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I Am Afraid of My Boyfriend

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    Love Though

    I am... But I love him soo much though.. It's complicated.. I don't like to be yelled at or when he gets mad at me.. But I still love him! He's my everything.. He's all I got! :)
    PrincessJForever PrincessJForever 16-17, F Sep 15, 2013

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    Is This The End?

    Im 21 with a one year old baby and a 20 year old boyfriend. When i was pregnant he use to play games and once i remember wanting to sleep and i told him to move so i can sleep amd it gpt him mad because he was playi g and socked my legs. Another time after the baby was born i was...
    Moni20rhs Moni20rhs 22-25 2 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    I Am Afraid Of My Boyfriend

    I've never "really" seen him be violent, nonetheless i am fearful of the things he could do and the way he treats me escalating. He makes me "earn" quality time and deprives me of sexual pleasure unless i do what i'm told. I've told him he was hurting me before and he only grabs...
    anniedank anniedank 18-21, F Nov 16, 2013

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    Transparent.

    He's the first that I can't read. He's the first that can see right through me, even when I have my mask on. I get scared when I can't hide... perhaps I'm not meant to? ... Perhaps I'm afraid it will end like it did the last time, even though he is trying to show me that he's...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response Feb 6, 2012

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    ITS BAD

    WELL I DONT NO WERE TO START SO IM JUST GOING TO START WHEN HE GOT OUT OF JAIL WELL HE BEATS ME EVER DAY HE PUT ME DOWN SO MUCH I TRYED TO KILL MYSELF ITS SO BAD THAT I CANT GO NO WERE WITHOUT HIM IM TRYING TO GET OUT AND I CANT AT NITE HE LOCK US IN THE ROOM SO I CANT GO NO WERE...
    princessdavis princessdavis 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    Whats wrong with me? My boyfriend has never

    ever laid a finger on me and claims he never actually would but i constantly think he will. Strangely though I am extremely shy handed around him. In the past he has told me about him thinking about it, and i have slapped him once ( then bawled and apologized). He does get...
    nonamedchick nonamedchick 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    I Am Afaid of My So-called Boyfriend

    I am afraid my boyfriend may beat me to death the next time, he gets angry. He has already tried kicking in my front door, and he broke his foot in the process, but he sent me threating letters, and called several times. He has got a mean temper, and I am afaid of what he might...
    swatches swatches 41-45, F 4 Responses Nov 23, 2007

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    Not Sure If Abused, Nowhere2 Go W Kids

    Last year i got seriously beat up...brusies in my arms and between my legs. He is off the drug he was on back then... The other day I said something he didnt like and he head butted me so hard i have been hurting a few days now. At the time he was holding me down and i did bite...
    scared2talk scared2talk 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    Should I Stay? But What If He Hits Me...

    My boyfriend has a short temper. He's never laid a hand on me but throws things at the wall when he gets really angry. Lately he's been irritable, starting fights over silly things like me not wanting to go get breakfast when we're on a tight budget saying that I'm trying to...
    c7gallop c7gallop 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2013

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    Uwarranted Or Cautious

    I am a survivor of domestic vioence. My ex tried to kill me whe I left. He actually tried to cut my throat in the middle of downtown at lunch time while hundreds were passing by. He was supposed to be in jail for violating the restraining order. My bruises and black eye...
    evolvutghiL evolvutghiL 36-40, F 9 Responses Apr 1, 2010

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    Silent

    I'm terrified to disagree with my boyfriend about fairly serious matters. When he gets mad, he raises his voice and it scares me. He's really physical so I'm always scared he's going to hit me. The guy I was with before was abusive and my current boyfriend knows that, but he...
    WastedWhiskey27 WastedWhiskey27 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    i need a very strict sex master make me horry

    but i wont be showing my self only dirty rough talks please order me make me work :* order me be rough and violent waitingg:*
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 18, 2013

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    Shy

    I was sexually abused as a child. My mom wasn't and still isn't someone I can confide in. My fiance gets mad if I decline sex. He easily raises his temper. When he's mad he's loud and he'll break thinks or punch walls. He one time punched me in the face. I feel different than...
    daisy4688 daisy4688 26-30, F Nov 20, 2013

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    I have a few dreams which are seemingly very difficult to accomplish.Already having failed in accomplishing many things due to my mistakes.I am afraid but still have hope for...
    GenuineAngel GenuineAngel 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I was pretty young when I had my first boyfriend and MySpace was still the cool social media account to have. When you're young, you do a lot of stupid things, like share your...
    L48O1516S2342T L48O1516S2342T 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I just did something that I never really thought of doing. This pertains to my very first story on Experience Project, please do use that story for reference. I signed into my...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Apr 3

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    He's evil, spiteful, manipulative, self centered. & clearly I did not always hate him cause he at one point wasn't my "ex" boyfriend but my first love. I just hate the monster you...
    higherminded higherminded 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    So, I've been in about 3 serious relationships. My last relationship started in 2010 and lasted until late 2012. I was 15 and the guy was 20. I know, too old for me. But mentally...
    L48O1516S2342T L48O1516S2342T 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    My situation is similar to many posted here, same players, similar situation and same result - we as parents, are suffering our children's poor choices. The loser boyfriend is the...
    applebrat applebrat 51-55, F Apr 14

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    5 years ago when i was younger I wondered what my boyfriend would be like. i still don't have a boyfriend, simply because i don't project myself out to be looking for a...
    vinnyvinyal vinnyvinyal 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 7

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    I had been with my boyfriend for 3 years. He's a head coach for a traveling softball team & one of his assistant coaches (who has a daughter on the team) is female. Apparently they...
    jahill1721 jahill1721 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    We'll have been together for a year in May. Our relationship is built on being there for each other when we're weak, as well as when we're strong. When he's weak, he really is. He...
    ioti ioti 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am almost 20 Now, and my last boyfriend was when I was 16. Nowadays though, when I do get emotionally close with a guy I seem to freak out a bit and cut them off, almost like my...
    amandajanee amandajanee 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    at first i found him very attractive. infact i was the one who hit on him. but after we began our relationship he started doing little things that turned me off BIG TIME. like...
    veronica4ever veronica4ever 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 30

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    A boyfriend aged 14-15. Lives in England? Someone sweet and not afraid to actually connect. *cringe* but it's true and it'd just be great to be honest.
    Lea18 Lea18 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    I feel so bad because I got in an argument with my boyfriend last night, he got jealous over this new guy that I meet. I understand that he might be afraid that I'll meet someone...
    Lgdalita Lgdalita 18-21, F Apr 20

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    Im 19 and the closest thing I came to having a bf was an online relationship that lasted 1 year and a half and it was the worst time of my life because he was always mean and...
    missnicething missnicething 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 28

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    Getting blown off by my boyfriend hurts more than anything. I wish it wouldn't. I'm sensitive and I hate myself for it
    easedmysoul easedmysoul 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 12

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    I'm 19 and never have a boyfriend :(
    Maithon13 Maithon13 18-21, F 30 Responses Apr 17

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    About a week later i would split up with him because we will deepen different education. I'm very sad. I'm afraid he would leave me. I'm still scared even though he had promise to...
    Revinadwipa Revinadwipa 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I sometimes feel so afraid of what to come. Anything, when I drove to gym in the heavy rain, I talked to myself, that was the only way, it's a silly fear no one else could...
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 30

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    Why should you be afraid? That darkness is a part of you. You should just accept it. To be afraid of it is the same as being afraid of one of your own limbs. we all have darkness...
    KittyBlue3 KittyBlue3 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    My bf is thinking about at least 3 years studding in an other country and it won't be easy for me to move to that land and he knows it. He and a friend of his wish to go that...
    kristhy kristhy 22-25, F Apr 5

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    "Maybe there's something you're afraid to say, or someone you're afraid to love, or somewhere you're afraid to go. Its going to hurt. Its going to hurt because it matters." - John...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F a week ago

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    Ok hate is a bit strong but I need to know if I'm being unreasonable. My boyfriend's sister has caused tension to the point where we are on the verge of breaking up over it. I...
    Alp32 Alp32 26-30 2 days ago

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    My boyfriend and my best friends boyfriend have just started working together and they have become really good friends which means that all 4 of us get together as a group quite...
    Chuggington Chuggington 31-35 Apr 6

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    I can't remember exactly how old I was during this time, but I was in my second year of kindergarten. My mom met this man. I don't know how old he was at the time, he was black...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 12

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    I'm wondering if I should give up ? I've had allot of issues with my boyfriends mother. She speaks a different language so it's hard to talk to her. I feel as if I'm getting in the...
    llivan llivan 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Yeah, aren't we all? We are afraid of rejection. It's like it's better to not ask questions if we are afraid of the answers we will get. Envy those who can easily express their...
    RedThatDescribesMe RedThatDescribesMe 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    afraid of what will happen, if I speak up, speak out, let them know I'm hurting. but how do you tell someone who thinks you're perfectly fine, that you dread everyday before it...
    irishlassy98 irishlassy98 16-17, F Apr 13

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    I think my biggest fear is the fear of myself getting sick to my stomach or someone else getting sick. Since I was a little girl I have been terrified of it. Everything about it...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Apr 14

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    At first I feel just sorry for him because of his condition, he is suffering from Asperger's disorder, a sort of autistic kind of thing. And he told me that since 4 he was in a lot...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F 6 days ago

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