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I Am About to Fall Apart Under the Surface

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 72 People

    Watch Out

    Watch out,Under the surface,I’m falling apart,I may not show it,You’ve been warned!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 25, 2011

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    Sometimes; I Fear

    Sometimes it is hard for me to get through the day. There are so many people, sounds, voices, and just way too many THINGS going around inside and outside of my head. I feel like I am on the verge of going crazy sometimes. It seems to have gotten a lot worse lately and that...
    LittleMsGreenEyes LittleMsGreenEyes 18-21, F 1 Response May 28, 2013

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    I Tried

    i tried to live n love i tried to love n let live i turned the outher cheek i asked 4 help and i helped if i could have but now i asked help 4rm the last person i could and they say i have to leave but now truly i have no where else to go i kno if i leave it will be the last of...
    itsindaeyes itsindaeyes 26-30, M Jun 15, 2013

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    No Way To Breathe.

    Holding on too tight for too long. It feels like I'm stuck in one place while the whole world shifts around me. I barely catch my breath and a month passes by.I can't keep up with all the noises and lights and the people walking by. I guess that sadness has caught up with me and...
    Jenna1225 Jenna1225 18-21, F Nov 3, 2013

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    Don't Trust the Surface...

    I look alright, together, confident and strong. It's just a veneer. I'm about to break, it's all my doing.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 17 Responses Mar 14, 2009

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    Oh yes I do..... for the most part I enjoy the falling.
    Littlemissshy25 Littlemissshy25 46-50, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    lily36912 lily36912 16-17, F 15 hrs ago

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    A dental filling can be a type of restorative dentistry procedure accustomed to fix minimal tooth fractures, tooth decay or if not destroyed surfaces from the teeth.Inside...
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    I love when I'm happy and I try my hardest to remain that way. Because when I get angry/sad my mind fills up with every little bad thing quickly. I become someone who I depise to...
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    I need to vent, so that I dont end up saying something to somebody that I most probably would end up regretting. And maybe putting my thoughts into words, would give me some...
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    I've always my whole life feel like I'm sitting on a flat surface feeling like there's no one else around me and empty dark room it feels like it's falling beneath me and I'm...
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    GinKiba GinKiba 16-17, M Jul 18

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    I want to start with a disclaimer: I am not being hateful and am trying my best not to be judgmental, so please don't attack me for my lack of understanding. I don't understand...
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