I Am Addicted to Adderall

That rush. That feeling. That sensation. That tingling. I live for it while it kills me. While it breaks me down making me weaker and weaker, not only for it, but it's weakening my mind, my heart, my soul, my body, my power. I need it...

  If you're currently about to read my post, and typed in my title than you're probably in SEVERE mental pain as well.  I have battled with ADD, anxiety and depression now for 11 years. I have seen so many medications, none of which...

Wow, I've never really talked about this to anyone or even thought about it until now. Sitting here in my room...took 90mg of adderall just hours earlier. Now one would think this could last anyone throughout the whole day! Not me, my...

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Adderall and eating disorder... Worst combination. It feeds it. If anyone knows about eating disorders you know about the voices you get even thinking about food. Adderall helps me forget. It kills my appetite which silences the voice...

A phone call at 5:00am screaming in tears to my dear friend. I have finally reached a level so far away from myself that there is no turning back. The one thing that I have said I would never do, is the one mistake that I have made 3...

I am addicted to Adderall. I am a drug addict & 26-year old male who is hopelessly addicted to our little round, or football- shaped, 30mg orange friends. AND LOVIN' IT!!!!
Now wait just a minute before you criticize...

Iv been taking Adderall for ten years. I'm 20 years old now and the first time I took Adderall was in 5th grade. At the time I hated how it made me feel . I was anti social and too serious. I took it on and off for years because I kept...

It's currently 3:20 am on March 5th as I'm typing this. I've been awake and back on addy since March 4th at 6:00 am. I also just took 80mg of addy so this may be scattered because that's what my brain is. Scattered. Into a million...

Let me start out by saying i hate this drug. My ex gf has been addicted to it for 2 years. She knows she has a problem but will not commit to herself to stop. This drug makes people so disgustingly selfish. She goes through binges, she...

I never thought that I would bring myself to admit this, but I have an addiction.

I guess I should go back to the beginning so that I can explain how this happend to me. About 4 years ago, I was struggling with depression really...

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I am 17 and I first tried adderall about 2  months ago and I absolutley love taking it.  I started off saying i'd take one 30 mg every other day which worked out fine for about a week, so then i started taking a 30...

Hello, I am 17 years old and a girl, in her senior year at high school. My relationship with Adderall has been a Bittersweet haze. My diagnosis is unclear, doctors are not sure whether I have Bipolar and ADHD.
I remember the first...

Hello everyone, I feel after years of silence and being haunted by my addiction it is time to speak out.....I just turned 28 years old, and I have been addicted to aderrall for 7 years. It started just as taking a few here and there...

Im a 39 year old sales rep who is one of the best..I was put on add meds at 8 or 9 at that point it was a fight with the world how not to take them . as years went on i was on every medication out and new , i found that booze was my bet...

Everyday I find myself feeling less and less connected. And I mean connected to the world, friends, family, and most of all, myself. I'm losing myself little by little to a bottle of pills I get every month. And I don't even want to...

I'm a mental health professional, I should not be misusing a medication. I'm a hypocrite. But Adderall enables to to function, get my research done, lose weight, be social, be generous toward others, and actually have conversations with...

That I was put on Adderall for my ADHD. (I actually do have that). I was in the Navy at the time and was deployed when the ship psych was consulted on my behalf. My work performance was suffering b/c of my ADHD. I would just quit and...

I hate this drug. I hate it, I hate everything about it. It's awful. My life could be completely normal if this stupid drug didn't exist. I say this because my mom takes it and is addicted to it. It changes my entire life for the worse...

I am terribly addicted to adderall. My life has turned into an unhealthy, hellish cycle; fill my script, binge until its gone (10 days +/-), crash into a dark and debilitating state of withdrawal, recover to a basic functioning level...