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I Am Afraid Of Losing Control

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    So i ran from city life.

    Only to find jerks out here too. Yuk. Yikes. Thankfully theres smartphones. And ep.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Sep 8

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    Fear

    there are alot of things i am afraid of losing control of. when you let down the walls and let people in they see your fears. fear of losing controle of my self is scary. there are sometimes when i do things and i dont even realize its me doing them. when it comes to surpressed...
    DarkAmber DarkAmber 18-21, F Mar 1, 2010

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    I Want To Scream

    I'm afraid of losing control because I suffer from depression and I have been having spells of basically being catatonic for hours at a time and all I can think of when I'm in these catatonic states is getting up, screaming at the top of my lungs and starting to destroy...
    kerrab1983 kerrab1983 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 5, 2010

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    it seems that as I get older it's harder for me to connect with people, make new friends, get into relationships.. I'm starting to feel like I'm losing touch with humanity
    Daxiongmao87 Daxiongmao87 22-25 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    But it is. Everyday I wake up I think about my past. I can't move forward mentally. My brain is so consumed with my past self (childhood). I experienced so many trials as a kid...
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    Afraid I'm afraid to write the words that i feel because of the grip that they have on my soul. Afraid to know that what and who I love is the wrong thing. Afraid of losing my...
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    http://tinybuddha.com/blog/let-go-of-control-how-to-learn-the-art-of-surrender/ This is my first reach for help. Lol
    Am3917 Am3917 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    I'm afraid of what might be looking back at me. I really don't want to see anything but myself looking back.
    DaddysGirl1995 DaddysGirl1995 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I've always been afraid of losing people i love. Sometimes i wonder, is there anyone out there afraid to lose me?
    LoveHadassah LoveHadassah 18-21, F Oct 28

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    I'm afraid of the truth so live my life in the dark. I don't find answers to questions. I just dwell on them and think of the what ifs. I'm afraid that if I find out what's real...
    bhabhablacksheep bhabhablacksheep 22-25, F 16 hrs ago

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    I'm losing hope lately,I can't sleep,eat,or function right. Lately I am feeling useless again. I haven't worked in over a year and I am still terrified of driving. I am now 22 and...
    DarthPancake DarthPancake 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I always worry about losing the people I love. Everyday I wonder, is anyone afraid to lose me.
    wolfsaysrawr wolfsaysrawr 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Why are mother (in laws in particular) so controlling or manipulative? They sabotage their childs marriages for their own ends or drama fulfillment My mother in law does this. She...
    resoremysoul resoremysoul 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 16

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    im not afraid of rejection rather i expect it. it doesn't surprise me when the doors slam in my face weather i need it or want it to stay open. i am afraid more of acceptance...
    TheAnonymous99 TheAnonymous99 18-21, F Nov 12

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    Why do we let fear control so much of our lives? What is it that makes us hold back or pull back, specially when it comes to something we desire deeply? Are we afraid of being...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 13 Responses Nov 8

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    I already missed her. We had a fight last night that turns out into cool-off in our relationship because i was hurt and she don't believe in me. But i do really love and care for...
    yingyang13 yingyang13 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    Sometimes I wonder if I will be forever alone. I'm only 20 but I'm losing hope. Never been taken on a proper date by a guy or anything. Sometimes I wonder if there's something...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 21 Responses Oct 28

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    It has always been that way as far as I could remember. Growing up I always wondered what the purpose of life was and what it would be like to have a place to call home. I would...
    SiriusJT SiriusJT 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 2

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    My gf left me with another guy. Been on n off pass 5 year. Nv knowing she in my heart and mind. Until losing her. I have regret not treat her alway 100% good. I alway get upset by...
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    I am so terrified I am seriously losing breath an puking everywhere, the headaches are going to kill me does anyone know anything that can help me relax?
    jojowillsaveyou jojowillsaveyou 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10

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    not losing him but losing the shelter , the warmth, the joy of feeling the love and the care u get..its something about me ..the fear..I saw people's who I loved walked away..but I...
    denez denez 22-25, F Oct 25

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    With all of these police shooting citizens in the United States, I can see that they are jumpy, often irrational, and let their adrenaline control their actions. I understand that...
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    Solids control system and equipment play indispensible role in drilling process,they are the cleaner of drilling fluids,the property of drilling fluid has significant impact on...
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    I've always felt afraid to let people get close to me both physically and emotionally. I think this is why I have never dated someone or I get choked up when someone asks me on a...
    LilFA LilFA 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I was friends with him for two years. With him for a month. Lost my virginity to him halloween 2014. Broke up 48 hours after. People started spreading bullshit about us, made me...
    livelifefully73 livelifefully73 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    WildlifeControlToronto WildlifeControlToronto 31-35, F Nov 5

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    I have lost a good friend.she moved away by several states.she doesnt answer txt or emails.losing friends is a part of life.But it doesnt make the pain any less
    jtrain jtrain 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 6

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    Im a guy and I been dating girls since Im 16. And now Im 20, and for the very first time I felt in love with a guy. A guy who make me blessed for 2 weeks and the relationship does...
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    What am I losing? I'm not too sure, but it's something important to my wellbeing. Over this past year I have been learning how to love myself, how to properly care for myself...
    LetMeFIy LetMeFIy 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    I'm slowly losing my mind. Most of the people I try to reach out to stop talking to me as soon as they get the chance, and the friends I manage to make stop talking to me after a...
    KiwiDan KiwiDan 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 12

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    I've been dealing with a lot of my stuff and whatever. My roommates keep talking about me to other people, and when people come to our room and they talk about me. Whatever it may...
    languagelover1031 languagelover1031 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    There's a lot more to be afraid of, in this world filled with evil.I don't fear much,Cancer took a shot at me last year and I'm now Cancer free.If I die,I die and when I do...
    bigbustluver bigbustluver 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    I'm afraid to fall in love because of my trust issues. When I love. I love hard. I make you the center of my world. I am known to be the type of girl that isn't clingy, but I do...
    Solrentia Solrentia 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My dad has stage 4 liver/lung cancer. He just went into hospice care. He's a great man. A wonderful father. I can't believe I'm losing him so soon. He's 72. Not fair
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    im always afraid to lose someone I love , I wonder if anyones afraid to lose me ? :(
    belllla belllla 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    I haven't had a girlfriend since I was in the 7th grade and I only went out with her for 2 weeks and we never talked anyway. I feel like im almost afraid of women that im attracted...
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    I'm afraid of rejection. I'm afraid that if I tell the one person I want to tell things too, that it will all just completely back fire on me and they won't even want to know me...
    ExPButterfly ExPButterfly 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 12

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    Years ago, I happily welcomed death with open arms but now that my pubescent years are behind me I am more afraid to die. The thought of not knowing what happens after scares me...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    being afraid of rejection is something I am no stranger to, I guess its the inner fear of trying to achieve something whether it is in love or anything else, that your trying to...