I Am Addicted to Cigerattes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 431 People

    I started smoking when I was 13,

    steeling from my folks. At the time I thought I'd stop around 18 but I couldn't. Tried a number of times in my late 30's to give up but always fell off the wagon.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 17, 2016

    Very Addicted

    but i am trying my hardest to quit its all about self control ...and i think for the most part i have it in me ...  God doesnt want us to pollute our body ...which is what we are doing ... When we smoke ' it ssays in the Bible " your bodies are not your own  they...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
    26-30, F
    Mar 19, 2007

    I Am An Addict

    i smoke... my chest constantly keeps burning... my throat is constantly sore.. my mouth... well... i cant taste anything anymore unless its really reall sweet or chilly.. my stomach burns.. my teeth r getting yellow.. my tongue has those small kinda blisters and they sting 24/7...
    mistysloan mistysloan
    2 Responses Mar 13, 2012

    I Got Started Through Peer Pressure,

    Young Dumb and Very Impressionable.It All Started With My Experimenting With Weed aka Marijuana,One Day One Of My Best Friends Said To Me.."Smoke A Cigarette and You Keep Your High Longer".There I Was,Smoking Both Weed and Cigarettes,Over The Years I've Given Up Both Alcohol and...
    46-50, M
    Jan 18, 2016

    I've Been Smoking For Months Now And...

    I love it. I'm 13 and I love cigarettes. Every day before I go to school, I have one. Then right after I get home I have another. Later I have a few more. I smoke around 5 a day. When I started, I promised myself I would only have one whenever I...
    filthyxlittlexsecret filthyxlittlexsecret
    13-15, M
    1 Response Jan 11, 2010

    With EP closing, have a look at

    http://super-slutty-is-fun.tumblr.com/ for some smoking (and other) stuff :) Also, http://pub35.bravenet.com/chat/show.php/2978566655 is good for smokey chat :) NB NSFW :)
    deleted deleted
    Apr 19, 2016

    Addiction Passed On To My Son

    I have been smoking since I was 12 years old, have been a fulltime smoker since I was 14 and got caught by my parents and got the OK to smoke. I can't imagine not smoking anymore, it is part of life like breathing and eating. Since I have been 19 I smoke at least two packs a day...
    montrealsmoker montrealsmoker
    36-40, M
    1 Response Sep 18, 2013

    I had quit for three months,

    then I had one cigarette during a stressful day and now I'm back to a pack a day. I'm so disappointed in myself. I hate smoking but I can't stop.
    stl2nite stl2nite
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jun 25, 2014

    Still Smoking

    I started when I was 12 years old.  My friends and I were smoking because we thought it was sooooooo cool.  Now all these years later, I still smoke.  I have tried several times to quit, one time quitting for almost a year, thinking I could just have a drag does...
    Donna503 Donna503
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Oct 31, 2007

    Not Ready To Quit

    I smoke. I know it's bad. I'm not ready to quit. I really would like to quit in the near future. But honestly, I love cigarettes. I do hate the way they smell on clothes. I also cannot abide to smell the smoke if I am eating. It's very funny. It's sort of like I can only stand...
    appleblossom13 appleblossom13
    26-30, F
    Feb 2, 2011

    I Embrace It.

    I am proudly and happily addicted to smoking. I started smoking knowing I would become addicted and now I embrace the addiction. Never feel guilty about your enjoyment of smoking. You are addicted for a reason..... you love it. Smoke on.
    jay420 jay420
    31-35, M
    Jun 19, 2012

    I Remember My First Cigarette...

    I had a boyfriend who smoked and I always told him it was gross. One day, after some delicious lovemaking, I snatched it from him and took some drags. I have been cursed ever since. I quit for while I was pregnant (a little beforehand, actually) and I just recently failed at...
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 2, 2012


    I have been smoking for almost 30 years.  I started when I was 13.  I've tried to quit a few times, but obviously was not very successful.  I know it is horrible for me, and I don't need anymore lectures on it.  My husband smokes also, so we affirm our...
    HeavenBesideYou HeavenBesideYou
    41-45, F
    20 Responses Feb 19, 2008

    I Begane Shortly

    I begane to smoke about 2 weeks ago, I think. It's not I'm really addicted to them, but it helps me to calm down when I'm upset or when I have a big problem. 
    misunderztood misunderztood
    18-21, F
    Feb 29, 2008

    I've tried to quit smoking a few times

    and always became depressed. The sadness is one of the hardest obstacles to overcome when quitting. I start smoking again and at least I have more energy, at least emotional energy, and am all right again. I think the boredom of not smoking is almost worse than the longing for...
    kellycares kellycares
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jan 22, 2014

    I've Been Smoking For a While ...

    I've been smoking for a while now and it doesn't bother me, unlike many other smokers. I dont buy into the pressure to quit smoking as i believe it has to be a personal decision.
    atia3 atia3
    Mar 11, 2008

    Smoking Interview. 1.

    When did you start smoking? I experimented earlier, but became a daily st moritz menthol cigarette smoker when I was 12. 2. What was the main motivation for starting? The taste of the first st moritz and menthol cigarettes like alpine menthol filters made me want to smoke. I...
    Ciggyaddict Ciggyaddict
    Dec 14, 2013

    I started smoking a few days

    after a very close friend of mine committed suicide. Up until that point, I never considered taking up smoking. Most of my family and friends smoke…so it was a surprise I hadn't taken up the habit. Fast forward to April of this year. A friend of mine that was as close as a...
    bluefireball4949 bluefireball4949
    36-40, M
    1 Response Oct 1, 2014

    I Smoke Secretly

    he is a regimented man. he leaves for work work every morning at 8am. i smoke my first stick of all weekdays at 8.30am. i smoke every hourly. i smoke my last stick of the day at 4.30pm. thereafter, i brush my teeth, wash my hair, have a shower and wash my clothes. i suffer...
    5465zen 5465zen
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Nov 19, 2012

    True Change Is Easy and Effortless!

    We all know that most of the time, we do things we are not supposed to do. Some of us maybe addicted to getting angry and screaming at others - like me! All the time I am a polite, loving person except the times I get angry or when I don't get my way:)  For some of you...
    GodsBeloved GodsBeloved
    26-30, F
    3 Responses May 8, 2009

    I Love Being Addicted to Cigarettes

    ooo YES. addicted to cigarettes, and love being addicted to them, that's ME. i smoke 12 patches everyday, and that's killing me? oyes, certainly. but heyyyya lost your mind??? with or without cigarettes, we''ll all end DEAD someday. i'm not scared of cancer or any cigarettes...
    blendeorette blendeorette
    26-30, F
    8 Responses Apr 22, 2008
    confusednabused confusednabused
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 30, 2014

    13 And Smokin

    I got addicted just the other day. I am only 13 and I'm smoking. I smoke cigars and cigarettes. I can't quit because when I try, I keep getting a craving for them.
    IanMoone IanMoone
    18-21, M
    9 Responses Feb 5, 2012

    I'm An Addict!!!!!!

    I started smoking early when they were just guessing about the problems that can happen when you smoke. My Father smoked Chesterfield cigarettes and I used to steal them and smoke them when I was a teenager. He made my Mother buy me 3 cigars and sit there where she could watch me...
    Rayegod Rayegod
    Apr 4, 2008

    Yummy !

    I'm so addicted to those yummy sticks ! I'm at around 1-2 packs a day :)
    851j0904 851j0904
    26-30, M
    1 Response May 20, 2013

    I Smoke Roll Ups As I Smoke...

    I smoke roll ups as I smoke less that way, but if I have a drink of alcohol, then I buy myself ten ciggies
    rosygal rosygal
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Mar 11, 2008

    Been Smoking For 24 Yrs

    I've been smoking for 24yrs.  I started when I was 12 and I'm 36 now.  I have tried so many times to quit, it just hasn't worked.  I have switched from regular cigarettes to cigarettes to ones that are additive free (just tobacco), still not good for me, but at...
    keyna keyna
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 29, 2008

    Addiction To Cigarette Smoking

    I am smoking for the last 50 years. Many times i was insulted for smoking.I had an heart attack 15 years back.   Still I am unable to control my self.I even joined naturopathy  Hospital. .After coming back from the hospital the condition is same,
    nages1944 nages1944
    66-70, M
    2 Responses Jun 14, 2011


    Yes, I am hopelessly addicted to cigarettes and I hate it. I started smoking when I was 15, and now, more than 20 years later, I'm still puffing on.  I gave it up when I was pregnant, but started up again when my baby was 8 weeks old. I have given it up for a week or two...
    Wombles Wombles
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 30, 2006

    I smoke alot of cigarettes.

    About to put on my coat and go out for one actually. I'm 17 and almost independent. Hate the fact that I can't buy my own cigs yet even though I work full time and can obviously afford my nicotine and thc habits. I also really hate the fact that i can't smoke indoors because my...
    Bwyte Bwyte
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 4, 2013

    Which Is Really Bad

    because I am an asthmatic. I do plan to quit just when I am ready.
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 15, 2007
    cashetty69 cashetty69
    51-55, M
    Nov 5, 2015


    I have been smoking since i was little i wasnt even legally allowed to smoke and no one really supplied them for me i used to steal them from my relatives when they werent looking (yes i know its bad, but i was desperate) and i still smoke now, i mean i do smoke because it helps...
    MissUnperfect MissUnperfect
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Mar 16, 2011

    I am usually a 3-4ppd smoker.

    I have Cerebral Palsy and it is the only thing I've found that helps with my spasms. However for the past two days I've been stuck in some damned care home surrounded by helpless young adults like me and elderly people. I am growing desperate for cigarettes.
    DisabledBoy DisabledBoy
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Sep 28, 2014

    My Addiction

    I starting smoking when I was 18. It was a birthday present to myself. My addiction didn't stem from peer pressure. Whenever I would get a hint of their sweet scent I would count down the days till I could legally get my hands on them. I knew I would love them before I even tried...
    niamoria niamoria
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 26, 2008

    Quit Smoking For Good I Just One Hour

    Hi everyone, well done on those who have managed to beat the addiction! For those of you who are struggling and need extra help, then head on over to The Mind Boutique! My name is Tim Martin and i'm a hypnotherapist on Harley Street in London and I specialise in smoking...
    TimMartinHPD TimMartinHPD
    36-40, M
    1 Response Oct 22, 2012

    I Found The Power That Causes Addiction To Cigarettes How I Got Free

    cheers to all i am 53 years old i smoked 1-2 packs a day i do not smoke now my dad gave me a smoke at 14 years old that opened the door for another personality to enter and live in me 1990 i was working in FIJI  i met a Australian family working there a lady named Joy...
    valu777 valu777
    Aug 31, 2010


    price i paid for trying to be one of the cool kids in school! lol
    TonyUK TonyUK
    36-40, M
    Apr 21, 2011

    It bothers me so much. ...

    It bothers me so much. I cry sometimes cause I think smoking may cause the death of me. I believe in God and I know where I will go when I die. I still fear death and the process.
    firestarterfairy firestarterfairy
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 19, 2008

    A Little Some Some

    I am addicted to cigarettes and i acknowledge this. but this is not my weakness nor is it my strength, i find some refuge when i light a stick or "yosi" from where im from. Here's the thing, people find addiction to be a weakness, but it isnt it is just what it is a chemical...
    Rycams Rycams
    18-21, M
    2 Responses May 8, 2011

    Never Knew It Became An Addiction...

    I smoked during the summer when I drank or just when sitting by the pool with friends. I never realized how long I've been doing it...everyday for like 5 months. I'm not the legal age yet but I have older friends get me them. I don't even know why I like them so much, they smell...
    xxDreamerXx88 xxDreamerXx88
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jan 10, 2011
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