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I Am Addicted

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    The Addiction

           a slip is seeing your self not liking what you see. doing the drug you choose says who you want to be. that is the insanity of addiction, for you will never be who you are until you find that good addiction, being this, you seek every day...
    1053rw 1053rw 61-65, M Oct 15, 2010

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    someone asked me today what it would take

    for me to stop using meth. I was shocked at how easy it was for me to say "death." it came out of my mouth almost instantly. I didn't even have to think about it. I was so disgusted with my answer afterwards. who have I become...? but it's true. even though I hate the **** out...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 2, 2014

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    Fear Of Reality

    I am addicted to being afraid od reality. I have been drug addicted for 15 years. I in my opinion have been winning the baqttle with drugs, I was on heroin and meth 2 years ago, i was an IV drug user, but I don't do that n e more. I don't want to either, however at this time i am...
    capriciousness capriciousness 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2009

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    .... to women in t-shirts

    and jeans.! They just look so comfortable. Its a sexy type of look. (I dont know)
    LuvButtz LuvButtz 46-50, M a week ago

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    And I totally love being addicted.

    it feels really good. Make that... really, really good. So? My life, my choice. Btw, it's totally awesome.
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M Nov 5, 2014

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    Microsoft Word

    It's a strange addiction but if I have a spare moment I'm on it. Forget the internet! I'm on there writing my butt off, it's everything I freakin enjoy!!! I do everything and anything on it! 
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 30, 2009

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    Cant Quit...want To, But My Mind Makes Me Believe I Cant

    I do coc...smoke and snort it...I stopped for a while and got hooked back on it... Now I want to stop its like it has a huge ball and chain on my ankle...and I'm starting to feel like ashamed or sumthing.
    nativebeautyjaneen nativebeautyjaneen 26-30 Mar 13, 2012

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    Hi, i am 25 years old

    and i am addicted to the internet. I hardly ever go out, don't have any friend and hardly ever create emotional connections. I spend almost all my time on the internet playing quizzes at quizmaniac.net, posting on reddit and in the social networks. Is this wrong because i don't...
    luissierra luissierra 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 12, 2013

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    Wtf Is Really Goin On ??

    Why do they issue and prescibe my 12 yr. Old son drugs, they say will make him stay focused in school. But, yet, labled us, and charge us, as crimanals for using something that does the samething, but isnt a presciption. Ive learned to use it as a prescrition, and not to abuse it...
    stucknbfe stucknbfe 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 13, 2012

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    I am addicted to fanfiction.

    net. I hate my addiction, but I can't stop. I know it's hurting my bf. Most days, all I can think about is the stories. I had my bf use an application to block it, but I can always use my computer if I go down to McDonald's. Any advice on how to quit completely?
    mdx2 mdx2 22-25, F Sep 8, 2014

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    Life

    Life,I'm addicted,Wanting more,Can't stop,This thing called living,It's got me hooked!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Oct 15, 2011

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    I Have Felt Addicted To A Lot Of Things...

    But my promises to important people have mostly prevented me... One thing i have never been addicted to, but constantly crave... is panadol. It always makes me happy, as well as taking the physical pain away. I am afraid to take it, because everytime after, its...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 29, 2009

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    Very Much So

    Im addicted to my secret lover. hes wonderful and i am completely addicted to him, my sex life has never been better
    AmiceTheBard AmiceTheBard 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2008

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    In The Program

          I like any person learning i had a addiction thought a alcoholic and drug addict was only in us people who had a weakness of the mind as doctors an others said in man stream society to weak to overcome my addiction an tried an tried to follow the programs rules an 12...
    1053rw 1053rw 61-65, M Sep 17, 2011

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    Pills

    My family doesnt know that i have been snorting pills everyday for the past six months. I dont even think they know that i have been doing pills for over 2 years. I dont do drugs recreationally, i do them alone to just numb the pain for a little bit. My counselors dont even know...
    Panda223344 Panda223344 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2009

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    SuicideRedefined SuicideRedefined 18-21, M Feb 22

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    Ice Breakers

    Not just regular old Ice Breakers, but Ice Breakers SOURS!!! its just too good to be true.... I'm also addicted to Oreos and chocolate chip cookies. They're just amazing!! Once you have one you need another! Pretzels are really addicting too, no screw that, chocolate covered...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F Jul 22, 2008

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    kym34 kym34 31-35, F Jan 29

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    Untitled

    i feel like im addicted to a lot of things. but im so afraid to let them go. i dont want to lose anything else. im not just saying im addicted to these things. i literally CANNOT function without them. when i dont have them, a big piece of me is missing. i get migraines. i get...
    somethingbecomingnothing somethingbecomingnothing 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2011

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    I Hate It But.....

    I do coke and addarale! And I drink... I have stoped but not for long. I dont know how to live with out useing! I hate what I do I hate that I do it. But I cant find it in me to stop for good. I cant find it in me to never do it again. I am scared to never do it again. It dose...
    Geinger Geinger 16-17, F Nov 25, 2011

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    Soda, That Sweet, Sweet Necter....

    DARN IT ALL. I have tried to stop drinking this stuff for like a decade, but I always fall off the bandwagon *cry*. I have gotten good about drinking diet and caff free, AND I drink alot more water now, but I can't seem to give it up. It is a sad, sad thing to be...
    lmg007 lmg007 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2008

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    First day bouldering.

    That. Was. Awesome!
    NewShoes12 NewShoes12 26-30, M Jun 28, 2014

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    alecissor alecissor 22-25, F Apr 28, 2014

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    To a man... I met him

    when I was just thirteen. And its been an 11 year roller coaster since! He was my first EVERYTHING! From my first make out session to my first time being intimate with a man. Which i guess explains my attachment to some degree but it honestly goes much deeper than that... I...
    hornybbw10 hornybbw10 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2014

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    It's been 5 years, since i knew kpop from my friends. First time, my friend tell me about Running man a variety show from korea, then i get addicted because it's so funny. Then, i...
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    I cannot get enough sugar. I've been addicted since I was young, as I developed the idea that sugar was a reward. This belief reinforced my positive thoughts connected to sugar...
    TheRealSamsClub TheRealSamsClub 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    actually not really addicted..but its one of my many sources for entertainment as most of the adult sites get blocked here in this country...so yeah Tumblr is a reliable source...
    DarkKinkster DarkKinkster 26-30, M Apr 6

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    I have been home for 3 hours and haven't smoked any pot, because I'm addicted to EP.
    SapphicMinion SapphicMinion 26-30, F 22 Responses Apr 7

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    I truly am addicted to tickling, specifically being tickled. I came on this site some years ago to talk about how an old and deep-seated phobia I had of being tickled had...
    BrioTiger BrioTiger 26-30, F 7 Responses Apr 11

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    I bought my first home computer in 1993. Ever since that time, I have been addicted to the internet and various websites. I now use a computer for my military employment position...
    oldernudistfemale oldernudistfemale 51-55, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I'm addicted to popping my pants. Like when I get the urge to poop I sit back and like go. Yesterday I had to poop really badly after I left work. I couldn't hold it anymore so I...
    Thtsme123321 Thtsme123321 18-21, F 7 Responses Apr 14

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    This really, really sucks. Im not old at all and im addicted to this, ***********. I don't know why I like watching it but I do and I just wish I could stop. So if anybody sees...
    KatyJane456 KatyJane456 22-25, F 15 Responses Apr 16

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    Help .. I'm addicted to laxatives I take 4 every morning I always say I'm going to stop but it gets rid of my binge weight :/ I know I should stop but I can't .. And I'm scared its...
    hanep1 hanep1 18-21 2 Responses Apr 17

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    I am a hugger and very much addicted to hugging others. I love how I feel and makes others feel as we smile and hug one another. It sure brightens up my day and those I am...
    joan1976 joan1976 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 19

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    I believe I'm addicted to marijuana.. I started smoking when I became depressed because I felt that was a better way to cope with stuff rather than cutting, but now that coping...
    kelsey9317 kelsey9317 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 19

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    I'm so addicted it's unreal. I recently got the original base game on my laptop and I was fine playing that but I had seen expansion packs and I wanted to try them out. I've...
    QueenOfAwkwardness QueenOfAwkwardness 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 21

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    I'm more addicted to twitter. that's usually Why my phone is in my hand
    yesitsme123 yesitsme123 31-35 Apr 23

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    I may not be that addicted to Jacking off like many others, but when the mood strikes me right and am thinking about sex or bulges or situations then I tend to get it hard and...
    fuzzynutsone fuzzynutsone 66-70 6 Responses Apr 24

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    I don't like being addicted to comfort food. I mean I like the food but I hate the addiction.
    Alanawa Alanawa 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    I dont ever want to stop eating! It just feels so good and tasty and fattening. Food is too good not to be addicted to
    BiggerIsBetter44 BiggerIsBetter44 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    I've been addicted to make-up since I was 13. I don't seem to be able to overcome this issue. I can't remember the last time I left the house without make-up on. Even thinking...
    TheRealSamsClub TheRealSamsClub 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    without hisoka this show wouldn't be so great.
    jintakada0 jintakada0 22-25, M Apr 6

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    4 days away from EP and I finally broke. Since when do I care so much 'bout what goes down here? O-O...
    MadNocturnes MadNocturnes 18-21, F