Felt teeth pain plus over budget with no violent tantrum.
Some days I just want to be like decorate me up. Then I get scared and wonder what others would think of me and I'm still hung up in this caring about what others think thing and I...
Should I get a tattoo because it means something to me? Will that help me to pull through?
I'm just afraid I'll marry the wrong person and have to get divorced. I only want to get married once.
Seths place tonight for awhile.
I can't wait til we have kids someday. I like to imagine we'd have twins, a boy and a girl, and their names will be Scarlet and Nathan, but there's a chance that will never happen...
Payday is closer than it was yesterday.
Didnt destroy library furniture when ill.
The chance to find experience project.
A cute guy talked to me.
Asked book questions.
Flirting or probing for a pal
But was very nice
Since me was very sad by lonely.
The bathroom at the library.
Since they still let me in.
Another night at seths.
Not gas money but a shower included.
I would love to get married One day in cyprus a country that I love
Got a shower today.
May get more.
In a library.
And a magnifyer
But fok the critics in the throat.
My mind has healed some.
And me can read paragraphs.
A pal sent cash yesterday.
So me ate well
After truck did.
A new pal who gave me a trailer
Sent 40 bucks.
Cant retrieve the trailer.
Its not fit for travel.
And the truck wont tow nothing.
Was reciprocating with gift cards...
Was able to read my author.
Survived a sunday homeless.
Numb is preferable to mad.
And these days are so rare
Me cant remember the last one.
........ interplanetarianism ..........
Music makes me very happy. I love to listen to it and play music. I practice everyday and am almost always listening to it. It is part of me
Not back to normal but omg nice.
My mind gets baffled by ep posts
So a book is wow.
Still free to drive truck into desert.
In old truck.
That me lives in.
Without it me would be lethal.
Its a positive for now.
Am not petitioned by doctor yet.
Got to shower again after none for awhile.
May get more tonight to catch up lol.
Edwyn Collins ~Girl like you~
Cared about another ep member.
Off course I want to get maried some day. I think it's every girl's dream to wear that beautifull weddingdress once in her life and marry the man or women she loves and who loves...
Xannax took convulsions away.
Not enough pills for that.
Not enough humans left
To fix causes of rages.
Just employed slaves
And us broken ones.
I am doing so much better today. I haven't had any really emotional set backs - lately. I haven't really sat and dwelled on the past for a couple of days! Hoping I can just let...
Had four dollars left in my account.
Bought beverages to ice my water plus ate a dollar burger.
Functioned pretty well
On 90 minutes of sleep.
Except for observations voiced.
Like one sexy case manager
Sitting on copper buttons
And my sexy case manager...
I am a 22 year old male. I started experiencing something weird this year (2015) that has drastically changed my life and also left me depressed.
I started having dreams at night...
Not locked up when asking for meds.