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I Am Addicted to My Ex

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 43 People

    He's Like a Drug

    My ex - I'm still hung up about my ex. It's like I need him to make me feel good, in a way that nothing and nobody else can. The more I see him the more I want to see him. If he's late calling me or coming to see me I get huge anxiety levels and am...
    IndigoPeachblossom IndigoPeachblossom 36-40, F 8 Responses Mar 16, 2009

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    Six Months Later...

    I ended our engagement...more so passively stayed away till he walked out. My therapist my friends and my family all kept telling me that they were scared for me. Some said they could see him being abusive...I never told anyone that he slapped me. My therapist said she saw him as...
    firefly21 firefly21 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 4, 2011

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    I Need Help

    I really am, like seriously am. This isnt a story where we were married for years on end or have any kids. This is a story of a screwed up love triangle because I can't choose even though the choice is an easy one. My ex and I dated back in high school for one year and three...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 26, 2012

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    Im Suffering...can't Move On

    I was with my ex longer than anyone else we got together when I was 24. He was 19. We were together for seven years. We had some rough times. Alot of arguing but the passion and love was so much stronger. We had two kids together and we went through alot together. Our house...
    mznewlight mznewlight 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 16, 2012

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    Again and Again-help! :(

    I dont know what it is about my ex but whatever it is has caused me to completely lose my dignity-I feel SO pathetic! We started dating last march. I wasn't even all that interested in dating him, not because i didnt find him attractive-just because there was something...
    firefly21 firefly21 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 15, 2009

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    Can't Stop Thinking

    Before you all read this and think i'm some weird stalker i'll tell you the basics...I was with this girl for nearly 4 years and I can honestly say I was happy with the way things were. She would make me happy and still does when I talk to her. When i'm with her I feel calm and...
    FransB FransB 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2012

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    It's weird because, normally

    when you no longer have something or someone in your life, you move on. But it seems the longer my ex has been gone, the crazier I get. He's taken control over my mind. I have a very vivid imagination I guess, and it's like I see him around me regardless of where I am, I create...
    everydayregret everydayregret 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 23

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    I Don't Know How To Live Without Him.

    I am 26 years old. My ex and I started dating in March of 2010, we broke up a little more than a year later. Yes, I know what you're thinking. It was only a year. Well, let me tell you, so many things happened in that one year, it's enough to last a lifetime. My ex is one of...
    Allie3030 Allie3030 26-30, F 2 Responses May 23, 2012

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    Im Suffering...can't Move On

    I was with my ex longer than anyone else we got together when I was 24. He was 19. We were together for seven years. We had some rough times. Alot of arguing but the passion and love was so much stronger. We had two kids together and we went through alot together. Our house...
    mznewlight mznewlight 31-35, F Jun 16, 2012

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    I Saw Him Again Today

    He came to see me after I'd been calling him the last few days. I'd been so depressed, I was feeling so low, even just this morning. It's a miracle how he can lift me up out of my depression just with his presence. But I know this feeling won't last. Once this "high"...
    IndigoPeachblossom IndigoPeachblossom 36-40, F Mar 30, 2009

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    Am I Addicted To Him??? Help!

    I have been married almost 7 years and about 8 months ago my husband decided he wanted a break and moved out. He said that he was unhappy with me and with himself. He said he needed to find himself. He needed to reconnect with his family etc. We were still "together" he said he...
    Amnewbeginings27 Amnewbeginings27 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2012

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