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I Am Afraid I Will Never Find Someone to Really Love Me

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    20 years alone sometimes it feels it will never

    happen it just tares me up inside. you dumb men don't even begin to understand what your passing up
    baprel26 baprel26 36-40, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I want to meet a guy

    who actually likes me for who I am
    gisel607 gisel607 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 23

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    I'm Such An Idiot

    I got married when I was 23 years old, to a man who has never once in our time together told me he loves me.  I'm sitting here 20 years later trying to figure out why.  We have 2 great kids that I wouldn't trade the world for.  If I hadn't married this man, they...
    goddessone goddessone 41-45, F 39 Responses Mar 9, 2008

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    I baby shop for my cousins shower

    and always say to myself I will never be at the point where I will have a family. I want a family and am afraid it will never happen to me. I am afraid I will never find someone to have a family with. I have never had a boyfriend and am 25 years old. I guess in part it is mainly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 29

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    I am really missing my ex

    but he treated me horribly I need more self-respect I am 32 and still single beginning to think I'll never find someone
    Kristinc33 Kristinc33 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I always knew it had a suspicion

    that Shane wasn't a good person from the start. I got with him no bc I really wanted to be with him but more bc I wanted someone to want me even if it were just sexual. I was so sick of being lonely when I got with him. I had been on multiple dates before I met him and none of...
    lostinthought17 lostinthought17 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    its like i can't ever find any loyal chick i

    just wan't to see what relationship is like
    jjfiya5543 jjfiya5543 18-21, M Jun 19

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    Nobody Wants Me

    My love is not good enough. Any girl I have had a crush on. Any girl that's I've liked. Anyone I've loved .. or even wanted to love .. has made that perfectly clear. Nobody wants me. Nobody wants to touch me. Nobody .. my love isn't wanted. I'm not wanted. Oh of course, I've...
    Cursedboy Cursedboy 36-40, M 95 Responses Nov 5, 2008

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 13

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    I married my first love at 21,

    although we were together for 22 yrs and the last 10 were very rocky. Left me empty inside. I have been in love a few times in my life and want that feeling again. Excited about life and can't wait to see him again.
    Ijuansumjuan2luff Ijuansumjuan2luff 46-50 2 Responses Apr 9

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    It's really hard to find genuine love these

    days. People always want something. And this of course dosen't just include romantic love. This includes friendship and family love as well.
    ThisIsMyFightSong ThisIsMyFightSong 13-15, F 11 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    Nothing Worthy Of Love

    I have been 'single' for over a year now and I finally allowed myself to truly open up and care about someone. I told him of my childhood, details I have not even told my therapist, I shared my desires, my dreams, my secrets. I allowed him to see me, to know me.....very few get...
    wickedties wickedties 41-45, F 66 Responses Feb 1, 2011

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    Everyone I meet that is a guy

    and I date usually just dates me to get over someone or just thinks I'm hot... I know I'm still young but even teenagers need to feel like they are loved not just by family or friends.
    laultman78 laultman78 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 13, 2014

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    Outside the snow is falling Quietly,

    not a sound There is starlight and moonlight... Magic all around. What a perfect time to tell you How wonderful you are I have become enchanted... If only from afar. I've never seen an angel But, I feel it could be you... You seem so angelic In everything you do. An angel...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 31

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    My parents have a really bad relationship.

    I feel worthless. They had an arranged marriage. Mom is depressed. My dad treats her like crap. And she wants me to go through the same thing! I'm afraid I'll be like her when I grow up. Emotionally numb, cold, unloved. I will be like her. I hide away from everyone because my...
    cord3lia cord3lia 16-17, F 5 Responses May 9

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    I'm afraid that will never find someone

    that clicks with me... Someone who can understand my train of thought. Someone that wants to take the time to know me and raise me up so I can do the same for them. Someone that won't shut me out and push me away as much as I do. Someone that will find his way into my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    You know I really worry I'll never find someone

    ...my someone is gone I though I had found the one you know .... I mean I lost her and I couldn't even see her on her last moments I tried but I didn't know I was going to see her but she was gone I took to long ..we battled cancer together both had it twice but only one made...
    Ale93 Ale93 22-25, M 5 Responses May 3, 2014

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    Im trying to acept it 18 + no boyfriend

    (never)=i going to die alone
    antomg1 antomg1 16-17, F 8 Responses May 17

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    don't just love for the reason

    that you need someone beside you or to cuddle with or to brag about. love someone because you love her/him and that you wouldn't want it any other way. ;)
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    i have the most horrible school ever can

    someone blow up my school? lol
    arliss123 arliss123 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 23

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    Nowadays.....the Earth has been very

    complicated....so as relationships. With just a blink if an eye.....your man is gone and you are left all alone!
    EmoQueen EmoQueen 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    Just Another Girl With Something To Say

    When everyone around you seems to be in relationships it's hard not to think ...what's wrong with me? What do these people have that I don't? At the risk of sounding like just another single girl complaining about how no one loves her, It's challenging to realise that you might...
    nadiney nadiney 18-21, F 15 Responses Dec 1, 2011

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    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I am only 20 but I feel like I will never find

    love. I see so many people my age that have long relationships and I feel like a total loser. I just had a break up... the relationship didn't last long but it still hurts. I put in all the effort I could... and it was wasted. Turns out he didn't even really want me. I feel...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 18

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    All I seem to do lately is cry.

    I've cried for 16 days straight cause I missed my boyfriend who was in America and then the day he came back I found out he's been on here messaging other girls and lying to me.
    PrettyPrincess23 PrettyPrincess23 18-21, F 4 Responses May 8

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    Yup another New Years Eve

    and the first kiss I get is from the dog. Nothing changes.
    brady120378 brady120378 36-40, M 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    i had a relationship

    that i thought was the best thing that ever happened to me but it wasn't it was the worst and i hate my self for falling for a guy like him... he was with me just for Sex and cheated on me ... everything was fake ...... and since then i haven't love or like anyone like i loved...
    Rosmery003613 Rosmery003613 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    bettycc11 bettycc11 26-30, F Apr 24

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    Today on my way out the door to work,

    I saw my dog looking at me in the window. His big Chihuahua eyes just glaring at me speaking a sadness to my heart. I started to kiss the air in his direction. I thought to myself, "Yea, I really need to find someone soon. This is getting a little pathetic."
    brady120378 brady120378 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2014

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    sarahccaa sarahccaa 26-30, F May 18

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    my parents have just a hard time telling me

    they love me or even showing it. my physical form doesn't help it either with how I'm shown lies and pain rather than kindness and compassion from almost everyone I meet. with all the bad, I have a hard time someone could love all messed up me
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Spent the last 6 years with someone

    who I didn't love. The sad part is that because it didn't work out I was hopeless of ever finding someone I could genuinely fall in love with. Well I did. I fell in love with someone and I fell hard. Guess who's scrapping their knees trying to get back up? Welcome karma. I feel...
    Shey12 Shey12 18-21, F 32 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    Yeah...

    How can I explain this? I just...I feel like there's nothing especially special about me, or anything that will keep someone around. I feel like any guy who expresses interest in me will do it purely to get into my pants, and for no reason other than that. And then, once they get...
    livingalie1 livingalie1 22-25, F 27 Responses Dec 30, 2011

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    annah1 annah1 46-50, F 4 Responses Sep 1, 2014

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    angiestong angiestong 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 25

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    Going to sleep alone

    and waking up alone could may just be one of the hardest things to get over. It's been a long time since I've shared my bed with someone that I'm starting to think it will never happen again. I don't know what's wrong with me. No one is interested in me:( my biggest fear is I'll...
    GivenToFly182 GivenToFly182 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 12, 2014

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    That real wholehearted kind of love.

    The kind where you are best friends. Respected at all times, even when arguing. I have never had that kind of love before. It was always conditional. Was given as long as expectations were met and taken away if they weren't. I question it's existence, could it be real...
    Happinessismine Happinessismine 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    I am in my late 20's

    and do not know how to date. I've been in 2 relationships, one which lasted almost 6 years. I guess with this experience, technically I still don't know how to date. With both relationships the guys simply asked me to be his girlfriend. Without taking the time to properly get to...
    sweetiepoo sweetiepoo 26-30, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    SanFransokyo SanFransokyo 18-21, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Two people. Everything.

    Anything. One heart. One soul. One.
    ILavIt ILavIt 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 7, 2014

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    Whenever I think about love,

    it's so hard for me to think that it could happen for me. That I don't really see it happening for me. I try to be hopeful but it's so hard when you're constantly surrounded by others who so easily find it and have it in their grasp. I don't know, it's just whenever I think...
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    Everyone tells me that I will find

    that right girl soon. They told me that soon forever ago ._.
    EBestest EBestest 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 1, 2014

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    “There are two basic motivating forces: fear

    and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot...
    QuinnMalcom QuinnMalcom 31-35, M 2 Responses May 25, 2014

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    No one will ever love me.

    I know that now. I just wish it wasn't true
    KidNova45 KidNova45 18-21, M 5 Responses May 12

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    Stucat Stucat 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 2

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    Sometimes It Takes Longer...

    or that is what I am telling myself. After 8 years of marriage, my husband and I parted ways, knowing that the future was uncertain but being lonely by myself was better than being alone in a twosome. Now I am 33, in strange city, far from family and with few acquaintances let...
    Dea9 Dea9 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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