I Am a Widow

I thought this would happen someday,but never like you imagine. The nights are worse. Just need to find something to do. Much better in the daytime.

April 03, 2000 we became bf and gf.... got married and have 3 kids. after 13 years same date April 03,2013 God took you away from us. It's hard for me to accept the fact but i have to because of our kids. I don't know when I stop...

We weren't married, but we may as well have been. I love her with all my heart and she felt the same way about me. One day in November of 2007 the love of my life was admitted into the hospital and just a few days later she passed away...

i lost my husband justin back in march 2009, i never thought something so horrible could happen, he was the love of my life and could never picture my life without him..dont know why god did this. we were together from h.s. since we...

We were married 35 years. Feel so out of control

My husband and I got married August 22, 2009. We were only married for 2 months when he was murdered at Ft.Hood on November 5, 2009. I miss him so much, I keep questioning my faith, but I just have to hope that he remembers us and is...

I just saw a picture on FB with a friends grandfather in the hospital, and the thought entered my mind even if Greg was in the hospital I would still be so happy to have him here with us.

My husband of 17 years died three years ago...

My husband just passed away 3 weeks ago today. I miss him terriably. He was retired and I am still working and looking forward to retiring with him in a few years. We have been married for 20 years. He was in the hospital 5-1/2 weeks...

Hi! I lost my husband May 21, 1911. Very suddenly most likely of a heart attack. He was on 60 yrs old and although not well I didn't expect to lose him so soon. I miss him all the time. I had to leave my home in FL and move to NY...

Steven and I had known from the start that we were to be together . After 10 years of living without each other we married on October 26 2007 . After praying for a baby I became Pregnant in May of 08...My third His first. We bought a...

I'm opinated, I can get aggressive but he was always right there with me. He died and now I don't know what that makes me. I was the other half. I just keep putting one foot in front of the other but I keep running out of tissue.
He...

I woke up and he was not in bed but that was normal  because he was always so active,  so I got up and he was sitting in the balcony  with messy hair.              ...

hi, glad to find this group
5 years ago it happen - he and i got hit by drunk driver
he died and i got disabled.
i dont want to go into specs atm - my 1st day at EP and
here i am. i rarely speak of him. except he is in my heart...

I met my 2nd husband in 1993. We were both living and travelling  on boats in the med area. Despite being  already married with a young daughter, I fell hopelessly in love . 
We returned to the uk in 1995. We...

[After receiving a few kind comments, I've decided to update this a bit and share a bit more of "Myself". It's Aug 19th, 2009 and, just today, I called Salvation Army to come get her clothes and misc items. Even though it's...

I always told myself that if I made it to 25 years of marriage, I would be married forever. A little more than a month before our 26th wedding anniversary, he committed suicide due to some unforgiving accusations from a close family...

On December 13, 2008 my husband called me and stated that he saved a dog from getting run over on the interstate.  We work in 2 different states (3 hours away from each other).  He said he would call me after he got her...

It has been 9 months 15 days. It gets harder every day the thought of moving on without him. I've been with him since I was 19. For almost 38 years we were an amazing team!!! The cancer took him in 7 short months. The worst 7 months of...

Hi, I lost my husband aged 57 in May 2010 and am so lost without him. I thought I was coping well but when I come home to empty flat every day and wake up in empty flat I feel so alone. I have family and friends close by but it is not...

I am a widow.  Every day I wake up and have to remember that.  After 22 years of marriage my husband's prediction, "I will not live past 60," is so insanely true.
How did he know? Admittedly, he had been...