I Am Afraid of My Loved Ones Dying

Sometimes I feel I wish all my grandparents died before I was born so I don't have to go through loosing them.., its hard to understand maybe but I haven't lost anyone and I am very afraid too. 3 grandparents . Parents. My dog. My good...

It isn't that I am afraid of it necessarily.  It's more like I dread it.  It's an inevitability.  I recognize that.  I don't have to like it, but I have to recognize it.  I keep my fingers crossed that I go...

Death is a part of life but is the part of life that we do not know much about and is so difficult to deal with. It will affect life as you know it for the rest of YOUR life with that person being absent. Whether it is a parent, friend...

I am so afraid of my family members dying. My mother has a lot of health problems. Heart disease runs in our family, and I worry that she will have a heart attack and that she will die when I am not ready to lose her. That is one of the...

You could say that in most regards life has been pretty tough on me. Not only have I been to hell and back a few times now, I've had the un-pleasant distinction of being around for the death of quite a few family members. My Uncle who...

i think most people are afraid of their loved ones dying. but for me it is deeper then that. i can not handle death. it freaks me out. when someone close to me dies i get depressed and obsessive about it. the finality of death is hard...

I'm not suicidal or anything, but sometimes I wonder if life is even worth living because of this reason. It's like everything I have to look forward to will eventually end. After my lifelong partner dies, how will I cope, and what will...

My best friend died at the age of 19, for no real reason, the reason cited was "complications with his diabetes" however, it wasn't due to negligence he was very sensible about his diabetes, he didnt let it control him at all, but he...

My grammy was a wonderful person and she still is. Its just she't different now then she used to be. About a year ago my gram became depressed and it wont go away and its awful. I work with her and I see her every day. Since she got...

I am afraid of losing you forever. I am afraid of never seeing you happy again. I know, it's funny that someone like me can feel that way, seeing how I have mistreated you my whole life.

I wish I could muster up the courage to say the...

well im 13 now and i have lived with my grangparents sence i was 4months they have raised me my mom and dad come around more nowadays but my grandma loves me so much but its something with being a teen no matter how hard i try i cant...

while the person i love is not going to die in reality, She may die in my life, and don't exist anymore in it, maybe She may go in some other world, and Her memory would fade away from my mind.i loved a girl, who is no more in my life...

From as early as I could remember, I've known death. I never thought it was odd until a friend of mine told me she was 18 years old when she attended her first funeral. It seems as though the ones that I allowed to get the closest...

How is that I cry all night,Yet all you do is smileAnd think everything is all rightHow is it that when I look up at youYou can't look me in my eyesAnd when ever I want to talkAll you want to do is make me cryIs it that you take...

I am so scared of losing my love  ones. It scares me so much. I just don't want to lose them. I rather die before them, so I wouldn't have to be without them, that would really suck... Not so much my family, at least not my parents...

I am scared of my loved ones dying especially my grandma.  She's the one that keeps the family together.  And out of all of the people close to me including my father and my mother, I think she is the only one to love me...

He's my best friend. Whenever anything good happens to me, I always want to call him and tell him about it so we can share in the victory together. Whenever I'm confused or down, I call him to discuss it as well. Even if I don't agree...

Did you enjoy my pain?Was it fun to watch me fall?You where the reason why I became this wayEveryday, my life is tormented by nightmares,Nightmares that are my realityDo you feel nothing for what you have done?Have you ever thought how...

I don't know how i could ever deal with them GONE. just out of my life. i've had two very disturbing dreams about my mum, and then my dad, dying, dead, then gone. i woke up crying, and had to run to the bathroom to wash up before...