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I Am About to Fall Apart Under the Surface

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    Don't Trust the Surface...

    I look alright, together, confident and strong. It's just a veneer. I'm about to break, it's all my doing.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 17 Responses Mar 14, 2009

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    Sometimes; I Fear

    Sometimes it is hard for me to get through the day. There are so many people, sounds, voices, and just way too many THINGS going around inside and outside of my head. I feel like I am on the verge of going crazy sometimes. It seems to have gotten a lot worse lately and that...
    LittleMsGreenEyes LittleMsGreenEyes 16-17, F 1 Response May 28, 2013

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    Watch Out

    Watch out,Under the surface,I’m falling apart,I may not show it,You’ve been warned!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 25, 2011

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    No Way To Breathe.

    Holding on too tight for too long. It feels like I'm stuck in one place while the whole world shifts around me. I barely catch my breath and a month passes by.I can't keep up with all the noises and lights and the people walking by. I guess that sadness has caught up with me and...
    Jenna1225 Jenna1225 18-21, F Nov 3, 2013

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    I Tried

    i tried to live n love i tried to love n let live i turned the outher cheek i asked 4 help and i helped if i could have but now i asked help 4rm the last person i could and they say i have to leave but now truly i have no where else to go i kno if i leave it will be the last of...
    itsindaeyes itsindaeyes 26-30, M Jun 15, 2013

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    I really hate what's happened, I hate the fact I cant be with you everyday like we used to be, Im falling apart without you.
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    I am so upset right now. My dad's leaving me again and I am not even there to see him off. I am just now letting myself cry. I have to deal with this friend who over exaggerates...
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    school started a few days ago and ever since then everything has gone downhill. I've lost so many friends, and my boyfriend. i started this school year off all alone, I'm not...
    dirtydina dirtydina 18-21, F Aug 12

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    it feels like no one notices how i'm falling. nobody sees when i want it all to end and no one's there when i'm bleeding on the floor from the cuts. do you know what it's like to...
    BenjaminChapman BenjaminChapman 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 13

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    I've liked this guy since 8th grade, and we've had a thing on and off. He told me a couple days ago he wants to commit himself 101% to me, yet he hasn't texted/messaged me since...
    Alto2Soprano Alto2Soprano 16-17, F Aug 14

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    I've lost everyone I ever cared about. I blamed my actions on the damage that was done to me. I walk around hurting people before they can hurt me. The only two men I've ever...
    mitted mitted 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I burned for the first time in 5 months last week and life hurts so much that most of the time I can't breathe. Laughing feels like a chore to satisfy the ones I love and if I have...
    alottbutsolittle alottbutsolittle 13-15, F Aug 6

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    last night, my friend made me promise that i would stop skipping meals, but its sooo hard. i really wanna keep skipping breakfast (usual meal that i skip) and ugh it's just so...
    maggie1414 maggie1414 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    We are on the topic of "Divorce!" I'm told how stupid I am every day. How ****** my family is! That I'm a useless idiot, that you can't teach me a thing. I get called a dumb...
    misstiff08 misstiff08 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    I love my husband, but the spark doesn't seem to be there anymore...
    Heather218 Heather218 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    My head hurts!!!!! Stupid, stupid, stupid.
    stephiwayland stephiwayland 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    How can I know that my husband is my soul mate. I am so much in doubt and so frustrated how my life has become. I really do not want people to judge me or look at me like I am a...
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    I really don't understand. I mean I get good grades, I respect people that respect me, I love helping people, I'm always there for people knowing there not there for me ( but that...
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