I Am Afraid of Losing My Mother

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    My mother has been having serious heart problems

    and I'm afraid I'm going to lose her. I can't help but feel incredibly guilty. I only wish I'd been able to help her but it's been a struggle trying to as I'm having financial hardships myself. This is killing me.
    SleepySounds SleepySounds
    26-30, M
    Aug 30, 2015

    I'm Too Scared to Tell Her Anything

    I love her. I really do, but whenever i want to talk it's like she's not there or too busy. Even when she's not i just can't get the words out. It's like this big knot forms in my stomach and all these bubbles are stuck in my throat and then i just can't breath. So i just...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 27, 2009

    Can't Live Without Her

    I know that somewhere in the future she will leave me.  The thing is that I can't imagine the world without her I love my mother more than anything else. When I was a kid and she went to a visit a neighbor I sensed that she wasn't home and I begun to look for her and I am...
    jc2009 jc2009
    41-45, M
    21 Responses Apr 10, 2009

    I Am In Love With Essays

    I know this sounds weird but I love to write so go ahead and give me a 5 page essay!
    bunnyhappy24 bunnyhappy24
    13-15, F
    1 Response Feb 3, 2011

    Somebody Help Me - I'm Too Afraid Of Losing Her. Please.

    As u can see, I'm only 15 now. However my mom is already 50. I'm an in vitro fertilization baby. My mom and dad married for 9 years waiting for me. They're quite old now. However, they're perfectly healthy. I'm so fortunate, in these ages, they were healthy. No serious medical...
    vauban vauban
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jul 18, 2013

    It Scares Me

    i have gotten to where i tell her i love you all the time.i even annoy myself.she was so strong willed.i leaned on her when things got too much for me.through it all she was there.when everyone else turned their backs,she stood their.now,i can see she is not so strong.its killing...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    36-40
    3 Responses Mar 29, 2009

    I Need to Tell Her About the Happiest Moment of My Life. But I'm Afraid...

    So here's what's up:  I put a ring on my girl's finger on New Years, and I still haven't told my own mother. I was able to ask for her parents blessing, and more than half of her family knows. There's about three people in my family that know, and my friends. I am so...
    HypeArt HypeArt
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 21, 2009

    Growing Old Is No Joke...

    I am facing my biggest fear. My mother is fading away right before my eyes. She is my only friend and I don't know if I will continue to exist without her. I am also afraid of what is coming next.My mom was God to me. I remember looking up at her in awe. She was so strong and...
    deecee2010 deecee2010
    51-55
    1 Response Mar 28, 2012

    I Don't Want To Lose My Mom

    I think one of my biggest fears in life is losing my mother. she was always the caretaker in my family and even though she shared responsibilities with my dad a lot when I was a kid, she still took on more of them then him. I'm so attached to my mom that if she died tomorrow it...
    littlesweethoney littlesweethoney
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Nov 21, 2011

    I Love My Mom, But I Fear I'm Losing Her

    where do I start?  I'm not looking for sympathy, just some support.  I have learned that how we feel is how we feel, period.  We can not choose our parents.  Mine were married 39 years, but only a few were good.  My dad was mentally and physically...
    texasdaughter texasdaughter
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2010

    I am late forties. Mom was just diagnosed with

    terminal cancer. I don't know that I can live without her. Let me re-phrase that...I know that I can exist without her (and I have to for my children), but I do not know that I can LIVE without her. If I want to brag abut something...she is there. If I want to complain about...
    trolleywars1 trolleywars1
    46-50, F
    Jan 24

    Now That We're Getting Along, I Find That She Is Dying.

    All my life, my mother and I haven't been able to get along until about 3 or 4 years ago. (I'm 23.) She was extremely abusive from the start and finally was able to stop her violent ways around my high school freshman year. It took me so long to get along with her, and even...
    carnau carnau
    26-30
    Oct 19, 2013

    I Am Losing My Mother to Multiple Myeloma

    My mother recently has been diagnose with Multiple Myeloma.  Just two months ago, she was still healthy.  We would have never guess that she had cancer.  She complained about back pains and her cold lasted for months, but the doctor said they...
    lovelylucy lovelylucy
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Oct 6, 2009

    Lost Of My Mother

     I need to talk with someone !!!!
    0880sh 0880sh
    56-60
    1 Response Nov 27, 2011

    She Is the Most Precious Gift of My Life......

    Most of us are privileged to have mother. I luv my mum as she is the most precious gift of my life. I am so thankful to god that he has given me my mum. It goes like this. There were time when i was so dull and out. I was unable to get admission in College. I was so tired and...
    Suchiind Suchiind
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2009

    Ugh

    Just like almost every other teenager out there, me and my mom have been through some stupid fights and arguments. I sometimes, and always regrettably, wished something bad would happen to her when our fights and disagreements got real bad. I hate myself for ever wishing such a...
    katrinaweinar katrinaweinar
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 8, 2009

    :(

    she is fragile, physically and emotionally.
    ForeverAutumn ForeverAutumn
    18-21, F
    Dec 10, 2009

    My Mother Is My World

    So, I am afraid of losing my mother, yes I am.We've been through so much together.... she wasn't always the best person in the past, but she improved greatly.We went from arguing almost everyday when I was a teenager to us being best friends.I lost my father to cancer 3 years ago...
    aquinski aquinski
    26-30
    10 Responses Jan 26, 2011

    She Is The Only Person I Have In This World...!

    I summarized it in the title; my mum is the only person I have in this world! I have good siblings who love me and I love them, and I know they would support me when I need them but still it is only my mum who makes me feel secure! I grew up in a home where I technically had a...
    MissGaga MissGaga
    26-30, F
    Nov 26, 2011
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