I Am a Young Widower

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    No Other Can Compare

    How am I suppose to get on with my life when she was my life?! Do I really want to move on without her?! It's easy for people to tell me to get on with my life, to date women, or hang out with friends but truth of the matter is....why? I feel like I am betraying my wife. I feel...
    james0123 james0123
    36-40, M
    1 Response Oct 22, 2013

    Our Last Kiss

    I have fought the feelings And emotions inside That fills and empties me, Like a fast rolling tide There are moments of pain Of sorrow and hate Leaving me to ponder. Many hours of late I love you honey. It’s your presence I miss. And I terribly long For that one last kiss...
    james0123 james0123
    36-40, M
    1 Response Sep 15, 2013

    Missing My Wife

    When I try to take a break and relax in my busy life my heart it does ache and all I think is how I miss my wife It hurts me so bad all this pain inside thinking of the love we had and the tears I have cried I think of the places that we went to how I love you with all my heart...
    james0123 james0123
    36-40, M
    1 Response Sep 15, 2013

    Widowed With A Young Son

    In Feb 2008 Gina and I were getting ready to get married in March. Gina had discovered some health problems, after some tests we discovered that she had cancer in the colon and secondary cancer in the liver. Two days before our wedding day we were sat in the oncologist's office...
    ourrainsong ourrainsong
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Aug 29, 2013

    I lost my wife on Saturday the 18th of Jan 2014.

    We have a 3 year old son together who is such a mommies boy. My wife was just 30 years old and we had been married for 5 years (beautiful marriage I love her so much). She had a horse riding accident on the 30th of October 2013 that’s the day my whole life changed !!! She...
    youngwidower34 youngwidower34
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Jan 21, 2014

    Now She's Gone

    I found my lady dying There was nothing I could do instead I pulled her to me gently And kissed her sweet forehead And she was gone Lord, Lord, Lord, My baby’s gone She was the only woman I could love And now she’s gone I lay awake last evening Lying across our bed I prayed...
    james0123 james0123
    36-40, M
    Sep 15, 2013

    Missing Rib.

    My wife died at 36 of a heart attack in September 2010. Ever since then, I have been very lost and cannot find solace. I have joined EP to occupy my mind. it is very hard to concentrate on normal life. Everything has become a formality. I just am going through the motions. I have...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Sep 3, 2013

    I lost my wife a little more

    than a year ago...she was 32 and had been il for a longtime. I miss her everyday. Since then not much really bothers me. I'm not afraid of anything anymore. The one bad thing is I find my old life kinda hollow now. I want to meet people and cut through the bs. I only want...
    houdot houdot
    36-40, M
    5 Responses Nov 9, 2014

    My Story

     It was 2001 and I was barely 6 months out of college when I met my wife. We met the old fashioned way, being setup through mutual friends M and K. It seemed an almost instant connection between us and we hit it off well. We had our first kiss that first weekend late at...
    RandomWanderer RandomWanderer
    31-35, M
    8 Responses Oct 3, 2009

    Owns All Of Me

    With my hands I held you, I touched you and loved you. My hands are callused from very hard work to provide clothing, shelter, transportation, food, entertainment and more. I massaged away your pains and bound your wounds with my hands. With my arms I embraced you and held you...
    james0123 james0123
    36-40, M
    Sep 15, 2013

    My husband whom I had only been married to less

    than 2 years but engaged to for 14 years, was killed in a motorcycle accident in June 1st 2015. To say that I am lost would be an understatement, here 34 years old with no idea of how to face this now daunting future that is before me. Although he was older than me by quite a...
    Besidmyself Besidmyself
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2015

    Forever Remain

    I'm sitting here in my room, looking at your picture. Wondering why you couldn't be a part of my future. Uncontrollable tears stream down my face, while my heart beat starts to race. Asking God why he took you from my life, it was more painful than stabbing me in the heart with a...
    james0123 james0123
    36-40, M
    1 Response Sep 24, 2013

    A Dream

    If I could dream The dream I wanted too, I would close my eyes, And dream a dream for you. I would give you all the world, That you are deserving of, And to you I would give My everlasting love. I would see to it, That you were never sad. And nothing in your life Would ever...
    james0123 james0123
    36-40, M
    Sep 20, 2013

    Bad Mood

    I was told to check out this EP site because some people were concerned about me shutting off from the world. I come on here and true, I felt a little better writing my poetry of my love but these interactions in the "ask questions" category are extremely immature. I thought...
    james0123 james0123
    36-40, M
    Sep 19, 2013

    Always Will Love You

    Is it truly selfish to want you back again? I could not calm your mind, I could not ease your pain; I thought my love would be enough to keep you here with me; But now I know that was never going to be. I loved you, I disliked you, we argued and we kissed; Your face, your touch...
    james0123 james0123
    36-40, M
    Sep 24, 2013

    I have also lost my wife in a car accident

    about three months ago. I am also bed ridden. My parents are no more. My kids are in the age of 8 and 5 year. I am doing job at a much distance from my home town. I usually come to home at week end. Now after recovery, situation will more difficult. How could I manage? Because...
    vipanvirdi vipanvirdi
    36-40, M
    1 Response May 31, 2015
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