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I Am Afraid I Am Going To Lose Someone I Love

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    Loss

    It scares the hell out of me. If I can I keep most people at arms length because I know if I get too close I will end up being hurt. I have irrational fears and dreams that my mum and or my dad are going to die. I know this is morbid but I can't help it. It just seems...
    myselfxox myselfxox 31-35, F Mar 26, 2010

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    4ever Taken

    i no ive lost her already shes 18 im 14 but i love her and i will never ever forget her....
    Alwaysandforever29 Alwaysandforever29 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2010

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    My Mom

    I am afraid that my mom will die soon & I know I will not be able to handle it. Her health just keeps deteriorating. My whole life will be turned upside down & everything will change & I will be all alone. I may even be homeless or put in a mental hospital, or both because I have...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F Jun 11, 2010

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    No One To Blame

    It's just one of those things. I got involved with a wonderful man. We were taking our time, had not had sex yet, just getting to know each other and falling in love. We are both married and in sexless marriages. We both wanted affection and real emotion without having to...
    CountrySlicker CountrySlicker 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2013

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    A Date I Won't Forget

    .......17 April 2010   It was Masquerade Nite.  The mail still ends with kisses at the bottom for me.. I will always cherish them for as long as I live. Thank you babe... for the love and affection you gave me....  I was blessed to have your love for 3...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 21, 2010

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    I Am Afraid I Am Going To Lose Someone I Love

    I feel that I will lose my Uncle which is 87 right now, and the worse part about it, is that he lives far away from me. I doubt that I could make it home for the funeral if something happens to him because I am working overseas as a contractor. While I was home on vacation...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 23, 2010

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    Nope

    nope not afraid it happened so wats there really to say
    Alwaysandforever29 Alwaysandforever29 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 19, 2011

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    A friend- we met about 3 months ago.

    I liked her a lot. She's interesting and funny. But kinda needy. So we talked few times in person and we texted. She graduated on monday. Today morning I was blocked from her snapchat, Instagram and Kikk. I have absolutely NO CLUE what happened or what I did wrong. I tried to...
    Beingpositiveisgood Beingpositiveisgood 18-21, F Jun 4, 2014

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    I am very aftaid because hes perfect .

    ..he can get any person he wants and im afraid he leaves me for someone else and thats why i dont let him be like on ep because of the people :( .....
    MartinJust MartinJust 13-15, M Dec 25, 2014

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    A Hole-in-corner Life

    I am sitting here tonight at my wits end, i am so afraid of losing my boyfriend.  He has been keeping things from me and he is becoming cold even though he denies it and i cant stop being completely paranoid every-time he leaves the house of what hes doing and thinking...
    esoterika esoterika 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 12, 2010

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    I Am Afraid I Am Going To Lose Someone I Love

    I am. Everytime I get close to someone I am so scared, because there's a high chance they'll stop loving me, or  run away, become distant. And then I am left alone, to pick up the broken pieces of my heart.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 27, 2010

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    Give Back What Is Not Yours

    don't know if you guys believe in palm reading... but a palm reader said that i am going to have to lose you some day.... we were never meant to be together and the hardest thing is that, i don't want that day to come.. be it now or later. it hurts me too much... i almost did...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 14, 2010

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    Melancholy As Hell

    I'm trapped in a failed marriage by my wife who refuses to let me go. How can it still be love when she'd rather force me to stay than work out how to deal with things being that far gone? Meanwhile after declaring the relationship dead I'd fallen for my best friend, who doesn't...
    TheVerticalMan TheVerticalMan 41-45, M 3 Responses May 8, 2013

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    Losing The Love Of My Life

    my girlfriend and i were at a farm that i've never seen before. a white man in a car pulls up in the driveway. i've never seen him before, but he has a gun. he shot towards the house, missing us, but it bounces off the house and goes through the back of my girlfriend, straight...
    garrettallan garrettallan 18-21, M Jun 30, 2013

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    Darkness And Light

    She took a little step toward the light that was beaming at her from so far away. Darkness is all she has known for so long. Scared to move, but drawn like a moth to the bright flame she sees. It beckoned, calling itself love, calling out to her. Pulled there, almost against...
    flowersinherhair flowersinherhair 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2010

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    Someone Can Stay In Your Heaqrt Forever But Not Your Life

    my boyfriend dumped me today because i hugged a grade fourer i relised i still love him but he can not stay in my life forever and that i lived and was happy before i knew him and i just need to get on with my life and relise that i deserve someone better than him
    monkeymilburn monkeymilburn 13-15, F Oct 21, 2012

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    everything..? i mean thats a whole not...im not sure if one person could handle all sides of me
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    This song reminds me of me and my mom. Though I never have her telling me what to do with my life this is how she treats me. Like a huge disappointment. Always wanting me to be...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F Jan 8

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    If we remembered everyday that we could lose someone at any moment, we would love them more fiercely and freely, and without fear- not because there is nothing to lose, but because...
    joyfulride joyfulride 36-40 1 Response 5 days ago

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    The late Whitney Houston sang ... If somebody loved you, don't they always love you? I look in your eyes and know you still care. I believe love is eternal and endless. And all...
    Stufy Stufy 46-50 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Today my thoughts go out to those heroic members that endured Christmas while trying to process a loved one's suicide. I quietly knight you all and pin an invisible Medal of...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    This love story that I'm about to tell you is probably unlike anyone you've ever heard before. It is about GOD and I. I know you probably weren't expecting that, but that's ok...
    Tez328 Tez328 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 13

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    This love story that I'm about to tell you is probably unlike anyone you've ever heard before. It is about GOD and I. I know you probably weren't expecting that, but that's ok...
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    I have loved him for like 14 years. We're both single now and I'm afraid he doesn't love me back (i guess). All i did was to shut my feelings cause i don't want to ruin the...
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    Being loved is an ongoing battle for me. My family never loved me while I was growing up. I never had friends who truely cared about me. Heck most of them vanished on me... My...
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