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I Am Addicted to Cocaine

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    Hate What I Have Become, Just Want To Be All I Can Be - well don't really know what to say, this is the first time iv been on something like this. I started using 12 years ago, and...
    whathashappenedtome whathashappenedtome 31-35, M 3 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    Cocaine Addled Brain - Nights of no sleep and a million sunrises…blood red like my noses lining. I was wild. An unfettered maniac; a dopamine dinosaur; dangerous to myself and...
    ak3160 ak3160 22-25, M 3 Responses May 9, 2012

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    Oh Boy. - Look what I've turned to... Not to downplay this site, because I find it very insightful. I guess I just can't believe I'm here. I have no one to turn to, actually I take...
    terriblefixations terriblefixations 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    Not Who I Am... - I'm 18 years old and addicted to cocaine. Earlier this year i went through a really hard time when i was raped. i switched schools to escape from all the ridicule...
    AyoforYayo AyoforYayo 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 1, 2008

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    Fear Of What Comes Next - For many years i always promised myself that I will never try coke because I LOVE stimulants and I knew that i would love it to much. I would constantly...
    H0P3lESS H0P3lESS 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    I Want to Quit Before I Lose Everything - I have always been envied for having the best self control.  I have been able to smoke cigarettes only when drinking for over 10...
    MeowKitty MeowKitty 31-35, F 10 Responses Apr 30, 2008

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    I Want To Change My Life - I can´t remember when everything turned sour, life was fun, self destruction was fun, parties were fun. Now fun has departed and left my soul exhausted...
    wordsoundpower wordsoundpower 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    I Am High And Disgusted - I am tired of this horrid habit
    prodri5 prodri5 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 3, 2013

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    How Did It All Happen... - When I was 15 I started experimenting with liqour, then cigarettes, then ecstasy and finally coke. I have been able to quit a few times for even up to...
    dbirnham224 dbirnham224 18-21 3 Responses Feb 25, 2011

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    I'd love to stop my addiction but I've grown to like my weight and I'm worried I'll gain all the weight back..
    joshpaulsmith123 joshpaulsmith123 31-35, M Feb 15

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    I Can'T Stay Away - I have been to two different rehab facilities in the past year. I spend all my money on it when i get paid. I've had to get a conservator to make sure my...
    irrevocablyshattered irrevocablyshattered 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 15, 2013

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    Someone Please Help - I am posting this because I desperately need some advice. I am addicted to cocaine. I am starting nursing school in august and my primary goal for this summer...
    H0P3lESS H0P3lESS 22-25, F 1 Response May 24, 2013

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    ≫≫≫≫≫S.T.U.C.K≪≪≪≪ - ok after months of denial i've come to admit that i have an addiction to cocaine. i've tried stopping by myself but the withdrawals just get...
    KOLyn KOLyn 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 28, 2013

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    Never thought I'd actually be addicted, I wouldn't really call myself an addict but the once a month habit turned weekly. I've been hooked up with great stuff and that's not good...
    Bellsecrets Bellsecrets 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    Calls My Name - When I'm very upset or depressed I tend to self destruct. I end up doing blow all night till the morning. , not wanting to go to sleep. It makes me feel numb and...
    2 Responses Feb 7, 2013

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    Distraction - i just got done with a super alcohol yayo run for a week and im trying to calm down.. i thought trying meth would be a good way to coupe its not my drug of choice and...
    thegirlwhosmiles thegirlwhosmiles 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    I Crave - I never touched hard drugs until just over a year ago, and it was love at first line. I felt so confident, so free. It made me feel like I was all the things I wanted to...
    CreateYourGod CreateYourGod 26-30 1 Response Dec 21, 2012

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    Hy everybody! I'm a cocaine adict and I decide myself to stop from tomorrow
    Miclaus1986 Miclaus1986 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    Research Treatment Study For Users Of Cocaine Or Crack - Are you between the age of 21 & 65 and regularly use Cocaine or Crack? Do you have difficulty paying attention...
    rkalapat rkalapat 31-35 1 Response Nov 20, 2011

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    No Understanding! - This is how I feel normal this is how I deal and honestly this is how I have been for years and years the longest I have been clean was two months because of my...
    thegirlwhosmiles thegirlwhosmiles 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 29, 2013

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    My Boyfriend Is A Cocaine Addict - I really want to help him but i do not know how. He will disappear at the weekends with his phone turned off all day then turning it back on at...
    helpless222 helpless222 31-35 1 Response Nov 4, 2013

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    New Tv Series - Help For Your Addicted Loved Ones! - DO YOU HAVE AN OUT OF CONTROL LOVED ONE BEHAVING SO BADLY THAT THEY ARE A DANGER TO YOU OR THEMSELVES? Are they sex addicts...
    FamilyRescue FamilyRescue 26-30 Jan 24, 2013

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    How? - Upon leaving high school I scored a 10 out of 100 my chemistry class. When I went to college, things started to take off. I studied biology and managed to graduate with my b...
    Wreck24 Wreck24 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    13 Years - I am now 27. I started using when I was 13. Had a few breaks here and there nly becuse I had to. I got pregnant and nursed both my kids. I quit for that. I have been...
    reia27 reia27 26-30 2 Responses Nov 24, 2010

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    Spiralled Out Of Control - Life in my 20's was mostly good fun....I worked in busy sales environment...driven by targets and incentives. We all drank on works nights out to excess...
    Bowlman31 Bowlman31 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 12, 2013

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    You Think You Are An Addict Because You Just Ran Out - Funny but isnt it true that you only really think 'poor me, im such a bad person, im addicted and my life is gone to...
    Janluca Janluca 36-40 1 Response Mar 24, 2013

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    Cocaine My Shame - I do fat lines on my inspirational books, how inspiring! I lost a lot from the devils dust, lost my soul mate and son, almost lost my house. I Never battled...
    Stareater Stareater 41-45 1 Response Apr 2, 2013

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    Yayo - i've always been on the heavier side but never resorted to drastic moves in order to lose weight. i started experimenting with drugs when i was in 7th grade beginning with...
    heytheredelilah1 heytheredelilah1 19-21, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2007

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    And Now, I Feel Nothing - "It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness" and it still is. first I start to take it...
    Scarlet777 Scarlet777 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2012

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    I was addicted for nearly a year. I was probably shooting it nightly at one point, reusing dirty needles; throwing money and my health away at an astonishing rate. A couple of near...
    ShesAVeryKinkyGirl ShesAVeryKinkyGirl 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i don't have the energy to rally like my sorority sisters do....cocaine is my saving grace. i love blow.....i've been doing it too much lately but i'm trying to be more careful of...
    lookingformyself88 lookingformyself88 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 20

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    I am no longer with the person , it took me over two years to understand that she was brain damaged from years of cocaine use. Want to know if anyone else has seen people on Prozac...
    spaeth spaeth 41-45, M Apr 5

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    lisen to all of those on this site, saying how they are addicted. You don't know addicted until you've gone through $500 worth of Starbucks in one day. Some people on this site who...
    Jward18 Jward18 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I am so addicted to the internet and to my computer in general. I first started to do online shopping. All of a sudden I was doing lots of research for others and personal...
    birthdaypartyforme birthdaypartyforme 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I am 22 years old but for 2 years now i have been addicted to alcohol. A year ago I started doing a simple upper ( drug ) and didnt realize how addicted i had become. Last month I...
    IndependentGrl IndependentGrl 18-21, F Apr 7

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    Honestly, I think it is almost impossible not to get addicted to Adderall. It's the perfect drug: motivation, weight loss, better grades, increased dopamine, and it's much easier...
    xmer831x xmer831x 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    Completely addicted and if the cure is to break that addiction there is no way I am taking it. Someday she will come be with me and the addiction will grow stronger but for now I...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M Apr 3

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    Ok in October 2013 I purchased minecraft and became TOTALLY ADDICTED. I barely did anything else than play hunger games and skyblock and factions and survival. My parents hate that...
    Cookzie Cookzie 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm addicted to sex with my boyfriend.. I love being around him and doing there's other time we just don't want sex and we just want each other company.. We recently got engaged...
    screamolover17 screamolover17 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I am 51 and mother of 2 that never thought I woulad become addicted to drugs, I was prescribed xanax 20 years ago, started out 2 . 5 a day and gradually was raised to 1ml 2xday...
    sheila5862 sheila5862 51-55, F Mar 18

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    I love to wear thongs under my dresses, skirts, shorts, and when semi nude. I just feel so addicted to them and I love to show off my backside to other nudists. And of course, i...
    happygoluckywife happygoluckywife 36-40, F 12 Responses Mar 19

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    I'm so addicted to "Who's crying now" by Journey!! Oh my gosh I love it.
    PencioliaLuna PencioliaLuna 13-15, F Mar 21

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    I am addicted to coffee. I love coffee. I pretty much drink coffee from the time I wake up in the morning, till either I drank more than a pot of coffee, or till I feel like...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F Mar 21

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    Dude. I have no life and I'm addicted to all types of social media but I think that instagram is my #1 so follow me! @breannainreverse .. I promise I'm not a complete loser.. haha
    breannainreverse breannainreverse 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Well, I don't know about addicted, but I do like wearing them. I like both the look and feel of them.
    massagechick85 massagechick85 26-30, F 15 Responses Mar 23

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    Its only been an hour since i started using this app and i am already getting addicted to it.
    shadow010 shadow010 26-30, M Mar 24

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    I am totally addicted to Wicked Games by The Weeknd. https://soundcloud.com/devinnkeith/wicked-games-the-weeknd?in=maggystroes/sets/applebottom-let-you That is all :)
    SquishyIan SquishyIan 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    It's 6:30 in the morning and I'm on EP before I even get my morning coffee... That means I'm more addicted to this site than I am to coffee... Uh oh.
    mybonerandme mybonerandme 18-21, M Mar 26

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    I'm addicted to McDonalds. I eat triple cheeseburger meals at least once a day, sometimes more. But the problem is, I don't understand why I'm so skinny. I never gain weight, it's...
    Maddisonbrett Maddisonbrett 22-25, F Mar 26

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    So more on a light hearted note after all that's been happening in my life - I am addicted to zombies! I love zombie films, zombie books etc.... What would you do if you were...
    roxie1145 roxie1145 26-30, F Mar 26

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    This website is so weird for me. One week, I'll be completely addicted and all I can do is check my notifications. But then for about a month straight I don't even log on. It's...
    taylor468 taylor468 16-17, F Mar 26