I Am Afraid of Abandonment

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    My dad abandon me and my twin

    until we were about 13 then when we turned 15 my mom abandoned us for her other husband who was sexually abusing us both. The my twin abandoned me for my piece of **** mother and her boyfriend to go to a different school! I don't want to loss anyone else;( btw it's me and her in...
    mea1998 mea1998
    18-21, F
    Sep 28, 2014

    Atashi No Oneesan...

    I told you there was a wall I felt in our friendship…that there was something keeping me from opening up more to you and letting you closer, trusting you more…you’re my best friend…and I do trust you……but…. Sometimes you yourself have a wall up that makes me feel...
    yamihirugashi yamihirugashi
    22-25, F
    Apr 16, 2011

    I was always the one

    that eats the slowest and my mom never had the patience for me. We were supposed to be going to the beach. Because I ate too slow, I was left behind. The rest of the family went. I was 6. I had dreamed of being abandoned as a kid. It was my first nightmare. I was 7. But at that...
    PrezBel PrezBel
    1 Response Mar 23, 2015

    I've had several friends throughout my life

    but all of them have abandoned me for reasons I don't know why. I used to have a best friend named Shacarra but I got expelled and by the time I got back into school she forgot about me and ignored me. This happened with pretty much every friend I've had, whether it was because...
    MatthewKeller MatthewKeller
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 28, 2014

    I feel like if anyone gets to know the real me

    they will find out I'm crazy, so I stay to myself and don't have any close friends. Most girls are too judge mental also.
    VenusIncarnate VenusIncarnate
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 18, 2014

    My parents abandoned me three times,

    once by my mom and twice by my dad.
    avebaby avebaby
    18-21, F
    Sep 3, 2014

    What is it about me that makes me

    so easy for people to walk away from? Relationships, for me, of any kind, whether it be friendships or romantic relationships start off the same way: bold, honest, brilliant and fun. If another person and I are drawn to each other we can't get enough and we're constantly...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 18, 2014

    He treats me horrible.

    Im not a human to him. Im more lik a piece of trash. He talks down to me n yells at me. But the sad thing is ik i cnt do bttr. And if i lose him ill have no one.
    kyleigh188 kyleigh188
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 29, 2014

    I just don't want it to happen again.

    .. So many of my friends have abandoned me when things have gotten rough for me just because they didn't want to deal with it. On top of that, I've had several friends I've had to abandon because they viewed everything as a game. It's always a shame and very painful. Hopefully I...
    deleted deleted
    Sep 28, 2014

    I always worry about losing the people I love.

    Everyday I wonder, is anyone afraid to lose me.
    Kwinn58 Kwinn58
    18-21, M
    Nov 22, 2014

    I sit here in this house

    once again, it's bed time and I am here all alone. I can't sleep and often Cry because no one deserves to be abandoned.
    Only1me4life Only1me4life
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jul 15, 2015

    Too many people have already left.

    ..I can't lose anyone else, but at the same time, I wouldn't be surprised if they found someone better and left
    h20polo13 h20polo13
    16-17, F
    Sep 30, 2014
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