Post

I Am Afraid All the Time

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 50 People

    A Light?

    I've recently begun to notice how wary I've become. Everything that moves seems to frighten me--and nighttime magnifies the movements and "bumps" so that I can hardly move or breathe. What is it that I'm really afraid of? Sometimes, I really miss the old me. The...
    gilgamesh18 gilgamesh18 19-21 May 30, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Even Here

    People who know me think I can handle things.  But in truth, I'm terrified of everything.  Riding in a car scares the **** out of me, because I have been in a number of accidents.  Meeting new people scares me, because I feel like they are judging me or lying to...
    boarderline boarderline 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 25, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It's Not Quite So Bad Now....

    But I still believe in the boogyman, monsters under my bed and in my closet. I still jump if anyone comes up behind me. I'm terrified of the dark and wish every night for someone to come into my life who can banish the monsters. Someone who will protect me from the night terrors...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 13, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Bubble Girl

    I'm not afraid of the obvious stuff like monsters or ghost but the situations and people i encounter in everyday life do scare me. For the past 7 years this fear of people and new challenges that life hands us, has kept me confined in a prison. Its so bad that i don't have really...
    dethklok09 dethklok09 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Flight

    It is actually not easy to admit this. Most of the time, in "real" life, I lie and fake confidence. I'm really good at pretending to be okay. I try new things all the time, I do new things. I act impulsively sometimes, like buying a ticket to a foreign city... But I'm...
    Kailasa Kailasa 16-18, F Nov 20, 2007

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    Until you got sick of me I was never good enough to be Anything but remedy To all of your constant pressing needs Story of my life
    Temi2707 Temi2707 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If I can stop aging, freeze myself, and live forever; I would. I really hope reincarnation is real.
    DesireMeOnly DesireMeOnly 18-21, F 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    1)Platoon 2)The Empire Strikes Back 3)Blade Runner 4)Lethal Weapon 5)Die Hard 2
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    A very hard decision for me but they have to be 1:X Men days of future past 2: Underworld Rise of the Lycans 3: Pirates of the Caribbean at Worlds End 4: Harry Potter and The...
    TargetAimShootKill TargetAimShootKill 13-15, F Aug 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have been seen as a man who always try to "act" good but in reality I try and be honest with everyone and at every possible moment of my life. Be it family, friends, girlfriend...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    1. What is your name? Samantha! 2. How old are you? I am 15. 3. Are you sure? Yup, 5 days until I get my temps. 4. What is your earliest memory? My grandpas funeral. 5...
    sammanthaa sammanthaa 13-15, F a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My mom is in a very abusive relationship ... 2 days ago she got in a fight with her husband in which he threw her phone out of the window while he was driving, took her head and...
    RiseAbove222 RiseAbove222 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The interior of La Scala.Ricardo Muti has long been musical director considering the fact that 1970, and when you ever doubted opera was art, a night at La Scala will allow you to...
    Theodoreqjc Theodoreqjc 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    1. What is your name? Anna 2. How old are you? 15 3. Are you sure? Umm, yeah? 4. What is your earliest memory? My great-grandmother sleeping 5. What is your favourite alcoholic...
    UnicornsBlood UnicornsBlood 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    You should see our terms and conditions for more information. Click this link to see full web site map. © 2014 loveholidays.com For brand new bookings quote reference ID...
    Jewelgzr Jewelgzr 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    19 Aug 2014 “When you Select a beach cabin, ensure you are from the Sunset bar, as it might be a little bit noisy on a nice night” (181JasonH)This stop by was...
    Darrickexp Darrickexp 31-35, M 1 Response 19 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    , are customarily tipped. In case you have questions on when gratuities are or are certainly not bundled, feel free to request your Holidays To Go travel counselor.This pay a visit...
    Rileyrr1962 Rileyrr1962 31-35, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have seen how it is when you start to grow up. You get more responsibilities and some of them can be good but there are others like paying for insurance, paying for bills and all...
    Culinaryman23 Culinaryman23 22-25, M 9 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Im afraid of rejection because i know its going to hurt my pride. I like this guy so much. Ive been honest with him. But later on i noticed when we talked it was boring. There...
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm always scared of rejections I'm like a little kid , I like some ill tell a friend my friend tells them and every time i see them I hid from them because I think of rejects my...
    Strange143 Strange143 16-17, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My ex was horrible... Cheated on me and lied about it... We were together for over 4 year! The guy before that cheated on me too. I don't know if it's me. But it hurts all the same...
    BriannaSimpson BriannaSimpson 31-35, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Everything around me is falling apart...we all live in fear...When you live In a war zone everything else looks insignificant ...I live in iraq...I have watched so many people die...
    ffdp84 ffdp84 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hi. I know this is really stupid and complicated, and I'm sorry for being so upset for seemingly no reason, but I sort of have a problem. It's barely a problem at all, I know--I'm...
    MysteryMe110 MysteryMe110 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have never been in a romantic relationship in my whole life. For a while it didn't bother me that much (it bothered me a little, but I occupied my time and my mind with other...
    rarariri rarariri 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It would be great if I could go to the last 5 months. At that time I was just an innocent girl who enjoyed high school life. But everything has changed since then. The guys who...
    Lythyda Lythyda 18-21, F Jul 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So, as I said on my past experience, I'm still heartbroken over my ex. It's been 5 months, almost 6 since we broke up and to be honest I know it's time to move on. I've met a lot...
    Gabs96 Gabs96 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    In my current state I have realized that I am afraid to fall in love. I fear rejection, or falling and it not being reciprocated. I am an extremely sensitive person, my poor little...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F Aug 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    All the "friends" I have are locked up in a mind set that was set before them by their parents, religion, television, and sex appeal. They wouldn't dare hit their parents if they...
    LeonardFinch LeonardFinch 16-17, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am afraid of being rejected like I'm afraid of being open about my fetish. It's a terrifying experience when I think I'm gonna be rejected to the point that I won't do certain...
    ILF777 ILF777 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    For some reason, I have become afraid of almost everything. I'm afraid of eye contact, and I am afraid to speak up in public. Wherever I go, I can't help but feel afraid. Whenever...
    PastaPyro567 PastaPyro567 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I know how it is especially growing up and maybe some people can relate. I had a trampoline and a pool when I was younger. Most kids liked to hang out because I invited them over...
    RedScythe RedScythe 22-25, M Aug 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So 10,000 people are afraid. I'm not sure I should really enlighten my thought process, but what the heck, I've been doing it enough lately. Last week (or was it week before, can't...
    Faust76 Faust76 36-40, M Aug 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Why can’t I just be me? Do I have to always measure myself against what others will think of me? Sometimes I just think on things too much, I guess we all do. But why do I worry...
    MatildaEve MatildaEve 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm not afraid of this fate as I have encountered it many times in my life. I recently lost 3 co workers in a brutal accident and watching the people at work the past 24 hours has...
    Jerseygirl72 Jerseygirl72 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I remember a time not so long ago, when I danced while bathed in sunlight and made every day an adventure; without fear or reservation, I lived my life the way life is supposed to...
    thisangelslife thisangelslife 31-35, M Aug 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It seems worthless to be afraid of something that everyone will eventually go through. An if you're worried no one will remember you, you're right. The Second Law of Thermodynamics...
    PercyJacksonisAWESOME PercyJacksonisAWESOME 18-21, F Aug 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ever since i was little i wud see spirits & smell them. But For the past 9 years, every single nyt without fail i suffer nightmares. I dream of all sorts but mostly i see "things...
    omlette123 omlette123 26-30, F Jul 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have an intense fear of rejection. I've reached the point where I don't even try to make new friends because I'm afraid if they don't like me then they'll judge me or make fun of...
    CJHall1234 CJHall1234 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm afraid to really be myself anymore. People nowadays judge everyone on anything. The way they dress, how much they weigh, pretty much anything. When I see someone looking at me...
    bekoveranything bekoveranything 13-15, F 9 Responses Jul 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm afraid of falling in love. Nothing can ever end well when two people are in love. I'm afraid my heart will be broken,shattered. I want to live life because it's so short.sh...
    itsgemma01 itsgemma01 13-15, F Aug 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Rejection is one of my biggest fears. It's even made me so anxious, that I've slowly backed out of the real world and onto the internet world. I know that all you need to do is to...
    Tazzu Tazzu 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm not afraid of mirrors I'm afraid of looking into mirrors becuz I know.for fact I'm ugly so when I look in the mirror I feel sad and depressed and ugly and be like...
    ticklon ticklon 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    In society, i try to fit in and pretend to like the same things everybody does. But it kills me inside not to express my own feelings and enjoy the things i like. But if i do...
    ninjadentistinspace ninjadentistinspace 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've never told anyone about this and now I'm telling it to anyone who has the time and good will to get to know me and maybe even help me feel true happiness again. I'm a...
    Viodhora Viodhora 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My insecurities increase at times where they should not be, I feel like you hate me even more though you would claim differently. I remember being drunk, something rare for me in...
    Lucienn Lucienn 18-21, T Aug 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I get so worried about this. The few times I've been left alone in my life, I felt so freaked out and unprepared, it's not even okay. How am I going to be an adult if I can't even...
    StokesQuirky StokesQuirky 18-21, F Jul 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Turning from an optimistic person to a pessimist. Imagine if i'd go back to last year, this pain would not be there, the pain of feeling used and exploited. Over and over again...
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 22

    Your Response

    <