" Guys do not talk...
    Sparrowhawk1161 Sparrowhawk1161 51-55, M 3 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    I was rape and molested

    when I was about 4 all the way up to about 8. I just cannot stop thinking about it! I just want some peace in my life. I know I am 16 now but I held that secret for 7years I told my mom last year. it still haunts me. just because it wasn't vaginally doesn't mean it didn't hurt...
    mzcruz98 mzcruz98 16-17 Mar 18

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    Step-grandpa

    What's there to say? My grandmother married a monster before I was even an idea in my momma's mind, but after my mothers real dad left, who got away with not only raping my mother, but throughout the years.. repeatedly molesting me and my two eldest sisters. and he always had a...
    HnM44 HnM44 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 22, 2013

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    I need to start talking about it now.

    It happened about 5 years ago. And i dont want to be a victim anymore. My father assaulted me in the middle of the night. He was drunk. I went to the police the next day, because he had been to jail when i was 14 for molesting other women. He only got house arrest. My mother now...
    hjolsh hjolsh 26-30, F 1 Response May 3

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    I was a victim but now I've learnt I am a

    survivor, he can't hurt me anymore he's were he should be, time to move on with life but I wish it was that simple.
    Jodieeee95 Jodieeee95 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    When I was 16 and a junior in HS,

    I was invited to the prom by my best friend. I was super excited because I am a bit of a social outcast. I am always alone but he at least likes to hang out with me. Anyway, I asked my stepmom if I could go as it would mean I would stay out until past midnight. Well her bf Carl...
    sadsarahg sadsarahg 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 27

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    Kids Should Scream And Get Attention!

    In 1996 when I was 9 Years old my dad got an assignment to Dubai to live there for two years. We made friends with a petrol attendant and invited him home for dinner. Then he came regularly and we used to hangout alot. In 1997 when I was 10 years we decided to go for a swim and...
    Speed61 Speed61 26-30, M 3 Responses May 15, 2013

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    It was my sisters boyfriend .

    . I was in the 6th grade , it was a Saturday night and I was with all my friends at this roller skating place called champs. , he was also there , (his name is Robert) well I was outside waiting for my mom and she called and said she couldn't pick me up so I called my sister and...
    Tmia Tmia 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 3

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    The twist in my story.

    I really didn't have much of childhood. I was forced to grow up fast. I believe that is one of the many reasons why I take things too seriously and to heart, which I know is really bad. Not only had my childhood been taken from me but what I think could be one of the worst...
    laog laog 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    Behind My Smile

    Behind every smile is a story an most people write books about their life I want to share with you my struggle, pain and tears it all started when I was 4 years old my mom met this guy named byron i though he was cool cuz at first he was there since my real dad left when i was 2...
    darkangel18 darkangel18 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    I can't deal with my life anymore.

    I had the perfect life only 4 months ago. I finished Uni and went travelling for what was supposed to be 2 months but ended up coming home at 4 weeks. It was in Thailand, I was drugged and raped. My life has came crashing down ever since. I have been in the process of having...
    Feelinglost61 Feelinglost61 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2013

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    When I was 7 my aunt started dating this guy.

    He was nice, but they all start out that way. After a while of them dating he moved in with my grandmother and aunt. I stayed the night often. About a year of him staying there my grandma go very sick. He took care of her as did I. When I was 8 I was there every weekend. He...
    angoscia angoscia 16-17 1 Response Feb 12

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    When i was young my dad touched me.

    He sold me to his friends and they tried to rape me. I started cutting at 9/10 because my dad took it too far and hurt me bad. I have been sensitive to the touch ever since the first day he touched me. When i was 13 my cousins friend Jason took me into his cabin and raped me. He...
    VampreEmoNeko VampreEmoNeko 16-17, F 6 Responses Jan 2

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    I don't like talking about it.

    ..I try forgetting but that never works. All those memories come back in my dreams. I was raped when I was five. This is the only time I've ever said it. I can't verbalize that word... I try telling myself it didn't ever happen in hopes that I'll believe and forget. There isn't a...
    BrohovahsWitness BrohovahsWitness 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 20

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    Rape isn't funny. You have no idea what it's

    like unless it's happened to you. I am a Rape victim. This is the first time I'm coming out about what has happened to me. It was on the 25th of October 2013 I was walking home alone. I was not dressed inappropriately I was wearing jeans and my band merch. it was getting...
    Kiya98 Kiya98 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 29

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    how do you deal with it

    if he threatened you? plus you finally are letting people know knowing the threat was if you told... i'm terrified
    dunwitdis dunwitdis 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    My Best Friend Is A Victim Too....

    ive know her since i was only 10 years old. she knows what ive gone through. i know what she has gone through. it kills me inside because i dont know what to do to help her. i cant even help myself. i care for her more like a sister. shes the only friend ive ever had. and i dont...
    RazerWolfFang RazerWolfFang 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Story taken from the BBC website today; 2 July 2014 Last updated at 10:43 Man raped after accepting lift in Newcastle A man who accepted a lift from a stranger in...
    mikemcneil mikemcneil 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 2

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    I was being raped for 4 years and this last time I had a rape kit done and my rapist is currently serving 900years in prison but I'm 12 weeks pregnant with his baby and I don't...
    rablst rablst 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    It just makes me sick that these ******* animals think the worst thing that could happen to someone is something to be proud of, or doesn't matter... Like that news story about the...
    TheDivineParody TheDivineParody 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    If I was to write every single detail, I'd probably be typing all night. Plus I am too lazy :P But well me name is Emily, I'm 17 years old. I was raped when I was 12 by a...
    Emily97x Emily97x 16-17, F Jul 9

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    Trigger warning The neighbor kid and I had been hanging out for multi yrs, he started to get violent... But being in the country, the next nearest neighbor who had kids my age...
    Notalone00 Notalone00 31-35, M Jul 17

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    My mom has 9 kids I'm the oldest I take care of them she went out one night and I was putting the baby's to sleep everyone was sleeping and me and my best friend was up talking...
    tamaraiwannaknow tamaraiwannaknow 16-17, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Remember When Taylor Swift Was The Victim? In many of her hits, she was the victim in her relationships. Nobody said anything about it at first. Then she went through so many...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I will honestly grow up to kill rapist and murders, pedophiles and molesters. I have them I want to kill all of them, I want them to suffer as much as their victims
    LGKolor LGKolor 18-21, M Jul 2

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    I feel like no one cares, or takes me as serious as my experience with sexual assault was. Like just because I never got fully raped mean that it doesn't matter. Well if this...
    Lexieshayy Lexieshayy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    I need help so bad. I don't know how my life could end up so destroyed. I am 34. I have been emotionally abused since I was 17. I was raped at 16. The same person I met at 17...
    dolly454 dolly454 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Im now 9 years using the internet. I was trying to put my feelings on EP, other forums online, but i met rarelly any victims of abuse.Either they have shame to come out and talk...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I fantasize about me being raped and I'm only 13 Help Yesterday I had a dream about my dream adoptive father (in my dreams I'm adopted by rich people) I dreamed about my adoptive...
    LittleLuna22 LittleLuna22 13-15 4 Responses Jul 15

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    I fantasize about me being raped and I'm only 13 Help Yesterday I had a dream about my dream adoptive father (in my dreams I'm adopted by rich people) I dreamed about my adoptive...
    LittleLuna171 LittleLuna171 13-15, F 12 Responses Jul 19

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