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I Am About to Fall Apart Under the Surface

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 72 People

    Don't Trust the Surface...

    I look alright, together, confident and strong. It's just a veneer. I'm about to break, it's all my doing.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 17 Responses Mar 14, 2009

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    Watch Out

    Watch out,Under the surface,I’m falling apart,I may not show it,You’ve been warned!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 25, 2011

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    No Way To Breathe.

    Holding on too tight for too long. It feels like I'm stuck in one place while the whole world shifts around me. I barely catch my breath and a month passes by.I can't keep up with all the noises and lights and the people walking by. I guess that sadness has caught up with me and...
    Jenna1225 Jenna1225 18-21, F Nov 3, 2013

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    I Tried

    i tried to live n love i tried to love n let live i turned the outher cheek i asked 4 help and i helped if i could have but now i asked help 4rm the last person i could and they say i have to leave but now truly i have no where else to go i kno if i leave it will be the last of...
    itsindaeyes itsindaeyes 26-30, M Jun 15, 2013

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    Sometimes; I Fear

    Sometimes it is hard for me to get through the day. There are so many people, sounds, voices, and just way too many THINGS going around inside and outside of my head. I feel like I am on the verge of going crazy sometimes. It seems to have gotten a lot worse lately and that...
    LittleMsGreenEyes LittleMsGreenEyes 16-17, F 1 Response May 28, 2013

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    I just don't understand how a person can continue to hurt you over and over again. Every other day it's the same **** always apologising for the same thing but never change it. You...
    missy5414 missy5414 36-40, F Nov 21

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    I feel so deeply sad. 😔 Like what's the point of me being here because no one likes me. My brother hates me I think because he never wants to talk to me anymore. He just walks...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 28

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    I really need to talk....and i need an understanding person who wont only support me...i want an honest opinion but not in a very blunt way cuz am too fragile (emotionally) right...
    Zunairanasim Zunairanasim 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I know I post a lot but that's just me I have a hard life and right now I'm choosing between life and death right now!! I'm so confused I am being pulled apart limb by limb... I'm...
    maddog1000 maddog1000 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I need to stop moaning and complaing about my break up. but I'm in bits. My ex is completely fine which makes it hurt even more. I try every day to be happy and fine but it's to...
    0815Jade 0815Jade 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 24

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    Im honestly not okay anymore. i can feel it everyday. slowly more and more of me is chipping away.
    BrokenSilence22 BrokenSilence22 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 19

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    Johnny cash said love would burn. I never though it'd hurt this bad.
    TheFlamingLips TheFlamingLips 18-21, M Nov 19

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    I really need something good to happen in my life. Like really soon. Every time I turn around something else has broken and I am too sick and tired to have any hope left. really...
    superwholockimom superwholockimom 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    I'm scared. The holidays scare me. I just miss my dad honestly. But I'll manage I suppose.
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    I'm staring at mirror with tears streaming down my face and I'm begging myself to stay strong.
    staystrongandlive staystrongandlive 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    People find it fun to point out all my flaws even though I already see and obsess over them... It doesn't help that I have depression. The girl who was like a sister to me was...
    Amy1313 Amy1313 13-15, F Nov 30

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    I'm trying. I don't think its working.
    kimberlykhaos kimberlykhaos 22-25, F Dec 1

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    Genuinely starting to worry that I'm on the verge of a total meltdown. I'm a broken damaged person. I'm not worthy of Love. I'm disgusted with who I am. I hate myself. How do I...
    0815Jade 0815Jade 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    And if my heart just stops, pack my memories in it, I want to know all the love I’ve got. And if my heart just stops, keep me alive for a minute, I want to know if a curtain...
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX 16-17, F Dec 4

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    I just wanna say goodbye, than dissapear, forever..
    DepressedFool DepressedFool 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    the one question staying on my mind is why you keep playing with my heart
    imagination34 imagination34 16-17, M Dec 8

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    Im just done. My dad and mom they rather want me gone than alive, everyone will be happy when i'm gone. I made my mom feel like she cant do anything right.. But, i cant do anything...
    DepressedFool DepressedFool 16-17, F 6 Responses Dec 9

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    I'm a complete idiot! I do realize this somewhere deep inside. Doesn't make the heart ache any less. I stood by as a not so innocent bystander and watched him literally rip my...
    mmarno mmarno 31-35, F 6 Responses Dec 9

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    well it finally happened. my mom, the one person in the world I could always go to when I was struggling has grown tired of hearing my issues. I certainly don't blame her. when I...
    superwholockimom superwholockimom 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    Police officers came to my door today to tell me there is not enough evidence to take my rapist to trial. i lost my fiance my job my ability to study and my dignity because of that...
    hannah2411 hannah2411 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I am about to open my heart completely in here. Today I am living one of the worst days of my life and yes. It's depression, this ghost that has been haunting my life for a long...
    Allaloneandpoisoned Allaloneandpoisoned 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    You may mess up, but you are not a mess up. You may make a mistake, but you are not a mistake. You may screw up, but you are not a screw up. You may fail, but you...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I fell in love once and it's been pretty bad. The worst feeling in the entire world is hating someone that I once loved so much. That is worse than having everything fall apart.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    My parents and brother flew in for Thanksgiving. It's the first time we've all been back together since my accident two years ago. At the airport, my father looked disappointed...
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