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I Am Addicted

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 154 People

    Fear Of Reality

    I am addicted to being afraid od reality. I have been drug addicted for 15 years. I in my opinion have been winning the baqttle with drugs, I was on heroin and meth 2 years ago, i was an IV drug user, but I don't do that n e more. I don't want to either, however at this time i am...
    capriciousness capriciousness 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2009

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    First day bouldering.

    That. Was. Awesome!
    NewShoes12 NewShoes12 26-30, M Jun 28, 2014

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    I Hate It But.....

    I do coke and addarale! And I drink... I have stoped but not for long. I dont know how to live with out useing! I hate what I do I hate that I do it. But I cant find it in me to stop for good. I cant find it in me to never do it again. I am scared to never do it again. It dose...
    Geinger Geinger 16-17, F Nov 25, 2011

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    Untitled

    i feel like im addicted to a lot of things. but im so afraid to let them go. i dont want to lose anything else. im not just saying im addicted to these things. i literally CANNOT function without them. when i dont have them, a big piece of me is missing. i get migraines. i get...
    somethingbecomingnothing somethingbecomingnothing 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2011

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    Wtf Is Really Goin On ??

    Why do they issue and prescibe my 12 yr. Old son drugs, they say will make him stay focused in school. But, yet, labled us, and charge us, as crimanals for using something that does the samething, but isnt a presciption. Ive learned to use it as a prescrition, and not to abuse it...
    stucknbfe stucknbfe 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 13, 2012

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    In The Program

          I like any person learning i had a addiction thought a alcoholic and drug addict was only in us people who had a weakness of the mind as doctors an others said in man stream society to weak to overcome my addiction an tried an tried to follow the programs rules an 12...
    1053rw 1053rw 61-65, M Sep 17, 2011

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    It seems to be the nature of

    who I am. I constantly have a few addictions that make everything worthwhile.
    findmeholdmeloveme findmeholdmeloveme 18-21 4 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    Pills

    My family doesnt know that i have been snorting pills everyday for the past six months. I dont even think they know that i have been doing pills for over 2 years. I dont do drugs recreationally, i do them alone to just numb the pain for a little bit. My counselors dont even know...
    Panda223344 Panda223344 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2009

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    SuicideRedefined SuicideRedefined 18-21, M Feb 22

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    Soda, That Sweet, Sweet Necter....

    DARN IT ALL. I have tried to stop drinking this stuff for like a decade, but I always fall off the bandwagon *cry*. I have gotten good about drinking diet and caff free, AND I drink alot more water now, but I can't seem to give it up. It is a sad, sad thing to be...
    lmg007 lmg007 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2008

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    And I totally love being addicted.

    it feels really good. Make that... really, really good. So? My life, my choice. Btw, it's totally awesome.
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M Nov 5, 2014

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    Hi, i am 25 years old

    and i am addicted to the internet. I hardly ever go out, don't have any friend and hardly ever create emotional connections. I spend almost all my time on the internet playing quizzes at quizmaniac.net, posting on reddit and in the social networks. Is this wrong because i don't...
    luissierra luissierra 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 12, 2013

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    alecissor alecissor 22-25, F Apr 28, 2014

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    Microsoft Word

    It's a strange addiction but if I have a spare moment I'm on it. Forget the internet! I'm on there writing my butt off, it's everything I freakin enjoy!!! I do everything and anything on it! 
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 30, 2009

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    kym34 kym34 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Life

    Life,I'm addicted,Wanting more,Can't stop,This thing called living,It's got me hooked!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Oct 15, 2011

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    The Addiction

           a slip is seeing your self not liking what you see. doing the drug you choose says who you want to be. that is the insanity of addiction, for you will never be who you are until you find that good addiction, being this, you seek every day...
    1053rw 1053rw 61-65, M Oct 15, 2010

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    Cant Quit...want To, But My Mind Makes Me Believe I Cant

    I do coc...smoke and snort it...I stopped for a while and got hooked back on it... Now I want to stop its like it has a huge ball and chain on my ankle...and I'm starting to feel like ashamed or sumthing.
    nativebeautyjaneen nativebeautyjaneen 26-30 Mar 13, 2012

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    I am addicted to fanfiction.

    net. I hate my addiction, but I can't stop. I know it's hurting my bf. Most days, all I can think about is the stories. I had my bf use an application to block it, but I can always use my computer if I go down to McDonald's. Any advice on how to quit completely?
    mdx2 mdx2 18-21, F Sep 8, 2014

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    I Have Felt Addicted To A Lot Of Things...

    But my promises to important people have mostly prevented me... One thing i have never been addicted to, but constantly crave... is panadol. It always makes me happy, as well as taking the physical pain away. I am afraid to take it, because everytime after, its...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 29, 2009

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    To a man... I met him

    when I was just thirteen. And its been an 11 year roller coaster since! He was my first EVERYTHING! From my first make out session to my first time being intimate with a man. Which i guess explains my attachment to some degree but it honestly goes much deeper than that... I...
    hornybbw10 hornybbw10 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2014

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    Very Much So

    Im addicted to my secret lover. hes wonderful and i am completely addicted to him, my sex life has never been better
    AmiceTheBard AmiceTheBard 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2008

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    Ice Breakers

    Not just regular old Ice Breakers, but Ice Breakers SOURS!!! its just too good to be true.... I'm also addicted to Oreos and chocolate chip cookies. They're just amazing!! Once you have one you need another! Pretzels are really addicting too, no screw that, chocolate covered...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F Jul 22, 2008

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    someone asked me today what it would take

    for me to stop using meth. I was shocked at how easy it was for me to say "death." it came out of my mouth almost instantly. I didn't even have to think about it. I was so disgusted with my answer afterwards. who have I become...? but it's true. even though I hate the **** out...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 2, 2014

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    Rowanness Rowanness 13-15, F Feb 14

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    I read that 10% of marijuana users become addicted. Some people are just predisposed to getting addicted to things. It can be genetic or environmental or just the person's...
    Undeadly Undeadly 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    Know this: I am addicted to you.. I have tasted your mind and I cannot forget its flavor....
    SweetEmotions SweetEmotions 36-40, F 9 Responses Feb 6

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    I would not say addicted to ****, but at times it run my life, such that it takes my mind off actually living life to the fullest. Last nite for example, I had been reading part 1...
    xr4rider xr4rider 36-40 2 Responses Feb 12

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    You know you're addicted to EP when you're using the app on your phone and the site on your computer at the same time. That's exactly what I'm doing right now.
    SapphicMinion SapphicMinion 26-30, F 7 Responses Feb 14

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    I haven't been open to discussing this until recently - I realized that there are so many young kids going through what I went through and sharing my story and offering my advice...
    Kerryn2508 Kerryn2508 22-25, F Feb 16

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    I'm now addicted to Galaxy chocolate I need it almost so I now have a big storage of it in a secret place and I can have it any time I want
    Thefatgainer13 Thefatgainer13 13-15 1 Response Feb 17

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    I am addicted to the internet for sure. I set aside 2 or 3 hours weekdays and several hours on the weekends to have fun on my computer. I love learning and the internet gives me...
    jessicabeth jessicabeth 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    I am addicted to my cell phone. I just cannot be without it. I take it everywhere when I am outside in my backyard swimming, sunbathing, on the grill and eating on the patio with...
    jessicabeth jessicabeth 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 20

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    I'm addicted to this site :-) I have some truly amazing,funny,caring down to earth people in my circle .my FB friends are complaining I'm never on there lol Lets face it .... You...
    Billypuffnstuff Billypuffnstuff 46-50, M Feb 20

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    I'm addicted to eos!!!!!!!!!!!!
    ellajade ellajade 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I just moved to a new city in a new state and in with my boyfriend. I don't know anyone here and its really bothersome. I've never had many friends, I have two now and they have...
    kelleykingless kelleykingless 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I wish I could stop its killing me and my family. I just want to stop but I'm so addicted...
    annajvbanana annajvbanana 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Should I poop myself and then just sit around the house on the floors and sofa for hours? What do you think people comment what you think!
    Mushypanties12 Mushypanties12 18-21 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    It's seems to Have gone quiet and boring on here now!
    jon22 jon22 31-35, M 3 Responses Feb 6

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    I work at a salon and constantly buy products all the time. I'm crazy about my hair looking good lol. Today I had to buy a bigger container to fit it all in.
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F Feb 6

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    We had sex in the hotel pool, in the shower, by the window and he made me have sex in front of the mirror too! I really wanted to cry because of the window thing and the mirror...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    I'm getting the top and bottom of my belly button done on Friday! so nervous!
    LovingTheNewMe LovingTheNewMe 16-17, F Feb 7

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    anyone want to?? message me if you want to talk
    roguelustxxx roguelustxxx 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    People should not talk to me before I've had my first sip of coffee in the morning. It is... unwise.
    onebadstrudel onebadstrudel 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 8