I Am Afraid of Losing People Close to Me

I was living in blissful naivety of death all my life, but since my best friend dropped dead with no warning my first thought whenever someone is late or doesn't answer the phone is that they could be in trouble or dead.

A month ago, a...

my mum, shes everything to me, me and my mum are like clones of each other were so a like! we laugh at all the same things, we look the same, my mum is the best person to be around, if you met her you'd understand she is my world to me...

My Dad just died this morning.  IT SUCKS!!!  I wrote a blog about it, if you are interested. 

I have 2 old teachers whom I love dearly.
One is an elderly lady who teaches in a multi-age class (1st - 6th) She writes poems, stories, plays piano, and plays about magic realms. I adore her, the way her light blue eyes flash when...

"It won't ever happen, I'm not one of those people who loses close friends and family..."Yeah, that's what I used to think before my friend took his life in the summer of last year.Everyone who has read my stories knows that I have a...

One of my friends from high school has been writing really strange depressing journal entries this past week. He finally decided to tell us whats wrong. He might be HIV positive and he's going to get the results today. I'm absolutly...

I have...been losing my emotional self, as in I am losing touch with people I am supposed to be close with. My whole life growing up was a series of trials that no one should ever have to endure, especially as a kid. but later on I...

I'm constantly worried about my dad passing away.  My dad will turn 62 the day after Christmas.  Right now he is weighing the most he ever has...which I would approximate to be about 300 lbs.  He is constantly complaining...