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I Am About to Buckle

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    Not This Strong - Everywhere I turn I'm faced by drama.  Online, real life...it's nearly too much.On top of that I'm having another series of flashbacks.  And struggling with the...
    Plaid Plaid 31-35, F Jul 28, 2011

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    I'm Almost Out Of Time....... - I don't know how much longer I can take this pressure and pain.....I just wanna give up. I want to curl up in a little ball, go to sleep and never...
    LauraStorm LauraStorm 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 3, 2011

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    How I Feel - I feel I can't take this much longer I am going to fall apart I have not been out of bed in 6 days now I can't find the strengh to pull myself from this rut I can't...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 27, 2010

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    I'm Not About To Buckle Anymore But I Still Want To Cry - I had recently been sad due to lots of events in my life that had happened to me. I had recently had my heart broken, and...
    DarkJadenGirl DarkJadenGirl 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 13, 2010

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    It's Weighing Down On Me - Fisrt off, for everyone in this group, know that you are not alone. I know exactly how you feel. For me its this big pressure just squeezing me until I...
    lexross96 lexross96 16-17 2 Responses May 18, 2011

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    I am not sure where to start I feel trapped in my marriage to an emotionally and verbally abusive man and of course we have a child together so I can't just pack up and leave. I am...
    VBLOVE1106 VBLOVE1106 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    My Own Worst Enemy - Waking up in the mornings are the worst, I feel so completely lost and overwhelmed with grieve that before I can do anything I will just on my bed and cry. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 31, 2011

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    I Cant Take It Anymore - ever since i was little iv been picked on by kids and have always felt like i dont belong. i go through the different groups of kids at schoool and no one...
    kp0525 kp0525 16-17 9 Responses Mar 18, 2011

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    About To Fall - Not sure where to start what to do. I feel lost with my teens, we used to be so close when they were younger now they are very far away I have been told that they...
    foggydarkness foggydarkness 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 11, 2011

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    I am a 19 year old female , my life in my eyes is a barrel rolling down hill. I don't know where to start so I guess I should start with when I first start feeling this monster...
    EbbyS EbbyS 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    I Am Breaking My Will - If I were to relate my will to something... it would be something similar to glass. On top is... well everything negative. My low self-esteem, my self...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M 5 Responses May 3, 2011

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    Apologies In Advance - ..because I am a little drunk as i write this. My husband has asked me to avoid verbal of physical conflict with my father-in-law (his father) until we can...
    Ivanova Ivanova 31-35, F 5 Responses Jul 21, 2010

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    Im At The Peak Of Depression - My parents just dragged me across the country to bellingham washington. At this point im so depressed and angry and apathetic and all these emotions...
    lexross96 lexross96 16-17 2 Responses Aug 10, 2011

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    Teri, You Are The Tough One - All my life, ive heard that. From my mom. My sister. My friends.... my husband. TERI. YOU ARE THE TOUGH ONE. And, I have been. Through every trial...
    trugritt02 trugritt02 26-30 5 Responses Jul 11, 2011

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    Alone In Deep Depression - I am in a deep depression, I feel completely alone and in fact I am, I do not have any friends of family in the state I live in. I am 36 years old; when...
    Clark777 Clark777 36-40, M 7 Responses Jan 1, 2011

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    Hoplessness - I often find myself feeling as though my life has no meaning. And then the tears come and I cry for hours and hours. My life is not going so well right now. I dropped...
    ColorMeRed ColorMeRed 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 20, 2011

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    My Life Should Be Full.........why Do I Feel So Empty? - My life should be full.......why do I feel so empty inside? I sometimes cry in the car on my way home from work. I don't...
    ccarey1979 ccarey1979 31-35, F 8 Responses Mar 17, 2011

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    Did You Know Whay We Are Feeling Like This.. Becuase We Are Lost Direction In Life .. Lost Compass Life -                     ...
    mrjem mrjem 36-40, M Nov 20, 2010

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    Is The End Near - I've dealt with it since I was 16. This whole complicated romantic depressive. I've never been hit on, crushed on, liked, loved etc. The perfect friend, but...
    DGSteele DGSteele 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    It Gets Better :) - Hey :) i just found out that dysthymia exists and it explained so much, i realise that i had dysthymia for 4/5 years ending a year ago, it started when i moved...
    pr1ncessarah pr1ncessarah 16-17 Sep 6, 2011

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    I Feel Trapped By The Things That Are Hurting Me. - Life has really gotten me down lately. I don't really have many friends anymore, none of which are close. I moved to a different...
    thequietguy thequietguy 18-21, M 9 Responses Mar 2, 2011

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    Any Day Now... Any Day Now..... - I swear any day now I am going to snap. The boyfriend I have is getting on my nerves. He is all the time following me around the house like a...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2010

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    I Am So Tired - I AM TIRED OF LIVING A LIE,I AM NOT HAPPY,I HATE MY LIFE,I LOVE THE WRONG PEOPLE.FOR ONCE I NEED PEACE AND THE ONLY WAY TO FIND IT IS TO BE DEAD........
    vivlee1955 vivlee1955 56-60 3 Responses Dec 30, 2011

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    I dont know whats the point with life.. You just go to school, get a job and get a wife/husband and start a family.. And school never ends! I am 13 years old, i live in Norway. I...
    Amanda9880 Amanda9880 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I'm just looking for someone to talk to, I have frequent suicidal thoughts and I feel if I tell my family they'll think I'm insane. I don't have any friends, I chat with coworkers...
    Aaron91 Aaron91 22-25, M Apr 8

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    My Battle With Depression, Loneliness And A Broken Home. - My story seems like a simple one but indeed it is not. Ever since I can remember my mother has been hoarding and has only...
    blackcloudnorain blackcloudnorain 22-25, M 4 Responses Nov 28, 2010

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    Needing A Real Hug So Bad It Hurts! - i am sure this sounds so lame or pathetic. but i think hugs are as important as water or air. and i haven't had a real hug by someone who...
    darlinsam darlinsam 36-40, F 6 Responses Sep 7, 2011

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    What's The Point To Life... - I hate my life so much and am very much trapped because of my current financial situation. I am a 22 year old college grad who is underemployed. I...
    1anonymous1 1anonymous1 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 3, 2011

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    Because -  I'm thinking about everything right now. My parents, my sihty health, my family I haven't seen in ages, my older brother, my little sister, and my past. Its going...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 22, 2008

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    Can't deal with life and 3 out of 3 sons being addicts! Want to die.. It's all to much
    exbunner exbunner 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 12

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    I'm Going To Snap Soon. - that's all I'll say. I'm sick of everything, i'm angry at nothing, I want to make people suffer, just so I know I'm not the only one.
    Musical Musical 36-40, M 4 Responses Sep 11, 2010

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    Um, Not At the Moment.  I... - Um, not at the moment.  I'm feeling good and groovey.
    LKO LKO 21-25, F Feb 15, 2007

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    If I Haven't Already - I've just about given up on everything in life. I'm tired of waiting for things to get better because they never do. I'm tired of being strong or trying to...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 26 Responses Aug 28, 2008

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    Seesaw - Maybe I have always been just posing as a strong girl? I do things relatively independently. I used to live by my lonesome, drive myself to work, clean my flat, etc etc...
    lylac lylac 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    My Life's Going Really Well, A... - My life's going really well, actually.
    sondosia sondosia 18-21, F Jan 6, 2007

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    I Can't Even Describe It Anymore - When i get home, someone opens the door... i get inside and put my school bag down, and pet the dog. Then it happens differently everyday... I...
    BrokenAndScared BrokenAndScared 18-21, F 17 Responses Feb 10, 2011

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    Relationship Troubles! :'( - Ever since I can remember I feel like my life has been a rollercoaster ride. I haven't had any real tragity in my life but I have felt like...
    reallybummed reallybummed 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 5, 2011

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    As I Feel I Have No-one And That All The Good Stuff Gets Taken Away From Me... - New friend? Guaranteed that they will be taken away. Success and happiness in job? Guaranteed that...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 28, 2011

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    Sometimes I Do Feel As If I... - Sometimes I do feel as if I'm about to buckle, but then I remember what's more important and calm down.
    SnoBunny SnoBunny 16-18, F Jan 6, 2007

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    I Cant Do Any Thing About It Today - I am a truck driver on the road , so what's going on is my wife who I love and adore and thought I was going to be with for everhas found some...
    starman5000 starman5000 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 26, 2012

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    This Feels Like Complaining, Yet I Need To Get It Out - I worry way too much. Mostly about money. I've managed it poorly and now i'm experiencing non-sufficient funds fees from...
    JennyKroh JennyKroh 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2012

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    It's Almost Over - I've tried so hard for the longest time to make my life better. I've done so much to better myself but every time i try, things just tend to get worse. Im at a...
    misternobrain misternobrain 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 30, 2011

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    They Say It's Hereditary - My life right now is growing more and more difficult. Sometimes I have these thoughts- these thoughts that don't sound like me in my head and they are...
    smallprice smallprice 26-30 Nov 2, 2011

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    About to Buckle - I became disabled at age 29 because of a condition that ultimately caused gangrene, which in turn required multiple amputations.  I fought like a wildcat for...
    nubby8 nubby8 31-35, F 13 Responses Apr 13, 2006

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