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I Am a Widow of 4 Years

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    It had been 4 years and 4 months

    now since u gone but still there was a moment that my tears will rolling down when I remember u honey.. Yes I have moved on but I don't know why our moments pop up every time and make my eyes tearing again. God why torturing me like this? I don't look at his pictures...
    GladysGrace GladysGrace 31-35, F Apr 4

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    Beginning to Feel Better...any Day Now?

    I lost my husband to cancer 4 years ago. He had just turned 39 years old. He was the love of my life and we had an incredibly close bond, both having experienced an earlier relationship that turned sour. So when he died - besides the overwhelming sense of...
    Ulkopuolinen Ulkopuolinen 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 8, 2009

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    Research Into Widowhood.

    H i... am nesha and am a student at the university of bolton.   I have just read all the post on here an am very sorry for those who have lost their spouse.   I am on here on due to my university project on widowhood, and would be grateful if you could help me...
    Nesha88 Nesha88 18-21 2 Responses Apr 11, 2009

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    Almost 4 Years

    Hi  I was widowed almost four years ago after my husband was killed in a road accident.  The shock was unbearable and I don't quite know where the last 4 years have gone.  I have a grown up daughter and a teenage son who are both my whole life.  I've worked...
    Emmaleen Emmaleen 36-40 1 Response May 2, 2009

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    This story was 25 years in the making. I met my wife when I was 19 and she was 36. The year was 1989 on a warm summer day. She was dressed in all blue for some reason but I did not...
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    I wrote previously about dating my friend's widower after she traumatically died giving birth to her second child. When I wrote my first post, it was just a month or so after T and...
    FireFlare FireFlare 36-40, F Nov 30

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    Rackshack Rackshack 41-45, F 6 Responses Dec 5

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    I have written my three Christmas cards: to my bf, who lives 200 miles away, to John the postman; and to the dustbin men. A lovely trio who often bypass my house because I have so...
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    I lost my beloved husband this past August to lung cancer. He was 49 years old. He was diagnosed at Stage IV, terminal. When we were given the diagnosis that he had 2 years at the...
    TRMT TRMT 51-55 2 Responses Dec 3

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    My husband died on March 31,2012. It was sudden, and I didn't get to say goodbye. I sometimes remember so clearly running into the emergency room, thinking he'd be okay, but then I...
    msmemyself msmemyself 56-60, F 4 Responses Nov 30

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    I am a 15 year old white girl and every day I wear dresses and white pantyhose. There is a 53 year old black man who lives across the street from me and my family. His wife passed...
    tracywatson tracywatson 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 6

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    Those of you who have lost a spouse some years ago and if you post here how you coped with your loss since then would help those of us who have lost our spouse recently. It helps...
    TRMT TRMT 51-55 1 Response Dec 8

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    22nd December, 2011.My husband died suddenly three days before Christmas. This Monday will be three years he has been gone.My condolences to any on EP who has suffered loss.
    HolmesGirl HolmesGirl 51-55, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Hey,Its P and I am sooo happy right now. I want to write about new years resoloutions.I personaly have had a weird year.The first half was crappy,I had no friends,I was studying...
    PYazmin PYazmin 13-15, F 7 hrs ago

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    I have been trying to break up with this man for the last three years. I had a very unstable home life growing up and it took me about 6 years of on and off school with full time...
    vrose004 vrose004 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    I'm not sure if this is the right place since I am not the girl but rather have a story about one. Sophomore year of 2008 I made a dear friend. She would flow with joy and we'd...
    icingh icingh 22-25, M Nov 25

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    I was twenty two back in May, and I have some years ahead of me before my Fate will assume me. I wonder at those next ten years. Life is always an adventure to be enjoyed in all it...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    dose any one realy know where they will be in 1 year? 3 years? 5 years? 10 years?
    fseanb fseanb 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 12

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    Its been almost 8 years since ive seen literally the love of my life. I had been with him since I was 12 and we had a baby boy together when I was only 15 and then 2 1/2 years...
    jkohls89 jkohls89 22-25 1 Response 1 day ago

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    i dont think i can trust another girl again ever. i was with a girl for 4 years and she has lied several times every year and we kept breaking up and i kept letting her back in...
    GrayGeo GrayGeo 22-25 Dec 11

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    I hate New Years.. every year the time leading up to Christmas and New Years is horrible.. I feel like that every year that goes by.. I have done nothing with my life, I feel like...
    Ensane Ensane 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I remember they day I turned 18, and thought that was the biggest deal ever. Of course that year was a **** year for me, and I wasn't in the mood to be happy about being an adult...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    As the title says: I've played Pokemon for eighteen years now. Ever since my brother got a Gameboy Color, Pokemon Red, Blue, and Silver, I've been training Pokemon. Come to think...
    Graystreak Graystreak 18-21, F Nov 21

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    Hi, I'm 66 years old man who has recently lost my wife of a 22 year marriage to cancer after she had a 10 month battle with this rotten disease, so now there's a big hole in my...
    WilliamTell100 WilliamTell100 66-70, M 1 Response Nov 24

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    40 years of a miserable marriage/ I cant afford to leave. I am not working. We have a lot of debt. He causes me so much stress. He has such a temper. Never helps me in the house...
    Maggie1909 Maggie1909 61-65, F Nov 27

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    and i still feel good :) I'm looking forward to be 40 years old....its going to be awesome
    jonnygoode74 jonnygoode74 36-40, M Nov 30

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    it lasted 2 years she always picked her nose and yelled in my face threw things at me acted like a baby ran away called me names bullied me and then she reported me as a bully that...
    cinnamon12354 cinnamon12354 13-15, F Dec 9

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    I'm not thinking about 5 years from now. I live linger in the moment right here right now.
    YanoSiento YanoSiento 31-35, F Dec 10

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    But that's okay. I don't want to get any older than I am And I hope my marriage is as solid as it is now. I don't want the love of my life to ever leave me. I know I have nothing...
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    My new years resolution is to gain about five pounds lol.
    hahauivcnhd hahauivcnhd 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    My friend died this year. March. She turned 24 years old but didn't get to enjoy it to the fullest. She laid there sick connected to tubes. She wanted her life so bad. She did the...
    BeautyTrigger BeautyTrigger 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am a logical personal and I am gonna sort out the wonders around my relationship with my father with logic and sense. I don’t understand the illogical behavior of my siblings...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    When you go to Las Vegas on New Years, but aren't legally old enough to have fun.
    Brookiecookie2000 Brookiecookie2000 13-15, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    As of this morning Thanksgiving Day at around 3:43 am my wife died in our bed at home in her sleep.
    severalanimals severalanimals 56-60, M 14 Responses Nov 27

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    Hi. This is my third Christmas without my husband and this is the most emotional one I have gone through. I am crying constantly and I am seeing him everywhere. Everything I am...
    bellaboo2 bellaboo2 51-55, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    10yeargap.com focuses on younger women dating older men and it encourages age gap marriage. 10YearGap.com is not a sugar daddy site. Single women are attracted to older single men...
    JessieFay JessieFay 31-35, F Dec 2

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    I lost my wife on November 28 2008. Our life together was pure bliss and words dont exist to describe the chemistry we shared. The holidays were always special for our family...
    jonmac51172 jonmac51172 41-45, M Dec 6

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    My world shattered on Nov 10th. We knew that my Wolfman was dying but the knowledge did nothing to prepare me or our children for the heartache, pain, loss, loneliness we would...
    twiceblessed07 twiceblessed07 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    Hello there I just dropped on this site to see if anyone was interesting in chatting
    giove giove 56-60, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    I wonder how many of these profiles in this group are fake??
    miniblondie miniblondie 13-15, F 5 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    Hiya my name is Mira I turned 13 this month and I'm looking for people my age to talk to
    mirajane123 mirajane123 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    To beat my demons and to get better at drumming and get somewhere with it
    ShadowWolf01 ShadowWolf01 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Hey I rlly want a bf hmu please
    blakenicholls blakenicholls 13-15, M 5 hrs ago

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    I want a dirty old man to love me forever and spoil me
    misskelly1966 misskelly1966 46-50, F 1 hr ago