I Am Afraid My Heart May Be Forever Broken

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    He's Still The One

    Three years down the line... Am still that broken hearted girl. Am pathetic right? That I know too. But what to do? He is still the one I think of before I drift to dreamland and my very first thought when my eyes flip open. Still, I see his smile when I close my eyes and hear...
    Jojogal66 Jojogal66
    22-25, F
    Nov 22, 2012

    For My Friend, Broken Heart And All Other Broken Hearts

    The following post is dedicated to jimfinsav because he has taught me the most valuable life lesson about love, loyalty, and honor. One of a Kind Dear One of a Kind, You are one of a kind and simply amazing!  You are special and unique; no one else can talk like you...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    22 Responses May 18, 2010

    After 7 yrs., in an email/voice mail my bf

    broke up with me. We are 40, what mature man after 7 years does this? We raised our kids together for gods sake. He was a father to my daughter since she was 4 & he just left. We are both single parents & owe live about 30 minutes away, so our kids are in diff school districts...
    WR5518 WR5518
    41-45, F
    1 Response Dec 14, 2013

    You Didn't Hunt My Heart.

    When I was four years I old I met my first love. I remember the way he clung to his mom's leg and looked beneath the wall of his hair with curious brown eyes. I remember thinking that he looked scared and I pitied him. I grabbed my new best friend's hand (We're still bff's) and I...
    sparxsollaria sparxsollaria
    16-17
    6 Responses May 19, 2010

    My Heart Is Broke And Hurting

    Will my heart ever be healed. My husband and I are recently separated after almost 23 years of marriage. I feel so lonely, hurt, frustrated and maybe even a little depressed. I am trying to keep busy and be strong for myself, but I need to know will these feeling ever go away and...
    kelly333 kelly333
    51-55
    1 Response Jun 12, 2012

    Alone

    I've always felt like an outsider looking in. Even with my family. Although I know they love me more than anything in the world and they will always be there for me I've always felt like the odd one out. At family get together's I've always felt like I don't belong. Then with...
    aquestionsand aquestionsand
    22-25
    2 Responses Sep 7, 2011

    My boyfriend and I were together

    for 7 months. We got along great, until a month ago, when he wanted to take a break. He had lost his job, got behind with bills, and was very stressed out. He said he couldn't handle the pressure of a relationship right now, but he didn't want to break up. It's been 3 weeks, we...
    Psyche777 Psyche777
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 6, 2014

    If he isn't interested in me,

    then I should at least be able to be interested in someone else,. Unfortunately, I think it would be really unfair to anyone I might date or sleep with because my heart isn't fully in it. It would also be unfair to me, because I think I'd be settling. So, logically I understand...
    GyllyXD GyllyXD
    26-30, F
    Apr 9, 2014

    Poem That Speaks To Me

    I don't know what it was that made me love you. Or what it was that made you hate me the way you do. I remember what you said And I remember what you did And it never made sense You were there And then you weren't You had my heart And I had yours You said it was love So I...
    Stars889 Stars889
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 11, 2013
    Willrose1690 Willrose1690
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jun 28, 2014

    Nothing Last Forever Even A Broken Heart Does Mend

    Love comes to those who still HOPE even though they have been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, to those who still love even though they've been hurt before. Time heals our broken hearts, broken spirits, broken life's. In our darkest...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Sep 8, 2011

    this marriage has broken my heart.

    don't know if can be fixed I hope I can love and trust again
    Tracyforrest Tracyforrest
    46-50, M
    1 Response Nov 5, 2014

    If You Were Listening...

    Feelings arent facts, but its a fact that I feel this way towards you.  Loved yet abandoned.  Fullfilled yet empty.  Torn between logic and passion.  Living off the fantasy of love instead of the truth of reality.  U pull me close, but you dont love me. You dont know me to...
    loudsilence1 loudsilence1
    26-30, F
    May 29, 2012

    Gwen you broke my

    heart:((((((((((((((((((((((((((
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 28, 2014

    I am a passionate woman I think.

    I love people and need affection from them. We met online and instantly the banter started. Talking back and forth responding to one another in an instant. When we met he was everything I wanted. Tall, smart, sweet and wanting to please. The first date he asked permission to...
    isodole isodole
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 30, 2014

    My boyfriend and I have lived together

    and been dating for about 18 months. He wants to take a break. He moved out and went back to his parent's house. So now it's just me and our dog. So much of his things are still here. Even when I wake up in the morning to shower his body wash in still in there. I can't stop...
    submarginal submarginal
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 30, 2014

    Starting to feel that way.

    I loved and lost someone many years ago. The truth is, I wanted to get married,have children,buy a house etc. All that grown up stuff you're supposed to do! But she just wasn't ready. And the more we discussed it. The more it became clear she never would be. For me at any rate...
    picklebobble picklebobble
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Nov 6, 2014

    I feel like I have fallen

    for a long time into the earth, and finally reached the bottom of a pit. There is no light or warmth down here. There's an ordinary world high above me carrying on as it always has. Even if I could climb out, it's not my world now. I am down here in the dark, clutching the dusty...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 27, 2015

    I Think It May Be...

    I think my boyfriend may have broke up with me. He thought I was cheating with someone else. I don't cheat! I was grounded! I didn't do anything wrong, not that I know of. I guess people are like that. They act like they love you, they act like they'll be there forever. Then they...
    Iamawerewolf Iamawerewolf
    18-21, F
    May 18, 2013

    My Best Friend Broke My Heart Intensely.

    I was best friends with this girls for about 4 years. Even though she was my friend, sometimes she would say and do misleading things to make me think that she like me and i could never figure out if she was doing it on purpose or on accident. It started when we were friends in...
    Thinking101 Thinking101
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Nov 16, 2012

    Im Young And I Dnt Want To Go Through The Heart Break

    guys ur'll myt think im a ________ but im not any thing like tht life happend........................im in grd 8 i like this guy in grd 12 we hang out alot and ppl say we datin and we dnt object or defend ourselves wen they say it but the prob is tht my friend use to like him and...
    XOXOcuteyXOXO XOXOcuteyXOXO
    22-25, F
    Aug 24, 2012

    Broken

    I am afraid my heart may be forever broken because I have been hurt way to many times. My family has alot to do with it. I dont beleave in love anymore because my family has left me. My mom turned most of my family and freinds away from me. I feel like I have no one at all. I am...
    mistyvampira mistyvampira
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 7, 2011

    both serious relationships I've had have broken

    me. they both lied and screwed me over. I will never be the same
    2isbetterthan1 2isbetterthan1
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 7, 2014

    It Alredy Is

    i asked her out she just used me she hade nothing to lose but i had every thing to lose she broke it so now i cry my self to sleep just abought everday im just so sad idont know what to do
    ybo29977 ybo29977
    16-17, M
    Feb 4, 2012

    Strike Two... I'm Out.

    The heart cracked to pieces says it all really.  Cliche alert! My story is like those of so many others, I trusted, I gave, I loved, I opened myself up and let down my guard. Twice.  Honesty is a rare thing.  Apparently it is a challenge for some. Promises are...
    Lavetta274 Lavetta274
    41-45, F
    1 Response May 18, 2010

    How Long Will I Care...

    I was Engaged to a girl who I was infatuated with in High School and later got a chance to Date in college. We Met 6 years ago on my campus. She was shy, sweet, and innocent, dont know if i can say that now about her now. Yet, there was a time when all that was completely true...
    somebody251 somebody251
    22-25, M
    Sep 10, 2011
    december789 december789
    18-21, F
    Jun 25, 2014

    Story Of My Life

    After I met the guy on Grindr, here is part two of my story. As we kept texting, he invited me to his house for a small party. I was so excited and happily accepted his invitation. As the days passed the day of the party finally arrived. i got ready and brought along my BOSE...
    candiaernesto candiaernesto
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Mar 27, 2013

    A Broken Record

    You have all heard this story before, girl fallls in love and life shows no favouritism we all have suffered from the worst imaginable pain heartache. It rips you to pieces and slowly mend your broken heart.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 26, 2012

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