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I Am a Widow of 4 Years

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 11 People

    Beginning to Feel Better...any Day Now?

    I lost my husband to cancer 4 years ago. He had just turned 39 years old. He was the love of my life and we had an incredibly close bond, both having experienced an earlier relationship that turned sour. So when he died - besides the overwhelming sense of...
    Ulkopuolinen Ulkopuolinen 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 8, 2009

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    It had been 4 years and 4 months

    now since u gone but still there was a moment that my tears will rolling down when I remember u honey.. Yes I have moved on but I don't know why our moments pop up every time and make my eyes tearing again. God why torturing me like this? I don't look at his pictures...
    GladysGrace GladysGrace 31-35, F Apr 4, 2014

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    Research Into Widowhood.

    H i... am nesha and am a student at the university of bolton.   I have just read all the post on here an am very sorry for those who have lost their spouse.   I am on here on due to my university project on widowhood, and would be grateful if you could help me...
    Nesha88 Nesha88 18-21 2 Responses Apr 11, 2009

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    Almost 4 Years

    Hi  I was widowed almost four years ago after my husband was killed in a road accident.  The shock was unbearable and I don't quite know where the last 4 years have gone.  I have a grown up daughter and a teenage son who are both my whole life.  I've worked...
    Emmaleen Emmaleen 36-40 1 Response May 2, 2009

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    jegan7639 jegan7639 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    This is the group I've been looking for idk why but this age and up is just very sexy hehe
    sexydaughter16 sexydaughter16 22-25, F 6 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    My sixth year as a widow today . My hope that this may help those going on this journey now. Time makes it tolerable I prayed that God would take my pain away but leave the...
    goahead goahead 56-60, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Almost 4 years after my husbands loss, am still in love with him. Then 28, now 32yrs. No kids, just my beloved female dog. Don't know how to continue, life has no meaning. My in...
    Sandybina Sandybina 31-35 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    My husband John was so easy to love. He was so good for me in so many ways. He brought out the best in me. I miss him every minute of everyday. I feel him close sometimes and it...
    IPleadthe5th IPleadthe5th 41-45 11 Responses 2 days ago

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    Today, I'm in blue again. The feeling of drowning can be really exhausting. Especially when we have to deal with the same challenge for years. But I don't give up this time. At...
    Reneems Reneems 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have had depression for quite some years thoughts of feeling no good. And like I'm worthless but now I have support and love within myself b
    Nikkilight25 Nikkilight25 22-25 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Once upon a time there lived a beautiful couple who loved each other very much. He had a good job and she had designs of brilliance. They were living with a terrible friend of his...
    SoberingBabySteps SoberingBabySteps 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    I'm engaged to a widower. His wife took her own life. As we get closer to our wedding day, we also get closer to the anniversary of her death and birthday. I've been hearing a lot...
    1kindredspirit 1kindredspirit 41-45, F 5 days ago

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    Every telephone ring has my heart missing a beat. That news will come, and I can only hope that I get time to spend with J in her last few hours.
    NottsProfGent NottsProfGent 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    My husband died of an aneurysm a couple of years ago . He was my true soulmate. We had an amazing relationship and he was a wonderful father to my daughters. Everyone who knew...
    glucas5259 glucas5259 46-50, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm a widower and new on this site, will like to meet new people and make new friends too
    ericgivens ericgivens 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 19

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    There's a guy I know who has ptsd has been rude to me by putting up his rude finger up to me and so displaying anti-social in front of people. This started when a store owner told...
    jacker34 jacker34 18-21 Aug 19

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    A few years ago I had a strange dream that for some reason I still think of...and I am unsure why. I was in a cabin somewhere in the woods. I lived alone and every day I stepped...
    thanatophobic thanatophobic 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I had this dream when I was about 10 years old and I still remember it vividly and clearly so very well till this day! I was walking along this concrete smooth path with lots of...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F Aug 17

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    We were colleagues. We were in love. We were from two different countries and two different cultures. We had the best time together for three years. He played guitar and sang me...
    Tiffany94 Tiffany94 51-55, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    It's already 3 months & although I'm a very happy individual I have my moments of crying. I know it's normal but I wish time would go faster. Sometimes I try not to think of my...
    NotperfectEver NotperfectEver 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I'm 26 years old and I don't have a drivers license. It bothers me because I have to depend on evey one to take me to places. I have a 2 year old son and my husband is a truck...
    Miquell Miquell 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I had the same dream over and over for years. I am just standing in the outer corridor of a strange round stone house, looking out at the dry land and in to someone sitting on a...
    sunnyyyyy sunnyyyyy 26-30 1 Response Aug 15

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    I had a dream when I was 5 years old and I was with my mother and sister running from a huge blue cyclop and we got to my friend's home and my brother was there and he shoot an...
    asyk1 asyk1 13-15, M Aug 15

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    i am 36 years old.. just 40 days agi my husband died.. hea wqs diagnosed 2 years of non hodgkin lymphoma in his sacral part.. now i have so many bashers in my colleague.. they...
    bebetwinkle bebetwinkle 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    Who knows? Who cares? Let's just take it one day at a time!
    WhiskeyRoger369 WhiskeyRoger369 16-17, M Aug 15

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    I think I am when I answer questions or things like that or talk to adults idk
    Singingbutterfly Singingbutterfly 13-15, F Aug 14

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    https://youtu.be/135zohuVz5g
    morganza504 morganza504 36-40 Aug 14

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    One of the symptoms people have noticed in me is that I have lost the 'sparkle' in my eyes. I can't say I've noticed it in myself, but others have. I get a glassy haze when I zone...
    PrettyLes PrettyLes 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I am a actress. I play soccer. I want some one to love.
    Kasey127 Kasey127 13-15, F Aug 13

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    if you need help from time to time you can ask,
    BabyLunchMeat6 BabyLunchMeat6 51-55, M Aug 12

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    Feeling really low today. Yesterday was a nightmare. Nothing went as planned. Hoping today turns out 1000 times better.
    44SingleFemaleSouthEdm 44SingleFemaleSouthEdm 41-45, F Aug 10

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    The last time I remember being truly happy was towards the end of 2009. I had just completed my first year of uni, and spent a few days at a friend's house. We had a great time...
    PrettyLes PrettyLes 22-25, F Aug 10

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    Don't get me wrong, I love where I am in my life...but sometimes I miss my heathen days. If I tried to live them now I wouldn't survive the night! LOLOL
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 11 Responses Aug 9

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    This is my story about how I pretended to be someone else for 3 years, and now I have become so hurt and heartbroken. 3 years ago I met this girl online and we started talking. I...
    livingaliehelp livingaliehelp 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    Well, maybe 11 or so, I got my first nylon panties around that age.... :-)
    SilkandLace SilkandLace 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 8

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    I would like a guy that makes me giggle is true to himself and is his self around me
    darcyleo darcyleo 13-15, F Aug 8

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    Time to step out & do what I want & need. No explanations needed..being widow I'm going to embrace no explanations needed. Just do what makes me & my loved ones happy. But I have...
    NotperfectEver NotperfectEver 41-45, F Aug 8

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    I have to choose everyday to be happy for myself. Sometimes I lack the energy but I don't want to get stuck on this same spot so I force myself to continue smiling & living life.
    NotperfectEver NotperfectEver 41-45, F 4 Responses Aug 8

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    One day i woke up to have sleep paralysis, i freaked out, i cant move. 4 years before that i played the scary maze game, the exorcist face popped up. o_o I had the same image in my...
    MikeyAge10 MikeyAge10 13-15, M Aug 6

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    please people answer me i am ready to shout my life is zero after the death of my husband.....
    NIEMNOCHKA NIEMNOCHKA 61-65, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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