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I Am Afraid of My Boyfriend

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    Should I Stay? But What If He Hits Me...

    My boyfriend has a short temper. He's never laid a hand on me but throws things at the wall when he gets really angry. Lately he's been irritable, starting fights over silly things like me not wanting to go get breakfast when we're on a tight budget saying that I'm trying to...
    c7gallop c7gallop 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2013

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    Love Though

    I am... But I love him soo much though.. It's complicated.. I don't like to be yelled at or when he gets mad at me.. But I still love him! He's my everything.. He's all I got! :)
    PrincessJForever PrincessJForever 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 15, 2013

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    Is This The End?

    Im 21 with a one year old baby and a 20 year old boyfriend. When i was pregnant he use to play games and once i remember wanting to sleep and i told him to move so i can sleep amd it gpt him mad because he was playi g and socked my legs. Another time after the baby was born i was...
    Moni20rhs Moni20rhs 22-25 2 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    I Am Afraid Of My Boyfriend

    I've never "really" seen him be violent, nonetheless i am fearful of the things he could do and the way he treats me escalating. He makes me "earn" quality time and deprives me of sexual pleasure unless i do what i'm told. I've told him he was hurting me before and he only grabs...
    anniedank anniedank 18-21, F Nov 16, 2013

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    Transparent.

    He's the first that I can't read. He's the first that can see right through me, even when I have my mask on. I get scared when I can't hide... perhaps I'm not meant to? ... Perhaps I'm afraid it will end like it did the last time, even though he is trying to show me that he's...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response Feb 6, 2012

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    Uwarranted Or Cautious

    I am a survivor of domestic vioence. My ex tried to kill me whe I left. He actually tried to cut my throat in the middle of downtown at lunch time while hundreds were passing by. He was supposed to be in jail for violating the restraining order. My bruises and black eye...
    evolvutghiL evolvutghiL 36-40, F 9 Responses Apr 1, 2010

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    Shy

    I was sexually abused as a child. My mom wasn't and still isn't someone I can confide in. My fiance gets mad if I decline sex. He easily raises his temper. When he's mad he's loud and he'll break thinks or punch walls. He one time punched me in the face. I feel different than...
    daisy4688 daisy4688 26-30, F Nov 20, 2013

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    I Am Afaid of My So-called Boyfriend

    I am afraid my boyfriend may beat me to death the next time, he gets angry. He has already tried kicking in my front door, and he broke his foot in the process, but he sent me threating letters, and called several times. He has got a mean temper, and I am afaid of what he might...
    swatches swatches 41-45, F 4 Responses Nov 23, 2007

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    ITS BAD

    WELL I DONT NO WERE TO START SO IM JUST GOING TO START WHEN HE GOT OUT OF JAIL WELL HE BEATS ME EVER DAY HE PUT ME DOWN SO MUCH I TRYED TO KILL MYSELF ITS SO BAD THAT I CANT GO NO WERE WITHOUT HIM IM TRYING TO GET OUT AND I CANT AT NITE HE LOCK US IN THE ROOM SO I CANT GO NO WERE...
    princessdavis princessdavis 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    Future Abuser?

    My boyfriend for a year now has a short temper. He plays football so he is kinda big and really fast. The slightest thing like me talking to my best friend who happens to be a male will set him off for the rest of the night. When he gets angry at me for not wanting to talk he...
    MissMia8 MissMia8 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 23, 2012

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    Silent

    I'm terrified to disagree with my boyfriend about fairly serious matters. When he gets mad, he raises his voice and it scares me. He's really physical so I'm always scared he's going to hit me. The guy I was with before was abusive and my current boyfriend knows that, but he...
    WastedWhiskey27 WastedWhiskey27 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    Whats wrong with me? My boyfriend has never

    ever laid a finger on me and claims he never actually would but i constantly think he will. Strangely though I am extremely shy handed around him. In the past he has told me about him thinking about it, and i have slapped him once ( then bawled and apologized). He does get...
    nonamedchick nonamedchick 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    i need a very strict sex master make me horry

    but i wont be showing my self only dirty rough talks please order me make me work :* order me be rough and violent waitingg:*
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 18, 2013

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    Not Sure If Abused, Nowhere2 Go W Kids

    Last year i got seriously beat up...brusies in my arms and between my legs. He is off the drug he was on back then... The other day I said something he didnt like and he head butted me so hard i have been hurting a few days now. At the time he was holding me down and i did bite...
    scared2talk scared2talk 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    My boyfriend wrote this for me, because last week, he went somewhere on his motorcycle, and he was gone for 5 hours when he said he would be back in an hour. I started to panic and...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 28

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    my boyfriend is hanging out with this girl and he tells me there just friends but there always flirting with eachother and he says im paraoied i dont want them hanging out im...
    tannilleking tannilleking 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 12

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    I'm 19 years old and I'm a Christian. I've never told anyone about these feelings, this is the first time I actually let people read it.. So I'm kind of scared!!! I have two...
    MendyNL MendyNL 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 14

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    So I have been dating my boyfriend, Reagan for a year and half. Though, a year and half might seem short but I can honestly say I love him. We met in high school and started...
    everathena everathena 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I'm afraid that I'll end up alone. I'm afraid of being sad for the rest of my life. I'm afraid of bugs. I'm afraid my mother will get tired of me- that EVERYONE will get tired of...
    queercutie queercutie 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Not need want Someone to watch Netflix with, cuddle, take silly photos. Talking for hours about silly stuff until we fall asleep and waking up to cute morning messages, honest and...
    Amnesia97 Amnesia97 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 24

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    My dad abandon me and my twin until we were about 13 then when we turned 15 my mom abandoned us for her other husband who was sexually abusing us both. The my twin abandoned me for...
    mea1998 mea1998 18-21, F Sep 28

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    he doesn't treat her the way a princess should be treated and they just moved in together and I'm afraid it's not gonna work out. :(
    briannamoran briannamoran 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    I love him very much. I've been receiving a few emails from an email address that I don't recognize with really gross pictures of him doing weird stuff and kinda hardcore. He is 15...
    stuart007 stuart007 26-30, M Oct 1

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    I keep thinking my boyfriend is losing feelings
    aphrodite5424 aphrodite5424 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 5

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    I'm about to turn 19 and have never had a boyfriend. My parents have been married for 21 years, my oldest sister is married and my other sister and younger brother have partners. I...
    Janeoram Janeoram 18-21, F 14 Responses Oct 8

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    My boyfriend of 5 years (recently engaged 3 months ago) was recently served with child support papers from his pervious relationship. Though he is a VERY active dad physically and...
    seeme83 seeme83 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    I have someone who is nearly like me. We are both really good at being sarcastic to everyone and to each other. We met online, and the first time we talked through phone was epic...
    Maesia1998 Maesia1998 16-17, F Oct 11

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    I don't think people are afraid of falling in love, i think that people are afraid to meet someone who they already have met last year or the last time they broke up with. And the...
    Manuala Manuala 18-21, F Sep 23

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    ...but there are so many things that bother me about them. I'm currently 18, my boyfriend is 21. I moved in with my boyfriend and his family (his mom, two brothers, and two sisters...
    lostinparadisee lostinparadisee 18-21, F Sep 27

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    Not afraid but i don't love anyone. I just love myself, i spend my all time with myself cause i don't like to have any friends, i solve my problems by myself, talk to myself, i do...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M Sep 23

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    I'm afraid that if I ever got together with my crush, people would try to split us up. I'm afraid of ill-willed people spreading rumors and lies about us. I'm afraid of losing the...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F Sep 29

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    As much as I truly want to experience someone mentally physically emotionally & spiritually. I am so afraid. Afraid of not being enough, if not getting the love right back. I...
    beautifullywrittenambition beautifullywrittenambition 18-21, F Oct 12

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    Don't judge, its really hard, but just think about it before you do. I got judged so much, I am afraid of being myself, everyone thinks I am a lonely introvert, but the truth is, i...
    mariahluh mariahluh 51-55, T 1 day ago

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    I don't think I'm afraid of it, I think I'm afraid of what will happen whilst I'm there. I think it's just the initial fear of trying something new and not knowing exactly what it...
    ChloeMiller ChloeMiller 18-21, F Sep 23

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    Facing a clock on how much time I have left, I'm not afraid to go...I am afraid of not having someone to hold my hand while I pass, but as it grows nearer, I've even started to...
    Dantescircle Dantescircle 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 24

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    I am afraid of being turned down, but I think I am more afraid of being hurt. The few times I've asked a girl out, I felt like I was standing way out on a swaying branch. I mean...
    Hellcat43 Hellcat43 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 28

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    I am scared of death but mostly it scares me to think where my soul will go. I mean I believe in God and pray to him but I don't go to Church because I work on the weekends so I'm...
    Moonstripe1993 Moonstripe1993 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    I'm not really afraid of singledom nor am I afraid to be a single parent but with my lack of experience I'm sure it'd drive any guy away. I try to think of the positives about...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    This photo I took during a not so fun time in life. I am afraid of my own darkness. I have a temper that I can't control and a sadness so great. I lose all control. And that is...
    kaixin97 kaixin97 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    I'm not afraid of commitment, but I'm afraid of being hurt, mistreated and replaced.
    toobreezzee toobreezzee 16-17, F Oct 12

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    I'm afraid to fall in love because when I think about love now...all I think of is cheating,lying,being used..I easily fall in love.. I'm afraid to fall in love.
    quackboo quackboo 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    My anxiety could be the cause of all my worrying over this, but I am afraid of being nonexistent after I die, and I don't understand how most people are fine with it. I do believe...
    DeniseD17 DeniseD17 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 13

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    Every time I find someone I really like it always ends up bad. Either I get my heart broken, I get cheated on, or they lie to me about some dumb ****. I'm afraid that I'm going to...
    tay143 tay143 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Lately I have been thinking about telling this girl how I really feel about her but I'm afraid what she will say when I do. If she says yes OK and if no OK but its what happens...
    Chaco1 Chaco1 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    This is the first time I'm telling this story. I don't want sympathy and I'm sure a lot of you will think I'm stupid. I have a boyfriend. His name is, let's call him, Stephen. I've...
    thatgirl0926 thatgirl0926 18-21, F Oct 11

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    To start with, I'm an animal person generally. I'm happier to visit a dog than to live with one, though. They're more high-maintenance than my cats who amuse themselves and prefer...
    bellehistoire bellehistoire 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 13

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    Is my boyfriend possessive? My boyfriend and I are both 18 and we started dating about half a year ago. I was his first girlfriend, kiss, and so on. I can clearly tell that he...
    sky817 sky817 18-21, F Sep 26

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    Hey, Im 16, my boyfriend is 17. I love him, we where raised completely different and he is in jail. I feel stupid but I love him so much, I gave him part of me and with out him I...
    mysteryatlgirl mysteryatlgirl 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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