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I Am Afraid of My Boyfriend

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    He's the first that I can't read. He's the first that can see right through me, even when I have my mask on. I get scared when I can't hide... perhaps I'm not meant to? ... Perhaps I'm afraid it will end like it did the last time, even though he is trying to show me that he's...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response Feb 6, 2012

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    I'm terrified to disagree with my boyfriend about fairly serious matters. When he gets mad, he raises his voice and it scares me. He's really physical so I'm always scared he's going to hit me. The guy I was with before was abusive and my current boyfriend knows that, but he...
    WastedWhiskey27 WastedWhiskey27 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    Whats wrong with me? My boyfriend has never

    ever laid a finger on me and claims he never actually would but i constantly think he will. Strangely though I am extremely shy handed around him. In the past he has told me about him thinking about it, and i have slapped him once ( then bawled and apologized). He does get...
    nonamedchick nonamedchick 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    i need a very strict sex master make me horry

    but i wont be showing my self only dirty rough talks please order me make me work :* order me be rough and violent waitingg:*
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 18, 2013

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    Love Though

    I am... But I love him soo much though.. It's complicated.. I don't like to be yelled at or when he gets mad at me.. But I still love him! He's my everything.. He's all I got! :)
    PrincessJForever PrincessJForever 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 15, 2013

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    I Am Afaid of My So-called Boyfriend

    I am afraid my boyfriend may beat me to death the next time, he gets angry. He has already tried kicking in my front door, and he broke his foot in the process, but he sent me threating letters, and called several times. He has got a mean temper, and I am afaid of what he might...
    swatches swatches 41-45, F 4 Responses Nov 23, 2007

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    ITS BAD

    WELL I DONT NO WERE TO START SO IM JUST GOING TO START WHEN HE GOT OUT OF JAIL WELL HE BEATS ME EVER DAY HE PUT ME DOWN SO MUCH I TRYED TO KILL MYSELF ITS SO BAD THAT I CANT GO NO WERE WITHOUT HIM IM TRYING TO GET OUT AND I CANT AT NITE HE LOCK US IN THE ROOM SO I CANT GO NO WERE...
    princessdavis princessdavis 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    Shy

    I was sexually abused as a child. My mom wasn't and still isn't someone I can confide in. My fiance gets mad if I decline sex. He easily raises his temper. When he's mad he's loud and he'll break thinks or punch walls. He one time punched me in the face. I feel different than...
    daisy4688 daisy4688 26-30, F Nov 20, 2013

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    Is This The End?

    Im 21 with a one year old baby and a 20 year old boyfriend. When i was pregnant he use to play games and once i remember wanting to sleep and i told him to move so i can sleep amd it gpt him mad because he was playi g and socked my legs. Another time after the baby was born i was...
    Moni20rhs Moni20rhs 22-25 2 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    Not Sure If Abused, Nowhere2 Go W Kids

    Last year i got seriously beat up...brusies in my arms and between my legs. He is off the drug he was on back then... The other day I said something he didnt like and he head butted me so hard i have been hurting a few days now. At the time he was holding me down and i did bite...
    scared2talk scared2talk 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    Uwarranted Or Cautious

    I am a survivor of domestic vioence. My ex tried to kill me whe I left. He actually tried to cut my throat in the middle of downtown at lunch time while hundreds were passing by. He was supposed to be in jail for violating the restraining order. My bruises and black eye...
    evolvutghiL evolvutghiL 36-40, F 9 Responses Apr 1, 2010

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    Should I Stay? But What If He Hits Me...

    My boyfriend has a short temper. He's never laid a hand on me but throws things at the wall when he gets really angry. Lately he's been irritable, starting fights over silly things like me not wanting to go get breakfast when we're on a tight budget saying that I'm trying to...
    c7gallop c7gallop 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2013

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    Future Abuser?

    My boyfriend for a year now has a short temper. He plays football so he is kinda big and really fast. The slightest thing like me talking to my best friend who happens to be a male will set him off for the rest of the night. When he gets angry at me for not wanting to talk he...
    MissMia8 MissMia8 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 23, 2012

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    I Am Afraid Of My Boyfriend

    I've never "really" seen him be violent, nonetheless i am fearful of the things he could do and the way he treats me escalating. He makes me "earn" quality time and deprives me of sexual pleasure unless i do what i'm told. I've told him he was hurting me before and he only grabs...
    anniedank anniedank 18-21, F Nov 16, 2013

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    My boyfriend left January 20th and people are already trying to bring up bad history of my boyfriend from when he was in high school that I was unaware of. He made bad decisions...
    ktoles ktoles 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    this is how my boyfriend& i met... I was walking home one day from the school bus stop & then he pulls up beside & asks for my name so I told him & then he asked if I needed a ride...
    tresleches tresleches 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    My boyfriend wants to try it and I'm terrified it will ruin our relationship. Help, advice on what to do and how to find the right girl.
    NataliPurtyEyes NataliPurtyEyes 18-21, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I miss my boyfriend so much already and I won't even be able to see him until June :( it's probably the worst feeling in the world... I just want someone to talk to and keep me...
    ktoles ktoles 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I still get jealous of my boyfriend talked to the girls he used to like even they are married , in a long term relationship or in love with someone else .
    MrsHouhouland MrsHouhouland 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Has anybody else realized how much we took for granted having our boyfriends here ? Being able to touch them , feel them , talk to them and even see them. I swear I will enjoy and...
    danne1229 danne1229 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Haha when you have a boyfriend for here years and find out he's been cheating the whole entire time. I'm glad I caught him. No way am I ever going near his nasty *** again...
    juliamaryraexo juliamaryraexo 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I just found out that I am pregnant. I shouldn't even be ABLE to have kids with my body issues, But whatever higher power is there deemed that I have a child. Right now. With that...
    LadyWildFlower LadyWildFlower 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    My ex beat my on multiple occasions over nothing. He has his issues but I really don't care to explain away his behaviors anymore. All I know is that he brutalized me, over and...
    thirdgirl thirdgirl 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I'm afraid of settling with my boyfriend of eight years now. We've been living at his parents house since the beginning of our relationship, and things have remained exactly the...
    EmmyChi EmmyChi 22-25 Jan 12

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    Or rather that am never going to meet a cool, attractive, skinny girl. Ideally she'd be into something positive, something artistic and be into it passionately and not afraid of...
    Photons Photons 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    Lately, I've been testing the waters for if my boyfriend is ready for commitment or not. We've been together two years, and I can't explain why I feel that he's the one. We've been...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I'm Korean American girl and I started dating a Muslim man five years ago. We were both 24 when we met. The first day I met him I was instantly charmed and quickly fell in love...
    Connie00 Connie00 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    my boyfriend is going to do his time finally on Dec 29th they come and get him. the judge let him out for Christmas on a personal/GPS so now he has to report back he's looking at 6...
    roslyn1990 roslyn1990 22-25, F Dec 26, 2014

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    My boyfriend lives about forty five minutes from me and neither one of us has a car. so we only see each other about once a week. most of the time he's the one that comes to my...
    ConfusedTeenGirl ConfusedTeenGirl 18-21, F Jan 2

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    My boyfriend is getting ready for boot camp in October.We've been together for a few months now and by the time he leaves we'll be almost a year.we started out as bestfreinds and...
    lily186 lily186 18-21, F Jan 3

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    My boyfriend of 5 months just broke up with me. He was nice about it, and I could tell it was hard for him to do. He said it was mainly due to bad timing with me being a student...
    kylecares kylecares 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    Today I went on a walk by myself. It may not seem much to some people, but it's a big deal for me. My dad was visiting my stepmom's family with her, my boyfriend was busy (see...
    LolaSparks LolaSparks 22-25, F Dec 27, 2014

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    I'm in Jones Middle School and I need a boyfriend?! Also I'm pretty small 😊
    SavannahMist SavannahMist 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    So my boyfriend broke up with me and the thought of being with another man freaks me out getting close to someone else seems unfathomable : ( I don't know what to do with myself I...
    Kitten2514 Kitten2514 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    i promised myself that i wouldn't post anything about guys on here but i am worried about that i pushed my boyfriend out of state because he was supposed to be in rehab and now he...
    db174 db174 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    What a painful and miserable thing. The poor man I spend everyday with, has no clue that I am a lesbian. I can't find it to tell Him. I can't break his heart. Everyday I wish I...
    bl98556 bl98556 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    And I feel absolutely amazing!! I was with him for a long time, 4 and a half years to be exact, but it was a very abusive relationship and I was afraid to leave him, I thought that...
    Majin1712 Majin1712 22-25, F 20 Responses Jan 4

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    I seriously look at myself and wonder what my boyfriend likes about me. He says he likes everything but when I move this summer maybe he'll tell the truth. Im also the only gay boy...
    WorthlessXlove WorthlessXlove 13-15, M Jan 9

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    It's only been a day since I talked to my bf and I miss him. It's not obessive, just a little quiet longing to see/hear/read a message from him. I wonder what he's up to and if' he...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    People say I am very pretty. Whenever they ask if I have a boyfriend. I say no. There like all the boys must be blind because you are beautiful. I sometimes wonder if what they are...
    Girlinpink0075 Girlinpink0075 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    I really do won't to date now and I am very intrested in guts who are simply and very understands the true meaning of love.I am very romantic and afraid of broken heart so I need q...
    chickx chickx 16-17, M Jan 18

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    Tbh I am looking for someone sweet. Someone who I can feel free to share my thoughts with and isn't afraid of sharing their thoughts with me
    unicornwrestler unicornwrestler 13-15, M a week ago

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    I told my boyfriend everything about me for the most part and he used it against me while we were arguing. Now I know better
    TheTenaciousPirate TheTenaciousPirate 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Today, I found out he has been cheating on me with a friend of mine for over 6 months and the child she is giving birth to soon is his. Planning to use my money and my car to be in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    It's so hard for me to be writing this passage. This passage took up so much energy to write. This morning, I had gone downstairs. My fake Mother had gone into my room. She began...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I am not afraid of dying, due to being suicidal in the past. I am not afraid of sadness because of depression. I am not afraid of being alone because I'm a loner. I'm not afraid to...
    tormentedinternally tormentedinternally 26-30, M 16 hrs ago

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    I have a LOT to reveal about my relationship with my long distance boyfriend. I need ADVICE!!! So if you can, please read this. Thank you for your time. My boyfriend gave me the...
    kamilleredd kamilleredd 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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