I Am Abusive

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    Raging Women

    I have a problem with rage. I get so emotional that I lose all control of myself and resort to violence. I grew up being abused but I don't want to be this way. I am trying to get into counseling. I was in counseling pretty much my entire adolescence. I'm 27 now and have heart...
    StefaniexSweety StefaniexSweety
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 26, 2013

    To My Brother Mostly...

    I feel so much rage bulid inside, yelling alone won't relase it. I love to brag my nails down his arms, feeling the skin tear and the shock on his face. Punching and kicking and stabbing him is so much fun, I like looking at his scars. Mental abuse is fun too, once I made mommy...
    FatalLonging FatalLonging
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Jul 25, 2009

    I Am Ashamed At What I Have Become

    My fiancee is leaving me. We have lived together for ther past two months. Things have been great during this time and I have grown to love her more and more. We had a few spats but nothing bad. Until now. Earlier in our relationship things were very rocky and on a couple of...
    AshamedInBrooklyn AshamedInBrooklyn
    46-50, M
    1 Response Sep 3, 2013

    I admit I am. I've been abusing my boyfriend

    for months now. I cant help it. I get a kick out of it and he actually takes it. The other day I slapped him across the face because he made a smart remark. Sometimes I twist his arms, kick him and put him in a headlock. Mostly I push him. Last night I threw him to the floor...
    Outofeden Outofeden
    31-35, F
    Apr 15, 2015

    I'm trying my best to stop being this way.

    I don't want my child to grow up hating me because he sees me hitting his mom all the time.
    XxwestonxX XxwestonxX
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 5, 2015

    I've been fighting off tsunamis of pain One by

    one they come to knock me down If I jump at the right moment I can avoid being taken under If I breathe at the right pauses I can learn to catch my breath The traction speeds up when you come near More waves of pleasure for the price of walls of despair They come as the threat...
    XLonelinessKillsX XLonelinessKillsX
    31-35, F
    Jul 12, 2014

    I am such an angry person.

    I'm bitter and insecure. I suck all the positives out and replace it with negatives. I am battling demons so deep within me that I'm scared I'll never win this war. I abuse things I love... Verbally and physically. My sweet basset hound..she's so confused. I hit her and then I...
    Spakrs Spakrs
    18-21, F
    Feb 27, 2014

    I Am Emotionally Abusive To My Girlfriend

    But I really don't want to be. I want to make her happy more than anything! But I find that I often say or do things that hurt her a lot and I never understand how or why, which is worse because it means i will do it again and again until I know what it is that I am doing is...
    raerdash raerdash
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 31, 2012

    I Am An Abusive Partner.

    I am a kind and good looking man with an eye for the lady and a swagger in my step; but I am abusive, I am so frightened that I am not good enough that I smash the potential dreams of my ex partners to the ground I am loud brash and controlling, I hate how it always ends with a...
    warmwaters warmwaters
    31-35, M
    2 Responses May 12, 2011

    I Did It Again

    Last time was 11th of November, the last of 5 attempts that I planned to take into death, three of which have been with this girl that I am now living with. And just now, there was cutting with whatever I could find and banging against the wall until there was bruising on the...
    raerdash raerdash
    18-21, F
    Feb 29, 2012

    Abusing My Wonderful Girlfriend

    I have a story that I am ashamed to tell. It has been a long and devastating road, I have been abusive and aggressive to the people around me for a long time. There was never much stability and routine in my upbringing and economic conditions in the household were tough, my late...
    workingatlife workingatlife
    26-30
    3 Responses Jan 12, 2013

    I Don't Want To Be Abusive

    Lately I have been coming to terms with my own emotional abuse that I suffered through as a child from my father. To be honest, it has gotten me a bit pre-occupied because I used to just bottle it up and pretend it never happened. I could tell that something was brewing inside of...
    kmj128 kmj128
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 2, 2012
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