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I Am Afraid of My Boyfriend

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    ITS BAD

    WELL I DONT NO WERE TO START SO IM JUST GOING TO START WHEN HE GOT OUT OF JAIL WELL HE BEATS ME EVER DAY HE PUT ME DOWN SO MUCH I TRYED TO KILL MYSELF ITS SO BAD THAT I CANT GO NO WERE WITHOUT HIM IM TRYING TO GET OUT AND I CANT AT NITE HE LOCK US IN THE ROOM SO I CANT GO NO WERE...
    princessdavis princessdavis 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    Should I Stay? But What If He Hits Me...

    My boyfriend has a short temper. He's never laid a hand on me but throws things at the wall when he gets really angry. Lately he's been irritable, starting fights over silly things like me not wanting to go get breakfast when we're on a tight budget saying that I'm trying to...
    c7gallop c7gallop 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2013

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    I Am Afraid Of My Boyfriend

    I've never "really" seen him be violent, nonetheless i am fearful of the things he could do and the way he treats me escalating. He makes me "earn" quality time and deprives me of sexual pleasure unless i do what i'm told. I've told him he was hurting me before and he only grabs...
    anniedank anniedank 18-21, F Nov 16, 2013

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    I Am Afaid of My So-called Boyfriend

    I am afraid my boyfriend may beat me to death the next time, he gets angry. He has already tried kicking in my front door, and he broke his foot in the process, but he sent me threating letters, and called several times. He has got a mean temper, and I am afaid of what he might...
    swatches swatches 41-45, F 4 Responses Nov 23, 2007

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    Not Sure If Abused, Nowhere2 Go W Kids

    Last year i got seriously beat up...brusies in my arms and between my legs. He is off the drug he was on back then... The other day I said something he didnt like and he head butted me so hard i have been hurting a few days now. At the time he was holding me down and i did bite...
    scared2talk scared2talk 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    Shy

    I was sexually abused as a child. My mom wasn't and still isn't someone I can confide in. My fiance gets mad if I decline sex. He easily raises his temper. When he's mad he's loud and he'll break thinks or punch walls. He one time punched me in the face. I feel different than...
    daisy4688 daisy4688 26-30, F Nov 20, 2013

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    i need a very strict sex master make me horry

    but i wont be showing my self only dirty rough talks please order me make me work :* order me be rough and violent waitingg:*
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 18, 2013

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    Whats wrong with me? My boyfriend has never

    ever laid a finger on me and claims he never actually would but i constantly think he will. Strangely though I am extremely shy handed around him. In the past he has told me about him thinking about it, and i have slapped him once ( then bawled and apologized). He does get...
    nonamedchick nonamedchick 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    Love Though

    I am... But I love him soo much though.. It's complicated.. I don't like to be yelled at or when he gets mad at me.. But I still love him! He's my everything.. He's all I got! :)
    PrincessJForever PrincessJForever 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 15, 2013

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    Uwarranted Or Cautious

    I am a survivor of domestic vioence. My ex tried to kill me whe I left. He actually tried to cut my throat in the middle of downtown at lunch time while hundreds were passing by. He was supposed to be in jail for violating the restraining order. My bruises and black eye...
    evolvutghiL evolvutghiL 36-40, F 9 Responses Apr 1, 2010

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    Silent

    I'm terrified to disagree with my boyfriend about fairly serious matters. When he gets mad, he raises his voice and it scares me. He's really physical so I'm always scared he's going to hit me. The guy I was with before was abusive and my current boyfriend knows that, but he...
    WastedWhiskey27 WastedWhiskey27 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    Future Abuser?

    My boyfriend for a year now has a short temper. He plays football so he is kinda big and really fast. The slightest thing like me talking to my best friend who happens to be a male will set him off for the rest of the night. When he gets angry at me for not wanting to talk he...
    MissMia8 MissMia8 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 23, 2012

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    Transparent.

    He's the first that I can't read. He's the first that can see right through me, even when I have my mask on. I get scared when I can't hide... perhaps I'm not meant to? ... Perhaps I'm afraid it will end like it did the last time, even though he is trying to show me that he's...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response Feb 6, 2012

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    Is This The End?

    Im 21 with a one year old baby and a 20 year old boyfriend. When i was pregnant he use to play games and once i remember wanting to sleep and i told him to move so i can sleep amd it gpt him mad because he was playi g and socked my legs. Another time after the baby was born i was...
    Moni20rhs Moni20rhs 22-25 2 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    After struggling with and escaping my mother's abuse for three months, I've finally grown comfortable with letting my siblings know what goes on in my life. But today I was...
    Cranksta Cranksta 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    I KNOW THAT IF EVEN I MOVE INTO A SHELTER, I WILL BE KILLED, SHOWED UP, OR EVEN FORCED TO MOVE OUT... MY THERAPIST HAS BEEN TRYING TO GET ME TO MOVE OUT, BUT I KNOW THAT IF I DO...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Since my last boyfriend died I thought a lot about if I was really in love or if he really loved me and I don't know. He wasn't always nice to me and he made me cry all the time. I...
    hiddenjem hiddenjem 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Lately, I've been testing the waters for if my boyfriend is ready for commitment or not. We've been together two years, and I can't explain why I feel that he's the one. We've been...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I am only afraid of angry older men. My mom's ex-boyfriend was verbally abusive and would hit things around him as he yelled. He only got physically abusive once with my mother...
    snowolf13 snowolf13 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 1

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    I'm weird and funny. I've been to a club a few times and it was amazing. I danced on tabletops and bars, attracted many men who tried to flirt with me, buy me a drink, dance with...
    wodnyrak wodnyrak 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    You may mess up, but you are not a mess up. You may make a mistake, but you are not a mistake. You may screw up, but you are not a screw up. You may fail, but you...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 15

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    My name is Roslyn I'm 24 my boyfriend is Josh he's 20 we met three years ago and we found love ever since he's a great person we had a past of cheating on each other but we've...
    roslyn1990 roslyn1990 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 27

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    hehe Im 18 still waiting for ny first kiss :p I've have never ever had a boyfriend. Im not really attractive so I don't blame them. Sometimes I really feel lonely and embarrassed...
    JN96 JN96 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 28

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    I love my boyfriend of 9& a half months but I never met his mother yet and he met mine the only family member I met was his brother and cousin is he afraid to show me off to his...
    gotallthequestions gotallthequestions 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    I've been with my boyfriend for a little over a year, he's been jealous and controlling since day one. He tells me who I can hang out with and when, made me delete social profiles...
    marinadelmonroe marinadelmonroe 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 3

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    my boyfriend is going to do his time finally on Dec 29th they come and get him. the judge let him out for Christmas on a personal/GPS so now he has to report back he's looking at 6...
    roslyn1990 roslyn1990 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    I'm sorry for the lengthy post... I just watched Geography Club and it got me regretting how long it took me to come out, and then explore as to why that was.... One of the things...
    jbar291 jbar291 18-21, M Dec 12

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    My boyfriend was abusive mentally and badly physically he broke my finger and caused numerous bruises and a bashed up face. No longer with him
    Bobby2134 Bobby2134 18-21 Dec 1

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    I've never had a boyfriend in my whole life. I even don't know why but i keep trying my best to get someone that I can be in love with for rest of my life. I'm not that pretty girl...
    IhateToTalkAboutSex IhateToTalkAboutSex 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    I wanna say something. Everyone is beautiful in their own way. So don't think that your stupid or ugly because you don't have a boyfriend. Your time is comes. Don't give up. And...
    peanutpowerr peanutpowerr 13-15, F Dec 6

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    Do any of you ladies remember if your first phone call was a morning or afternoon call? I work afternoons and im afraid im going to miss it:(
    JaySS7 JaySS7 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 8

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    I'm not a very caring person. every time my mom is crying and going mad because her life isn't perfect, I just want to walk away. I hate comforting people, especially my mom. I...
    taylormorgan2113 taylormorgan2113 18-21, F Dec 10

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    Okay, so i know this is very weird but i found out today i am terrified of basically everything. So, these holidays, i got a job at a massive bargin barn place as a check out chick...
    freedomanddreaming freedomanddreaming 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    I am looking for someone nice and caring any guys from 13-16, I'm 13 and I'm funny and not afraid to be myself!
    abbypug abbypug 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    this white tall colored eyed man that is willing to be with me, hugs, kiss, make love, and not afraid of this little thing called relationship and a big thing called commitment...
    michikim michikim 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My boyfriend of 5 months just broke up with me. He was nice about it, and I could tell it was hard for him to do. He said it was mainly due to bad timing with me being a student...
    kylecares kylecares 26-30, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    So I just really need to vent about this stuff so this is going to be a pretty long post... But in a nutshell my boyfriend cheated on me and has lied multiple times about girls he...
    TaeDD TaeDD 22-25, F Dec 3

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    I bottle everything up. I'm not very talkative. I'm not how I used to be. I don't tell secrets to many people. I don't like but I do like getting close to people. I like to read...
    ForeverANomad ForeverANomad 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    By love I don't mean guys or anything...and I don't mean losing people to death. But I am afraid of losing my friends and family, that they will stop caring about me or I will do...
    prznaroosak prznaroosak 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    I am afraid of relationships. I think I always have been. I can't remember a time when I was able to give myself to someone without second thought or with uninhibited trust. I'm...
    shanequea shanequea 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    So I've been an only child for my whole life, and I've been happy. Change is the only thing I have ever really feared. But. . .today my mother told told me she's pregnant, and...
    PadfootPandora PadfootPandora 16-17, F a week ago

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    We know deep down that life is short, and that death will happen to all of us eventually, and yet we are infinitely surprised when it happens to someone we know. LIVE your life...
    raquel80 raquel80 31-35, F 8 Responses Dec 10

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    My boyfriend is coming over And my skin pulsates at the thought He has light skin And Clear Eyes And a bright personality to match When we go to the beach He rubs my back And...
    Mirabal19 Mirabal19 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 18

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    not sure if I'm afraid anymore...I'm just used to it right now, I've been rejected by every girl I ever liked or cared about (possibly loved), people says "have confidence"...well...
    Muramasa Muramasa 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I live in St. Louis Missouri and we have the gate way arch which u can go up in. I went with my friends because they wanted to go and when we where up at the top I was fine as long...
    mwiltshire mwiltshire 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    ...but I am. I have not just fallen. It's more like the whole damn cliff just gave way beneath me. Emotional walls that no one else has come close to breaching have absolutely...
    EmeraldDreams12 EmeraldDreams12 18-21 1 Response 5 days ago

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