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I Am Addicted to Drugs

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    coltsphan12 coltsphan12 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 29

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    You can always tell which people have an addict

    and which people have never done drugs or never been addicted the people who say just say no and it's ok it's easy you can do it, or just stop doing them its easy as that those are the people who have never tasted addictions hold don't you think if it was that easy no one would...
    crazybeautiful26 crazybeautiful26 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    15yr Old Meth Addict

    I looked at him slowly as I closed my eyes, How can something so good be full of lies? I promised that it would be only one time, I would commit this life destroying crime. Hands are shaking; I’m dripping of sweat, i feel the mirror staring at me like a threat. Heart beats...
    olddays13 olddays13 18-21, F 1 Response May 10, 2013

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    METH. meth controls my every move,

    my every thought . meth is what keeps me sane . without meth there is only shakes , voices within my head , nightmares , sweats .. I am insane without it . I can't handle being sober . meth has taken so much from me . it has stolen my hopes and dreams, my self worth , my...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 1, 2014

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    i am currently a heroin user,

    the one thing i always said i would never do. i am 32, i have a steady job, have a presentable appearance and no one would ever expect it. it started with percocets once in a while, which became weekly, then daily. very expensive habit. "friends" who aren't friends suggested...
    shadowjacket shadowjacket 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2014

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    Crystals....

    crystals in my body crystal on my mind another man on top of me so i can pay for the next dime i hate who i am the person i become maby one day it'll all take my breth away like 3 2 1 my skin so cold and face so white powder on my nose what a F * * * ed up sight people will...
    Tashez11 Tashez11 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2012

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    I am chronically addicted too shooting up

    methamphetamines. I may have a life threatening illness.
    meganjEmpress meganjEmpress 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    Love The Feeling

    I have been addicted to drugs for about 4 years now. My drug of choice would have to be pain killlers.I love the numbness I feel when I take them. I have tried almost everything, I was addicted to meth at one point, but I went to rehab and I am able to keep myself from it. The...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 10 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    The beginning. I am 18 y/o.

    I tried my first drug when I was 14 or 15. It was the type of thing that was just around me every now & then. I would try random pain killers, but it was never really serious. I don't really remember much of my childhood (diagnosed memory disorder) but it all really got bad when...
    phukinsweetheart phukinsweetheart 18-21, F 4 Responses May 1, 2014

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    "I'm METH" *****PLEASE READ***** I've read

    this once and can't read again, it hurts too bad. I thought this was a wonderful poem I recieved in an email and it really says a lot about what drugs can do to not only you but all of those around you! I just thought I would share with everyone, you never know when it could...
    looper1975 looper1975 36-40, M Dec 25, 2013

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    I am a 29 year old white female

    that has been dealing and doing drugs since I was about 12. I am currently doing cocaine in the powder form and I find myself bouncing from one drug to another. I have tried a lot of drugs...although I have tried a lot of drugs I can say that I have never used needles or shot up...
    openbk84 openbk84 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    she will consume part of you

    and never give that part back. she will make you shiver for her and also ache of pain. she will take your muscles and make them fade. she will feed you silence and even give you a little peace but don't be fooled cause that is how she guides you to right where she wants you to...
    roslyn1990 roslyn1990 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    There Wasn't Even A Shred Left....

    Looking back now, over the last year, I can only fathom as a nightmare. It amazes me how I am even alive today. In one years time my body suffered so much that had I not been the one living the story I am about to tell, I would’ve thought the main character never made it out...
    lionsdenn lionsdenn 26-30, M 8 Responses Oct 3, 2010

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    I've been addicted to cocaine

    for 4 months everyday usage now. Today is Saturday and makes my 8th day clean. I'm very proud of myself for being mentally strong enough and self aware to be conscious of this habit and its affect on my health, my success and the people I love and care about. I had been...
    neurokitty99 neurokitty99 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 24

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    Just How It Is

    I've been doing drugs for about two years now. I'm only at the ripe age of 17. I never thought i would ever do drugs becuase in elementary, middle and even high school parents and teachers would scare us and tell us how drugs effect the body and things but its because they never...
    retteXmich19 retteXmich19 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8, 2010

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    this is my past but it will never leave my mind.

    ... that knot you get in your stomach the anxiety build up as you poor that dope into a cap, fill the rig with water and pour water on your poison. the anticipation feels lime and eternity when really its been one minute. the tie off the smack and the ***** that feels so good...
    roslyn1990 roslyn1990 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 27, 2014

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    I Can Never Break Free...

    I have been addicted to drugs since I was 12; I am now 20. Drugs have always been there when no one else was willing to be there for me. My long journey with addiction started off very simple, a few pain pills here and there and a bit of weed every now and then. It didn't take...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 30, 2013

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    im 15 almost 16, and have been taking benzos

    since i was 10, recreationally, discovered adderall when i was 12 and have been a tweaker ever since. also do dxm from time to time and smoked k2.. scooby snax were some trippy ****
    Dissociator Dissociator 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I was addicted to various drugs

    and still suffer from after effects and cravings to this day. It's the price you pay for being an idiot!
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 21

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    In My Skin....

    Your in my head your in my skin your taking me 6ft under making me believe this life is a sin trying so hard to keep hold dragging me under pulling me in feeling real dam cold but still i reach for your stem clear glass pipe look what you do to me this reality is my very own...
    Tashez11 Tashez11 22-25, F Mar 9, 2013

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    Addicted &Amp; Alone: A Look Into My Life

    It's thursday morning. I'm on the bus on my way to school. What a ***** it is to have been up all night on adderall and have to come to school the next day. Thank god you can always take a little more adderall though. This morning before I left I nearly had a mental breakdown...
    Paige5 Paige5 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 27, 2013

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    Sometimes I Just Need to Get High

    i wouldnt neccisarily consider myself an addict, but sometimes have strong urges to get high, high off anything i can find. probably cause im feeling down or something. the other problem is if i cant resist drugs if i have them, or if they are in front of me. i dont do this often...
    nickwentskating nickwentskating 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 6, 2008

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    I went to my friends

    and took two hits of acid. I feel so light so free. This is why I do this. I have a feeling if euphoria. However it hurts everyone around me I'm lying and I am cheating. I lied to my boyfriend just so he wouldn't get mad me for it. So I wouldn't get a talking to
    Haleyannbudddd Haleyannbudddd 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2013

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    Two months ago I had a family,

    my own car, a house, was in college and had a well paying job-- until I let Mr. Crystal Meth take it all from me. I have never felt so hopeless.
    0abigail 0abigail 18-21, F 4 Responses May 25, 2014

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    roslyn1990 roslyn1990 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    I was bored and she convinced me to do up.

    worst decision of my life
    vivamore vivamore 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 12, 2014

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    Im Fighting For My Life

    im addicted to crack cocaine, and im so ashamed iv been addicted for three years and i spend a min 300 hun a day every day, last year i spent over 108,000 on crack alone.
    jaymehigh jaymehigh 26-30, F 8 Responses May 7, 2008

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    I gotta tell how my life is today I did Drugs

    for 8 years, started at 15. Now I've kicked the drugz and I'm dealing with the consequenses. I have no independent thought, have no interests and Im even hearing my thoughts beeing spoken by people I know, a doctor told me that I was simply hearing voices. Im depressed and low...
    hugeblank hugeblank 18-21, M Jul 20

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    I am 24 years old and I started abusing

    OxyContin when I was 17. It all started with marijuana and alcohol at a younger age, then eventually my group of friends changed and they were all popping pills. I had no idea what they were and didn't know they were so addictive. By age 21 I was shooting heroin. My life had...
    reckless1990 reckless1990 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 13, 2014

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    One

    It started in the 8th grade and i , so far, don't regret it. I started out with weed like most people , then slowly descended into a world of pills, beer, alcohol, coke and at one point meth. Amazingly its always been free (with the exception of beer) my acquaintances are amateur...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 8 Responses Aug 9, 2013

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    My Mother's Addiction And Mine

    My mother is addicted to painkillers, heavily, and I think I might have fueled my own addiction too. Im fifteen and have been fxxking with various opiates and perscription drugs for around two years. When it comes to stealing pills from a family member, I don't even think twice...
    ineedtoleave ineedtoleave 16-17 5 Responses Jul 9, 2012

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    I am no longer addicted :)

    but I used to be addicted to prescription painkillers. I was 15. I would steal pills from parents, siblings, grandparents, basically anyone who had any pills. I hated myself for it. I decided to talk to someone about it, I talked to my boyfriend. He also did drugs, but not...
    francake16 francake16 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 24, 2014

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    Your First Thought.

    Is probably, "drug addicts are useless. They bring it on themselves" Get the fück off my story. Narrow minded Bïtch. Every person has a story. Stay open minded to EVERYONE'S perspective. I'm addicted to pills. I've overdosed 3-4 times. It started when I was 10? Or 11...
    IWillMakeYouThink IWillMakeYouThink 22-25, F 9 Responses May 13, 2013

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    I am bored day 2 withdrawling

    after 2 week binge. I'd like to be able to say the binge was awful....but really it wasn't it was super fun except for the part that the $ I used I stole from a loved one. ...so it was awful & that's why I'm on day 2 of withdrawling the guilt was killing me. I've come clean and...
    jaxpdx jaxpdx 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 11

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    roslyn1990 roslyn1990 22-25, F 8 Responses Mar 4

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    It started with weed &

    and alcohol at 14, now I'm 27, and done all the drugs I can name. I've come to the realization that I'm addicted to heroin and I'm going to need help to stop. I've slowly watched my life get more and more ****** up, but I've kept going down this path. Sometimes I don't think I...
    TimboSlice01 TimboSlice01 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 27

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    I'm definitely addicted to weed

    and I'd say I'm borderline addicted to crack.
    englishinfidel englishinfidel 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    So first I was caught shoplifting.

    When I got home my parents made me empty my bag to check for anything bad. They found Valium, morphine, liquor, and lighters
    rabecka rabecka 16-17, F 6 Responses May 25, 2014

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    I first tried weed when I was 12.

    I got into hard drugs when I was 15. A friend suggested I try meth to help me lose weight. She got some, and we did lines in the girls' bathroom at school. Two weeks later, I smoked it for the first time at another friend's house. I fell in love with the high. I've been a...
    emptymybreath emptymybreath 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I Am Vyvanse.

    I am Vyvanse, a cloud breezing through the sky in secrecy. I am the test I couldn't finish, a pencil dropped on the ground. I am moving but standing still, a sermon with no message. I am bruised without the pain, the ball coming my way without realization. I am the girl who can't...
    DanniDarling DanniDarling 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 2, 2013

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    I've started smoking weed

    when I was 12, stealing it off my older sister. Then I noticed her and my mom doing other stuff too so I just continued secretly smoking weed and observing them do their other stuff until 2 weeks after my 13th birthday while both my mom and sister where shooting up heroin I went...
    sophiesg sophiesg 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 10

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    Started Smoking weed

    when i was 12, loved it but eventually it just makes you paranoid.. Started using codeine (at 14) as my friend recommended it, i loved that too, it was just amazing and much better than weed, more relaxing etc.. I built a high tolorence of it soon after i was recommended it...
    nameless29 nameless29 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    It started with just a bit of weed every now

    and then, then i tried cocaine, and then when the coke stopped numbing my pain i moved to heroin.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 4, 2014

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    9% of marijuana users get heavily dependent on

    it. I can never stop thinking of weed. no matter how long I go without it, I always crave it. I love it so much and I'm never going to completely quit. I could stop for like 6 months max anything longer you have to put me in jail. It's really annoying sometimes. It is not as...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 8

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