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I Am Afraid I Have Lost My Salvation

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 222 People

    I Don't Know Who I Am Anymore :(

    I am addicted to sex. I am/was saved by the Holy Ghost. I made vow to God to turn me over to a reprobate mind. I broke my vow not fully aware what a reprobate mind was and I was also sinning willfully. One dreadful night, demons attacked me to the point I wanted to committ...
    anuma25 anuma25 26-30, F 15 Responses Feb 16, 2010

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    Proof That Onced Saved Always Saved Is Deception....

    watch this deliverance where this demon has been bound to the truth and God himself forces this demon to confess that if you dont continue in Christ you forfeit your salvation, im afraid it happened to me and many others http://theministryofsalvation.net/ministryresources...
    jamest92 jamest92 18-21, M 6 Responses May 30, 2011

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    What Is The Unpardonable Sin?

    I'm not in this group because I think I've committed the unpardonable sin--I'm here to tell you what it is from the point of view of what most Christians and theologians have believed for most of the time: The unpardonable sin is this: It's unconfessed sin--not all or some of...
    extra55 extra55 41-45, M 12 Responses Apr 3, 2011

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    How I Lost My Salvation

       Here's how i lost mine and i think it happens this way for many Christians. You are by nature a grumbeler, you let a root of bitterness rise up in you when God tells you you cant have this or that, and then you take it to the extreme of blasheming the Holy Spirit...
    bash47 bash47 46-50, M 15 Responses May 3, 2009

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    Cursing And Insulting God

    I did something horrible to god. I was playing video games with friends online and someone in the game made me so mad that i got upset. I got so mad that i insulted god and cursed at him for not doing anything to hi. Now i feel like im going to hell and i keep having these dreams...
    ncampbell2 ncampbell2 26-30 6 Responses Jul 18, 2013

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    HOW TO REPENT. we do not do it with our own

    strength, but by the strength God has given us through his son Jesus. God knows we cant have a perfect repentance, if we did then there is no need for Jesus in the first place. The bible doesn't tell us that we are saved by works, but by the grace of God For by grace are ye...
    TemptaionWontShakeMe TemptaionWontShakeMe 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    I Have Lost My Salvation

    I was with a Muslim for 12 years and started to get personal message from god opening my bible randomly over four years I followed everything he told me until leaving my partner then I started to hear his voice and recurve warning messages from the bible I didn't listen and had...
    LostChild777 LostChild777 31-35, F 8 Responses Oct 26, 2013

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    I believe God has told me

    that I have truly lost my salvation. When I was young I prayed to God asking Jesus into my heart, (though not feeling any conversion or conviction), I did this a number of times. The older I got the more lost and sinful I became, but when I got scared I always prayed to Jesus...
    unsaveable unsaveable 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 15

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    READ THIS PLEASE. Listen to me: I'm an 18 year

    old boy who received Christ this year. I came to this page a while ago under the influence the same lie. It is impossible.. I repeat... IT IS IMPOSSIBLE to lose your salvation. Your feelings mean nothing. Absolutely nothing. I know that sounds harsh but it's true. Don't look for...
    joshd96 joshd96 18-21 1 Response Oct 25, 2014

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    God Knew What I'D Do.

    I got saved in '92. I didn't attend church each sunday for the first year. In '93 i ran into a street minister who ended up baptising me, he prophsied lotta things to me before i left to another city. He kept talking sort of in riddles. I invited Dan to a house church and after...
    mountain35 mountain35 41-45 5 Responses Feb 20, 2013

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    A Hope Giving Ebook,

    i thought of sharing this hope giving book for those who have been awakened to their terrible sinful state and yet not converted, those who has been convinced of sin and judgement and yet feel unsaved, those who think they are unredeemable unpardonable, Here is the link to...
    mmutsakama mmutsakama 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    Fear That I'M A Reprobate And That The Calvistic Doctrine Is True

    I came to know Christ in 1994,but there was really no discipleship. The pastor stepped down to reason i still don't know,so the assistant pastor took over. Before the assistant pastor took over I fell back unto the world I was lying having sex being selfish self centered which I...
    Lind73 Lind73 41-45, M 3 Responses May 11, 2013

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    I had a short term relationship with God the

    Father. Although I've been raised in church most of my life. I cried out to God for forgiveness one day while laying on the couch. I felt His presence like never before. I became very in tune with reading the Bible. As I read and prayed more, the closer I became to the Lord. As...
    dbrewer31 dbrewer31 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 24

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    Real Confusion And Torment

    I've been a follower of Christ a year and half.Before that i was an alcoholic, tried to commit suiside. My children we taken by social services tho i volenteered as i new it was for the best until i get well, one lived with his dad and the other with my mum. When i gave my life...
    Michstand Michstand 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 18, 2013

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    Urgent! Prayer Request

    To all of you "real" Christians out there: Please, pray for the salvation of all my immediate family and extended family who I have ever come into contact with who are still living. Please, pray for the salvation of any and all (human) enemies I have ever had in my life. This is...
    repro1 repro1 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    Lost salvation, my senses are changing.

    .. Hey everyone. Please excuse my bad english since i am not a native speaker. I lost my salvation one month ago and I don't have to tell you this hopeless and sorrowful process... But I wanted to ask if anyone of you who share the same state, has experienced the following...
    fabigi fabigi 26-30, M 5 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    Legalism...

    Legalism.   I believed in this law unto myself that if I ate past my perfect satisfaction or full line, that I was committing adultery against God, because I was loving the food more than Him. I thought that by micromanaging myself in this way, I was loving Him. Legalism...
    uqueia uqueia 22-25 4 Responses Dec 26, 2011

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    Hello everybody who thinks they lost their

    salvation, impossible no matter what it is impossible how did you lose it or better yet where did you lose it, God will not bless you beyond your last disobedience so go back and get right with God and let's go on to do the Great Commission. I've noticed that the greater things...
    scrupulosity777 scrupulosity777 46-50, M 5 Responses Mar 26

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    Lost My Way. I Don't Know What To Do Anymore.

    I once was walking on that narrow path with God. I have a really big testimony about my life and my relationship with God. For the first year everything was going really well with my life and relationship with God. I could have never been so happy ever in my life, prior to the...
    codchampmw2 codchampmw2 22-25 8 Responses Apr 29, 2012

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    My Mess Of A Life

    Well here I've done it ágain messed up and made another bad choice. I know most of what's happened to me is the result of choices I made but others I harbor choice and seems like the universe was always against me. Starting as a child I was never really accepted by others. I...
    maranatha1985 maranatha1985 26-30, F 7 Responses Mar 30, 2013

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    If Anyone Could Lose Their Salvation, I Did :(

    I used to be a Christian - I got saved when I was 19 (now almost 29), & from the beginning I could tell that things were different; I had a new & different view of the world.  My conscience was moved, my heart was changed, & I loved all the things of God.  My sole...
    DesireFaith DesireFaith 26-30 75 Responses Jan 13, 2010

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    Did I Lose Salvation

    I was only searching for Jesus.  My friend told me to celebrate Shabbat.  I did ALL the tables in the name of Jesus.  One Friday during the ceromony, something entered my room so powerful that I had pain in my chest, then it went into my body.  Several pastors...
    helpme8 helpme8 16-17, F 18 Responses Nov 7, 2007

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    Jack Chick Cartoons

    Does anyone writing or reading here recall Chick Cartoons? Little booklets or tracts about 2-1/2 inches by 5 inches long. the perfect size for placing in your shirt pocket or depositing in just about any place in the attempt to evangelize the lost. I liked these tracts growing...
    extra55 extra55 41-45, M 5 Responses Dec 2, 2010

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    I am NOT ASHAMED! And I never will be.

    I was a Prophetess and He create them as bold. He gives them boldness. I WILL NEVER, EVER BE ASHAMED! I will not. Please talk to your family, friends, all those you love, and even Souls that you live next door to about the Rapture and repenting from sin. Also, tell them to read...
    TracyNovember62014 TracyNovember62014 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2014

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    I Lost My Salvation And Then God Changed Things :)

    This is quite a long story, and I don't quite know where to begin. In 1997 having a massive fight with the world, college, the mental health system, everyone I spoke to and those I didn't, being soaked in pagan 'stuff' and occult, drinking alcohol like a fish and generally set...
    uturner uturner 46-50 5 Responses Oct 16, 2013

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    I'm Giving A Much More Detailed Version Of My Previous Story

    This is a much more detailed version of my previous story. I was born again in '97 after eventually giving in to God's drawing. I was always a weak Christian who struggled with a **** addiction. I never informed my Christian friends because I was ashamed. In the end, I decided to...
    repro1 repro1 26-30, M 15 Responses Nov 8, 2010

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    LIved a Life of Sin...

    I got saved and baptized when I was 7. At least, I am pretty sure I was saved. The question in my mind continues whether or not I was truly saved. I have believed in Jesus all my life. I have also always believed in once saved, always saved ( A ...
    cswilliams84 cswilliams84 22-25 18 Responses Jun 8, 2009

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    I too am afraid I have lost my salvation.

    I followed Christ for 7 years, and I always had a divided heart and suspicions. But than I started to have more intimate and loving Relationship with Jesus Christ. Some times I would be so happy because I knew I am going to heaven. I was full of praise for Jesus Christ, I even...
    iwan24 iwan24 22-25, M 5 Responses Jun 3, 2014

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    I was raised a Christian.

    I never have had a born again experience. I knew about God but I suppose never knew Him as a person. Being raised Catholic might have something to do about it since it is more follow the rules based. I fell away from God for a while until after I got married and felt that...
    Deejaygee Deejaygee 51-55, M 9 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    Being Possessed Before And Whether I Still Have My Salvation

     What I wonder if that if I was possessed before by some kind of evil spirit, does that mean my salvation is gone?  Before that moment, I used to a free, outgoing, happy, humorous, and ambitious person (however with some moments of depression).  Now I feel...
    journeytowhere journeytowhere 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 21, 2010

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    I Am The Walking Dead

    I was born again in '97 after eventually giving in to God's drawing. I was always a weak Christian who struggled with a **** addiction. I never informed my Christian friends because I was ashamed. In the end, I decided to beat my sin by giving myself over to it (temporarily...
    repro1 repro1 26-30, M 16 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    A Christian is justified.

    “Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ” (Romans 5:1). To “justify” means to “declare righteous.” All those who receive Jesus as Savior are “declared righteous” by God. For a Christian to lose...
    Aliciamartinez1 Aliciamartinez1 22-25 1 Response Jan 16, 2014

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    Fallen From Grace. Is There Any Hope?

    Growing up I was always religious, but lost. At age 11 I came to the U.S. to live with my mother who had become saved. She explained to me the errors of the Roman Catholicism we grew up in, and lead me to repeat the sinner's prayer after her. I did it even though I did not know...
    jlsilva jlsilva 18-21, F 12 Responses Mar 20, 2013

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    Death, it is a main factor in our lives.

    In my opinion, death is the center of many things in human life and society, like the principle of “carpe diem” (enjoy the present because tomorrow is uncertain). It also feeds the emotions, love (the need for someone to complete our meaning of existence), liberty (explore...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    nothing has changed since all of this begun.

    ..every effort i make to return to god only makes things worse...i have prayed, tried to stand on faith, cried[still do] begged and pleaded but am convinced that after all the terrible things i have done after my brief encounter with jesus, i was never meant to be his to begin...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Sep 21, 2014

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    Sad Story. Please Pray For Me. Is There Any Hope For Me?

    Can you please help me!? I’m afraid I lost my salvation. I received Jesus as my Lord and Savior 2 1/2 years ago, baptized, filled with the Holy Spirit, speaking in tongues, and loving God. I pursued youth ministry and outreach. This year I got very confused with doctrine...
    Jo316aaron Jo316aaron 22-25, M 21 Responses Aug 16, 2012

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    Fallen From Grace/ Now Restored

       I accepted Christ several years ago and I had an amazing conversion experience. My heart had Christs presence and love, was freed from all binding sin, had a strong conviction of sin and the enlightenment of scripture. Unfortunately my story doesn't end there.    A...
    FFG1975 FFG1975 36-40, M 23 Responses Oct 9, 2009

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    How It Happened

    ok i want to share my story with you all who are going through this. please take the time to read it all the way through and please consider what i am about to say. i know its long but i really recommend you read it all. i was saved 3 years ago in 2007. it was great and i felt...
    Sophia825 Sophia825 18-21, F 19 Responses Apr 28, 2011

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    My Story of Rebellion

    I never in my worst nightmare thought I could participate in such a discussion, but here we go. I got saved at the age of nine. When I joined High School, at 13, I rededicated my life to the Lord. I didn't know much then but my love for God was genuine and all I wanted to do was...
    StrugglingwithSalvation StrugglingwithSalvation 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 16, 2013

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    I lost my salvation in January of 2012.

    I was a Christian, but I hated other Christians. And when I moved away to get away from the Christians I hated, then I lost my salvation. The last words the Lord said to me were......you didn't appreciate anything that your husband did. You would not forgive those Christians...
    cewhatley cewhatley 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 26, 2014

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    Infinite Despair

    All my life, I've been a slave to sin. Although I claimed to be a "Christian", probably more than once, I was a lying, hypocritical, false-convert. And so, even though I barely read the Bible (in my later years and up until Exodus or so) and would often Pray (silly prayers in my...
    ProudHeroUser ProudHeroUser 22-25, M 5 Responses Apr 4, 2013

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    I'm Not Afraid I Have Lost My Salvation

    I am posting this under "I'm Afraid I Have Lost My Salvation" because this is the audience I want to target. After repenting, I sinned. I have stopped feeling the presence of the Holy Spirit ever since. I have been in a slump ever since then. I had brushed it off casually...
    ProudHeroUser ProudHeroUser 22-25, M 6 Responses Jun 24, 2013

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    I Repented Of Cursing God, Blaming Him, Restored

    WARNING: Do Not Curse God or Blaspheme Him The Unpardonable Sin Matthew 12 31Therefore I say unto you, All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men: but the blasphemy against the Holy Spirit shall not be forgiven unto men. 32And whosoever speaks a word against...
    uqueia uqueia 22-25 2 Responses Jun 21, 2013

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    I'm Almost Positive I've Lost My Salvation

    Hello everyone, I'm hear to share my testimony of how I lost my Salvation. Growing up, I was always a humble child. I liked being nice to people, I liked counseling them, and ultimately believed that these good works would grant me entry into Heaven. Years later, by way of my...
    SearchingForGod93 SearchingForGod93 18-21, M 6 Responses Nov 24, 2013

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    I Looked Back And Now Hes Gone. Its unbearable

    The beggining of the end began about two months ago for me, but i will start by telling you my spiritual history first. It all started in highschool. I was raised in a good christian home but the parties and girls in highschool kept me completely away from God. I was pretty much...
    jobrand jobrand 18-21, M 12 Responses Dec 12, 2012

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