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I Am Addicted

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    Cant Quit...want To, But My Mind Makes Me Believe I Cant

    I do coc...smoke and snort it...I stopped for a while and got hooked back on it... Now I want to stop its like it has a huge ball and chain on my ankle...and I'm starting to feel like ashamed or sumthing.
    nativebeautyjaneen nativebeautyjaneen 26-30 Mar 13, 2012

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    alecissor alecissor 22-25, F Apr 28

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    Ice Breakers

    Not just regular old Ice Breakers, but Ice Breakers SOURS!!! its just too good to be true.... I'm also addicted to Oreos and chocolate chip cookies. They're just amazing!! Once you have one you need another! Pretzels are really addicting too, no screw that, chocolate covered...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F Jul 22, 2008

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    Microsoft Word

    It's a strange addiction but if I have a spare moment I'm on it. Forget the internet! I'm on there writing my butt off, it's everything I freakin enjoy!!! I do everything and anything on it! 
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 30, 2009

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    The Addiction

           a slip is seeing your self not liking what you see. doing the drug you choose says who you want to be. that is the insanity of addiction, for you will never be who you are until you find that good addiction, being this, you seek every day...
    1053rw 1053rw 61-65, M Oct 15, 2010

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    Life

    Life,I'm addicted,Wanting more,Can't stop,This thing called living,It's got me hooked!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Oct 15, 2011

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    :s

    I am feeling lazy so I'll keep this pretty short. I'm addicted to the internet, my laptop, and my room. I stay in my room almost all day long and I stay on my laptop. It's starting to get on my nerves. I'm not happy and when I am away from all of this, I get those withdraws. It's...
    oldaccount oldaccount 18-21, M Nov 6, 2012

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    Very Much So

    Im addicted to my secret lover. hes wonderful and i am completely addicted to him, my sex life has never been better
    AmiceTheBard AmiceTheBard 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2008

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    I Have Felt Addicted To A Lot Of Things...

    But my promises to important people have mostly prevented me... One thing i have never been addicted to, but constantly crave... is panadol. It always makes me happy, as well as taking the physical pain away. I am afraid to take it, because everytime after, its...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 29, 2009

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    Wtf Is Really Goin On ??

    Why do they issue and prescibe my 12 yr. Old son drugs, they say will make him stay focused in school. But, yet, labled us, and charge us, as crimanals for using something that does the samething, but isnt a presciption. Ive learned to use it as a prescrition, and not to abuse it...
    stucknbfe stucknbfe 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 13, 2012

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    Soda, That Sweet, Sweet Necter....

    DARN IT ALL. I have tried to stop drinking this stuff for like a decade, but I always fall off the bandwagon *cry*. I have gotten good about drinking diet and caff free, AND I drink alot more water now, but I can't seem to give it up. It is a sad, sad thing to be...
    lmg007 lmg007 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2008

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    Pills

    My family doesnt know that i have been snorting pills everyday for the past six months. I dont even think they know that i have been doing pills for over 2 years. I dont do drugs recreationally, i do them alone to just numb the pain for a little bit. My counselors dont even know...
    Panda223344 Panda223344 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2009

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    Hi, i am 25 years old

    and i am addicted to the internet. I hardly ever go out, don't have any friend and hardly ever create emotional connections. I spend almost all my time on the internet playing quizzes at quizmaniac.net, posting on reddit and in the social networks. Is this wrong because i don't...
    luissierra luissierra 22-25, M Dec 12, 2013

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    Fear Of Reality

    I am addicted to being afraid od reality. I have been drug addicted for 15 years. I in my opinion have been winning the baqttle with drugs, I was on heroin and meth 2 years ago, i was an IV drug user, but I don't do that n e more. I don't want to either, however at this time i am...
    capriciousness capriciousness 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2009

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    First day bouldering.

    That. Was. Awesome!
    NewShoes12 NewShoes12 26-30, M Jun 28

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    In The Program

          I like any person learning i had a addiction thought a alcoholic and drug addict was only in us people who had a weakness of the mind as doctors an others said in man stream society to weak to overcome my addiction an tried an tried to follow the programs rules an 12...
    1053rw 1053rw 61-65, M Sep 17, 2011

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    I Hate It But.....

    I do coke and addarale! And I drink... I have stoped but not for long. I dont know how to live with out useing! I hate what I do I hate that I do it. But I cant find it in me to stop for good. I cant find it in me to never do it again. I am scared to never do it again. It dose...
    Geinger Geinger 16-17, F Nov 25, 2011

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    Untitled

    i feel like im addicted to a lot of things. but im so afraid to let them go. i dont want to lose anything else. im not just saying im addicted to these things. i literally CANNOT function without them. when i dont have them, a big piece of me is missing. i get migraines. i get...
    somethingbecomingnothing somethingbecomingnothing 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2011

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    I am addicted to rough sex and i need someone to help me
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    Games have ruined my life since I was a kid. I am a shy person. As a kid, I didn't deal well with this, so I quickly resorted to games, but then it was ok. I grew up in a way...
    nyancat26 nyancat26 18-21, M Jul 19

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    If you're concerned with your addiction to video games, please read this. Games have ruined my life since I was a kid. I am a shy person. As a kid, I didn't deal well with this...
    nyancat26 nyancat26 18-21, M Jul 20

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    As unfortunate/fortunate as it may be, I am indeed addicted to the internet. The reason why I'm addicted is probably because of how I stay up until late talking to my internet...
    KMargatroid KMargatroid 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    Addicted to your touch, the way you run your hands through my hair when we kiss, your kiss I get so turned on by kissing you, your breathe on my skin, our bodies touching, the...
    classynsassy34 classynsassy34 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 8

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    Addicted to you - Avicii I'm addicted to you, Hooked on your love, Like a powerful drug I can't get enough of,
    ConcealedWildheart ConcealedWildheart 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm 16 and I'm addicted to laxatives. From a very young age the only things I've ever wanted it to be "skinny". Even being young I'd blow the candles out on my cake wishing to be...
    britterz123 britterz123 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    This is a very serious problem for me. It all started when I was just a kid. I believe to this day that it started when I saw a computer in my house for the first time. I was two...
    TacTaco TacTaco 22-25, M Jul 1

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    I'm 24 years old, 5'5", 115 pounds, the day bartender at a very successful bar, and the single mother to one beautiful girl. I've been abusing my Adderall lately...and loving it. I...
    powsupermum powsupermum 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    Is there anyone else out there totally in love with JR Ward and the Black Dagger Brotherhood? She is my all time favourite author and the BDB books are fantastic. The world and...
    1970schick 1970schick 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I am totally addicted! In fact, I believe that if I didn't eat I would die.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 1

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    I'm addicted to gaining followers. I have so many people I want to follow but i don't want my following count to be higher than my followers. #firstworldproblems
    Cleanandclear Cleanandclear 16-17, F Jul 6

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    Divine pleasure(Trigger warning!)- To simply jump straight to the point; I'm addicted to self harm. Not for the pain, or the release of emotion.. But rather for the scars. I...
    n0ceur n0ceur 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    Its actually I WAS addicted to psychics!!!! for about 9-10 years... spending hundreds of thousands of dollars... it was bad...It was the darkest, my shameful time in my life. I...
    mandyland416 mandyland416 36-40 1 Response Jul 11

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    I am very much addicted to the sunshine. I love it for skinny dipping, nude sunbathing, and just sitting outside with others.
    nudistfamilyonbeach nudistfamilyonbeach 41-45, F Jul 14

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    I think I'm addicted to falling in love
    theflightlessbird theflightlessbird 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I honestly would tickle girls every day if I could. Tickling is just the best way to bond with someone. Any girls on here addicted to tickling as well?
    spikekekoa spikekekoa 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    I'm addicted to every food! I can't help it! Needs must, and my stomach needs a lot! So comfort food is very comfortable for me :D
    InternationalDarkness InternationalDarkness 13-15, F Jul 19

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    Okay. So I feel addicted to EP. You people are great though.
    scarredbutrelentless scarredbutrelentless 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    I had such intense anxiety that I could barely leave the house. I started my medication over a year ago, but now I'm addicted and not sure what to think.
    ElizabethKBitton ElizabethKBitton 22-25, F Jul 21

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    It's weird because, normally when you no longer have something or someone in your life, you move on. But it seems the longer my ex has been gone, the crazier I get. He's taken...
    everydayregret everydayregret 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    i been addicted for a couple of years and it has completley taken over my life, i have a wife and kids, and im just so far gone its hard to be myself, im trying to beat this but...
    Cage03 Cage03 22-25, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I'm always on Facebook I'm addicted to it I really am I can stay off it every 5 min I'm on Facebook or on here
    tamaraiwannaknow tamaraiwannaknow 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm not addicted right now but I'll post my experience. I hooked up with cocaine on spring 2013. I spent all my money and dropped out from school. Until this moment I'm trying to...
    Arobi Arobi 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    First to comment woo! But yeah, I'm totally addicted to hot chocolate.
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am past addicted and it's safe to say that I am obsessed with A&P! I can't get enough of it! :) It's too intriguing to just simply pass the subject by.
    mcatH2O mcatH2O 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My husband bought me a computer and we got AOL because I was a stay at home mom to my son and he wanted me to do something as a hobby . ( this was back in 1998 ) So I started...
    Nature1968 Nature1968 41-45, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I'm a coffee addict. I have to have a few cups a day or I will not function correctly. I may as well have coffee flowing through my veins.
    XxVivaLaBellaxX XxVivaLaBellaxX 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    I just don't think I'm strong enough to resist them anymore and that terrifies me. I don't know how to stop and groups like AA and NA don't work for me.
    ChildOfWinter ChildOfWinter 26-30, F Jul 1

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    METH. meth controls my every move, my every thought . meth is what keeps me sane . without meth there is only shakes , voices within my head , nightmares , sweats .. I am insane...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    Between Craigslist and Ebay, I'm always selling **** that I get for free. I just absolutely hate shipping stuff out, I think some of my customers I have had would agree. I ship...
    ihaveep ihaveep 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 2

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