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I Am Addicted to Meth

Meth Addiction And Its Deadly Grip 174 People

    I Am Still Here, I Think.

    Well, I am still here. Fighting the fight. I havent let it get me by the boo boo just yet. I struggle constantly. Battle my inner demons. Its so much easier sometime to just shut them up though. For a few days or so. Then, in stopping the madness of my using, I also allow them to...
    KarmaKatcher KarmaKatcher
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2007

    Someday I'll Stop

    I hope I can get off it for good someday. I can't seem to ever get past a week or two. I don't know if sex will ever be as good sober. I don't believe in the Twelve Steps
    leprechaun199 leprechaun199
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jan 8, 2011

    I Cant Stop

    i first tried it just after my 17th birthday and within 3 months i was whoring myself and using daily. i went from 56kg to 43kg and didnt sleep for up to 9 days in a row. i remember once id been up for 5 dys and wen i tried to remember when id last eaten it had been half a cheese...
    crakalol crakalol
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 15, 2012


    I was interduced to meth at age of 33 then quit at 39 (i was in jail looing at secen years)  luckily i got off.  First thing i did is go to do drug dealer and shot up what i use to do before 3 months in jail  and almost died. first snorting then smoking...
    MzBreze MzBreze
    1 Response Feb 26, 2008

    10 Years And Counting.....

    I've done meth off and on since I was 16 or 17. It was always on the weekends and when I ran out it was no big deal....but about 10 years ago I married a full fledge addict and got sucked into the ugly world of meth addiction. I've been doing the **** every single day for the...
    Vanessa771 Vanessa771
    1 Response Jun 11, 2010

    Its A Weekend Adventure!

    A weekend adventure that turns into one continuous day ,,two weekends a month i party down and what really sucks is that its always by myself but yet i still do it and enjoy myself,,,i don't criticize anyone at all and dont expectit back to me either,,dont know if its much of a...
    jhflying jhflying
    41-45, M
    Oct 11, 2013

    Again and Again

    Have been going to NA since I was 16 years old. Have known that I have had a problem since then. And if anyone were to ask me I am up front with my problem, and will admit I am an addict from the word GO. Unfortunately in my area, all the dealers like to prey on the weak at the...
    KarmaKatcher KarmaKatcher
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Jun 3, 2007

    The First Taste of Death

    The first time I ever used, I was 15. We went to a party and there was a dealer there named Tim but he called himself "SadEyes". Back then, I didn't understand why he called himself that but now I know why...  A few of my friends where there with me and we all...
    LostLamb LostLamb
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 5, 2007

    So You Think You Are An Exception To Becoming Addicted?

    I have really more of a comment than a story. My story would be so long and ugly, well it would also reveal who I am to some who read it. Not that I am a famous person, I am not,just your ordinary person like yourself. I have written my story on other sites such as methology...
    dailyuser dailyuser
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Jan 25, 2012

    The Monster

    Let's play a little gameA game made for only twoYou start by playing with your friendsBut quickly you learn its just between me and youDon't try to fight me, I'm not your little boyfriend or one night standI always win and I will be the end of you, so just take my handLet's take...
    nodopenohope nodopenohope
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 10, 2012

    The Meth Rush

    If you're going to do it, slamming's the best. The rush begins as you work up the dope ... cutting out the right amount, putting it in the spoon, adding the water, crushing it and getting it ready. Placing the cotton and working up the point ... by that time, my hands are...
    ericjorocks ericjorocks
    51-55, M
    Aug 17, 2010

    Nothing Much To Say

    I started out wiht meth just yesterday and already now am I addicted. cam 2 cam any young adult girl.
    bigbigbigdouche bigbigbigdouche
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 20, 2012

    Meth...your Best Friend N Worst Enemy

    I started smoking dope a yr husband came home n said he had tried of course.i wanted to do it too (stupidest idea ever) I mad it woulda never got this far. The first time I smoked it I freaked out swore id never do it again, but sure enough I did it...
    Lostinthetwirl Lostinthetwirl
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 10, 2012

    Still a Zombie

    I did speed every now and then after that first time when I was 15, but not everyday. That was until I was about 17yrs old then I started doing it almost everyday. By the end of my senior year, I was graduated early and I was doing speed everyday. That summer I was 18 and my...
    LostLamb LostLamb
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 5, 2007

    Not Addicted... Yet

    Personally, I don't think I've gotten to the stage of full tweeker status addiction. I started around June or July of this year. Smoking it, feeling alright. I'd smoke a whole night, once a week. Didn't eat and didn't sleep. Then I snorted it and my relationship with Crystal went...
    ItsEnough ItsEnough
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Oct 2, 2011

    The Devil

    I have been addicted to meth for about 20 years of my life. I have been in treatment programs and tried to quit a bunch of times. I wish the stuff wasn't so damn easy to get and readily available. I try to get it away from me but it seems to always come right back into...
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 5, 2009

    My Story

      Hi,      I have read storys from this site, some inspiring, some moving and some just plain horrific. I can understand though, growing up in Los Angeles County, I can definately relate to a lot of what I had read. I would like to begin by saying, I...
    silent2373 silent2373
    3 Responses Jan 13, 2009

    I can't stop thinking about our.

    I get paid on Wednesday and I'm hoping to get it on Saturday. Boy will I be so ******* upset if I don't get it. Ill just have to settle for some coke buy I don't want coke I want my ice! 24/7 it's on my mind I need it so bad I just can't wait to have it back on my life again...
    Rozzysings Rozzysings
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 12, 2014

    I Dont Think Im Addicted...

    hey, i was reading a few posts on meth.... and i came across a bunch that are not similar to my expiriance.... i tried meth like 3 weeks ago for the first time. i took my first hit and your right. its amazing.... but every time after that like 5 times n a row i never feel...
    myhondarebel myhondarebel
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 13, 2010

    The Love/hate of Crystal

    I started using meth when I was about 15 years old, back when the stuff came in chunks that looked like soap and tasted really bad when you smoked it. My addiction to it progressed and mentally I felt I needed it. Then came the "glass" and it really took off. No more...
    AmorphousCranberry AmorphousCranberry
    4 Responses Jul 29, 2008

    I Am A "meth Addict"

    This will be shocking to some but i don't care. I have been doing Meth now for over 20 years and I have come to accept the fact that i will do it till i die. Without it i am a depressed, unfocused, apathetic mess. Can you say ADD. Anyways apparently according to my psychiatrist i...
    alicia2316 alicia2316
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Mar 24, 2012

    21 Years I've Struggled With Meth

    I have had an on and off again relationship with meth for 21 years. I was 15 when I snorted my first line. I feel in love at that moment. After about two weeks of snorting I found out that my brother used meth too. I was at my mom's apartment cleaning two apartments and...
    Darkfairygirl Darkfairygirl
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 7, 2013

    I Am Addicted to Meth

    None of my friends know I do it. My parents dont have a clue. My girlfriend who I live with has no friggin idea that I buy a gram of this **** about twice a month. Sometimes more sometimes less. I stasy up all night, smoke it before work. I sweat at work and I know my boss and...
    addicted415 addicted415
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Apr 30, 2008

    Dear Tina,

    I love you , Your my best friend, the only one that knows how i feel... But at the same time i hate you, you are ruining my life once again.
    Lexilovely Lexilovely
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 2, 2013

    They Say It Only Takes Once. They Were Right.

    I was a pothead at first. To me weed is the least harmful drug. When I was younger I thought Meth was the lowest of the low. Because, in reality; It is. It scared me too think about it. But May 17th 2011 changed my life forever. I had a new boyfriend and he's a junkie for...
    CrystalMethPrincess CrystalMethPrincess
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 16, 2011

    A Rose For Rosalie

     a few yrs back after my devorse i started seeing a woman that i new before i devorsed , hum not planned realy ,, her name was rosalie very beuitiful woman peteite very buisiness type woman man had the nicest *** you could ever imagine ,dam i loved it .,we started seeing...
    garywaynejones garywaynejones
    41-45, M
    1 Response Nov 27, 2011

    Drowning In Self-loathing....

    I have always been an addict - I can't remember when I wasn't one. Whether it was drinking, drugs, eating, sex, men, shoes; Whatever - If I like it and it makes me feel good - I go overboard. The first time I tried meth was when I was 17 - back then it was bathtub crank...
    zaneselle zaneselle
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 19, 2012

    Lost Control

    When I lived in Montana my habit never really got out of control partly because it wasw expensive and often could be a real hassle to get. When I moved to Seattle, it got worse because its cheaper (comparitively) and the market is so plentiful. Here its always 10 minutes away...
    leprechaun199 leprechaun199
    26-30, M
    Jan 12, 2011

    Love/hate Relationship

    Dear crystal meth, i love you so much but you are so bad for me... and for my family. When i was alone and so depressed you were there for me but also you have made me do things i will never do again. i gave you up to have a family, but then the cravings started again and you...
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Apr 27, 2012

    Hurt Myself Today...

    White dragon i seek you , I chase you As i do I have lost them all Alone i cry Still waiting on the pretty white cloud to appear, Silence I need you to save me from myself....
    Lexilovely Lexilovely
    18-21, F
    Jun 1, 2013


    i am going to make an effort to quit, it will be a battle but i am sure i cn do it, meth has been a god friend, and i loved loved loved sex on meth. good bye old friend. i can do this
    wormosa wormosa
    46-50, M
    5 Responses Aug 11, 2011


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    stdel stdel
    26-30, M
    Jul 27, 2012

    Chasing The White Dragon

    I will die for that magically white cloud that I have fallen in love with. I would do anything that I have to do to be able to have you in life. I have turned my back on it a couple of times in my life, but I promise never again. I dont want to continue without it.Meth had me...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 26, 2012

    Fight With the Monster....

     yes I'm slowly getting addicted to meth... again.... I fought the monster of meth and I have won but then I have lost... I've been struggling with this fight for some time... I won last year and forgot about it... but this year it's slowly eating at me again.... Hopefully I...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX
    26-30, F
    15 Responses Aug 30, 2008

    Why Did This Precious Sweet Boy Get Stuck With Me As A "mother"?

    I had every opportunity in life just handed to me on a silver platter,but i threw it away....My son could have had his own room with an airconditioner in it.......He could have had all the great things in life that he deserves...I robbed that boy of a wonderful life and alot of...
    geminight2u geminight2u
    2 Responses Mar 16, 2011

    I Love Meth And I Will Never Stop Using It!

    It is the greatest thing in the world, there is no better high! fukk all ther haters, they stupid!
    sno1646 sno1646
    3 Responses May 29, 2011

    I Am 8 Years Clean Off Meth, This Is Part Of My Story Of How I Hit Rock Bottom.

    i began using meth in august of 2002 and i used for 9 months until end of june 2003. i just had my 8 year clean mark yesterday :) i also have a family, a house, i just paid off my new car, i have a career. my children are beautiful and my husband (who was my new bf at the time...
    js206 js206
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jun 26, 2011

    The Making of a Monster

    It sucks. Wish I had never touched the stuff.  I tried it when I was 13 and havent stopped since. I have taken a few breaks here and there. Had two kids without using. But it still runs my life. 16 years of this "****". 16 freaking years. Thats insane. And I...
    KarmaKatcher KarmaKatcher
    31-35, F
    7 Responses May 8, 2007

    In Hiding

    Playing Pretend. Again and Again. What is really the point.? It saddens me that I have no one to confide in. No one to say....I cant stop. No one to reach out to and say "Please hit the brakes on this roller coaster!" Its just me. Alone. What else is new. I am to...
    KarmaKatcher KarmaKatcher
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Jun 3, 2007

    Methamphetamine Controls My Life

    I am a methamphetamine addict, and meth controls my life. I used meth for the 1st time around 15 years ago, but didn't start using it often until 6 years ago. I pretty much have always done some form of a drug since I can remember. For the majority of my adult life I drank...
    theman1973 theman1973
    36-40, M
    1 Response Oct 29, 2012

    Its been 4 years since I stopped smoking

    meth But I have always said, if I had the opportunity to do meth again then I would. No doubt about it. And that opportunity has now come. Icant fight it. Meth is my weakness.
    Rozzysings Rozzysings
    18-21, F
    May 6, 2014

    Love Jacking On Meth

    I get the feeling this isn't the right site for this story ... but there's nothing on earth better than long hours of ************ while taking meth. Personally, I prefer to "slam," or inject meth. The rush the comes on is totally unbelievable. And if the dope's good, it goes...
    ericjorocks ericjorocks
    51-55, M
    1 Response Aug 17, 2010
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