I Am Afraid Of Living

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 46 People

    F, 28. I am ready to end my life.

    The only thing holding me back is a boyfriend that I truly love. These were never my intentions when I started dating him. I wanted to be with him forever...still do. But it is unfair to him due to the fact that I'm never going to be able to be the person, wife, or mom that I...
    jlg813 jlg813
    26-30, F
    Feb 11, 2016

    Anything could happen.

    .. Why not just end life so I do not have to fear?
    ItzPuppeh ItzPuppeh
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Feb 22, 2016

    I see it clearly now.

    I have been letting all the Negative things I hear from a person I am close to all these years and allowing his vices and bad behavior control my own Life. I was Afraid of Living because of what He thought, his actions and what he would say. It has been a repetitive occurrence...
    Clearhead69 Clearhead69
    46-50, F
    Feb 21, 2016

    I always think the next day I wake up: what

    will happen today? Will I cry at the night? Will I want to cut myself again? Will school can **** me off again, the students, the teachers..? I am at the most fu*ked up part of my life probably, there can't be any worse. if it can, then **** it, I am going to kill myself. I am...
    darklotus01 darklotus01
    13-15, T
    Feb 22, 2016

    I have postponed this

    for awhile but I am thinking of taking my life this week. I am so ashamed of myself for not having the strength to make life better for me or for those I love and there is nothing left for me here but pain, suffering and misery that I don't have the strength to get out of.
    jlg813 jlg813
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 21, 2016
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