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I Am Afraid I Will Disappear One Day

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    Forgotten

    She was walking through a field. The sun was shining and the sky was clear. Everything was full of laughter. Without warning, the girl felt something tug on her foot. Slowly it worked its way up her leg. She looked down and she was sinking into a pool of quick sand. The girl...
    danielle18 danielle18 18-21, F Nov 8, 2013

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    Lately I Have Been Not Eating At All …

    I’m already skinny  and I’m losing weight and I can’t do anything about it , what do I do? I have NO APPETITE!!!! It is just too much pressure on me; it lookslike life is just frowning in my face all the time, you just convince yourself to eat something but then you...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 27, 2012

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    Exploding

    She did it again. She made a mistake. The one thing she wasn't allowed to do and she did it. She was supposed to be perfect; an angel. She held the key to her past. The girl was feeling confident. She thought she could handle her own way, so she grabbed the key and as she held it...
    danielle18 danielle18 18-21, F Nov 11, 2013

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