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I Am Afraid I Will Never Find Someone to Really Love Me

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    Iv lost so much hope in ever finding love.

    That Iv lost myself completely in the storm that's raging inside me. This storm is making me transgress borders I never dared to cross before. Iv lost identity. Iv lost all hope.
    Sara902 Sara902 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 12, 2014

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    I have always heard people saying

    that have faith that you will find someone else but here I am always having faith in my self but I haven't found no one ;( and I feel like I am not pretty enough.
    Clobusan123 Clobusan123 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2014

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    Going to sleep alone

    and waking up alone could may just be one of the hardest things to get over. It's been a long time since I've shared my bed with someone that I'm starting to think it will never happen again. I don't know what's wrong with me. No one is interested in me:( my biggest fear is I'll...
    GivenToFly182 GivenToFly182 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 12, 2014

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    zoecc11 zoecc11 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 24, 2014

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    Nobody Wants Me

    My love is not good enough. Any girl I have had a crush on. Any girl that's I've liked. Anyone I've loved .. or even wanted to love .. has made that perfectly clear. Nobody wants me. Nobody wants to touch me. Nobody .. my love isn't wanted. I'm not wanted. Oh of course, I've...
    Cursedboy Cursedboy 36-40, M 93 Responses Nov 5, 2008

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    me too. .............

    .im virgin never had sex im gary I'm 45
    spanking000 spanking000 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 14

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    ridleyswaq ridleyswaq 13-15, M 3 Responses Feb 24

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    ImForYouOnly ImForYouOnly 36-40, M 2 Responses Feb 13

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    I just don't think that there's anyone truly

    out there made especially for me and I think it's because I just haven't met him yet. But people may say that I'm too young but I know what love is. And love isn't always with your soulmate. It can also be with your friends , your family and yourself.
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 12, 2014

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    My greatest fear in life is

    that I'll never find someone to love me.
    lookingformyself88 lookingformyself88 18-21, F 6 Responses May 10, 2014

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    its like I've been searching

    but not hard enough and sooner or later I'll give up and be lonely.
    penguinproblems penguinproblems 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 25

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    Today on my way out the door to work,

    I saw my dog looking at me in the window. His big Chihuahua eyes just glaring at me speaking a sadness to my heart. I started to kiss the air in his direction. I thought to myself, "Yea, I really need to find someone soon. This is getting a little pathetic."
    brady120378 brady120378 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2014

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    angiestong angiestong 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 25

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    Spent the last 6 years with someone

    who I didn't love. The sad part is that because it didn't work out I was hopeless of ever finding someone I could genuinely fall in love with. Well I did. I fell in love with someone and I fell hard. Guess who's scrapping their knees trying to get back up? Welcome karma. I feel...
    Shey12 Shey12 18-21, F 33 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    I thought I had a soulmate

    but he abandoned me. No explanation, nothing. Now I'm afraid to talk to guys on my own in fear of rejection. And I already had that fear going on for me.
    LookItsKinz LookItsKinz 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 15, 2014

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    don't just love for the reason

    that you need someone beside you or to cuddle with or to brag about. love someone because you love her/him and that you wouldn't want it any other way. ;)
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I feel this way everyday.

    It makes me sad when I see everyone around me so happy and in love. I am 23 and have never had a serious boyfriend. Never been loved romantically, or been in love. I am not awful person; quite the opposite, actually. I think I am a genuinely good person, but I am painfully shy...
    livingmemory livingmemory 22-25, F 11 Responses Jul 17, 2014

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    ... And I am trying not to be afraid of that!

    Tonight my kids are with their mom. my GFs child is with her ex. We could spend the evening together, but today I have felt that invisible wall between us. And I do not know why. The past two weeks I have done my absolute best to be positive, peaceful, kind, helpful... I...
    OldNRusty OldNRusty 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    I love the Christmas holiday

    but I'm so sick of seeing these Christmas movies on television when the main character ends up happily ever after with their love interest. It's very depressing when you are all alone in the world and this is on television. Where is my love? Merry Freaking Christmas ;-(
    brady120378 brady120378 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 24, 2014

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    Sometimes It Takes Longer...

    or that is what I am telling myself. After 8 years of marriage, my husband and I parted ways, knowing that the future was uncertain but being lonely by myself was better than being alone in a twosome. Now I am 33, in strange city, far from family and with few acquaintances let...
    Dea9 Dea9 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    Two people. Everything.

    Anything. One heart. One soul. One.
    ILavIt ILavIt 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 7, 2014

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    Yup another New Years Eve

    and the first kiss I get is from the dog. Nothing changes.
    brady120378 brady120378 36-40, M 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Should I Just Give Up?

    I am generally an optimistic guy, but as I enter yet another year alone I am on the verge of giving up hope of ever finding someone to share my life with. I don't know what the problem with me is, I am at a minimum an average looking guy, I make a decent wage, treat people...
    UniquebutnotAlone UniquebutnotAlone 26-30, M 18 Responses Dec 31, 2011

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    carecc13 carecc13 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    I am 20 and i know im young,

    but i feel like a hopeless romantic. Ive only been in love once and we were together 5yrs. I want to meet someone and fall in love for the last time but im not sure if i will. Been having nothing but bad luck with guys so doesnt seem like ill ever find my twin flame if i even...
    lovelybutterfly123 lovelybutterfly123 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1, 2014

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    You know I really worry I'll never find someone

    ...my someone is gone I though I had found the one you know .... I mean I lost her and I couldn't even see her on her last moments I tried but I didn't know I was going to see her but she was gone I took to long ..we battled cancer together both had it twice but only one made...
    Ale93 Ale93 22-25, M 5 Responses May 3, 2014

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    So.. I almost dated a satanist.

    I didn't know until we hung out a few times. He ran away from his problems, from me, from his roommate and such. We just saw each other on Friday because his roommate invited me and my friends to their place to have some drinks. Long story short, he told me he wanted to ask me...
    LookItsKinz LookItsKinz 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    i have the most horrible school ever can

    someone blow up my school? lol
    arliss123 arliss123 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 23

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    so this morning my husband goes to the gym

    as usual....at 7am he calls me by mistake and I hear a woman's voice. I couldn't tell what was really being said and I was so mad I really only remember him saying one of his phrases so I rush round to this woman's house who he has been known to have "conversations" with whilst...
    newstart1315 newstart1315 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    annah1 annah1 46-50, F 4 Responses Sep 1, 2014

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    alinacc12 alinacc12 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    Yeah...

    How can I explain this? I just...I feel like there's nothing especially special about me, or anything that will keep someone around. I feel like any guy who expresses interest in me will do it purely to get into my pants, and for no reason other than that. And then, once they get...
    livingalie1 livingalie1 22-25, F 27 Responses Dec 30, 2011

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    I always knew it had a suspicion

    that Shane wasn't a good person from the start. I got with him no bc I really wanted to be with him but more bc I wanted someone to want me even if it were just sexual. I was so sick of being lonely when I got with him. I had been on multiple dates before I met him and none of...
    lostinthought17 lostinthought17 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    I feel so stupid for falling

    for someone who sounded like he would move mountains for me only to wind up having my heart broken....all in one day, no less....I'm probably destined to be alone....and I'm scared.
    lotstodeal lotstodeal 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 1

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    Nowadays.....the Earth has been very

    complicated....so as relationships. With just a blink if an eye.....your man is gone and you are left all alone!
    EmoQueen EmoQueen 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 23

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    “There are two basic motivating forces: fear

    and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot...
    QuinnMalcom QuinnMalcom 31-35, M 1 Response May 25, 2014

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    every time i date a girl i like it starts off

    well for the first few 2-4 months, then it just starts to snowball as soon as one argument starts leading to break up 😰 i know that at my age i shouldnt really be worried about this kind of stuff but its really hard when you see someone that you think will be perfect and in...
    irvinspider54 irvinspider54 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    I'm afraid that will never find someone

    that clicks with me... Someone who can understand my train of thought. Someone that wants to take the time to know me and raise me up so I can do the same for them. Someone that won't shut me out and push me away as much as I do. Someone that will find his way into my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Been going on six years

    now without any interest from someone. Would rather not end up alone in love, but that may be inevitable.
    PepsiPlunge PepsiPlunge 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    Since my last boyfriend died I thought a lot

    about if I was really in love or if he really loved me and I don't know. He wasn't always nice to me and he made me cry all the time. I just realized my current boyfriend won't be around for much longer so I think our relationship will end in the beginning of next year. He's...
    hiddenjem hiddenjem 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Everyone tells me that I will find

    that right girl soon. They told me that soon forever ago ._.
    EBestest EBestest 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 1, 2014

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    i just haven't had any luck with men.

    idk why. i just feel like I will end up alone when i'm older...
    lss0807 lss0807 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 12, 2014

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    Too many lies have been told to me,

    I have huge trust issues
    FrankietheCat FrankietheCat 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    Whenever I think about love,

    it's so hard for me to think that it could happen for me. That I don't really see it happening for me. I try to be hopeful but it's so hard when you're constantly surrounded by others who so easily find it and have it in their grasp. I don't know, it's just whenever I think...
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    Not me personally, but I know this girl

    who was approaching 40 and she could never find the right guy who could really love her. She spent countless amount of hours on the internet searching for the right guy on dating sites, she was a virgin at the time, and because of her religious beliefs she could only marry a guy...
    sheherme83 sheherme83 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 15, 2014

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