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I Am Addicted to Adderall

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    I Need To Find Happiness Without Adderall - So I just convinced myself to take an Adderall so I would have the energy to write this post. Sounds crazy, but it's absolutely true. It...
    SeekingHappiness85 SeekingHappiness85 26-30, F 8 Responses Oct 26, 2012

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    9 Years - Going strong, gives me the motivation to go on with my life.
    aymcdougal aymcdougal 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 25, 2013

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    Adderall Addiction - I am addicted to Adderall. I am a drug addict & 26-year old male who is hopelessly addicted to our little round, or football- shaped, 30mg orange...
    Kleen Kleen 26-30, M 40 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    I have been taking prescription adderall since I was in 4th grade. However now I am in my senior year of college and I have noticed that I take way more than I need, and then end...
    Skirtsftw Skirtsftw 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I can't stop shaking on Adderall? Hii.. So I just took 20mg XR more than prescribed and now I can't stop shaking!! I've had this happen many times before but never this bad. What...
    xmer831x xmer831x 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Your self control makes me feel aloneI've tried confidence, had it for breakfast todayI've lost the perfection, a mess without wordsAs the seasons change I'll continue to...
    Livefree93 Livefree93 18-21, M Feb 24

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    Oh Adderall, What Am I Going To Do With You - I'm a mental health professional, I should not be misusing a medication. I'm a hypocrite. But Adderall enables to to function, get my...
    AgentScully1013 AgentScully1013 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 6, 2011

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    Sometimes I feel like I live off of pills. My sophomore year of college I was buying adderall or 70 mg vyvanse when finally a doctor started prescribing me 30-70 mg vyvanse & 30-30...
    collegedependent collegedependent 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2013

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    Secrets - I am losing my mind. I can't stop thinking about my upcoming appointment in October, like it's doomsday. At the end of last month I told my therapist that I had been...
    Paige5 Paige5 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2013

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    Man idk wtf to say cause I have so much to say about this but I loveeeee this pill and kinda hate it too. Can't get enough . That's for sure though
    Narik94 Narik94 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    I've taken Adderall for nearly eight years. I want to quit so badly. I used to be fun and creative. I used to have friends. I used to love socializing. Adderall was a miracle when...
    Alanameyers89 Alanameyers89 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I tried adderall for 3 years and I want to change my life this is my 2nd day without adderall I slept too Mutch
    kassem21 kassem21 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 6

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    Clean - Today is December first, which means I am one month clean. Maybe I should be proud of myself or happy but I still see no light at the end of the tunnel. I wish I could be...
    Paige5 Paige5 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Admitting Adderall Addiction - Seven months ago, I was telling a freind at work about my difficult school semester, how I was having a hard time staying on top of everything. She...
    lynnekay11 lynnekay11 22-25 5 Responses Sep 7, 2011

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    I Love Adderall. - hi (:, I am 17 and I first tried adderall about 2  months ago and I absolutley love taking it.  I started off saying i'd take one 30 mg every other...
    elohelsmiley elohelsmiley 16-17, F 9 Responses Apr 1, 2010

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    Productive Junkies - I'm just going to come forth with my anomosity.  Every coke head out there also feels 'on point' when they get a fix.  Speed is speed. ...
    SxDx SxDx 26-30, F 13 Responses Aug 11, 2009

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    I'Ve Been Drawn Into Your Magnet Tar Pit Trap - Everyday I find myself feeling less and less connected. And I mean connected to the world, friends, family, and most of all, myself...
    Paige5 Paige5 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 7, 2013

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    I started taking Adderall in 2004. Im a mother I her thirties, and a professional in many different aspects. Everything was fine until 2009 after two increases I noticed that I...
    ladyg47 ladyg47 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2013

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    I feel that I am becoming dependent on adderall. Without adderall I feel like I am helpless and unable to accomplish anything. Although I don't feel a rush of energy from the...
    PinkDolphins PinkDolphins 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2013

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    Saying Goodbye To Hyde, And This Time, Jekyll Won'T Hide. - Reading others experiences has given me courage to get rid of my adderall (Hyde) all together. I have tried to gradually...
    vp13 vp13 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2013

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    My Turn to Tell My Adderall Story. - I never thought that I would bring myself to admit this, but I have an addiction. I guess I should go back to the beginning so that I can...
    missluvlie missluvlie 31-35 18 Responses Apr 17, 2009

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    In 2009 during my senior year of high school I started buying adderall from a friend. Started off 20mg a few days a week just for those mornings when I wsa super tired. Over the...
    lrb316 lrb316 22-25, F Jan 29

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    Crippling Addiction To Adderall -      My addiction started to Adderall and Vyvanse started out slow at first. I first tried them when i was 15, a freshman in high school. A...
    adyyrall adyyrall 16-17 1 Response Apr 5, 2012

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    I Can Barely Function With Or Without It - I feel like such a failure
    amortize amortize 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I will never forget the first time I ever took adderall. I just finished my freshman year of high school and it was the beginning of summer. Throughout my whole first year of high...
    Bfox07 Bfox07 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    Question - What's the easiest and/ or best way to get adderol?
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 2 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    Adderall (ir) 30mg, 20mg. - Adderall (IR) 30mg, $45 - 30 tabs, $55 - 60 tabs. 20mg, $40 - 30 tabs, $50 - 60 tabs.  Contact at - meds4sale44@yahoo.com
    meds4sale44 meds4sale44 22-25, M 7 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    I can feel and relate to everyone in these posts when you tell your stories of your love/hate relationship with adderall. For the first 2 years it was as if I found life. I had...
    Delayinginevitable66 Delayinginevitable66 31-35 2 Responses Jan 23

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    I'm here in search of hope and understanding. Im in this alone. 32 year old special needs mother who started taking adderall for the energy. It has been three years of daily use...
    mommy2floyd mommy2floyd 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 14

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    I Lost My Kids and Don't Care. - My name is Mika, I'm addicted to adderall, and I have lost my kids and husband. I stay up for days, and think I'm talking to people who aren't...
    mikabeckstead mikabeckstead 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    In highschool I was the same guy you know me as now. Sociable, loving, friendly, and always loved being around people and fostering my time and attention in my relationships with...
    blaabs blaabs 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 3

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    Bittersweet Haze With The Devil - Hello, I am 17 years old and a girl, in her senior year at high school. My relationship with Adderall has been a Bittersweet haze. My diagnosis...
    tumblingls tumblingls 18-21 2 Responses Nov 16, 2012

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    My World Revolves Around Adderall... - I am terribly addicted to adderall. My life has turned into an unhealthy, hellish cycle; fill my script, binge until its gone (10 days...
    cherrysnthesnow cherrysnthesnow 26-30, F 9 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    I'm a twenty year old college student that's tired of depending on Adderall. I've been prescribed the drug for about six years and it helps my ADD a ton. When I'm on it I'm happy...
    Rzero Rzero 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    Time - November is only a day away and with this month comes the one year mark of my, still growing, adderall addiction. The only difference between this November and last November...
    Paige5 Paige5 18-21, F Oct 31, 2013

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    A Love/Hate Struggle - I've been prescribed adderall by three different doctors over the course of three years. 2 have been psychiatrists and one a regular family practice doctor...
    kth92485 kth92485 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    Lost & Searching - I'm stuck inside a glass case and everyone else is on the outside. I feel completely alone even when I'm surrounded by people. My closest friends are the...
    Paige5 Paige5 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 27, 2013

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    Life After Adderall - Life goes on. Must be approaching my second month without this crap. So easy to quit. Cancelled Doc appointment and stayed broke. Apparently this is the...
    bob237 bob237 41-45 1 Response Nov 20, 2013

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    As Of Now...Feb 2013 - Another member inspired me to post an update ;)Yes, i still get my rx refilled every month (religiously and usually early). Yes, I still take a months supply...
    cherrysnthesnow cherrysnthesnow 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2013

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    My Best Friend Is Addicted - I am here desperate as my best friend is addicted I am very concerned and looking for advice ..
    lizzie53 lizzie53 51-55, F 3 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    Adderal Is Satan -   If you're currently about to read my post, and typed in my title than you're probably in SEVERE mental pain as well.  I have battled with ADD, anxiety and...
    addictionPain addictionPain 26-30, M 16 Responses Aug 26, 2011

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    It Gave Me Everything I Ever Wanted and then Destroyed it all Right In front of the Soulless Person it had Created. - I'm a 24 year old guy and.I had never done any kind of drug...
    u0474573 u0474573 22-25, M 4 Responses May 14, 2012

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    Hopeless? - First experienced adderall when i was 14. First 5 hours were great, but i totally overdid it and had some sort of episode the rest of the night where i couldn't breathe...
    Searchingsoul9 Searchingsoul9 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 29, 2012

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    I was 15 when I tried Adderall for the first time. I felt so confident and motivated. By the end of my sophomore year I had lost 20 ibs and I felt amazing about myself. All through...
    hazeoflove26 hazeoflove26 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    Addicted To Adderall - I have been on adderall for 4 years and have continue to take it. It is all because of my weight. I went from 147 and rejected to living an amazing life...
    lexcook lexcook 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    Honestly, I think it is almost impossible not to get addicted to Adderall. It's the perfect drug: motivation, weight loss, better grades, increased dopamine, and it's much easier...
    xmer831x xmer831x 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    I Want Myself Back... - Wow, I've never really talked about this to anyone or even thought about it until now. Sitting here in my room...took 90mg of adderall just hours earlier...
    Frosty6 Frosty6 22-25, M 7 Responses Aug 26, 2012

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    Teeth Grinding Adderall -     Hi I'm New on this...I'm 20years old and I have a Drug Addiction to that one little orange pill to stay awake for the day than the night...
    MorphineXxLipsxX MorphineXxLipsxX 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 18, 2009

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    Do I Have ADD/ADHD Or Are These 'Withdrawal' Symptoms? - I've posted my story on here. Abusing adderall in awful ways. It's been about a month since I took a decent dosage (3 weeks...
    Owen1993 Owen1993 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    I Live For It - That rush. That feeling. That sensation. That tingling. I live for it while it kills me. While it breaks me down making me weaker and weaker, not only for it, but...
    Paige5 Paige5 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 10, 2013

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    It Is Done. - Well ****!  I'm already kicking myself for doing it and it's only been 2 minutes.  The Addy Monster inside me is FLIPPING out right now.  Calling me every name in...
    Addicteded Addicteded 36-40, M 8 Responses Jul 17, 2013