I Am Afraid I Have Lost My Salvation

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 292 People

    LIved a Life of Sin...

    I got saved and baptized when I was 7. At least, I am pretty sure I was saved. The question in my mind continues whether or not I was truly saved. I have believed in Jesus all my life. I have also always believed in once saved, always saved ( A ...
    cswilliams84 cswilliams84
    22-25
    18 Responses Jun 8, 2009

    Death, it is a main factor in our lives.

    In my opinion, death is the center of many things in human life and society, like the principle of “carpe diem” (enjoy the present because tomorrow is uncertain). It also feeds the emotions, love (the need for someone to complete our meaning of existence), liberty (explore...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho
    16-17, M
    1 Response Mar 18, 2015

    I had a short term relationship with God the

    Father. Although I've been raised in church most of my life. I cried out to God for forgiveness one day while laying on the couch. I felt His presence like never before. I became very in tune with reading the Bible. As I read and prayed more, the closer I became to the Lord. As...
    dbrewer31 dbrewer31
    46-50, M
    5 Responses Mar 24, 2015

    I am almost sure I'm going to hell.

    Like I don even try anymore. I give up. I feel like it's easier to be controlled by the devil than continue to struggle and then not working out. Idk but my tiny last ray of hope is gone...
    kellylopez kellylopez
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Sep 26, 2014

    I too am afraid I have lost my salvation.

    I followed Christ for 7 years, and I always had a divided heart and suspicions. But than I started to have more intimate and loving Relationship with Jesus Christ. Some times I would be so happy because I knew I am going to heaven. I was full of praise for Jesus Christ, I even...
    iwan24 iwan24
    26-30, M
    7 Responses Jun 3, 2014

    These days there are many disasters occurred

    in China. Two days ago, Tianjin industry had a blasting bombing and today another place had a terrifying explosion. There are many victims and the dead toll is large but unknown. Our firemen also scarified in a young age. There are many innocent lives lost in this unexpected...
    jessyung jessyung
    26-30, F
    Aug 17, 2015

    What Is The Unpardonable Sin?

    I'm not in this group because I think I've committed the unpardonable sin--I'm here to tell you what it is from the point of view of what most Christians and theologians have believed for most of the time: The unpardonable sin is this: It's unconfessed sin--not all or some of...
    extra55 extra55
    41-45, M
    13 Responses Apr 3, 2011

    I was raised a Christian.

    I never have had a born again experience. I knew about God but I suppose never knew Him as a person. Being raised Catholic might have something to do about it since it is more follow the rules based. I fell away from God for a while until after I got married and felt that...
    Deejaygee Deejaygee
    51-55, M
    10 Responses Jun 27, 2014

    I Repented Of Cursing God, Blaming Him, Restored

    WARNING: Do Not Curse God or Blaspheme Him The Unpardonable Sin Matthew 12 31Therefore I say unto you, All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men: but the blasphemy against the Holy Spirit shall not be forgiven unto men. 32And whosoever speaks a word against...
    uqueia uqueia
    22-25
    3 Responses Jun 21, 2013

    I Lost My Salvation And Then God Changed Things :)

    This is quite a long story, and I don't quite know where to begin. In 1997 having a massive fight with the world, college, the mental health system, everyone I spoke to and those I didn't, being soaked in pagan 'stuff' and occult, drinking alcohol like a fish and generally set...
    uturner uturner
    46-50
    5 Responses Oct 16, 2013

    Infinite Despair

    All my life, I've been a slave to sin. Although I claimed to be a "Christian", probably more than once, I was a lying, hypocritical, false-convert. And so, even though I barely read the Bible (in my later years and up until Exodus or so) and would often Pray (silly prayers in my...
    ProudHeroUser ProudHeroUser
    22-25, M
    7 Responses Apr 4, 2013

    i was equipped.. i was made aware.

    . but the fire... entices me... i let go the old one and embraced this new one hauntingly believable.. we create our own heaven and hell while we're here.. breathing..enjoying this life.. can anyone of those dead people who died after us can tell what really happen after we...
    TheaRhyss TheaRhyss
    31-35, F
    Mar 22

    I am NOT ASHAMED! And I never will be.

    I was a Prophetess and He create them as bold. He gives them boldness. I WILL NEVER, EVER BE ASHAMED! I will not. Please talk to your family, friends, all those you love, and even Souls that you live next door to about the Rapture and repenting from sin. Also, tell them to read...
    TracyNovember62014 TracyNovember62014
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 18, 2014

    Has anyone here ever backslid

    and willfully sinned without repentance over a long period of time, with an attitude of "God will forgive me later at some point"? Did you find forgiveness? Background info: I'm at a point in my life where I feel this may be the end of the line for me, as far as any hope of...
    gcookaustin gcookaustin
    31-35, M
    11 Responses Sep 13, 2015

    God Knew What I'D Do.

    I got saved in '92. I didn't attend church each sunday for the first year. In '93 i ran into a street minister who ended up baptising me, he prophsied lotta things to me before i left to another city. He kept talking sort of in riddles. I invited Dan to a house church and after...
    mountain35 mountain35
    41-45
    5 Responses Feb 20, 2013

    I am not afraid that I have lost my salvation,

    I know that I have and yes I am afraid because of that. I gave my life to the Lord in 2008 I had a major encounter with God, I had gotten to a place in my life where I wanted to commit suicide & cried out to God asking Him why He had created me & I told Him He had a week to...
    Coloursearching Coloursearching
    22-25
    5 Responses Jul 18, 2015

    I believe God has told me

    that I have truly lost my salvation. When I was young I prayed to God asking Jesus into my heart, (though not feeling any conversion or conviction), I did this a number of times. The older I got the more lost and sinful I became, but when I got scared I always prayed to Jesus...
    unsaveable unsaveable
    18-21, M
    7 Responses Feb 15, 2015

    nothing has changed since all of this begun.

    ..every effort i make to return to god only makes things worse...i have prayed, tried to stand on faith, cried[still do] begged and pleaded but am convinced that after all the terrible things i have done after my brief encounter with jesus, i was never meant to be his to begin...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    9 Responses Sep 21, 2014

    My Story of Rebellion

    I never in my worst nightmare thought I could participate in such a discussion, but here we go. I got saved at the age of nine. When I joined High School, at 13, I rededicated my life to the Lord. I didn't know much then but my love for God was genuine and all I wanted to do was...
    StrugglingwithSalvation StrugglingwithSalvation
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 16, 2013

    Legalism...

    Legalism.   I believed in this law unto myself that if I ate past my perfect satisfaction or full line, that I was committing adultery against God, because I was loving the food more than Him. I thought that by micromanaging myself in this way, I was loving Him. Legalism...
    uqueia uqueia
    22-25
    4 Responses Dec 26, 2011

    This was the worst trauma of my childhood.

    In my church they preached vivid sermons about the horrors of hell and the infinite intensity and duration of the suffering. I was constantly afraid that I have not truly repented, or had not accepted Christ in the right way, or that my continued sinning would make me an...
    AlanOliver AlanOliver
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jul 15, 2015

    Did I Lose Salvation

    I was only searching for Jesus.  My friend told me to celebrate Shabbat.  I did ALL the tables in the name of Jesus.  One Friday during the ceromony, something entered my room so powerful that I had pain in my chest, then it went into my body.  Several pastors...
    helpme8 helpme8
    16-17, F
    18 Responses Nov 7, 2007

    I lost my salvation in January of 2012.

    I was a Christian, but I hated other Christians. And when I moved away to get away from the Christians I hated, then I lost my salvation. The last words the Lord said to me were......you didn't appreciate anything that your husband did. You would not forgive those Christians...
    cewhatley cewhatley
    41-45, F
    7 Responses Apr 26, 2014

    I know what this is like.

    But listen to this. If you still have regret, if there is just a small flicker in you that feels sorrow for your sins, then you can retain salvation. People like Pharaoh hardened their own hearts, so God left them. But you still have a chance.
    theguywiththeredhair theguywiththeredhair
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 26

    I'm Giving A Much More Detailed Version Of My Previous Story

    This is a much more detailed version of my previous story. I was born again in '97 after eventually giving in to God's drawing. I was always a weak Christian who struggled with a **** addiction. I never informed my Christian friends because I was ashamed. In the end, I decided to...
    repro1 repro1
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Nov 8, 2010

    Oh The Terror, Aching Emptiness And Depressing Regret

    Hello. I first of all thank all of those who wrote their testimony on here. Although we meet and share on a topic of great distress and horror, it is is some strange way comforting to know that I am not alone regarding my concerns of a forfeited salvation. I was raised in a...
    cbtodacb cbtodacb
    26-30
    18 Responses Feb 14, 2013

    I Don't Know Who I Am Anymore :(

    I am addicted to sex. I am/was saved by the Holy Ghost. I made vow to God to turn me over to a reprobate mind. I broke my vow not fully aware what a reprobate mind was and I was also sinning willfully. One dreadful night, demons attacked me to the point I wanted to committ...
    anuma25 anuma25
    26-30, F
    15 Responses Feb 16, 2010

    Fear That I'M A Reprobate And That The Calvistic Doctrine Is True

    I came to know Christ in 1994,but there was really no discipleship. The pastor stepped down to reason i still don't know,so the assistant pastor took over. Before the assistant pastor took over I fell back unto the world I was lying having sex being selfish self centered which I...
    Lind73 Lind73
    41-45, M
    3 Responses May 11, 2013
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 1, 2015

    I'm Almost Positive I've Lost My Salvation

    Hello everyone, I'm hear to share my testimony of how I lost my Salvation. Growing up, I was always a humble child. I liked being nice to people, I liked counseling them, and ultimately believed that these good works would grant me entry into Heaven. Years later, by way of my...
    SearchingForGod93 SearchingForGod93
    22-25, M
    6 Responses Nov 24, 2013

    I feel like I want to share my story

    as it is so scary. I am also open to feed back. I was raised in a family with professing christians but I had some struggles of my own as a kid. When I was little I would cry out to to God to be saved because I thought I was going to hell. Later I would go on to struggle if...
    goldenretrieve15 goldenretrieve15
    26-30, F
    9 Responses Jul 7, 2015

    Hello everybody who thinks they lost their

    salvation, impossible no matter what it is impossible how did you lose it or better yet where did you lose it, God will not bless you beyond your last disobedience so go back and get right with God and let's go on to do the Great Commission. I've noticed that the greater things...
    scrupulosity777 scrupulosity777
    46-50, M
    5 Responses Mar 26, 2015

    Among all who are confused,

    who were once born again but fell as a result of carelessness and the deceitfulness of sin and are having a hard time to think they can be accepted back to God. I have an eBook, a testimony of someone who perhaps was more close to God than any of us, who have had mysteries of...
    mmutsakama mmutsakama
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Feb 6

    I had a close call with losing my salvation .

    4 months of horror. I was restored . I hope others facing this kind of ordeal will read my account . It contains elements of what things moved the hand of God to restore me . Look in my profile under " I Think I Lost My Salvation " . Don't give up !
    playedthefool1 playedthefool1
    51-55, M
    1 Response Jul 3, 2015

    I Looked Back And Now Hes Gone. Its unbearable

    The beggining of the end began about two months ago for me, but i will start by telling you my spiritual history first. It all started in highschool. I was raised in a good christian home but the parties and girls in highschool kept me completely away from God. I was pretty much...
    jobrand jobrand
    18-21, M
    12 Responses Dec 12, 2012

    READ THIS PLEASE. Listen to me: I'm an 18 year

    old boy who received Christ this year. I came to this page a while ago under the influence the same lie. It is impossible.. I repeat... IT IS IMPOSSIBLE to lose your salvation. Your feelings mean nothing. Absolutely nothing. I know that sounds harsh but it's true. Don't look for...
    joshd96 joshd96
    18-21
    Oct 25, 2014

    I want to share a verse to all of the

    strugglers in sin and in their relationship with God. But first i want to send a powerful message, and that is God sent his son to die for us so that we may have the victory to be free from sin and go to heaven. The reason why we live on this earth is to prepare us and sharpen...
    TemptaionWontShakeMe TemptaionWontShakeMe
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 20, 2015

    Hi, this is my story about said topic.

    . thanks for reading, if you stick around to the very end .. it all started when i was about 4. . i "accepted Jesus into my heart", and it was ...great :) lol. I remember being 7 or so and taking a walk down our country road, and thinking... "hmm, if a car hit me.. i really...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Aug 2, 2015

    If Anyone Could Lose Their Salvation, I Did :(

    I used to be a Christian - I got saved when I was 19 (now almost 29), & from the beginning I could tell that things were different; I had a new & different view of the world.  My conscience was moved, my heart was changed, & I loved all the things of God.  My sole...
    DesireFaith DesireFaith
    26-30
    88 Responses Jan 13, 2010

    I Have Lost My Salvation

    I was with a Muslim for 12 years and started to get personal message from god opening my bible randomly over four years I followed everything he told me until leaving my partner then I started to hear his voice and recurve warning messages from the bible I didn't listen and had...
    LostChild777 LostChild777
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Oct 26, 2013

    Proof That Onced Saved Always Saved Is Deception....

    watch this deliverance where this demon has been bound to the truth and God himself forces this demon to confess that if you dont continue in Christ you forfeit your salvation, im afraid it happened to me and many others http://theministryofsalvation.net/ministryresources...
    jamest92 jamest92
    18-21, M
    7 Responses May 30, 2011

    HOW TO REPENT. we do not do it with our own

    strength, but by the strength God has given us through his son Jesus. God knows we cant have a perfect repentance, if we did then there is no need for Jesus in the first place. The bible doesn't tell us that we are saved by works, but by the grace of God For by grace are ye...
    TemptaionWontShakeMe TemptaionWontShakeMe
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 19, 2015

    Lost salvation, my senses are changing.

    .. Hey everyone. Please excuse my bad english since i am not a native speaker. I lost my salvation one month ago and I don't have to tell you this hopeless and sorrowful process... But I wanted to ask if anyone of you who share the same state, has experienced the following...
    fabigi fabigi
    26-30, M
    6 Responses Aug 24, 2014

    I was born again in December last year.

    Things quickly went downhill when I sinned carelessly thinking I was always forgiven. It started off as one sin here and there but over time it got worse. I became lazy and unmotivated. I think I was scared of being close to God for some reason. About a week ago I was feeling so...
    MrDeadGuy MrDeadGuy
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Mar 21

    A Christian is justified.

    “Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ” (Romans 5:1). To “justify” means to “declare righteous.” All those who receive Jesus as Savior are “declared righteous” by God. For a Christian to lose...
    Aliciamartinez1 Aliciamartinez1
    22-25
    1 Response Jan 16, 2014

    How It Happened

    ok i want to share my story with you all who are going through this. please take the time to read it all the way through and please consider what i am about to say. i know its long but i really recommend you read it all. i was saved 3 years ago in 2007. it was great and i felt...
    Sophia825 Sophia825
    18-21, F
    19 Responses Apr 28, 2011

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