I Am Addicted

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    I Hate It But.....

    I do coke and addarale! And I drink... I have stoped but not for long. I dont know how to live with out useing! I hate what I do I hate that I do it. But I cant find it in me to stop for good. I cant find it in me to never do it again. I am scared to never do it again. It dose...
    Geinger Geinger
    16-17, F
    Nov 25, 2011

    Soda, That Sweet, Sweet Necter....

    DARN IT ALL. I have tried to stop drinking this stuff for like a decade, but I always fall off the bandwagon *cry*. I have gotten good about drinking diet and caff free, AND I drink alot more water now, but I can't seem to give it up. It is a sad, sad thing to be...
    lmg007 lmg007
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 21, 2008

    Very Much So

    Im addicted to my secret lover. hes wonderful and i am completely addicted to him, my sex life has never been better
    AmiceTheBard AmiceTheBard
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 9, 2008
    SuicideRedefined SuicideRedefined
    18-21, M
    Feb 22, 2015

    Fear Of Reality

    I am addicted to being afraid od reality. I have been drug addicted for 15 years. I in my opinion have been winning the baqttle with drugs, I was on heroin and meth 2 years ago, i was an IV drug user, but I don't do that n e more. I don't want to either, however at this time i am...
    capriciousness capriciousness
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 19, 2009

    I Have Felt Addicted To A Lot Of Things...

    But my promises to important people have mostly prevented me... One thing i have never been addicted to, but constantly crave... is panadol. It always makes me happy, as well as taking the physical pain away. I am afraid to take it, because everytime after, its...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 29, 2009

    Hi, i am 25 years old

    and i am addicted to the internet. I hardly ever go out, don't have any friend and hardly ever create emotional connections. I spend almost all my time on the internet playing quizzes at quizmaniac.net, posting on reddit and in the social networks. Is this wrong because i don't...
    luissierra luissierra
    26-30, M
    Dec 12, 2013

    To a man... I met him

    when I was just thirteen. And its been an 11 year roller coaster since! He was my first EVERYTHING! From my first make out session to my first time being intimate with a man. Which i guess explains my attachment to some degree but it honestly goes much deeper than that... I...
    hornybbw10 hornybbw10
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 6, 2014

    Microsoft Word

    It's a strange addiction but if I have a spare moment I'm on it. Forget the internet! I'm on there writing my butt off, it's everything I freakin enjoy!!! I do everything and anything on it! 
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 30, 2009
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 29, 2015

    .... to women in t-shirts

    and jeans.! They just look so comfortable. Its a sexy type of look. (I dont know)
    LuvButtz LuvButtz
    46-50, M
    Apr 28, 2015

    Untitled

    i feel like im addicted to a lot of things. but im so afraid to let them go. i dont want to lose anything else. im not just saying im addicted to these things. i literally CANNOT function without them. when i dont have them, a big piece of me is missing. i get migraines. i get...
    somethingbecomingnothing somethingbecomingnothing
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2011

    In The Program

          I like any person learning i had a addiction thought a alcoholic and drug addict was only in us people who had a weakness of the mind as doctors an others said in man stream society to weak to overcome my addiction an tried an tried to follow the programs rules an 12...
    1053rw 1053rw
    61-65, M
    Sep 17, 2011

    The Addiction

           a slip is seeing your self not liking what you see. doing the drug you choose says who you want to be. that is the insanity of addiction, for you will never be who you are until you find that good addiction, being this, you seek every day...
    1053rw 1053rw
    61-65, M
    Oct 15, 2010

    someone asked me today what it would take

    for me to stop using meth. I was shocked at how easy it was for me to say "death." it came out of my mouth almost instantly. I didn't even have to think about it. I was so disgusted with my answer afterwards. who have I become...? but it's true. even though I hate the **** out...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 2, 2014

    I am addicted to fanfiction.

    net. I hate my addiction, but I can't stop. I know it's hurting my bf. Most days, all I can think about is the stories. I had my bf use an application to block it, but I can always use my computer if I go down to McDonald's. Any advice on how to quit completely?
    mdx2 mdx2
    22-25, F
    Sep 8, 2014

    Wtf Is Really Goin On ??

    Why do they issue and prescibe my 12 yr. Old son drugs, they say will make him stay focused in school. But, yet, labled us, and charge us, as crimanals for using something that does the samething, but isnt a presciption. Ive learned to use it as a prescrition, and not to abuse it...
    stucknbfe stucknbfe
    31-35, M
    1 Response Oct 13, 2012

    Ice Breakers

    Not just regular old Ice Breakers, but Ice Breakers SOURS!!! its just too good to be true.... I'm also addicted to Oreos and chocolate chip cookies. They're just amazing!! Once you have one you need another! Pretzels are really addicting too, no screw that, chocolate covered...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine
    18-21, F
    Jul 22, 2008

    Life

    Life,I'm addicted,Wanting more,Can't stop,This thing called living,It's got me hooked!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Oct 15, 2011

    Cant Quit...want To, But My Mind Makes Me Believe I Cant

    I do coc...smoke and snort it...I stopped for a while and got hooked back on it... Now I want to stop its like it has a huge ball and chain on my ankle...and I'm starting to feel like ashamed or sumthing.
    nativebeautyjaneen nativebeautyjaneen
    26-30
    Mar 13, 2012

    To my ps4. My husband got a new game

    and so he's actually been wanting to play. I feel like a child, I don't want to share. I'm ridiculous and I know it. I feel like crying over a stupid game console. I am disappointing myself.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 16, 2015

    Pills

    My family doesnt know that i have been snorting pills everyday for the past six months. I dont even think they know that i have been doing pills for over 2 years. I dont do drugs recreationally, i do them alone to just numb the pain for a little bit. My counselors dont even know...
    Panda223344 Panda223344
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 18, 2009
    alecissor alecissor
    22-25, F
    Apr 28, 2014

    First day bouldering.

    That. Was. Awesome!
    NewShoes12 NewShoes12
    26-30, M
    Jun 28, 2014

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