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I Am Addicted to Pornography

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 56 People

    Boring ****

    No control over my life; I'm as addicted to **** as ever and as ashamed as before. The only new thing to occur is that I'm starting to get bored of the typical ****. I need something fresh and odd I guess. Maybe this is how fetishes develop?  I cheat and lie to myself in...
    zhangpe zhangpe
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jun 21, 2009

    I am a recovering addict.

    I listened to Burzum first 4 albums past few weeks at work and felt bad afterwards - craved dark bad things. Like hiring a prostitute or getting involved with a lover. I have a loving wife and two kids so would never want to do that for real.Did anyone else feel evil urges after...
    0Shi 0Shi
    36-40, M
    Oct 31, 2014

    How Much Is Too Much?

    I don't know...saw the first **** website back when i was 15, have been hooked on to it ever 26 now...and still a virgin and absolutely not giving this up. Must have downloaded GBs of **** and happy watched and jerked off with them multiple times  a day or a night...
    jammy15 jammy15
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jun 2, 2010

    It's So Difficult

    I've tried several times to leave internet *********** but it's very difficult, time after time I relapse. Any advice would be appreciated.
    Primus Primus
    5 Responses May 16, 2008

    I'm back and was just reading some of the other

    stories. It gives me some hope to see that some have actuallly broke it, but also scares me to see most of us struggle off and on with it. I have deleted files from my computer. Was in counseling and trying to occupy myself otherwise. The longest I ever went was like a week or...
    malexander564 malexander564
    51-55, M
    Oct 11, 2015

    For Those Looking For a Way Out

    -k9 web protecter-   Hey. Im a 18 year old guy. I used to be highly addicted to ****. My faith is very important to me, and it was a huge factor in me leaving it behind. Because I am aiming for only sex after marriage- this made it even harder(no pun intended) for me to...
    IndependentOne IndependentOne
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Jun 3, 2009

    I am addicted to ***********

    and realize it's not helping me fill the emptiness in my life. If anything it's probably actually making it worse. Makes me desire what I don't have and when I fail to get what I want I turn to find other ways to gratify it. Knock me, but I wanted to start something to maybe see...
    malexander564 malexander564
    51-55, M
    Oct 11, 2015

    I Am A Closet Perv.

    I love ****. I sneak it when I am alone. I like all types of ****, its fun really. I like the free sense of sexuality, the abandon of everything that is proper and clean. I like it dirty. I know this is super common among men and that what I am saying is really rather bland...
    inouveau inouveau
    36-40, M
    Aug 30, 2013

    Me Too Much ****

    Like the only other brave individual to write about this. I'm addicted to ***********. It's not a bad bad thing as there even worst things out there, but the fact that I have no control. I'm don't think I'm supporting the **** industry by downloading illegal ******, but minutes...
    zhangpe zhangpe
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 3, 2008

    ***********: A Life-long Addiction And The Lie I've Lived

    I don't like dealing with this, but tonight it came to the front. This addiction cannot be avoided in my life. I've tried that strategy so many times I want to scream. My story is like many guys out there. We found Playboys, Victoria's Secret, or any other naked, half-naked...
    crisc8 crisc8
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Dec 2, 2012

    I really need someone to talk to about this

    problem, but I'm too ashamed to talk to anyone I know about my addiction. I've tried quitting on my own countless times and I always come back to watching ****. I don't know what to do.
    hootman hootman
    22-25, M
    Jan 14, 2014

    Who Isn't?

    I do a lot of p orn, sometimes with my girlfriend and sometimes alone. It's gr8 with her, I really recommend sharing it, I do most of the research and introduce her to the good stuff I find. It's not wrong or pathetic to like watching other people get off and I think we should...
    tomfool tomfool
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Oct 31, 2008
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