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I Am A Woman In A Man's Body

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    My Body Is Just A Shell

    I feel like my body is just a shell for carrying my female soul around in. It's not right, never has been, never will be. I can dress it up as a woman's body, wear the clothes and make-up that feel right and natural, but I can never truly be the woman I am inside. Sometimes this...
    DeeLightfull DeeLightfull 51-55, T 3 Responses Jun 22, 2012

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    Our Rights Being Protested

    http://www.greymountainprojecttg.com I am a single parent of a 6 year old child working in a community of about 100 people or less (the very community our little group here is trying to buy and expand on for our TGOP). I do not hurt anyone here and have respected the wishes of...
    Rose35 Rose35 36-40, T Apr 17, 2013

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    I Am A Woman In A Man's Body

    i have always felt that i was born the wrong gender and that i was or am a woman in a man's body it all feels like i am living a lie by have been being not myself or by living as paul but i want to live as holly willow nelson............
    ladydarkelf ladydarkelf 36-40, T May 30, 2012

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    Depression!

    Why is love so hard to find? Why does every woman turn on me the instant I ask them out? Am I just destined to be alone? Why do I feel so wrong when I do finally get a date? Is it because I have known I am a girl at heart since I was a small child? Is this why my ex left me and...
    Rose35 Rose35 36-40, T Dec 16, 2012

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    Story Of My Life Part One I Am Not Gay......

    I want to start off by saying i am not gay, i am a woman. I feel like a woman, i like doing things like a woman. On the inside i am a woman. I am working on making my out ward appearance reflect my inter appearance. I hate it when people are like your gay this or your gay that...
    brensonbrosh brensonbrosh 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 2, 2012

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    I think the hardest part

    for me is being in mixed company. By the by, I don't act fem per se - had made this decision in my early twenties not to be "camp." Honestly, I've had more masculine lovers as a result! So in a weird way just because I have gender dysphoria I'm content to be male. It's like...
    VindexR VindexR 41-45, M Oct 23, 2014

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    My Life Woman Living As Male

    Life is funny sometime the way things turn out. I have been running from myself a long time. But today I am free as i learn more and more of letting go of the past and try to live in present. I wish i know what i do now when i was much younger but because of fear and hated i had...
    TIrgra TIrgra 41-45, T 3 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    That's such a shame my heart goes out to you

    all. I can't even imagine the pain of being stuck in the wrong body. It can always be fixed, but its still a shame. Anybody feel free to shoot me a message If you ever need to talk, vent, or just need a friend. :)
    freeebird freeebird 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    In January of 2001 I wrote a poem asking

    why I felt so bad for not having a child, a family or love. It asked why I had an internal clock ticking away that I could not control. I thought this poem told others who I was, I thought it answered many questions I had burning inside of me. However it only served to ask...
    Rose35 Rose35 36-40, T Jan 26, 2014

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    Man In Body; Woman In Every Other Way...

    I have the body of man. I like my body. I have the essence of a woman in every other way. This is a realization that has come to me only recently. I'm a nurturer and a motherly type. I'm more comfortable with long hair, skirts, frilly clothes, and furs. I often "breast up...
    marisafae marisafae 66-70, M Nov 5, 2013

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    I want this woman inside of me to desperately

    come out and finally be free and I want her to be free really soon and make me happy to final be a woman.
    wtbwoman wtbwoman 41-45, T 3 Responses Jan 19, 2014

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    It's Who I Am

    Being transexual is just who I am. Being a woman is who I am.It is in essence ... me.Been this way and known who I am since I was 4 or 5. The knowing doesn't change with time.A woman in a man's body. Transexual, maybe a more socially accepted term to describe people like me...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 3 Responses Aug 26, 2012

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    I love crossdressing,

    it makes me feel right, complete and happy. But I don't feel gay at all, I'm not attracted to men sexually at all. Can it be possible to not be gay while also wearing pretty dresses, cute tops, high heels and everything else great about dressing like a girl?
    JessicaCD20 JessicaCD20 18-21, M 7 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    The Person I Am

    Who am I? I am a woman in a man's body. I didn't realize this when I first started wearing femme cloths as I was 10 at the time. However I did feel that was me at that time as well. As I got older and got dressed up more I knew I was different, however I was still young but I did...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 16, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Especially the hands of a man I love and care about. I like it when a man's hands are rough. It usually means he works with them. I love it when his hands explore my body...
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 3

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    In my late teen's & 20's I used to have to tell myself "You're more of a woman than she'll ever be!" just to keep sane. Enjoying your private happiness in your desire (pretending...
    1unhappyboy 1unhappyboy 46-50 1 Response Apr 10

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    This past easter Sunday I was driving over a bridge and saw a young man in his early twenties getting ready to jump on to the train tracks far below. I talked him out of it and...
    kdogg204 kdogg204 31-35, M Apr 8

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    I can't wait to feel the hands of the man I love on me again, my first and lost love, just the thought of him touching me makes me my thighs go up in flames, I want him to undress...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 23

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    I have a guy best friend, and he's married, (bad marriage) but he sometimes asks to see my eyes, asks how old I am (only since I turned 18) and occasionally gives me pats on the...
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Apr 12

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    A woman who's become a mother and her body has gotten bigger because of having a child or children. A woman who's naturally larger in size.Please read my words with acceptance.ALL...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M Apr 4

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    "Hey go eat a cheeseburger" "Boys go for bones, men go for meat" "Real women have curves" "Ew you look so unhealthy" "Do you ever eat?" "Anorexic b!tch" "Thigh gaps are gross...
    FlowerChildWithARockNRollSoul FlowerChildWithARockNRollSoul 18-21, F 14 Responses Apr 22

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    I guess I am accepted I'm not with a married man. I am with a married woman. It's fun we get to play her place, my place he be working he don't come home every six months he got no...
    fate1993 fate1993 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    I Don't Get The Other Woman/Man to me there just someone amusement to someone primary lover. I read some of the stories from other women. They being together for at least a year or...
    Raina79 Raina79 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 19

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    I am normally very confident. But this is KILLING my confidence. I don't need to rely on other people for my self esteem, but when my bf of 5 years makes no efforts to please me...
    septemberiscoming septemberiscoming 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I recently got a tutor for my accounting and commerce subject and my tutor is this really sexy asian woman. She's around her mid-30s and looks amazing. She's got the sexiest short...
    ImperialBiscuit ImperialBiscuit 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Really sad when your H tells you that he wants to grow old with you and you turn to him and just stay quiet...no response....but what do you expect after 20 years of neglect....do...
    excessbaggage excessbaggage 41-45, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I love shopping for sexy and man pleasing lingerie. I dress as my husband wants me to dress and so sexy when I am going commando. I have my man's priorities at the top of my list...
    oldernudistfemale oldernudistfemale 51-55, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    I'll be 40 this year and it will be mine and my husband's 15th anniversary. I do love him and have never cheated- until now. We have two kids, 8 and 5. I had been with women and...
    DreamCat01 DreamCat01 36-40, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    It's been almost 2 weeks since I sent him that one last text to end everything. Oh man, it feels so awesome! I sometimes get a little down, and there is a little part of me that...
    LightningXIII LightningXIII 31-35, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I just hate my husband anymore. I don't love him and I'm not certain I even like him anymore. We've been married for 4 years and the last two we moved into a big beautiful home-he...
    Readytomoveon2015 Readytomoveon2015 31-35, F 2 Responses 20 mins ago

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    Just came out as gay to my wife at 60 years old. We're struggling. She's so hurt. I'm lost. In therapy, I think she now will seek help too. Anyone in or experienced this?
    latetothegame latetothegame 56-60, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    He's not married, and neither am I, but this still seems an appropriate place to get out my feelings. We were both in relationships. Mine for almost 5 years, and his for slightly...
    arocken1 arocken1 26-30, F 6 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    As a child I grew up in a household with an alcoholic father, who was very much a dictator in the household, had anger problems, consistently cheated on my mom and would get into...
    CountryPrincess88 CountryPrincess88 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    My heart beats and has beaten for more than one man. My husband, my heart now beats involuntarily for him. I love him. He is a fine man. But how can you continue to love a man...
    ifoundmehere ifoundmehere 46-50, F 6 Responses Apr 16

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    I was diagnosed with BDD and depression in 2010. I had been seeing a therapist weekly throughout 2009 without any improvement. I tried several different anti-depressants and...
    Chinook11 Chinook11 36-40, F Apr 15

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    For everyone that is the other woman, have you seen your relationship with your MM getting stronger or going downhill the longer you are together? For us it's turned into a...
    KathyJ304 KathyJ304 26-30, F 18 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I am a fool. I have spent the past year believing that I was dating a nice man (who is 10 years my senior). He told me his lesbian roommate had cats (I am very allergic). His...
    fernley fernley 51-55, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    OFFICIALLY TOGETHER!! Spent yesterday and today together...he took us to the beach where we strolled along and talked non stop, played arcade games (very competitively- and he won...
    foreverWantingMore foreverWantingMore 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    Hi everyone, there's something I need to get of my chest and it's killing me. I'm a 27 year old woman who recently got out of a relationship with a muslim man. I met him about 7...
    Katef88 Katef88 22-25 1 Response Apr 8

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    It's been almost 3 days since I talked to mm. The last thing I told him was it's up to him to contact me if he wants to talk. I knew this would give me some to think about stuff...
    moepeep moepeep 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    There are exceptions for a woman hitting a man, and exceptions for a man hitting a woman. Like self defense. Obviously you should hit someone who's endangering you. Whether it's a...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    What it is like to be the only ugly woman. Every time I see any random woman anywhere, I think of things that people close to her might love about her. Maybe it's the way her eyes...
    brriittttaannyy brriittttaannyy 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 14

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