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I Am Afraid I Am Going To Lose Someone I Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 206 People

    Melancholy As Hell

    I'm trapped in a failed marriage by my wife who refuses to let me go. How can it still be love when she'd rather force me to stay than work out how to deal with things being that far gone? Meanwhile after declaring the relationship dead I'd fallen for my best friend, who doesn't...
    TheVerticalMan TheVerticalMan 41-45, M 3 Responses May 8, 2013

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    No One To Blame

    It's just one of those things. I got involved with a wonderful man. We were taking our time, had not had sex yet, just getting to know each other and falling in love. We are both married and in sexless marriages. We both wanted affection and real emotion without having to...
    CountrySlicker CountrySlicker 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2013

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    Losing The Love Of My Life

    my girlfriend and i were at a farm that i've never seen before. a white man in a car pulls up in the driveway. i've never seen him before, but he has a gun. he shot towards the house, missing us, but it bounces off the house and goes through the back of my girlfriend, straight...
    garrettallan garrettallan 18-21, M Jun 30, 2013

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    Darkness And Light

    She took a little step toward the light that was beaming at her from so far away. Darkness is all she has known for so long. Scared to move, but drawn like a moth to the bright flame she sees. It beckoned, calling itself love, calling out to her. Pulled there, almost against...
    flowersinherhair flowersinherhair 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2010

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    I Am Afraid I Am Going To Lose Someone I Love

    I am. Everytime I get close to someone I am so scared, because there's a high chance they'll stop loving me, or  run away, become distant. And then I am left alone, to pick up the broken pieces of my heart.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 27, 2010

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    Loss

    It scares the hell out of me. If I can I keep most people at arms length because I know if I get too close I will end up being hurt. I have irrational fears and dreams that my mum and or my dad are going to die. I know this is morbid but I can't help it. It just seems...
    myselfxox myselfxox 31-35, F Mar 26, 2010

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    Someone Can Stay In Your Heaqrt Forever But Not Your Life

    my boyfriend dumped me today because i hugged a grade fourer i relised i still love him but he can not stay in my life forever and that i lived and was happy before i knew him and i just need to get on with my life and relise that i deserve someone better than him
    monkeymilburn monkeymilburn 13-15, F Oct 21, 2012

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    A Date I Won't Forget

    .......17 April 2010   It was Masquerade Nite.  The mail still ends with kisses at the bottom for me.. I will always cherish them for as long as I live. Thank you babe... for the love and affection you gave me....  I was blessed to have your love for 3...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 21, 2010

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    A Hole-in-corner Life

    I am sitting here tonight at my wits end, i am so afraid of losing my boyfriend.  He has been keeping things from me and he is becoming cold even though he denies it and i cant stop being completely paranoid every-time he leaves the house of what hes doing and thinking...
    esoterika esoterika 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 12, 2010

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    My Mom

    I am afraid that my mom will die soon & I know I will not be able to handle it. Her health just keeps deteriorating. My whole life will be turned upside down & everything will change & I will be all alone. I may even be homeless or put in a mental hospital, or both because I have...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F Jun 11, 2010

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    Nope

    nope not afraid it happened so wats there really to say
    Alwaysandforever29 Alwaysandforever29 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 19, 2011

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    I Am Afraid I Am Going To Lose Someone I Love

    I feel that I will lose my Uncle which is 87 right now, and the worse part about it, is that he lives far away from me. I doubt that I could make it home for the funeral if something happens to him because I am working overseas as a contractor. While I was home on vacation...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 23, 2010

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    4ever Taken

    i no ive lost her already shes 18 im 14 but i love her and i will never ever forget her....
    Alwaysandforever29 Alwaysandforever29 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2010

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    A friend- we met about 3 months ago.

    I liked her a lot. She's interesting and funny. But kinda needy. So we talked few times in person and we texted. She graduated on monday. Today morning I was blocked from her snapchat, Instagram and Kikk. I have absolutely NO CLUE what happened or what I did wrong. I tried to...
    Beingpositiveisgood Beingpositiveisgood 18-21, F Jun 4, 2014

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    Give Back What Is Not Yours

    don't know if you guys believe in palm reading... but a palm reader said that i am going to have to lose you some day.... we were never meant to be together and the hardest thing is that, i don't want that day to come.. be it now or later. it hurts me too much... i almost did...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 14, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    This actually terrifies me. I'm not at all new to the pain game, and I've had my fair share of horrible relationships. They are supposed to make me grow and I'm supposed to learn...
    Etherealrose Etherealrose 18-21, F Apr 2

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    My dog Zeus is the best dog an 18 year old could ask for. Got him just before Christmas 2013, was only 3 months old, now he's almost 2 years old. He's like a rag-doll when I hold...
    jolley2k jolley2k 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    My bf is thinking about at least 3 years studding in an other country and it won't be easy for me to move to that land and he knows it. He and a friend of his wish to go that...
    kristhy kristhy 22-25, F Apr 5

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    Have you ever been so scared when someone leaves for work or to go to town and worry that This could be the last time you will ever see them ?
    Lawso Lawso 18-21, M Apr 5

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    Off with my head! I fell in love again,for the fourth time What's the matter with me? I tried my best to stay away from love for a while,but........ It's really hard It's him or is...
    AjaxJaxson AjaxJaxson 13-15, F Apr 8

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    I don't want to loose any of my friends, but sometimes things can change in the blink of an eye.
    randomart4lives randomart4lives 13-15, F Apr 5

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    I know I am young but I am scared to have my heart broken again. It hurts a lot and I can't go through it again. It puts you in a desperate position.
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M 4 Responses Mar 31

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    I love eminem. No homo XD . But seriously his music has kept me going and helped me through tough times (if u look at my page u will see what I'm talking about) and his music have...
    Bigwillyk Bigwillyk 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    I'm afraid I'm gonna lose everything and everyone I care about :( I don't want to be alone :( I don't want to lose my love or anyone :(
    EmbraceTheEVIL EmbraceTheEVIL 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 8

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    It really hurts when you fall for someone who doesnt like you. It almost makes me afraid to fall in love. Im not afraid of rejection, im afraid of that familiar heartbroken feeling...
    PainfulMemories PainfulMemories 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    you said you were afraid to lose me and then you faced your fears and left.
    capitalbreeze capitalbreeze 18-21, F Apr 3

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    Dont be afraid to lose what wasn't meant to be.... Simple yet affective
    MissTerious4 MissTerious4 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    So dramatic, no? And yet so cynical. Se que tu piensas en ella cuando lo lees, y mientras yo pienso en lo que senti por ti. "When you lose someone, someone you love, when they...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 5 Responses Mar 18

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    NOOOOOOO I accidentally tapped this group but I can't unjoin it on my phone. I'm not in love with anyone. In fact I'm afraid to fall in love. But I do get easily attached when I...
    LoneDolll LoneDolll 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Today is going to be the day I will hopefully look back upon with positive and loving thoughts. I had a very powerful experience this morning (about 30 minutes ago), where I woke...
    life4love life4love 18-21 Mar 26

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    I didn't know I could so easily be moved to fall in love with her. It wasn't planned. I simply was looking for a lonely soul on EP who lived in the same state, was from the same...
    Jonny1959 Jonny1959 56-60, M 2 Responses Mar 25

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    People aren't afraid of saying "I love you", they're afraid of hearing the response.
    MrRubberDuck MrRubberDuck 61-65, M Mar 27

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    I had a chat with my bf. He is going through a similar situation as I am. His family is also broken. My heart is heavy for him. It's not fun when you feel alienated in your own...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Apr 1

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    I had a chat with my bf. He is going through a similar situation as I am. His family is also broken. My heart is heavy for him. It's not fun when you feel alienated in your own...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Apr 1

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    I had a chat with my bf. He is going through a similar situation as I am. His family is also broken. My heart is heavy for him. It's not fun when you feel alienated in your own...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I had a chat with my bf. He is going through a similar situation as I am. His family is also broken. My heart is heavy for him. It's not fun when you feel alienated in your own...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Apr 1

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    I had a chat with my bf. He is going through a similar situation as I am. His family is also broken. My heart is heavy for him. It's not fun when you feel alienated in your own...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I no I am not the only one who feels this way, I just wish I could meet someone who desires, admires, worships, loves me as much as I do them. I haven't felt like that in about 14...
    wanthimtoNEEDme wanthimtoNEEDme 41-45, F Mar 31

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    They say that the best way to keep your guy with you is to play hard to get, ignore him sometimes and never make the first step in anything. Well I see that this is wrong and it's...
    NayaSakura NayaSakura 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 30

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    In real life I thought In was in love 3 times I went online met someone loved the idea of a long distance relationship. But its only a way of escaping the real world .I can emerge...
    dlsaucy dlsaucy 66-70, F Apr 1

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    I've put up with a pushy grouchy overbearing know it all family member on a daily basis for decades without having my say because I love him. He needs to be bossy and have...
    UppityProletarian UppityProletarian 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    Whisper in my ears as you wrap your arms around me from behind. Tell me what you have in mind.... Are we going to make love nice and slow all night long, or are you going to bang...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    For God to love me blows my mind. I don't take it lightly as others might expect it. I know that for him to love me is nothing more than a blessing because he doesn't have to. He...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F