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I Am Addicted

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 152 People

    Pills

    My family doesnt know that i have been snorting pills everyday for the past six months. I dont even think they know that i have been doing pills for over 2 years. I dont do drugs recreationally, i do them alone to just numb the pain for a little bit. My counselors dont even know...
    Panda223344 Panda223344 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2009

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    someone asked me today what it would take

    for me to stop using meth. I was shocked at how easy it was for me to say "death." it came out of my mouth almost instantly. I didn't even have to think about it. I was so disgusted with my answer afterwards. who have I become...? but it's true. even though I hate the **** out...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 2, 2014

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    To a man... I met him

    when I was just thirteen. And its been an 11 year roller coaster since! He was my first EVERYTHING! From my first make out session to my first time being intimate with a man. Which i guess explains my attachment to some degree but it honestly goes much deeper than that... I...
    hornybbw10 hornybbw10 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2014

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    Hi, i am 25 years old

    and i am addicted to the internet. I hardly ever go out, don't have any friend and hardly ever create emotional connections. I spend almost all my time on the internet playing quizzes at quizmaniac.net, posting on reddit and in the social networks. Is this wrong because i don't...
    luissierra luissierra 26-30, M Dec 12, 2013

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    Life

    Life,I'm addicted,Wanting more,Can't stop,This thing called living,It's got me hooked!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Oct 15, 2011

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    Cant Quit...want To, But My Mind Makes Me Believe I Cant

    I do coc...smoke and snort it...I stopped for a while and got hooked back on it... Now I want to stop its like it has a huge ball and chain on my ankle...and I'm starting to feel like ashamed or sumthing.
    nativebeautyjaneen nativebeautyjaneen 26-30 Mar 13, 2012

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    To my ps4. My husband got a new game

    and so he's actually been wanting to play. I feel like a child, I don't want to share. I'm ridiculous and I know it. I feel like crying over a stupid game console. I am disappointing myself.
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 16, 2015

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    Untitled

    i feel like im addicted to a lot of things. but im so afraid to let them go. i dont want to lose anything else. im not just saying im addicted to these things. i literally CANNOT function without them. when i dont have them, a big piece of me is missing. i get migraines. i get...
    somethingbecomingnothing somethingbecomingnothing 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2011

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    Soda, That Sweet, Sweet Necter....

    DARN IT ALL. I have tried to stop drinking this stuff for like a decade, but I always fall off the bandwagon *cry*. I have gotten good about drinking diet and caff free, AND I drink alot more water now, but I can't seem to give it up. It is a sad, sad thing to be...
    lmg007 lmg007 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2008

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    Ice Breakers

    Not just regular old Ice Breakers, but Ice Breakers SOURS!!! its just too good to be true.... I'm also addicted to Oreos and chocolate chip cookies. They're just amazing!! Once you have one you need another! Pretzels are really addicting too, no screw that, chocolate covered...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F Jul 22, 2008

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    alecissor alecissor 22-25, F Apr 28, 2014

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    Wtf Is Really Goin On ??

    Why do they issue and prescibe my 12 yr. Old son drugs, they say will make him stay focused in school. But, yet, labled us, and charge us, as crimanals for using something that does the samething, but isnt a presciption. Ive learned to use it as a prescrition, and not to abuse it...
    stucknbfe stucknbfe 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 13, 2012

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    SuicideRedefined SuicideRedefined 18-21, M Feb 22, 2015

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    First day bouldering.

    That. Was. Awesome!
    NewShoes12 NewShoes12 26-30, M Jun 28, 2014

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    Microsoft Word

    It's a strange addiction but if I have a spare moment I'm on it. Forget the internet! I'm on there writing my butt off, it's everything I freakin enjoy!!! I do everything and anything on it! 
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 30, 2009

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    .... to women in t-shirts

    and jeans.! They just look so comfortable. Its a sexy type of look. (I dont know)
    LuvButtz LuvButtz 46-50, M Apr 28, 2015

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    Very Much So

    Im addicted to my secret lover. hes wonderful and i am completely addicted to him, my sex life has never been better
    AmiceTheBard AmiceTheBard 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2008

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    Fear Of Reality

    I am addicted to being afraid od reality. I have been drug addicted for 15 years. I in my opinion have been winning the baqttle with drugs, I was on heroin and meth 2 years ago, i was an IV drug user, but I don't do that n e more. I don't want to either, however at this time i am...
    capriciousness capriciousness 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2009

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    In The Program

          I like any person learning i had a addiction thought a alcoholic and drug addict was only in us people who had a weakness of the mind as doctors an others said in man stream society to weak to overcome my addiction an tried an tried to follow the programs rules an 12...
    1053rw 1053rw 61-65, M Sep 17, 2011

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    I Have Felt Addicted To A Lot Of Things...

    But my promises to important people have mostly prevented me... One thing i have never been addicted to, but constantly crave... is panadol. It always makes me happy, as well as taking the physical pain away. I am afraid to take it, because everytime after, its...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 29, 2009

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    The Addiction

           a slip is seeing your self not liking what you see. doing the drug you choose says who you want to be. that is the insanity of addiction, for you will never be who you are until you find that good addiction, being this, you seek every day...
    1053rw 1053rw 61-65, M Oct 15, 2010

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    I Hate It But.....

    I do coke and addarale! And I drink... I have stoped but not for long. I dont know how to live with out useing! I hate what I do I hate that I do it. But I cant find it in me to stop for good. I cant find it in me to never do it again. I am scared to never do it again. It dose...
    Geinger Geinger 16-17, F Nov 25, 2011

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    I am addicted to fanfiction.

    net. I hate my addiction, but I can't stop. I know it's hurting my bf. Most days, all I can think about is the stories. I had my bf use an application to block it, but I can always use my computer if I go down to McDonald's. Any advice on how to quit completely?
    mdx2 mdx2 22-25, F Sep 8, 2014

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    sadly that's my breakfast ......
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    my attention span is so bad I can't watch something without being on my phone at the same time. like I need 2 layers of activity at all times this is a problem 😅
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    Omg I'll spend hours an hours just being on my phone
    Anyonmous62 Anyonmous62 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 2

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    Well here I am again another night alone in a house full of people. Thank you for being here as I reach out into the silence
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    I could stare at her for hours. Her kissable lips her beautiful eyes. Her contagious smile. She's everything I've ever wanted and yet some. She's perfect to me. I shall call her my...
    CleansedSoul CleansedSoul 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    I love tickling a girls very ticklish belly
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 31

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    I think it's SUPER What do you think ?
    hornysexyman hornysexyman 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 31

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    I am on it all the time hoping i have something in my inbox
    nateh25 nateh25 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    I am extremely ticklish ESPECIALLY on my soft, sensitive, size 10.5 bare soles ;) Message me if you want to see pictures or videos of them being tickle tortured!
    dewnOEWF dewnOEWF 18-21, M Jan 30

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    I have often fantasized about my ex girlfriend taking a huge BBC ;)
    1645jw1645 1645jw1645 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    Check mine out mass1vec0ck.tumblr.com. I am a naughty Daddy Dom who loves to play!
    marcooooo marcooooo 26-30, M Jan 28

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    I bought an IPad but I don't know how to create an apple id. can you please tell me how to create an apple account ? or create an account for me plz? ( when I want to create the...
    hisham98 hisham98 16-17, M Jan 28

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    I just started my Youtube channel yesterday I really want to help people live a healthier happier lifestyle while connecting back to Source if your interested check me out and...
    AsrielAsItGets AsrielAsItGets 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    ...that moment my heart pounds and body tightens right before I come... delicious exciting
    82739cjz 82739cjz 36-40, M Jan 26

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    i wear black and punk but omg i love pastel and cute things :3
    brattydoll brattydoll 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    Almost everyday for two weeks now I have had brown rice with soy sauce. It's the only substantial meal I've felt like eating. I will normally go through phases of eating pretty...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 25

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    Hey...don't ignore this,just give me a chance to explain Don't grab your "tools" whenever you feel bad.Remind yourself what will happen if you give up.How are you going to deal...
    ghostdolly ghostdolly 13-15, F Jan 24

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