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I Am Afraid of My Boyfriend

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    Shy

    I was sexually abused as a child. My mom wasn't and still isn't someone I can confide in. My fiance gets mad if I decline sex. He easily raises his temper. When he's mad he's loud and he'll break thinks or punch walls. He one time punched me in the face. I feel different than...
    daisy4688 daisy4688 26-30, F Nov 20, 2013

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    Should I Stay? But What If He Hits Me...

    My boyfriend has a short temper. He's never laid a hand on me but throws things at the wall when he gets really angry. Lately he's been irritable, starting fights over silly things like me not wanting to go get breakfast when we're on a tight budget saying that I'm trying to...
    c7gallop c7gallop 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2013

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    I Am Afaid of My So-called Boyfriend

    I am afraid my boyfriend may beat me to death the next time, he gets angry. He has already tried kicking in my front door, and he broke his foot in the process, but he sent me threating letters, and called several times. He has got a mean temper, and I am afaid of what he might...
    swatches swatches 41-45, F 4 Responses Nov 23, 2007

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    Whats wrong with me? My boyfriend has never

    ever laid a finger on me and claims he never actually would but i constantly think he will. Strangely though I am extremely shy handed around him. In the past he has told me about him thinking about it, and i have slapped him once ( then bawled and apologized). He does get...
    nonamedchick nonamedchick 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    ITS BAD

    WELL I DONT NO WERE TO START SO IM JUST GOING TO START WHEN HE GOT OUT OF JAIL WELL HE BEATS ME EVER DAY HE PUT ME DOWN SO MUCH I TRYED TO KILL MYSELF ITS SO BAD THAT I CANT GO NO WERE WITHOUT HIM IM TRYING TO GET OUT AND I CANT AT NITE HE LOCK US IN THE ROOM SO I CANT GO NO WERE...
    princessdavis princessdavis 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    I Am Afraid Of My Boyfriend

    I've never "really" seen him be violent, nonetheless i am fearful of the things he could do and the way he treats me escalating. He makes me "earn" quality time and deprives me of sexual pleasure unless i do what i'm told. I've told him he was hurting me before and he only grabs...
    anniedank anniedank 18-21, F Nov 16, 2013

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    Transparent.

    He's the first that I can't read. He's the first that can see right through me, even when I have my mask on. I get scared when I can't hide... perhaps I'm not meant to? ... Perhaps I'm afraid it will end like it did the last time, even though he is trying to show me that he's...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response Feb 6, 2012

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    Is This The End?

    Im 21 with a one year old baby and a 20 year old boyfriend. When i was pregnant he use to play games and once i remember wanting to sleep and i told him to move so i can sleep amd it gpt him mad because he was playi g and socked my legs. Another time after the baby was born i was...
    Moni20rhs Moni20rhs 22-25 2 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    Silent

    I'm terrified to disagree with my boyfriend about fairly serious matters. When he gets mad, he raises his voice and it scares me. He's really physical so I'm always scared he's going to hit me. The guy I was with before was abusive and my current boyfriend knows that, but he...
    WastedWhiskey27 WastedWhiskey27 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    Uwarranted Or Cautious

    I am a survivor of domestic vioence. My ex tried to kill me whe I left. He actually tried to cut my throat in the middle of downtown at lunch time while hundreds were passing by. He was supposed to be in jail for violating the restraining order. My bruises and black eye...
    evolvutghiL evolvutghiL 36-40, F 9 Responses Apr 1, 2010

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    Not Sure If Abused, Nowhere2 Go W Kids

    Last year i got seriously beat up...brusies in my arms and between my legs. He is off the drug he was on back then... The other day I said something he didnt like and he head butted me so hard i have been hurting a few days now. At the time he was holding me down and i did bite...
    scared2talk scared2talk 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    i need a very strict sex master make me horry

    but i wont be showing my self only dirty rough talks please order me make me work :* order me be rough and violent waitingg:*
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 18, 2013

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    Love Though

    I am... But I love him soo much though.. It's complicated.. I don't like to be yelled at or when he gets mad at me.. But I still love him! He's my everything.. He's all I got! :)
    PrincessJForever PrincessJForever 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2013

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    Sometimes I wish I had a boyfriend. But, other times, I enjoy my freedom and can do without the stress....I guess I wish I had a good boyfriend other right boyfriend, not just any...
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    i honestly just want a boyfriend. a lover who is also my best friend. being in college i realize now how cool a boyfriend would be... it would make my life a little more complete...
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    Manuel1Martinez Manuel1Martinez 16-17, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Last night, I hung out with my ex boyfriend, Danny. He was my first love, but things just did not work. We have remained friends and hang out from time to time. When we do...
    coolestdweebyahknow coolestdweebyahknow 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I met a the love of my life when I moved on my own to Miami at 17 . He was a party boy just like me and in the beginning I didn't even like him very much I thought he was ugly. We...
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    I don't like being this way and I'm doing all I can to try letting genuine love in. I want it so badly even though I am very independent and feel whole as an individual. I'm just...
    friendlysomeone friendlysomeone 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    Pretty sure this either causes or is caused by my social anxiety. I can't talk to people properly because I'm so afraid they'll just give me a 'wtf why would you even approach me...
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    I'm 24 and I wasn't like other kids in my family growing up. For one thing I have Mild Cerebral Palsy and growing up has been slow for me. I didn't get my id until I was 20, my...
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    I'm not at all afraid to die, I'm afraid of tomorrow
    LoV3KiLlSsLoWLy LoV3KiLlSsLoWLy 56-60, F Aug 24

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    UchuuStranger UchuuStranger 18-21, M Aug 24

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    I just really want someone who thinks I'm pretty and can actually deal with me. Being the way I am I'm afraid I'll never find someone. If someone is willing to deal with a girl who...
    CryingMyselfToSleep CryingMyselfToSleep 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    GabyFlores1 GabyFlores1 16-17, F Aug 23

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    I'm 22 And I haven't had a boyfriend yet. It is really hard for me to get attached to boys, and I haven't had luck finding the one. When any boy has liked me, I haven't felt a...
    spanishlady spanishlady 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 23

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    I know jealousy is an ugly emotion and too much jealousy would result in break ups or even worse physical assaults. But sometimes, just sometimes, I wish I had a jealous boyfriend...
    charicealpaca charicealpaca 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    Im looking for a boy or girl or trans that is not afraid to be emo, and love to chat.
    trundalassk trundalassk 18-21, M Aug 21

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    How should I respond to my boyfriends mom? Here is the story of what is going on. My boyfriend has learning disabilities(reading,writing,) but he can function. He can hold a...
    AtadbitLost AtadbitLost 22-25, F Aug 20

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    I am not afraid of it and honestly thats mainly what I am here for. My friend told me about this site because it helped her explore her sexuality and talk to a lot of cool people...
    emmastewart emmastewart 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 19

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    It really does depend, but I generally feel very very uncomfortable if I am in a room with men only or if a guy is near me. I am gay and am attracted to men but I am afraid of them...
    chemistry6 chemistry6 18-21, M Aug 19

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    All of my friends are at stage of life where they are finding long term relationships and I still haven't found a guy that is even interested in me. I know I'm only 16 but usually...
    emalia924 emalia924 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 18

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    hey there.... I'm a gay Londoner, im looming for my first gay boyfriend, a boyfriend who can travel to me so we can have fun.., i am discreet and i want it to stay that way.... i...
    shazzy08 shazzy08 16-17, M Aug 17

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    hey guys if u wanna boyfriend that will love u for u hmu and dont be afraid
    MONKeMAN1234 MONKeMAN1234 18-21, M Aug 16

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    for me getting rejected had been a big part of my life growing up. I was tall really slim , athletic and wrestled on the team for 5 years, when I was born I had a problem with my...
    teknon0513 teknon0513 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    Very, very afraid. Rejection and abuse have probably played a big part. From both family and everyone else. An unwanted sexual encounter at 14 with an older woman also kind of made...
    zeframcochrane zeframcochrane 18-21 Aug 16

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    I have seen women before who have been in abusive relationships with their boyfriend or husband but instead of getting out they just continue to stay in the relationship - probably...
    olivia81401 olivia81401 13-15, F Aug 15

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