I Am Afraid of Death

For the last two years I have been terrified of dying in my sleep. I would have panic attacks every night and didn't want to go to bed because I knew the terrible thoughts would be there waiting for me. How is it possible that my...

It's Death again - He's always there -Watching, waiting - e'er the stare!Every time I look behindOr reach to pull the window blind,I catch a glimpse of grubby hood -A little clue to where he stood;The glint of light that caught the...

Ever since I was little, I would have a sudden random thought of losing one of my parents. I guess i'm mostly terrified of losing my dad. I'm 18 and my dad is 78! i know its crazy, i always have been a bit embarrassed by it though I...

For the last four years, I've been experiencing this feeling of dread and utter hopelessness when faced with the fact that when I die, there's a good chance that I--my consciousness--will possibly not exist anymore. Every personal...

On June 18, 2006, my life changed drastically, not for the better or worse but changed. As I go on to tell you my story you’re going to wonder how I can’t say for the worse, but I hope by the end you will understand.

The day...

I am terrified of dying slowly and painfully. If I was drowned or suffocated, *shudder* or shot in the stomach left the bleed out. I dunno but it scares me the most. Almost as much as falling. I've almost drowned before and it was...

This is my biggest fear, I can't make sense of it, I can't change it and the worse is I know it's coming. Sometimes I'm afraid to go outside knowing that I can die, eternal darkness is too scary to process. Each time I sleep, I start...

I'm a music teacher, and I'm almost 25 years old. We are supposed to leave our personal issues at home, or at least in the car. I'm bringing fear of my own mortality into my classroom.

This January, I lost one of my best friends to...

i am so so scared of having a major op in september, its not the op that scares me its the fear of not waking up! can any 1 relate to this . does any one have any words to help me pleaseeeeeeeeeeee !

Not too long ago, I had a bit of a health scare. I had to have a biopsy done and wait to here if the mass was cancerous. During the time that I waited for the results, I started to consider what would happen to me if it was...

I...

I admit I have a healthy avoidance of death.  I believe there is nothing once the heart stops pumping and the brain ceases to function.  Now, I know that since there will be nothing there will also be no sadness or fear...

It's not dying that scaresme. We all die, that is the inevitable fact of the Universe. Us, planets, stars; it's even said that the Universe itself wil die one day. What scares me is that I'll die alone; I'll have no one in my life to be...

Possibly the reason it scares me so much is because there is nothing i can do about it. Sometimes i get so deep into thought about it that i just want to break down and hide. It is almost a phobia, but i refuse to ruin my life by...

Since my early teens, ive been terrified of death, and now I'm 20 its just got worse. I suffer from bad anxiety which doesn't help. I think its because I've been surrounded by death my whole life. When i was 6, my dad died, then my mums...

I am afraid of death because I don't know what happens to us when we die. I am uncertain if I believe that we have souls and that our souls go elsewhere. That notion really seems kind of fairytale-ish. But it scares me to think that we...

since the 25th of august i have been thinking about death alot... it went from acceptance to welcoming to complete fear.. it what i think about all day everyday..and i feel like at every moment i'm going to die..when i hear planes i...

My mother died at only age 53. I am so afraid of the death part in general.  I know where I will be going when I died I am just afraid that is will hurt. I am afraid of leavin people behind. I dont wanna see my husband suffer nor...

Yea i know that sounds wierd... Im scared to death of dying... but its true... Im afraid of dying and leaving this world and Im afraid of what may come after life on this Earth. Im also afraid of my loved ones dying... I grew up in a bu...