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I Am Afraid I Will Fall Back Into My Depression Again

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    Ups & Downs Of Life

    Life is so funny friendz, If u have wish to learn always then u have tremendous things to do This all things came into anyones mind when they are in high touch of their creativity & potential But one thing always fear in corner of mind The Depression is only thing who give nice...
    ashu4569 ashu4569 18-21, M Mar 19, 2012

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    I Fell.... =(

    I fell into 'hibernation' mode for a week recently. ignoring exams, school, work or any contact with humans and technology. Locked up in my room. Phone dead. I slept for 5 days straight, having a bite of my tub of gummi bears and a shot of liquor when I woke up, brushed my teeth...
    redleaves redleaves 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 28, 2012

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    Once And A While

    Ever since I was little I suffered from a chronic depression. I have more things now to keep my mind busy, I also love to help people who are also upset. I'm happier now but it back forth occasionally.
    TrevorNotSalander TrevorNotSalander 13-15, M Nov 8, 2013

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    What Makes You Cry...

    I am used to keeping so much to myself, because i didnt dare to tell anyone anymore, as i feel they were never interested in hearing me. I used to complain alot untill when i was in my young teens, 11-13 years of age, one of my friend told me to shut up. Till now it has...
    redleaves redleaves 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 27, 2009

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    Back And Forth

    I try so hard to be a good mom, good wife, and nice little home maker, but it's killing me. Sometimes I am happy, most times I am going nuts. Started taking a natural supplement to balance my moods... Hope it helps.
    Feb 11, 2013

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    It is inevitable. I know

    that depression is something I will always deal with. Depression has been a part of my life for as long as I can remember. I can usually get through the difficult times quickly, but every now and then the sadness hangs on. That's the kind of depression I fear. Depression...
    couldbeheaven couldbeheaven 26-30, F Apr 1

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    I Alreadhave...

    When I joined this group. I was High in my manic pharase. I have Bipolar, so I have a Lot of ups and downs, and its very hard to deal with it, when I am not on medication. Sadly, I have fallen back into the depression pit, due to it being the holiday, and hating the holiday, and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 4, 2009

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    If I Do

    I am not taking meds again.
    musared musared 16-17, F Aug 28, 2009

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    coming of my anti depressants im terrified i

    fall back into the pit of despair even tho i will still majorly depressed and suicidle whilst on my anti depressant :/ i know ill allways be depressed is there a way to embrace depression tho??
    maylane maylane 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Hmmm

    I use to be confident and really couldn't care less of what people think but now I'm not so sure... I have and am recently being bullied by people on my soccer team. At first it really didn't get me but now it's just echo's in my head. I've been depressed before and it's not...
    HappyHuffy HappyHuffy 13-15, M Sep 14, 2013

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    Stuck In The Spell Of Inertia

    I am known for taking every assignment in this life as a goal and struggling hard  to achieve it. But however, since few months i am locked inside this spell of inertia which is not letting me to do anything. My life has changed drastically. I don't feel the interest of doing...
    haseebahsan haseebahsan 22-25, M Jul 20, 2011

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    Don'T Really Feel Depressed Anymore

    If I had to describe how I feel, I'd say just bitter and the occasional pang of excruciatingly loneliness. I've grown comfortable enough in my own company for that to ever kill me now. I'm not okay, but I'm a different kind of unstable now. It's not depression, it's just...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F Jun 7, 2013

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    Lost In Lust

    Sometimes i flinch when you try to touch me and you stop kissing me to ask me why i resist then you look into my eyes and see the tears naturally you ask whats wrong and naturally i make up excuses.. "oh the winds burning my eyes..." "...i'm just not in the mood today" i...
    lexi71912 lexi71912 13-15, F Nov 2, 2012

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    Can I Trust Myself????

    I'm always afraid that I will never be good enough. How can I trust myself to make the right choice when I constantly seem to be making the wrong one?
    tigerlily1994 tigerlily1994 18-21, F Nov 23, 2013

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    Depression Again

    Oh no, Not depression again, I feared, This might happen, I seem, To just get out, Here I am again, Falling into depression, When will it ever end? When will I be free?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2012

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    It's been a year since I've been diagnosed with

    depression, insomnia and PTSD. After 6 months of my diagnosis, and therapy with medication, I feel a lot better and happier now. I'm not in the stage of harming my self anymore and now slowly I'm being taken off my medication and therapy. Though I'm really scared to go back into...
    crazykim17ily crazykim17ily 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    This Describes Me Perfectly.

    I've been unmedicated for like 2 months. And right now, am slipping back into the anxiety and eating disordered thoughts, no purging, yet. It's scary though. It's a real fear. I don't want to go back there. I REALLY can do better than this. I am more than this. I am worthy of...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 28, 2012

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    Nothing Is Impossible.....its Yours To Change..

    I have realised that... some will be able relate to me of how numbness and emotionless one can be. But If you are able to relate to me.. It means, You do still have emotions, You still feel. However.. only you can change it. It could be a bad day, bad year. An incident. A...
    redleaves redleaves 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    I am finally living for myself. No longer scared of what others might think of me. It's the only way you can really get through your life the fullest. As I've gotten older I have...
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    I'm interested in this guy friend lately. I'm not sure to allow my self to for him or should I suppress the feelings. I'm afraid to fall, I'm afraid he might not feel the same in...
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    Friday I backed into a big truck. Fortunately there was no damage to my small car. I vow to park only where I can drive out forward. From now on no backing out for me. I was kind...
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    I always think love happens more often when you least expect it…Love is a powerful emotion…and it is great to be in love! But so many of us spend our lives with walls built...
    19Mariya77 19Mariya77 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Afraid to love again -I want to fall in love again but I'm scared to be lied to again. I know I shouldn't let my past relationship affect my future ones but its hard to get over...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 8

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    I've struggled with severe depression and anxiety disorder most of my life. Depression is a way of life in my family. I'm a third generation sufferer. Last year I was hospitalized...
    catypillrgirl catypillrgirl 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm free falling and there's no one there to catch me. I looked off the cliff and just fell. I don't even know what happened. Maybe I'm not falling maybe its all in my head. Like a...
    silence13 silence13 13-15, F Mar 19

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    I think I'm falling in love with you and I'm completely terrified.
    justakookiegirl justakookiegirl 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Each story has so may sides to it and it's important to be aware of all the "true" sides of it. and important to know that it's not all about "ideas". I've been accused of having...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 Mar 31

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    The family of an Al-Jazeera journalist detained in Egypt for nearly eight months called for his immediate release Tuesday, saying his health has deteriorated during a hunger strike...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 Apr 9

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    Around 700 supporters of Egypt's ousted president Mohamed Morsi, including the supreme guide of his Muslim Brotherhood movement, were Tuesday due in court, a day after 529 co...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 3 Responses Mar 25

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    the worst part of relapse is all the work that you've done before was for nothing and you have to do it all over again. it's exhausting and disappointing.
    maggieee5086 maggieee5086 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 25

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    When I was 13 the girl I loved since I was a child went Mad and hung her self. I don't want to lose anyone else like I lost Emily, please I need to know what I should do
    Femboy17 Femboy17 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    I'm scared to fet too close. Whenever I do get close to anyone, I alway end up losing them over self doubt. I always wonder, "why did you choose me? i'm nothing special." And i'm...
    foolishlylovingthee foolishlylovingthee 16-17, F Mar 30

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    people don't realize how ******* scary it is. Think about it. Someone knows everything about you and has the power to hurt you and crush you! How can you trust them like that. I...
    justagirl8787 justagirl8787 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    The Egyptian army supreme demands the army clearly stays away from leading the country and from engaging in any political matters. Then he goes for presidency! It doesn't need a...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 3 Responses Apr 4

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    I can't so what this group says and I wish I know how to
    lusicqued lusicqued 18-21 5 days ago

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    I battle both anxiety and depression, which now is manifesting itself in being anxious about depression returning. It has been very tough lately and work is a major source of...
    kjmbk kjmbk 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    1. I am the eldest of 10 kids 2. I have 2 house bunnies 3. I have an addictive personality 3. I try to follow the Tao Te Ching 4. I always fall back into old bad habits 5. I hope...
    missmoppet missmoppet 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't do it to be rude, although it might seem like it. But usually, it's because whatever you're talking about has gone past the point of what I understand, and I don't want to...
    JennilynnCeleste JennilynnCeleste 31-35, F Mar 25

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 2

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 2

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    It's definitely more so the unavailable than don't like me. In this story I'm going to talk about several different guys. I'll mention their name at the beginning of each story...
    cemarie128 cemarie128 18-21, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    This will be the last time I talk to any one anymore something has happened and that a reason I can not tell anyone no matter how close you are to me don't try to message me I'm...
    Life0fTheParty Life0fTheParty 16-17, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Just some things I wrote when I was depressed yesterday Depression. Hurt is what we feel when a part of us dies. Sorrow is us feeling everything good in our life go by...
    Connorhelquist Connorhelquist 22-25, M Mar 22

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    I've always been a sucker for love and romance. When I was a little girl I would often day dream about meeting my special someone. I used to be all about writing love letters and...
    couldbeheaven couldbeheaven 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    I just broke up with my boyfriend. He didnt do anything.. but I am screwed up and soon he will be going into the navy. I know that if anything ever happened to him it would be the...
    xBriarRoseRedx xBriarRoseRedx 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I think I have depression. For a few months now I have been suffering from morbid thoughts such as death and suicide that I cannot control, it is as if it is not my thoughts but...
    snowflake12345 snowflake12345 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    'It makes me sad to see you this way.' This was the sentence that made me want to change my life. My friend told me that, while he saw me crying. Of course, being secretive and...
    eliahlior eliahlior 22-25 1 Response Apr 4

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    I am afraid that I'll end up alone. I have loved and been loved. But sometimes love just isn't enough. Not when you push that person away... When you push them away so much that...
    maraselene maraselene 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    My ex and I have been together two different times. The first time lasted 3 months and then 6 months later we ended up together again for a year. It's been a little over two months...
    LameyC LameyC 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I truly hate this . This feeling . It's like being trapped inside of four walls . Four walls made of glass , and a glass roof . You see the rain , the sun , the moon and the stars...
    SuicideBerry SuicideBerry 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 30

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    I battle depression. When I am depressed, I cant function. I cant get out of bed before 1oclock. When I do get out of bed, my body gets tired so I go right to the couch. Dishes sit...
    amarie02 amarie02 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I was diagnosed with depression at eight years old and have lived with it in such a way that it has crippled nearly every aspect of my life. I have never been on medication to help...
    Scorpio018 Scorpio018 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 26

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