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I Am Afraid Of Losing Control

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    there are alot of things i am afraid of losing control of. when you let down the walls and let people in they see your fears. fear of losing controle of my self is scary. there are sometimes when i do things and i dont even realize its me doing them. when it comes to surpressed...
    DarkAmber DarkAmber 18-21, F Mar 1, 2010

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    So i ran from city life.

    Only to find jerks out here too. Yuk. Yikes. Thankfully theres smartphones. And ep.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 8

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    I Want To Scream

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    kerrab1983 kerrab1983 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 5, 2010

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