To me I simply feel more comfortable being alone. I don't really like to hug people or any other physical contact. I do show emotion, but I bottle a lot inside.
My family is very affectionate, but I seem to have chosen not to do this. I am more comfortable not being...
I am afraid of intimacy.
Yet, I crave it with all of my being.
I am afraid of being abandoned after opening myself up.
So I close myself to some that I should open to,
and I open myself to toxic people.
I am afraid of being alone.
I have learned to do things by myself, and I...