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I Am a Woman Trapped In a Mans Body

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    Confused

    i have always felt like a women but i have male parts. i love to wear skirts and dresses.i like to get dolled up. i wish i had a vaginiainstead of a penis. should i go through and have a sex change or struggle with my sexuality.
    smb12472 smb12472 36-40 2 Responses Mar 17, 2012

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    Daisy With In Me

    I was about 5. When I started wearing my mother's clothes. By the time Iwas 13 Iwas waering women's clothes as much as I could. By 18 Iwas buying myonen women's clothes. Mostly pantyhose. Then bras and panties. Then on to dresses, blouse, and skirts. Then the heels. I started...
    tennesseekid65 tennesseekid65 41-45, T Jun 8, 2010

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    I Have Told People

    im 18 now and i have told people about being transgender i am alot happier now that i dont have to hide who i am . i had to get drunk to tell people so that ment i was drinking every night for over a week just to talk it was worth it after all most of my family are understandable...
    nakathree nakathree 18-21, T 3 Responses May 1, 2011

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    State of Confusion

     my feelings of confusion began at a young age.  While many young boys look at adult magazines and catalogs with desires to be with the women portrayed, I kept photos of my favorite models dreaming of awakening one morning being them.   Unfortunately, access to...
    KB1965 KB1965 41-45 3 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    Small Minded People Destroy Inner Feeling

    i'm a man structually and womanly minded, but due to my up bringing of a man is a man and a woman is a woman, my feelings have been cast aside. From the age of about six i knew that something wasn't right but never knew what, growing up i didn't have a lot of friends so...
    InsideSecret InsideSecret 31-35 Jan 9, 2013

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    I need help. I know who I am

    and what I need. I have male parts but I am a woman inside. Society says it's wrong and so I got married and had kids but I cannot go on living this lie. Someone, anyone, please help. I'm so fearful of how people will react.
    Kingston621 Kingston621 36-40 Jan 12

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    The Woman Within

    It all started in my early teens when the girls began to develop and I wished my breasts would grow and I could wear skirts, blouses and pretty things. During sex ed class I sat as close to the room divider as I could because I wanted to be with the girls. One morning I was in...
    tanoble1 tanoble1 46-50 Feb 26, 2011

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    The Women I Was Meant To Be

    It took me years to figure out that i was a women in a mans body im 34 now almost 35 i have told some of my friends this and im sorry too i feel sad scared alone heart broken so what do i do for comfort and love?
    christinadawn4hope0819 christinadawn4hope0819 31-35 May 28, 2013

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    Anyone Help Me Please

    from a young age i was told that i would have been a lovely girl. i was bullied because i didnt want to look at nude pictures and i played with girls more. i dont like looking at myself because onf my willy. from the age of 13 or 14 i started dressing up in my mammy's clothes...
    imarco imarco 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 13, 2010

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    Post-op Woman ... I Was Born Male

    Hiya,Though you may be interested in reading my story as I was born male. Same things as you guys except the other way round. I have so much time and empathy for people who were in the wrong queue when their bits were getting handed out *smiles*.I have a few transmen friends who...
    KellyMac KellyMac 46-50, F 3 Responses Aug 30, 2011

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    Never Felt Better/ So Scared!

    well, im slowly coming out to friend and family and the response is amazing!!! I live a life on the streets and have for most of my life so I still feel like I have to be carefulll, might by some self defense equipment just to be safe! p s my girlfriend loves it! still dont know...
    ghettodemonwitchbitch ghettodemonwitchbitch 18-21 Oct 10, 2012

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    God, Its Starting to Almost Hurt

    Im 46 years old now and all my life I have lied to myself and almost everyone I know about how I feel ,Im a woman.But why I am writing this is because I feel that it is starting to hurt,experiencing  pain from this imside me that makes me cry and feel depressed...
    Alicia46 Alicia46 46-50 5 Responses Sep 25, 2009

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    Always Felt Different

    when i was about 8 or 9 i started to notice i was curious about how it felt to wear girls underwear, so i started to sneak panties from where ever i could find them. the first time i tried on a pair they felt so good i just wondered why i couldn't have them on all the time.. as...
    tblack0210 tblack0210 31-35 Sep 24, 2011

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    I Am A Woman Trapped In A Mans Body

    And it sucks I want out !!!!! That's about as simple as I can put it.
    shudabeenagurl shudabeenagurl 36-40 7 Responses Sep 18, 2011

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    Yo Yo Honey Singh

    my friend Nityah is alway 's on doing girlish things like = 1.talking like a girl. 2. touching his hips. 3. trying to kiss someone. 4.touching his chest like a sexy girl . 5. moving without wearing clothes .
    kojamo kojamo 18-21 Sep 7, 2012

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    It's A Lot For Anybody To Have On Their Plate.

    Since I as around 3-4, Im guessing solely because it was a while back and my memory cannot be that exact, I have always considered myself female. My parents always just shunned it off as just "growing up" always saying the feelings would go away, well they didn't. For years I...
    OminousWyoming OminousWyoming 18-21 3 Responses Apr 27, 2011

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    Stucked In Prototype Body

    I'm in a wrong body. In my mind i am a real female, just my outside body is different. I always think about the man body, like a prototype. It was just a test.   The womans body is a perfect body. Is beautiful, soft, delicate. How can that happened, how i stucked that body...
    VivienXX VivienXX 26-30, T 1 Response Jun 19, 2010

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    About To Be Untrapped

    Hey guys its Autumn and recently i have been thinking more and more and ive realized that i to are in the wrong body. This first occured to me when i was 12 and put on my step sisters panties and jeans for the first time as a dare from a friend. Anyways i am 15 now and im...
    AutumnCD AutumnCD 18-21, M 5 Responses Dec 1, 2012

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    I Know I Am Different

    I've known I was different since I was little. I have always wondered what it truely ment ot be me. Struggling between labels and social groups society has forced upon people like me. What label fits best? They just resently made my situation mainstream, I say situation because...
    Kaison84 Kaison84 22-25, M Jul 11, 2010

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    Accident of Birth ...

        All my life i have been very feminine. When i was a child i was told by many that i would be a beautiful girl. And i was picked on often for acting like a girl instead of a boy. In my teens i began to dress androgynous and like being in the background, a...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 4 Responses Apr 10, 2009

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    The Sad Reality

    Now, I feel tortured that I'm a man but inside so much of a woman it's insanity! But not that same old, wish to be pretty, wish to have boobs, & a vagina & wear dresses & what not. I honestly at times feel many things could work better for me & make me happier if I was female...
    UnfinishedEmily UnfinishedEmily 22-25 1 Response Apr 15, 2011

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    Male Feminization

    I am a male that was called kevin matthew margerison and at the age of 8 i was thinking that my body isnt right  i thought maybe i was gay or what i was'nt sure then i put my mums brs and clothes then i knew something felt right i felt myself i was comfortable like that so for...
    kellymartina kellymartina 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 10, 2011

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    Frightening To Tell Someone

    This won't be easy.I've know I am more woman (much, much more) than I am a man since I was in my early teens. Now I am approaching mid-50 and I have managed to keep in quiet all these years, all through my marriage and raising several children.It makes me very nervous to say all...
    cherylcher cherylcher 51-55 1 Response Mar 3, 2011

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    Pure Insanity

    im 32 years old and have always known im different, but never knew how, i then came the conclution that i was gay, and came out when i 16 which did make things easier, and felt slightly more as at ease than i did, but there was always some thing else nagging in the back of my...
    thaieler thaieler 31-35 Apr 25, 2011

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    Me

    i have aiways knowed i am a woman i can feel it in me
    irvinmiles irvinmiles 70+ 2 Responses Sep 21, 2011

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    Rapunzel

    “I don’t think my prince will ever come,” sighed the aging Rapunzel, her red-rimmed eyes glistening with tears. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rapunzel http://www.familymanagement.com/literacy/grimms/grimms09.html I have lived in my tower, apart from...
    JamieM JamieM 61-65 Jul 17, 2010

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    I love the touch, feel and taste of the intimate parts of a woman.
    Tarmigan Tarmigan 61-65, M 3 hrs ago

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    I have known since I was 5 years old that I was different. By the time I was a teen, I knew I was a female trapped in a male body. Since then I have battled depression...
    Tazzarina Tazzarina 41-45 9 Responses Jul 11

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    Dear reader, hate is far too exhausting. If you truly want to hate something you have to give it a ton of effort... effort that could have been used on something worthwhile. I do...
    AddyAddyAddy AddyAddyAddy 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    My mm was only supposed to married to his much older wife for a "business arrangement". He did have a fling with her, but that's all he wanted, but she fell in love with him. So he...
    dolovf dolovf 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 28

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    Sh*t! I am a 25 year old successful businesswoman who happened to fall for a 45 year old consultant within the industry I work in. It started out as a mentoring situation which led...
    L0VEistheanswer L0VEistheanswer 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 14

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    I need to leave this human shell and be full wolf but I haven't got my shift yet I've been patient for so long everyday that passes by and I haven't shift hope and life gets...
    ShadowWolf190 ShadowWolf190 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 19

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    Emotionally and mentally drained. Days when you don't feel like being the other woman. I know I am on my way to being "The Woman" or I would walk away. After so many days of...
    blackheels4me blackheels4me 36-40, F 7 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I look at being the other woman as a business deal...especially if the OW is also married and seeing another MM. Every business arrangement is different...for me and my MM, it was...
    nolasanchez30 nolasanchez30 31-35, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    The female body is uniquely a work of art. The subtle differences between each woman to the more extreme of body shape; apple, pear, thin, athletic etc gives the female body a...
    blovedsmle blovedsmle 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    hey everyone. my wolf's name is Aisling (pronounced ashling) which means dream or vision in Irish Gaelic. she is a silver/white wolf with a hint of blueish silver around her muzzle...
    shadowstorm292 shadowstorm292 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    today i was in the car, i had the windows down and my wolf, Aisling loved the feeling of the wind hitting my face at a fast speed. she loves it because it gives her a sense of...
    shadowstorm292 shadowstorm292 16-17, F Jun 29

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    so im writing a book because im bored. and ive decided to do it about Aisling, my wolf. if anyone would like their thoughts and feelings about being a wolf trapped in a human body...
    shadowstorm292 shadowstorm292 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I am a wolf and I hate the body so much it's a matter of time before I put a bullet in it. I love wolves with all my heart and I will always protect then at what ever cost . I will...
    ShadowWolf190 ShadowWolf190 13-15, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I live in northern va to a pretty good well off family But having material wealth doesn't guarantee happiness and freedom I feel like i am trapped in my own home With the...
    crowe15 crowe15 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm so happy that times have changed and it's possible for transgender children to become their true gender at such a younger age than I was able to. I am a girl. I've always...
    SaharaSands SaharaSands 46-50, T 1 Response Jul 7

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    So the single guy I have been seeing told me today that his OW contacted him and that he needs to talk to her and see if she still has feelings for him, I am devastated. How can he...
    Lost4him2 Lost4him2 26-30 Jul 16

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    I need some help interpreting something. So last night when he woke up and wasn't coming over he said he'd com over tonight and share a bottle of wine. I asked him if that...
    PrincessLolita PrincessLolita 26-30, F 10 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    Last night while we lay in each other's arms... We broached some intense topics We talked about having a baby together... Well that if/when we become a couple that neither of us...
    jupsta jupsta 36-40, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    June 28. When Things Don't Work. Frequently, when faced with a problem, we may attempt to solve it in a particular way. When that way doesn't work, we may continue trying to solve...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    Having the hardest couple of weeks of my life. She hasn't contacted me - I didn't think she would - it means she admits to what she already knows is true. It's breaking my heart to...
    Chelsea35 Chelsea35 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 1

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    July 18. Time to Get Angry. It's about time you got angry - yes, that angry. Anger can be such a potent, frightening emotion. It can also be a feeling that guides us to important...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I have never asked for anything in my life, I am a very independent and self sufficient woman...I can fend for myself and hold my own...I have no use for those women who act all...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 5 Responses Jul 19

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