I Am a Widow and Miss My Husband

In our group we can discuss how the death of our loved one has affected us, our family and our daily lives. We can share experiences and give advice and support to each other. 324 People

    Wings To Fly

    If I had wings to fly... I would fly so very high past the clouds the sun and the moon, then I would fly up to Heaven and ask if I could visit oh for just a moment, just a wave, just to see your face, just the sound of your voice calling my name. If I had wings to fly... I...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Jun 18, 2013

    Terri & Rick

    I met my husband in Wichita Kansas I went in for a job interview on a Thursday Valentine's Day Friday they called me to work then I had the weekend off I worked on Monday when to work on Tuesday Rick asked me out Tuesday evening and we were together ever since for 32 years he had...
    terririck1960 terririck1960
    56-60, F
    Jun 30, 2013

    My husband passed away May 7 2015

    after a very long illness. He had advanced COPD, bad heart, previous heart attack, bad liver just to name a few. We had both worked at a middle school. He was a custodian and I was a secretary. We both retired when he became too ill He was mostly house bound for the last 8...
    NancyfromCA NancyfromCA
    61-65, F
    5 Responses Jan 10

    Hello Everyone, I have been a widow now,

    since November, 2013,and I still miss my husband as much as I did,the day he died. I can't listen to live songs,watch love scenes on TV or do pretty much anything without crying these days. I fear,I will never have a fulfilling happy life,without my husband. He was my best friend...
    missyr1970 missyr1970
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jul 29, 2014

    The Perfect Man (for Me)

    I was loved perfectly... He was a sweetheart. Nicest man I ever knew.  He fell in love with me when I wasn't loveable. Angry, hurt and suspicious.  He pursued me, content to wait for me to learn to trust him and love him. I  was 39 and he was 59. For the first few months, he...
    emilypeterson emilypeterson
    46-50
    3 Responses Apr 12, 2012

    I miss you so damn much.

    Seeing your photo ... Makes me wish that you were here. If you were here, maybe I can actually get through this daunting thing that I have to conquer now. You'd encourage me and push me to complete it. Why were you taken abruptly from me? 31 years old... Is way too young to...
    MrsC0314 MrsC0314
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 18, 2015

    My Husband's Birthday Is Coming Up On December 5th

    He would have been 46. I would have thrown him a party. I really thought he would still be here. After everything I never lost hope that he was going to get better. I never let go of the dream of growing old together. And now I'm alone again. Well not entirely alone, I have...
    terrishaun terrishaun
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Dec 1, 2013

    Missing My Husband

    My husband passed away in his sleep on 1/6/09 of a heart attack. I miss him so much. I feel like my heart has been torn from my chest. I have 2 grown daughters and a grandson. We try to be strong for each other but their grief is different then what mine is.  I lost my best...
    suetom suetom
    51-55, F
    9 Responses Feb 28, 2009

    My husband, my Sweety,

    died on June 12 , 2015-the day after our anniversary. He was coming home from work and with only a mile left to go, he had a seizure and crashed into a tree. He died in the helicopter but then was brought back, only to die 15 minutes before I got to the hospital. He was...
    melzma melzma
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jul 16, 2015

    My Childhood Sweetheart

    My husband and I met when I was 12 and he was 14. He was my first love. He then moved away with his family and we eventually married different people who we later divorced. A little over two years ago we found each other again on a social networking sight and when we saw each...
    JanBB JanBB
    46-50, F
    2 Responses May 15, 2013

    I do not live in the past: all the time !

    ! I miss my husband, I lived every minute of my life for a lot of years just to make him happy. He never left my mind, even in the worst of the worst fights we had, even if I cried for 3 days before he put an end to the fight. It didn't matter, I loved him and it was always him...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta
    51-55, F
    1 Response Jun 3, 2014

    My Love

    I lost my husband of 28 years suddenly on July 7, 2013. We had just celebrated our anniversary on June 8 and were getting ready to celebrate his 5oth birthday on July 25. We had canoed all day and I went to bed he stayed up to do fireworks off our pier with our oldest daughter...
    ttlkyates ttlkyates
    46-50, F
    1 Response Oct 13, 2013

    While visiting family across country with my 3

    year old and 11 month old I received a call while at the beach that my 34 year old husband had suffered a heart attack. We had been gone for 10 days already. I immediately called the hospital and was told that I should get there as soon as possible because he would probably...
    Missspitfire20 Missspitfire20
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Aug 31, 2015

    it's been nearly 2 months

    since he was taken from me. I've had bad day after bad day and some days where I just don't feel anything but go through the motions of living. tonight as I got into bed, I thought about his touch. he could put his hand on my back, or on my leg and I can't believe I took those...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Nov 10, 2015

    Pictures of Him

    I see pictures of my husband now and I smile. I used to cry everytime. I got to where I would just turn pictures of him away, because I was so messed up from crying all the time. I stopped looking at them for months. I missed him so much I couldn't  bare looking at him. Now...
    theredlady theredlady
    41-45, F
    19 Responses Sep 2, 2009

    We had alot of happy memories.

    He was a joker and i am his avid fan. We laugh out loud even those not so funny jokes. Were not too ambitious a simple life will do. How can it be ended too soon? Were still on a peak of our marriage. At 36 is way too young to go...
    Andrea0328 Andrea0328
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 7, 2015

    My husband died. In my kitchen.

    In front of me. As I talked to him. As our three year old looked on. As we laughed about how he didn't like the dinner I made. As we discussed politics and human rights in Iran. As the laundry was washing. In the middle of a typical night that was anything but. He died...
    mikescookie mikescookie
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Dec 5, 2013

    Girf

    hi everyone,I'm in my midddle4o's.recently widow2 children one turning 13 in just days.christmas ,thanksgivingwasis  hard but  i think this is going to the hardest,first birthday without dad.is anyone in my shoes or just went to talk please let me know.has anyone gone...
    wanitta wanitta
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Mar 23, 2009

    Four Months....

    Its four months ago tomorrow that I lost my husband, my lover, my best friend and the father of my three teenage daughters in a car crash. He left the house to go to work about a half hour before me, it was dark and icy and we use the same route for some of the journey and as I...
    siobanwade siobanwade
    36-40, F
    9 Responses Feb 27, 2011

    Trying

    The darkest hour is just before dawn!! This I have always been told... Last night I looked in the mirror at swollen eyes, unbrushed hair..an unknown woman stared back at me from that glass. A woman who looked as if she had given up and given in. So in an attempt to get God to...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Jun 19, 2013

    Heart broken isn't half of it,

    I feel like the next person that says their sorry for my loss I could slap. My husband died April 22 2015 at 1256pm at St Leo's, he was in a drug induced coma for more than a week with no food for at least a week. The only time I left the room was to go home to let the dogs...
    Fantigro Fantigro
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Jun 5, 2015

    Miss My Husband

    My husband just died 6 days ago. I'm lost without him. I feel like there's no hope for me. I feel sick inside and cry almost all the time. He died of Cirrhosis of the liver at 40. He was a good man just had this terrible "disease". I keep wondering when I'll ever get some peace...
    girllatte girllatte
    46-50
    7 Responses Mar 21, 2013

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    carlyccaa carlyccaa
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 19, 2015

    You Just Have To Know

    You just have to know he loves you....loved you. I still grieve. Even though so much time has passed and my life has changed, I find myself waking up at nights or while I'm cleaning house suddenly sad and thinking of a past life. He loved me. I know he did and that is how...
    theredlady theredlady
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Oct 15, 2011

    Missing Him

    I still miss him. Every once in awhile It seems as though he is standing right next to me telling me what to do next. I listen sometimes and other times I tell him that he needs to go on about his own stuff. I don't know why. It is comforting to still talk to him every so often...
    theredlady theredlady
    41-45, F
    8 Responses Feb 27, 2009

    Young Widow At 33, Mother Of 10mth Old And Pregnant...all 10 Years Ago

    all in one sentence i can say it all....it sucks!...Hi, I am Maggie, i lost my husband suddenly in our home by unknown natural causes the coraner says.... I was pregnant 17 weeks with my daughter and my son at the time was on 10 mths old..... Yes life had been rough back then...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 4, 2011

    Rest Easy My Darling Husband

    I can't sleep, i can't eat...this is all so crazy i refuse to believe that this is reality. I roll over in our bed and don't see your face. You're gone, you're actually gone... this is the worst pain i have ever had to endeavor. I see your face in our children and it kills me...
    Bevynn11 Bevynn11
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Dec 9, 2013

    On April 13, 2014 my husband died suddenly of a

    heart attack. He was 59 years old. We always wanted to have children. We tried infertility treatments, but they never worked. I am grieving alone because I don't have any family in town. I have wonderful friends, but they have their own lives, so I am feeling sad, but no one...
    widowbeth widowbeth
    61-65, F
    2 Responses Jun 22, 2014

    My husband died sept 22,

    2012 from Acute Myloid Leukemia He suffered for 9 months and 19 days Chemo and bone marrow transplant Every infection possible Pain so bad he would cry Now I'm alone
    wingedvalkyrie7 wingedvalkyrie7
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 24, 2015

    I miss my man so .much.

    I miss his touch, his voice, and love. Mostly I miss him in bed. Oh, the wonderful ways he took me. Wish he were here now
    LanaLarson66 LanaLarson66
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Oct 30, 2014

    I too am a widow and

    even though I have the gift of Psychic Mediumship I still miss his touch and his kiss. I can assure all of you that wish to keep your heart open and mind open to our loved ones finding different ways to communicate with us that it is indeed true ! Jerry and I have written a book...
    Junie111 Junie111
    66-70, F
    2 Responses Oct 24, 2014

    My beloved passed away last June of 2013,

    we don't have children . He's a clinical Audiologist and I work with him as his secretary, after a good dinner that he cooked for Thanks Giving Day that we celebrate on the next morning he heart attack and he die. Now, I feel so lonely being alone, every corner of the house...
    buddy1436 buddy1436
    61-65, F
    5 Responses Aug 9, 2014
    welly56 welly56
    56-60
    3 Responses Jan 4, 2014

    It's been 5 days without my husband.

    He was 44 and I just turned 40. I don't know how to go on without him. I am scared, mad, sad and this pain is unbearable. I love him do much, I just don't know if I can do this without him.
    marianne08 marianne08
    36-40
    3 Responses Feb 15

    Dear John,

    It has been two years and eight months since you left this world. I still miss you so much. I know I'm finally finding my way on my own, I can feel myself moving forward. I used to be so afraid of that feeling. Every step I took from you was a step that tore into my soul and left...
    theredlady theredlady
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Dec 17, 2009

    I have been a widow for 18 months,

    it is so painful. My family for the most part now is my dog, Woody. He is 12 and i love him dearly, I don't know how much long I will have him
    icena icena
    66-70, F
    Jul 12, 2014

    March 3rd, my husband died suddenly at age 48.

    We have been together for 5 years. I moved to a different state with my 3 children so he can be near his family and daughter 4 years ago. We've had many obstacles regarding his family. My oldest has since joined the army and now alone with my 2 teens. When my husband passed...
    Mardeatmd Mardeatmd
    46-50, F
    1 Response Mar 31

    I Prayed For God To Take Him

    Oh god,,Please take him tonight so he doesn't suffer anymore. Please Jesus. Let him go to sleep. Please don't let him struggle to breath another night. Those were the prayers I said everynight for two months as I watched my husband being slowly taken from me. He had severe COPD...
    gr8tfulsue gr8tfulsue
    61-65, F
    4 Responses Oct 22, 2011

    I haven't dared to look at "our stuff" much

    since the day he was taken abruptly. Each time I try, I crumble and shatter ... Then I'm back at square one, as if it was the day I learned about his fatal accident. But on the other hand... I am so scared that I will forget it all. Him. Us. I miss my husband so so much. I...
    MrsC0314 MrsC0314
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jun 17, 2015

    One-Flesh Relationship Day 117 A part of

    who you are is gone. Your identity is shaken to the very core. You wonder if you will ever feel normal again or if you will ever enjoy life again. “When you lose a mate, you lose part of yourself,” says Dr. Jim Conway. “It’s as if you’ve had an amputation of an arm or...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta
    51-55, F
    5 Responses Feb 9, 2014

    I'm a 34 year old widow,

    my husband passed away unexpectedly on June 5, 2014, only a few months ago. We had a fairly tail relationship for 12 years. I hurt so much somedays I just feel like any somedays there is no hope. Is there any hope for some relief .
    unluckalee unluckalee
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Aug 14, 2014

    I Miss My Husband

    My husband died December 13, 2008 from a sudden heart attack.  He was only 46 years old and we were married 14 years.  I never considered living my life without him and now I find myself alone.  We had no children and I don't know if that is a blessing or not. ...
    Zingara37 Zingara37
    46-50, F
    16 Responses Jan 21, 2009

    Missing You

    its been two months scence i lost my husband. yesterday easter day was hard.i dont know how i keep going on.but somehow i do.i miss your smile i miss holding hands and talking to you i miss the sound of your voice.sometimes i hope that its all just a dream and your just gone out...
    myluvmylifemybestfriend myluvmylifemybestfriend
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Apr 13, 2009

    I Miss My Husband So Bad!!!

    We're together for only 2 years. My husband killed a day before our second weeding aniversary. and in the weeding of here sister rigth the time of receiptions while he was eating. i feel nothing by that time. im woried of what will happen to us (my kids). and now im missing my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 25, 2013

    I lost my Hubby a month ago.

    He died from Liver cancer. Tho he was diagnosed April of 2012. The start of June this year symptoms started to show and from then on everything just happened so fast. From his work-up last Aug. our Doctor gave us 3 to 6 months. But every paracentesis procedure took a toll on him...
    ladyequine74 ladyequine74
    41-45
    4 Responses Oct 5, 2014
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