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I Am About to Fall Apart Under the Surface

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 73 People

    Sometimes; I Fear

    Sometimes it is hard for me to get through the day. There are so many people, sounds, voices, and just way too many THINGS going around inside and outside of my head. I feel like I am on the verge of going crazy sometimes. It seems to have gotten a lot worse lately and that...
    LittleMsGreenEyes LittleMsGreenEyes 16-17, F 1 Response May 28, 2013

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    Watch Out

    Watch out,Under the surface,I’m falling apart,I may not show it,You’ve been warned!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 25, 2011

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    I Tried

    i tried to live n love i tried to love n let live i turned the outher cheek i asked 4 help and i helped if i could have but now i asked help 4rm the last person i could and they say i have to leave but now truly i have no where else to go i kno if i leave it will be the last of...
    itsindaeyes itsindaeyes 26-30, M Jun 15, 2013

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    Don't Trust the Surface...

    I look alright, together, confident and strong. It's just a veneer. I'm about to break, it's all my doing.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 17 Responses Mar 14, 2009

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    No Way To Breathe.

    Holding on too tight for too long. It feels like I'm stuck in one place while the whole world shifts around me. I barely catch my breath and a month passes by.I can't keep up with all the noises and lights and the people walking by. I guess that sadness has caught up with me and...
    Jenna1225 Jenna1225 18-21, F Nov 3, 2013

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    I am reaching the end of my rope. Every time I do something, or the world seems to be look up for me, I just get knocked down. I was so excited because I had finally finished all...
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    I'm living bad dreams, I can't run from it. this nightmare's coming true.
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    So I fvcked up. Big fvcking deal. I am not the first nor will I be the last. It's OK, I'm picking myself up. Even Superman has his kryptonite. To Jesse, wherever you are, I am...
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    I hate you with a vengeance right now. So much hatred it's eating away at me inside. I love you, but **** I hate you too. You're full of ****, you never stand by anything - if it...
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