I Am Afraid I Will Disappear One Day

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    Forgotten

    She was walking through a field. The sun was shining and the sky was clear. Everything was full of laughter. Without warning, the girl felt something tug on her foot. Slowly it worked its way up her leg. She looked down and she was sinking into a pool of quick sand. The girl...
    danielle18 danielle18
    18-21, F
    Nov 8, 2013

    Lately I Have Been Not Eating At All …

    I’m already skinny  and I’m losing weight and I can’t do anything about it , what do I do? I have NO APPETITE!!!! It is just too much pressure on me; it lookslike life is just frowning in my face all the time, you just convince yourself to eat something but then you...
    MissGaga MissGaga
    22-25, F
    Apr 27, 2012

    im a mom and a wife. im good at it.

    my family, is by most standards, very happy, and im proud of that. only i know how much work goes into their maintenance. Im perpetually bored, there are few moments in my life that are not dictated by someone else. I have given up everything for them and after ten years, i feel...
    degeneratemerfolk degeneratemerfolk
    26-30, F
    Feb 4

    Exploding

    She did it again. She made a mistake. The one thing she wasn't allowed to do and she did it. She was supposed to be perfect; an angel. She held the key to her past. The girl was feeling confident. She thought she could handle her own way, so she grabbed the key and as she held it...
    danielle18 danielle18
    18-21, F
    Nov 11, 2013

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