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I Am Afraid I Am Going To Lose Someone I Love

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    A friend- we met about 3 months ago.

    I liked her a lot. She's interesting and funny. But kinda needy. So we talked few times in person and we texted. She graduated on monday. Today morning I was blocked from her snapchat, Instagram and Kikk. I have absolutely NO CLUE what happened or what I did wrong. I tried to...
    Beingpositiveisgood Beingpositiveisgood 18-21, F Jun 4

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    Loss

    It scares the hell out of me. If I can I keep most people at arms length because I know if I get too close I will end up being hurt. I have irrational fears and dreams that my mum and or my dad are going to die. I know this is morbid but I can't help it. It just seems...
    monicaxox monicaxox 26-30, F Mar 26, 2010

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    I Am Afraid I Am Going To Lose Someone I Love

    I am. Everytime I get close to someone I am so scared, because there's a high chance they'll stop loving me, or  run away, become distant. And then I am left alone, to pick up the broken pieces of my heart.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 27, 2010

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    4ever Taken

    i no ive lost her already shes 18 im 14 but i love her and i will never ever forget her....
    Alwaysandforever29 Alwaysandforever29 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2010

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    Melancholy As Hell

    I'm trapped in a failed marriage by my wife who refuses to let me go. How can it still be love when she'd rather force me to stay than work out how to deal with things being that far gone? Meanwhile after declaring the relationship dead I'd fallen for my best friend, who doesn't...
    TheVerticalMan TheVerticalMan 41-45, M 3 Responses May 8, 2013

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    Someone Can Stay In Your Heaqrt Forever But Not Your Life

    my boyfriend dumped me today because i hugged a grade fourer i relised i still love him but he can not stay in my life forever and that i lived and was happy before i knew him and i just need to get on with my life and relise that i deserve someone better than him
    monkeymilburn monkeymilburn 13-15, F Oct 21, 2012

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    A Hole-in-corner Life

    I am sitting here tonight at my wits end, i am so afraid of losing my boyfriend.  He has been keeping things from me and he is becoming cold even though he denies it and i cant stop being completely paranoid every-time he leaves the house of what hes doing and thinking...
    esoterika esoterika 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 12, 2010

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    I Am Afraid I Am Going To Lose Someone I Love

    I feel that I will lose my Uncle which is 87 right now, and the worse part about it, is that he lives far away from me. I doubt that I could make it home for the funeral if something happens to him because I am working overseas as a contractor. While I was home on vacation...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 23, 2010

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    Darkness And Light

    She took a little step toward the light that was beaming at her from so far away. Darkness is all she has known for so long. Scared to move, but drawn like a moth to the bright flame she sees. It beckoned, calling itself love, calling out to her. Pulled there, almost against...
    flowersinherhair flowersinherhair 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2010

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    My Mom

    I am afraid that my mom will die soon & I know I will not be able to handle it. Her health just keeps deteriorating. My whole life will be turned upside down & everything will change & I will be all alone. I may even be homeless or put in a mental hospital, or both because I have...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F Jun 11, 2010

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    Nope

    nope not afraid it happened so wats there really to say
    Alwaysandforever29 Alwaysandforever29 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 19, 2011

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    No One To Blame

    It's just one of those things. I got involved with a wonderful man. We were taking our time, had not had sex yet, just getting to know each other and falling in love. We are both married and in sexless marriages. We both wanted affection and real emotion without having to...
    CountrySlicker CountrySlicker 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2013

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    Give Back What Is Not Yours

    don't know if you guys believe in palm reading... but a palm reader said that i am going to have to lose you some day.... we were never meant to be together and the hardest thing is that, i don't want that day to come.. be it now or later. it hurts me too much... i almost did...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 14, 2010

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    A Date I Won't Forget

    .......17 April 2010   It was Masquerade Nite.  The mail still ends with kisses at the bottom for me.. I will always cherish them for as long as I live. Thank you babe... for the love and affection you gave me....  I was blessed to have your love for 3...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 21, 2010

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    Losing The Love Of My Life

    my girlfriend and i were at a farm that i've never seen before. a white man in a car pulls up in the driveway. i've never seen him before, but he has a gun. he shot towards the house, missing us, but it bounces off the house and goes through the back of my girlfriend, straight...
    garrettallan garrettallan 18-21, M Jun 30, 2013

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    Sometimes I wonder how we grew this far apart, how we can see each other and see nothing but a face in the crowd? There is no love, not even a friendship...day by day I wonder what...
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    I've never been in love before and I'm scared to be. I never kissed someone before and I'm even scared for my first kiss. But I will wait for the right person but I think he/she...
    Mahrhindha Mahrhindha 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    What going to happen when it ends? I'll be utterly and completely destroyed. I just don't even want to anticipate that pain.
    Savone52798 Savone52798 16-17, F Nov 23

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    I was in 8th grade when I first had the feeling for a certain boy. I saw him at the park and talked to him all night. I then started talking to him on Facebook since he was a grade...
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    Lord, please don't let me fall to someone who's not willing to catch me... cause honestly right now i can't afford another heartbreak.
    Thiswillbethelast Thiswillbethelast 18-21, F Dec 13

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    This is something I don't understand. Love is a positive emotion. Yes sometimes a relationship breaks apart but that's life. Now days all of these screwed up young people don't...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Nov 23

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    help me grow up. I wish I wasn't wishing for someone else to be my guide. I wish someone would care enough to want to hold my hand. I wish someone was firm enough to lay me...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    It's not the falling in love, it's showing after that and taking the next step...once I'm there, I'm sure it will be amazing. I just want to look at the stars now though. It's...
    liberty2 liberty2 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    i have a man who i have interests lately. we are online friends.just friends. i know i should not attracted to him.. 'Cos i have no chance to be his girlfriend. he never will be...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I'VE BEEN SINGLE FOR OVER THE PAST 15 YRS.. I JUST WISH THERE WAS SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO WOULD GET TO KNOW ME & LOVE ME. SINCE I FEEL YOUNG MENTALLY, ONLY YOUNG WOMEN INTEREST ME...
    LITTLEBOYINSIDE LITTLEBOYINSIDE 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 23

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    I don't feel like I can rely on anyone. I don't feel like anyone truly cares for me. I just wish I could have any relationship with mutual love and respect. I just wished someone...
    Brokenandvulnerable Brokenandvulnerable 22-25, F Dec 1

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    And she was lost, And she didn't know what she felt anymore, She was happy and sad at the same time. She would never tell How she felt She would stay quiet And keep it all to...
    spoja1 spoja1 13-15, F Dec 4

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    *Apologize in advance for being mopey during the holidays* Happened again. Met someone. Went out a few times. It's going great. Up until she fills me in on her "situation...
    NewShoes12 NewShoes12 26-30, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I've always felt afraid to let people get close to me both physically and emotionally. I think this is why I have never dated someone or I get choked up when someone asks me on a...
    LilFA LilFA 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    he's older then me in 6.8 years.. I love him so much and everytime someone's saying his name/talking about him, im smiling and getting kind of "butterflies".. I also looking on...
    hilash hilash 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 23

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    I feel like knowing your going to lose someone is harder than if you were to just lose them with without any warning
    InternetKid905 InternetKid905 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    Crying Shame - Words and Music by Kate Wolf Two hearts, so much love to give Afraid to lose so nobody wins Crying at night for the touch of a lover When they finally meet they...
    Olvidado Olvidado 61-65, M Dec 2

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    I always worry about losing the people I love. Everyday I wonder, is anyone afraid to lose me.
    wolfsaysrawr wolfsaysrawr 18-21, M Nov 22

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    I can't really say I "fell" in love with him... it sort of snuck up on me. I say "sort of" because it's not like I was completely unaware of what was happening, I just did not want...
    Friability Friability 18-21 Dec 8

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    Do not be afraid to message me. I try my best to make the Internet a more friendly and tolerant place. If you've got something you need to get off your chest..but is too afraid to...
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I love everything about you, I wish I could tell you but I'm afraid. Love songs sing the words I will never say. I'm a coward. How could someone love someone so much? How can I...
    AnonymousTony AnonymousTony 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 22

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    To lose someone you love is to alter your life forever..... The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes... This hole in your heart is the shape of the one you...
    BlueEyes31 BlueEyes31 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I adore the way you look at her. I adore the way I will lose your love to her. I adore the way you hold her, without my blood and only yours. I adore that you count her fingers...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    I fell in love. He said he did too. He decided he didn't want to love me anymore. He decided he didn't want my love anymore. His loss. I can do better anyways. He was a great guy...
    MidnightLaughter MidnightLaughter 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    2 friends in 3 days, I don't want to live this way if I lose someone else before the end of the year, I'll break, cry and my parents don't know what happened
    SirWannabeGhost SirWannabeGhost 16-17, M Dec 8

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    At least I think I am. Last we talked, I made my decision to be with the man I'm with, but memories keep coming back and feelings keep slipping inside. He's fire and I'm water. We...
    VenusJewel21 VenusJewel21 18-21, F Nov 30

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    I love summer ! Why you may ask? Well because I love the late nights, I love fireworks I love going to the park with my cousins and sister, I love going four wheeling, I love...
    Haylee13xo Haylee13xo 13-15, F Dec 7

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