I Am Actively Trying to Heal

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    It'a a Mission

    I have decided that I'm going to heal my scars and wounds from my past no matter what.  I had a moment, I think, where I just thought, "this is EXHAUSTING carrying around all this pain and fear and resentment!!"  So now, I'm facing my fears, one at a time...
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    2 Responses Sep 8, 2007

    Cardio, drinking lots of water with lemon

    and Yerba Mate for enduring stabilized energy throughout the day. Been reading..:) Numerology, Astrological charts, (really excited to get a book I've been waiting for. It discusses Pluto in Capricorn, how to navigate fear that deals with transformative changes). My mind is...
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    1 Response Oct 19, 2015


    A crazy parent can seriously screw their kid over. Then, their kid grows up crazy, and screws their kids over. Well, I'm going to stop the cycle. I can see how my dad was crazy, and I can see how I could also possibly be crazy, and I'm going to figure out how NOT to be crazy...
    BookNerd BookNerd
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 13, 2007

    Harder Than It Seems.

    I'm always trying to heal... but i keep creating my own wounds. Just with me thinking things and being mean to myself. I never try self-healing because i'm so concerned with everyone else. It's bad, but it's so hard to heal when you're focused on everything else.. I need to...
    candiipup candiipup
    22-25, F
    Apr 2, 2008

    I Love Plants

    I love plants. I think almost every home should bring in plants. They add color to your home, help you breathe better and they look nice and sometimes smell nice too. I'm going to make that a goal to bring more plants into my home.
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    Mar 8, 2012

    Is This It?

    Last night, I finally tried to get close with my husband. I've been having difficulty having sex. It started to freak me out after some of my rage/paranoia/screaming sessions....But its been a long time and he said that he didnt feel like it. I started trembling. I yelled at him...
    hoping2live hoping2live
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 4, 2010

    "We Shall Overcome"- the Picture Says It All.

    I am trying. I'm trying to heal from the time my mom threw coffee at me and treated me like I was worthless. I'm trying to heal from the depression that has been tearing at me since I was thirteen years old. I'm trying to heal from the time someone who was like a mother to me...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2008

    Trying to Get Better...

    well I have PTSD and EDNOS, I self harm, I shower 6+ times a day, I have panic attacks, I bealry leave my flat, I can't sleep, I have flashbakcs, I can't have physical contacrt with anyone, I'm constantly scared, etc...       and why? Because when I was 16...
    shadowlight shadowlight
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 10, 2009

    Trying To Heal From Deceit And Lies From My Significant Other

      I'm trying to heal from an abortion. I'm trying to heal from my partner lying to me about living with his ex girlfriend of 4 years during our whole relationship. I'm trying to heal from being attacked by my partner's ex gf who went psycho on me because I was fed...
    justphophun justphophun
    22-25, F
    Feb 25, 2010


    I have healed a lot since I've been a member of EP.   I have met TONS of loving  people, who listen, support and offer advice and it has helped me more than they will ever realize.   I have a long way  to go before I am  100% again, but I...
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    2 Responses Dec 16, 2007

    The Center

    While I do my healing of a lifetime of BS... *smile* I have triggered, set in motion through my awareness that the light of understanding is in me! The questions I ask, the answers are within me, I know them already. I recognize on one hand that I am limited, dependent on certain...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Sep 28, 2013

    Little By Little.... Step By Step

    I am healing from a lifetime of ... bullshit! Not to sound so woe-is-me but it's the truth. I mean in one second something can change you forever! But it takes a lifetime to heal from that one second ... mishap.
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze
    56-60, F
    5 Responses Jan 13, 2013
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