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I Am Addicted

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    i feel like im addicted to a lot of things. but im so afraid to let them go. i dont want to lose anything else. im not just saying im addicted to these things. i literally CANNOT function without them. when i dont have them, a big piece of me is missing. i get migraines. i get...
    somethingbecomingnothing somethingbecomingnothing 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2011

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    someone asked me today what it would take

    for me to stop using meth. I was shocked at how easy it was for me to say "death." it came out of my mouth almost instantly. I didn't even have to think about it. I was so disgusted with my answer afterwards. who have I become...? but it's true. even though I hate the **** out...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 2, 2014

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    SuicideRedefined SuicideRedefined 18-21, M Feb 22

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    I Have Felt Addicted To A Lot Of Things...

    But my promises to important people have mostly prevented me... One thing i have never been addicted to, but constantly crave... is panadol. It always makes me happy, as well as taking the physical pain away. I am afraid to take it, because everytime after, its...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 29, 2009

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    Pills

    My family doesnt know that i have been snorting pills everyday for the past six months. I dont even think they know that i have been doing pills for over 2 years. I dont do drugs recreationally, i do them alone to just numb the pain for a little bit. My counselors dont even know...
    Panda223344 Panda223344 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2009

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    Fear Of Reality

    I am addicted to being afraid od reality. I have been drug addicted for 15 years. I in my opinion have been winning the baqttle with drugs, I was on heroin and meth 2 years ago, i was an IV drug user, but I don't do that n e more. I don't want to either, however at this time i am...
    capriciousness capriciousness 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2009

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    First day bouldering.

    That. Was. Awesome!
    NewShoes12 NewShoes12 26-30, M Jun 28, 2014

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    kym34 kym34 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    alecissor alecissor 22-25, F Apr 28, 2014

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    Ice Breakers

    Not just regular old Ice Breakers, but Ice Breakers SOURS!!! its just too good to be true.... I'm also addicted to Oreos and chocolate chip cookies. They're just amazing!! Once you have one you need another! Pretzels are really addicting too, no screw that, chocolate covered...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F Jul 22, 2008

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    I am addicted to fanfiction.

    net. I hate my addiction, but I can't stop. I know it's hurting my bf. Most days, all I can think about is the stories. I had my bf use an application to block it, but I can always use my computer if I go down to McDonald's. Any advice on how to quit completely?
    mdx2 mdx2 18-21, F Sep 8, 2014

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    To a man... I met him

    when I was just thirteen. And its been an 11 year roller coaster since! He was my first EVERYTHING! From my first make out session to my first time being intimate with a man. Which i guess explains my attachment to some degree but it honestly goes much deeper than that... I...
    hornybbw10 hornybbw10 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2014

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    Life

    Life,I'm addicted,Wanting more,Can't stop,This thing called living,It's got me hooked!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Oct 15, 2011

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    In The Program

          I like any person learning i had a addiction thought a alcoholic and drug addict was only in us people who had a weakness of the mind as doctors an others said in man stream society to weak to overcome my addiction an tried an tried to follow the programs rules an 12...
    1053rw 1053rw 61-65, M Sep 17, 2011

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    I Hate It But.....

    I do coke and addarale! And I drink... I have stoped but not for long. I dont know how to live with out useing! I hate what I do I hate that I do it. But I cant find it in me to stop for good. I cant find it in me to never do it again. I am scared to never do it again. It dose...
    Geinger Geinger 16-17, F Nov 25, 2011

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    Hi, i am 25 years old

    and i am addicted to the internet. I hardly ever go out, don't have any friend and hardly ever create emotional connections. I spend almost all my time on the internet playing quizzes at quizmaniac.net, posting on reddit and in the social networks. Is this wrong because i don't...
    luissierra luissierra 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 12, 2013

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    Soda, That Sweet, Sweet Necter....

    DARN IT ALL. I have tried to stop drinking this stuff for like a decade, but I always fall off the bandwagon *cry*. I have gotten good about drinking diet and caff free, AND I drink alot more water now, but I can't seem to give it up. It is a sad, sad thing to be...
    lmg007 lmg007 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2008

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    The Addiction

           a slip is seeing your self not liking what you see. doing the drug you choose says who you want to be. that is the insanity of addiction, for you will never be who you are until you find that good addiction, being this, you seek every day...
    1053rw 1053rw 61-65, M Oct 15, 2010

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    Cant Quit...want To, But My Mind Makes Me Believe I Cant

    I do coc...smoke and snort it...I stopped for a while and got hooked back on it... Now I want to stop its like it has a huge ball and chain on my ankle...and I'm starting to feel like ashamed or sumthing.
    nativebeautyjaneen nativebeautyjaneen 26-30 Mar 13, 2012

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    Wtf Is Really Goin On ??

    Why do they issue and prescibe my 12 yr. Old son drugs, they say will make him stay focused in school. But, yet, labled us, and charge us, as crimanals for using something that does the samething, but isnt a presciption. Ive learned to use it as a prescrition, and not to abuse it...
    stucknbfe stucknbfe 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 13, 2012

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    Very Much So

    Im addicted to my secret lover. hes wonderful and i am completely addicted to him, my sex life has never been better
    AmiceTheBard AmiceTheBard 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2008

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    Microsoft Word

    It's a strange addiction but if I have a spare moment I'm on it. Forget the internet! I'm on there writing my butt off, it's everything I freakin enjoy!!! I do everything and anything on it! 
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 30, 2009

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    And I totally love being addicted.

    it feels really good. Make that... really, really good. So? My life, my choice. Btw, it's totally awesome.
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M Nov 5, 2014

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    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F Mar 9

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    Yes, I will admit I am addicted to my phone, but it is because it tends to help me stay still when I need to sit...plus I can look things up and investigate and look things up...
    OrchidsNuBlu OrchidsNuBlu 36-40, F 7 Responses Mar 2

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    I wish I could stop its killing me and my family. I just want to stop but I'm so addicted...
    annajvbanana annajvbanana 16-17, F Mar 3

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    I am definitely addicted to the Internet day in and day out. At work I am on the Internet and when I am at home I am on the Internet. I love to do a lot of research on the net at...
    femaleinher40s femaleinher40s 46-50, F Mar 10

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    Tickling is definitely a turn on for me. I only like being the tickler which I find weird lol but that's just how it is I guess. Anyone else addicted to tickling like I am and want...
    tickler90 tickler90 22-25, M 6 Responses Mar 10

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    I, too, am married to the love of my life who is addicted to synthetic weed/spice! I am ready to leave! Does anyone have any success stories of their husbands beating this...
    lumom lumom 31-35, F Mar 11

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    I don't know if I can really be addicted to something like this, but I sure watch it a lot and make plans to watch it and get really annoyed when I can't.
    jerseyjenna jerseyjenna 26-30, F 27 Responses Mar 11

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    I honestly am starting to get addicted to Eminem.... idek why but i am, is there a reason for this???
    MichelleTanner MichelleTanner 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I'm addicted to Baby Lips I can't stop buying them
    Directioner70 Directioner70 16-17, F Mar 21

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    So addicted that when i say goodbye a new message keeps coming and then im chatting again lol Its takes over my life because I have such amazing friends that makes it worth having...
    rachhappyville rachhappyville 31-35, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Hi. So my sister has been addicted to drugs since a teen. Mainly pain meds has dabbled in heroine n the like. She was a functioning drug addict for ever u couldn't really tell...
    Punkin7788 Punkin7788 22-25, F a week ago

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    So, I spent six or more hours today building a house I actually felt happier about. (Yesterday I spent two hours building a house, lost it, and spent six hours of my time searching...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    Here is the pic of my tattoo I designed myself
    VeniceTheMenice VeniceTheMenice 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 2

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    I have set myself a goal for 2015 I decided on this near the end of February. I plan to read 50 books this year. To some people that seems like a too big of an amount and to others...
    ScarM3 ScarM3 16-17, F Mar 3

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    Because of Ep I haven't done much homework or assignments and it has gotten me into trouble
    Jay2002 Jay2002 13-15 1 Response Mar 3

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    I am trash and I am proud trash
    HiddenSideKick HiddenSideKick 18-21, F Mar 4

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    detoxing here we go. been using again for four days.
    roslyn1990 roslyn1990 22-25, F 8 Responses Mar 4

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    I just won a bid for the first time. I'm liking the bidding thing I think I'm going to start using the bidding option now too it's fun kind of like a game.
    PinupEdge PinupEdge 26-30, F Mar 4

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    I first did heroin in 1977 at the age of 17 I was in high school and I shot up in the bathroom it was better then pot I fell in love fast and was an addict until 92 I'm Luck I don...
    primeoflife primeoflife 51-55, M Mar 5

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    I have always loved pooping in my pants, but have never done it in public. I want to try doing it in a store or a park soon and would love for people around me to know what I have...
    ryan1229 ryan1229 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 5

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    I KNOW THIS IS A LONG SHOT BUT I NEED HELP IN AUSTIN PLEASE! I WILL PAY AND DRIVE. I FEEL LIKE ****. PLZ MESSAGE BACK
    iovedrugz123 iovedrugz123 22-25, F Mar 6

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