I Am Aching to Be Held Just For One Night

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    Just Once..

     I'm not a very romantic girl and i don't even know if i truely believe in love or at least not for me as i never imagined myself to the type of girl who would ever get someone. But well i would love to just be held at night, to feel safe and comfortable in a the warm...
    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 30, 2009

    I Remember The Last Time

    We fought all night, had horrible sex, but he put his arms around me when he went to be and I forgot how mad I was at him.  That was two years ago and I cherish that memory even if he was so toxic there were warning labels all over him.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 9, 2010

    Im a single mom of two boys 5

    and 6 who were stolen from me. I may have just miscarried #3.
    Earthdaughter Earthdaughter
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 11, 2015

    one more time or even

    for the last time by P.
    aloneme79 aloneme79
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 5, 2015

    So Badly...

    Sometimes I will feel a mans arms close around me pulling me close to him making me feel safe and loved. I wish it wasn't just a memory but a reality!
    GoddessNakiBean GoddessNakiBean
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Mar 24, 2009

    Missing You

    I know you have to go...and i wish just for another one night to be with you.
    whydoiloveyou whydoiloveyou
    36-40, F
    3 Responses May 23, 2010

    Just For One Night

    could I feel your arms around me?  Everything that goes thru my mind, let it be quieted by your lips on mine.  Give me a safe haven in the muscular arms that usually comfort another.  Allow me to enjoy this sweet embrace and not worry about the consequences...
    2Shy 2Shy
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Mar 29, 2009

    Me Instead Of Her.

    For him to say "screw it" and post pone everything and come over and we would just spend the night together. Holding and cuddling. Letting the chips fall where the land and see what happens. to feel that love wrapped around me instead of her.
    PunkCowgirl PunkCowgirl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 9, 2010

    7 Months Ago

    It was 7 months ago since I had this...and it wasnt myDW (she like her rest...and distance after the act...cleanup fast). But the little tryst showed.  I love to be held.  Before and after.  I would drather be still holding someone after OR before some nice...
    DayPassion DayPassion
    46-50, M
    5 Responses Jun 25, 2010

    Tonight Would Be Great.

    I would love to just be able to get under the covers and be held tight all night.  I am in pain (physical) and that would make it feel so much better. Just a warm body to form a cocoon around me, and some gentle kisses on the top of my head at times.  But, that's too...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin
    22-25, F
    14 Responses Mar 25, 2009

    Yesterday for first time in a long time I was

    done with everything schoolwork, day off from work, my son was calmly watching tv with family and his mother. So I decide to go lay in bed see if I can rest a bit but with no one there that is near impossible...I turn to my side I lay there waiting for someone's touch on my...
    Confusedlo20 Confusedlo20
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 3, 2014

    *screams Into Pillow*

    Its driving me crazy! I wonder what I'm doing wrong. Why can't I find anyone? I know I'm young, but I can't stand it. I cry so often from the ache I wonder if I'm going to dry up and disappear. It haunts me so that I can practically feel arms around me...
    PoeticRejection PoeticRejection
    22-25, F
    9 Responses Jul 17, 2009


    ....a night that ends in forever....
    1PrincessKai 1PrincessKai
    41-45, F
    Mar 15, 2011

    If Only You Loved Me Too.

    I'm sick of running. I'm so tired of this casual sex, these furtive moments we spend together when we know no one will find out what we're up to. All I want is to be able to kiss you, feel your arms around me, and the warmth of your body next to mine. I want to be able to fall...
    claireyeux claireyeux
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 8, 2013

    Needing His Arms

    For you who I love Is what I need to have I'm aching for you to hold me tight, so that I wont show fright. But I know that is not going to happen, never and ever, neither tonight
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection
    16-17, F
    Apr 16, 2010

    Just One Night

    I'd love to spend just one night falling asleep in my boyfriend's arms. He says every day that he wishes we could just fall asleep together instead of having to part ways for the night. I always say "one day" but we both know it'll be many years from now. :( I slept over an ex's...
    FadedSilhouette FadedSilhouette
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 18, 2013

    There's No Substitute For This....

    There are lots of substitutes for sex (maybe not as good as the real thing, but there are substitutes), but there is no substitute for being held (or for kissing, for that matter!).  That is what I am missing the most right now, just having someone lovingly hold me for one...
    DorothyofOz DorothyofOz
    41-45, F
    17 Responses Jun 15, 2009

    I'm Almost To My Breaking Point

    One of my stories is about thinking of having an affair. At the time, I wrote I wouldn't ever. Now, I'm not so sure. I crave...yes, Crave, a man's touch. Any touch. I'm beginning to not care if it's a one nighter with someone I'll never see again, someone who doesn't give a...
    msdamgoode msdamgoode
    41-45, F
    2 Responses May 22, 2012

    Where I Am Safe

    I can't remember the last night I was held in someone's arms for the night. I've been separated for 10 months now, but it's been even longer since I've been in someone's arms. It's something I long for more than anything. Of course I miss the intimacy with someone, the love...
    Lucidblue Lucidblue
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 19, 2011

    All Night

    I long to feel your hand upon my face, your breath on my skin,  and your tongue all over my body.  Although these things would all be nice I long for you to hold me tight all night long most of all. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Oct 9, 2009

    One Night That's All

    Oh yes one night together that's all. For you not to have to go to be home before her. To wake up with your arms round me. I am not wanting Sex just you and me in a bed over night. But there are so many hurdles to leap. Firstly where not yours not mine. When knowing our...
    shall13 shall13
    41-45, F
    Apr 26, 2012

    Just For the Nite

    just for the nite i want to be in his arms i want to feel his warmth smell his smell. i hate having to wait months to see him and having lil time together.  some nites i just ache to be held to feel him near me. i want him to hold me and tell me hes here for me and loves me...
    browneyegirl89 browneyegirl89
    18-21, F
    Nov 17, 2008

    he held me many nights

    and went home to his wife. why do I love a man who doesnt love me back
    teri266 teri266
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 4, 2015

    To Many People Around

    both the guy i'm seeing and i live with our moms  so we never get time to cuddle up after great sex or even just to enjoy being next to each other just one night i would love to sleep in his arms.
    luckyliz luckyliz
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 19, 2009


    Yeah I'm aching to be held, I have been for months but tonight it's literal. Today I found out I have a bleeding stomach ulcer AGAIN. My doctor looked me dead in the eye and said "lose the guy before you lose your life". This isn't the first ulcer I've had, but the pain is...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 16, 2012

    Hold Me

    It's been so long....so very long. And I am desperately craving to be held, to feel another's skin pressed up against mine.  A hand stroking my hair, a finger tracing the contours of my face, resting upon my lips. A protective arm around me, pulling me close.  A...
    CuriosityKitten CuriosityKitten
    31-35, F
    11 Responses Nov 25, 2008

    I never had a guy held me at night lol.

    Haha I never had a guy in my bed The only males that sits on my bed are the ones In my family. None of my male friends been in my room just the girls. I'm not lesbian or anything. I wouldn't trust a guy being in my room my dogs would run them out anyway :)
    lorrena19 lorrena19
    18-21, F
    Mar 5, 2015

    Even If...

    It's a last Goodbye. *tears fall* Please.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Mar 18, 2009

    Of Course More Would Be Wonderful Too!!

    .....but one would be a very good starting point!! *Big big sigh*
    lostbird lostbird
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Mar 25, 2009

    I Need It More Than Anything.

    Just once.. I want to feel your arms around me, and be buried into your chest. I need it. Badly. Even if only for one night... *sigh* Eventually..
    deletedd deletedd
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 10, 2009


    Theres something great about being in bed with someone and being held by them I miss it and want more of it! The b/f is in another state so I really miss it esp when I have had the chance to have it
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 26, 2009

    Forget How It Feels

    i honestly forget how it feels to be held at night and to feel like nothing else in the world matters or just feeling safe being beside eachother i miss feeling the love that is so rare that you are willing to die with just that ... i just wish someone would save me..
    thamanski thamanski
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 20, 2012

    For Just One Night...

    I want to be held in his strong arms – snuggling into his chest – feeling safe wrapped up in his embrace…breathing in his scent…his skin next to mine – his fingers gently trailing along the curve of my hip….   Em…honestly...
    Flugelblues Flugelblues
    31-35, F
    11 Responses Sep 25, 2008

    At night, I think about how nice it would feel

    to be held by someone who cares for you and whom you care for deeply. I am sure I would feel safe, at peace and content and oblivious of what's going on outside the room and in the rest of the world. It's been so long since I have felt this way. Being held for more than one...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 24, 2014

    By a Certain Person

    I'm sure they don't even know it! Oh well...
    Pixie87 Pixie87
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2009


    To feel warm strong loving arms wrapped around me.  To just sink in deep with someone close and feel the beauty of pure love with just a hug.  My body aches and craves to feel this, and I miss hugs so much.  To go to sleep and wake up being held by someone who...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings
    Mar 17, 2009

    Even If They Don't Love Me

    I used to ache for a certain ones touch, but now I think it's just more about feeling loved.
    turtlefudgecakes turtlefudgecakes
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 3, 2009

    There's A Chance

    Well I am still waiting to be held for just one night but we are still seeing each other and in fact I am awaiting two passionate kisses that he has promised me. But there is a chance I will get a night being held. You see his wife is going off with a friend for two nights in...
    shall13 shall13
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jan 6, 2013

    Y'a Same feeling from someone you hâve feeling

    for a Nice sensitive sweet women
    emmadarko emmadarko
    22-25, F
    Aug 30, 2015

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