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I Am a Widow of 4 Years

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    It had been 4 years and 4 months

    now since u gone but still there was a moment that my tears will rolling down when I remember u honey.. Yes I have moved on but I don't know why our moments pop up every time and make my eyes tearing again. God why torturing me like this? I don't look at his pictures...
    GladysGrace GladysGrace 31-35, F Apr 4, 2014

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    Almost 4 Years

    Hi  I was widowed almost four years ago after my husband was killed in a road accident.  The shock was unbearable and I don't quite know where the last 4 years have gone.  I have a grown up daughter and a teenage son who are both my whole life.  I've worked...
    Emmaleen Emmaleen 36-40 1 Response May 2, 2009

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    Beginning to Feel Better...any Day Now?

    I lost my husband to cancer 4 years ago. He had just turned 39 years old. He was the love of my life and we had an incredibly close bond, both having experienced an earlier relationship that turned sour. So when he died - besides the overwhelming sense of...
    Ulkopuolinen Ulkopuolinen 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 8, 2009

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    Research Into Widowhood.

    H i... am nesha and am a student at the university of bolton.   I have just read all the post on here an am very sorry for those who have lost their spouse.   I am on here on due to my university project on widowhood, and would be grateful if you could help me...
    Nesha88 Nesha88 18-21 2 Responses Apr 11, 2009

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    I've been alone sense my wife passed away in 2005 I can't find anyone that wants to even do lunch or dinner not even talk to me unless they want something But to talk n maybe meet...
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    on this day I had an awesome day having my third and final wedding party on a beach in rural japan. 3 parties seems accessive but all were great fun. It was an incredible day...
    Widower1 Widower1 31-35 1 Response 2 days ago

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    A little over a month ago on July 24th 2015, my home was invaded by 5 men who kicked our back door in and held my 6 year old and on the floor face down at gun point. I have 4...
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    I have been dating a widower for eight months. His wife passed away February 7 th 2013. He's a wonderful man and I adore him. I was married for 37 years. We both had long...
    1887april 1887april 61-65, F 2 days ago

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    FireFlare FireFlare 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    She is 2 years younger than me she is in medical school, I don't know why but for some reason I stopped talking to her and also she, she live with us when she is not in school yet...
    collegegirl20 collegegirl20 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Where has all those fabulous years gone.
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I recently lost my fiance on June 20, 2015 in a motorcycle accident. He was on his way home and lost control and crashed into a concrete median and died at the scene. He was 25. We...
    dle282 dle282 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    alfonsordgz alfonsordgz 51-55, M a week ago

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    My friend was killed by a demon years ago.There was a demon inside their house.I stayed at their house for several months. The first night that we prayed for her something...
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F a week ago

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    I feel I have damaged my children. . I shout and scream every single day at them. I am exhausted. I am on my own and shouting is the only way they get things done otherwise I be...
    uncontrollabledesire88 uncontrollabledesire88 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    NIEMNOCHKA NIEMNOCHKA 61-65 1 Response Jul 26

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    I think it's been a bit over 5 years, but that depends on when I should count that it started. It esentially started with a semi-trauma. Maybe a bit before that but holy damn did...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 26

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    I've changed a lot since I was Badlybroken. So much so that I wonder if I ought to change the name? I'll leave the stories because I was that person. A person who thought it was...
    badlybroken24 badlybroken24 36-40, F Jul 24

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    On September 12 2014 After 25 beautiful years of marriage my husband was killed in a tragic motorcycle accident and that's when my whole life as I know it changed! Widowed at 45...
    KrisAnn421 KrisAnn421 41-45, F 6 Responses Jul 24

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    6 years ago I had 2 no wedding party on this day in japan in rural japan an my wife's lovely family. It was a day filled with happiness an laughter. How I miss her ..
    Widower1 Widower1 31-35 3 Responses Jul 24

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    ************ and started thinking of the sex with my dead ex partner😔 what an ****** killer 😔 tmi maybe
    uncontrollabledesire88 uncontrollabledesire88 26-30, F Jul 22

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    Being 4 years old was the best
    FTLSAC FTLSAC 13-15, F Jul 21

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    I lost my soul mate a year ago. We had waited 4 years to have IVF. We finally got our chance and had a beautiful baby boy. He was born ten days late and critically ill. My soul...
    AryaLouise AryaLouise 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    Every night while the rest of the country sleeps, I lie awake or pace my house crying over the loss my best friend, my soulmate, my husband. Most days I can't even tell you what I...
    Besidmyself Besidmyself 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    Hi hope someone can offer me some guidance. I am a single mum to 5 kids and met my widower bf online 3 months ago. His lw only passed away in jan this year, after a battle with...
    Coconutvodka Coconutvodka 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Whenever things do not go well in my life, I can't help but go five step backwards with my grieving. Everything would be so much easier if my husband was still alive. Connecting...
    Ipleadthe5th Ipleadthe5th 41-45, F 20 Responses Jul 18

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    Its true ha ha ha fuckkk five years from now I don't even know where im gonna be next frigggin week never mind five years!!!!!!!!
    brokenupinsideforeva brokenupinsideforeva 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 17

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    I lost my husband and soulmate on June 27 due to cardiac arrest (first time) and I miss him so much. It was early morning he was at home with our 4 year old and when I got home he...
    mhac123 mhac123 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    My husband, my Sweety, died on June 12 , 2015-the day after our anniversary. He was coming home from work and with only a mile left to go, he had a seizure and crashed into a...
    melzma melzma 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    But then, what is five years to me? A breath, the blink of an eye.
    SilverTonguedTricksterGod SilverTonguedTricksterGod 70+, M Jul 16

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    Im 5'1 and 15 Years old XD
    Emsickles Emsickles 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I hate when people ask me what I'll be doing in 5 years time, come on guys I don't have 2020 vision. :3 This joke only works for the next 5 months and then it will never ever apply...
    Emsickles Emsickles 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I've kept to myself most of the time. I told myself whatever I'm going through is minor. I'll get over it in a week or so. But weeks turned to months. Months turned to years. I...
    SinSpitter SinSpitter 18-21, M Jul 15

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    i am 32 and i my 5 year old son and, husband of 10 years died in a car accident on june 19th 2015. we had been together since 14 and were best friends. we were such a happy family...
    uliu uliu 31-35, F 5 Responses Jul 14

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    I lost my beloved wife on May 31st, 2015, after 31 glorious years together and everytime someone tells me that it is God's will, I want to punch them. I don't want a God that sends...
    alfonsordgz alfonsordgz 51-55, M 7 Responses Jul 13

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    I have been married to my husband for seven years. We have three small children together (6,5 and 3). I met my husband about ten years after his first wife died. I was eighteen and...
    ThreeRedFeathers ThreeRedFeathers 22-25, F Jul 10

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