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I Am Addicted to Meth

Meth Addiction And Its Deadly Grip 154 People

    Why Did This Precious Sweet Boy Get Stuck With Me As A "mother"? - I had every opportunity in life just handed to me on a silver platter,but i threw it away....My son...
    geminight2u geminight2u 22-25 2 Responses Mar 16, 2011

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    I Am Still Here, I Think. - Well, I am still here. Fighting the fight. I havent let it get me by the boo boo just yet. I struggle constantly. Battle my inner demons. Its so much...
    KarmaKatcher KarmaKatcher 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2007

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    The Monster - Let's play a little gameA game made for only twoYou start by playing with your friendsBut quickly you learn its just between me and youDon't try to fight me, I'm not...
    nodopenohope nodopenohope 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    The Love/hate of Crystal - I started using meth when I was about 15 years old, back when the stuff came in chunks that looked like soap and tasted really bad when you smoked it. My...
    AmorphousCranberry AmorphousCranberry 26-30 4 Responses Jul 29, 2008

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    I Feel Like Givin Up:( - Well ive been clean for a year and some months but its gettin hard to stay that way i dont know wat to do..
    23sillygirl2562 23sillygirl2562 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 15, 2011

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    I Cant Stop - i first tried it just after my 17th birthday and within 3 months i was whoring myself and using daily. i went from 56kg to 43kg and didnt sleep for up to 9 days in a...
    crakalol crakalol 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 15, 2012

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    The Devil - I have been addicted to meth for about 20 years of my life. I have been in treatment programs and tried to quit a bunch of times. I wish the stuff wasn't so...
    DANDDLAND DANDDLAND 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2009

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    I Am 8 Years Clean Off Meth, This Is Part Of My Story Of How I Hit Rock Bottom. - i began using meth in august of 2002 and i used for 9 months until end of june 2003. i just had my...
    js206 js206 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 26, 2011

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    I Am A "meth Addict" - This will be shocking to some but i don't care. I have been doing Meth now for over 20 years and I have come to accept the fact that i will do it...
    alicia2316 alicia2316 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 24, 2012

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    Meth - i am going to make an effort to quit, it will be a battle but i am sure i cn do it, meth has been a god friend, and i loved loved loved sex on meth. good bye old friend. i...
    wormosa wormosa 46-50, M 5 Responses Aug 11, 2011

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    Still a Zombie - I did speed every now and then after that first time when I was 15, but not everyday. That was until I was about 17yrs old then I started doing it almost everyday...
    LostLamb LostLamb 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 5, 2007

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    stdel stdel 26-30, M Jul 27, 2012

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    In Hiding - Playing Pretend. Again and Again. What is really the point.? It saddens me that I have no one to confide in. No one to say....I cant stop. No one to reach out to and...
    KarmaKatcher KarmaKatcher 31-35, F 10 Responses Jun 3, 2007

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    My Story -   Hi,      I have read storys from this site, some inspiring, some moving and some just plain horrific. I can understand though, growing up in...
    silent2373 silent2373 31-35 3 Responses Jan 13, 2009

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    The Meth Rush - If you're going to do it, slamming's the best. The rush begins as you work up the dope ... cutting out the right amount, putting it in the spoon, adding the water...
    ericjorocks ericjorocks 51-55, M Aug 17, 2010

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    I Am Addicted to Meth - None of my friends know I do it. My parents dont have a clue. My girlfriend who I live with has no friggin idea that I buy a gram of this **** about twice a...
    addicted415 addicted415 31-35, M 4 Responses Apr 30, 2008

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    Dear Tina, - I love you , Your my best friend, the only one that knows how i feel... But at the same time i hate you, you are ruining my life once again.
    Lexilovely Lexilovely 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2013

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    I Think Im Scared. - I used for the first time I think when I was 16. One of my parents friends gave me a white cross, I thought my heart was gonna explode. I...
    nuckinfuts74 nuckinfuts74 31-35 2 Responses Aug 10, 2009

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    10 Years And Counting..... - I've done meth off and on since I was 16 or 17. It was always on the weekends and when I ran out it was no big deal....but about 10 years ago I married...
    Vanessa771 Vanessa771 31-35 1 Response Jun 11, 2010

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    Nothing Much To Say - I started out wiht meth just yesterday and already now am I addicted. cam 2 cam any young adult girl.
    bigbigbigdouche bigbigbigdouche 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 20, 2012

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    Meth...your Best Friend N Worst Enemy - I started smoking dope a yr ago.my husband came home n said he had tried some.so of course.i wanted to do it too (stupidest idea ever) I...
    Lostinthetwirl Lostinthetwirl 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2012

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    Someday I'll Stop - I hope I can get off it for good someday. I can't seem to ever get past a week or two. I don't know if sex will ever be as good sober. I don't believe in the...
    leprechaun199 leprechaun199 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 8, 2011

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    Hurt Myself Today... - White dragon i seek you , I chase you As i do I have lost them all Alone i cry Still waiting on the pretty white cloud to appear, Silence I need you to save...
    Lexilovely Lexilovely 18-21, F Jun 1, 2013

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    Again and Again - Have been going to NA since I was 16 years old. Have known that I have had a problem since then. And if anyone were to ask me I am up front with my problem, and...
    KarmaKatcher KarmaKatcher 31-35, F 6 Responses Jun 3, 2007

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    Chasing The White Dragon - I will die for that magically white cloud that I have fallen in love with. I would do anything that I have to do to be able to have you in life. I have...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    Lost Control - When I lived in Montana my habit never really got out of control partly because it wasw expensive and often could be a real hassle to get. When I moved to Seattle...
    leprechaun199 leprechaun199 26-30, M Jan 12, 2011

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    Drowning In Self-loathing.... - I have always been an addict - I can't remember when I wasn't one. Whether it was drinking, drugs, eating, sex, men, shoes; Whatever - If I like it...
    zaneselle zaneselle 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 19, 2012

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    21 Years I've Struggled With Meth - I have had an on and off again relationship with meth for 21 years. I was 15 when I snorted my first line. I feel in love at that moment. After...
    Darkfairygirl Darkfairygirl 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2013

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    Love/hate Relationship - Dear crystal meth, i love you so much but you are so bad for me... and for my family. When i was alone and so depressed you were there for me but also you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    On the Wagon - Yes you heard it right. I am on the wagon once again. 3 1/2 weeks clean. Trippy.
    KarmaKatcher KarmaKatcher 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2007

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    The First Taste of Death - The first time I ever used, I was 15. We went to a party and there was a dealer there named Tim but he called himself "SadEyes". Back then, I...
    LostLamb LostLamb 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 5, 2007

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    Fight With the Monster.... -  yes I'm slowly getting addicted to meth... again.... I fought the monster of meth and I have won but then I have lost... I've been struggling...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 16 Responses Aug 30, 2008

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    Broken - I was interduced to meth at age of 33 then quit at 39 (i was in jail looing at secen years)  luckily i got off.  First thing i did is go to do drug dealer...
    MzBreze MzBreze 41-45 1 Response Feb 26, 2008

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    Not Addicted... Yet - Personally, I don't think I've gotten to the stage of full tweeker status addiction. I started around June or July of this year. Smoking it, feeling alright...
    ItsEnough ItsEnough 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 2, 2011

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    I Dont Think Im Addicted... - hey, i was reading a few posts on meth.... and i came across a bunch that are not similar to my expiriance.... i tried meth like 3 weeks ago for the...
    myhondarebel myhondarebel 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 13, 2010

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    A Very Different Experience, Somehow.....anyone Else? - I've had a really bizarre experience with meth and I literally have never met or talked to anyone else with a similar story...
    donotforget donotforget 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 1, 2010

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    The Making of a Monster - It sucks. Wish I had never touched the stuff.  I tried it when I was 13 and havent stopped since. I have taken a few breaks here and there. Had two...
    KarmaKatcher KarmaKatcher 31-35, F 7 Responses May 8, 2007

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    Methamphetamine Controls My Life - I am a methamphetamine addict, and meth controls my life. I used meth for the 1st time around 15 years ago, but didn't start using it often until...
    theman1973 theman1973 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2012

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    So You Think You Are An Exception To Becoming Addicted? - I have really more of a comment than a story. My story would be so long and ugly, well it would also reveal who I am to...
    dailyuser dailyuser 46-50, M 3 Responses Jan 25, 2012

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    Its A Weekend Adventure! - A weekend adventure that turns into one continuous day ,,two weekends a month i party down and what really sucks is that its always by myself but yet i...
    jhflying jhflying 36-40, M Oct 11, 2013

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    Love Jacking On Meth - I get the feeling this isn't the right site for this story ... but there's nothing on earth better than long hours of ************ while taking meth...
    ericjorocks ericjorocks 51-55, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2010

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    A Rose For Rosalie -  a few yrs back after my devorse i started seeing a woman that i new before i devorsed , hum not planned realy ,, her name was rosalie very beuitiful woman...
    garywaynejones garywaynejones 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 27, 2011

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    I Love Meth And I Will Never Stop Using It! - It is the greatest thing in the world, there is no better high! fukk all ther haters, they stupid!
    sno1646 sno1646 26-30 3 Responses May 29, 2011

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    They Say It Only Takes Once. They Were Right. - I was a pothead at first. To me weed is the least harmful drug. When I was younger I thought Meth was the lowest of the low. Because...
    CrystalMethPrincess CrystalMethPrincess 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 16, 2011

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    I first tried it when I was 16 ( I am now 17) I fell inlove with the way it made me feel after my first burn. I've had near death exspirence's psychotic episodes and It still isn't...
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    My father was a drunk and a crackhead from the day he left the navy in 1981 to the day he died in may of 2013. My mother also dated a series of guys after my father how did crack...
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    I tried several times to quit using on my own. I could pull together a few months at best and would always return to the pipe. Near the end I got myself arrested. I had been...
    bigmike888 bigmike888 41-45, M Mar 19

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    lisen to all of those on this site, saying how they are addicted. You don't know addicted until you've gone through $500 worth of Starbucks in one day. Some people on this site who...
    Jward18 Jward18 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I am so addicted to the internet and to my computer in general. I first started to do online shopping. All of a sudden I was doing lots of research for others and personal...
    birthdaypartyforme birthdaypartyforme 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 1