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I Am a Widow of 4 Years

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    Almost 4 Years

    Hi  I was widowed almost four years ago after my husband was killed in a road accident.  The shock was unbearable and I don't quite know where the last 4 years have gone.  I have a grown up daughter and a teenage son who are both my whole life.  I've worked...
    Emmaleen Emmaleen 36-40 1 Response May 2, 2009

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    It had been 4 years and 4 months

    now since u gone but still there was a moment that my tears will rolling down when I remember u honey.. Yes I have moved on but I don't know why our moments pop up every time and make my eyes tearing again. God why torturing me like this? I don't look at his pictures...
    GladysGrace GladysGrace 31-35, F Apr 4

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    Research Into Widowhood.

    H i... am nesha and am a student at the university of bolton.   I have just read all the post on here an am very sorry for those who have lost their spouse.   I am on here on due to my university project on widowhood, and would be grateful if you could help me...
    Nesha88 Nesha88 18-21 2 Responses Apr 11, 2009

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    Beginning to Feel Better...any Day Now?

    I lost my husband to cancer 4 years ago. He had just turned 39 years old. He was the love of my life and we had an incredibly close bond, both having experienced an earlier relationship that turned sour. So when he died - besides the overwhelming sense of...
    Ulkopuolinen Ulkopuolinen 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 8, 2009

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    I dated a widower for about 3 years. When we met he'd finished a 4 year relationship after his LW, as well as internet dating with quite a few women and then that's how we met...
    Salmoncakes Salmoncakes 51-55 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I am 21 years old and I lost my husband in a freak accident, I am having trouble accepting it, I miss him so much.
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    I am 32 years old and have been looking for some sort of support. My husband took his life 2 weeks ago and I am not sure how I will ever survive. He left me with 3 children to...
    kdm629 kdm629 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I must say that I have had the pleasure for the second time in my life to see a married couple celebrate 50 years of being married. That does not happen every day not even once in...
    mamabutterfly mamabutterfly 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    The first time i came to EP i was 17, 7 Years ago :O!!! So much has happened in my life, so much has happened to me. I read some of my stories and now some appear so silly...
    jafetgx jafetgx 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    My life started in 2012, I was born in 1987. Those 25 years have nothing to do with me. Part 1 I was stuck in a bad relationship. And when I say stuck I mean I wasn't allowed...
    NinaBobina NinaBobina 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I don't know how it happened........ The hours, days, months, years, and yes, decades flew by. It seemed I stayed the same while the whirl of past experiences and memories...
    lllewyd lllewyd 56-60, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    Sometimes I forget I'm 26 and say I'm 21 haha. I feel older. I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I am happy to be alive and I am learning more about myself...
    InfiniteSunshine InfiniteSunshine 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 29

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    I have an issue, an issue or few. My mom thinks I hate her because I talk so horrible 2 her... it's not that I hate her bc I don't I'm just upset with a grudge... see, she was an...
    regarnylkoorb regarnylkoorb 18-21, F Aug 30

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    Yup. At 16 I decided I wanted to expand my sexual horizons and chose to lose my virginity to the guy I had been saying for a month. He was a poor choice; treated me terribly and...
    canadagirl0101 canadagirl0101 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm 13 and I know what you're probably thinking. She has not idea what she's on about etc, but I do. And that is one of my biggest problems like, ever. I am way too mature for my...
    EbonyLily EbonyLily 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm 27 years old and my heart is taken.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Aug 23

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    James Blunt MCR P!ATD TW Train Nickelback AAR FOB and the list goes on. Most of the time stuck for 4-5 years before I find them. *Sighs*
    Artz4Life Artz4Life 16-17, M Aug 24

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    These not those! After swinging a year into our marriage that began twelve years ago my wife called for a complete halt. Then she read about Ashley Madison and as we're were...
    ProfessorDC ProfessorDC 61-65, M Aug 25

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    but its going down hill and i dont know if i care anymore. I like long term relationships. This is my second one. And its been about the same time for both.. but i've never really...
    fallenfar fallenfar 18-21, F Aug 25

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    I completed MBBS in 2003, after failing few times. It was hard work.Finally I qualified as a doctor. Since many years after that I have been attempting the post graduate entrance...
    tryingforMD tryingforMD 31-35 Aug 31

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    My teenage years weren't the best but there sure was lot of sucking going on.
    Curious4271 Curious4271 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Before I had curly telephone wire hair and everyone that time took a second look when I pass. Now I got my hair rebonded and dyed. I can't get my normal hair back now!!! Not only...
    UOLAUC UOLAUC 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    few years back.. i had a gf.. a family.. a brother who loved and a sis in law i really cared about.. a job that paid handsomely.. today i am single... my mom and dad live far...
    sunnsood sunnsood 26-30, M Sep 5

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    After nearly 25 years of marriage, my wife and I seem to be unable/unwilling to resolve our differences on my need to cross dress. It's taken a lifetime of hiding to put me in a...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55, T 1 Response Sep 11

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    I am 43 years old. The first time I tried suicide was with tylenol when I was 17. A whole bottle. I called a friend to say goodbye who called my step parents who found me in time...
    rkba rkba 41-45, F 1 Response a week ago

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    if any one here please talk to me i want care love i am all alone
    Adityalosty Adityalosty 18-21, M 20 hrs ago

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    What do I miss the most ? He was so good at always making me feel wanted. I never had to wonder if he loved me and still wanted me. He didn't even need to say it. His actions...
    NotmyCircusNotmymonkeys NotmyCircusNotmymonkeys 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    Today it is one month since my dear, darling husband was taken from me. I cannot live without him nor do I want to, My life ended with his, and I should be able to buy a pill so...
    dbkmb dbkmb 70+, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Every so often I dream about my husband. I have come to terms with his leaving. With my not ever being able to see him again or talk to him. To have him hold me in his arms. But...
    Helianthus52N Helianthus52N 56-60, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    Sort of strange to me that my son is taller than my husband was when he died. He is so much like his dad in so many ways, when we went to a function tonight, It felt like I kept...
    NotmyCircusNotmymonkeys NotmyCircusNotmymonkeys 41-45, F 4 Responses Aug 23

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    I still remember the way your eyes sparkle when you smile. The sound of your lazy morning voice. I remember the weight of your body on mine. and how small my hands are in yours. I...
    Thekidsmom Thekidsmom 36-40, F 8 Responses Sep 1

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    Good thing I have repellant!
    Jacques0041 Jacques0041 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    Will be 26 this year though
    Kierstyne Kierstyne 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I had a lot of trouble with school bullying and abuse at home which caused me severe anxiety. I have been having major breakthroughs lately. I have used meditation and I've...
    lestersone lestersone 22-25, M Aug 21

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    well...................................... add a 0 to that 4....That's right... I saw my first 'professional wrestling event' last week.... let's just say, that it was all I...
    SKiesterly SKiesterly 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 22

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    Old soul. Or gifted. But forever a curse. Since jerks always rule.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 24

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    My sister states that she was sexually abused by our father. We haven't spoken about it in much detail all she ever said about it is that she remembers his weight on her and she...
    ShareToHeal ShareToHeal 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 25

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    There's this guy that I met in 7th grade, and soon after we quickly became best friends. Then on valentines day that year he told me that he liked me. I didn't know how to respond...
    Littlemonkey2 Littlemonkey2 16-17, F Aug 29

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    Some of them look like never had an off-spring and could be easily floundered upon!
    psycopower90 psycopower90 22-25, M Aug 29

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    I'm a mature young lady and really smart I post my experiences because I want other young girls/boys to know there not alone in this world . I've always been independent and I make...
    SienterraW SienterraW 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    Well, there are still a number of artists who I daresay sing and write songs about healthy, meaningful stuff but how many songs are there in comparison about hedonistic pleasures...
    Iancharles Iancharles 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 31

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    I am 19 I have never been in a relationship or even kissed a boy, it is very embarrassing if someone ask if I have been in a relationship I always lie and I've been in a few...
    MissLadyJay MissLadyJay 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 1

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    I miss my old days... I had black hair I looked normal. Now I have blonde hair I look pretty but it's not like that pretty ^^^ Cheerleading was my thing until blonde became a trend...
    ANNI3PI3 ANNI3PI3 16-17, F Sep 3

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    Bored out of my mind..................
    sporty03 sporty03 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 3

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    I'm bored and doing nothing
    lemonsqeezy lemonsqeezy 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    Hey guys im 13 anyone wanna talk im bored as hell
    HadiAwan HadiAwan 13-15, M 3 Responses Sep 5

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    life is just b*****it, you put food through one end,it comes out through another, and if someone has extra energy ,he just f**ks around
    Trueshinobi Trueshinobi 22-25, M Sep 6

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