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I Am a Widow of 4 Years

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    It had been 4 years and 4 months

    now since u gone but still there was a moment that my tears will rolling down when I remember u honey.. Yes I have moved on but I don't know why our moments pop up every time and make my eyes tearing again. God why torturing me like this? I don't look at his pictures...
    GladysGrace GladysGrace 31-35, F Apr 4

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    Research Into Widowhood.

    H i... am nesha and am a student at the university of bolton.   I have just read all the post on here an am very sorry for those who have lost their spouse.   I am on here on due to my university project on widowhood, and would be grateful if you could help me...
    Nesha88 Nesha88 18-21 2 Responses Apr 11, 2009

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    Beginning to Feel Better...any Day Now?

    I lost my husband to cancer 4 years ago. He had just turned 39 years old. He was the love of my life and we had an incredibly close bond, both having experienced an earlier relationship that turned sour. So when he died - besides the overwhelming sense of...
    Ulkopuolinen Ulkopuolinen 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 8, 2009

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    Almost 4 Years

    Hi  I was widowed almost four years ago after my husband was killed in a road accident.  The shock was unbearable and I don't quite know where the last 4 years have gone.  I have a grown up daughter and a teenage son who are both my whole life.  I've worked...
    Emmaleen Emmaleen 36-40 1 Response May 2, 2009

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