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I Am a Woman Inside and Within My Soul

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    I Am

    since i was five its been a wish and a dream. being told it was a sin and wrong i tried to eat her away now having trouble finding her again.
    spaz2692 spaz2692
    2 Responses Oct 21, 2011

    Why I Love Being a Woman...

    I utterly adore all those girlish things that women bring to life's experience, those silly, soft things that are so vitally important to the enjoyment of life. Woman are the sugar and spice of life, we make it delicious. Femininity is so important and we serve such a...
    deleted767 deleted767
    4 Responses Nov 13, 2008

    Being Samantha

    Hello I am transgendered. In my own mind no matter how my outer clothes look my underclothes will always tell what my mind is thinking. I am always Samantha no matter what ever else people call me.
    Samanthalynn101365 Samanthalynn101365
    66-70, T
    8 Responses Oct 10, 2009

    The Woman In Side Me

    I guess their is a woman in side me because she never lets up i,m constantly thinking of how to be more fem each day new clothes new makeup and of course new shoes with at least four inch heel so i think the battle will go on till i become a complete...
    Rachelf1 Rachelf1
    41-45, F
    1 Response Sep 5, 2008

    My Feminine Side

    I have known for a long while that I was different. It may say on my paperwork that I am a male but I feel really different. Feeling different being that to the world I am known as a male but a feminine one. I have been and continuing on processing in my head the reasons why I...
    saraashley saraashley
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 8, 2012

    Sugar And Spice And All Things Nice

    I was a good little boy when I was growing up. The only problem was that actually I wanted to be a good little girl. I can remember that feeling from before I was seven - possibly the earliest feeling I can still remember - but I thought that it could never happen and I learned...
    clairemeredith clairemeredith
    46-50, T
    3 Responses Aug 6, 2012

    Lactating Transexual

    Hi, Rachel here, I am a lactating Transexual, a rare member of the Transgender community, I am thrilled at the opportunity to be able to lactate, I am medically trained so know it is possible and can be safely achieved without resorting to drugs which would be the easy way...
    femi9 femi9
    46-50, T
    Mar 20, 2010

    The Years I Have Sufferd Being A Man

    All my life i have known i am a woman in a mans body. I now long to have a sexchange and have been on hormones now for 12 months and now my boobs are  getting bigger which i am happy about i know i will have to take them for the rest of my life.I would love to here from...
    sissymaureen sissymaureen
    61-65, M
    2 Responses Mar 5, 2010

    I Am a Girl In Many Ways!

    Yes I am a girl in many ways but no one knows it accept me! I dress like a girl in private. I feel like a girl in my mind! I wish I were a girl in my heart! I need to be a guy because my wife and son need me and I need them! My dilema! I choose my family any day! emmi...
    emmicd emmicd
    56-60, T
    7 Responses Jan 8, 2009

    Always & Forever

    Every fiber of my being says "I am woman!"
    GiniMacRae GiniMacRae
    Feb 26, 2010

    I Want To Be A Girl But...

    So the reason i cant or will have a very hard time is, well i waited to long. I'm 21 and my physical appearance is to manly. I am 6-1 and muscular from all my activities. like rock climbing and swimming. Also i have been balding slowly since 2009. is there anything i can do...
    Newchef2005 Newchef2005
    26-30, T
    May 10, 2012

    My Confession

    Some of my earliest memories are of me playing in the clean laundry basket and discovering how amazing my mothers knee high nylons felt. At first I would put them on my arms. I loved how they felt and how they looked. As I grew up I started wearing them as they were intended...
    RachaelSummers RachaelSummers
    36-40, T
    Jul 28, 2012

    The Gender Quiz - You Inner Gender Is Female

    You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you. You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations. You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves. You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your...
    JanniJJ JanniJJ
    46-50, T
    2 Responses Apr 27, 2011

    A Journey Of Inner Knowing

    My name is Athena, I am a male bisexual crossdresser who has just to come to terms with HERself in 2010. I grew up in a very conservative unenlightened home in Georgia and even though my Mom repeatedly caught me dressing in womens clothes, I don't believe she ever understood...
    IsIsPericles IsIsPericles
    22-25, T
    4 Responses May 12, 2010

    I Always Felt This Way

    For a while I was confused. I thought there was something wrong with me. It made me depressed it made me reckless. Ever since could remember I had been feminine at times. Playing with dolls and wearing dress's in preschool wanting to be a ballerina. It waxed and waned over the...
    choyars choyars
    22-25, M
    Jan 22, 2012

    I Don't Know a Boy, For That Matter...

    I don't know many girls who are as feminine as I am. I love to go out shopping for clothes and shoes.  In fact I would love to have time to just go and browse for new clothes every day. I have visited several bridal and prom salons to try on wedding dresses...
    deleted767 deleted767
    1 Response Nov 12, 2008


    I am Paula and I am  40 something year old transwoman. Over the years I have tried very hard to deny that simple, nose on the end of your face fact. However I no longer do and thats been the best thing that I have done for myself and every one else. Now that Ihave stopped...
    subpaulagirl subpaulagirl
    2 Responses Dec 25, 2011

    Love Feeling Feminine

    I really love to feel feminine and imagine finding a girl who will pamper me as her girlfriend and dress me pretty and teach how to do things with her as a girl. I so much identify with feminine thoughts and feelings - I'd love to wear dresses and panties every day and sleep as...
    LauraRS LauraRS
    46-50, T
    6 Responses Mar 26, 2009

    Gender Therapy=gender Truth

    I have been in denial for a very long time. I started dreaming at the age of 5 that I was a woman. What the hell does a 5 year old know. More than a 63 year old evidently. For awhile I thought I was a crossdresser (well, actually, I am), but there is more to it than that. A...
    jillian99 jillian99
    61-65, T
    3 Responses Jul 7, 2012

    Sara Ashley Makes Her Appearance

    I first starting cross dressing back when I was in high school. One day I came into my room when I opened up my closet for the original I do not remember, but I do remember coming across two dresses one which was pink and another is blue that were my mom's. I do not to this day...
    saraashley saraashley
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2013

    An Oddball...even In Those Super Hot Adult Places.

    As a Matter of fact I started up with a place called Lush Stories.....I was kicked out , after having spend hours posting pictures and Even writing a story ! I think the reason is very Catty, as every Woman knows these things. The Management, remembers me from somewheres else...
    smudged smudged
    36-40, T
    Jul 9, 2009


    Just shameful angst or whatever, I really see myself physically as a monster. Some kind of werewolf like Thing. I hate myself of what I am, just a decrepit hairy monkey skeleton. But deep down, I am something more inside, I am feminine. I always saw women & girls as what it made...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 30, 2010

    Finding the Real Me - Eventually

    It was just after my fifth birthday that I first remember feeling that there was something wrong and that, despite outside appearances, I was a little girl. It happened for an odd reason. I was recovering from chicken pox and we went on a family seaside holiday. I was still...
    Joanne2T Joanne2T
    8 Responses Sep 6, 2009

    A Condensed Version of My Life...

    This going to be kind of long so I hope it isn't too boring… I’ve know since I was four years old (perhaps before, but that’s as far back as I can remember) that I should have been born a girl.  It’s not a sexual thing – at that age I had...
    Giftidgurl Giftidgurl
    26-30, T
    8 Responses Aug 30, 2008

    A Woman...heart And Soul.

    From a very young age, I have identified more closely with ANYTHING feminine. From clothing, to shoes, undergarments, perfume, accessories and makeup. It always seemed to me that things made for men were bland, unexciting, utilitarian, austere and just plain boring. I was never...
    jaimee2009 jaimee2009
    51-55, T
    13 Responses Dec 1, 2009

    In Heart N Mind

    as far back, as memories allow, i've known this, to be so. in heart, mind n body have always felt such a way. even as years of dressing as male, have always been, as well as have felt this to be so.  from my passive n giving to my kindness, as well as considerations of other...
    stacerenee stacerenee
    46-50, T
    1 Response Oct 25, 2010


    Why is love so hard to find? Why does every woman turn on me the instant I ask them out? Am I just destined to be alone? Why do I feel so wrong when I do finally get a date? Is it because I have known I am a girl at heart since I was a small child? Is this why my ex left me and...
    Rose35 Rose35
    36-40, T
    Dec 16, 2012

    My Story

    I was raised during the Second World War in my grandparents house with my mother, three of my aunts and a uncle who was a mongoliod. I think the family was affraid my uncle would turn into sex maniac. All of the sisters including my mother would wash their undergarments at night...
    gneena gneena
    70+, F
    3 Responses May 18, 2009

    Really A Woman

    Would really love to be a woman full time!!!just feel so much better when i am dressed as a woman and prefer femm activities better!!!
    mandiejune mandiejune
    51-55, M
    Jan 26, 2010

    Two Spirits Within One Body And One Heart

    TWO SPIRITS WITHIN ONE BODY AND ONE HEART In my research find out why? I was born the way that I am, it made me reflect again on the possibility of two sprits in one body, in their heart begging for answers. Some feel the two spirit identity may be explained as a “form of...
    JamieLee1 JamieLee1
    51-55, F
    1 Response Jun 30, 2012

    Always Wanted To Be A Woman

    I always felt like a woman from my younger years but it took me until I was 30 to let a man see me dressed fully, it was my old upstairs neighbor and I told him of my fetish to dress, afteral we had been for months watching **** together in my apartment and I always toldhim...
    MonicaBond MonicaBond
    Nov 23, 2009

    Hi I'm Jeanette

    everyday i go to work i'm john the carpenter , but even in high summer i have to wear panties , maybe some toenails  painted red , a camisole if i'm careful ,, it's not fair we have to still hide , just because we don't dress like other men
    gnettv469 gnettv469
    4 Responses Oct 21, 2008

    All My Life

    My earliest recollections are those of playing with my girl friends.  I was accepted by many as one of them.  I even started wearing female clothes back then because it felt natural for me.  As I grew older, I've had several close girl friends that helped me...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 12, 2008

    I Wish I Could Be A Women

    I am young and always known and felt like a girl. Ones my grandma caught me in her night gown. And I became really boyish. And played football. But then I told her my problems and she tried to help me be as girly as possible.
    Anonymous123356 Anonymous123356
    18-21, T
    2 Responses Aug 17, 2011

    I Have Always Been A Woman - Just One With A Birth Defect

    I have always been a woman in my heart, mind and soul. When I was little, I would constantly ask my parents when I was going to become a girl. I only wanted girl's toys and girl's clothes. I only played with girls in the neighborhood and I always had to be the wife and mother...
    MelissaV MelissaV
    26-30, T
    1 Response Sep 18, 2013

    The Girl Within

    For as long as i can remember  I have always seen myself as female. I truely appreciate all things female, I hope to find the courage to see this journey to womanhood to it's conclusion.  
    born2bagirl born2bagirl
    51-55, F
    1 Response Dec 31, 2009

    Boy to Woman

    Even before I put on that first pair of mother's panties I knew I wanted to be a girl. For many years she had no idea of my desire to be like her and other women. I would see her and my sister around the house in their beautiful clothing, doing girl things like their...
    deleted deleted
    10 Responses May 3, 2009

    I Should Have Been A "woman From Birth"

    My life would have been so many richer and fulfilling if only God would have only seen fit to create me as a little girl instead of a little boy. My first recall of knowing that I should have been a girl was when I was three. I was a middle child and had and an older sister and a...
    JackieToo JackieToo
    1 Response Sep 2, 2011

    I Have Always Been Drawn Towards The Feminine Side

    All my life I have been a very emotional person. I have always been more attracted to traditional female persuits than to male ones. This wasn't always a good thing growing up in a male body. I cross dressed off and on for many years and it always felt so wonderful, somehow right...
    iamjanienow iamjanienow
    56-60, T
    3 Responses Dec 12, 2011

    A Life Wasted

    Since the age of 5 I knew things weren't right. I wasn't destined to dress in the pretty dresses I had been dressing up in as I played with the girls next door.  My mother said boys don't do those sort of thing and I started to get punished for dressing up. All through the...
    Becnme Becnme
    56-60, F
    10 Responses May 12, 2010

    Living As If I Am

    With the help of my wife who helped me learn how to do my makeup perfect every time, and putting me out on dates with men to be used. I now live as the woman I am. Yes I don't have a regular ***** but I have a man hole that is well used, and enjoy giving head, swallowing the...
    RunAroundSusan RunAroundSusan
    1 Response Sep 23, 2013

    Why I Crossdress!

    M y earliest memory in life is that of trying on my mothers high heels. Most little boys try this a time or two and then go on to something else but for me it was a great big wobbling step towards who I am today. I remember that my father was absent from my life most of the time...
    sissyribbons sissyribbons
    36-40, T
    Sep 11, 2009

    It's Just Me

    For my entire life I have know in mind, spirit and soul ... I am a woman. I am 68 inches tall and weigh 170 pounds. I know I'm overweight and working on losing 35-40 pounds. I have Salt & Pepper hair (dark brown with flecks of gray). My misfortune occurred at birth when I...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    7 Responses Jul 24, 2008
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