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I Am Afraid I Will Always Be Alone

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    .......loneliness

     I'm only seventeen but i feel so alone......my dad was never physically abusive but he could cut me to my soul with just a glance or look. It was always the look that said how disappointed he was in me...i lived my first sixteen years doing everything in my power to...
    lonelyheart5757 lonelyheart5757 16-17 2 Responses Apr 29, 2010

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    Pretending to be happy daily is exhausting.

    Being alone is not that scary as compared to being with someone who makes you feel alone.
    smartoriously smartoriously 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Hoping Without Hope....

    My fear and insecurities get the best of me, they tear me apart and leave me broken time and time again. For I know I need love (and to be loved), it is what I yearn for and crave.... But for the life of me, I will never look for it or try to get it. I push people away...
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 6 Responses Mar 1, 2010

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    I am not afraid so much of death,

    it's dying alone that is my real fear.
    TheBoyFromSweden TheBoyFromSweden 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    I am gay and I am so shy it is unreal.

    I'm too scared to date anyone... Heh like I could get anyone. I'd love to meet a nice guy who I could share stuff with and be my complete self around but of course even if I did find someone, I couldn't date them cause I am scared of someone finding out I'm gay. I wish I could...
    holyflapjacks holyflapjacks 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 28

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    My Biggest Fear.

    My bigger fear is to die alone and no one to care about me. I am afraid that i will never find someone to love me and to care about me. I am not getting any younger anymore. I am already 27 years old and i fear i will be alone when i am 30 years old. :(
    TinaFeyforever TinaFeyforever 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 23, 2013

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    It's A Shame

    I'm afraid I'll always be alone, I'm afraid that i'll never find my soul-mate, I'm afraid that i'll never have any real friends again, I'm afraid that all my hopes and aspirations will turn out to be nothing but pipe-dreams, I'm afraid that i'm going to die alone without friends...
    misternobrain misternobrain 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 17, 2011

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    Never Connecting...

    I am convinced that I will not find a person that shares enough in common to really become connected with me. If it isn't one thing, it is another. I'm not good looking enough, I'm too smart, I'm not laidback, I don't pay enough attention, and so on. It's exhausting trying to get...
    nd3141 nd3141 36-40, M 4 Responses Jun 8, 2010

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    I have always been this way

    now at age of 22 , I really fear that may be I will be this way forever. Not that anything is wrong with being alone but it hurts sometime when you see people in love, and that thing is not happening with you. Sometimes I am okay with being alone for rest of my life, and that...
    rockfordseagull rockfordseagull 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    Terrified That I Will End Up Like My Aunt...

    Who is 43, single, still living at home and has no friends. Everyone says how alike we are and it scares me stupid. I am afraid I will always be the single girl who goes to weddings and other social events alone. The girl who never has close friends who stick around and who has...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2011

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    Sometimes I'm Afraid That I Will Always Be Alone

    I'm 61 and haven't found my soulmate.  so I'm afraid I might always be alone.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 3 Responses Jan 21, 2012

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    No One Wants Me

    Ever since i was little, people have always found a way to push me away. I don't know what it is but people always tend to gravitate towards me and then leave me abruptly. Sometimes i feel like things have just ran their course but now i think that there's just something about me...
    misternobrain misternobrain 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 29, 2011

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    I Will Never Have Anyone Again

    I feel isolated and alone even when there are people around me. When I've tried to express my feelings they look at me like I have two heads. They think I should be easily moving forward and starting a new life but they don't understand I feel as if my feet are stuck in cement...
    mystified340 mystified340 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 16, 2013

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    My Loneliness Led Me to Anger

    I spent the first tenty-three years of my life living with my mother. She was a single mom and because she had to work two jobs to support us I grew up alone. I had no siblings and for the four years my mom was with my stepfather, he took no interest in me. So I always felt like...
    Vycamros Vycamros 22-25, M 6 Responses Jun 25, 2009

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    Seeking An Open Ear

    All I do since Graduating High School is worry about the people I Love. But they're so busy I can't seem to even get a "How's it going?" I'm so Depressed I just want an "Auntie" (Good Night Nurse) to tend to me whenever I cry.
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja 26-30, F Feb 23, 2013

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    I Think I Might Be Meant To Be Alone

    I'll be 28 in about 2 weeks, and I feel like I'll always be alone. I go to the movies alone, I go rock climbing alone, I go scuba diving alone, I go out to eat alone, I go to the gym alone, basically I do everything alone. Maybe that's just how it's supposed to be.
    will8285 will8285 26-30, M 4 Responses Jul 17, 2013

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    Fail And More Fail

    I have had a decent like. No material struggles. Just simple living. I have never lived in fear until recently. I was always the single guy of the group and I was okay with that because I like to think about myself as a unique individual. I always thought "oh when i go to...
    oyeah1717 oyeah1717 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 24, 2010

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    Vicious Circle

    I sit in the back of the classroom. I never speak up. I always get that sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach whenever there's a possibility that I will get called on to ask a question. In one of my classes, I am one of two girls, and she's the only one I ever talk to in that...
    karepan karepan 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30, 2012

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    I Know Why I'm Alone.

    I have male friends interested in me, but I pick them apart to such a degree that they can't stand looking at themselves anymore. I tear them down into little details until they don't feel like humans but rather a chart on virtues and vices. Then, if that doesn't work I push...
    EsotericalDaughter EsotericalDaughter 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2008

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    I'm Affraid of Ending Up Alone

    I am 23 years old and I've never been in a romantic relationship with a man. When I was younger I was never really interested in romance because I had other things going on in my life. Then when I started to become interested I had no self confidence. I go through life with the...
    NotThatIntoYou NotThatIntoYou 22-25 1 Response Feb 15, 2009

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    I Dont Want to Be Like Her

    i dont want to be 30 and alone i want someone now and until i find that someone i will just keep burning through them like ciggerates
    noodlehead noodlehead 16-17, F Feb 17, 2009

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    I've been a single mom

    for 12 years and even before that I've always felt like ill just be alone for the rest of my life ... Not saying that I don't try to have relationships and take advice from good friends and family about it , it's just that I will in the end be alone, I have already been alone my...
    shyartist1983 shyartist1983 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    Loneliness-my Best Friend

    Loneliness is really my best friend..It cares about me soo much that it never leaves me even if I am sitting with a group of people, my family or just simply doing anything... It has grown fond of me over years.... Sometimes I just sit back and think is this what I am born for...
    Adreamer14 Adreamer14 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 23, 2012

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    I've Cursed Myself

    My father had a horrible temper.  He could make you feel lower than worm-slime with a simple tone of voice.  He also hit. To his credit, every time we got into it, he would leave me alone for a bit and then come and apologize to me.  I spent the majority of his...
    acoustickitty acoustickitty 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2007

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    What Do I Do Now?

    I am now living on my own in a new large town. I don't know anyone, I moved here for my job. I feel so alone, I got a guinea pig to keep me some company but its not helping. I feel that I will be alone for ever, I'm extremely shy. I only have one true friend but she lives about 2...
    fire44613 fire44613 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2010

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    lisali88 lisali88 26-30, F 1 Response May 26

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    salam frndxx,,mera nam meriii hy,,m aab yhn jo b likh ri pta ni likhna b chahye ya ni pr mn apni kahani btana chahon g..meri life m wo pehla lrka hy jo mj bht zeada achaaa lga yh tb ki bt hy jb mne octobr 2012 m uni join ki,,meri zndgi k bht anmol pal thy wo,,zndgi ktni khobsorat...
    meriii meriii 18-21, F Apr 30, 2013

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    I Often Feel That There Is Nothing That Will Ever Make Me Happy If I Can't Share It With Anyone Ery

     I'm so psychologically damaged and although I'm pretty, smart, fun, I just can't seem to ever want to see anyone more than once.. I can't seem to want to get close to anyone as I feel that I am not able to be normal and become very crazy or psycho with them eventually...
    fightclubgal fightclubgal 22-25 1 Response Feb 9, 2009

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    All Of The Time

    i feel lonely all of the time. every minute of every day and i honestley cant see that changing any time. I dont want to be alone forever but i just feel like things will never change and im going to be stuck by myself feeling lonely and pathetic for being alone forever. this...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2011

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    Pushing Myself Into A Corner

    I am still at the young age of 15. Yet at this point in time I have already manage to evaluate the world down to the very basics. I have looked at life so hard that hardly anything has any real meaning to me, life is honestly more of a hassle to me then an actual experience now...
    CaleighP CaleighP 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 14, 2010

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    I keep getting played by every boy,

    I'm so worried I'll never find anyone who actually wants to be with me :(
    lexxtypeshere lexxtypeshere 18-21, F Feb 14

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    I mean I know I'm young,

    I'm only 18 but I've never been on an actual date and have never had a boyfriend...I just hope my future will be different!
    tsg96 tsg96 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 29

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    I have only had one boyfriend

    and we didn't even kiss. I haven't had a boyfriend since and I'm scared that I will always be alone.
    livelaughlove0810 livelaughlove0810 16-17, F 2 Responses May 26

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    Be Alone, Or Share the One I'm With?

    Can I be true to myself and will I regret the chances I don't take to seek or follow my hearts desire. Should I turn away from or make a clean sweep of that which does not honor or sustain my passion and love, and in this, I am afraid to be alone. Will I have the power to...
    Friendlybabe Friendlybabe 31-35, F Jan 19, 2009

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    Hi

    hi there,  not sure what to say or how long, so i will just say what i feel. I fell so alone, like iam not quite part of soceirty, its alomst like ur ina  semi sleep in terms of how u day to day activities go. physically iam in gd shape i do alot of boxing and...
    Alduran Alduran 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 5, 2009

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